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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 21, 2023 0:38:47 GMT -6
08/20--
SABBATH
I did not feed Gandalf or do my dishes last night, but let them soak.
At 1:36 PM, a few minutes after I woke up, I put dish soap in the water that is in the soaking dishes and ran water in the dish soap to make suds.
After that I ate prunes, tortilla chips and took Vitamin C, Zinc and Vitamin D and other Vitamins then ate Garden Vegeable Rice, as I continued to stream IHOP-KC without sound, on closed captioning.
I considered writing another fictional Diary about Maggie and I but decided against it.
At 2:12 PM I went back to bed.
At 5:22 PM I got up, wrote in my Diary, watched videogames on YouTube and typed my Diary after going to the bathroom. Then I took my pills and went back to bed.
At 8:10 PM or aroundabouts, I got up and installed Adaware on my gaming/streaming hp laptop but I just can't seem to block any of the dirty ads on 1movieshd.com, even with Adaware Safe Browser. I'm at a loss. That was the whole reason I installed Adaware in the first place.
O Lord, I cannot in good conscience show Star Wars shows to my Online friends with these dirty pop-up ads showing up.
Guardio for Chrome works much better. It's a popup blocker. Thank You for answering my prayers O Lord!
But it did not work either. I prayed for God to keep the dirty ads away.
Realizing there was no way to keep the dirty ads away, I gave up and tried bitchute.com, but they have been busy on bitchute deleting movies like they do on YouTube, and TPM is no longer up there, nor is the bitchute user that had uploaded it.
10:00 PM CDT Yipee! I found a substitute! A fan reaction by Fatmanfalling to The Phantom Menace.
So You did answer my prayers, you just found another way to do it.
Praise Your Heavenly Name for ever!
11:37 TPM is over. I'm not showing any more movies or shows tonight.
I need to feed the cat and wash my dishes.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 21, 2023 0:45:05 GMT -6
08/21--
LORD'S DAY
I fed Gandalf and washed my dishes.
I attempted to go to bed streaming. I did spirtual warfare but I got tempted by Tubi and gave into Satan's temptations.
Then I had the choices in porn between watching God killing which was turning out to be a blasphemous program, or jail or death or underage (high school girls), sex slaves, or Tarot and other abominations, and I watched Maverick instead, not the movie but the old black and white show.
Bret Maverick is a gambler, and I gamble with my life each time I look at porn.
The old drunk vagrant who 'was a judge from the moment I met you-I'm glad that now we made it official'; gave up his drink when he got responsibility.
Maverick is also a lawyer.
'The Apex Law' You can follow an ore vein even if it leads under the holdings of another person.
The enemy, Phineas King, tempted the judge with drink and $100,000. But the judge did not give in.
Next the enemy flooded the mines so the workers couldn't mine the mines.
This made the villagers angry at Maverick because he started it all.
Bret Maverick is also a skilled orator and politician.
He is also a brilliant negotiator.
War of the Silver Kings was a brilliant Episode.
The real war was the War of the Copper Kings.
(See Research Module 1 Thread: The Apex Law.)
My smartphone is at 47% charge.
5:34 AM The angel who played Obi-Wan Kenobi came to me and told me that the level of the Force that I used to push the piece of trash into the garbage can was a base level, not the very power of God, and not witchcraft either, that the Force has many levels as the Kybylion teaches. He said the more I do good the more good will tug at me and the more I do evil the more evil will tug at me. He said I spend way too much time watching Star Wars and not enough time feasting on the Words of Christ; that I value my own entertainment more than sitting at my desk or or on my table or on my couch reading old familiar words that will have a far greater effect on me than new Scriptural material, or than listening to it, to paraphrase generally.
He told me I had the Holy Spirit of Promise.
He told me that he had lived many lives before he had been saved and many lives since, but he has always learned.
He softened my heart by the power of God, which had been hardened by the deceitfulness of sin.
The angel actor came to me after an unneccessary second round of spiritual warfare, that was the result of my sin.
Obi-Wan told me when I realized that the Faith is the First Great Governing Matchless power which has dominion over all things, I have discovered the key to using the Force.
It is 5:47 AM and my phone has 100% charge.
6:46 AM When I woke up, from bed, I was caught in a twist-a-twist web-a-loop of words and realities that I used my walking stick weapon and prayer to extricate myself from. It was very scary.
Maggie is close to me now but doesn't like me fawning over her (per what God told me).
Last night I had a dream and one of the only relevant parts was that I asked Maggie two questions:
Are you still mad at me because of the past.
Her answer: A little.
Would you consider going out with me in the future?
Her answer: Yes.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 21, 2023 14:20:03 GMT -6
09.05--
YOM SHANI
The other day I got Troy's number from Pastor Pete.
Last night I was administered to by Elders Paul and Gordon, for spiritual help and a course correction. During the administration, Elder Paul was led to lay his hands on my head, then take them off and pray, then Elder Gordon, who was the first to pray, was led to lay his hands on my head and say a prayer of protection over me.
When I got home I took a shower after typing some of Diary 55 (Howard took me to Wal-Mart where I bought DIARY 56), then I slept Several hours, and woke up at 1:50 something AM and did all my dishes.
Now it's 2:23 AM. I also fed the cat Galadriel last night, dry food. She had been getting wet food but I ran out.
Someone keeps throwing my cat dishes away in the dumpster.
I played a rather interesting text-based adventure. I put Maggie in the story. But it was limited in that you could only take so many turns before you could go no more.
I bought pizza and pop and went to Rick's where I watched Greg Gutfeld and Newsmax. Then I came home, fed the cat, and watched a funny and creative movie about a woman switches places with with a Spanish Telenova character. The movie was called Ana Maria in Telenova Land.
My five days and nights of purity starts over tomorrow, a Yom Shlishi.
Doing nothing is a different kind of death.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 21, 2023 14:29:06 GMT -6
09/06--
TUESDAY
Tomorrow I need to call Haley @ 8:00 AM and then if there is an appointment tomorrow, go to the library, drop off some books and the Chromebook and pay a fine accrued from a pair of headphones bought on credit.
What has my life amounted to, O Lord?
What have I done with my life?
Now, when everything is about to go haywire, am I prepared? Verily, no.
I have not prepared spiritually.
There is so much more I could have done.
The best thing I've done recently is to be administered to two nights ago and to witness of the Church to Pastor Pete's Mom.
I feel like a failure. I haven't thus far been even able to go five days, and five nights, without sex u al sin.
But the past is not always indicative of the future.
Tomorrow is another day.
I took a step across the dividing line, left foot first, in the shower I took. Across that line, I thought I was porn free.
Jesus, I return to you. Correct my course, O Lord, alter my Momentum. In Christ's Holy Name I pray, Amen.
Donald Trump is not claimed to be running in 2024. I still consider him my President. I am watching Glenn Beck and Perry Mason (the original B&W series.)
Now I'm watching the conclusion of an episode of The Amazing Race.
I'm watching The Price Is Right. The same episode of Perry Mason is still on TV.
I should do low energy tasks I like and love such as reading in the morning, high energy tasks I don't like at midday, and the most high-energy tasks that I love at evening and at night. Elizabeth Filips has taught me again.
Pastor Pete took his mom, me and Jo's sister out to eat at China Buffet around 11 AM when they were opening. The food was delicious. I taught Pastor Pete about the divisions in Christ's Church and the Restoration and the 3 Apostasies in the Restoration and the Sealed Book of Mormon. Pastor Pete thinks that open communion being wrong cannot be proved Scripturally. I told him people were weak and sickly among them and some died because the Elders failed to discern the Body of Christ (or failed to warn the Congregation that only Members can partake-BLSKV) and he called that a tradition of men because the Bible doesn't spell that out but it is a Magisterial teaching.
He thinks needing to be Baptized in the Church is a tradition of man, or a product of man's religion, and he thinks I cannot prove it Scripturally.
Know your audience.
I had a fantasy that was similar to Ana Maria in TeleNova Land, the movie I watched the other day, in which Maggie and I were transposed into the Star Wars Universe and I used my intelligence to help stop Order 66 and have Palpatine apprehended, Grievous and Dooku and Maul captured and every chip removed from every clone, and other things, becoming a Jedi Knight in the process, as Anakin Skywalker trained Pastor Pete in the Ways of the Force, which fantasy hypnotized the universe and caused me to manifest Maggie lookalikes and the name Maggie showing up in what I saw read and watched for a while.
I took a shower and came down to Rick's house, and he is watching an anti-Trump programme on PBS.
It's brainwashing programming, and it's the way they framez everything to seem this way or that way.
Rick thinks that both sides, left and right, spin a narrative. I told him I think the right has the truth on their side and the left spins a narrative. He said he doesn't trust the right. I said I don't trust especially the right. "You know how many on the right have turned against Trump?" I said.
Trump is not a Demagogue. Absolutely not.
I don't like Mitch McConnell. Kevin McCarthy turned on Trump. I don't trust anyone with the last name of 'Cheney' as far as I can throw them. Lindsay Graham betrayed Trump.
Trump said to Ronna McDaniel that he is leaving the Republican Party. "I'm done." he said. He said he was "creating my own party".
Kevin McCarthy redeemed himself by getting Trump to help him win 2022 Midterms.
Lindsey Graham tried to get back into Trump's good graces.
Mitch McConnel would support a 2024 run for Trump.
Rick asked what I thought of the saying that people said that the Republican Party was the Party of Old White Men. I said "It's bunk. Neither Party is the Party of any one race."
"A lot of American Democracy relies on the leadership in good faith adhering to the norms, but a lot of breaks in checks and balances can damage that"- A man.
2 Broke Girls is about to come on, a program Colt got me to like.
I should call my parents soon.
I had an Apple Cider Vinegar tab, water, chocolate milk and Seven-Up.
Another episode of 2 Broke Girls is starting as Rick prepares to go to Jo's sister's and Paul's.
Watched a couple of episodes of Family Guy on fast32 on my phone.
Goodnight.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 21, 2023 14:47:29 GMT -6
09.07--
WEDNESDAY
Tomorrow I have to be ready at 10 til 9 to be picked up at 9 to go to the Bates City RLDS Church to mop the floor.
Possibly tomorrow in the afternoon, Troy is taking me and Jo's sister to Mardell's so that the three of us can spend our 25.00 Gift cards.
I'm watching a YouTube video at the library where people are eating very high-priced food, $1,000 cheese, $100,000 ice cream, etc. This is nothing compared to what food in heaven's going to be like, though.
I read through a ranking of 40 Star Wars characters on my phone. Paul Ludy came into the library. We said hi, see you at 9.
I'm on my front porch waiting for Pastor Pete to take me to his church. He, Rick and I need to talk about the cat, Galadriel. Steve claims Rick told Fred it was his cat and Steve thinks I brought her from Rick's the night Galadriel followed me to Rick's and I took her back to the corner and I followed her home. Steve doesn't remember back to where the cat was around many days before I started feeding her, and for many more days before the incident where she followed me to Rick's. So Steve believes the cat belongs to Rick. He wants me to take it back to Rick's. So Pete, Rick and I need to talk about the cat.
With God, all things are possible.
I came home from the library and watched Dan Bongino, ate homemade macaroni and cheese with sea salt in it, and some other things, and took my pills.
I came home because I wanted to play Minecraft.
We are going to Mardel Friday after Troy's doctor appointment, Jo's sister told me. We'll go to Mardel and Wendy's Friday afternoon.
I walked home from the library. Gordon and Della took me there.
I never ended up playing Minecraft today.
Bobbie recommended Pumpkin Fudge.
What are You doing, O Lord?
What's going on?
I don't know what's going on in my life.
Why am I here?
Me, Beverly, Beverly's sister, Cindy, Jo's Sister, Rick and I are at Wendy's. A man named
Randy helped pay the tax on my fries. Most of us had frosties. So did I. Mm those fries are so good!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 21, 2023 15:03:49 GMT -6
09/08--
THURSDAY
Queen Elizebeth II passed away today at age 96.
I like Britain's newest Prime Minister.
Today I am going to the Blue Springs DMV to get something evil - a Mark of the Beast ID which I will later cut up and get my hand baptized in the Noachide floodwaters in a dream to cleanse it from the evil mark I prayed off. Event the non real ID compliant ID's and Driver's Licenses are evil with the same spiritual consequences if not repented of.
Pastor Pete may have to pick me up from there and take me home when I'm done.
Around 1:30 PM, Haley picked me up and took me to the Blue springs Licensing Office, where I got an invitation to write a murder mystery for the Star Wars Dark Jedi Brotherhood. I've never written one before, but I've read and seen many. I'm listening to Paul the Apostle.
Earlier I went to Bates City RLDS Church, where I mopped the floor. It was fun. Haley suggested that I call Sun Fresh Mart and remind them to look up my application that is on file. Yesterday or the day before, Pastor Pete put in a good word for me there.
I stopped at Dollar General on the way home from the library and got Oreo cookies yesterday that almond milk made better. Haley has to leave soon, and Pastor Pete will be here in about 25 minutes. Rick gave me a funerary card for Johanna yesterday after Wendy's. Haley left. Pastor Pete should be here soon. Good news! I called Dollar Fresh Mart using 411 and More Directory and they are hiring, and they said they'll pull my file tomorrow! I might have a job! Praise God! They said they needed someone to work 7-12 and 12-7. I can do that! Keegan told me how easy the job is. How laid back. The wait is now 14 minutes and Pastor Pete is on his way.
Now I have that evil temporary ID. My actual ID will come in the mail and I will cut both up then but don't know it yet. Pastor Pete says when you have bad Theology, then you have bad ideology, referring to whether you should preach politics from the pulpit. I have two nights and a day of victory.
The other day, I created another dividing line. This time I led with my right foot, and took the step of Victory. I've been going to bed early for the past two nights, getting up in the middle of the night when I couldn't sleep, doing something good on my computer, and then going back to sleep 'til morning.
I'll have a bowl of Tasteeo's now.
I finished typing Diary 55. Now I have 40-PART 4 and 56 to type, then I will start my 3-Day Tech Fast.
Forgive me, Lord, for getting back off track and playing videogames, using other Apps and typing other journals and checking discord. I'll get back on track pronto. Amen.
'Get back on track, Brent.'
I'm at Rick's, about to go back home. I watched Fox News today: Dan Bongino, Mark Levin, and Geraldo Riviera and Piers Morgan and Laura Ingraham. They're talking about Trump more now. Levin still supports him. So does Bongino.
Prince Charles will be the King of Great Britain now. (See the Book 'AntiChrist and a Cup of Tea').
Arthur Pendragon will one day be King.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 21, 2023 15:16:22 GMT -6
09/09--
FRIDAY
DUE DATES
The Edge of The Divine 9/17
Beowulf 9/17
Heaven Eyes 9/17
Richard Proenneke's
Diary 9/17
Reagan's Diary 9/17
HOLDS
Morning is a Long Time
Coming PENDING
The Force Awakens
Audio Available
FINES
0.
ACQUISITIONS
*Rewire Your Heart: Replace Your Desire For Sin with Desire for God, David Bowden
*All Things Reconsidered: How Rethinking What we Know Helps Us Know What We Believe, Knox McCoy
*I Could
I might
I can
I should
I will!
NINE TRAITS OF THE OUTWARDLY FOCUSED CHRISTIAN, THOM S. RAINER
* The Next Jihad
Stop the Next Christian Genocide In Africa, Rev. Johnnie Moore and Rabbi Abraham Cooper
*Oportunidades y Retos GLOBALES, John Stott
*DIARY 57 of Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V.
All these I bought at Mardel, with two candies to fill out the whole 25.00 (and 13 ¢, paid for by a kind woman when she heard about my deficiency.)
This morning Pastor Pete picked me up and we went to Blue Springs to take apart and pick up a large trampoline with an outer net. Troy came and helped us take it apart, then Troy took me and picked up Jo's sister and we went out to Wendy's (a different one, by Bear Cafe), then went to Mardel, where I got some real bargains on some good books. Troy got a Study Bible and Jo's sister got some stuff.
THE STORY OF MY LIFE
CONT'D FROM DIARY 18, ENTRY FOR 02/12/2022 AD
Q. 004 Fill in the blanks:
A: My mother was born in Olive Hill, Kentucky in the year 1951 AD, on April 17 of that year. Her parents' names were Kenneth Dyer and Wilma (Jones) Dyer. My mother Edith Mae Dyer grew up in two places: Olive Hill, Kentucky and Columbus, Ohio and had a half sister named Carol, an older sister named Wanda, and two younger brothers named Doug and Barry. Doug went by Doug but his actual name was Kenneth.
Q. 005 What is the earliest childhood memory about my mother?
A: Riding on a long bus ride with her. Seeing a Burger King over the freeway. Eating a pb&j sandwich and drinking a warm can of Coke on the bus ride with mom.
Q. 006 Fill in the blanks:
A: My father was born in Flint, Michigan, in the year 1959, on March 2 of that year. His parents' names were Marjorie May (Lehman) Sohlden and Toivo Wilfred (Wil) Sohlden. Dad grew up in various places, mostly Flint and Flint Township, and was one of 4 children, Mark Edward, Linda Ann (deceased), and Carol Marie (Sohlden) Soper. My Grandma Marge was born in 1932. My Grandpa Wil was born in 1927.
Q. 007 What is your earliest childhood memory of your father?
A: My earliest childhood memory of my father is him teaching me how to read and singing lullabyes to me. He would bribe me with trips to ShowBiz Pizza (Now Chuck E Cheeze) to teach me how to read. He sang
Go to sleep
Go to sleep
Go to sleep little angel
Go to sleep
Go to sleep
Go to sleep my love
Go to sleep little one
Sent from Heaven above
Go to sleep little one
The one that I love
Once while Dad was singing to me I said "That's enough, Daddy".
Q. 008 What noises did you hear when you woke up in the morning? Go into as much details as you can?
A: My phone rang. It was Pastor Pete. He wanted me to help him pick up a trampoline. I said, sure. (though I'm not sure if I said it in those words, but the general equivolent.)
Q. 009 Top 10 Time! Imagine your childhood bedroom. List ten objects you remember from the room, and describe what they meant to you.
A: 1. My Ninja Turtles.
I had an extensive collection of Ninja Turtle Toys standing up on my top two shelves in my room at my Dad's house. I liked looking at them. They were colorful and unique.
2. My Disney Adventure Magazine stack.
I had an accumulated stack of every single Disney Adventure Magazine for a couple or a few years. I took pride in that collection. It was in the bedroom of my Mom's trailer in Lot 30 of Myrtle Grove Trailer Prk. I lost it when Mom threw everything in her trailer away during her mental breakdown.
3. My M.U.S.C.L.E. figurines.
I thought they were unique and I loved playing with them. My favorite one was the blue tubular/human spring one.
4. My TV in my bedroom on Livingston Street.
It's where I discovered Cartoon Network for the first time.
5. My old journals.
I'm still waiting to get them back.
6. My LEGO's
I loved putting unique LEGO characters I created on adventures.
7. My books.
Mostly fiction. I was mostly into fiction up until age 20 or so, when I switched to mostly nonfiction by making the decision to get a nonfiction book on climbing Mount Everest, 'Into Thin Air' instead of a fiction book by an author I liked, Tom Clancy.
8. My blue checked comforter.
Man that thing was comfortable.
9. My POG's.
I loved playing the Milkcap flip game with Grandma and friends and schoolkids.
10. My Grandma's family Bible. I read about the first 40 chapters of Genesis straight through when I was in Jr. High School.
I returned to Christ last night, asking Christ to change my Momentum and Inertia, last night.
I'm going to focus on reading and finishing two books,
Rewire Your Heart: Replace Your Desire For Sin with Desire For God
and
How To Win Friend and Influence People.
According to a STRONG Vision I had in bed around 11:20 PM at night, I am NOT supposed to vote in the Midterm 2022 elections.
An angel visited me in the bathroom.
I streamed myself doing all my dishes and watching Michael Hur videos and sleeping from 9PM to 11:20 PM. I have been streaming for 4 hours and 44 minutes.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 21, 2023 17:55:26 GMT -6
09/10-- SABBATH-SATURDAY
Islam started 610 AD. The Mongol Empire started AD 1206.
We still technically don't know whether the cat Galadriel or Gandalf is a boy cat or a girl cat. They say it's harder to tell a male cat is a male cat due to its anatomical structure. Rick says he's got male-looking eyes. My neighbor is confident she's a female cat.
I'm watching and streaming the Blind Wave Reaction to The Rings of Power. There have been three episodes released to the public so far.
I like it so far.
There are two things you should never do:
1. Cram for an exam. 2. Play too many videogames.
I slept all day (PART I of my downfall from the point of living in repentance.) , except for eating lunch and supper, watching YouTube videos and setting up and takin my medicine. Yesterday Gordon took me to Walmart to pick up my Scrips.
Goodnight.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 21, 2023 18:28:26 GMT -6
Sunday, Lord's Day, Sabaoth, First Day of the Week, September Eleventh, 2022 AD-
Isaiah 14 IV
How To Win Friends and Influence People, pp. 19-28.
I learned not to be critical of people generally from being criticized very harshly myself and my philosophy is to look for the good in people. But I have failed at these precepts majorly in the past.
Isaiah Chapter 14 is about the Restoration of Israel and, I think, the Short Season at the end of the chapter.
I think the book, Rewire Your Heart: Replace Your Desire for Sin with Desire for God is going to change my whole life, not to mention Dale Carnegie's book.
I have those two books as well as this Diary (56) and the IV Bible with me on the front porch as I wait for Gordon and Della to come pick me up for Church. There is a potluck lunch today.
Once I stop merely saying 'no' to sin and start also saying 'yes' to Jesus (which the book will teach me how to do practically) I will achieve the victory, but in the end, we all only do what we want to do. How bad do I want to quit the two bad things I do? How much more do I actually love God more than my sins? I'll find out soon enough, O Lord.
Last night I had 250 KC's App points which I redeemed for 1.00 KC's Cash. Lacking 78 ¢ for an X-Tra large pop, I called Rick who was up working on his mail at 2AM and asked him if he had $0.78. He looked and said he had a dollar and as I left to pick it up I locked myself out of my apartment again. I called Rick and asked him if he had the keys to the church and he said yes. I walked to Rick's house, gave him the dress shirt I had borrowed from him back, and Rick drove me to Pastor Pete's church, where he let me in, and I got the spare keys, and then Rick took me to KC's where I got an X-Tra Largr Dr. Pepper (feeding the flesh, making it stronger, because I drank it after 5 pm and I drank the WHOLE THING at one time-PART II of my downfall from the point of living in repentance. Stay tuned for part (3)) , then home. I have my spare keys in my pocket to give back to Pastor Pete hopefully sometime today.
Tomorrow Della and Gordon should pick up my blue bike in their (just got in the car) truck when its done in the shop, which may take all day. Plus tomorrow I may have to go to the Office of Disability Determinations or Tuesday, I'm not sure which.
8:52 AM
@ Church. I am sitting next to Bro. Paul Ludy. Dee is playing the piano. It is before Early Morning Worship. God, help me to bring Alfred's Adult Piano Lesson Book Course and Introduction to Musical Knowledge next Sunday. Amen. Help Dee to be able to give me a good Music Lesson. Help me to be a good student, apt to hear, slow to speak, but able to ask the right questions. Amen. Help me to learn how to Meditate properly. Amen. Help me to stop seeing false visions. Amen.
Help Pastor Pete to see a change in me as it regards porn. Amen. Help me to be a good husband to my future wife, and a good father to my children. Help me never to get a divorce or to be divorced. Help me to be a couragious Champion for my wife. Amen.
Help me to pay attention in Sunday School, and to take good notes. Amen. Help me to find a ride to the Central Missouri Branches Meeting tonight. Amen.
Sunday School Notes: Alma 16:171 RLDS.
Diligence, Faith, Faith, Longsuffering, Patience=Partake of the Fruit of the Tree of Life until ye are filled.
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