Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Aug 12, 2022 2:17:19 GMT -6
2022 CE CONT'D
08/12--
FRIDAY
Loki is the god of mischeif who fell from heaven aka Lucifer.
In the Loki program, Loki fell in love with a female version of himself. Lucifer also, because he is a narcissist, according to legend, fell in love with a female version of himself.
Truth is a hard and narow niche, yet is expansive, embraces everything and is eternal and infinite and endless going on, inward and outward forever.-On the nature of truth.
Truth is knowledge of things as they are, as they were and as they are to come-Truth defined.
My next appointment with Haley is Tuesday, August 16 @ 9AM.
I almost fell by the stroke of death for last night's trangressions, and I begged God to spare my life. As I repented in dust, I begged God to always keep me mindful of what almost happened. That will be the way out. God promised that with the temptation would be the way of escape and I'll hold him to that.
Halfway through my It's Personal Daily Journal last night, during my Personal Prayer time, the Lord I believe told me to call Rick. He did not answer his phone after three, four calls so I walked over to his house. The cat, Galadriel, followed me over to Rick's house. Rick pulled into his driveway with Jo's sister and he said he was going over to her house to watch COPS because he couldn't get it at his house. He made the mistake of petting the cat and the cat wanted to stay at Rick's but I carried the cat all the way back to the corner and I followed her home and fed her and made sure she had water. Then I took a shower and went to bed but satan told me to have a sex u al fantasy about Halloween Night and I obeyed him and then watched porn on my laptop, continuing a movie I had started the other day after watching part of a series with nudity in it. After I lay back down to sleep, I almost fell by the stroke of death but I begged God for my life and asked him to remind me of what almost happened next time I am tempted, and that would be the way of escape for me. He did promise it. That with the temptation he would make the way of escape. I'll hold him to it.
I read the Gideon's Life Book 2009 edition of the Book of John pp. 26-31, ate cookies and swept the crumbs and dust off the floor.
The Scriptures are in my heart, engraven on the tables of my heart with an iron pen! I should know better than to look at porn. Father, ever keep me mindful of what almost happened tonight. Amen.
To prove how serious God is about sin, God almost let me fall by the stroke of death again around 5:25 AM. I am begging him not to let me die.
8:50 AM I made it through the night. Satan was mocking me pretending to be God telling me that all people when they reached the end of their life realized satan was the God and that he was going to watch me die and laugh, watching me die a slow agonizing death, telling me it was because I didn't give up Maggie and telling me 'I will mock you when your calamity cometh because you have hated reproof' and 'he who being often reproved hardeneth his neck is destroyed suddenly and that without remedy' and 'I just need to call it quits with Maggie' and other things, torturing me in my legs and feet.
But I made it through the night.
Earlier today I wished Maggie would come back into my life and I heard someone at the door but it was just Steve. He said, is that your cat? You brought him here. You gotta take him in. I told him that I couldn't afford to take the cat in yet. 'You brought him here. I saw you'. Steve said. 'She was at Rick's.' I said. 'I couldn't leave her at Rick's.'
10:07 AM I'm breakfasting on Tater Tots I made in the oven.
3:22 PM I had pizza and orange juice for lunch.
I slept most of the day.
5:10 PM One of my eyeglasses came out of my frames. Pastor Pete wants me to call him in one hour because he might be coming into town.
6:49 PM Pastor Pete was able to fix my glasses, at least for now. He took me to his son's house where he fed his son's dogs. We discussed a plurality of Gods and gods and Lucifer being the brother of Jehovah. We prayed that I would lose my sex drive until I get married to a good Christian wife.
6:53 PM Star Wars The Phantom Menace has been on my computer since about 5:20 PM.
7:49 PM TPM is over.
08/12--
FRIDAY
Loki is the god of mischeif who fell from heaven aka Lucifer.
In the Loki program, Loki fell in love with a female version of himself. Lucifer also, because he is a narcissist, according to legend, fell in love with a female version of himself.
Truth is a hard and narow niche, yet is expansive, embraces everything and is eternal and infinite and endless going on, inward and outward forever.-On the nature of truth.
Truth is knowledge of things as they are, as they were and as they are to come-Truth defined.
My next appointment with Haley is Tuesday, August 16 @ 9AM.
I almost fell by the stroke of death for last night's trangressions, and I begged God to spare my life. As I repented in dust, I begged God to always keep me mindful of what almost happened. That will be the way out. God promised that with the temptation would be the way of escape and I'll hold him to that.
Halfway through my It's Personal Daily Journal last night, during my Personal Prayer time, the Lord I believe told me to call Rick. He did not answer his phone after three, four calls so I walked over to his house. The cat, Galadriel, followed me over to Rick's house. Rick pulled into his driveway with Jo's sister and he said he was going over to her house to watch COPS because he couldn't get it at his house. He made the mistake of petting the cat and the cat wanted to stay at Rick's but I carried the cat all the way back to the corner and I followed her home and fed her and made sure she had water. Then I took a shower and went to bed but satan told me to have a sex u al fantasy about Halloween Night and I obeyed him and then watched porn on my laptop, continuing a movie I had started the other day after watching part of a series with nudity in it. After I lay back down to sleep, I almost fell by the stroke of death but I begged God for my life and asked him to remind me of what almost happened next time I am tempted, and that would be the way of escape for me. He did promise it. That with the temptation he would make the way of escape. I'll hold him to it.
I read the Gideon's Life Book 2009 edition of the Book of John pp. 26-31, ate cookies and swept the crumbs and dust off the floor.
The Scriptures are in my heart, engraven on the tables of my heart with an iron pen! I should know better than to look at porn. Father, ever keep me mindful of what almost happened tonight. Amen.
To prove how serious God is about sin, God almost let me fall by the stroke of death again around 5:25 AM. I am begging him not to let me die.
8:50 AM I made it through the night. Satan was mocking me pretending to be God telling me that all people when they reached the end of their life realized satan was the God and that he was going to watch me die and laugh, watching me die a slow agonizing death, telling me it was because I didn't give up Maggie and telling me 'I will mock you when your calamity cometh because you have hated reproof' and 'he who being often reproved hardeneth his neck is destroyed suddenly and that without remedy' and 'I just need to call it quits with Maggie' and other things, torturing me in my legs and feet.
But I made it through the night.
Earlier today I wished Maggie would come back into my life and I heard someone at the door but it was just Steve. He said, is that your cat? You brought him here. You gotta take him in. I told him that I couldn't afford to take the cat in yet. 'You brought him here. I saw you'. Steve said. 'She was at Rick's.' I said. 'I couldn't leave her at Rick's.'
10:07 AM I'm breakfasting on Tater Tots I made in the oven.
3:22 PM I had pizza and orange juice for lunch.
I slept most of the day.
5:10 PM One of my eyeglasses came out of my frames. Pastor Pete wants me to call him in one hour because he might be coming into town.
6:49 PM Pastor Pete was able to fix my glasses, at least for now. He took me to his son's house where he fed his son's dogs. We discussed a plurality of Gods and gods and Lucifer being the brother of Jehovah. We prayed that I would lose my sex drive until I get married to a good Christian wife.
6:53 PM Star Wars The Phantom Menace has been on my computer since about 5:20 PM.
7:49 PM TPM is over.