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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 12, 2022 2:19:24 GMT -6
2022 CE
CDT
07/11--
YOM SHANI
Dearest Maggie, my Sweet Pearl,
I can't sleep. It's past 4 in the morning and I have been talking to God. I'm wide awake. I guess I won't be watching Kenobi Season 1 Finale after all. I could make the excuse that I tried sleeping but it would be a lie. I worked on Diaries 8 and 48 and edited some other ones as I streamed.
I may play some RAID tonight. My stream is my net nanny to keep me straight. I am keeping this Diary-Part 1, Maggie, on a yellow legal pad. I have some Drew Yankovic on other older yellow legal pads as well, as well as another Diary (Diary 20-Part 2) with part of my Mexico/Maggie story in it that I deleted (the story, not the Diary) from my Mara/Luke4ever site because I thought, either correctly or incorrectly, that I was driving you crazy with it, dear.
I haven't done ear-tuning exercises in, like, forever, nor passive listening.
I want to rent another ChromeBook.
Boy, actually I want to buy a ChromeBook of my own when I get the money for it. The USD may lose all its value by the end of this year or by the end of the next two, three or four years tops. Then, for a time, silver and gold will be king, then even that will be worthless.
People can live without money. They cannot live without love.
If God can feed an Elijah with ravens, honey, he can feed you if ye are not of little faith, and have you dig for water. He'll show you where. Don't take the Mark.
Now I will try to go to bed.
...It is 7:39 AM. At 8:00 AM I will call Pastor Pete Winstead and tell him I had the victory several times during the night and that I kept myself up til 4 AM, then couldn't sleep, but got a little rest, and he should observe me when I am sleep deprived yet stable on my meds. Father, I hope and pray that, if I say this, he will still allow me over to his house this morning to watch the Kenobi show.
During the night I worked on Diary 40 and Apostle Briggs' Diary and played RAID, Maggie, all while streaming. I think I'm going to write Restructured church-themed wholesome romance novels.
4:42 PM The reason I got my evil familiar spirit was because I believed in my delusions, namely,
1) That Maggie and I went to a facility together in a place called Ludington.
2) That Maggie and I had time traveling adventures together for years
and
3) That Maggie and I were married in 2002 AD.
For 3) Days, try, for
*pens
*notebooks
and
*books,
try putting each of these away after I am done with them when I take them out. In 3 days this good practice should become a regular habit (and my house will look neat and tidy. -BLSKV).
Dear Maggie, my Precious Child of Light, Pearlie Pearl Pearl,
Today Beverly invited me to a birthday party on short notice at Pastor Pete's house tomorrow.
When I said in Diary 12 (02 or 03) 'When I began to be a bachelor, or live as one,' what I meant was, I had always been a bachelor my whole life, but until the day that I moved into my Dad's and Grandma's house, I had never lived as a bachelor, or alone by myself. It was new to me. I had prepared for it by taking a class at CMHS in Downtown Flint, and had a certificate hanging up in my room that I passed the class. When I first proposed to people that I could live in a house all by myself, someone said it would be impossible for me, Maggie, but I took a lesson from the book 'Up The Down Staircase', which book I gave to Destiny, and I said "Let it be a Challenge to me."
Dear Maggie, now I'm writing with a diffferent pen that flows better and it is now 5:01 PM. My landlord is coming over at or around 5:30 PM presumably today if something else doesn't come up, to look at the hole in my drop ceiling in my bathroom. My bathroom is small but you are not a big person. You're kinda small like me.
Around 9:30 this morning, Pastor Pete picked me up in his truck and took me first to Walmart for to get lots of noodles and Great Value Mayo, and then to his house, to eat lunch (pork chops w/BBQ sauce) and watch Kenobi Episodes 4-6 (O it was spectacular! It was perfect!!!), and I convinced him to watch part of the Rebels: Spark of the Rebellion and listen to the first to the first several scenes of my Read Aloud plugin reading Star Wars Episode 13: The Rise of Palpatine. He said he'd pay money to see a movie like that. When I had asked him if he liked it, he said I was very creative, or had a very creative mind.
While we were at his house, I made a stream. He said he liked Episode 13 and Kenobi but wasn't really into Star Wars: Rebels like I was.
After that, we went to Blue Springs and took a bed there and brought a bed to OG after stopping at a QuikTrip to get lemonade (at least I got lemonade; I don't know what he got.)
Then at home I started a stream, tidied up my house and am now sitting on my front porch watching for Fred to arrive. My phone is in doors, and I'll go check it for either messages from my sister, Fred or anyone else.
"But the Lord stood with me, and strengthened me."-2 Timothy 4:17 KJ/IV.
5:14 PM I'm back on my front porch, this time with my phone. I just got either a text message or internet or phone notification. I'll check it. It was Destiny. She's not feeling well and tonight's not a good night to call her.
Jason came, dear, around 5:22 PM. He looked at my bathroom drop ceiling and said he needs to get a track for it. He pushed it and set it back in the hole for now. I asked him to tell Fred I needed more toilet paper. I'm running low and I sense there may be another shortage at the stores soon because of "Monkey Pox", which I'm not buying into one iota. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.
Pastor Pete Skyped me around a half-hour ago and he watched me take my pills, two of which I accidentally caused to be dropped in the kitchen sink which miraculously didn't either fall into water or down the drain, which I retreived out of the sink and took. Praise God!
Pastor Pete wants me to send him a video YT link of this feed I'm making right now where I will FINALLY clean my house but ONLY nach es ist ferdunn! I am happy to ferdo it.
I fixed the knob on my nightstand, dear, with a cup hook and a bolt wedged in and screwed in tight, took out all my trash, put all (or maybe most) of my pens away, put my colored pencils away, cleaned my bedroom dresser, made a bedtime routine two days ago to follow when I've reached the stage in my life when I'm ready to follow a routine (but I'll have to change it because God says streaming helps me at night not to fall) and tacked it to my wall with a cup hook, picked up yard and sidewalk trash outside, took out my neighbor Steve's trash again, combed my hair FINALLY, put a belt on this morning, put my clothing bomb all over my bedroom floor, dear, into one big pile, asked Fred to look at my new air conditioner and take my old one away when he came, shaved, trimmed my moustache, and washed my glasses. I am happy and joyous, Dear Maggie May, and I pause to write in my legal pad, Diary 49-PART I. Now I will get up, mute my mike, play music and a Spear of Destiny video on YouTube, and start cleaning.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 14, 2022 17:05:54 GMT -6
07/12--
YOM SHLISHI
After spending all night broadcasting me writing in my Diary, going to sleep off-cam, cleaning my apartment and broadcasting the TPM, AOTC, Deliverance, CW and ROTS HV's this morning, Dear Maggie May, I solicited a whole lotta help from a lot of people on discord in writing the Humorous Versions.
Wednesday at Church I should be able to get rid of my familiar spirit. I have had purity for the last two nights.
It's up to Paul Ludy.
The other day, I was promoted to Proselyte on the Dark Jedi Brotherhood two of my fellow brothers messaged me on discord to congratulate me, and I thus made two friends. I was made a Proselyte July 8, 2022 (3 Days ago).
I have 132 XP as Grik Spiceminer in the DJB.
The DJB was founded in 1995 AD/CE.
Dear Maggie: Success! Praise God! I retook an exam on the history of the Dark Jedi Brotherhood, which I previously had failed, now with a score of 78, sufficient to pass the course!
I retook the exam again without re-reviewing the material, my Dear, and got a score of 84!
Praise God!
7:46 AM I solicited more help for the Humorous Versions, both from my Master Raziel , and from the Nerdhalla Network.
9:25 AM I got the entire HV Prequel Trilogy broadcast, then, just as Episode III HV ended, Haley came over. She said my Doctor's excuse for Jury Duty was turned in last Friday way before yesterday the 11'th when my Jury Duty was supposed to be. We watched about 5-6 minutes of The Force Awakens.
Pastor Pete should be here to pick me up at 10:15 AM. My house is a lot cleaner than it was yesterday.
1:51 PM Dear Diary, I had a lot of fun with my church friends from Pastor Pete's church at Pastor Pete's house today at Beverly's birthday. We listened to music and ate. Maggie, I selected some of the music, and none of it was delusional that I selected.
5:39 AM Dear, dear Maggie, I'm @ heimat. I swam in Pastor Pete's pond today--and it was fun! Pastor Pete remarked to me after I was done swimming, as I lay on the towel, drying off in the warm sun on the grassy beach, that I was like a piece of aluminum out there swimming in the pond--I reflected the Sun.
6:31:54 Good news, Maggie!
Starting in August 2022, I will be getting $841.00 SSI!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 14, 2022 17:28:58 GMT -6
07/14--
THURSDAY
SECOND TRY
I had something written on this day on my Writer+ App but I accidentally erased it and lost all record of what I wrote. Then on 7/30/2022 I saw that it had been preserved on a YouTube video as I was learning about the uncertainty and unpredictability of some kinds of maths:
07/14--
THOR'S DAY
Dear Maggie May, this morning I woke up around 4:30 AM and fought both temptation and demon entities. I love you. I had two dreams about you two nights in a row. They were good.
I am using Writer+ and my screen recorder app to make this into a YouTube video, Dearl Pearl, Child of Light. I may use my screen recorder app to record Uno Card Party for you if I can next. Ciou.
Now I continue my replacement entry:
I got a Screen Recorder app and a game recorder App on my phone. Yesterday I went to Pastor Pete's Church and was anointed with holy oil on my forehead for my leg. Now I walk better. All Believers have authority to heal. I messed up today. I need to claim my next victory. Pastor Pete came over today to look at my kitchen and find me a place to put my clean dishes.
Dear Maggie, if I want you to come back into my life, I had better claim each victory so I can get my life and purpose cleaned up for you to be able to come back into my life.
I tried going to the RLDS Church last night, but Mark Strychacz was ten minutes late and I thought I had missed him so I walked to Pastor Pete's church before Mark showed up.
It just occured to me that according to Hebrews 8, the Ezekiel covenant, I will put a new heart in you, etc, had not been fulfilled in Paul's time, which a Protestant or other non-Mormon pointed out to us, MUST THEN refer to the Book of Mormon or New Covenant as the Holy Spirit revealed in a dream to my African brother.
6:31 PM I said, I claim that healing in the name of Jesus Christ, got up, and walked just fine. Hallelujah!
I have been getting back into playing Clash of Clans lately. I have two accounts, study3600 and BLSKV and on my BLSKV account I am currently in the Black Carpet Clan.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 15, 2022 8:23:33 GMT -6
07/15--
FRIDAY
I still don't have work hours, Maggie. Last time I asked for hours, Christina my GM said she had to talk to her boss Rob about it but so far I've not seen the results. I wish people would not register complaints with head Management when all I did was preach the Word to them.
I got bounced from Paltalk for 24 hours for defending a nonbelieving woman who broke the liberal 'no triggering or microagressions' PalTalk rule by mentioning a topic in passing. Stupid Dumb Liberal Leftist rules.
Space Force took out a DUMB. That's amazing news!
Ivana Trump, Trump's ex-wife, mother of Ivanka, died of a heart attack. That's awful news!
I watched an amazing Star Wars fanfilm that should become Canon, The Last Padawan-Part 2 by Rebel Pictures.
My landlord should be here at or around 4 PM today to look at my new Air Conditioner and take the old one that doesn't work.
I posted The Last Padawan 2 to my Star Wars Website in the 'fanfilms that can be canon' section.
Proponents of abortion on demand are showing their True Colors, resorting to violence.
My new Star Wars Ranking:
1 The Rise of Skywalker
2 The Last Jedi
3 Obi-Wan Kenobi
4 The Empire Strikes Back
5 Return of The Jedi
6 Star Wars Rebels
7 The Holiday Special
8 Vader Immortal
9 Jedi Fallen Order
10 Canon Comics
11 Solo
12 Rogue One
13 The Force Awakens
14 A New Hope (1977) on bitchute.com with SC 38 reimagined and Han firing first
15 The Clone Wars (Movie, 2003, Series)
16 The Bad Batch
17 The Book of Boba Fett
18 The Mandalorian
19 Resistance
20 Revenge of the Sith
21 Shadows of the Empire 2018 Movie on YouTube
22 The Phantom Menace
23 Attack of the Clones
24 The Ewok Adventure Caravan of Courage
25 Star Wars Squadrons
And i love them all.
5:15 PM Jason's over to fix my bathroom ceiling and take a look at the light fixture that is in the way, blocking my cabinet from opening in my kitchen.
Fred thought it was very weird that the light fixture is blocking the cabinet in my kitchen above my fridge from opening. Jason couldn't fix my ceiling today because he's got the wrong piece to try to fix it with but Fred promises they will be able to do something about the lights in my kitchen.
I'm going to get an X-Tra Large Dr. Pepper now. C'ya.
6:37 PM I'm advertising my website, Humorous Versions and Star Wars Scripts all over Twitter and Gettr.
I asked Fred earlier what he thought of my apartment. Was it too messy? "It's fine," he said. I then followed him outside as he was leaving my apartment and asked if I had had any of the neighbors complaining about me. He said he hadn't gotten any complaints in the last couple of days.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 16, 2022 2:53:31 GMT -6
07/16--
SABBATH-DAY AFTER FRIDAY
Tweet I sent three hours ago:
That moment when you think you messed up but realized you were sleeping and it was only a dream.
Tweet I sent just now:
3:27 AM That moment you wake up in bed guilty conscious of having messed up at least 2-3 times only to discover that yet again this was only perceived, not reality, and a product of dreamland.
I give you my heart, O Lord!
Help my eyes to delight in your ways! Amen.
I sought counsel on PalTalk for addiction advice. Doug said I need to plan ahead. I need to have a list of alternate activities I can do instead of porn, and when I am tempted, check my list and do one of those things instead.
So far, I have PalTalk and Clash of Clans on my list.
I give you my heart, O Lord!
Help my eyes to delight in your ways! Amen.
God, I give my heart fully to you. Be first in my life!
Amen.
From, KingdomNomics.com:
There are basically three kinds of believers in this world:
1 *Earthly-Minded Believers
...There's nothing wrong with enjoying the financial fruits of our labor. God wants us to do so. The important question is this: Are you spending completely on things that pass away like a vapor-- or are you in investing significantly in the things of God, which do not?
2 Corinthians 5:10
2 *Christian Philanthropists
They write a check or volunteer in some way, but there is no joy or purpose in it.
"Oughtness".
"Doing what I have to."
3. *Kingdom Investors
People who grow in Christ, who dig deeply into the Word, and who come to see their resources in a brand new way.
...All they have and all they own...(is) their Sacred Trust, things to use Strategically for the Advancement of Christ and His Eternal Purposes.
Most people choose what is easy. Few people champion the kind of principles (that are less easy, more difficult, take greater endurance-BLSKV). Fewer still are those who will live them out.
Make right things.
*Discipline
*Wisdom
*Sacrifice
2 Corinthians 4:18
Each of us must choose what matters most.
It's not just about the decisions you make, but why you make them.
Teach me to number my days, O Lord.
Where am I?
Birth-----------X---------------------------------------Death
Maybe a little more to the left. I plan on living a long time.
In my early 20's, I was told in my First Patriarchal Blessing that I was at an early stage in my life. It's only been about 19 years since then.
From Consuming to Convertalating.
*Responsible Stewardship.
*Luke 12:15
*Satan's express purpose is to destroy that which is good. He is the Chief Consumerator.
Dear Lord, give me more Wisdom, Knowledge and Discernment! Amen.
We can rationalize anything.
Principles:
*Make as much as you can.
*Save as much as you can.
*Give away as much as you can, taking into account whatever financial obligations you have.
(*And invest as much as you can.
"Divide your portion among seven"-Proverbs-BLSKV)
God, keep me ever sensitive to Thy Divine Direction. Amen.
We have to invade our culture! Advance, not retreat!
Keep writing my Star Wars Scripts, Humorous Versions
Keep Gaming and Streaming.
Keep hoping for Maggie.
Have the curse lifted from my Mara/Luke4ever Website.
* 8 TESTS TO TEST VERBAL OR WRITTEN TESTIMONY
1 -INTENTION TEST
Were they interested in recording what actually happened?
2 -RELIABILITY TEST
Rabbis were famous for having the entire Old Testament committed to memory at the time of Jesus.
Emphasis placed on Memorization.
Matthew written first!
Markan priority is an anti-Jewish lie!
3 -INTEGRITY TEST
Were the author/authors morally integrous?
4 -CONSISTENCY TEST
5 -BIAS TEST
The disciples had nothing to gain except criticism.
6. COVER-UP TEST
The flaws of Peter and Thomas and Paul were not covered up or swept under the rug.
7. CORROBORATION TEST
Archaeological confirmation, basically.
Pilate stone found recently, etc.
Some scoff at this, saying it's like saying finding the remains of New York City proves the existence of Spider-Man.
But sometimes archaeology most definitely proves the Bible account is true when before it was thought to be false. For instance, Luke says that Lycenius was Tetrarch in the time of Jesus. Skeptics poited this out as an iinaccuracy, for they said Lycenius was in the past, many years ago, and was not a Tetrarch. But archaeology later found an incription from the time of Jesus saying Lycenius was Tetrarch, and it was discovered that there had been two Lyceniuses in History.
8 ADVERSE WITNESS TEST
You can test the veracity of verbal or written Testimony by what their adversaries say about them.
A GETTR TWEET:
I was tempted a lot to lust so I turned on PalTalk and started talking with my brothers and sisters and an atheist about spiritual things and the temptation left. Plan ahead. Have a list of alternate activities to your addiction which you can consult when tempted. If you are an alcoholic, drink a big milkshake or buttermilk or eggnog so you have no room for alcohol.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 17, 2022 9:17:23 GMT -6
07/17--
LORD'S DAY
I did not go to a church or to Church today.
A Twitter tweet:
History is NOT a social science. In fact, it's not a science at all. Science is based on the accumulation of knowledge. History is not.
Computers are input/output devices. So the computer is never wrong- we are.
10:02 AM I checked my mail. I was in my socks and I didn't have my keys. I got Popeyes coupons.
Yesterday I learned a lot about General Grievous and started composing Star Wars Episode Nineteen: Generations of The Force.
I also started making a new, more focused Star Wars Humorous Versions YouTube series and fought in a Clash of Clans Clan War for the first time.
I also found out that my account was deleted on theforce.net, and they refused to give me a second chance.
I didn't flip out, either when I first found out it was deleted, nor when I found out they refused to give me a second chance, and I had had a LOT of caffeine and sugar recently, and was sleep deprived.
But I was stable on my meds.
I did have a few hissyfits about way more minor issues though over the last several days but they were brief.
I ate all the rest of my graham crackers today.
I think I will make a list of 1-200 lawful activities I can do in my house (daydreaming about Maggie is NOT included in them, nor is writing fantasy future stories about us) to draw from when I'm tempted to self-pleasure or look at porn.
I messed up last night. On my Bible App a video game ad popped up that caused me to be sex u ally aroused, and I watched hardcore porn on my PC and self-pleasured. I had all kinds of waking nightmares last night as a result as I thought literally that my reality was now actually hell and it would just get worse. Yet I never did flip out. Thank You, Father, that I no longer have any reason to think this, and that it is not true. Amen.
Starting with the words 'I ate' I am no longer keeping this Diary on my legal pad.
Instead, I'll use it to make my list and for other things.
Dear Maggie, I think you were going to the same program involving Christian self improvement books and support groups as me once upon a time. It was a long building.
When I got to Number 56 on my list I gave up.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 18, 2022 22:00:28 GMT -6
07/18--
YOM SHANI-DAY AFTER LORD'S DAY
I messed up today, and God said that I did not even consult my list of alternate activities, and to consult it next time I get tempted. Pastor Pete wants me to show him my list tomorrow and to tell him which activity I chose. I watched almost two Episodes of the Obi-Wan show tonight after I got home from the library and from Wendy's. While I was watching them, I was organizing my Humorous Versions on my website and also worked on The Mandalorian HV. All night long I listened to IHOP KC. They prayed for abortion to decrease and adoption and foster care to increase in China.
I got a Disability Determination summons in the mail today, as well as my CashApp card. I activated it just about as soon as I got it. I had a large Dr. Pepper and a Medium Chocolate Frosty today.
I'm going to work on typing three Diaries today:
Reagan's, Edmund C. Briggs's and a Confederate Chaplain's.
I rented a ChromeBook today.
At the library and Wendy's I hung out with Rick and one of his best friends.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 19, 2022 7:33:06 GMT -6
07/19--
YOM SHLISHI
Last night, I got tempted, consulted my list, chose listen to radio, but with radio attempted to listen to evil pornographic things on the radio that were not there for a few minutes, then watched a whole lot of porn and started listening to an er o t i c podcast. Eventually I was disgusted with both the porn and with the podcast. During the porn, Jesus asked me, Are you sure you want to watch this? After I was done with it, he asked me, how much longer are you going to do this, reminding me of Robert Jennings' Testimony.
Haley came over today. Before she came over I had my doors open in anticipation of her arrival and my neighbor yelled at me demanding I shut my door and I yelled back and Pete called because Fred got called.
Haley asked about my moods and meds and watched part of TFA with me.
I'm taking a long nap now.
Today I found my The Truth About Marijuana Booklet which I thought that I had lost again. It was right there on my dining area table hiding in plain sight.
Today my sock account Luke888 is starting Brent's Diary-PHASE II-Part 1.
Today is the first day in writing in these brand-new journals. Recently I put both a Tumblr and a Twitter shortcut on my laptop's homescreen.
This morning I played RAID Shadow Legends, both fighting and winning in the Arena five times.
I read The Star Wars Chapters I -III in canon fanfic and was very impressed by how clearly and accurately I told the first part of the Star Wars story. I am wondering how I will continue the tale.
I think I will take a second nap. Joy called me earlier to ask me what Rx I took as part of my Disability Determination. They want observations about me from someone who knows me, thus Joy. I gave my letter I got from them to Haley my Case Manager this morning before we watched Star Wars: The Force Awakens for several minutes.
I watched a little of The Star of Bethlehem by Gravitas today. Very good stuff.
I napped out 'til 4 PM, and ate a peanut bu t ter and jelly sandwich for supper. In about an hour I need to Skype Pastor Pete and show him me taking my pills. I am on my front porch. I need water.
I am about to type Diaries and the Truth about Weed book.
10:34 PM I was in the middle of typing Diaries on my front porch when Denita and Jo's sister pulled up in a car and took me and my laundry to Pastor Pete's house where I had a hotdog, a hamburger, potato salad, Macaroni and cheese, popcorn and dessert and we watched Sing 2.
I went out and watched the sunset in the country later.
When I got home, I put my clean clothes away and sat down to type in my Diary. Now I'm going to bed.
I got up and I messed up, then went back to bed.
"The state in which you think you're going to lose your soul and you feel you're not forgiven yet is called regret."
"Remember that when you ask forgiveness, nay, beg forgiveness for your sins, I forgive you instantly and you cannot lose your soul."
"I the Lord created your body both the spiritual and the physical parts of it so I know how it works."
"Why don't you get up and watch TV or write Star Wars if your regret prevents you from sleeping."
"Remember all those endless fantasies you used to have about living the life you live right now--about having instant access to all the information you could ever want??"
I downloaded the Computer Programming Program Python and am learning how to use it through a YouTube Tutorial made about two years ago. The program has advanced and become much more simplified and user friendly since the video was made.
3:28 AM Dad learned COBOL at Mott College and taught me some QBASIC. I learned what a FOR=NEXT loop was and some other things. But the complexities I could never learn before. Now Python is becoming a little too complex for me to wrap my brain around it. But I may try some more later. No one said learning any form of computer programming would be a piece of cake. It's easier to learn a language.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 30, 2022 17:05:37 GMT -6
07/20--
WODEN'S DAY
11:58 AM I practiced some more Python coding and am watching Hardy Boys. I watched Wanted Dead or Alive. I watched The Rifleman. I watched Bob Ross.
I talked on the Old Republic discord server Star Command voice chat, then played my Blakefettlee and Grik Spiceminer characters on Old Republic. On my Blakefettlee character I joined Trade Federation, Star Command's Imperial side Guild.
Dear Diary, it is so good to have all of my dirty clothes clean and to be in fresh clean clothes this morning.
I couldn't figure out Python so I'm stepping back again for now and playing Clash of Clans and watching Star Wars Battlefront II streams. My cellphone has 100% charge now. It had 30% charge when I was watching Hardy Boys. It is 4:20 PM. Paul Ludy will be picking me up for Church at 6:30 tonight.
I'm listening to a Fox News Podcast as I play Clash of Clans.
I unlocked a gem mine on my island.
Dear Diary, Pastor Pete gave me my clean towels back as I took my pills in front of him and suggested maybe that since he knew I was taking them now, maybe someone could call me and remind me to take them from now on.
I continued to watch SW: Battlefront, read part of an article on the World since 9/11 in Tomorrow's World Magazine intending to renew my subscription and get a booklet on the veracity of the Bible over the phone, but the office was closed because it was after 5 pm. Then, continuing to watch Battlefront, I typed a little of How The Lord Would Have Us Think And Feel About Zion by Earl Curry.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 30, 2022 17:07:31 GMT -6
07/21--
THURSDAY
When I was about 1 or 2 in my crib, I saw ghastly demonic faces on the wall. This manifestation of a familiar spirit later became my unrighteous hopes, unrighteous dreams and unrighteous desires, porn, fears and seducing spirits, and delusions.
Last night about high 10 PM I saw a demonic face and commanded it to leave in the name of Jesus. This was after I had started writing my delusions out of my old Diaries. But I will struggle more in the future because I still desire to look at porn.
3:10 AM After I fell and took a shower, I slept on my couch but my human spirit was wide awake twice, thinking.
3:43 AM The fourth time, I got up, my spirit thought, and I turned blue, or that's the way I perceived it.
LAST NIGHT God Himself came to me and told me to REPENT, lest he smite me with a cursing and not a blessing.
CHURCH was AWESOME last night! We had a beautiful prayer and testimony meeting.
I slept all day and then went to Rick's, who bought me an X-Tra Large Dr. Pepper. I played part of Star Wars Episode 12: Rise of The Jedi using my read aloud Chrome plugin for him.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 30, 2022 17:09:56 GMT -6
07/22--
FRIDAY
Discord Messages I posted in General Chat in Star Command discord server:
BrentKoiV(GrikSpiceminer)NoLegcy — Today at 1:32 AM
Watching Newsmax, Robocop 3 and a Weather Underground Documentary.
I can switch tracks in my mind rapidly and pay attention to up to 3 things at once
2:05 AM Robocop 3 is over. Rick thought "It wasn't bad."
2:54 a.m. @ heimat My laptop is 18% charged. My phone is 44% charged. I'm done watching what I watched of the Weather Underground Documentary and Newsmax is still on.
I accidentally left my black sun and moon mouse at Rick's so instead of calling him and bothering him, I'm using Joy's hot pink and black mouse instead. I'll go pick up my black sun and moon mouse another day when I return Rick's white dress shirt to him.
Rick put me on the spot, forcing me to think tonight when he asked me to define Communism. I said it was a system of government or an idea leading to a system of government where you make money, not for yourself and others, but only for others, and where the government tells you where to work instead of you choosing for yourself where to work. Later I added and we discussed how it is a form of physical and mental slavery and often suppresses religion. Rick said Socialism wasn't the same thing as Communism. He said it can be a step to it and I said it was a step to it. Later I said that Communism wasn't a victimless system of government. We also discussed the Black Panthers, Charles Manson and whether or not Martin Luther King, Jr. was a good man (he wasn't). I talked about how Trump didn't used to be a righteous man but became a righteous man.
Rick mentioned how China had elements of Democracy in it. I said back to him, Yeah, just the parts of it that suit them.
3:07 AM Now I'm watching a Documentary on the 1970's on Newsmax and am about to watch Stinchfield on Youtube.
I watched a video about how villains are becoming weaker in cinema and a Star Wars fanfilm called Dark Times and checked some of my email and participated in Quora.com and now will watch Stinchfield.
It's been a strange July. Strange July. It will be a hypnotic November. Oh, Christmas.
I ate tuna and noodles for supper yesterday with mac and cheese box noodles.
I called Pastor Pete and took my pills. He trusted me yesterday that I was telling the truth about taking them.
I watched half the Obi-Wan Kenobi series a few days ago. I may watch the other half again after The 70's: Decade of Disruption on Newsmax TV.
The People's Temple and Jim Jones' grape Kool-Aid, Black September, the Children of God's 'hookers for Jesus' destroying young girls' lives, the Women's Liberation Movement, the Palestinian Liberation Movement, early LBGTQ+ groups, so many faces of evil.
4:06 AM "Mr. Gorbachov, Open This Gate! Tear down this Wall!"
The 1980's Decade of Decision is on on Newsmax. I'm watching it. And Stinchfield.
I had no idea Fat Albert and the Cosby Kids was an 80's thing. I had always thought it was a 70's thing.
Reaganonmics caused an Econmic Boom? ? ? ? ? ? Dad always taught me it destroyed our economy!!!!
Mark Chapman read The Catcher In The Rye and it made him want to kill John Lennon? ? ? ?
I read Catcher In The Rye in high school and loved it and it didn't make me want to kill anyone!!!!
I want to call Christina at McDonald's later this morning and ask her if I can talk to her Boss Rob sometime and see if I can finally get more job hours. I'm tired of being without job hours and I feel I'm stable on my meds and ready to return to the workforce.
4:15 a.m. My phone has 47% charge and my computer has 95% charge and now I'll watch Stinchfield.
Today I learned the difference between militarism and militarization. Militarism is evil. Militarization can be good or evil depending upon how it is used.
The late 1980's: Holes in the Sky.
From the Red Sky Prophecy.
Although Socialism, Communism and Fascism are evil, McCarthyism was evil also.
As witchraft is very real yet the witchhunts in Salem Massachussetts and the worse ones in Europe were evil also, McCarthyism was a modern day witchhunt. Speaking of witchhunts, this is the third Trump Witchhunt so far, this one about his supposed Jan. 6 crimes. O Lord, may it not stand. May it not come to pass. Amen.
Now Grant Stinchfield is talking to a man from the NRA about the freedom of the Constitutional Right to Bear Arms and the way they are circumventing it in the State of New York, moving towards Socialism (because when they take our guns our Bibles are next) on my telephone right now.
After Stinchfield, I will watch Kenneth W. Hagin, followed by Kenneth Copeland, followed by Joseph F. Smith's Brazil Plates Testimony.
They said something untrue on Stinchfield when they said the right to bear arms wasn't always a partisan issue. Taking away that right was always a partisan issue in every country where that right is abrogated.
I downloaded and signed up for Rumble, and also downloaded The Epoch Times and PragerU Apps on my Smart Telephone.
Kenneth Hagin only believed in Revelation from the Word of God. I believe in Revelation from the Word of God and in Revelation from Heaven.
I'm passively listening to Das Kästchen again. My newest YouTube account reminded me to.
Just knowledge isn't enough. Knowledge acted upon is what counts. Satan tries to suppress or obfuscate the Truth or the knowledge.
It's not just the Truth that makes you free. It's Knowledge of the Truth and Acting on the Truth that makes you free.
The Devil recognizes Authority.
The difference between power and authority:
A traffic cop standing in front of a line of traffic putting his hand up doesn't have the power to stop those cars but he has the authority.
While I was in the middle of listening to Kenneth W. Hagin, I remembered that Eric Schmitt or someone else was called a rubber stamp for Biden while Greitens was an abuser, and I asked Google why they say Eric Schmitt was a rubber stamp for Biden. I came up with zilch, and also a definition of 'rubber stamp' in politics, but my research was not fruitless at all, for I found a Wikipedia article about Betsy DeVas, whom I found out resigned as Secretary of Education before her term was up because in a letter she wrote to trump she accused him of inciting the violence on Jan. 6 caused by Antifah, Soros and his bused in thugs and other misinformed and misled troublemakers more than likely. So I googled just what Trump's exact words were on January 6, and found the entire speech he gave that day, which I am watching now and have taken notes on.
Here are my notes:
The American People will not take this anymore.
The election was stolen.
They did a good job last night.
We will never give up. We will never concede.
We will not take it anymore.
We will stop the steal.
I will lay out evidence for the win.
Joe: 80 million votes? No.
Never been anything like that.
Third world country elections are more honest.
We will not let them silence your voices.
Crowd chants 'Fight For Trump'
(Trump did not know what they would do)
When they chanted that, he thanked police for doing a great job--meant he wanted law and order. He asked them to let police come up.
Hopes Mike Pence does the right thing. States want to revote. Got defrauded. Want to recertify.
All Pence has to do is send it back to the States.
Crowd chanted "We love Trump"
We will not take the name off the Washington Monument.
Signed into law cancel our heroes go to jail for ten years. It all stopped.
We still have Congressional Seats under review.
It's out of control.
They're using the Pandemic as an excuse to defraud (the election system).
Jim Jordan is out there fighting.
If this happened to the Democrats, there'd be hell all over the country. You're stronger. You're smarter. You're not the ones who tear down this nation.
(Does this sound like he's encouraging violence, or discouraging it!)
Joe Biden said I want to get rid of America First Policy.
Get them to fight. And if they don't fight we have to Primary the he-- out of the ones who don't fight.
(That's what he means by 'Fight'.)
"Explosions of bull----" caused audience to scream and chant "bull----."
We look at the facts--and our election was so corrupt that we've never seen anything like it in (the history of elections).
Suppresses thought. Suppresses speech.
No third world country would even attempt to try what we caught them doing.
If Mike Pence doesn't come through for us, it be "a sad day for our country."
"We're going to walk down to the Capitol and cheer on our brave Senators and (probably won't cheer on the ones who are not strong)....Demand that they.....to peacefully and patriotically make your voice heard.
Our country has been under siege for a long time.
We created Space Force.
Our Military has been entirely rebuilt........................("in three years. People said it could not be done")
Right to Try.
We took care of our vets.-we got accountability done.
Now we have the right to fire bad people in the VA.
The VA Accountability Act.
You couldn't do that before.
"Now we're out here fighting"
(He meant a peaceful march!)
With only 3 of the 7 States in question, we win the Presidency of the United States.
Vote was illegally gotten.
It took them 4 years to devise this rig..
Change the votes--10,000 in Michigan.
You're leadership has led you down the tubes.
China totally destroyed these people.
You gotta let people live.
You gotta do the right thing.
The Media asserts that there is no evidence of fraud.
We defeated the ISIS Caliphate.
He laid out a list of proofs that the election was stolen.
We will march down Pennsylvania Avenue and take back our Capital.
(As defined above (people aren't stupid enough to forget what he just said in the same speech but the Media seems to think we are) he meant a peaceful march to encourage the strong Senators on Capitol Hill to do the right thing, in Hopes that the election results would be turned over to the States by Mike Pence and vetoed, not the violence that Trump had no control over that was just misguided people being stupid, thugs and ruffians, bought and paid for by Soros and Antifah!)
I shared the video on Twitter.
I am watching a Grace For Purpose video, Warning for His Children.
God is not to be mocked.
God hates sin.
We think we can take chances on his kindness and mercy, his Grace and Love, but we forget the justice and judgment, the anger and severity, the jealousy and fierceness, the fear and terror of God.
We need to repent now. We need to repent before the storm comes and sweeps us away!!
8:24 PM CDT I called Christina at McDonald's and asked if I could have a meeting with her and Rob about me getting more hours. I told her I was a lot more stable on my meds and I apologized to her for preaching at McDonald's and told her there were probably some other things I shouldn't have said or done there. She said she would call Rob and probably get back to me around Monday or so.
I turned The Epoch Times App onto a special on what really happened January 6, and shared it on Twitter.
9:05 AM I ate a bowl of Tasteeos and took out my trash. I had a discussion about the Work in Brazil with Joy.
I'm going to bed now.
I called Paul Ludy today. If Mark Strychacz is available, they will come out today and they will cast out my familiar spirit by the power of the Spirit of God. The power of any other spirit cannot even be compared to the matchless infinite Endless eternal power of any big G God (for they are all in some way Spirits) or the Spirit of the Living God. It is only limited by our unbelief. Howbeit this unbelief cometh not out but by prayer and fasting.
God finally came to me and told me the reason that my website gets virtually no signups and postings. Mormons or people of the Restoration faith are generally taught that Star Wars is taboo, while Believers who are not Mormons are generally taught that Mormonism is taboo, so it's a seesaw effect, and atheists and agnostics get turned off by the religious aspects of my site. But not to worry: The time for my website to prosper will come soon.
Paul Ludy just called. He and Mark Strychacz should be here at 6 PM today.
I told Joy today over the phone that I was a Member of the Church.
A spiritual giant passed away today. Vernon F. Darling, who gave me my Special Blessing passed into the eternal world about an hour or so ago. I didn't want to let him go. I asked the Lord to comfort me and read and hilighted my Patriarchal Blessing the Father gave me through him. When I lay down, the Lord comforted me by saying that we think this life is the be all and end all and we don't look at what's ahead. Then he discussed with me what I want out of this life and told me the truth about why people were not joining and posting on my site.
10:22 AM The Real Story of What Happened on January 6 by The Epoch Times is now over. I took a short nap that was probably longer than I realized.
10:39 AM After reviewing and correcting today's Journal/Diary/Log/1'st Chronicle entry, I am going back to bed, probably for a long while.
I got up around 11:20 AM or so, changed into clean clothes, got out my Monopoly game out of my closet, which gave me an incentive to clear off my dining area table. Upon doing this, I remembered that I wanted to renew my Subscription to Tomorrow's World Magazine, so I did, and also ordered the books The Bible: Fact Or Fiction and another copy of Principles of Health. I found out that I have already ordered Marijuana: What They aren't Telling you three times and thus cannot order it again, but fortunately I recently found my only copy.
About 1:10 PM I finally finished clearing off my dining area table. I put in the disc Hymns of the Restoration in my Radio, a disc which used to be defective, but I tapped the CD player three times and said you will work in the name of Jesus! and the disc played!!!! Praise Jesus! Glory be to the Father!
Now I am listening to Kenneth Copeland and drinking water because the Kenneth W. Hagin video I chose ended.
I need to call the library and see if the Anthology of Music is in. Then I need to call Rick so I can go over to his house give him his shirt back and pick up my mouse.
I put on David Klinkenburg-The Carol of Emmanuel CD and am listening to another Kenneth Copeland video.
My new gaming and streaming rules, per God (and he reminded me when I failed to write them down when he first told me them):
*Limit gaming and streaming to 2 hours/day.
*Limit Star Wars to 4 hours per day.
* If Gaming includes Star Wars: The Old Republic, I can still have 4 hours of Star Wars daily.
2:26 PM I finally fully set up my Monopoly game after reading from Og Mandino's A Better Way To Live, and prayed in faith that God would send someone to play Monopoly with me.
I am to keep it set up until the person comes.
3:33 PM Approx. 1 hour of Star Wars.
LOTR Theology
Istari
Low-level angels
Gandalf
Radagast
Saruman
Sacred Flame-The Force
Ern-God
Valar-Guardians of this world.
Melkor-Lucifer. His melody was discordant.
3:43 PM 1 H 1 minute of SW.
A Method of learning:
1. Context-Broadening
2. Dopamine Priming
3. Singular Deep Dive
4. Challenge Sandwich
5. Getting Broody
6. Fake Deadlines
*I want to take up painting.
*I ought to give Stephen King's writing routine a try.
Don't skimp on the morning multivitamin!
"If you are not completely embarrassed by the person you were twelve months ago, then you haven't grown enough."
I am very embarrassed by the person I was even two months ago!
For scheduling:
The less structure there is, the better. - Elizabeth Filips.
I got inspiration on 7/22/2022 from Elizabeth Filips' on YouTube 2 months ago: How I Consistently Study with a full time Job: My scheduling formula. I want to hear it. It is 5:00 PM.
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Add a rewards system! (For learning and production) Don't forget to plan my meals.
God is moulding my character. I am the clay. God is the Potter.
Debbie Wood commented on a video: (7 months ago)
....HE who is Mighty, hath done great things for me....
A wife should never question and argue with her husband in front of the kids. It is stealing her husband's respect.
"It's never too late to instill Godly principles to your child"- Rhonda Stoppe
"...Kids pick up on hypocrisy early on...."-Lina K 7 months ago.
Never raise your kids for what people think of you."
I had the evil spirit or spirits cast out.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 30, 2022 17:12:52 GMT -6
07/23--
SABBATH-DAY AFTER FRIDAY
Yesterday I started reading Mekhilta d'Rabbi Yishmael- Sefaria.
Last night I was at Rick's and watched the end of a re-run of a Chiefs Playoff game from last year that the Chiefs won against the Buffalo Bills in Overtime.
Right now I am asking Pokemon Soldier to evaluate the three Star Wars stories I sent her.
I found my black Sun moon and stars mouse last night when I got home from Rick's. It was right there in my backpack! I could have been certain that last time I had looked in that same pocket, it wasn't there!
Then I fed the cat outside with the dry catfood Rick had given me, at Rick's behest.
My Spotify Playlist:
1. Goodbye Yellow Brick Road Artist: Elton John Album: Goodbye Yellow Brick Road (Remastered, 2014)
2. I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For Artist: U2 Album: The Joshua Tree (Super Deluxe)
3. All Star Artist: Smash Mouth Album: Astro Lounge
4. Sing Allelulia To The Lord Artist: Marilla Ness Album: Love Beyond Measure
5. He's The Light Artist: 2'nd Chapter of Acts Album: Night Light
6. Let It Be Artist: The Beatles Album: All The Best
7. Turn! Turn! Turn! (To Everything There Is A Season) Artist: The Byrds Album: Turn! Turn! Turn!
8. Live And Let Die Artist: Paul McCartney, Wings Album: All The Best
9. Eye of The Tiger Artist: Survivor Album: Rocky IV
10. Touch of Faith Artist: Joy Williams Album: Joy Williams
11. Rey's Theme Composer: John Williams Album: Star Wars: The Force Awakens (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)
12. Ode To Joy Composer: Ludwig van Beethoven Album: Classical Best Of
13. Lights Shine Bright Artist: TobyMac, Hollyn Album: This Is Not A Test
14. Shenandoah Artist: Arlo Guthrie Album: Son of the Wind
15. What A Wonderful World Artist: Louis Armstrong Album: What A Wonderful World
16. My Savior My God Artist: Aaron Shust Album: Anything Worth Saying
17. I Am Not Skilled To Understand Artist: Welcome Wagon Album: Purity of Heart Is To Will One Thing
18. How You Live Artist: Point of Grace Album: How You Live (Deluxe Edition)
19. Holy Holy Holy Artist: Audrey Assad Album: Inheritance
20. Don't Worry, Be Happy Bobby McFerrin Album: Simple Pleasures
21. Don't You Worry About A Thing Artist: Tori Kelly Album: Sing (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)
Spotify played a wicked sex u al ly themed song between Songs 18 and 19 that I couldn't even shut off. It couldn't be paused or stopped.
Between 19 and 20 two songs played, one bad, one good. The Good one became Song 20.
After 21 the evil sex u al song came on again, the same one that came on earlier.
After that Don't Worry, Be Happy came on again.
Then, Honey, Sugar Sugar You Are My Candy Girl, then Bless The Lord O My Soul came on. I am very glad that second song came on!
Pastor Pete Skyped me earlier and I set up my pills in their pillbox and took them in front of him.
I told Pastor Pete that even if he gets someone to call me to remind me to take my pills daily, I still need to Skype him every Sabbath (day before Lord's Day) so he can make sure that I am putting my pills into my pill minder, because I don't want to slip back into taking them out of the bottles, because that's how I mess up.
An iffy song came on, and I found a way to pause additional songs to my playlist, paused it, will close Spotify for now.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 30, 2022 17:15:35 GMT -6
07/24--
LORD'S DAY
When Mark and Paul cast the demon(s) out of me, Mark told me that if they come back, I have the power to cast them out.
Last night I resisted and resisted going back to porn but eventually satan overpowered me twice. The second time I just walked right into it. At 3 AM some demons manifested in my room and I rebuked them in the name of Jesus Christ. If Satan hasn't given up on me yet, I must be doing something right.
I know exactly why "the universe won't let me forget Maggie". For years, through fantasy, daydreaming and witchcraft I have been manifesting Maggie, and she may be an unwilling participant in this.
O God forgive me!
I don't even know if the first paragraph in today's entry is true. A voice told me it. I erased it. It basically claimed Maggie moved from Michigan to Missouri last night.
My selective awareness causes everything that reminds me of Maggie to jump out at me. It is a form of sign-seeking, but if God wants to bring Maggie into my life the natural way its his business, but I'm open to any pure girl at this point.
Six Principles of The Gospel Six Principles of Transgenderism (TG)
Faith Doubt that you are your own sex.
Repentance Repenting of being your own sex
Baptism Gator Gate
Laying on of Hands Surgery
Resurrection Sex change
Eternal Judgment Sex change irreversible
The Manifestation kept me in bondage to being a kid, to my familiar evil spirit, to my fantasy, daydreaming and delusions. To my porn. It was a vicious cycle.
I went to Pastor Pete's Church this morning. There was a potluck lunch.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 30, 2022 17:16:21 GMT -6
07/25--
YOM SHANI
2:56 AM
Now I know why the voices in my head telling me to go manifest a random girl at Casey's were so eager for me to hurry up and finish writing my delusions out of my Diaries. And my voice of self guidance telling me to look for someone in Pastor Pete's circle was flawed. A lot of my delusions, as Shane tried telling me, aren't really delusions, they're God telling me about activities me and Maggie did in past lives, sometimes told in an analogy, sometimes literally. Not, as some would believe, in Past lives on this earth but on other earths like this one, in premortality, back when there was a Ludington, Missouri.
Things like objects that were a terror to you or were very consequential to your life can be a harmless toy or toybox in the next life.
4:12 AM
Last night and early this morning, I used first Twine 2, then Twine to start making two video game adventures so far, and now I am watching the movie Sing.
To get over fear of doing something you want to do, just start doing it.
Knowing the truth sets me free. Also, not writing in my journal about my sins and repentance sets me free.
5:42 AM
Sing was excellent.
Last night I watched S3X15 of the Clone Wars, part 1 of the Mortis Arc.
Tonight I watched S1X3 of the Mandalorian: The Sin.
At 12:19 AM I cast the evil familiar spirit out of my body out of my being out of my apartment and out of my life. It had manifested in my room.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 30, 2022 17:18:15 GMT -6
07/26--
YOM SHLISHI
Conversation I had on PalTalk:
Lena: Hello brent
Rens: Lena, feel as if you are on the mend?
Brent: Lena how are you?
Lena: I'm ok
Lena: how are you?
Lena: yes a little rens. just a suffy nose and head..
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Brent: I'm good. I withstood temptation twice today and cast a demon out of my apartment so I am great
Rens: A clean conscience, Brent?
Brent: What a great thing
Rens: It is, yes
Rens: (Reads Ephesians 5) How are you nich?
Rens: gbu nich
Brent: Joseph Prince said how Satan loves to attack especially women
Rens: Even the New Testament says a woman needs power on her head because of those fallen angels.
Rens: Women tend to be captivated by sweet nothings.
Why do I believe that the entire Sealed Book of Mormon is the Word of God?
1. The unlikelihood of the Unity Center Sisters getting hold of the flash drive with the SBOM manuscript on it.
2. The unlikelihood of Mauricio not having been supposed to use the Urim and Thummin to translate the SBOM into Portuguese.
3. The words of the 2020 AD Revelation through Joseph F. Smith: "For if you have no desire to follow my words, I will remove the light and opportunity I have given, and you will fall back into the emptiness of your past. Verily thus saith the Good Shepherd, Your Lord, Your God. Amen."
4. I cannot find any doctrinal errors in the book.
5. In another revelation the SBOM was called 'the Word of God to this generation'.
6. We were warned by God not to fall under the same temptation that Mauricio fell unto.
7. Acts of the Three Nephites 14:58-59
Behold, will you reject these words preserved by My own hand for a wise future purpose? Will you reject the words of the prophets and all the words spoken by Me, Jesus Christ, in this record? Will you deny the power of God and the gift of the Holy Spirit given to thee by the laying on of hands of those who have authority to do so?
Behold, in so doing, you will erase forever the flame of the Holy Spirit who dwells in your heart...
8. Prophets are not infallible.
The Holy Spirit said:
Son, as long as you live, Satan will use what you hear and see (and how you feel - Perry) against you, stand on my Word-Perry Stone.
Kenneth Copeland is a Faith Specialist.
Joseph Prince is a Grace Specialist.
I am a Generalist. If it's about Truth and the Gospel, I'm preaching it.
2:09 PM
After rising from sleep around Midnight + 19 minutes, I stayed up the rest of the night on my laptop, trying to take a nap with my Sealed Book of Mormon and Why I Believe in the Bible by Phyllis Robinson and restless, I got up to go buy notebooks at the Dollar Store and hang out at the library, but suddenly remembered that I was supposed to have an appointment with Haley this morning, so I called her. Surprisingly she picked up and she told me she had gotten sidetracked today and we rescheduled for tomorrow moring at 8:30 a.m and later in the day she texted me then called me and we talked again and we moved it up to tomorrow morning at 9:30 a.m. I need to report to Independence or Kansas City courthouse for Jury Duty in August and I am going to vote in the Primaries in the first days of August. Also in August I need to call Social Security and tell them I didn't make any wages in June to set the records straight. I am still waiting for a call from Christina my GM to call me to McDonald's soon to meet with her and her Boss Rob to discuss me being more stable on my meds as of late so as to be able to in Rob's eyes get hours to work at McDonald's.
At the library Colt called me. I challenged him to check out Teen Challenge which is near him on Kansas Side, described the program to him and told him it had an 80% rate of success, challenged him to get a free Bible from someone, and check out International House of Prayer-KC. I also admonished him to acknowledge that Christ gives him the power to say no to his addiction, but to claim every victory because God don't get the victory for him. I also told him how my life was going, that I was fixing on improving my study and personal habits and that I'm coming out of my addictions and delusions, and before we hung up told him Jesus loves him.
My phone has 20% charge.
I had a productive day at the library.
I need to study videos on improving study habits and practice what I learn.
8:13 PM Today I earned the name 'V'th'. I saw a '5' burned onto my mind's eye to let me know of this.
I need to start making my schedules and stick to them, and learn how to speed read and learn good notetaking skills.
I can also learn Gregg shorthand on YouTube.
I want to buy a Telescope.
ChromeBook fiirst- first goal.
Digital Camcorder- second goal.
I need a 'I can' mindset.
Telescope-Third goal.
A good one, too, not a second hand one.
4'th goal: a big, big monitored Dell Desktop to sit atop my big desk, next to my Router.
Debbie Norman will be able to get me lots of 5 and 3 subject notebooks for my subsequent (and some of my past??) journals.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 30, 2022 17:21:24 GMT -6
07/27--
WEDNESDAY
My Case Manager was here this morning. Together we filled out part of my Jury Duty Qualification Questionnaire but she has to complete it at her office to upload a Disability Document.
We watched several minutes of The Force Awakens, then she left.
Then I slept in my bed 'til 3:48 PM.
I began to watch YouTube videos about improving study habits after writing a fiction story about starting to watch them a few days from now, thinking to myself, No time like the present.
Pastor Pete invited me to watch One Night With The King at his church at 6:30 PM tonight so I will, and I will see if sometime I can get a Monopoly Group started there.
9:15 PM The movie was better than I remembered.
Text I received from Jury Board:
no subject / *******83: Your jury disqualification request has been granted. You are not required to repor
Praise God from Glory!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 30, 2022 17:23:15 GMT -6
07/28--
THURSDAY
1:27 AM Making a study video. The common thread between all my studies so far is the persecution of the Jewish people and Hebrew studies.
Still waiting for my landlord and Jay to come put a replacement rail in the drop ceiling in my bathroom and replace my oversized kitchen corner defunct light so that I can open my cabinet door wash my dishes and put my clean dishes away.
As I watched Episode I of Aurelnauts' parody of Kenobi, Larry, Haley came at 8:17 to pick me up to take me to see Dr. Brooks my Med Dr.
"Chasing dreams, never wasting doubts"-from the song time limits, sammy rash.
"Where you want to be five years from now?"
I don't even know five minutes.
I'm chasing dreams and never wasting doubts
but I don't want to place time limits.
I weigh 174.2.
My BMI (Body Mass Index) is 25, which is good for my height.
AIMS is 0 and remember to brush and floss my teeth more.
Blood Pressure (BP) is 131/74 which is a little elevated but there could be interfering factors, so it's likely fine.
Pulse 84.
Those are good.
That is how you open your mind. Just pick a random thing and see where it takes you.
9:17 AM The appointment went well. I was very honest. When I got out of the Dr's office, someone on TV said 'Tell the truth' which I took as a sign from God that He was pleased with my honesty today.
On the way home, Haley and I discussed Nephilim in space, on Saturn, Jupiter and the moon, Intelligent life outside earth, Galaxies, Existences, eternities, Giants, the Flood, Gilgames, Noah, the Mona Lisa on the Moon, ship and moonbase, manmade lakes and vegetation on the moon, and satellites, and space being the Second Heaven or the demonic realm, and the Rings of Saturn being trophies Satan kept from destroyed worlds, and Alexander the Great's armies encountering Giants, and multiverses.
I also recommended the movie One Night With the King to her.
I got a letter from Joseph Prince Ministries about getting 120% restored to me that the enemy stole, and God's Grace being sufficient for me, and I believe it.
Dr. Brooks wrote my Scrips and we made an appointment for Thursday, September 20, 8 weeks out.
I believe that I am going to start getting serious about learning computer coding.
I made a more than four hour long study stream, Gordon took me to the library to return my Chromebook and to McDonald's, where he got me a McChicken and a small fry, and earlier at Casey's I had redeemed Rewards Points for Casey's virtual cash and got a Medium Dr. Pepper for a dollar of it.
I ate my McDonald's food at home, played RAID: Shadow Legends, took my pills, brushed my teeth, flossed, ended my stream, took my trash out before I ended my stream, and watched and am watching two Minecraft videos, and an old Old Repubic stream I made, while continuing to play RAID.
I got a letter from Jimmy Swaggart Ministries. Jerry Lee Lewis is now saved.
I talked to Brother Bob Moore over the phone.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 30, 2022 17:23:51 GMT -6
07-29--
FRIDAY
After waking from a vivid dream in which I drew hilarious comics and made hilarious movies based off of them , I got up around 2:30 AM and fed Galadriel outside and started streaming.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 30, 2022 17:24:28 GMT -6
07/30--
SABBATH
Today I learned about cosmic rays and their negative effect on computers, Gödel numbers, non Euclidian Geometry, the Theory of the Infinite (I had already learned about this earlier) while watching Star Wars videos.
Exponential notation has the ability to produce a number with 73 million digits.
Any system that can do fundamental arithmetic will have statements in it which, though true, may not be provable.
Right now I am watching a Restorationist (RLDS)-themed podcast on the Book of Abraham.
I called Beverly to find out if we can have a boardgame day today.
Christina my GM has been sick lately, so has not been able to schedule a meeting with her, Rob and I to discuss me getting hours.
Dear Maggie, I return to talking directly to you. I am learning a lot of scientific and mathematical things today, some of which definitely prove the existence of the Judeo-Christian God.
Today I watched a Michael Hur Video that caused me deep repentence called "NeoSodomiteism: The origins of the Underground or Sub-cultures" which wasn't what the video was called, but was its subject. This is also the first entry of Diary 50.
Soon I will begin typing in earnest, Dear one, Diary V of Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo, which is the basis of everything I believe and hope in, laying out why I do, and what I have testimonies and witnesses for.
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