FIFTY-FIFTH CHRONICLES OF BRENTLY SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V

08.17--
WODEN'S DAY

  I went to Pastor Pete's church today after sleeping all day and having sleeping and dreaming thoughts, then watching part one of Season 1, Episode of How The West Was Won.  I helped Pastor Pete load up a bunch of stuff onto the back of his pickup truck from the basement and got a bunch of free stuff in return.  At church Pastor Pete ministered on why bad things happen to innocents and concluded that it was because of sin's effect on this world.

Pastor Pete attempted to fix my glasses again; says we will go to the Walmart vision center tomorrow and have them screw the screw tighter.  It must have come loose.  No one had a mini screwdriver, but they did have magnification.

O Father, thank you for all my free stuff! Amen.

The 25'th song on my Spotify Playlist is To God Be The Glory, Great Things He Hath Done by the Jubilate Singers Album: An Hour of Golden Hymns

08/19--
FRIDAY

Pastor Pete, his mother and Jo's sister took me to Walmart to get my glasses fixed today. Pastor Pete told me he hopes I live because I have a lot to learn about life-we all do-and I still have a lot of work to do.  He instructed me to take Vitamin C and agreed I should take a Multivitamin (that has Zinc and Vitamin D) and instructed me to eaqt soup and get bedrest.

1:20 PM I ate chicken noodle soup, now I'm going back to bed, streaming.

5:52 PM Last night I washed dishes and fed Gandalf. Back to bed.

8:26 PM I spent most of the day in bed.  I had a peanutbutter and jelly sandwich earlier and now am making macaroni and cheese as I stream and do a multibattle on RAID: Shadow Legends.  Rn I'm boiling water on my stove.

08/21--
LORD'S DAY

I fed Gandalf and washed my dishes.

I attempted to go to bed streaming. I did spirtual warfare but I got tempted by Tubi and gave into Satan's temptations.
Then I had the choices in porn between watching God killing which was turning out to be a blasphemous program, or jail or death or underage (high school girls), sex slaves, or Tarot and other abominations, and I watched Maverick instead, not the movie but the old black and white show.

Bret Maverick is a gambler, and I gamble with my life each time I look at porn.

The old drunk vagrant who 'was a judge from the moment I met you-I'm glad that now we made it official'; gave up his drink when he got responsibility.

Maverick is also a lawyer.

'The Apex Law' You can follow an ore vein even if it leads under the holdings of another person.

  The enemy, Phineas King, tempted the judge with drink and $100,000.  But the judge did not give in.

  Next the enemy flooded the mines so the workers couldn't mine the mines.

This made the villagers angry at Maverick because he started it all.

Bret Maverick is also a skilled orator and politician.

He is also a brilliant negotiator.

War of the Silver Kings was a brilliant Episode.
The real war was the War of the Copper Kings.
(See Research Module 1 Thread: The Apex Law.)

My smartphone is at 47% charge.

5:34 AM The angel who played Obi-Wan Kenobi came to me and told me that the level of the Force that I used to push the piece of trash into the garbage can was a base level, not the very power of God, and not witchcraft either, that the Force has many levels as the Kybylion teaches.  He said the more I do good the more good will tug at me and the more I do evil the more evil will tug at me. He said I spend way too much time watching Star Wars and not enough time feasting on the Words of Christ; that I value my own entertainment more than sitting at my desk or or on my table or on my couch reading old familiar words that will have a far greater effect on me than new Scriptural material, or than listening to it, to paraphrase generally.
     He told me I had the Holy Spirit of Promise.
          He told me that he had lived many lives before he had been saved and many lives since, but he has always learned.
  He softened my heart by the power of God, which had been hardened by the deceitfulness of sin.

The angel actor came to me after an unneccessary second round of spiritual warfare, that was the result of my sin.

Obi-Wan told me when I realized that the Faith is the First Great Governing Matchless power which has dominion over all things, I have discovered the key to using the Force.

It is 5:47 AM and my phone has 100% charge.

6:46 AM When I woke up, from bed, I was caught in a twist-a-twist web-a-loop of words and realities that I used my walking stick weapon and prayer to extricate myself from.  It was very scary.


Maggie is close to me now but doesn't like me fawning over her (per what God told me).

Last night I had a dream and one of the only relevant parts was that I asked Maggie two questions:
Are you still mad at me because of the past.
Her answer: A little.
Would you consider going out with me in the future?
Her answer: Yes.

08/23--
YOM SHLISHI

4:09 AM I couldn't sleep so I got up to type Diaries until I feel sleepy again.

Spiritual warfare would have kept me up anyways.

It was starting to come on.

                     7:53 AM
  I got a little bit of sleep.
          I typed a lot of DIARY V and a little of Diary 06.  I added quite a bit to both.
  I'm waiting for Haley to come over.

I need her to take me down to Joy's to pick up a Utility Bill and 20.00 (I owe eighteen) to get my non-real ID compliant MO non-Driver's License renewed so that it's still non-real ID compliant and valid, with the correct address on it.
We are not going job hunting as we had supposed because I now desire to work at Casey's, and will, for now, take Pastor Pete's advice that Taco Bell may not be the right job for me.

                      8:02 AM
I'm going to begin my day with 6 Chapters of Scripture.

   Genesis 8-11 IV
RLDS I Nephi 2
RLDS DC 2.   I'm going to give myself 'til 12 Noon to complete this task, and if I do, reward myself with Clone Wars Season 3, from wherever in that Season I left off and where I left off in Rebels Season 1.


  First I will eat a bowl Tasteeos then  off I go on the reading trek.

                       9:38 AM

     After I read Genesis 8-11:1-5 IV, Haley came over, took me to Joy's and we got what I think is a valid Utility Bill.  Then Haley dropped me off at home and at Joy's I downloaded and installed Microsoft Teams because I have a virtual interview on Teams with Casey's on August 25 @ 10:45 AM, that I am to show up 10 minutes early for on my phone.  Teams is like Zoom. (Virtual video phone).

  On September 1, 2022, Haley and I plan to go to Joy's and pick up $18.00 and my Social Security card and then go to Independence and get my ID renewed.

                        10:15 AM
I finished my reading assignment with an hour and forty-five minutes to spare.

                         11:43 AM
  I watched about 4 Episodes of Star Wars The Clone Wars Season 3 that I had not seen before, and now I am watching Return of the Jedi. I streaming them as I watching them.

                         2:13 PM

  I messed up because I chose to drink soda and contract evil spirits from the soda and staying up all night and the spirits put on a sex show for me in my mind and I yielded to the enemy and watched porn.

  I took a shower and changed my clothes and continued my stream of Return of the Jedi after I cast the familiar spirit(s) out of me.

6:47 PM CDT I created the discord Broadcasting platform CHANNEL BRENT, and as I broadcast Star Wars Episode 12: Rise of the Jedi, I finished reading the Gold Key Star Trek Comic Archive Volume 1.
Tomorrow I am going to Pastor Pete's church.
He should be back in town and he can take me to the library to take the Star Trek Comic Book back after church.  It is due on the 25'th, the day after tomorrow.

The cat is a female according to my neighbor. So she is Galadriel.

                               7:39 PM
Star Wars Episode 12 is over. Now I'm going to broadcast UHF, a Weird Al Movie that I think is hilarious.

                                8:22 PM
I'm visiting Rick.  I left UHF Streaming at home.

                                9:13 PM
I helped Rick change the battery in his phone.


                                 10:17 PM

Intake: Two cups chocolate milk; one cup grape juice; one square dark chocolate.

  Now I am playing Diary Projects and RAID Mid July-PART 2 on Brent Koivopolo V voice channel on CHANNEL BRENT

                 Intake: Several gulps of tapwater; 2 Depakotes 1000 MG; 1 Risperidone 4 MG; water; 1 bowl of macaroni and cheese; water

08/25--
THURSDAY

Intake: Water.

discorder Jacki or Noobist crafter on The Crew Server created a channel for me on The Crew Server and gave me the roles of Sleep Stream and Director! Thank You, Father, for these blessings. Amen.

I broadcasted Star Wars Episode I: The Phantom Menace on Brent's Channel on The Crew.

Intake: Cream of Celery Soup and macaroni.

11:02 AM My interview went well.  If I don't hear from Friday by Tuesday about her hiring decision, go back to the Casey's careers website to see Friday's hiring decision.

I am streaming SW Episode II: Attack of The Clones on Brent's Channel on The Crew.

Intake: 1 pouch Uncle Ben's Jasmine Ready Rice; 4 prunes; 1 cup almond milk; water.

After AOTC on Brent's Channel on The Crew: Clone Wars 2003 Volume 1, and some random YouTube videos as I slept.

I got no mail today.

I made a new channel on CHANNEL BRENT tonight, Minecraft.
The first thing I broadcast on it was a Minecraft Beginner's Guide by Capp00, then part 2, made a few years later. Next I broadcast Minecraft-Back To Basics-Part 3 by Capp00, not a continuation of the previous two.

5:45 PM I broadcast Minecraft-Back to Basics-Part 4 by Capp00., made in 2013 on November 18.
6:01 PM Now Part 5.

Intake: 1 peanutbutter and strawberry preserves sandwich.

6:13 Now Playing: Part 6.

I got stopped there because the stream went black.  I reported the issue.


Intake: Water; 2 Depakote 1,000 MG; 1 Risperidone 4 MG; 1 can sliced peaches; peach juice.

I streamed The Complete Life of Oddball on Star Wars voice channel on CHANNEL BRENT by MetaNerdz

08.28--
LORD'S DAY-DAY BEFORE YOM SHANI, AFTER SABBATH-THREE DAYS BEFORE WEDNESDAY

My phone is charging!  Pastor Pete gave me a new USB charger.  It works with the same cord I was using.  It is 50% charged!

7:54 PM My phone is 100% charged!

I went to Pastor Pete's church in the morning; the Bates City RLDS Church in the evening.  Paul Ludy gave me a ride there. Howard gave me a ride home.

I didn't get much done today.

8:00 PM

I took my pills.

8:20 PM

I washed my dishes.

Indian Trail, R.A. Montgomery pp. 1-5, 8-10, 26-27.

I watched a YouTube video about kachinas and a Hopi prophecy, streamed and played RAID: Shadow Legends.

I got a little bit of Father James Sheeran's Diary typed today.  I finished two entries.
  I spent about two hours on PalTalk.

08/30--
YOM SHLISHI-DAY BEFORE WEDNESDAY

Bootsy and Scooter are on either side of me on Rick's couch.  Kenneth Copeland is on after I watched an episode of Futurama about Layla's Mutant parents.

I read a page of 'The Puritan Oligarchy' by Thomas Jefferson Wertenbaker.

I have prayed and prayed and prayed for me to get off of porn for the last time so if I go to hell its my own fault.

So far Rick has been able to trust me here alone.

I attempted to watch porn at Rick's house when the Holy Spirit stopped me.
R.T. Kendall had a conversation with the Holy Spirit.
The Holy Spirit said to him 'how much do you want revival?....Would you rather have revival or for me to judge that woman out there?'
'...Revival" R.T. had said.
"Pray for Me to bless that woman."
"Bless her" R.T. had said.
"Say it again." The Holy Spirit said.
"Bless her"
"Say it again."
"Bless her"
Eventually he boldly said 'I ask you to bless her."

That woman prospers today.

It's not about what you fight...it's what you know.  Knowing is power.

"I did not confront you, but I know you."

"I know what you will and will not do. I know what you can and cannot do."

Everything that you do, everything that you have ever done, everything that you are has to do with the digestion tract of your minds and spirits.

Digestion.

It is what we are digesting that we are developing diseased, sick ministries. - R. Juanita.


-Stimulus produces changes.

-Eat what I tell you to eat.

     You need an injection of God's Spirit in what you swallow.

  That makes three times in a row I was impure but did not self-pleasure.
The third time I only made the attempt to look at porn.

God wants us to use the intellect, the brain, to understand the word of God, not to comprehend the Word of God.

We comprehend with the heart.

We know it but cannot comprehend it because it is not a part of our lives.

     We developed a concept that holiness is right even if we don't live it.  How dare us.

If we don't live it, it's not a part of us.  We don't comprehend the Scriptures.

If we don't live it, it is useless to us-Brent.

God will send your gut a message that sends a message to your brain that something is wrong.
God is trying to warn you.

Father, cause my BELLY to taste the WORD OF GOD!
Help my BELLY to DIGEST the Words of Christ! Amen.
      
      You need something to connect with that has nothing to do with your everyday life and that is your faith connection.

I would like a prayer shawl O Father or a Talith, in Christ's Name I pray, Amen.

2:05 AM 'It's Supernatural' is on.

I can't live the Christian life in my own strength.
Holy Spirit be my strength! Amen!

I asked God in front of Rick "Lord, if there's any time to change my heart, it's now!      
          Rip the spirit of addiction off of me and help me not to take it back.
                 Be the change in me that I can't do on my own. Amen."

I had cabbage, carrots, a banana and 7-Up with dishsoap in it on accident.  I left the dishsoap and 7-Up in the bottom of the cup.

I prayed for God to heal me if there's anything toxic in the dishsoap.

I am reading a couple of articles in the July 2022 issue of National Geographic, Diving Under the Pyramids on pg. 30 and We Are Here on pg. 36. I will also look at Jessica Nabongo on p. 22.


Satan will look at what you are doing; what you long gaze at; will find out if there are any open doors in my life, and the more I am willing to compromise, he will come in not all at once but little by little until he can launch a major attack and try to destroy me.

  Come out from among them and be consecrated- Messenger Angel.

Tell My People: 

    Come out of Babylon.  Be not a partaker of her ways.

Doctrine and Covenants: Come out of Babylon. Touch not her unclean things. Be ye clean that bear the vessels of the Lord.

  Be ye holy, for I am holy.

Purify yourself as I am pure.

      Yesterday I slept all day.  I got a letter from Jimmy Swaggart.

  Now we are watching A Wolf In Sheep's Clothing 2 on EWTN, about Kinsey, gender identity, homose x u al ity, chastity, and existentialism, Darwinian Evolution and Communism.


The brain differences between a man and a woman go all the way down.  If you take the brains of two people, you can't tell if they're black or white, etc., but one thing you can tell about them is if they are male or female.

   The Constitution was designed for a moral religious people.  It cannot govern any other- John Adams.

"The best revolutionary is a youth void of religion" - Vladimir Lenin

They want Christian scalps- that's what they want.- a man.

There is a dominant minority that makes a lot of noise and uses violence to force its will on others.

-Elitism

-Bishop Fulton Sheen

 The essence of Satanism is to destroy the order of God- the order of law, the order of morality, etc.

-Fulton Sheen.

True law is right reason in agreement with nature and it is a sin to abolish this law. -Cicero.

The most powerful person on earth is a mother. -A man.

"Fear No More" a CCM song is on.  It is by Building429.  It came out in 2019.

The Indians called Buffalo Bison and the white man coined the term 'Buffalo' according to Rick.

At home, I got up and watched hardcore porn and self-pleasured.

Now five more days and nights of Purity must go by before Pastor Pete will play Monopoly with me.

Later today Pastor Pete may do my laundry though.

Stream of consciousness
Anything but negative self-talk and blasphemous or dirty or bad words



           Self check in a chick nevermore in a pick if I ever nick in a chick for a pick I pig if I ever jig for fireworks it works I don't work Praise God! I odd for a ball I'm tall so pick for a chick don't pick I have chosen. It's Maggie! It's Maggie!  I'm thick as a chick but I pick Maggie but I ick never thick oh I'm sorry no sorry I'm going to work today I need to get my laundry done it's fun oh I'm sorry for what I've done O God forgive me for looking at porn O God forgive me o chick o thick never thick o chick I'm thick as a chick I'm chick not chick I'm a man no pan I'm a fan.  Star Wars is a can.  I like Star Wars is a fan no pan.

     I'm waste no paste.  I'm waste no paste. Tessellation will go far. Castle Dungeon is a star racecar is a palindrome I'm home Chewie, we're home. I know. Maggie, when you coming home? When I'm pure. demure I'm not not hot I'm hot to trot I'm a Hottintot I'm not a tater tot Whatnot? How now, brown cow! Oh, wow! No I'm wanting to see for me for you o yoo-hoo.  I'm waste for paste I know my place I see my face it's paste.  I taste like a frog like a log chocolate frog I'm log We're late- no hate for my pate.  It's late not too late for hate transgenderism is sin I'm not in. I am not gay.  No hey No way.  I am straight. I like women. Gayness is a mental illness and a sinful proclivity-tendency.
       I love Maggie.
       I love Maggie.
       I love Maggie.
       Not Miksheyla.
       Not Jayden.
       But Maggie.
       I love Star Wars.
       I love God more than I love Maggie or Star Wars.
       Praise God Praise the Living God.
       Praise God.


   I need Pastor Pete to give me a consequence for my sinful choices and actions.  Just no Monopoly unless I am good for five days and nights is not enough.

      There is some truth to Behaviorism.

  I tried and failed to install a web content filter on my laptop.

Pastor Pete can't do my laundry today but may be able to do it on the morrow.

I had an appointment with Haley this morning and passed up an opportunity to go apply for a job at Taco Bell based on faulty intel from satan that they wouldn't hire me right now, and that I'll be jobless for a very long time.  Haley asked after my moods and I told her they've been down, and I've been sleeping every single day.  I told her I've been taking my meds and they're working because I'm not crazy.  She said having a mental illness doesn't make you crazy.  I did some crazy things due to having been off my meds for so long last year, the craziness extending to this year.  Things have calmed down majorly for me, though.  We did not discuss all that, we stopped at "having a mental illness doesn't make you crazy".

  She was in a hurry so she couldn't stick around to watch any of 'The Force Awakens' with me.

      I chatted with Jason Ward, Star Wars Santa and other Star Wars fans in a YouTube Live chat earlier today.

For the first time in a long time, I played Hero Wars again.

4:44 PM CDT My phone is reverse charging and soon it will be down to 0%.  It's down to 15% charge now.  I took it off the charger and am turning it off the Charger and am turning it off to preserve battery on my phone.  I called Rick on makefreecallsonline.com.

Help me fight through the nothingness of this life, O Lord!

09.03--
SABBATH

Rick and I are watching a British Crime Show called 'DaVinci's Inquest' what Rick called a 'dark drama'.  Before that we watched 'the Adventures of Puss In Boots', a 'Shrek' spinoff series.

  Now we are watching an episode of the show 'Benson'.

I slept and rested all night and half the day, daydreaming by night, dreaming by day.

I slept more, daydreamed more.

Not able to use my phone, I asked my neighbor to my left if I could use her phone and I called Joy, Della, Gordon and Charlie.  Then my neighbor gave me or let me borrow a working charger.

I started reading 'How To Win Friends And Influence People' by Dale Carnegie.

I'm going back to bed now.

When my phone is fully charged, I'll call Della again.

I called Della when my phone was about 10% charged and talked to Gordon, who gave me a ride to Joy's.

From Joy I got $20.00 spending money, of which I've spent about 4.00, or 1/4 of my new money.