DIARY 41 OF BRENTLY SOHLDEN

05/11--

WEDNESDAY

YESTERDAY AT 4:37 PM I worked on my DIARY, which was simply a matter of sharing what I wrote on my New Journey DIARY App in a couple of texts to Pastor Pete, then copypastaing those texts to my Mara/Luke4ever App on my Smartphone.

YESTERDAY AT 5:12:38 I ate supper and started listening to Joseph Prince's two-part CD set on Hesed and Emmett, or Grace and Truth.

YESTERDAY AT 5:22 PM I'm drinking orange juice and playing The Old Republic.

YESTERDAY AT 6:14 PM Well, I didn't get much accomplished on the game tonight, but I made a new friend, Creon.

YESTERDAY: I hope and pray I get an AC Unit soon, Father. I'm logging out of the game now. Part One of Chesed Grace and Emmett is over.

TODAY AT 4:18 PM CDT

I posted a request in the unban forum on the car ride home from my appointment.

This morning around 10 AM, Haley picked me up and took me to Independence for my appointment with Audrey. It was a teleappointment this time. She refilled my prescriptions.

When I got home, I watched the Series Finale of Star Wars Rebels, ate lunch and took a long nap, until 4 something PM. Now I am listening to the end of the King James Version of the Book of Genesis on the Bible App.

5:54 PM I had an experience with the Holy Ghost and He told me some things.

6:43 PM I brought my Sealed Book of Mormon to Prayer Meeting tonight because God directed me to and Mark Strychacz asked me questions about it, about who wrote it and about its origin and we discussed it.

6:56 PM CDT I love you, Father!

I love you, Brent. It is not because of what you have done, but because of who I am. I find no fault with you at this time and you are not condemned. In time, you shall be baptized and confirmed in my name. Be vigilant and hearken unto your elders. Do not forsake your love. Be patient. The fulfilling of your dreams shall not be long. I am with you even to the end. Amen.

Confirmed at 7:11 PM.

8:10 PM The LORD told me that as I sat in my seat in Church.

At 8:42 PM today, I learned that I was unbanned from theforce.net.

05/15--
SATURDAY

? Help!!!

05/17--
TUESDAY--

2:36 AM  The Luscernivi and J_b drove me from my house and (future) home (needs a woman's touch to be a home) and I tried in vain to sleep more than about two hours (or get two hours rest with fitful sleep in between) but succubi, invisipeople and Luscernivi drove me from the couch to my Diary.
  Yesterday, I took Joy and Cecil out to eat at a Chinese Buffet, I told Joy the truth about Maggie and I's betrothal (marriage since 2002) and the tearing down by what I had thought to be God of the truths about our shared past in Ludington, Missouri we had had.

4:45 AM I tried to watch the ending of Return of the Jedi on fast32, was suspended between waking and sleeping by the Luscernuvus' mental assaults, then Rick suggested I take a walk at night to clear my head, so I walked up to QT, got a pick-me-up, and severed finally the deep soul tie between the J_b that had started the I LOVE MAGGIE and I LOVE BRENT accounts on discord to fool my wife and I, her way before me, and then me, and by the time Maggie, or Hollow Champion found out I was her Brently, she assumed it was just Junk_bow again, so immediately (just about) blocked me, as I blocked J_b's I LOVE BRENT account three times and still have it open for some reason, but I will now (8:45 PM 5/17/022) before continuing to type this entry. (Now at 8:48 after blocking, deleting and muting Luscern Prime (the Leader of the Luscernivus), the same demon who shook me in my bed at 16, and knocked on my door at Dad's when I was an older teen about to view a pornographic VHS tape, and knocked on my door in Michigan the second time I lived there, I continue my Record:) 

I started the serious story challenge on tf.n and Green Ice Cream, a MMORPG video game developer, became the second Member of a SW board to respond to a game I started.

6:34:54 Not able to sleep because the plurality of fiends called Luscernivi wouldn't relent (and still won't, so I bought (waste of money, sorry Lord, I could have just sat there and saved most of my remaining money. Forgive me. Amen.) and ate a hash-light and an egg and got paper and to write, so I write), I biked to Wal-Mart.  I bought pink-eye relief for my pink-eye, then biked to McDonald's.

  At 7:00 AM, I will show my eye to my GM to see if she wants me working today.

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8:00 AM I'm at my apartment.  My GM told me to call her Friday (next time I am scheduled to work) and tell her if my pink-eye has cleared up.  I was then sent home. 

10:16 PM



I am about to experience the greatest trial of my life.  It is always darkest just before the Dawn.

   Junk_bow and Luscernivus' ' are artistic-these copycat demons of Maggie Marie May Koivopolo V, Brent V, or anyone in the world satan happens to assign them to to try to seduce, fully seducing and devouring some, or  trying to seduce, or succeeding at fully seducing then devouring reciprocating love interests who are or were a threat to satan's kingdom (they are shapeshifters and bisex u al)- and pros at what they do.  But they do have such a profound hatred for their God that they live to corrupt his art: nature's canvas.
   Thank God I have never seen the fiends' handiwork at Church.

                           I will go through my past Diaries with Mags' help, excise every last pennyweight or ounce or micronomer or microscopic crumb of Delusions and falsehoods as a project we can do together.

I'll tell her after our 2002 marriage (Chaplain Avery married us at Hurly Hospital while a restraining order Junk_bow had gotten out in Maggie's name to try to stop the wedding was still in full force) consmmation, but she already knows as of 5/19/2022 CE. Today I proposed to the Luscernivi or Junk_bow her/its/hiself possibly, their lord and chief, thinking it was my Woman (after I had proposed to it and one night I had waken up and it had been beside me in my bed and it claimed it was now my wife (between then and now I broke my engagement, then told it "I Divorce you, I Divorce you, I Divorce you"), telling me that while I was sleeping we had been married, yet split into a waking body my sleeping self was not privy to and a sleeping body, the woke body having married it on October 11, 2022 AD in the Lawn and Garden center of Oak Grove Wal-mart Supercenter married by Restructured Church Elder Cecil Owen Soper (which was all a bald faced lie. During this whole progressive deception and seduction, I never allowed us to go all the way (though I got to first base with my fingers and my mouth, or this is the way I had percieved this, and it had given me a bu t t massage), after it had convinced me that it was my Pearl, who in reality the actual genuine article is my wife. The fiend, whom I thought was Maggie because at this point I was under the delusion that we had not yet married,  said "yes, yes, yes, absolutely I will marry you."

              12:15 PM Pastor Pete arrived.  He counseled me, anointed my doorposts and lintel, me and him, he prayed for me, I anointed Junk_bow or perhaps just one of her lesser Luscernivi Acolytes, anointed me and Pastor Pete, and drove the Luscernuvi away, but not out.  Junk_bow or the Luscernivi Acolyte of Junk_bow assigned to play the role of my "wife", this fiend in disguise and I talked and planned  the wedding ceremony, because HaSatan had deceived me into thinking I had only, only been betrothed to Maggie, whose full name is now Maggie May Marie Savoie Sohlden Koivopolo V (a name she accepted at her second house in Oak Grove, Missouri on 5/18/22 CE, as she spoke to me from a remote location through her microphone at her door) at this point, always convincing me that it was improper and wrong to believe my own heart which had always reminded me of my 2002 marriage to my Child of Light, Margaret Sohlden, and after that conversation, later Pastor Pete arrived.

After I called Joy and told her what I could of the exorcism, the fiend I trusted all too easily that I thought to be my girl, Maggie May left the house, and audibly told me "I love you, too."

Also, after Pastor Pete left, I washed my face, splashed it with cold water three times, and cleaned my glasses. 

I rearranged some material on my Mara/Luke4ever website, created a new board, and later participated in a creatively fun RPG board by Green Ice Cream, whom received from Alan Stevenson a folder of Game Ideas I had given Alan, mentioned earlier in my Diaries.  It came around full circle.