BRENT'S DIARY PHASE II-PART 1

Woden's Day, July Twentieth, AD 2022-

"The state in which you think you're going to lose your soul and you feel you're not forgiven yet is called regret."

"Remember that when you ask forgiveness, nay, beg forgiveness for your sins, I forgive you instantly and you cannot lose your soul."

"I the Lord created your body both the spiritual and the physical parts of it so I know how it works."

"Why don't you get up and watch TV or write Star Wars if your regret prevents you from sleeping."

"Remember all those endless fantasies you used to have about living the life you live right now--about having instant access to all the information you could ever want??"

I downloaded the Computer Programming Program Python and am learning how to use it through a YouTube Tutorial made about two years ago. The program has advanced and become much more simplified and user friendly since the video was made. 

3:28 AM Dad learned COBOL at Mott College and taught me some QBASIC. I learned what a FOR=NEXT loop was and some other things. But the complexities I could never learn before. Now Python is becoming a little too complex for me to wrap my brain around it. But I may try some more later. No one said learning any form of computer programming would be a piece of cake.  It's easier to learn a language.

11:58 AM I practiced some more Python coding and am watching Hardy Boys. I watched Wanted Dead or Alive. I watched The Rifleman. I watched Bob Ross.

I talked on the Old Republic discord server Star Command voice chat, then played my Blakefettlee and Grik Spiceminer characters on Old Republic. On my Blakefettlee character I joined Trade Federation, Star Command's Imperial side Guild.

Dear Diary, it is so good to have all of my dirty clothes clean and to be in fresh clean clothes this morning.

I couldn't figure out Python so I'm stepping back again for now and playing Clash of Clans and watching Star Wars Battlefront II streams.  My cellphone has 100% charge now.  It had 30% charge when I was watching Hardy Boys.  It is 4:20 PM.  Paul Ludy will be picking me up for Church at 6:30 tonight.

I'm listening to a Fox News Podcast as I play Clash of Clans.

I unlocked a gem mine on my island.

 Dear Diary, Pastor Pete gave me my clean towels back as I took my pills in front of him and suggested maybe that since he knew I was taking them now, maybe someone could call me and remind me to take them from now on.

I continued to watch SW: Battlefront, read part of an article on the World since 9/11 in Tomorrow's World Magazine intending to renew my subscription and get a booklet on the veracity of the Bible over the phone, but the office was closed because it was after 5 pm. Then, continuing to watch Battlefront, I typed a little of How The Lord Would Have Us Think And Feel About Zion by Earl Curry.

Friday, July 22, 2022 CE--

Discord Messages I posted in General Chat in Star Command discord server:

BrentKoiV(GrikSpiceminer)NoLegcy — Today at 1:32 AM

Watching Newsmax, Robocop 3 and a Weather Underground Documentary.
I can switch tracks in my mind rapidly and pay attention to up to 3 things at once


2:05 AM Robocop 3 is over. Rick thought "It wasn't bad."

2:54 a.m. @ heimat  My laptop is 18% charged. My phone is 44% charged. I'm done watching what I watched of the Weather Underground Documentary and Newsmax is still on.

I accidentally left my black sun and moon mouse at Rick's so instead of calling him and bothering him, I'm using Joy's hot pink and black mouse instead. I'll go pick up my black sun and moon mouse another day when I return Rick's white dress shirt to him.

Rick put me on the spot, forcing me to think tonight when he asked me to define Communism. I said it was a system of government or an idea leading to a system of government where you make money, not for yourself and others, but only for others, and where the government tells you where to work instead of you choosing for yourself where to work. Later I added and we discussed how it is a form of physical and mental slavery and often suppresses religion. Rick said Socialism wasn't the same thing as Communism. He said it can be a step to it and I said it was a step to it. Later I said that Communism wasn't a victimless system of government. We also discussed the Black Panthers, Charles Manson and whether or not Martin Luther King, Jr. was a good man (he wasn't). I talked about how Trump didn't used to be a righteous man but became a righteous man.  
     Rick mentioned how China had elements of Democracy in it. I said back to him, Yeah, just the parts of it that suit them.

3:07 AM Now I'm watching a Documentary on the 1970's on Newsmax and am about to watch Stinchfield on Youtube.

I watched a video about how villains are becoming weaker in cinema and a Star Wars fanfilm called Dark Times and checked some of my email and participated in Quora.com and now will watch Stinchfield. 

It's been a strange July. Strange July.  It will be a hypnotic November. Oh, Christmas.

I ate tuna and noodles for supper yesterday with mac and cheese box noodles.

I called Pastor Pete and took my pills. He trusted me yesterday that I was telling the truth about taking them.

I watched half the Obi-Wan Kenobi series a few days ago. I may watch the other half again after The 70's: Decade of Disruption on Newsmax TV.


The People's Temple and Jim Jones' grape Kool-Aid, Black September, the Children of God's 'hookers for Jesus' destroying young girls' lives, the Women's Liberation Movement, the Palestinian Liberation Movement, early LBGTQ+ groups, so many faces of evil. 


4:06 AM "Mr. Gorbachov, Open This Gate! Tear down this Wall!"
The 1980's Decade of Decision is on on Newsmax. I'm watching it. And Stinchfield.

I had no idea Fat Albert and the Cosby Kids was an 80's thing. I had always thought it was a 70's thing.

Reaganonmics caused an Econmic Boom? ? ? ? ? ? Dad always taught me it destroyed our economy!!!!

Mark Chapman read The Catcher In The Rye and it made him want to kill John Lennon? ? ? ?
I read Catcher In The Rye in high school and loved it and it didn't make me want to kill anyone!!!!

I want to call Christina at McDonald's later this morning and ask her if I can talk to her Boss Rob sometime and see if I can finally get more job hours. I'm tired of being without job hours and I feel I'm stable on my meds and ready to return to the workforce.

4:15 a.m. My phone has 47% charge and my computer has 95% charge and now I'll watch Stinchfield.

Today I learned the difference between militarism and militarization. Militarism is evil. Militarization can be good or evil depending upon how it is used.

The late 1980's: Holes in the Sky.
From the Red Sky Prophecy.

Although Socialism, Communism and Fascism are evil, McCarthyism was evil also.
As witchraft is very real yet the witchhunts in Salem Massachussetts and the worse ones in Europe were evil also, McCarthyism was a modern day witchhunt. Speaking of witchhunts, this is the third Trump Witchhunt so far, this one about his supposed Jan. 6 crimes. O Lord, may it not stand. May it not come to pass. Amen.

Now Grant Stinchfield is talking to a man from the NRA about the freedom of the Constitutional Right to Bear Arms and the way they are circumventing it in the State of New York, moving towards Socialism (because when they take our guns our Bibles are next) on my telephone right now.

After Stinchfield, I will watch Kenneth W. Hagin, followed by Kenneth Copeland, followed by Joseph F. Smith's Brazil Plates Testimony.

They said something untrue on Stinchfield when they said the right to bear arms wasn't always a partisan issue. Taking away that right was always a partisan issue in every country where that right is abrogated.

I downloaded and signed up for Rumble, and also downloaded The Epoch Times and PragerU Apps on my Smart Telephone.

Kenneth Hagin only believed in Revelation from the Word of God. I believe in Revelation from the Word of God and in Revelation from Heaven.

I'm passively listening to Das Kästchen again. My newest YouTube account reminded me to.

Just knowledge isn't enough. Knowledge acted upon is what counts. Satan tries to suppress or obfuscate the Truth or the knowledge.

It's not just the Truth that makes you free. It's Knowledge of the Truth and Acting on the Truth that makes you free.

The Devil recognizes Authority.

The difference between power and authority:

A traffic cop standing in front of a line of traffic putting his hand up doesn't have the power to stop those cars but he has the authority.

While I was in the middle of listening to Kenneth W. Hagin, I remembered that Eric Schmitt or someone else was called a rubber stamp for Biden while Greitens was an abuser, and I asked Google why they say Eric Schmitt was a rubber stamp for Biden. I came up with zilch, and also a definition of 'rubber stamp' in politics, but my research was not fruitless at all, for I found a Wikipedia article about Betsy DeVas, whom I found out resigned as Secretary of Education before her term was up because in a letter she wrote to trump she accused him of inciting the violence on Jan. 6 caused by Antifah, Soros and his bused in thugs and other misinformed and misled troublemakers more than likely. So I googled just what Trump's exact words were on January 6, and found the entire speech he gave that day, which I am watching now and have taken notes on.

Here are my notes:

   The American People will not take this anymore.

The election was stolen.

They did a good job last night.

We will never give up. We will never concede.

We will not take it anymore.

We will stop the steal.

I will lay out evidence for the win.

Joe: 80 million votes? No.

Never been anything like that.

Third world country elections are more honest.

We will not let them silence your voices.

Crowd chants 'Fight For Trump'
(Trump did not know what they would do)

When they chanted that, he thanked police for doing a great job--meant he wanted law and order.  He asked them to let police come up.

Hopes Mike Pence does the right thing. States want to revote. Got defrauded. Want to recertify.

All Pence has to do is send it back to the States.

Crowd chanted "We love Trump"

We will not take the name off the Washington Monument.

Signed into law cancel our heroes go to jail for ten years. It all stopped.

We still have Congressional Seats under review.

It's out of control.

They're using the Pandemic as an excuse to defraud (the election system).

Jim Jordan is out there fighting.

If this happened to the Democrats, there'd be hell all over the country.  You're stronger.  You're smarter. You're not the ones who tear down this nation.


(Does this sound like he's encouraging violence, or discouraging it!)

Joe Biden said I want to get rid of America First Policy.

Get them to fight. And if they don't fight we have to Primary the he-- out of the ones who don't fight.

(That's what he means by 'Fight'.)

"Explosions of bull----" caused audience to scream and chant "bull----."

We look at the facts--and our election was so corrupt that we've never seen anything like it in (the history of elections).

Suppresses thought. Suppresses speech.

No third world country would even attempt to try what we caught them doing.

If Mike Pence doesn't come through for us, it be "a sad day for our country."

"We're going to walk down to the Capitol and cheer on our brave Senators and (probably won't cheer on the ones who are not strong)....Demand that they.....to peacefully and patriotically make your voice heard.


Our country has been under siege for a long time.

We created Space Force.

Our Military has been entirely rebuilt........................("in three years. People said it could not be done")

Right to Try.

We took care of our vets.-we got accountability done.

Now we have the right to fire bad people in the VA.

The VA Accountability Act.

You couldn't do that before.

"Now we're out here fighting"

(He meant a peaceful march!)

With only 3 of the 7 States in question, we win the Presidency of the United States.

Vote was illegally gotten.

It took them 4 years to devise this rig..


Change the votes--10,000 in Michigan.

You're leadership has led you down the tubes.

China totally destroyed these people.

You gotta let people live.

You gotta do the right thing.

The Media asserts that there is no evidence of fraud.

We defeated the ISIS Caliphate.


He laid out a list of proofs that the election was stolen.

We will march down Pennsylvania Avenue and take back our Capital.


(As defined above (people aren't stupid enough to forget what he just said in the same speech but the Media seems to think we are) he meant a peaceful march to encourage the strong Senators on Capitol Hill to do the right thing, in Hopes that the election results would be turned over to the States by Mike Pence and vetoed, not the violence that Trump had no control over that was just misguided people being stupid, thugs and ruffians, bought and paid for by Soros and Antifah!)

I shared the video on Twitter.

I am watching a Grace For Purpose video, Warning for His Children.

God is not to be mocked.

God hates sin.

We think we can take chances on his kindness and mercy, his Grace and Love, but we forget the justice and judgment, the anger and severity, the jealousy and fierceness, the fear and terror of God.

We need to repent now.  We need to repent before the storm comes and sweeps us away!!

8:24 PM CDT I called Christina at McDonald's and asked if I could have a meeting with her and Rob about me getting more hours. I told her I was a lot more stable on my meds and I apologized to her for preaching at McDonald's and told her there were probably some other things I shouldn't have said or done there. She said she would call Rob and probably get back to me around Monday or so.

I turned The Epoch Times App onto a special on what really happened January 6, and shared it on Twitter.

9:05 AM I ate a bowl of Tasteeos and took out my trash. I had a discussion about the Work in Brazil with Joy.

I'm going to bed now.

I called Paul Ludy today. If Mark Strychacz is available, they will come out today and they will cast out my familiar spirit by the power of the Spirit of God. The power of any other spirit cannot even be compared to the matchless infinite Endless eternal power of any big G God (for they are all in some way Spirits) or the Spirit of the Living God. It is only limited by our unbelief. Howbeit this unbelief cometh not out but by prayer and fasting.

God finally came to me and told me the reason that my website gets virtually no signups and postings. Mormons or people of the Restoration faith are generally taught that Star Wars is taboo, while Believers who are not Mormons are generally taught that Mormonism is taboo, so it's a seesaw effect, and atheists and agnostics get turned off by the religious aspects of my site. But not to worry: The time for my website to prosper will come soon.


Paul Ludy just called. He and Mark Strychacz should be here at 6 PM today.

I told Joy today over the phone that I was a Member of the Church.


A spiritual giant passed away today. Vernon F. Darling, who gave me my Special Blessing passed into the eternal world about an hour or so ago. I didn't want to let him go. I asked the Lord to comfort me and read and hilighted my Patriarchal Blessing the Father gave me through him. When I lay down, the Lord comforted me by saying that we think this life is the be all and end all and we don't look at what's ahead. Then he discussed with me what I want out of this life and told me the truth about why people were not joining and posting on my site.

10:22 AM The Real Story of What Happened on January 6 by The Epoch Times is now over. I took a short nap that was probably longer than I realized.

10:39 AM After reviewing and correcting today's Journal/Diary/Log/1'st Chronicle entry, I am going back to bed, probably for a long while.

I got up around 11:20 AM or so, changed into clean clothes, got out my Monopoly game out of my closet, which gave me an incentive to clear off my dining area table. Upon doing this, I remembered that I wanted to renew my Subscription to Tomorrow's World Magazine, so I did, and also ordered the books The Bible: Fact Or Fiction and another copy of Principles of Health. I found out that I have already ordered Marijuana: What They aren't Telling you three times and thus cannot order it again, but fortunately I recently found my only copy.

About 1:10 PM I finally finished clearing off my dining area table. I put in the disc Hymns of the Restoration in my Radio, a disc which used to be defective, but I tapped the CD player three times and said you will work in the name of Jesus! and the disc played!!!! Praise Jesus! Glory be to the Father!

Now I am listening to Kenneth Copeland and drinking water because the Kenneth W. Hagin video I chose ended.

I need to call the library and see if the Anthology of Music is in. Then I need to call Rick so I can go over to his house give him his shirt back and pick up my mouse.

I put on David Klinkenburg-The Carol of Emmanuel CD and am listening to another Kenneth Copeland video. 

My new gaming and streaming rules, per God (and he reminded me when I failed to write them down when he first told me them):

*Limit gaming and streaming to 2 hours/day.

*Limit Star Wars to 4 hours per day.

* If Gaming includes Star Wars: The Old Republic, I can still have 4 hours of Star Wars daily.

2:26 PM I finally fully set up my Monopoly game after reading from Og Mandino's A Better Way To Live, and prayed in faith that God would send someone to play Monopoly with me.

I am to keep it set up until the person comes.

3:33 PM Approx. 1 hour of Star Wars.

        LOTR Theology

Istari

Low-level angels

Gandalf
Radagast
Saruman


Sacred Flame-The Force

Ern-God

Valar-Guardians of this world.

Melkor-Lucifer. His melody was discordant.

3:43 PM 1 H 1 minute of SW.

A Method of learning:

1. Context-Broadening
2. Dopamine Priming
3. Singular Deep Dive
4. Challenge Sandwich
5. Getting Broody
6. Fake Deadlines

*I want to take up painting.

*I ought to give Stephen King's writing routine a try.

Don't skimp on the morning multivitamin!

"If you are not completely embarrassed by the person you were twelve months ago, then you haven't grown enough."

I am very embarrassed by the person I was even two months ago!

For scheduling:

The less structure there is, the better. - Elizabeth Filips.

I got inspiration on 7/22/2022 from Elizabeth Filips' on YouTube 2 months ago: How I Consistently Study with a full time Job: My scheduling formula.  I want to hear it.  It is 5:00 PM.

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Add a rewards system! (For learning and production) Don't forget to plan my meals.

God is moulding my character.  I am the clay. God is the Potter.

Debbie Wood commented on a video: (7 months ago)
....HE who is Mighty, hath done great things for me....

A wife should never question and argue with her husband in front of the kids.  It is stealing her husband's respect.

"It's never too late to instill Godly principles to your child"- Rhonda Stoppe

"...Kids pick up on hypocrisy early on...."-Lina K 7 months ago.

Never raise your kids for what people think of you."

I had the evil spirit or spirits cast out.

Lord's Day, July 24, 2022 Common Era-


When Mark and Paul cast the demon(s) out of me, Mark told me that if they come back, I have the power to cast them out.


Last night I resisted and resisted going back to porn but eventually satan overpowered me twice. The second time I just walked right into it. At 3 AM some demons manifested in my room and I rebuked them in the name of Jesus Christ. If Satan hasn't given up on me yet, I must be doing something right.


I know exactly why "the universe won't let me forget Maggie". For years, through fantasy, daydreaming and witchcraft I have been manifesting Maggie, and she may be an unwilling participant in this.


O God forgive me!

I don't even know if the first paragraph in today's entry is true. A voice told me it. I erased it. It basically claimed Maggie moved from Michigan to Missouri last night.


My selective awareness causes everything that reminds me of Maggie to jump out at me. It is a form of sign-seeking, but if God wants to bring Maggie into my life the natural way its his business, but I'm open to any pure girl at this point.

Six Principles of The Gospel                                             Six Principles of Transgenderism (TG)


Faith                                                                                   Doubt that you are your own sex.

Repentance                                                                          Repenting of being your own sex

Baptism                                                                                Gator Gate


Laying on of Hands                                                                 Surgery

Resurrection                                                                          Sex change

Eternal Judgment                                                                   Sex change irreversible


The Manifestation kept me in bondage to being a kid, to my familiar evil spirit, to my fantasy, daydreaming and delusions. To my porn. It was a vicious cycle.


I went to Pastor Pete's Church this morning. There was a potluck lunch.

07/26--
YOM SHLISHI

Conversation I had on PalTalk:

Lena: Hello brent

Rens: Lena, feel as if you are on the mend?

Brent: Lena how are you?

Lena: I'm ok

Lena: how are you?

Lena: yes a little rens. just a suffy nose and head..

..

Brent: I'm good. I withstood temptation twice today and cast a demon out of my apartment so I am great

Rens: A clean conscience, Brent?

Brent: What a great thing

Rens: It is, yes

Rens: (Reads Ephesians 5) How are you nich?

Rens: gbu nich

Brent: Joseph Prince said how Satan loves to attack especially women

Rens: Even the New Testament says a woman needs power on her head because of those fallen angels.

Rens: Women tend to be captivated by sweet nothings.


Why do I believe that the entire Sealed Book of Mormon is the Word of God?


1. The unlikelihood of the Unity Center Sisters getting hold of the flash drive with the SBOM manuscript on it.

2. The unlikelihood of Mauricio not having been supposed to use the Urim and Thummin to translate the SBOM into Portuguese.

3. The words of the 2020 AD Revelation through Joseph F. Smith: "For if you have no desire to follow my words, I will remove the light and opportunity I have given, and you will fall back into the emptiness of your past. Verily thus saith the Good Shepherd, Your Lord, Your God. Amen."

4. I cannot find any doctrinal errors in the book.

5. In another revelation the SBOM was called 'the Word of God to this generation'.

6. We were warned by God not to fall under the same temptation that Mauricio fell unto.

7. Acts of the Three Nephites 14:58-59

Behold, will you reject these words preserved by My own hand for a wise future purpose? Will you reject the words of the prophets and all the words spoken by Me, Jesus Christ, in this record? Will you deny the power of God and the gift of the Holy Spirit given to thee by the laying on of hands of those who have authority to do so?
  Behold, in so doing, you will erase forever the flame of the Holy Spirit who dwells in your heart...

8. Prophets are not infallible.

The Holy Spirit said:

Son, as long as you live, Satan will use what you hear and see (and how you feel - Perry) against you, stand on my Word-Perry Stone.

Kenneth Copeland is a Faith Specialist.
Joseph Prince is a Grace Specialist.
I am a Generalist. If it's about Truth and the Gospel, I'm preaching it.

2:09 PM

After rising from sleep around Midnight + 19 minutes, I stayed up the rest of the night on my laptop, trying to take a nap with my Sealed Book of Mormon and Why I Believe in the Bible by Phyllis Robinson and restless, I got up to go buy notebooks at the Dollar Store and hang out at the library, but suddenly remembered that I was supposed to have an appointment with Haley this morning, so I called her. Surprisingly she picked up and she told me she had gotten sidetracked today and we rescheduled for tomorrow moring at 8:30 a.m and later in the day she texted me then called me and we talked again and we moved it up to tomorrow morning at 9:30 a.m. I need to report to Independence or Kansas City courthouse for Jury Duty in August and I am going to vote in the Primaries in the first days of August. Also in August I need to call Social Security and tell them I didn't make any wages in June to set the records straight. I am still waiting for a call from Christina my GM to call me to McDonald's soon to meet with her and her Boss Rob to discuss me being more stable on my meds as of late so as to be able to in Rob's eyes get hours to work at McDonald's.

At the library Colt called me. I challenged him to check out Teen Challenge which is near him on Kansas Side, described the program to him and told him it had an 80% rate of success, challenged him to get a free Bible from someone, and check out International House of Prayer-KC. I also admonished him to acknowledge that Christ gives him the power to say no to his addiction, but to claim every victory because God don't get the victory for him. I also told him how my life was going, that I was fixing on improving my study and personal habits and that I'm coming out of my addictions and delusions, and before we hung up told him Jesus loves him.

My phone has 20% charge.

I had a productive day at the library.

I need to study videos on improving study habits and practice what I learn.

8:13 PM Today I earned the name 'V'th'.  I saw a '5' burned onto my mind's eye to let me know of this.

I need to start making my schedules and stick to them, and learn how to speed read and learn good notetaking skills.

I can also learn Gregg shorthand on YouTube.

I want to buy a Telescope. 

ChromeBook fiirst- first goal.
Digital Camcorder- second goal.
I need a 'I can' mindset.
Telescope-Third goal.
A good one, too, not a second hand one.
4'th goal: a big, big monitored Dell Desktop to sit atop my big desk, next to my Router.

Debbie Norman will be able to get me lots of 5 and 3 subject notebooks for my subsequent (and some of my past??) journals.

THURSDAY, JULY 28, 2022 CE-


1:27 AM Making a study video. The common thread between all my studies so far  is the persecution of the Jewish people and Hebrew studies.

Still waiting for my landlord and Jay to come put a replacement rail in the drop ceiling in my bathroom and replace my oversized kitchen corner defunct light so that I can open my cabinet door wash my dishes and put my clean dishes away.

  As I watched Episode I of Aurelnauts' parody of Kenobi, Larry, Haley came at 8:17 to pick me up to take me to see Dr. Brooks my Med Dr.

"Chasing dreams, never wasting doubts"-from the song time limits, sammy rash.

"Where you want to be five years from now?"
I don't even know five minutes.
I'm chasing dreams and never wasting doubts
but I don't want to place time limits.

I weigh 174.2.
My BMI (Body Mass Index) is 25, which is good for my height.

AIMS is 0 and remember to brush and floss my teeth more.

Blood Pressure (BP) is 131/74 which is a little elevated but there could be interfering factors, so it's likely fine.

Pulse 84.

Those are good.

  That is how you open your mind.  Just pick a random thing and see where it takes you.

9:17 AM The appointment went well.  I was very honest.  When I got out of the Dr's office, someone on TV said 'Tell the truth' which I took as a sign from God that He was pleased with my honesty today.

 On the way home, Haley and I discussed Nephilim in space, on Saturn, Jupiter and the moon, Intelligent life outside earth, Galaxies, Existences, eternities, Giants, the Flood, Gilgames, Noah, the Mona Lisa on the Moon, ship and moonbase, manmade lakes and vegetation on the moon, and satellites, and space being the Second Heaven or the demonic realm, and the Rings of Saturn being trophies Satan kept from destroyed worlds, and Alexander the Great's armies encountering Giants, and multiverses.

I also recommended the movie One Night With the King to her. 

 I got a letter from Joseph Prince Ministries about getting 120% restored to me that the enemy stole, and God's Grace being sufficient for me, and I believe it.

   Dr. Brooks wrote my Scrips and we made an appointment for Thursday, September 20, 8 weeks out.

I believe that I am going to start getting serious about learning computer coding.

I made a more than four hour long study stream, Gordon took me to the library to return my Chromebook and to McDonald's, where he got me a McChicken and a small fry, and earlier at Casey's I had redeemed Rewards Points for Casey's virtual cash and got a Medium Dr. Pepper for a dollar of it.

I ate my McDonald's food at home, played RAID: Shadow Legends, took my pills, brushed my teeth, flossed, ended my stream, took my trash out before I ended my stream, and watched and am watching two Minecraft videos, and an old Old Repubic stream I made, while continuing to play RAID.

I got a letter from Jimmy Swaggart Ministries. Jerry Lee Lewis  is now saved.

I talked to Brother Bob Moore over the phone.

07/30--
SABBATH

Today I learned about cosmic rays and their negative effect on computers, Gödel numbers, non Euclidian Geometry, the Theory of the Infinite (I had already learned about this earlier) while watching Star Wars videos.

Exponential notation has the ability to produce a number with 73 million digits.

Any system that can do fundamental arithmetic will have statements in it which, though true, may not be provable.

Right now I am watching a Restorationist (RLDS)-themed podcast on the Book of Abraham.

I called Beverly to find out if we can have a boardgame day today.

Christina my GM has been sick lately, so has not been able to schedule a meeting with her, Rob and I to discuss me getting hours.

Dear Maggie, I return to talking directly to you. I am learning a lot of scientific and mathematical things today, some of which definitely prove the existence of the Judeo-Christian God.





Today I watched a Michael Hur Video that caused me deep repentance called "NeoSodomiteism: The origins of the Underground or Sub-cultures" which wasn't what the video was called, but was its subject. This is also the first entry of Diary 50.







Soon I will begin typing in earnest, Dear one, Diary V of Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo, which is the basis of everything I believe and hope in, laying out why I do, and what I have testimonies and witnesses for.



68% of this Universe is made of Dark Energy

27% of this universe is made of Dark Matter

5% of this Universe is Ordinary Matter.



10^-35m Space Time Planck Scale



10^-20m Particles LHC





10^-5m Life Cell





10^10m Planets Moon



10^25m Universe Hubble Space



They say that smaller than planck units and dodechahedrons, there is nothing smaller, that there is a limit to smallness, and a limit to bigness.



But I refute this idea with two Scriptures from Latter Day Scripture:



1 "Limit to Smallness" refuted.



RLDS Doctrine and Covenants 85:9A (LDS DC 88:36, 37):





All kingdoms have a law given: and there are many kingdoms; for there is no space in which there is no kingdom; and there is no kingdom in which there is no space, either a greater or lesser kingdom.



2 "Limit to Bigness" refuted.



Pearl of Great Price,

Abraham 3:16



If two things exist, and there be one above the other, there shall be greater things above them; therefore Kolob is the greatest of all the Kokaubeam that thou hast seen, because it is nearest unto me.





Pearl of Great Price ,

Moses 1:4 (RLDS Doctrine and Covenants 22:3B)



For my works are without end, and also my words, for they never cease.







Taken together, these verses spell out endless eternities, kingdoms, dimensions, realms, existences, Universes and beyond, going endlessly outward and inward, and Joseph Smith taught a plurality of Gods, all equally intelligent and powerful and in agreement, never in conflict, none capricious or capable of sin or carnality.



Today I learned that one of the cashiers at a local store is RLDS and I invited him to be an Admin on my Mara/Luke4ever website.



Dear Diary, I just emptied out my hotmail.com inbox, keeping only a choice few emails (out of over 8,000!). I feel a big burden has been lifted from my life. It is now 9:52 PM. I had a medium soda today, but earlier today, having not had one ounce of soda to speak of, I got hoppin' mad, swore and shouted angrily. Fortunately, my bathroom door was shut during most of that outburst, (the neighbors hear me through the bathroom walls, strangely, where there should be the most privacy!) proving beyond the shadow of a doubt that neither soda, caffeine, sugar, or insomnia is the cause of my anger or irritibility, for not only did I not have any caffeine or sugar or soda except maybe two peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, but thats hardly the sugar content of soda, but I had gotten plenty of sleep the night before.



Dear Maggie, I have three notebooks, two black college ruled five subject notebooks and one wide ruled blue three subject notebook, in which to start my Diary Project. It's going to take a very, very long time to do.

08/03--

WODEN'S DAY



I'm speaking to lack of food and telling it that God is bigger.

I'm speaking to money and telling it God is bigger.

I'm speaking to sickness and telling it God is bigger.



All these things are consequences of my past sins.



I praise God in my circumstances, for Paul while in prison wrote to us to rejoice, and again I say rejoice.



I have had a reprogrammed Limbrick system, see life almost as if I were a child, with innocent eyes, for several days now and have been clean since July 30.



I am watching CBN News. I like OAN, NewsMax, theBlaze, theFirst and America's Voice, and Andrew Wommack.

I learned about the War of 1812 today. I asked the Holy Spirit to comfort me today and He did. I don't like Fox News or Tucker Carlson as much because they shun Trump.



You can't add synergy or syncretism to Christ. He is exclusive. He came not to bring peace but a sword. Where a good spirit and a bad spirit are there will always be conflict. Where there is a good kingdom and a bad kingdom they will always be in opposition. That is why I cannot continue reading The Third Alternative by Stepen R. Covey. Sometimes there is no compromise.



The Supreme Court ruled today that a Christian flag could fly over Boston, that the denial of the flag was unConstitutional.



I just had a potato. Later I'll have some soup, and possibly some juice and canned fruit.



Today I watched The Bad Batch Season 1 Episode Battle Scars with Star Wars Santa's Group.





Watched an episode of Garfield and Friends, the old cartoon TV series I used to enjoy as a child.



Now I'm watching someone play Jedi: Fallen Order again, on Pluto Gamer.



3:19 PM I love watching (and playing) Minecraft. I used to watch many Minecraft videos a few or several years ago. I watched a Minecraft video earlier today that Jedi Mike had posted and am now watching Minecraft TV.





Pastor Pete delivered to me: Juiceboxes.

Crackers and peanutbutter. Chicken and rice soup.



For which I am very grateful.

Rick gave me 2.00 for which I am very grateful, with which I bought an X-Tra Large Dr. Pepper, for which I am thankful.



I started watching Rise of Kingdoms YouTube videos in addition to Minecraft.





We are raising a generation of engineers, socialists and warmongers, void of morals, rebellious, atheists and agnostics, and who believe that all sciences are lawful, and that all American Leftist causes are just. This is a very scary and even frightening thought.



Today I watched most of the movie School of Rock and will probably finish it tonight and after watching most of that movie, read II Chronicles 25. Before watching more of the movie, I will likely read more of The Bible: Fact or Fiction.



I started my Diary Project today by editing Diary I.



Now I will text Pastor Pete, possibly call him if he doesn't respond to the text, and take my pills and finish my soda.



I read Psalms 99.



10:29 PM I finished my soda. I still have half my soup for tomorrow. After reading pp. 8-10 of The Bible: Fact or Fiction, I finished School of Rock, or am about to be finished with it, then I will probably be doing something else good.



10:54 PM I brushed and flossed my teeth.



Around 11:20 PM I prayed for God to arrange for either Rick or Pastor Pete to take me out to Hardees for a burger sometime. Then around 11:22 PM I cried out to God "I'm hungry! I'm hungry! I'm hungry!" and wept. Around 11:24 PM I got up and ate about half a box of TasteeO's. Now I feel a little better. I have a bloc of Bison meat but can't refreeze cooked meat so don't know how I can make that last four days. I could get meat poisoning if I try consuming the entire bloc in one meal. And one sausage patty. Plus one can of tuna, and a bunch of canned vegetables and things I don't know how to or don't want to cook or cook with. Tomorrow I go to the CSL, but they and Pastor Pete are trying to put pressure on me to get Food Stamps. So far, Joy and Ken are not. Elder Ken confirmed to me that if you stay hydrated you can go without food for 40 days. Joy promised me that I'd make it through this trial. I told them I'm not worried.



I have never seen the righteous forsaken

Or his seed begging for bread

08/05--

FREY'S DAY





7:46 PM Train goes by. Brent needs a job. Life goes on.



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08/07--

LORD'S DAY



Yesterday I defiled the Sabbath over four times by messing up with porn.



Today is a new day.



I read the first 74 pages of the book Heaven Eyes by David Almond.



Last night, Rick took me out to eat at Hardee's, then took me to Walmart and got me 50.00 worth of nutritious groceries. He said he felt the Lord led him to do this.



Thank You Father for my food. In Christ's Name, I pray, Amen.



At night I listened to Star Wars videos, mainly about different Star Wars Universe species of races of men.



Around 4:12 AM, I was laying in bed when I saw the outline drawing in detail in my mind of a purple mountaintop.



The war in Ukraine right now is barely being covered by Fox News; CNN is covering it way more.



4:27 AM Rn I'm watching OAN to see if there's any Ukraine coverage.



The woman who testified under oath that Trump lunged at the wheel based 95% of her testimony on hearsay, meaning she heard it from others, and someone said it did not happen. But there is no one to cross examine her.



I've been checking around the news stations. Now they seem to be focusing on military US intervention to prevent Chinese invasion of Taiwan. They say Xi Jin Ping is watching the situation in Russia and Ukraine to see what he can get away with in Taiwan. So one throwaway reference to the Ukraine situation on Pluto Headline News.



I'm watching Star Trek: The Next Generation. It's about a boy who was raised by the Telarian Captain Endar of the Warship Q'Maire, born Jeremiah Rossa and adopted by the Telarians.



At Church, I read the first 46 pages of America's Last Call by David Wilkerson, then after the congregation had taken Communion, went in and paid attention to the sermon by John Martinko about repentance, then came home and took a nap until about 1 PM.



2:14 PM I read pp. 75-124 of Heaven Eyes by David Almond.



I napped from about 2:15 PM-4:15 PM.



I ate part of a bland bowl of homemade mac and cheese at 5 PM and took my pills at 6 PM, Skyping Pastor Pete, though he was not watching me when I took them.



I went to Church at Oak Grove Restoration Branch this evening (I went to Bates City Restoration Branch in the morning) then came home, bought a Dr. Pepper with 1.88 Rick gave me, wherein the young man who is of my faith and I were able to swap testimonies, I then came home and read the first 20 pages of a new translation of the Epic Danish Poem Beowolf, and drank my pop.

08/09--

YOM SHLISHI





Although 'love' flashed across my mind's eye today, I believe this is a greater capacity for me to love with my heart God and man.



I wrote a fictional Diary today stretching from Wednesday August 10-Wednesday, August 24.



I spent most of the day in bed today, and on my couch. I am finishing a three-day fast of repentance.



I took my pills earlier today.





I'm about to start typing Ronald Reagan and Father James Sheeran's Diaries again. Also, I may work on Apostle Edmund C Briggs' Diary and Richards' A Marvelous Work And A Wonder.

08/11--

THURSDAY



I had cream of chicken soup and noodles today for lunch. Last night, Rick came over and played some of a game of Monopoly with me. I fed us on homemade macaroni and cheese. He put sea salt and black pepper in his. I put sea salt black pepper and oregano in mine. We both had orange juice to drink. I had bananas and tortilla chips. He had fig bars. We fed the cat together and gave her water.



This morning I ate tasteeos. I slept in bed most of the day. Still have a bit of a cold. I was awake and asleep at the same time as I heard myself snoring. Then I woke up and turned my Chromebook on.





Last night I forgot to take my pills.



Tonight I got two dollars from Rick and bought Dr. Pepper. Today was not a very productive day.



I took my pills tonight.



Day One of It's Personal Daily Journal:



3. Time with God's Teachers.

It's Personal Daily Journal 78:21 minutes.



*Meditation is not done in the head but in the heart.



*Information is the fuel that a personal relation will burn.



*There are some appetites you need to encourage, feed, some appetites you need to suppress and some appetites you need to STARVE!



*Two reasons to discipline your kids: 1. Direct Disobedience 2. Bad attitudes.



2. Daily Proverb: 10:13-10:23 PM 10 Minutes



Proverbs 11



He that pursueth evil pursueth it to his own death.



I need to stop pursuing evil.



The desire of the righteous is only good.



I have had evil desires.



He that seeketh mischeif, it shall come unto him.



I need to repent!



He that trusteth in his riches shall fall.



Father, forgive me for thinking Social Security will save me! I trust in Thee Holy Spirit! Amen.



He that troubleth his own house shall inherit the wind.



O Father, forgive me for bringing porn into this house! Amen.



He that winneth souls is wise.



Thank You, Father for the souls you have given me.



1.Time in the Word.



Alma 9:44-51 RLDS



It was appointed unto man that they must die.



Who must die?



All mankind.



And after death they must come to judgment.



Who must come to judgment?



All mankind.



We have a choice, whether to do evil or to do good, to act according to our wills and pleasures, but we must die and come to judgment.



4. Personal Prayer Time.



1. Praise.



1. My Prayer altar.

2. My orange True Vine painting with the cross.

3.The Cross.

4. Knowing Jerry.

5. Being acquainted with Joe Bailey's kids.

6. Other prayers.



2. Provision/Needs/Requests



1. Maggie.

2. Children.

3.An amplifier for my ham radio.

4. A job.



3. Forgveness.



1. For me



1.That sex u al escapade with my pillow.



2. For others:



1. Steve.

08/13--

SABBATH



4:38 PM CDT I'm streaming on my Brent Koivopolo V YouTube Channel.



5:27 PM I played RAID: Shadow Legends for a while. I still need to fight in the arena five times.

8-15--

YOM SHANI



Yesterday at Church, Elder Danny preached on the words of Joseph Smith III on how to avoid contention.



Yesterday Rick finished his game of Monopoly with me. He won.



Today Elder Dennis took me to the library. Rick and Jo's sister are here. I took back some books and got out three Choose Your Own Adventure books.



10:15 PM Tonight after the library, Rick, Jo's sister and I went to Hardees where we had cheeseburgers and fries and drinks. Then Rick dropped me off at home.

08.17--

WODEN'S DAY



I went to Pastor Pete's church today after sleeping all day and having sleeping and dreaming thoughts, then watching part one of Season 1, Episode of How The West Was Won. I helped Pastor Pete load up a bunch of stuff onto the back of his pickup truck from the basement and got a bunch of free stuff in return. At church Pastor Pete ministered on why bad things happen to innocents and concluded that it was because of sin's effect on this world.



Pastor Pete attempted to fix my glasses again; says we will go to the Walmart vision center tomorrow and have them screw the screw tighter. It must have come loose. No one had a mini screwdriver, but they did have magnification.



O Father, thank you for all my free stuff! Amen.



The 25'th song on my Spotify Playlist is To God Be The Glory, Great Things He Hath Done by the Jubilate Singers Album: An Hour of Golden Hymns