Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Aug 4, 2022 1:40:40 GMT -6
2022 CE
08/04--
THOR'S DAY
I started today with a short shower and the assertion that God could not forgive me for my sins, but God told me I could repent, and I repented and wept bitterly.
Then I put on new clothes, and started a new Diary-Diary 51. Then I cleared my browsing history and data.
In the days of my abstinence, a homosex u al Watcher came to me whom I flat out rejected. I sent Gabriel and Uriel to chase it and deal with it.
When I could keep my continence no longer tonight, and I was moping, laying atop my Scriptures, Lillith came tempting me, saying, and appearing in the form of Ahsoka Tano, "I am Ahsoka Tano, etc, you brought me to life, God created me out of one of your ribs, I am bone of your bone and flesh of your flesh, your wife..." and she bid me read her the Scriptures in my mind "so she could take upon her her full appearance"
but then I discerned before too long and before she fully appeared, that it was Lillith, and she acknowledged it. I cast her out in the name of Jesus Christ, pleading the blood of Jesus Christ over her.
3:20 AM Then I lay back in bed, but then felt my privy member caught in a fisher's snare as a fisher tried cutting my privy off with his fishing privy and I grabbed my walking stick by my bed and asked God to make it a sharp tool, and I took my staff in both hands and cut, twisted, yanked and pulled and cut the fisher's privy member off, then begged God to protect mine, by asking him to set Uriel and Gabriel a Watch about both my physical and spiritual privy, employing as many additional angels as they see fit, and asked God to put a hedge about it.
I heard God shout out as I lay back down that Victory is His and victory belongs to the Lord but there is one final battle-- myself-I must give up porn. He told me to download Qustudio. I told Him I was willing, and downloaded the Apps on my phone. I need to continue downloading with the help of Pastor Pete tomorrow or soon.
5:42 AM The night in my bed ended with multiple fisher attacks on various parts of my body, but I overcame through the blood of Christ.
I breakfased on some crackers and pb, a grapejuice box and more than half a can of green beans.
I no longer work for McDonald's, or anyone. I am no longer a McDonald's employee. They terminated my employment in May. I need a new job. Something as fun as McDonald's and fulfilling as McDonald's.
Thankfully, I am getting enough money through Social Security to stay in my apartment.
Pastor Pete took me to the CSL today.
3:48 PM I called Social Security to report the loss of my job.
Numbers 22 and 23 of my Spotify Playlist
22. Get Rythm Artist: Johnny Cash Album: Johnny Cash at Sun
23. His Eye Is On The Sparrow Artist: Selah Album: Be Still My Soul
24. It is Well With My Soul Artist: Anthem Lights Album: Hymns
I had the rest of my soup for supper.
I am very thankful for all of my CSL food and supplies.
I am listening to my Spotify Playlist. I am on Song 9.
7:31 PM My playlist of 24 songs is now over. Don't Worry, Be Happy played after it.
9:17 PM And yet the world goes by. Brent, jobless, condemned by Scripture (II Thessalonians 3:10-12). Train goes by.
I can hardly wait for the Andor series to come out.
I sent Pastor Pete the following text: The Scriptures say in II Thessalonians that if a man does not work he shall not eat. I want to work for you.
Pastor Pete texted back: Ok, we can talk tomorrow
I said back to him in text: Ok
08/04--
THOR'S DAY
I started today with a short shower and the assertion that God could not forgive me for my sins, but God told me I could repent, and I repented and wept bitterly.
Then I put on new clothes, and started a new Diary-Diary 51. Then I cleared my browsing history and data.
In the days of my abstinence, a homosex u al Watcher came to me whom I flat out rejected. I sent Gabriel and Uriel to chase it and deal with it.
When I could keep my continence no longer tonight, and I was moping, laying atop my Scriptures, Lillith came tempting me, saying, and appearing in the form of Ahsoka Tano, "I am Ahsoka Tano, etc, you brought me to life, God created me out of one of your ribs, I am bone of your bone and flesh of your flesh, your wife..." and she bid me read her the Scriptures in my mind "so she could take upon her her full appearance"
but then I discerned before too long and before she fully appeared, that it was Lillith, and she acknowledged it. I cast her out in the name of Jesus Christ, pleading the blood of Jesus Christ over her.
3:20 AM Then I lay back in bed, but then felt my privy member caught in a fisher's snare as a fisher tried cutting my privy off with his fishing privy and I grabbed my walking stick by my bed and asked God to make it a sharp tool, and I took my staff in both hands and cut, twisted, yanked and pulled and cut the fisher's privy member off, then begged God to protect mine, by asking him to set Uriel and Gabriel a Watch about both my physical and spiritual privy, employing as many additional angels as they see fit, and asked God to put a hedge about it.
I heard God shout out as I lay back down that Victory is His and victory belongs to the Lord but there is one final battle-- myself-I must give up porn. He told me to download Qustudio. I told Him I was willing, and downloaded the Apps on my phone. I need to continue downloading with the help of Pastor Pete tomorrow or soon.
5:42 AM The night in my bed ended with multiple fisher attacks on various parts of my body, but I overcame through the blood of Christ.
I breakfased on some crackers and pb, a grapejuice box and more than half a can of green beans.
I no longer work for McDonald's, or anyone. I am no longer a McDonald's employee. They terminated my employment in May. I need a new job. Something as fun as McDonald's and fulfilling as McDonald's.
Thankfully, I am getting enough money through Social Security to stay in my apartment.
Pastor Pete took me to the CSL today.
3:48 PM I called Social Security to report the loss of my job.
Numbers 22 and 23 of my Spotify Playlist
22. Get Rythm Artist: Johnny Cash Album: Johnny Cash at Sun
23. His Eye Is On The Sparrow Artist: Selah Album: Be Still My Soul
24. It is Well With My Soul Artist: Anthem Lights Album: Hymns
I had the rest of my soup for supper.
I am very thankful for all of my CSL food and supplies.
I am listening to my Spotify Playlist. I am on Song 9.
7:31 PM My playlist of 24 songs is now over. Don't Worry, Be Happy played after it.
9:17 PM And yet the world goes by. Brent, jobless, condemned by Scripture (II Thessalonians 3:10-12). Train goes by.
I can hardly wait for the Andor series to come out.
I sent Pastor Pete the following text: The Scriptures say in II Thessalonians that if a man does not work he shall not eat. I want to work for you.
Pastor Pete texted back: Ok, we can talk tomorrow
I said back to him in text: Ok