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DIARY 06-B-A OF BRENTLY SOHLDEN May 7, 2022 3:17:16 GMT -6

Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on May 7, 2022 3:17:16 GMT -6

FROM XXII AND XXVII CHRONICLES OF

BRENT LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V
SON OF LEE
SON OF TOIVO
SON OF JEROME
SON OF EDWARD

JOURNEY 22
JOURNEY 27

Dear Heavenly Father, help me to only put in here what it is Thy will for me to put in here. Help me to prioritize what goeth in here, according to the leadings of Thy Holy Spirit. In Christ's name, Amen.

Dear Heavenly Father, I dedicate this Diary to Thee for Thy Divine Purposes. In Christ's Name I pray. Amen.
And Thank You for this Diary, all my Diaries and also my Diary Project.
Amen.
Help me to only put in here the things you desire me to. In Christ's Name,
Amen. Amen.

2020 AD CONT'D

04/27-
MOON'S DAY-EXTENDED JACKSON COUNTY LOCKDOWN DAY 35 (WEEK 5, DAY 7)-WEEK 3 OF COUNTING THE OMER-DAY 1-TIFARET-PART II

Kentuckey and one other state are implementing phase one of reopening their economies.

Boris Johnson is fully recovered from Covid after 3 weeks of recovery-98.1, KMBZ News.

"Begin with the end in mind"- 7 Habits of Highly Effective People.

"Ready, Aim, Fire, not Ready, Fire, Aim"-Dave Ramsey, 103.7 FM KCMO

15:31 CDT

As I listened to 'Job' instrumental and relaxed, focusing on Jesus in the music, I went uncontrollably over my past sinfulness. God granted to me true repentance. He said 'You are cleansed every whit from your iniquity'.
I have been cleansed in my mind, body and spirit from a state of sin.

16:46 CDT
I remembered a dream I had recently in which God showed me that my relationship to Maggie is as unbreakable as my relationship to God but not as important or more important, which is how I misinterpreted the dream today, which caused me to doubt that Maggie would ever come back into my life ever. I misinterpreted that dream also to be telling me that Maggie, not God was my idol god, however the dream only served to show the unbreakable bond we two Maggie and me have because we were born soul mates, and, schoolmates but not the least important at all-BLSK. Because I understood not the meaning of the dream, I tried burying it deep within me night after night, but God brought it to the surface, exposing it, not to correct me, but to remind me not to forget that wonderful woman, the woman of my heart. The dream showed me just how important Maggie still is to me, and that I cannot deny it.

The Deep State never wastes a crisis. Fortunately, neither does God.

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DIARY 06-B-A OF BRENTLY SOHLDEN May 7, 2022 3:42:55 GMT -6

Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on May 7, 2022 3:42:55 GMT -6

07/30-
THOR'S DAY

Note: The words 'You' on this entry-the word 'guys' later in the entry are transferred into this diary from now thrown-away pages in a previously defiled big red 5-subject notebook.

YOU can love yourself and crucify your flesh at the same time, so long as you put love for God above love for your self and neighbor, which should be equal. You can love yourself without having an ego and you can love your neighbor without having respect for persons, or showing favoritism.

"COMMUNISM IS WHERE old Socialists go to die"-Lenin (I think he said it).

THE 14'TH Amendment was intended to apply the Constitution to the States. It is used to protect us from our State and Local Governments.-Wallbuilders On Bott Radio Network.

NO TRUE Christian can just go solo. I need to update my AP's or Accountability Partners, like NOW. I haven't in a few days. It is 17:48 PM CDT or 5:48 PM CDT.

(While I was typing my report to my AP's I wrote the 14'th Amendment Note in my Red Notebook. -B.L.S.)

PHONEGENUINELOG

PART XLV (45)

2816 Chars. 733 Words 7/30/20
6:34 PM 85
Sorry it's been awhile since my
last update guys. No excuse. A lot has happened. This might be a lengthy entry and I
really want you to read it Colt.
Basically I have been doing good with my lust problem having not messed up for a while now. I did linger on a lustful thought a second too long in bed and have had some
sex u al dreams but that is the extent of my problem lately. I am showing God how
serious I am. More than once today I asked God to help me to be slow to anger because
two days ago I provoked Eddie Amor to wrath and brought out the worst in both of us.
My worst is I'm all bark and no bite. Eddie's worst is he's a killer at heart. He tried
literally to run me over with his truck after threatening to do it and he almost did had I
not barely dodged him.
He did hit me with
his truck but he only grazed my right side and either my arm or hand. After I swore at
him calling him a bastard and a madman shouting at the top of my lungs using the f
word and starting out with O my G--!, shouting at the top of my lungs that he had tried
to run me over and I said this repeatedly, he backed up into his driveway after calling me
a liar and then I walked/jogged down to the Corner where a man was and I said "HELP
HE'S A MADMAN HE'S TRYING TO RUN ME OVER" thinking he would still try and
fearing for my life. The man turned out to be a cop in a blue buggy and after I was
calmed down he asked me to tell him exactly what happened and I did, all I could
remember at the time. Then we rode down to Eddie's street and Eddie was arrested
because there had been two witnesses at Procision auto that had seen the whole
incident. Then the cop asked me if I wished to go down to the station to give a report. I
elected to do so.
Earlier I had been asked by a cop if I wanted to press charges. I said "for his own good unfortunately yes. I have no choice." At the station I wrote and signed and dated, etc a three page report and another cop asked me for personal data such as DOB, weight, eye color, height, whether or no I have a driver's license etc. Then I was free to go. On the way walking to Eddie's to pick up my bike from his front porch, a professional roofer named Brad saw me limping (not because I was hit but because I've been walking funny since childhood. I am uninjured from being hit as far as I can tell) n e ways he saw me limping and offered me a ride to McDonald's because that's where assumed that I was heading because he had seen me there before. I directed him to take me to Eddie's. I also asked him if there was any way I could help him out at any of his jobsites. He said yes all three near Mitchell Rd and it would be paid work and we made arrangements and we exchanged numbers but it won't be for a couple of weeks because Brad is going on vacation right now. I got my bike and Brad (last name not shown) gave me a blue raspberry flavored Big bottle of Gatorade. After biking home I recorded the entire incident into my 26'th Diary as I remembered it including even more detail than I had in my police reports both written and verbal and the next night I think I repeated the whole incident to Rick M(last name not shown) (my friend who lives in the neighborhood) and told him he could tell you Colt.
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..I just listened to Mrs. Shenandoah's music album on audiocassette for the second time, this time really listening. Wonderful album! Such songs as 'America' and 'Middle of the Road' were very moving.

I called Cold and wished him a good day at work.

I've completed my 75'th prayer on my prayer app since the factory reset.

I finised reading LDC 18 today, starting with v. 25.

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DIARY 06-B-A OF BRENTLY SOHLDEN May 8, 2022 19:24:14 GMT -6

Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on May 8, 2022 19:24:14 GMT -6

07/31--
FREY'S DAY

01:27 AM CDT

Just came back from Rick's house. Rick and I watched most of or half of the movie 'Dances With Wolves'. G'night. Ttyl Diary. Ciou! Goodnight Father.

..@break

I got here just in time to eat a Med. Mocha Frappe and a breakfast burrito this morning, and pray on my prayer App before I had to clock in for work. My GM gave me permission to go on break today tho I only work 4 hours. She's nice.

..4:03 PM CDT
Just got off work.
While I was taking some boxes out today the song "No I didn't disappear. Now the Lights are on. See I Was Never Gone by Colton Dixon came to my mind and I wept uncontrollably right out there by the drive-thru lanes. See, earlier I had asked God to grant unto me True Repentance and he did later when I was taking out the boxes.

..@reunion
There is a children's program tonight. It will be a delight. The man prayed that the children will sing loud so that people will enjoy it. You can pray prayers like that because God cares.

*They sang 'Jesus Loves Me'. It was so beautiful. We clapped.

*The teacher discussed what she taught the children, about letting their lights shine and building their houses upon a Rock.

*The next group of children , older than the toddlers but still not teenagers yet (or most of them) (at least some appear to be preteens) are singing 'Old, Old Path after they quoted a Scripture about finding rest for their souls. Dad would love this were he to see it. It's one of his favorite songs, sung at each one of our family's major funerals and memorial services. Now they are singing 'Higher Ground' one of my Dear Sister Destiny's favorite hymns, then the last verse of 'Old, Old Path, and a 'Higher Ground' keys tuned 'With His Blessed Feet." O how wonderfully beautiful that was to witness! And listen to! O that my sister and Dad would come to Zion Glorious! With Dan and Rene' my mom and Buster.

*Now their teacher is discussing how she first turned down the opportunity to teach this class, but then decided to step out in faith and called the person who asked her to teach it back. "We had quite a class this week didn't we class?" She said to them.

Monday-Orientation
Tuesday-Repentance
Wednesday-Baptisms of Water and Spirit
Thursday-Armor of God.
Forgot what she taught them Friday. (today).

Last Edit: May 9, 2022 17:37:26 GMT -6 by BrentKoivopolo888

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