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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Apr 5, 2022 19:44:39 GMT -6
2022 CE CONT'D04-04-MONDAY 9:00 PM THE DAY PREVIOUS Introduction to Musical Knowledge, Jones & Barnard, pp. 2-8.We need to find balance- - not just just as much good as bad, but to overcome bad with good - me and Paul Ludy Paraphrased from a Sermon by Karl Anderson*I need to spend a significant amount of time unplugged from the world- no games, News, TV, Internet, phone, social Media, etc. "Be still and know that I Am God." Seek the fuller revelation. Be a watchman on the tower.*As I said to Paul Ludy today, WWIII is going to suddenly come upon us. The news isn't going to warn us-only the Revelation of the LORD will give us sufficient warning.*Those who cruise and coast along in life shall not abide a Celestial Kingdom.Brief Synoptical Statements from a Revelation given through Karl Anderson Wednesday morning:Wait not upon the endowment but move out in preparation...fear not for your life or for things that sustain you for I will be all your sustenance. . .There will be moments of great alarm when the world will be hurled into chaos. . .The world shall know I AM God. Even so.Church was positively AWESOME! I met Paul and Sue, a wonderful older couple and all the way home had a lovely conversation with Paul Ludy. Before Paul and Dee dropped me off at home, I asked Dee to think and pray about becoming my General Music instructor (after Mrs. Lackey, Joy Soper, Elizabeth Valle Stix-Silvers, Gidget Phillips, Todd Moses and Steve Logan).Commitment leads to the fulfilling of your dreams. I have musical, film Directorial and Cartoonist, Priesthood and Missionary and Husband and Fatherhood Dreams, as well as owning CAVE-I and SPEAKVACANDPURPPARODY UN LTD and being a published author of both fiction and nonfiction books. As well as Philanthropy dreams. As I sit and write in my Diary at my Writing Desk God gave me so Generously, for in Him is all things Good to provide, I am starting a new life full of dreams and dos, holiness and wonder and adventure!"I want you to go FIVE DAYS (starting 4-4-022 CE) only writing in your paper Diary, Chromebook turned off and (I just shut it off at 9:25 PM (4/3) I had it closed only) phone only) phone only for calls. NO laptop."- The LORD. "I the LORD am bound when ye do what I say, but when ye do not what I say, ye have no promise."-RLDS DC 81:3B"We....made known to our brethren, that we had received a commandment to organize the Church; and accordingly we met together for that purpose, at the house of Mr. Peter Whitmer, Sen., (being six in number,) on Tuesday, the sixth day of April, A.D., one thousand eight hundred and thirty."-Joseph Smith the Prophet. I had a heated debate with my neighbor Steve yesterday and today. He taught me some things.I had a hot argument with Uncle Mark over the phone just now, after he made a pretentious prayer. He is mad, a buffoon, idiotic, assuming, a fool. He taught me nothing but tried to convince me it was okay to change the Scriptures after he told me yesterday man had corrupted the Catholic Bible!He actually believes God will convince me the Book of Mormon needs to be corrected! A man had a Testimony that the Book of Mormon Restored Covenant Edition is just as it was received through Joseph Smith Jr's translation by the Gift and Power of God! Mark wants to steady the ark. If he were to touch it, all the plagues in the Book of Revelation would be added to him and his name would be blotted out of the Lamb's Book of Life!He is positively mad and is unwilling to listen to reason, talking over me every time I begin to try to reason with him. He wouldn't even debate.Even the Atheist Steve is wiser than him. I want to read first 'Meditation and Prayer' by F. Henry Edwards, then 'Tell My People' by Walter Weldon.I'm donating 'The Bible Code II' by Michael Drosnin to the Bates City RLDS Branch library. I'm going to offer to let Pastor Pete borrow 'Discovered: Noah's Ark!' by Ron Wyatt.I need to remember to read my Maths Book and practice Maths. I have to remember that, to a point, I understood Trigonometry (or was it Vector Calculus? Or both? I forgot.).Written 3/8/2022 CE 3:58 PM"Germany is totally controlled by Russia"-Donald Trump.Herbert W. Armstrong was right! Germany is becoming involved in the last days; but I feel that Germany shall rise to the top (under Obama) with a revived Roman Empire as it was in the 1940's.-- a Fifth Reich, so to speak.A German Strongman shall arise if he hasn't already. And what are Mark's heresies? Well, two of them are, he wants to change 'lead us not into temptation' in the Book of Mormon to 'Suffer us not to be led into temptation' as it reads in the Inspired Version', which has the appearance of wisdom, but is folly, and madness. The other is, he wrote an entire book about wanting to change every instance of 'White and delightsome' in the Book of Mormon to 'pure and delightsome' (Called 'Robber Barons, posted by me for an ensample of his madness in the 'Good Books and Periodicals' section of my Mara/Luke4ever website (not all his books are bad I don't think) which is madness and folly also.The Scripture in RLDS Jacob 2:59, which reads, "O my brethren, I fear that unless, ye shall repent of your sins, that their skins will be whiter than yours when ye shall be brought with them before the throne of God." destroys Mark's theory, because logically there is no other word but 'whiter' that could go in that verse!And it applies all across the board!And worse yet, Mark feels God has revealed these things to him!So he didn't arrive to his conclusion by reason, but by false spiritual experiences.I want to get a Duoey-Rheims Bible from the local Used Bookstore next time I get enough money for it.Also, a book devoted to Calculus, to continue my maths studies, once I get that far.*Geometry and Trigonometry- Step 3*Archimedes-Step 4*Euclid's Elements-Step 5*Fluid Dynamics-Step 6*Quantum Math-Step 7Actually, I should get a Beginner's and Intermediate Algebra book, either from the library or Bookstore, or both, to prepare me even for the Maths book I'm on now.Tyler, Della and Gordon's Grandson, was called to the Office of Deacon. I suggested to him that he read a Public Speaking book.He is 21, and works at a McDonald's. Another man was called to the Office of Elder. Tyler was born in 2000 CE.I had a good shower this morning, and another good shower just before evening Church at Kingsville Restoration Branch.10:51 PM 4/3 still. I find that food is most desirable now when I want one of two snacks between meals or at mealtime."....for I, the Lord, will judge all men according to their works, according to the desire of their hearts"- LDS Doctrine and Covenants 137:7-9 "....call upon me when I am near; draw near to me, and I will draw near unto you; seek me diligently and ye shall find me; ask and ye shall receive; knock and it shall be opened unto you; whatsoever ye ask the Father in my name it shall be given unto you, that is expedient for you; and if ye ask any thing that is not expedient for you, it shall turn unto your condemnation."-1835 Doctrine and Covenants 7:16 "...truth abideth and hath no end.." v.17.7:07 AM Introduction to Musical Knowledge, pp. 9-10 (4/4)
7:07 AM Praise God! I work! From 9-11 AM to-day!
Before I called McDonald's, I prayed to God that I worked today. Then I called, and Megan told me, yes, I worked! Praise Gods! I'm taking this Diary everywhere I go. It's therapeutic I'm looking forward to this five-day adventure with Thee! This is DAY ONE. A couple hours of invigourating work, then hopefully either during work or after, Haley will call me to let me know what her suporvisor said about whether or no Joy can put me in charge of my own finances. I'm glad Joy is willing to wait for Haley's answer. If she calls, I need to call Pastor Pete so he can come pick up my phone. If she doesn't call, then he can't take it yet.
(THREAD CONTINUED THIS DIARY, DIARY 40, ENTRY FOR WED,
04/06/2022 AD) "...the whirl of desire transforms the innocent mind"-Wisdom of Solomon 4:12, New American Standard Bible, Revised Edition (Catholic Bible). I'm leaving here at 7:30 AM and walking up to McDonald's, where I'll just have a free Dr. Pepper for showing up at work, then have my 10.00 of free food at lunchtime @11am. GENESIS According to the Priestly Source (which we know to be Moses (there is higher criticism claiming that Moses did not write Genesis, but that Genesis was an oral story passed down and written down by the Judges. This is ludicrosity, for the Inspired Version explicitly shows the author of Genesis to be Moses. I am rather surprised that the Catholic Church would go so far as to deny the Mosaic authorship of the Pentateuch!)) they take Genesis 1 from, they translate 'In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth' as 'In the beginning when God created the heavens and the earth', or, in other words putting the happenstance of vv.2-31 in the timeline immediately after Gen. 1:1, destroying the original intent of the Author. Mark was right. It is a corruption. The word when does not go there. But according to Joseph Smith, Jr., it is more properly translated 'heavens and the earth' than 'heaven and the earth' (Lectures of Faith 5:Q.9.)(PAGE 27)
What is the Challoner-Rheims New Testament? The NAB-RE is based upon the Latin Vulgate. Of the Latin Vulgate, the Introduction to the Inspired Version, says, that the Latin translation was based upon Origen's translation. Of Origen's translation, the Introduction to the IV says: (According to St. Jerome) "When Origen observed that there was less in the Greek than in the Hebrew, he did supply it from the version of Theodotion, and put an asterisk or star to it, to signify that this was to illustrate what was obscure." St. Jerome makes frequent mention of the additions, corrections, and SUBTRACTIONS made in the versions of the Septuagint, by Origen (who did NOT speak, read or even KNOW even Old English, by the way-BLSKV).*** Dupin says "...the asterisks being either misunderstood, or entirely left out in some places, the additions of Theodotion were CONFOUNDED with the version of the Septuagint, which perhaps moved Jerome to say (not in English, need I remind you-BLSKV) that Origen had corrupted and confounded the version of the Septuagint." (The Septuagint, for those who don't know about the LXX Version (Septuagint) being the Greek Old Testament, a wonderful account of the commissioning making and approving thereof being in the Letter of Aristaeus which can be found on this website and in the Book The Lost Books of the Bible and the Forgotten Books of Eden, an Anthology of mostly True Scriptures but a few fables such as the Books of Adam and Eve, the vindictive and made-up Death of Pilate, the Complete sex u al asceticism-promoting fable Acts of Paul and Thecla and the entirely false Story of Ahikar (none of which will be found on this site unless someone else posts them. I would not delete them.-BLSKV)) Again, of the Vulgate, the introduction to the IV state, "This" complete history of the Canon," &c., says: "The Council of Trent (Point of information: From Wikipedia: "The Council of Trent (Latin: Concilium Tridentinum), held between 1545 and 1563 in Trent (or Trento, in northern Italy), was the 19th ecumenical council of the Catholic Church.(1) ((1) Joseph Francis Kelly, The Ecumenical Councils of the Catholic Church: A History, (Liturgical Press, 2009), 126-148. Prompted by the Protestant Reformation, it has been described as the embodiment of the Counter-Reformation.(2)(3) ((2) "Trent, Council of" in Cross, F. L. (ed.) The Oxford Dictionary of the Christian Church, Oxford University Press, 2005 (ISBN 978-0-19-280290-3). (3) Quoted in Responses to Some Questions Regarding Certain Aspects of the Doctrine on the Church Archived August 13, 2013, at the Wayback Machine) The Council issued condemnations of what it defined to be heresies committed by proponents of Protestantism, and also issued key statements and clarifications of the Church's doctrine and teachings, including scripture, the Biblical canon, sacred tradition, original sin, justification, salvation, the sacraments, the Mass, and the veneration of saints.(4) ((4) Wetterau, Bruce. World History. New York: Henry Holt and Company, 1994.) The Council met for twenty-five sessions between 13 December 1545 and 4 December 1563.(5) ((5) Hubert Jedin, Konciliengeschichte, Verlag Herder, Freiburg, (p.?) 138 Pope Paul III, who convoked the Council, oversaw the first eight sessions (1545–47), while the twelfth to sixteenth sessions (1551–52) were overseen by Pope Julius III and the seventeenth to twenty-fifth sessions (1562–63) by Pope Pius IV. The consequences of the Council were also significant with regard to the Church's liturgy and practices. In its decrees, the Council made the Latin Vulgate the official Biblical text of the Roman Church (without prejudice to the original texts in Hebrew and Greek, nor to other traditional translations of the Church, but favoring the Latin language over vernacular translations, such as the controversial English-language Tyndale Bible). In doing so, they commissioned the creation of a revised and standardized Vulgate in light of textual criticism, although this was not achieved until the 1590s. The council also officially affirmed (and for the first time at an ecumenical council) the traditional Catholic canon of biblical books, in response to Protestant exclusion of the deuterocanonical books.(2) ((2) "Trent, Council of" in Cross, F. L. (ed.) The Oxford Dictionary of the Christian Church, Oxford University Press, 2005 (ISBN 978-0-19-280290-3).) In 1565, a year after the Council finished its work, Pius IV issued the Tridentine Creed (after Tridentum, Trent's Latin name) and his successor Pius V then issued the Roman Catechism and revisions of the Breviary and Missal in, respectively, 1566, 1568 and 1570. These, in turn, led to the codification of the Tridentine Mass, which remained the Church's primary form of the Mass for the next four hundred years. More than three hundred years passed until the next ecumenical council, the First Vatican Council, was convened in 1869.") (Point of information: The Deuterocanonical books are what the Protestants and Mormons call the Apocrypha: I Esdras (Ezra) II Esdras Tobit Judith The Rest of Esther (with the word God in it) (or Greek Esther) Wisdom of Solomon Wisdom of Sirach Baruch The Letter of Jeremiah The Song of the Three Holy Children (or Prayer of Azariah) The History of Susannah Bel and the Dragon The Prayer of Manasses I Maccabees II Maccabees III Maccabees IV Maccabees Psalm 151 There were at least 777 Books left out of the Bible.-BLSKV), (held in 1540,) when it declared the Vulgar version authentic, did not thereby declare it as done by divine inspiration, neither a piece conformable in all respects to the original texts, or free from all errors. Dupin continues: "The critics have sometimes reformed the text, because they looked upon it as faulty; they have met with a sense that shocked them in the text, and which might be reformed by taking away one single word; they have determined that the text ought to read so and so, and have boldly corrected the text upon a mere conjecture."
-Intro. to Inspired Version of the Holy Scriptures, pp. 3-5. The Book of Mormon, I Nephi 3:40, states: "For behold, they have taken away from the gospel of the Lamb, many parts which are plain and most precious; and also many covenants (could this also, by extension, include DC 107, 109 and 110, removed by Conference Action in an Appendectomy just before the RLDS changed its name to the Community of Christ in 2001 CE?) of the Lord have been taken away; and all this have they done, that they might pervert the right ways of the Lord; that they might blind the eyes and harden the hearts of the children of men: wherefore, thou seest that after the book hath gone forth through the hands of the great and abominable church, that there are many plain and precious things taken away from the book, which is the book of the Lamb of God; and after these plain and precious things were taken away, it goeth forth unto all the nations of the Gentiles." "This declaration is fully sustained by" many "quotations from history, relative to the transmission of the Bible." -Intro to IV, p. 3 The great and abominable church, which is for the most part I believe, the Roman (Latin Rite) Catholic Church are the stewards of the Latin Vulgate Bible and according to the words of the Book of Mormon in I Nephi Chapter 3, quoted above, the Catholic Bible based upon it will have many, many corruptions. The addition of the word when to Genesis 1:1 is only the tip of the iceburg, so to speak. I don't even think that was in the Latin Vulgate! Gen. 1:2 It was changed from without form and void, to without form or shape-an entirely different meaning! 'and void' means 'unfilled'. 'or shape' means 'the shape of it was undefined.' There is NO correlation between these two meanings. Once again, the corruption, of the Catholic Bible knows no bounds! They took out the word 'The Spirit of God' from v. 2 and replaced it with a Mighty Wind! That's downright awful and borderline blasphemy! It probably is blasphemy! What possible reason would any Catholic scholar have for eliminating the name of The Holy Spirit anywhere from Scripture except, as quoted above, "that they might pervert the right ways of the Lord; that they might blind the eyes and harden the hearts of the children of men". And not all wind is God, so saying it was wind is not a replacement for God's name at all. To out-and-out remove the Name 'The Spirit of God' from the Word of God is a putrid form of downright corruption! v.3 They replaced the word 'And' (denoting a passage of time) with 'then', for 'And God' to 'Then God' making the action immediate! Again this totally and completely destroys the original intent of the Author! 11:34 AM At my Count, I have been banned or kicked out from at least 12 places or spaces in my lifetime for various reasons. Actually 13 if you count Santa's Covert, and 14 if you count the second time Tom asked me to leave the Genesee District Library in Flint, Michigan, and 15 if you count the time I was suspended from my job at McDonald's for chronic tardiness and 16 if you count the time I was not rehired at the Walmart in Michigan because of my previous record of laziness and taking the easy way out at the end of my previous employment there in Missouri, and 17 is the time I was kicked out of Maggie's neighborhood in Bates City for disturbing her neighbors and 18 is the time I was kicked out of Richfield Park, 19 if you count Art II in 12'th Grade, 20 if you count Beginning Journalism, 21 is World Religion Class which those IEP people wouldn't let me take because they thought I'd be 'intolerant', 22 if you count Theater I, 23 and 24 are Reading Lab I and II, 25 is Geometry and 26 and 27 if you count the first time I was banned from Rangers of Avalon Guild and discord server on Albion. 28: Being kicked out of the first Guild I was in in RAID: Shadow Legends for inactivity. 29: My first YouTube Account being deleted. 30 & 31: My Twitter account was suspended twice and possibly a third time, but I'm not sure. I was never put in 'Facebook jail'. 32: Meijer (2002) 33: Myrtyl Grove Trailer Park. 34: Another Trailer Park. 35: A Trailer in a trailer park. 36: When I was 19 I was kicked out of my Dad's house. 37: I was kicked out of Grandma Marge's house once. 38: I was kicked out of Aunt Merilyn's. 39: Once I was kicked out of Missouri. How many of those was I welcome back to?1&2&3 I was welcome back to theforce.net three times.4&5 I was welcome back to Genesee District Library twice.5&6 I was welcome back to Twitter twice (possibly 3 times). I remember opening a support ticket two of those times and politely asking for them to restore my account.7 & 8 & 9 & 10) Rangers of Avalon welcomed me back to their server and Guild twice each before finally suspending me.11) McDonald's welcomed me back to my job after my suspension.12) Mark Nunn welcomed me back to the Oak Grove Restoration Branch of the RLDS Church after he heard that I was doing good at the Bates City Restoration Branch(Mmm...baggler fries! Yum!) and after he had lunch with me at P.T's to determine my normalcy. I will take up this life reflection later. It's 12:07 and my food is almost gone and I need to go home to my apartment. I'll be very busy for quite a few hours.Also, l8r I will (Why does 'will' have the word 'ill' in it? because if you do your own will and not God's will, the results will be ill!) resume my Scriptures studies.Kyle Katarn:"Oh, I'm not a Jedi. I'm just a man with a lightsaber and a few questions."Nar Shaddah bartender: "A lot of peoples have those."Kyle Katarn: "Lightsabers?"Barkeep: "Questions" -My favorite line from a popular 90's Star Wars videogame, post-ROTJ, Legends. (EU) (E-ExplandedU-Universe.)I wonder if watery green lettuce is as alkaline a food, as, say, romaine, or purple lettuce is.When my five days of being unplugged are over, I'll have to look that up.Rabbits eat in, so it must be nourishing somehow. Go fig.12:14 PM CDT Well, just before I leave the Crew room at McDonald's, I'll write my thoughts. Well, either my letter is well on its way to Maggie by now or she has it and she's read it. Or it got lost in the mail, or was not sent because of the powers that be put a 'do not send' notice on it and voided the stamp like in my dream. (God forbid that I should succeed in getting in touch with her! It was all they could do to try to prevent me from walking to her house in October or devour me before I got there before I learned 1) that she was alive 2) that she lived in Missouri, NOT Michigan and 3) that she lived in a house in Bates City and 4) What neighborhood she lived in.I learned from a regular at McDonald's that there is no McDonald's (or much of anything for that matter) in Bates City.) It's an extremely rural, little town.Maybe Maggie, in moving there, was trying to get as far away from me as she could, assuming I still lived in Michigan (because she saw me at the Meijer grocery store they tore down, in 2014 CE), and chose a small town where there was no one for miles so she could live in isolation, used some of her vast riches to purchase a beautiful little large mini-mansion of a house, keep good housekeeping and all, but misses me dreadfully. I have to consider the possibility that she wants nothing to do with me and that we would never get along; that a relationship between us would never work out (according to Joy's either limited or knowing understanding of the situation) and that satan is the one who has been leading me to her and reminding me of her as Joy either knows or thinks, but a life of dreams tell me otherwise (but they could be lying, twisted; distorted; according to my base desires and the multitude of my daily business or from my own mind, etc). But I do consider the possibility that my dreams are only produced by lustful desires, no matter how Christian my dreams seem from Holy Spirit music playing in church and Maggie talking about God working all things according to his timing to Maggie singing a Restoration Hymn in a Soprano voice, to Maggie telling me she has wanted me from the beginning and shouting Glory, Hallelulia after satan lied to me telling me I was in hell, to Maggie telling me she has always been a Restorationist at a JCRB Conference, but despite the seeming Christianity of these dreams and the cryptic multipart message of Eddie Amor (Follow the Songs and the movies, High School lady, Be Patient, Digging in the mountains, Dr's and a Base, Messages on my computer), and the supposesd Confirmation of the Be Patient part by an angel through the Prophet Shane Mykel Jones, (and if one part is confirmed, doesn't it stand to reason that all of it is?) and Shane's constant admonition to be patient, and the Gemmatria of my Street Address and full name telling me to pursue my dreams and that 'she was hard to get,' all this could be a satan's tool, a prima facia argument for satan's and hell's grand Deception of Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V they have been devising for over 80 years to get me to believe false things about myself and Maggie, either to drive Maggie away from me, lead me to my destruction whether or not Maggie is a factor in this, or both.I met Jennifer, 25, just now. She has red hair and she asked me what time it was. But I'd take Maggie way over her but only if she is a possibility.I have to consider the possibility too that she may be Maggie Kirkman in Colorado, married to Ben and with two kids and that the woman I saw in Bates City wasn't Maggie at all but a look-a-like.I have to look at all things, not just this, realistically.Ciou.Bye4now.3:38 PM CDT @laundromat And now, I resume my studies. . . .
v. 5 Two major corruptions here: 1) The word ''And', denoting a passage of time, was removed once and 2) Changed to 'then' in the same verse, giving an unoriginally intended sense of immediacy to the second clause of the 4'th Verse of Gen Chapter 1 (KJV) (1:7 IV). Today, I had a little bit of an adventure of sorts, starring the police, Pastor Pete and me, and either a real or imagined male or female or male and female robber or robbers.: ON the way home from work, I was directed to stop at Pastor Pete's church to see if he was there. When I got there, the door was ajar. I went into the church, thinking surely Pastor Pete or someone MUST be inside. But a search of every upstairs room yielded no results. As I checked the basement, I thought I saw a flashlight beam, which hurriedly switched off.
I called out that I swore I was calling the police and that they had better get gone, assuming there was a robber or robbers. I then closed a heavy-scrape-to-the-floor door to slow any would-be assailant or assailants (what if they he or she had a gun or a tire iron, etc.?) down from reaching me, then closed the door at the top of the stairs, the sought a door I could lock behind me to hide in lest the real or imagined robber or robbers should find me, but no door in the upstairs floor of the church that I checked could be locked. So I went into the Sanctuary and hid, and quietly tried calling Pastor Pete, left a message quietly, saying it could be a matter of life or death, then called the police. My clothes are done being washed. I need to put them in the dryer. Continued in a few. . . 4:35 PM My clothsies (the ones I didn't leave at home in a big scattered pile I'll put in a smaller, tighter pile later) are in the dryer. There was only one load, washer and dryer. Pastor Pete gave me both a ride up to the laundromat and a box of Toasted Oats I forgot to unload from his car the last time he took me to the Community Services League to get free food help. To continue my story (I'll continue it later). I talked to Shane Jones on the phone between putting my clothes in the dryer and now. He is furious at me for telling him the truth he needed to hear calmly. He yelled and swore at me; thinks erroneously that I'm just trying to control his life. I've heard it all before. The first several texts after I confront him to correct him are always full of justifications and excuses. Later he calls or texts repentance and reconciliation. The pattern never varies. I knew I was supposed to confront him because I caught him at a good time when he could freely talk. Thank God he got his phone back. He's allergic to pork now. I know from experience that it's not that difficult to eat a pork-free diet. I don't now, because I'm not allergic to it, nor is there any reason for me to not eat it. Joseph Smith, Jr. records eating whole hog in his Diary. But Shane is allergic, and his family is trying to force him to eat it because they erroneously think that he's making it all up. Lord, help his family to accept the fact that Shane has a food allergy and help them to honor, respect and accommodate that. Amen. 17 min. left on the dryer then I can calleth Pastor Pete and ask 'im whether or no he c'n come p'k mer up in one of his vehicles or if he's tied up in a meeting, cannot, and I then have to carry my bag'o clothes 'n cereal, soap a'd dryer sheets (which I just now remembered to put in, 2 sheets, reminded by my Diary (It's smart like that) over my shoulder (s) and walk home. When I get home, whether driven by Pete or walk, (It is a gorgeous, sunny day, but it was a tad chilly this morning) I need to call Larry Green about reobtaining RLDS Church History 5-8.Me to Shane Mykel Jones:
5:02 PM Apr. 4
Shane, listen. I'm not trying to control you, only help you along life's journey as you help me along. My words aremuch weaker than my writing so I hope I can reason with you.
Sometimes if we justify wrongdoing long enough, our convicter becomes broken, or the part of us that senses the Holy Spirit's conviction becomes broken and we don't realize we have strayed until God an angel (a real one that you have duly tried as the Scriptures and prophet directs) or someone speaking into your life come and proves you. or tells you of your wrongdoing. I've been playing the game of life for decades more than you have a lot more experience in the Christian life than you do. I know this what I am telling you from experience bud. The doctrine of endless justification dictates that main endlessly justifies and makes excuses for everything they do right or wrong. I only told you (cont'd l8r)8:06 PM
"If Satan cannot stop you, he will get behind you and push you to exhaustion."- Pastor Calvin Ray Martin. Nomatter how righteous the list of things Satan commands you to do are, it will inevitably lead to sin because of the nature if the instruction. When God tells you to do specific things, there will be a definite end to it-the LORD. From 7-8 p.m. everyday the LORD has given me permission to type articles, Scriptures, Sermons, good books and Commentaries from my hardcopies. (Actually, this was not the LORD, but myself telling myself how to justify disobedience, for I was commanded to unplug from all electronics but making phone-calls, period.) Pacing myself at one hour a day (as I justified it) is a slow build-up, which is better than a large winfall (copying and pasting large portions at a time from the Internet I told myself was forbidden, justifying it by saying I could type it.) I also justified playing Hero Wars during this time the same way I justified typing, by telling myself I could, but it was limited. 8:13 PM CDT I am safe in my apartment. It is evening- dark outside. My door, my outer door and my inner door are shut and locked. I feel like Will Smith in 'I Am Legend', or 'I Am Insulted' or 'I Am Slapping'  N-E-Ways, to continue my longo talo, or my story After calling 911, reporting the matter and telling them I was about to hide, I hid somewhere and called Pastor Pete and I got ahold of him. Apparently the cleaning lady had left the front door open accidentally because the trash was empty according to the Officer, and their truck was there which was the cleaning lady's truck according to Pastor Pete, who told me to check the trash can by the drinking fountain. While hiding, and waiting for the police to arrive, I thought I distinctly heard both a footstep (which could have been the policecar door slamming shut) and a creaking door upstairs (which could have been another policecar door opening). When the police got there I showed my hands, and told them (In Scriptures when 'and' is used at the beginning of a verse or phrase or paragraph, it usually denotes a passage of time. So does 'And it came to pass', which was why it was so evil for the RLDS (way before it was CoC) in 1966 to remove that phrase for the reader's edition of the Book of Mormon.) that there was nothing in my bookbag but books and nothing in my pockets, but remembered that that was not the case, so I corrected myself and said "and pens, and a wallet". (I forgot about my phone, if my phone, if my phone was in my pocket at the time and I wasn't holding it (I don't recall at this time).). (I did not have my jacket in my backpack until later, after I went to my apartment, just before getting a ride up to the laundromat from Pete). The police then told me to wait out by the car out there in the lot, and I did. Pastor Pete called me and I updated him. The police searched the church and came up to me at the car. They thought me a little loco judging by the circular motion one cop to his temple to another officer over by the church building. They let me go but I admonished them to check the building inside to see if anything was missing. They said they would. Pastor Pete brought me to the church later and the door was locked. We reasoned that the police must have locked the door. Me and Shane Jones continued:....
....you were on the right path because for a while you had me convinced of it and we were on the confirming each others biased Confirmations crazy cycle for several months there. I'm sorry about that bud. Think and pray about this and remember to try the spirits like Joseph Smith taught us how to do and John commanded us to do in the Scriptures. God bless. Ciou. Shane: 5:02 PM The elites are really really going through with their plans, and you telling me I'm on the wrong path is not right when you don't know what I've been doing these last few days, or hours, I have not smoked today or yesterday (praise God! But that's not the end of his sentence, unfortunately-BLSKV) because I have not been needing it (justification-BLSKV) you say I'm addicted I only smoke when I'm needing to relax and calm down which lately I've (that's like saying I only look at porn and self-pleasure when I'm needing it to relax and calm down-BLSKV) been mellow (until the next time he has to "relax and calm down". That's like saying I have no shame in looking at porn but you shouldn't worry because, I have not looked at it yesterday or today, but will next time I need to, but I haven't needed to lately-BLSKV) (He thinks like a kid!-BLSKV) I'm not high right now (until he "needs it", then he'll be high then-BLSKV) and these words I'm telling you from my spirit (not all spirits are in a righteous state--a man's spirit can be a defiled one-BLSKV), these are wisdom (folly that has the appearance of wisdom-BLSKV) I have gained. (He sounds like every addict who doesn't seek to give up their addiction to their drug or drugs of choice-BLSKV) Brent V: 5:04 PM You are not on the wrong path about everything bud. We are all wrong about some things; right about others. It's called being human bud. Shane: 5:11 PM You said the truth is stranger than fiction well I have really found that out lately bud, it has set me free, I have felt complete joy lately for the Great Spirit and his creation, these feelings, I have not had since I was a child bud, I feel these feelings again and it has softened my heart, I am living my mission, and yes its scary I will admit it because I don't want to face my destiny because I've been running, but my past came back to bite me in the b u t t, and when I finally completely surrendered my will the Great Spirit has lifted my curse of feeling numb and depression stopped, these Angels have been helping me conquer my fears, they keep telling me fear and courage is a choice and when I face these dangers and demons I'll admit it I don't want to face them, but then my guardians keep telling me I'm NOT alone they are with me I have people who watch over me and that gives me courage knowing that I'm not alone for he has given me allies that are numberless to me and then I get 4 Archangels at my command to protect (when I was in the Realm of the Dead I was in a worse hell than hell. The only reason I wasn't suffering is because I was righteous-the LORD 10:13 PM CDT-BLSKV) me and then Yeshua Hamashiach is there to bud. Shane: 5:12 PM Yes, no one is perfect I have my shortcomings too bud and that's why when I did Haniel immediately convicted me. (Apology accepted. It is 10:30 PM and God told me right now Shane is in the battle of his life and commanded me to pray for him, so I got on my knees at my altar and cried out to the LORD for Shane's protection, deliverance, that Shane will overcome and endure and that the LORD would give him strength.-BLSKV) (And I have prayed for him at other times today-BLSKV). Shane: 8:13 PM You have to have faith in me and in these Angels and most of all in the Great Spirit bud. Shane: 5:13 PM Shalom. Brent: 5:16 PM If you were controlled by the Great Spirit, Shane, you would not have gotten so furious and told me to f off after I calmly tried to correct you. You must reevaluate what kinds of spirits you are entertaining. And God did tell you to listen to me. Shane: 5:19 PM No you were in the wrong I could of told you that without getting like that. (That's like saying 'I could have told you 'sc--- you you rebellious woman, never talk to me again "in a kind, courteous way-BLSKV) Brent: 5:19 PM You can have a very high and exalted false spiritual experience that seems wonderful. There is a beautiful side of evil and the devil masquerades as an angel of light and once I saw a purple pillar of a cloud of fire in my house that said I AM. Get low. And it was satan deceiving me. I have been enraptured to a place I thought was a heaven and it was a hell. Satan Brent: 5:20 PM Can masquerade as a Holy Spirit like feeling (but not quite) just enough to full a prophet of God) Brent: 5:20 PM Ciou Shane: 5:20 PM Yeah well that was you bud, I have no had these issues lately. Brent: 5:20 PM You don't know that. What you told me was off. Brent: 5:21 PM Ciou Think. Pray.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Apr 22, 2022 14:42:30 GMT -6
04/05-
TUESDAY
Me and Shane cont'd:
Shane: 5:21 PM: He works with everyone differently
Shane: 5:21 PM: Like I said I mess up my words sometimes
Shane 5:21 PM: I have a hard time explaining things rightm
5:21 PM Brent: Yes, but there is a life pattern to everything that is consistent always Bye. My phone is about to die.
5:22 PM Brent: Try the spirits. BYE.
Shane 6:09 PM CDT If I was wrong then other Christian would of told me I'm not right on the money.
Shane 6:09 PM Shane: Yeah you have a good one.
8:45 PM Brent: Weed no..chakras third eye no..angel messages from cards and web sites new age..the rest yes. The rest hold to. Deception is deceptive and not all strong feelings or feelings are from God. Good night. Research what Christians from Baptist and Pentecostal especially churches say about each of these categories of no no things. Think pray don't assume and don't and don't think all your feelings and experiences are of God no matter how strong unless they line up with the word of God and the prophetic utterances of the prophets (two you can always trust are Kat Kerr and Louise Fogel-Sharp.) and Godly (not just good) counsel from people you can have confidence in to give a correct answer about the topic you ask about..maybe not every topic however. peace.
9:03 PM CDT Brent: There's not a blamed elite hiding under every bush Shane now get hold of yourself and unplug from the world for a while. Your getting to the point of paranoia which isn't healthy. Relax. Take a deep breath. don't fear for your life nor for anything of sustenance for God will be all your sustenance. Just make due preparation for the bad times and hang in there. Love is triumphant over all Love is God and obedience the best sacrifice. There will be moments of great alarm as the world hurls itself into chaos, but the world shall know that HE IS God.
9:14 PM Shane: What do you mean unplug from the world.
9:19 PM: Brent: As long as we continue to gain knowledge we will continue to gain both wrong and right information and have a need to sort it out and try the spirits.
Brent: 9:26 PM: Unplug-no internet, games, news, TV, social media, etc for a set period of time you take to commune with God and seek the fuller revelation. In about more than 11 years time when WWIII starts, we won't have any warning. It will come upon us suddenly. The news will not give us a sufficient warning not even truth social Newsmax or putin gay fox diamond and silk firing evil Rupert Murdoch owned Fox. Only the revelation of God will give sufficient warning for that or ANY upcoming calamity. The promise of protection and sureness of salvation is only to watchmen on the wall. When you get your baptism and confirmation you will become a Child of the Most High and eligible for priesthood according to the gifts and callings of God. Prepare yourself. Study to show thyself approved, rightly dividing the word of truth. I have great confidence in you.
Shane: 9:37 PM CDT Okay, so what exactly am I supposed to do with the limited information I got with corrupted Bibles and BoMs.
Shane: 9:37 PM With no electronics, like YouTube, etc.
Brent: 9:38 PM Yeah
Shane 9:39 PM CDT I have no money to go no where either Brent I have not had a single dime to my name. I went 3 months with no money either. So I cannot go places either, I tried selling the Yu-Gi-Oh cards and the things God told me to get rid of and no buyers.
Shane: 9:40 PM: I trashed everything else.
9:41 PM CDT Shane: I got rid of allot of things this year, because of the advice of my guardian angels
9:41 PM Shane: Except my Bibles my BoMs etc.
9:41 Shane: And the stuff that won't sell.
9:42 PM CDT Brent: Well the Book of Mormon you have is not corrupt nor most of the DC and them and the Bible you have you can rely upon 100 % If the spirits have been telling you your bom rce is corrupt then they are lying to you. It is free with your allowance to get a library card and use Genessee District Library resources. You can renew books over the phone. Surely your grandma and brother have good books you can peruse And you can borrow books from any local church library and meditation and prayer and contemplation and thinking are free.
Shane: 9:42 PM And I have been training with my swords and guns again lately and have lost allot of weight and gotten stronger.
Brent: 9:43 PM That's good
Brent: 9:43 PM Don't give that up.
Brent: 9:45 PM If Satan can't stop you he'll get behind you and push you to exhaustion tell you to do a bunch of righteous things not let you let your guard down or rest make you paranoid and unneccessarily violent and it wil inevitably lead to sin.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Apr 28, 2022 5:58:03 GMT -6
04/06--
WEDNESDAY
10:20 PM I just saw my Case Manager. We watched more of The Force Awakens. She says its 'not bad'. Next: Episodes II, IV. The Landlord came and signed his paper, and before he got here I signed a release. Haley said that as long as BFMA was fine with me getting my own bank account that her supervisor is fine with it but neither Haley nor her supervisor recommend I do it. Before Joy and I have the go-ahead, Haley has to get back with me.
10:26:17 I called Joy and updated her. (THREAD CONTINUED THIS DIARY, DIARY 40, IN ENTRY FOR , 0 / /2022 AD)
From 1:40-2:40 PM I am allowed to play Hero Wars daily for the next three days starting today.
(Actually, this was once more the doctrine of infinite justification as an excuse for breaking God's technology fast for me and plug back into the world.-BLSKV)
Me and Shane cont'd:
Shane: 9:45 PM It's not my guardian angels that told me about the corruption but my research from rabbis and christians who work for the Catholic church apparently a priest discovered the 777 books and asked about it and got excommunicated.
Shane: 9:46 PM They quickly shut him up immediately.
Shane: 9:49 A friend of mine sent me this email on a link which was taken down after being flagged
Brent: 9:55 PM Ok. If you try the angels and they pass the test, then I am wrong and you can trust them. Sandy hair. Demon. Wings. Demon. Feathers and gold dust not of the Lord in church Offer the spirit your hand. There are two kinds. Spirits and ressurrected beings Resurrected beings have a body of flesh and bones If the spirit or angel offers its hand after you offer it yours and you feel no fleshy hand or if it just feels absolutely evil though fleshy (it would have negative kee) its a demon or devil if you feel nothing or no fleshy hand or a evil nephilim or rephaim if the hand has negative ki
Secondly if the spirit or angel does not offer its hand you can trust it. Let it deliver its message. It is impossible for a righteous spirit to deceive by offering an immaterial hand. Thirdly if you feel not just SOMETHING, or virtue but a hand with good ki, its a resurrected being. Let it deliver its message. This pattern is consistent over the whole heavens.
Last night I dreampt that me, Ricky, Destiny, Dad and Mom (Rene') were in a car on our way to Grandma's old house in Michigan.
After we pulled into Grandma's Driveway, Maggie pulled in in her sedan.
After she got out I hugged her and introduced her to my whole family. I noticed she was taller than me. Then she took off and ran all the way around the outside of the house. I told her Destiny and I used to do that too. Maggie looked young, was free-spirited and energetic. But Destiny was still a little girl and Ricky didn't live in the right place yet. So the dream was not a representation of the future.
2:20 PM CDT I called Joy, who told me that my Tax Return deposit has not come in yet. We just have to wait patiently...I have about 300.00 in the bank and my phone and my Internet have to come out of that. I can't be given any more spending money until either I get another paycheck or my Tax Return is Deposited in the Bank.
I'm playing Hero Wars until 2:40 PM on my watch. (My digital timepiece). I have Church today. I was tired from dissipation today. I'm drinking water. At 2:40 I will have 8 fish sticks for lunch. For breakfast I had Frosted Flakes and water since I'm out of Almond Milk.
2:47 PM I'm making my fish sticks now.
2:53 PM The other half of my fish sticks are cooking. I filled my purple water bottle up and put it in the fridge.
Me and Shane continued....:
Shane: 10:05 PM CDT Okay I'll do as you say Haniel said to trust you and it'll be fun to have me test her to see my faith increase more.
10:05 PM Shane: She said it'll be a great lesson for me and the others agree 100%
10:21 PM CDT Shane: No matter how much I hate it Haniel told me to go back to the church she reminded me of my promise I made to Victor and my oath I made to the Great Spirit. She said he don't take to kindly to people breaking their promises and their oaths to him. She said I need to swallow my pride and remember my sensei's teachings and to remember my mission and that I am not alone that he grants me 4 Archangels for a reason, and that I can call on them anytime for protection, she said I need to stop trying to do this mission by myself and trust in the divine and my friends, family, my neighborhood, and my country that I am in the right place at the right time and that I need to stop trying to win this battle with just me. I am not alone and to stop being paranoid etc.
She told me people pray for me everyday for their concerns for me because of the promise they see in me and to not do it alone. The Great Spirit has been shaking me up since last year to get me to know I'm not alone.
10:23 PM Shane: And now I had a really big deja Vu
5:30 AM Tuesday, April 5, 2022 CE/AD Shane: Okay Brent the spirits not all of them but the guardian angels are of God, I'm completely sorry bud, I just repeated the
6:35 PM CDT 4/06/022 CE
I gave up my phone to Pastor Pete Winstead and told him to read the text chain between Shane Jones and I.
The other day, I let Pastor Pete borrow an RLDS book of Miracles. About a couple weeks to a week before that I gave him a Zion's Path Newsletter to read. And before that I explained the difference to Pastor Pete between a Restored and a 'Reformed' church.
Now I sit on my front porch waiting for Mark Strychacz to come pick me up and take me to Bates City Restoration Branch. I'm excited for the watering/blessing, Good Soil/trials/blessings from trials, flowery times ahead as the moon and stars shine upon my old life.
And here he is.
6:42 PM As I sit cellphoneless in Mark's minivan on my way to Church, I wrote down a phone number (not shown) in my Diary for him.
6:50 PM CDT We're at Church.
7:00 PM Prayer meeting is starting. Gordon is presiding. I said 'hi' to Don, Pat and another woman.
Gordon speaks of the nearness and love of God.
Hymn #224 Church of Christ in Latter Days Purple Hymnal.
Invocation
DC 83:7
Beware concerning yourselves.
Give diligent heed to the word of life.
The Spirit giveth life to every man that cometh into the world.
(paraphrased)
This is a congregational prayer.
Someone else's prayer may be my prayer too.
The Spirit of God enlighteneth every man that hearkeneth to the Voice of the Spirit.
Not one of us can judge everything that everyone else is going through. We have similarities.
God loves us just the way we are.
God made you.
Come to God with alertness and vision.
We won't see each others' vision quite right.
When we use (our gifts) it will be a blessing to other people.
Someone reminded Gordon of calling for names to pray for.
Healing of shoulder for a woman.
Everyone has gifts and talents-some of us are not sure of our gifts-Gordon.
CPAP, heart, shortness of breath, ears-a deacon.
possible amputation for a man.
Woman's son going through tough times. He received a blessing when he was administered to.
#351 Purple Hymnal Breathe on Me, Breath of God
Breathe On me, Breath of God,
Fill me with life anew
That I may love what Thou dost love
And do what Thou wouldst do.
Breathe on me, Breath of God,
Until my heart is pure,
Until with Thee I will one will--
To do and to endure.
Breathe on me, Breath of God,
Til I am wholly Thine,
Until this earthly part of me
Glows with Thy fire divine.
Breathe of me, Breath of God,
So shall I never die
But live with Thee the perfect life
Of Thine eternity. Amen
"I forgot to (sing in beat time.)
I'll remember next hymn."
Prayers.
Gordon reminded us to pray for the two men who have been called to the ministry.
Prayers.
"If we're one with Thee and others are one with Thee, then we can't help being one with another"- Paul V. Ludy.
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#441 Purple Hymnal The Master's Voice
"Saints seeking pleasure fail to build my Zion"
"Saints who are wise, the same will run the faster"
When Gordon was 6, he was old enough to appreciate his parents' conversion. He moved to a congregation in Kalimazoo. He found himself engaged in Home Ministry, etc. Don't be too harsh on someone who has made a mistake. Growth is a part of all of our lives. Sometimes by our life alone, sometimes be alert to share a testimony. You need to bear that when you're in other places.
I bore testimony to my classmates, didn't say Christianity or use name of Christ, but Classmates said "I never thought that way before" (Paraphrased) We never know how people will be turned by our testimonies. We need to be faithful.
Testimonies.
Dee: LDS Mormons wanted Grey Hymnal and 3-in-one, visited with Dee and Paul for hours. She's thankful to the Lord for that experience.
Paul: Keep the doors open.
Don't slam the doors.
There's wide variety in the Restoration.
Others' Testimonies can bless us.
Della: LDS Mormon missionaries put pressure on her. One looked like he had to tell her, he said the Lord wants her to be baptized. She had a strange feeling. He said do you feel something. She said yes. They continued to put pressure on her. They brought up her mother. She felt anger. Feeling would not leave. They asked her to promise to pray about it. When they walked out the door feeling was gone. That night she tried to, couldn't utter a word. She tried twice more. The Lord spoke to her and said "You know the truth." She ended with "This is His Church"
Gordon: He offers us the Gospel to give us eternal life, accepts our talents. Solicited Testimony, Prayer.
I am not sure of myself, but I am sure of the Gospel. The Lord has given me strength and ability to stand for the truth. We need to pray that we use the right language, but use (firmness?). We may not have (12 Apostles, etc.) but (we have the Truth?) (Not exact words I think.)
I gave my Testimony.
Mark Strychacz gave his Testimony.
Gordon: If you hold Truth, someone has gained (strength because of your testimony?) (Not exact words?)
#499 Purple Hymnal A Charge To Keep I Have
Benediction
Von Brotherton gave me a ride home.
I borrowed the Book The Memoirs of Joseph Smith III, President today.
I had Penne Pasta, Mayonnaise and Tuna for supper.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Apr 30, 2022 15:59:05 GMT -6
04/07--
THURSDAY
I hope I was not scheduled to work today. If I was, I missed it.
I know I work tomorrow, probably from 9 AM-11 AM.
I messed up with my Chromebook last night, on YouTube, then dreampt that I messed up on a x-rated site right at the library as it was opening for business, tried to hide it, confessed, and Ken and Gina, who were working there, told me it'd be alright.
I spent all day daydreaming and fantasizing about being married to Maggie, as I slept in bed. It is now 3:40 PM CDT.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Apr 30, 2022 16:16:52 GMT -6
04-08-- FRIDAY 2:42 AM From 3:40 PM- now I spent the entire rest of the day in bed, getting up only to take my pills and go to the bathroom. Yesterday I had another fantasy where angels baptized me, then after I got home from Monkey Mountain where in the daydream they baptized me, in the daydream a heavenly owl led me out my window to a Grand Council of the Gods, where they had me take the Minutes, then they approved them, then after the motion and the second to adjourn the meeting, I learned to do many things, Maggie met me in heaven in the daydream, and after we learned things together, and apart, we returned together to our apartment because we were married shortly after that in the daydream, and shortly after our marriage in the daydream the fantasy ended. I had no dream about Maggie tonight. Bill Weise also was taken by Jesus into space and was shown the earth as a globe, hanging on nothing. The phrase "circle of the earth" in Hebrew is "sphere of the earth" a round 3-D object; a globe. 8:06 AM Well, I was right. I was not scheduled to work Thursday, but am scheduled to work today from 9-11 AM.
I got a Zion's Call Magazine in the mail, and saw a dream in it about brokenness, purple flowers coming from brokenness and purple being the color of royalty. Then I saw naturally occurring heart shapes all over the ground on the way walking to work from about the Seventh Day Adventist church to Hardees. Then, at McDonald's, I saw a purple sticky note on the ground, on the rocks: It said, Bus #8 690-**** Brent'Since I don't have my phone, I can't call and see what this number is right now.Yesterday I spent the entire day without any electronics at all.8:38 AM I borrowed Ernie's phone. It turns out the number was for Apple Bus and the Manager's name was Brent- and it's a school bus company, so the note was not intended for me at all. Whoever the note was intended for probably got it already then littered with it. (Or they may have tried to throw it away but the wind blew it out of the trash). But the note could have been a sign to me that God is up to something, and to wait, and be patient. After all, I did see all those naturally occurring hearts today. (I saw call, call and phone and call in Zion's Call today, all on two pages back-to-back, so I figured I'd follow up on the lead)
8:48 AM 12 minutes 'til Time. I had two large Dr. Peppers. I did not have breakfast. I slept from 2:42 AM-7:30 AM, got up, got my uniform on, and walked to work. I packed three Diaries and one of my Sealed Book of Mormons. It was cold so I wore my winter hat and winter gloves in addition to my Visor and jacket.8:54 AM 6 Minutes 'til Time.Acts of the Three Nephites 3:11 I speak of this, because of the iniquity and unbelief that increased among the Nephite people from time to time, and of the many times that the three of us were taken out of the midst of the people and (p. 144) regarded as slain by those who knew us. This happened for the first time one hundred years after the coming of Christ, when all the disciples had already gone to the paradise of God except us three but the whole first generation of those who saw Jesus had died.It is said that John died in Ephesus around a little more than 100 years of his age, but we know according to the Scriptures that he tarried.This is the same thing.9:02 AM Two minutes past Time.Carrie Couch and Megan Oakes are here.11:16 AM I gave Ernie my new website co-Administrator (whenever he takes the job for he agreed to it) my Mara/Luke4ever website address. He has a laptop and desktop. at home, experience running a business, and experience with computer coding. He is a very good fellow maintenance man, very skilled at his job. At work, he is a Godsend! I thanked God today for answering my prayers for a good fellow maintenance man who wasn't minded to just up and quit his job. This man is serious about his work. I asked Ernie to time me with his phone for a half hour so's I don't spend (Mm...bagglers!) an hour and a half in the crew room like I did last time I was here eating and talking to Jennifer (God said don't go for the redhead, she's not what she seems.) so I love Maggie only. To get the maximum bang for my buck, so to speak, I again got two McChickens and a medium and a large fry like I did last time. A 20-pc Chicken McNugget goes by way too fast and doesn't fill me up. This goes by slow and fills me up. 11:34:48 Ciou. gotta go. Ima hit the bathroom, drink a crew cup or two of Dr. Pepper to settle my stomach, then Ima go home. (walk.) 12:19:59 PM Before I left work, I checked my hours and gave Cameron my website address. He said he'd check it out on one of the days he doesn't have School. 12:23:30 PM I am concerned about Colt. Pete, Mark nor I have heard from him for many days. It's been too long since an update. Lord, wherever he is, let Thy mercy and Grace find him. Amen. Thank You, Father for saving Shane Jones. Amen. 12:43 PM I called Colt's mother (Colt left her number here) who said Colt got a new phone. I called Colt. He wants to stay in Kansas City. He says he might be getting a job at Wendy's, and then saving up for some wheels. I reminded him he missed a court date. I next accidentally called his father, left him a message, then updated his mother. I borrowed my neighbor's phone, who lives across the street in a house. Praise Gods that Colt is alright! Amen. Along the way home I saw a naturally occuring bust of my head, as I was about to turn at the head of Clinton St. 1:35 PM CDT I asked God to show me something in the Restoration Voice #262 that either affirmed or denied the things I believe to be a part of Maggie and I's past. My finger fell on a passage where I underlined two things- * existed before (36-two lives) * all their lifetime subject to bondage (which was true of us until 1989.) Thank You, O Father, for these life-affirming truths. Amen. 1:39 PM In about 22 Minutes, I'm turning off my Chromebook (Which has been shut since before yesterday, but on), turning it back on (to erase the history on it), then making Ernie a co-Administrator on my website (if he joins it today) Maraandluke4ever. Then I am to check my messages on that site......... (More justification for breaking the terms of God's Technology fast for me) 1:44 PM I took a nap from the time I got home from work to about 1:35 PM, then got my mail. I got two Restoration Voices, one of which I gave to a neighbor. she has lived there with her boyfriend since Misty moved out, and that was, shoot, about a couple years ago, maybe three. Wow, how time flies! Seems like just yesterday I let John borrow Embraced By The Light and Misty screamed and hollered telling him to get that s--- out of her house, tossing the book outside then ripping it up, when it wasn't even John's book but mine. Fortunately the bookstore had a third copy because I gave the next copy I got as a parting gift to Steve Bock, hiding it in his bag for him to find later and read out of curiosity, and I hope it changed his perspective on things if he read it. The third copy, I'll keep forever, for the Scripture saith, Buy the Truth,
And sell it not.
It was so good I bought it three times, and even sent an email to Mrs. Eadie, correcting her misconception about the nonexistence of hell and Witnessing to her of the Great Restoration Glorious, as I had once witnessed to June Hunt. She was evidently reading the Book of Mormon too because she used the key BOM phrase 'done away with' on her radio program, but her mentor was staunch Evangelical Traditionalist, Hank Hannigraph, the 'Bible Answer Man', who was intensely anti-Mormon, so I'm not sure how June Hunt fared. But at least I planted a seed. But seeds need water, good soil and time and sunlight, and nourishment, to grow. I ought to send my African friends Seventy Kingsley Zecharias, Regis Muhire, and Rutumbuguza Jean De Dieu emails to see how they fare. None of the three has heard from I their mentor in a long time. I can only hope Elder Zecharias has held true to his Testimony of the Sealed Book of Mormon. Regis Muhire waited six years to be Confirmed! Wow! That's commitment! It is 2:00 PM. One more minute 'til Time! Three seconds...Time! 2:03 PM About to turn off the ChromeBook. 2:04:05 About to turn on the ChromeBook. 2:04:41 Going on www.maraandlukeforever. (Created temporary shortcut). 2:07:02 logging in. 2:08:08 Ernie has not signed up yet. I'll wait. I am commanded to take my Diary everywhere. As Colt assured me once, I'll always find something to write about. I'm going to Rick's. I need to use his phone to give Pastor Pete Colt's new number. Also, we should have a visit. Maybe he'll have something good to drink there. Bye-bye. (4 now) Ciou. 2:38:07 PM On the way home from Rick's, I saw purple flowers. At McDonald's, I saw three people- two women and a man with black sweatpants with white stripes down the sides I have come to associate with Maggie. All the signs point to - - sommin's about t' happen! 2:42 PM I put the list of numbers- now with 2 added- Colt's and Rick's, back on my counter. 2:42 PM I put my winter gloves and winter hat, which I didn't have to wear to or from Rick's, back in my top left dresser drawer, in my bedroom. 2:43 PM I put my next 3 Diary 40 Diaries on my tray table by myself, in my bedroom, at my writing desk, with my open and on ChromeBook awaiting its job to make Ernest a co-Administrator if'n he joins my website t'day. Don't worry. He will soon. He has just been busy taking care of things at home or etc., until now. (Tuesday 05/03/2022 CE/AD Later today I'll call him on the Internet phone service and see if he can FINALLY come over for our music lesson and his registration and Administratorship-BLSKV) He also has domestic concerns to attend to. I'll wait patiently, pressing 'refresh' every now and again to check. I am not......(more fast-breaking justification-BLSKV) This, Part I of Diary 40 or XL, is like what I used to think was my first Diary, because of the stars and moon on it, and the lines coming from the moon. Part II of XL will be a Blue Diary that says 'GOAL GET 'EM' and has diagonal stripes. PART III of XL is brown and hardcovered. PART IV of XL has a flowery design, and is very colorful and EMPTY, with PART I of it filled by DIARIES 16, 32, 33 and 34 (both hardcopy- and digital Diaries the same in these instances; however starting tomorrow, I will put a whole bunch of my Diaries with one, two or three entries only, into two Diaries, 38 and 39, but keep this one Diary 40, for now (the number of it will likely be significantly higher soon, for there may be a very LARGE influx of new Diary material coming just around the corner, or gerrade um die Ecka. All the signs point out that soomin's gettin' reddy t' hap'n! I see my new Psych Dr. On April 19, 2022 in 12 Days.
My next appointment with Haley is Thursday the 14'th at 2 PM CDT. I need to ask her for transportation to see my new Psych Dr. Also, maybe there'll be time to show her part 3 of The Force Awakens. (THREAD CONTINUED THIS DIARY, DIARY 40, IN ENTRY FOR THU, 04/14/2022 AD)I'm now writing at my dining area table, standing up. I work tomorrow, from 9:00 AM CDT-11 AM CDT. Once more, I'm taking my Diarie(s) to work with me. I think that if Ernie, my friend from work, has gotten to my website, that he's exploring it and possibly asking God about it, because he is a Believer. When David sent me his letter the other day, it came written in a card with the following Scripture: II Timothy 4:17 But the Lord stood with me and strengthened me "We met with the Saints in the usual prayer service at our little chapel and on the following Sunday evening opened up at the opera house where a fair audience greeted us and very attentively and respectively listened to what we had to offer. The topic I chose for the opening round of the campaign was that portion of the Doctrine and Covenants in which the Lord expressed a command that no one should break the law of the land, asserting that he who kept His law had no need to break the Nation's law. The full quotation is as follows: "Let no man think that he is ruler, but let God rule him that judgeth, according to the counsel of his own will; or, in other words, him that counseleth or sitteth upon the judgment seat. Let no man break the laws of the land, for he that keepeth the laws of God hath no need to break the laws of the land; wherefore be subject to the powers that be, until he reigns whose right it is to reign, and subdue all enemies under his feet. Behold, the laws which ye have received from my hand are the laws of the church, and in this light ye shall hold them forth. Behold, here is wisdom." Conditions in Utah at the time justified the use of this text, for they were of a peculiar and distressing character. Warrants had been issued against a great many leading men of the church for breaking the laws against polygamy, and they were avoiding arrest by keeping out of the way of the United States marshals. Numbers of suits had been planted, arrests made, fines assessed, with terms in the penitentiary for some--all of which was being endured with a mock heroism, which, in some cases, almost amounted to pathos. In my discourse I sought to show that in instituting the church by revelation in this land, the Lord had given it a sufficient guarantee that he had a watchcare over the Government, that he had indeed, raised up wise men to organize the Republic and to establish the laws by which its citizens should be governed. As a consequence, no one who professed to believe in The Book of Mormon as a revelation from God (included in the phrase all classes and factions into which the church had broken up at the death of the Prophet and patriarch), was at liberty to introduce the teaching, or establish the practice of any dogma that was in contravention or disregard of the laws of the United States, over which God had, in such purposeful manner, exercised supervision."-Joseph Smith III, The Memoirs, p. 222. The only times to rebel, or, to not obey is either when the government is Antichrist (in which it is time to not follow all its laws) or "When in the Course of Human Events, it becomes necessary for one People to dissolve the Political Bonds which have connected them with another...." which is not our job now, but the job of Donald Trump and his close associates. It is not our job to start any war. All who believe so are violent by nature. It is not a time for violence. If there were to be a bloody civil war now, the Powers that Be would step in, declare Martial Law, and put many freedom-loving Americans in FEMA camps. Put away your guns. But if the laws of the land conflict with the laws of God, then remember, that both the Three Holy Children and Daniel were all justified in disobeying the law of the land in order to keep the Law of God. But all things must come to pass in their time- RDC 64:6C. There is a Brent who just died, a Brent who sneezed, a Brent who is very sick, and a Brent who is reading a book, a Brent who is watching TV, Brents who have been dead for years and Brents who are outside this apartment taking a walk.--But they all, every last one of them, have Agency-to every single last one of them in the Grand Ensemble, all things that are not ludicrous are eventual. All ludicrosity will come to pass in conceptual realities, such as cinema and stage and bookcraft. Quantum Entanglement, which has been proven in a science lab in space, verifies these facts. The double slit experiment disproves determinism. Free will exists. Even the Gods and angels have free will. Some believe that there is no space, nor gravity, and that the earth is under a dome, completely flat and fixed. They are ignorant of real science. Men used to be burned at the stake for asserting that the earth was round. Were the earth flat, America could not have been discovered and no core samples could be taken in Antarctica, nor could the earth be hollow. Bill Weise also was taken by Jesus into space and was shown the earth as a globe, hanging on nothing. The phrase 'circle of the earth' in Hebrew is 'sphere of the earth'. A sphere is a 3-D object. And my friend Pastor Bob has seen satellites from the ground. I am numbering my new Diaries from Diary XL on. I'm now on p. 175. Introduction to Musical Knowledge p. 11.
6:05 PM Starting to type Diary XL, watch Maths videos and Old Republic. When you are born there is a solemn vow: You will have nothing. Your privilege is the dirt. The oaths you swear; the promises you keep; they are yours alone. Your birthright, the losses you suffer. Your entitlement; the pain you bear. And when darkness comes, you will not face it alone. -"Star Wars" The Return of Revan Part I, one word added to the quote, only part of the quote quoted. Word added to make it true. You are not supposed to say, say, three hundred and six for 306, but three hundred six, for the word "and" implies a decimal! Addition and subtraction can be defined as one another. A minuend is the thing you are subtracting from. A subtrahend is the thing you are subtracting. Property of Ø for subtraction. Subtractive Property of Ø A number subtracted from itself is Ø. 3 + Ø = 3 3 - Ø = 3: How addition is like subtraction. 10:58 PM Wow! An offworld Ewok! 11:08 PM I just watched 'The Return of Revan Episode I-The Alliance.' It was a four-hour long movie, and it was excellent! It had a lot of anticlimactical scenes at the end, making for a rather slow ending however. The sequels improved on this flaw. I started typing this Diary. I need to go take my pills. |
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jun 17, 2022 3:17:24 GMT -6
04/09--
SABBATH-SATURN'S DAY
8:38 AM CDT Ernie had a close friend die yesterday. I told him I was sorry to hear it and said he was in a better place. Ernie said he was, he knew the Lord.
8:43 AM I like my visor. It's spiffy.
Christmas Day falls on a Sunday this year according to Randy, who says that happens like every five years. I'm going to refill my Dr. Pepper now.
8:49 AM Yum! It's good. I slept all night.
Ernie told him if I taught him how to play the piano, he'd teach me how to play the guitar.
I told him the white keys were GABCDEF and the black keys were the #'s and the d's (sharps and flats), and that was his first lesson.
8:57 AM These minutes 'til Time.
8:59 AM One minute 'til Time.
11:13 AM For lunch, I got two large fries and a 4-piece Chicken McNugget. The fries are hot'n fresh!
11:15 AM Mm..bagglers!
Ernie is a certified Master Mechanic! H's an awesome guy - a member of a Christian Blue Grass band!
11:29 AM My fries are about half gone; I'm about to leave the store.
5:04 PM Since I got home from work heigh hoe heigh hoe, I have been on my machine, watching Sheiv The Wise Videos and listening to Music videos. Right now I am watching Star Wars Episode I: The Phantom Menace, having shared the video with a young widow woman, AlphaFemale, whom I met on a mutual Hero Wars server. The evil spirits I was hearkening to (I know this because my pupils were very dilated after listening to and obeying them) were directing me not to play Hero Wars,( and would later try directing me to reject the gift God would later have Joy give me, a new streaming and gaming laptop, by directing me to neither game nor stream, but to cease doing the very activities the blessing of a machine were designed for and Joy made sure it could do and God made sure she made sure) and supporting me in my delusions. It's not a stretch to know that satan and his cohorts have been deceiving me my whole life to drive a wedge between not only me and Maggie but, more magnanimously, me and God, keeping me in bondage to my addictions and fantasy, not letting me be the man God wants me to be.
My neighbor says my pupils look fine.
I'm playing Hero Wars now, and no longer listening to disembodied voices telling me to do this and that. God warned me about that multiple times. They were confusing me. These were not psychotic hallucinations but angels, probably a lot of them bad ones.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jun 17, 2022 3:34:38 GMT -6
04/10--
LORD'S DAY
As I communed with God in my sleep in the depths of my soul, while God mentioned my past, not confirming my delusions but meaning Jr. High, High school and the Hogan only, he did confirm that my hopes and dreams of marrying Maggie were not in vain.
Church was good. There was a Spirit of Revival there.
Desserts is 'stressed' spelled backward. It's ok to eat dessert, but you don't want to overdo it on them like I did today, I had one too many brownies, and I didn't need that slice of cherry pie.
6:02 PM I think I missed my ride to Church.
6:09 PM Rick will give me a ride to Church. I'll be about 20 minutes late, but it's better than not being there for the fun and good Spirit that shall attend us.
I read a quote and testimony from Joseph Smith, Jr when I got home from Church today, then took a nap to ponder it.
The devil was up to his old tricks again, convincing me that I was married to Maggie already again, and convincing me, once more, as he always claims, that 'I will wake up with Maggie in my arms'. Alls I saw when I got up from my nap was Junk_bow up to her shape-shifting-in-the-shadows ways, kind of like what is described in Chapter 3 of Book The First of A Tale of Two Cities by Charles D i c kens.
When Rick gets to the Church with me, I'll invite him a second time to come in. Maybe he'll sense the Spirit of the place and desire to join in our activities tonight. Father, I pray that he does. Amen.
But Rick declined.
I just must wait to start teaching Ernest piano and learning guitar from him.
This morning, I went to Pastor Pete's church around 9 AM, called Mark Strychacz in the church's prayer room because they were showing a video in the sanctuary, and Mark picked me up and took me to Church. I heard him honk his car horn and ran from Pastor Pete's church to in front of my house around the corner to Mark's car. Church was awesome and something in the Church Bulletin reminded me of something God told me in my sleep about Maggie.
To call Rick, I used my neighbor's phone, to my left, the boyfriend of the woman I gave a Restoration Voice Magazine to the other day.
I have a bunch of phone numbers with me right now. I'm taking them to Church with me with my Diaries and pens. My next Diary, Diary 40-PART II, is blue and says 'GOAL GET 'EM!' The first part of it is occupied with 'DIARY 12'.
When I foolishly got rid of many of my Diaries at the behest of the demonic voices in my head, I lost a LOT of very good infrmation, or energy, for information is energy.
Negative and false information is the Doubt. Positive and True information is Fe. Selah.
7:23 PM CDT Church was fun! We played 'charades' with Scriptures scenes. We all had a blast!
7:54 PM CDT @ Rick's, visiting with him. He did not come to Church. Gordon dropped me off at Rick's house. We are sitting outside in Rick's front yard.
I called Pastor Pete and he wants me to research Covenant Eyes.
Rick mentioned that Pastor Pete himself could be the one monitoring my internet activities.
10:00 PM CDT Rick and I have been inside his house visiting with each other. We are watching an interesting movie on TV about a woman named Mariel and her sham marriage to a famous champion swimmer in an arrangement where she gets the money and he gets the fame. I'm hoping they fall in love and the marriage becomes a success. But she told him she didn't love him and removed her ring and left him. Sad.
I read a few passages out of the KJV and other possibly various versions of the Bible. I drank an X-tra Large Dr. Pepper.
10:19 PM According to the March 27-April 9, 2022, Volume 98, No. 9, on the front page; top article, O'Biden's SCOTUS appointee Ketanji Brown Jackson, according to "pro-life legal experts".."she is a far left choice who will likely be no friend to the movement defending the rights of the unborn."
According to Rick, three Republicans voted for her at her confirmation hearing, including Mitch McConnel.
According to Rick, Mitt Romney was protesting with Black Lives Matter. The sad thing is, he's a Mormon.
When I get home later tonight or possibly early, early, early tomorrow morning, the first thing I's needs to do is dos research, ons Covenanteyes, and reports mys findings to Pastor Pete next chance I get.
I have agreed sometime to go help Mark Strychacz on his farm, help out new wing construction at Church and possibly, if he ends up needing it, letting Rick borrow my laptop and teaching him, or possibly Pastor Pete teaching him, or both of us together, or one at a time, or both, how to use it.
According to a woman on Fox News, in the Media, Peter Ducey is, I think she said, 'Fantastic'.
"Often people are breaking then law as a cry for help"- A man on Fox News, who offers real solutions to homelessness.
*Shelter first.
-Just giving people an apartment who want one is not the solution.
* Treatment first.
-The root causes of homelessness are mental illness and addiction.
I do not believe that everyone who is homeless is either mentally ill or addicted to something, for not everyone who is either of those is homeless. Some people can just be fallen on hard times.
12:20 AM
Watching Kathy Lee Gifford's, 'The Jesus I Know', a very good religious program on Fox News, waiting for Greg Gutfield, my favorite social commentator of questionable faith, to come on later.
As I watched this program, I told God, "You've reached down and touched her, and so many others' lives and changed them, taking their addictions away, and I know you can and will do the same for me," and in front of Rick, on my hands, knees and face, begged God to change me, and to forgive me (while sitting on the couch) for cursing and blaspheming the Father in my mind before the last time I watched porn at home, (saying all blasphemies against the Father shall be forgiven) and what I do is an abomination, and on my hands, knees and face begged God to rip the spirit of addiction off me, then sat on the couch, cast out the demons in me out loud and said off my generational curses.
Rick takes about 15 supplements, trying to take the most important ones tonight.
Earlier, he asked me if I was still taking my Apple Cider Vinegar tabs, I said, sometimes, but I still take them. So is he. We don't want Morgelloths.
Some pages of this Blue 'GOAL GET 'EM' Diary XL- PART II fell out and I used some of Rick's Scotch Tape to fix it, telling Rick of dreams that I never had and things I never did. When I was a kid I dreamt of being a Cartoonist.
But dreams without education and training are just that-dreams.
Rick says he does not want to rent a Chromebook; that if he has to, he'll just borrow my laptop to open a portal to get the medical records he needs for his colonoscopy. (However he took care of all of those record-getting needs over the phone later-07-07-022 CE -BLSKV)
I have just observed a Democrat (Moderate) (Macherin) who actually says he wants border security. I am quite literally shocked by that. I assumed up to this point because of a Democratic congresional creed someone posted on MeWe that all Democrats in Congress follow one Radical Leftist Agenda to destroy America. Could it be true that there may be some congressional Democratic holdouts from this clearly stated and known creed? At this point, I don't really know. This 'Moderate' might be putting on a front; a show, his possibly pretended opinion being that he is actually for border security. At this point, again, I don't know and will hang it on a peg for now.
Greg Gutfield is not coming on this morning; Rick was mistaken. Rick observed that its a good idea that I journal and that I journal about things, from what he has observed me reading to him, that are important to me.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 11, 2022 4:32:40 GMT -6
04/11--
YOM SHANI-HOLY MONDAY
@ heimat
1:26:27 AM Looking at soft porn, soft-core porn, hard core porn or any other kind of porn or any image with a pruriant interest to lust after it, is evil and an abomination to YHWH, and offends God, and is selfish, and unclean, and is worshiping satan and his beast's image, the Father of all lies whether or not you self-pleasure. If you self pleasure you are worshiping your privates and nailing Jesus afresh to the cross whether or not you lust after an image in your mind or otherwise, and all forms of actual porn (not just any kind of pruriance) supports the human sex traffiking industry, child porn and human traffiking. All the more reason to call it quits.
After I find out how do the cost on Covenanteyes or another program that starts with a c that costs less if I or Pastor Pete finds it again (why didn't he make a mental note of it or write it down?) I will finish Exodus: Gods And Kings and then watch War of the Worlds: Annihlation, both on Tubi on my Chromebook.
According to the Covenant Eyes website, 'victory is a human solution'.
Is that true? Idk. I'll hang it on a peg for now.
The cost for Covenant Eyes: (I signed up.)
Yearly plan: $ 183.99 + tax once a year.
Monthly plan: $16.99 + tax once a month.
Hey! Because 20'th Century Fox has been bought by Disney now, Exodus: Gods And Kings is now a Disney Movie (Wendy, Destiny's Aunt, and I once had a pointless argument about whether the 20'th Century Fox Animated Movie Anastasia (An EXCELLENT (By looking at a person while talking with them, you can tell a lot about a person-Moses in Exodus: Gods And Kings)) (Yesterday at evening Church I played the roles of a man in Lehi's tent (a side-character in the Book of Mormon), a Kangaroo hopping into Noah's Ark, Moses, Abraham and Joseph of Egypt (or Pharaoh Hotep, who was the same man as Joseph of Egypt and built the Step Pyramid centuries after the Great Pyramids were constructed (I think Hermes Trismegistus is older than Adam and is a survivor from the iteration of Gaia just before the great cataclysm that prompted God to remake the earth in Genesis 1:2-31, 2:1, and survived the Baptism of Gaia, or the Great Deluge, after living out the entire AnteDeluvian Era, tutored Abraham, saw one of his sons build the Great Pyramids, which (and the AnteDeluvian Era Great Sphinx (I surmise that it was once decked in Gold, pure silver and precious gems emeralds and other stones, carbuncles, etc and otherwise bejeweled before robbers, time and floodwaters stripped all that and its nose away.), and then Hermes (who was NOT the same person as the Nephilim Demon gods Mercury or Thoth, but only a mortal man and great philosopher)(although I could be wrong about him not having the name Thoth at all, and Mercury also took upon him the name Hermes in the Myths, more like stole it) then lived to tutor Abraham himself before presumably dying finally at a ripe old age, full of years.) film that makes my heart just YEARN for the old days of premortality) was made by Disney and my contention was that it was made by 20'th Century Fox (her asserting it was made by Disney). Well, now, in 2022 she finally won the argument.) and also, to my great happiness, it means that I can introduce the '21'st Century Fox' Logo at the beginning of Star Wars Episode 10: The Ordu Menace or at least at the beginning of Star Wars Episode 13: The Rise of Palpatine when I rise to make them a reality. I think if Disney/Star Wars ends up making Star Wars Episodes 10-12 without me, or without following my Scripts, either they will be examples of such woke trash they will be anathema to the Star Wars name that they will have to be replaced by my films or I will just have to adapt Star Wars Episodes 13-15, 16-18, 19-21, to the new movies, unless of course the rumors are true that their 10-12 are set during the Old Republic Era. If that is the case I will have to make SW 10-12 13-15, 13-15 16-18, etc. Father, I pray Dave Filoni, Kathleen Kennedy, Jon Favreau and George Lucas and the others will catch my vision of both the Sequel Sequel Trilogy 10-12, and my vision for the intensive period I advertised between Episodes VI and VII. Amen. Give me even more power to change the Star Wars narrative. Amen.
This is a pretty good movie! But they changed the reason for Moses' exile in the Bible story of Exodus from Moses being guilty of Manslaughter (Murder-3) to wanting to protect his sister from the king knowing she is his sister, preventing her from losing her arm. Sure, it was a very dramatic scene, but it glorifies Moses more than God by seeing him with rose-colored glasses instead of the way he was actually, imperfect; and angry sometimes, to the point of committing a crime of passion. Still, the cinematic quality and humanism of this movie makes it worth watching. The characters are gritty and real, the settings realistic and grand, and the score is good. The characters, the Mahan Priests (Magicians) Jannes and Jombres, were combined into a single character.
Now he's meeting Jethro and Zipporah.
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I wonder if they're going to mess up the religion of Jethro like they did in Cecil De Mille's 'The Ten Commandments', saying that the Midianites came through Ishmael, not Keturah. In The Ten Commandments, Jethro (Reuel) Moses' father-in-law (they handled the wedding night scene between Moses and Zipporah very tastefully in this film by the way, though it, too gave more glory to Moses than to God. (Apparently Moses, not God, is the most important thing to Zipporah (or was it the other way around? I forgot), a descendant of Keturah his concubine (mistakenly translated 'wife' both in KJV and IV) claims to believe (as the Ishmaelites do) that the Abrahamic Promise (Or Abrahamic Covenant or Blessing) continued through Ishmael, and not Isaac. (Gordon played the role of Isaac (Pronounced eye-zak) yesterday evening at Church.)
Now, according to the Jewish Targums, Ishmael as a teenager used to pretend to have Isaac retrieve arrows for him, but in reality, Ishmael was trying to hit Isaac with his arrows.
But the film 'Exodus: Gods And Kings passes over the faith of Jethro rather silently, and handles the Burning Bush experience in a rather unique way unprecedented in any other film, animated or otherwise, depicting the events of the Book of Exodus or the life of Moses. Moses does not take his rod with him to Egypt, which is a very poor way to handle the story element of the film, because in the Biblical account, Moses' rod is instrumental in a very Kee sort of way in bringing about the Deliverance of Israel by a small sort.
And Moses does not meet his brother Aaron on the way to Egypt from Midian.
Wouldn't it be awful if Moses delivered the Children of Israel by a General Uprising of the Hebrew People led by Moses instead of by plagues? While that may not be the case in this film, I bet the next Moses movie Hollywood makes will probably depict that scenario.
Certainly Moses never held a sword to the Pharaoh's throat in real life! And in real life Moses confronted Pharaoh in public, not in private!
I admire the way this film depicts the strife in the marital relations between Moses and and Zipporah, leading to their eventual divorce, and Moses taking on a Second wife, an Ethiopian woman. She probably divorced him because he circumcised his son with a sharp stone and she thought that because of this he was a bloody husband to her, and said so. Because she abandoned her, Moses was no longer in bondage to her according to Paul.
2:42 AM Now the story is just getting ridiculous, completely abandoning its Biblical Moorings, as the Egyptian armies rampage Egypt (a very BIG place) trying to assassinate both Moses and his family. This is more like the plot of the Obi-Wan Kenobi show on Disney+ than the Book of Exodus-a public hanging making an example of those who will not aid the Inquisitorious-er-Egyptian officials in their search for Obi-Wan Kenobi-er, Moses.
Now Moses is training his Hebrew soldiers to fight the Egyptian government and bring down the Pharaoh. Because I guess flies, frogs, hail, lice and the death of every firstborn in Egypt by the Angel of Death (Creeping Death) isn't cool enough for Hollywood.
No, I don't think they had discovered inflammable oil back then, but they're sure using it! This is just crazy--I'm only halfway (not even!) watching this nonsense.
This is not the Battle of Troy (the final one) or Salahdin v. the Holy Crusaders, this is supposed to be GOD (YHWH) not MOSES delivering Israel from the oppression of Pharaoh Once more this movie glorifies Moses, not God.
Even in the wedding night scene between Moses and his first wife Zipporah, Zipporah asked, intimately, preparatory to their lovemaking, "Who is most important to you," instead of replying "God is, then you" Moses said "You are", glorifying man instead of God.
Now come the plagues. Water to blood. I caught this film's depiction of "God" or "I AM" in a lie. "Why did you take me away from my family?!" Moses demanded of him. "I didn't. You did. "God" replied, as if "God" did not send Moses to Egypt, but as if Moses chose this path and sent himself! That's just not the God I know!
2:55 PM Now, I'll watch the plagues play out.
War of the Worlds Annihlation Tubi Original. Then finish Exodus: Gods and Kings
Another thing I like about this film's depiction of the events of the Exodus, is in no other movie of this type that depicted a river of blood, did they depict scads and scads of floating, dead stinky fish in the River Nile.
Now we're on Murrain. They're still hanging people. They did depict the 'make bricks without us providing straw thing, but at the wrong time in the events.
3:03 AM Hail.
(And a tornado!)
Now it's time to watch more of the movie and type more of the first part of Diary 40. (Also this movie depicts Moses as prideful, refusing to be humbled by God, which is not true of Musa (Moses). He was an extremely humble individual according to the Scriptural Records.) Now, at 3:06 AM, I heard a very LOUD BOOMING Thunderclap in RL. (The goofy war depiction, which is so, so out of place in this film's depiction of the real-life events of Exodus, is still going on.)
"Pity the lambs if I am wrong. If I am right, we will bless them for eternity" -Moses, Exodus: Gods and Kings
Even an Atheist Director can just hit it right on the money sometimes.
Methinks Moses' God is just a fictional character to him and he depicts him as such. He's not the God I know. Vengeful, Upbraiding and (I was going to say wanting to take out Pharaoh's Army but just realized that God in the movie meant he was going to decimate it by removing every Firstborn Son in Egypt from it.)
I can't wait to see how the film depicts the Crossing of the Red Sea on dry ground. If it's muddy, the Director didn't read the Book right.
"Is this your God? Killer of children? What kind of man would worship such a God?"- Pharaoh in Exodus Gods and Kings.
He didn't kill them; he took them to the Paradise side of Hades or sent them to the burning side of Hades if they were above the age of 7 caught outside of the protective Blood of the Passover Lambs. It is his right. He has power over ALL life and death, as Sovereign God.
There are WAY too few Hebrews in the Exodus, there were more like 2 million rather than a few hundred like in this film.
I like how they embalmed (implied only, de-organed with a hook (implied, not shown, because that was their custom (except the heart they left in) and Mummified Pharaoh's Firstborn Son in the film.
7:23:30 AM Put all in writing that thou givest out, or receivest in- Wisdom of Sirach, 42:7
I need to make a New Start Book, and do just that.
@work. Ernie has looked at my website, but has not had much time to check it out. I gave him my address, and told him where I lived. He said he'd bring two guitars.
I do work today, praise Gods!
This morning b-4 work or arbeit, I started reading Morning Is A Long Time Coming, Sequel to Summer of My German Soldier, which I read in High School, always desiring to see how the story continued. Will our heroine be reunited with her long-lost German soldier? She's a high school Graduate now.
Before starting to read Morning Is A Long Time Coming, I watched Season 1, Episode 1 of the Tubi Original Series War of the Worlds: Annihlation, which was very good, and before that watched the conclusion of Exodus: Gods and Kings.
To my chagrin, the Israelites simply crossed the Reed Sea at low tide, then a huge supernatural Tidal Wave swept away the whole Egyptian Army! If God can do that, why can't he congeal the water and part the Sea? What cognitive dissonance must have been required of the Atheistic director to cook that one up!
There is quite a bit more pages left of this brown Diary. I do hope that this Diary XL is my most interesting Diary to the Constant Readers yet. I want to educate them, enlighten them, and open up their hearts, minds, hearts, eyes and souls to endless possibilities of wonders undreamt of in this world's current philosophies.
Our world's philosophies, ideas, sciences, maths and Musicks must continue to progress as our mental and wordial progression continues to increase as the years of the Great Millennium roll on and on, we must, as Humanity, go on and on and on, continuing ever to progress. We have NOT NEARLY reached the apex of our potential technological or ideological possibilities. We are only scratching the surface.
We thought the earth was flat until it was proved round (but the ancients before the flatearthers already knew it to be a globe)
We thought Time travel into the past was impossible until Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V demonstrated it in his Diaries.
We thought we were alone in the Universe until Moses wrote of earths just like this one in the Bible.
We thought no one need observe something in order for it to consist as a whole thing until the double slit experiment.
We couldn't prove a multiverse or a Grand Ensemble until quantum entanglement experiments were done in space.
We didn't think perpetual motion to be possible until electromagnetism was discovered.
We didn't think Unicorns were real until footage was captured of one in Wales.
We didn't think King Arthur actually existed until we couldn't find his gravestone or Excalibur, meaning he is the Once and Future King and Excalibur Truly belongeth to the Lady of the Lake.
We didn't think the Force was real until the Kybalion was made public by the Masons and the Emerald Tablet of Hermes was translated and Betty Jean Eadie was told by Jesus that God needed to use both light and dark energy to create, and Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V demonstrated Force Push by pushing a piece of garbage into the McDonald's trash can in Oak Grove, Missouri and theorized about the Light side being Faith and the Dark Side being Doubt, and proved it by the ancient words Fa and To, the ancient name for the Fairies in Norse Mythology, and what Shane Jones the Prophet revealed in Brent's Diary about the Ki, and its Light and Dark Side, and theorizing about how Jesus walked on water, how an axhead swam, how Moriancumer moved Mount Zerin, and how Elisha plowed with multiple oxen at once before Elijah called him, as well as Fa and Do being musical notes, and how in Star Wars it is said that all things are composed of the Force, including God, revealing that everything is energy in one form or another, as well as the many revelations about Faith in Lectures on Faith and Joseph Smith Jr's Revelation that all spirit is matter in LDS DC 130, and the Law of Conservation of Energy, that Energy nor matter can be created nor destroyed, only changed from one form to another, and the Doctrine and Covenants, again a third instance of these Revelations, teaching the elements are eternal, and that man was in the beginning with God and that Intelligence cannot be created or destroyed, reinforced in the Sermons of Joseph Smith with his wedding ring illustration.
We would not know that all matter was composed of mostly empty space if not for the electron microscope.
We would not wash our hands if not for germ theory, which got Pasqual persecuted and thrown into a mental hospital for even suggesting that doctors should wash their hands before operating.
In the vast fields of human knowledge, just how much is unknown; yet to be discovered as we find the secrets of God!
That Universe--how much unknown, that Ocean Unexplored! The Lord hath yet more Light and Truth to break forth from His Word!
"From Darkness our forefathers came the first steps of the way"
(though in ages before the Dark Age, the Ages our forefathers lived in were even more enlightened than us in our present day, with aeroplanes, vimanas, or flugelrads, taking trips to Mercury, Pluto, Virtual Reality television (Crystal Skulls) (Which was often very violent), Coruscant-like monumental City Structures and communication devices far more advanced than cell phones.)
John Robinson, the author of those immortal words in his goodbye sermon to those who would be 'of Plymouth Plantation', 'The Lord Hath yet more Light and Truth to Break forth from His Word', sent the pioneers of America off to a land of freedom, a 'City set on a Hill'. They dreamed of Zion.
'Thine Alabaster Cities gleam'
This was not a vision of things as they were at the present..no, but a vision of the Great Millennial!
1:05:47 PM Increase in learning, and in wisdom.
1:09 PM
10 things to know about the Churches of Christ in America.
1. The Churches of Christ arose from the Restoration Movement (not to be confused with the Restorationist movement founded by Joseph Smith, Jr.) The American Restoration Movement, started by Stone and Campbell, of the 19'th Century, began with the merging of various independent contingents to return to "apostolic Christianity" (or their misguided conception of the same). Two were of critical significance to the advancement of the improvement. The first, driven by Barton W. Stone, started at Cane Ridge, Kentucky and named themselves (NOT, as is apparent, called by Revelation of God, but by themselves, notice) (No man taketh this honour unto himself, but he that is called, as was Aaron- the Bible.) solely as "Christians". (In other words, they, as the Baptists do, consider only themselves True Christians. (or at least, to my knowledge, according to a schoolmate named Amanda, the Baptists consider themselves, perhaps not as the only True Christians, but as the only True church on earth (I have got to ask a Southern Baptist if he considers a Pentecostal Baptist, or Free Will Baptist as being of the same "True church" as a Southern Baptist, but I know, according to Mark Berberich of Trinity Baptist in Flint, Michigan, an Independent Baptist church, that Baptists do not consider themselves Protestants (09/01/2022 Someone else who claims to know about it unless he or she too was a Baptist, told me that some Baptists DO consider themselves Protestants.-BLSKV) and in the beginning of their movement, according to 'A Question In Baptist History' by William Whitsitt, Baptism as an ordinance used to be a major thing to Baptists and when it was introduced to Christendom was revolutionary in its time (people were afraid they would drown, and there were a few who did drown. Baptism as an ordinance was majorly questioned when the practice began in the early Baptist church.). The second started in Western Pennsylvania and was headed by Thomas Campbell and his son, Alexander Campbell (whom, Alexander in particular, was once offered the Olive Branch of the Pure Truth of True Mormonism but rejected it). They adopted the name "Disciples of Christ". Both groups tried to restore the whole Christian Church (impossible without revelation from heaven) on the doctrine set forth in the New Testament, and both thought that creeds held Christianity divided. (So both the American Restoration Movement and the Restorationist Movement that it coincided with decried creeds (Jesus Christ told Joseph Smith, Jr. in the Grove that their creeds (of most of Christendom) were an abomination.) Despite their variations, the two movements agreed on numorous decisive concerns.
Both saw restoring the early Church as a path to Christian freedom (but only Latter Day Saintism actually accomplished it), and both believed that solidarity among Christians could be accomplished by using apostolic Christianity as a basis (but only Early Mormonism and the RLDS and the Restructured Church and other valid Restorationist sects actually carried it out in True Form and Structure and Function, Authoritee from Heaven in the Proper Order, led by revelation from heaven.). The dedication of both factions to reviving the early church (what they could only pretend to do) and to unifying Christians (who were the bastard daughters of the Latin Rite Catholic Church and not the pure children of God) (Not actually True Christians at all but Believers in, not on Jesus Christ only) was enough to inspire a union among many in the two movements. However, early in the 20'th Century, the Restoration Movement (not the Restorationist Movement or 1984's Restoration Branch Movement) broke apart into different groups, primarily the "Church of Christ," "Christian Church" (of which my mother, Edith Dyer, was a Member) and 'Disciples of Christ".
Other notes: *They do not use music in their services, thinking this was how it was done in the Ancient 1'st Century Church.
*They see themselves as not a new 19'th Century denomination, but as a restoration or continuation of the Ancient 1'st Century Church, as the Latter Day Saints actually are
*They believe in adhering solely to the Bible.
*They are autonomous congregations. There is no primary Headquarters of the church, and no organization superior to the elders of each local congregation.
*Some congregations cooperate with each other in good works, and in preaching the gospel in new domains.
*There are over 15,000 individual churches of Christ.
*They publish the "Christian Herald".
*Churches of Christ are governed by a plurality of elders.
*Singing is employed, but it is all A Cappella.
*Beliefs:
-A process of salvation.
-Baptism by immersion only.
-The Churches of Christ have a distinctive plea for spiritual unity based upon the Bible.
-They believe that the Bible is the only plausible commonality upon which Christians can unite.
-The church holds the belief that God still speaks to His followers today.
*Most Members of the Churches of Christ live outside the United States..
Martin Luther's Translation of the Bible into German placed the Deuterocanonical Books of the Apocrypha, in the Appendix. Some Geneva Bibles dating around around 1599 (The Luther Bible came out around 1517 AD, when he nailed his 95 Thesis on the Church Doors in Wittenburg on October 31'st or that year) were the first to completely exclude the apocryphal books. From there, the exclusion of the Apocrypha (meaning "things that are hidden")
(Josephus wrote 200 years after the publication of the Original Septuagint, which included most of the Apocryphal works, might have been colored by the higher criticism of his day. Josephus's words were not Scripture, and contain his opinions in many places (he even got some facts wrong). (The Latin Rite (Roman) Catholic Church arose from local Synodinal councils! A Synod is a Council of Bishops, or
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Elders with the office of Bishop.
Bishops are in charge of temporal matters of the Church and are spiritual shepherds. The word 'Pope's originally came from Papa, as a Bishop was a father of the Church.
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There used to be a Bishop over every District or Holy See of the Church, but eventually through the workings of the Adversary, satan, the Bishop of Rome got Supreme Papal Authority (similar but not equal to Supreme Directational Control, but much worse) of the Whole Church, which was an innovation
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and abuse of the Holy Priesthood (The main parts of the Old Testament are The Law (Genesis-Deuteronomy), The Prophets (Joshua-Malachi) (excluding I&II Chronicles and Lamentations) and The Writings (Psalms-Nehemiah, including I&II Chronicles + Lamentations.), became the eventual norm. Thus today, usually, only Bibles used by the Roman Catholic and Greek Orthodox churches maintain the apocryphal books, with some exceptions.
When Martin Luther put the Apocrypha in the back of the Bible, after the New Testament, he wrote a disclaimer that "while the books were helpful and of value (as if he actually really believed that, after all he doubted James because it conflicted with his beliefs), they were not inspired, not canon, not Scripture and not authoritive as if people couldn't easily know that for themselves if they had any degree of discernment if that were really the case, as Martin Luther trusted the people he knew had developed if they were discerning enough to have left the Roman Catholic Church. Just as before, in the late 2010's AD, when the Restoration Branch Movement had the opportunity to make an improved Three-In-One Scriptures, they
1) Did not include the Lectures of Faith as the forepart and 'Doctrine' of the Doctrine and Covenants, repeating the mistakes of the past, and
2) put 'certain sections' in an Appendix, writing a disclaimer that they were 'just historical', when they were the very "hidden things" and the most important Sections of the Book!,
Giving us the exact same old Three-In-One we already had because of SHEER LAZINESS AND INABILITY TO AGREE on the meatier doctrine of the Restoration! To what? Save on ink? Save on expense? How much ink and money did they waste printing those awful "disclaimers" as if we as Latter Day Saints with MUCH GREATER discernment than Lutherans, needed to be told what Sections of the Doctrine and Covenants to believe in and what books not to believe in! Pathetic! Evil, even!
5:21:57 PM I've been walking around Oak Grove and the neighborhood all day. A man at El Maguey boght me beans and rice, a Baptist who goes to Calvary Baptist in Blue Springs, a Southern Baptist church.
I am at Rick's, waiting to hear back from Ernie Jones my co-worker. I left him a message and Rick's number to call me back using Rick's phone.
I've borrowed three people's phones today, Rick's being the third, and taught Rick how to send text messages
on his flip-phone.
6:22 PM @ home. I called Pastor Pete on Rick's phone and told him the cost of the Covenant Eyes App package and porn-detox resources.
Now I will read 'Morning Is A Long Time Coming' in one ChromeBook window and watch the Star Wars OG in another window on a split computer screen, starting now, at 6:26 PM, until Ernie Jones comes over, if he does.
8:20 PM CDT Making dinner now; Star Wars IV: A New Hope is paused. I'm well on my way through the first parts of 'Morning Is A Long Time Coming'.
This is the Very Best Version of Star Wars Episode IV: A New Hope I have ever seen!
Han shot first.
They put the Wolfman back in.
They used SC 38 reimagined.
They kept the Special Edition GL edits.
I like this version of SW IV: ANH better than Star Wars Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back! (But NOT better than The Rise of Skywalker or The Last Jedi, but much better than The Force Awakens, which I like better than Revenge of the Sith, but not better than Return of the Jedi.
The Phantom Menace, though I love it, is still at the bottom of my list. Attack of the Clones is just above
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TPM on the list.
9:33 PM I messed up on Tubi.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Sept 6, 2022 4:27:34 GMT -6
04/12-
TUESDAY
A LITTLE AFTER 11 AM Colt is no longer staying in a tent with his friends. He is staying in a sleeping bag at night wherever he chooses to lay. When it rains or snows he seeks shelter somewhere. He still seeks a job at Wendy's.
1:03 PM Pastor Pete took me to get food help at the Community Services League for food help. Now I'm much more stocked up on food and soap. Lots of soap.
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Today I started the book 'Morning Is A Long Time Coming'.
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At first as I began to read this book I wasn't sure whether this was the sequel to the book I read in high school, Summer of My German Soldier, or not, but was not disappointed when I put my doubts aside and got a little further into the book.
I think its narrator, Patty Bergen, is stuck up, conceited, rude and arrogant, and selfish; however how can you expect anything less from a girl who does not know Jesus Christ as her Savior, who is without God in the world, who, as a Jewess, was taught by her tradition, not to believe in Jesus as the Messiah.
I would not recommend this book to anyone who has not first read Summer of My German Soldier, but would definitely recommend it to anyone who has.
Another thing I notice about Patty, to look at the good side, is that she is a strong woman. She is very opinionated and doesn't care all too much how she looks, though she cares a great deal what others think of her. Also, she lacks self-confidence, not thinking very highly of herself and her own abilities, but has journalism aspirations. She doesn't think of herself as worthy of being loved, not even by her grandparents.
Due to the decrease in my work pay, my SSI is being increased from $634.24-$841.00 beginning in May! I am very thankful to the Lord because of this.
I am very close to getting my genie in Hero Wars, and have 1 day and 6 hours left to do so. I have certainly earned her.
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"Because all the time I was hiding Anton (a Jewess hiding a German Soldier during WWII) in those abandoned rooms above our garage, I knew I might get into trouble, but I also knew that it wasn't wrong. Nothing that God would consider wrong!"
Takeaway: Sometimes God would never consider wrong something that you might get into trouble for, such as all those days I put up Colt in my apartment to keep him safe and warm and off the streets, though both my landlord and Joy chided me for it, God did not. Now I pray Colt gets himself off the streets of Kansas City, or someone helps him out, and does for him what I did for him, for sleeping in a sleeping bag on the streets of a big city like Kansas City MO/KS is no way to live at all. He may get hot showers, Cable TV and food and an opportunity to be gainfully employed, but he needs a place to live and be reasonably comfortable, and to hide and be safe when the Zombie Apocalypse starts. Amen.
I'm watching, or starting to watch, the Star Wars Holiday Special, which I absolutely love. I hope Ernie comes over today, but I need to be patient.
"Put your pen to paper, or your fingertips to the keyboard, and you will likely find something to write about, for your heart and mind easily flow from out the tip of a pen nub or through the electronic synapse connections that goes from a computer key all the way to a computer monitor."- Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V, on 6:21:43 PM CDT (and at 6:28:57 CDT) on a very sunny and warm Spring Day in April, possibly just before all hell breaks loose in my life, and as he wrote the quote it was daylight and bright, and he was in his bedroom lying on his bed.
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I played Hero Wars, listened to Holy Spirit music, watched Star Wars YouTube videos about Jedi and Clones and love, attachment and possession, and typed and posted links to Star Wars Episodes 17 and 18, and posted links to the rest of my Star Wars Scripts on my two discord servers.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Sept 6, 2022 9:10:35 GMT -6
04.13--
WEDNESDAY
3:15 AM I found a way to view hardcore porn on the Chromebook, and now I regret it.
Garazeb Orrellios is one of my favorite characters in Star Wars Rebels. Chopper is my Second favorite, besides Ahsoka, who is my most favorite.
I think I'll watch Sheiv The Wise play Jedi: Fallen Order for a while. I built up the Rebels Channel in A Free Exchange of Ideas for a bit.
"A goal is only as good as those who accomplish them" -The Clone Wars.
9:43 PM CDT My goal was to get Amira, the Jinn of All Deserts, and this morning, I finally got her! Praise Gods! And the Genie event still doesn't end for eleven hours!
10:08 AM CDT For the first time in Hero Wars, in the Arena, with the Ginn, I defeated an enemy over a thousand points stronger than my team power! My ranking in the Arena went up from 3122 to 3057!!!
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At 10:56 AM I gave the ChromeBook a rest because the machine was rebelling and needed a rest, so I turned it off, hoping it hadn't picked up any viruses.
At 10:58 AM I turned it back on.
All I was planning on doing today was getting my Genie and going to Church at 7:00 PM tonight, but God wants me to go to Pastor Pete's church tonight, so I will.
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I ate a can of refried beans, am drinking a can of good zero calorie Cola and ate pretzels.
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Pastor Pete wrote, at the back of his book he gave me:
Ps 90:12-17
12 Teach us to number our days aright, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.
13 Relent, O LORD! How long will it be? Have compassion on your servants
14 Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love, that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days.
15 Make us glad, for as many days as you have aff(l)icted us, for as many years as we have seen trouble.
16 May your deeds be shown to your servants your splendor to their children.
17 May the favor ('favor' triple-underlined) of the Lord our God rest upon us; establish the work of our hands.
To continue my records,
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this book is almost full.
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.1:39 PM CDT Eating pretzels. Done with cola.
Had orange juice.
I'm finally watching The Empire Strikes Back. Ciou!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Sept 6, 2022 9:55:08 GMT -6
12.30-
THURSDAY
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I'll watch 'The Empire Strikes Back' now as I type more of Star Wars Episode XVII: Edge of Victory.
....5:00 PM I'm here early at Pastor Pete's church. I walked counter-clockwise around the block to get here. I taught Jo's sister a little bit about piano keys, sharps, flats and chords, and encouraged her to have someone teach her how to play the piano.
The Empire Strikes Back is paused at home on the scene just before Han and Leia go to Cloud City on Bespin.
I told Troy and Paul Jo's brother about Colt's situation in Kansas City.
6:03 PM Pastor Pete taught me a little about how to properly use a sound board as part of my music education.
He said that I'm his record on dealing with someone who has a porn problem; at least that has told him about it.
I told him that if I'm good on the ChromeBook for 3 days, that I can have my phone and laptop back. I do need them back, before, or at least need to use them when I have to report my paychecks to Joy on Friday.
I told Pastor Pete that according to John 13 Jesus shared communion with those who were close to him and you had to be his True Disciple to partake.
"What are we, heathens, then?" Pastor Pete asked.
"Your part of the Body. Your communion is for you. My communion is for me." I replied.
Pastor Pete said if anyone puts any Doctrine or Covenant ahead of the Bible, they were wrong, and that their Communion was for all who come.
We ended the conversation there. We didn't argue. We just talked.
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I sent Troy a link to my Mara/Luke4Ever Website.
He tried looking at Star Wars Episode 12 but it told him that he had to be logged in or to register in order to view it. That puzzles me to no end. Is that the reason no one signs up or posts, because they can't see anything I write?
When I go home I had better make sure that on my Admin panel I have 'Everyone' selected on who can both view and access my Movies and Shows board.
The difference between a seder meal and Communion is Communion is an abbreviation and a seder is a full meal (also seder is open to all Christendom and Jewry while Communion in the restoration is only for Restorationists - BLSKV) - Pastor Pete to Rick.
His sermon today is on the Feast Days of the Lord- God's Calendar.
He says most churches don't think about God's calendar-
God's calendar.
We miss out so much when we don't keep up with what God has done- Pete.
God wants us to study these things- Pete.
Leviticus 23 (Message was to Israel....)
: holy convocations...My feasts..Shabbat...holy rest...holy convocations which you shall proclaim at their appointed time.
In Jewish homes, and in the homes of Messianics-some Christians, these feasts will be observed. Some will know the True Meaning of it. Some won't.
They celebrate the meal and tell the story.
(All their lives) they hear the story over and over and over again every year at the same time...year after year after year after year they would remember these particular days.
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These days here.. he called it a holy convocation a rehearsal.. every year they were rehearsed.
Around AD 33 something they had been rehearsing came to pass. The death, burial and resurrection of Jesus Christ. You move later 50 days from that the Holy (Ghost) came (in power)
They (these) are shadows. Shadows of things to come -Paul.
Friday night they will thank Jesus for dying on the Cross for them, think about Him, Celebrate Him (and take their Communion).
(Think about) going seven days without Leaven.
Are you going to be a second-rate Christian if you don't do that? No. But will you miss out on a Blessing? Yes.
If you don't remember Jesus on Passover night, does that mean you're not a Christian (believer)? No. By being conscious of these feasts- by being mindful of them.
..When we think about what Jesus has done for us...
God is so cool to put this in the Bible, to tell the same story over and over again, providing us with opportunities to pass on the Faith (for) they tell the story of Salvation.
.....If you and I were at our table, like Moses, with his family, like Jesus with His family, telling that wonderful story, how that bread (and that wine) (and that Lamb) was for our cleansing and sanctification.
We think about the Feast of Atonement and the coming Judgment and then the Feast of Tabernacles when Jesus is coming to establish His Kingdom.
...This is a time when he drew families together, and he also drew families to Jerusalem.
Getting together with Believers is a (wonderful thing).
Pity the lonely.
The cool thing about these Feasts is that they are Prophetic in nature and not all of these have been fulfilled.
In Leviticus, in that one Book, in the outline of all history, right there in that one chapter, (those Prophetic Feasts).
Do you not realize.. that During the Millennium, Jesus the King will be observing the Feast of Tabernacles?
We can't say that the Law is done away with, for it's not all fulfilled. (The handwriting of ordinances which were against us- the law of ordinances- no longer applies, is nailed to the Cross- I disagree with Pastor Pete, said the Moral Law will never be done away- the Hebraism meaning of the word "until" meaning 'perpetually')
....Think about what (we can learn from (studying the Feast Days).
(Fasts can make you conscious of being on them for we have broken our routine) and make you more conscious of, of what God has done for us. If a leaven (fast) can help us be mindful of God, (it can't hurt)
Nisan is Abib
Nisan is Babylonian.
Abib is Hebrew.
BIBLICAL HOLIDAYS:
SPRING HOLIDAYS
(FULFILLED)
PASSOVER: JESUS' DEATH.
UNLEAVENED BREAD: BURIAL
FIRST FRUITS: RESURRECTION
-50 DAYS-
(THEN)
PENTECOST - HOLY (GHOST) (CAME IN POWER TO THE CHURCH)
FALL HOLIDAYS:
(UNFULFILLED)
TRUMPETS: (SECOND COMING)
DAY OF ATONEMENT:
(JUDGMENT) (BEMA)
TABERNACLES: (COMING KINGDOM)
THE JEWS ALSO CELEBRATE SABBATH, NEW MOONS, THE TWO DAYS OF PURIM AND THE FEAST OF DEDICATION, OR CHANNUKAH.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Sept 20, 2022 13:05:42 GMT -6
04.14--
THURSDAY
12:22 PM CDT
Return of the Jedi is just about over. I'ma bout to watch The Return of Revan Episode II and type more of DIARY 40- PART I.
12: 52 PM I have one day and one night clean.
Tonight at sundown beginneth God's leaven fast until April 23'rd at sundown.
I have The Force Awakens on, and watching it until I get roughly to the part where Haley and I left off last time.
1:31 PM CDT I'm still waiting for Haley to show up for our appointment.
3:37 PM Haley never came. I ate a hamburger patty for supper. On Hero Wars I activated the save point for Dungeon Level 50.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2022 0:58:27 GMT -6
04-16--
SABBATH-SATURDAY
12:50 AM "That's an awful lie! It must be true."-Return of Revan Episode II.
Sometimes, it can be a delusion.
I missed work yesterday. I shant today.
7:54 AM I messed up last night. A big heavy devil sat on my chest over my blanket and tried grabbing my feet early this morning and promised to haunt my dreams and I dreampt about a demon pursuing me in my room and in my bathroom.
The other night I dreampt that Apostle and Brother Joseph Smith, Jr. assured me that I'd get over my porn problem.
I work Friday and Saturday from 9-11 AM next week.
8:20 AM CDT
I miss Maggie. I would move heaven and earth to bring her closer to me from wherever she is. I believe she lives in a house in Bates City, but as the song goes, she's so close, yet so far away. I love her so much. Maybe if I give up my porn addiction she will suddenly come back into my life.
One can only hope.
I don't see any end to my addiction unless Pastor Pete chooses to buy Covenant Eyes for me.
I should only have eyes for Maggie.
I love Maggie.
I can't explain why.
8:29 AM Mom and I used to play Monopoly Junior together. Grandma Marge and I used to play Star Wars Monopoly and Simpsons Monopoly.
Randy asked me how I'm doing. I didn't answer at first. Then I sighed and said, "ok".
Ok, just ok, without my friend Colt; with my friend Colt fending for himself on the streets of Kansas City.
Just ok with still no one posting on my website, even when they promise to.
Just ok with friends abandoning me, saying they'll spend time with me then forgetting about me altogether.
And no Maggie is sight.
Yeah, I'm just ok.
I'm thankful I have a job, an apartment, food and clothes, but there's just no joy. Just no joy. I feel terrible.
I feel like I'm showing hatred for God by refusing to give up my porn addiction, but I could never hate Him, because He's a Good God, and He's done so much for me. But I grieve the Spirit and slap God in His face and spit in it, every time I look at porn and self-pleasure, and I worship satan, and myself and my parts. Where is the love of God in that? I drag the name of Jesus in the dirt and I glorify and bring great pleasure to satan. It's so awful!
My life is a shambles.
I make next to no money at my job. I practically live off of the government.
Heaven would be so much better than this miserable existence. I don't wish this kind of misery that is my life on my worst enemy. I don't want any one else to be as miserable as I am.
11:40 AM Work was fun. Although I had adverse circumstances (described this morning before work.) I had a song in my heart. Although I really didn't want to be joyful, I was.
After venting my frustrations to my friend Dayton after work, telling him my plans, he decided to give me a ride up to the library to take back my Chromebook and check out 'On The Edge of The Divine' by Sandi Patty. Then he dropped me off back home, and went back to work. He was on his half hour meal break.
Later I need to go to Rick's house to use his phone to call Pastor Pete so he can give me my laptop and phone back so I can report my wages to Joy.
Actually, I don't think I have to 'till closer to the end of the month, two weeks from today. I will just have to live without electronics for the time being. Let that be a lesson to me. I'll have more time for God this way.
How do you keep an elephant from charging? Take away his credit card. How do you keep a Brent from looking at porn? Take away his electronics.
12:22 PM CDT I called Pastor Pete on a neighbor's phone and told him I had taken back my Chromebook to the library to the library and now had no electronics but in about two weeks I needed my laptop and phone again to report my wages to Joy my current Payee, then I'd give my laptop and phone back to Pete if he couldn't trust me with them, or I thought I couldn't trust myself with them yet.
Pastor Pete has both my phone and its charger.
1:29 PM Heading back to the library.
2:29 PM @library. I walked here. I got situated on the computer by opening up Revan Episode II and my 40'th Diary to type it, and my 40'th Diary also to write in it (hardcopy.).
3:06 PM The Return of Revan Episode II is over. Star Wars Episode VIII: The Last Jedi is beginning (The Insert Coin Fanedit).
3: 12 PM I had to switch computers. I was sitting next to a young woman named 'Land', or 'Earth', or was it 'Crown'? I'm not sure if she was in her early 20's or a Teenager.
7:06 PM @home. Along the way home from the library I had two distinct fantasies about Maggie, one brief, one much longer.
I bought a beef stick at Casey's for 2.10, and am about to eat a potato with Mayonnaise on it, to go with it. All acidic, so I will eat a lot of alkaline pistachios to temper it. I also have WalNuts,. but may eat some of those later.
I liked The Return of Revan Episode I better than the Return of Revan Episode II: Not only was there more action, the plot was a lot easier to follow. The things I like more about Episode II than Episode I is Archon's redemption and a power-hungry female Droid (like the Droid leader of the Exchange before (or after?) her) and the fact that unlike Episode II, Episode I ended with a ton of anticlimactic scenes that could have been simplified way more.
I enjoyed watching The Last Jedi and typing Diary 40- Part I today. I also watched Truther videos on B i t c hute. Now I will enjoy my hot potato with Mayonnaise after I account for my 2.10 beef stick in my accounting book.
On Second thought, I'll eat Pistachio's some other time and have a big alkaline can of green beans instead, after my potato.
7:31 PM CDT I'm having a can of mixed fruit after I had the green beans, which is heavy alkaline.
10:43 PM @ Rick's, on his front porch, waiting for him to come home.
I messed up at home, writing a dirty story and drawing a dirty picture and getting off on it. There is no excuse for such lewd behavior! None!
I came here to visit with Rick but he is not here yet. I surmise that he is probably at his friend Paul's and Jo's' sister's:
The day had been perfect had I not messed it up at the end of it with my lewdness, O Father! Although I made things right between us, 'twould be better had I not done what I did!
It's too late to call Pastor Pete tonight.
I'm supposed to be spending my time reading and communing with God!
Having no electronics has not helped mestop looking at porn, it just made me evil enough to create my own.
I need a porn detox.
Under a delusion, I was afraid, I sang some verses of Broken Hallelulia, Redeemer of Israel and Rise Up O Saints of God, prayed that they would spare my life (I thought wrongly we were being invaded by enemy Sino-Russian soldiers) and gave myself a eulogy and epitaph.
'I did my best, but it wasn't much, be that as it may' was The bottom line. But I walked away, singing Broken Hallelulia, then more than halfway down Rick's street, I ran! - all the way home,. and locked my doors, sheltering in place. I had thought I sensed that things were nearing the end and falsely sensed that something big was about to happen, having fantasized about this and now demons were making it manifest through my fear and paranoia.
The truth:
There is a global currency reset going on rn as they are trying to use bitcoin and blockchain to break the global bank and 'go green' eliminating the 'carbon footprint' by abolishing cash. This is in the process of happening rn as we speak with Trump trying to establish the New American Republic. Meanwhile Q (The Beast's image, Tyler) continues to spread misinformation about the powers that be being summarily executed and replaced by Clones and Deep Fakes (among these so-called executions have been the Antichrist Obama, who can only be destroyed by Jesus Christ and the Queen of England, Elizabeth II (who by the time of my typing this is dead anyway.) .). Trump continues to Trust (or appear to trust? ? ?) Qanon.
11:51 PM Making Macaroni & cheese- style noodles and mayonnaise for supper. I'm hungry.
I need to start reading my books. Not just talk about doing it.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 12, 2022 17:43:27 GMT -6
04/17--
LORD'S DAY-RESURRECTION SUNDAY
4:27 PM I just now got up. I dreampt just now that I was playing Wolfenstein 3-D and I was facing an SS Guard (blue) that was a significant distance away from me. I was at 30% health. When I hit the 'fire' button nothing happened and the SS Guard fired at me and killed me.
(11/12/2022 (without reading my interpretation, interpreting today: I am not arming myself with the Word. My sin is killing me.
My then interpretation: The porn is the SS Guard and I'm not using my weapons so the porn is killing me.-BLSKV)
Wisdom of Sirach 8
I haven't eaten all day today, and I read Wisdom of Sirach yesterday, not today.
9:00 PM
Father, I love You!
Help me to always stay in touch with You. Always put You first in everything I do.
Gordon suggested I write poetry more in my Diary, or rather asked me if my Diary was for Poetry when he asked me what I had there when I told him it was my Diary that I had brought to Church this evening.
The Memoirs of President Joseph Smith III, i, Dedication, p. 1, paragraphs 1, 2, 3 & 4.
The Edge of The Divine, pp. 3-7.
Wisdom of Solomon 5
Rick drove me to Church tonight. Mark Strychacz drove me home, dropping me off at Casey's where I got an X-Tra Large Dr. Pepper, which at this time, after 9 PM, I have not yet finished. I took a partial shower after evening Church, then a nap until 9 PM.
At Church, Paul Ludy taught a Class on the Resurrection, which continues next Sunday.
This morning and last night I was under the delusion that we were being invaded by the Chinese and I was afraid for my life and sheltered in place, staying in bed this morning rather than going to Church or church.
I still have about 1/5 of my Dr. Pepper left.
I've done a little reading today, finally. It's about time!
I was 100% clean today, though I had some fantasies about Ahsoka Tano in her 20's and Maggie (Tano (I know, it's stupid, something about a fiction-to-reality converter device) in case Maggie was either taken or didn't want me) and Maggie sending me special electronic devices in every or nearly every fantasy today.)
(In the case of Luthen Rael in Star Wars, he may think he's damned for what he does but I think he can be redeemed. You can think you're damned, but not be.- 11/12/2022 AD-BLSKV)
I had one dream or two about Maggie, and at least that first dream was very pleasant.
I have a plan to read a whole bunch of books today that I listed, but I may just walk back up to Rick's and visit with him instead of spending the night reading. That way, I get to Watch TV, drink a little bit of chocolate milk and minister to Rick; talk to him about Church tonight.
The Sealed Portion
Part First: Mauricio: The Sealed Book of Mormon.
Words of Moroni
Sealed Moses, Part 1
Acts of the Three Nephites
Part Second: Unknown Prophet: The Book Sealed of Mormon.
The Prophecies of Samuel
1/3 of the Revelations of John
Part Third: Read to us in the Zion Temple by the Prophet Jesus Christ and from the rooftops read by the power of Christ:
Sealed Moses, Part 2
The Remaining 2/3 of the Revelations of John
The Book of Morian-cumr
Source: Words of Moroni 1:27-28, 36-37, 41
Words of Moroni 1: 29-32
Yesterday, or the day before yesterday, I worked a little on Star Wars Episode 11: Thrawn Strikes!
That's it! I'm going to Rick's. Maybe I'll find inspiration for some poetry. It's not too late- he stays up late, and I could use some TV and company to break the monotony of life.
Ciou 4 now.
10 : 03 PM Here I sit again on Rick's front porch, waiting for him to get home. Last night I heard sounds, sensed a presence, and mistakenly concluded that we were being full-on invaded by the Chinese! I fled for my life after saying 'Rise Up O Saints of God' and the first, second and fourth stanza of 'Redeemer of Israel', singing 'Broken Hallelulia' as I walked away, then ran all the way home when I got three-quarters of the way down Rick's road walking home.
I hear those same sounds now, but do not have delusions about them.
I am now done with my Dr. Pepper.
On the way up here, I saw an angel. I took off my hat and said, "Mr Angel, Sir, will I marry Maggie or is she already married to me?" The angel said "Wait". So I will wait.
"We are what they grow beyond. That is the burden of all Masters"- Yoda in The Last Jedi.
Shane has grown way beyond me. I started him on a path that is now self-sustaining, now that I've taught him how to try the spirits.
I cast the demon spirits that were in me, out.
I can live without porn.
Brother Joseph Smith, Jr. told me in my sleep that self-pleasuring is a sin.
Trees in the Summer, leafing so green.
All can't compare to Love Supreme.
All of the Ocean and all of the Seas.
All can't compare to Love Supreme.
All of the rolling green hills men have trod
All can't compare to the Love of God.
Love so amazing; Love so pure
Excelleth all things this earth can procure.
All of the Stars in all of the Skies
Can't hold a candle to Love's Sacrifice!
The Love of God, Triumphant and Grand
Supremely enfolds all the Men of this Land.
All of Creation and all visible things
All bow to the Love that in our Heart rings.
10:48 PM The other night in my bedroom I asked God to make visible some things that were invisible. Among the things I saw was a rainbow right there in my room.!
11:01 PM I left Rick's porch again. I perceived it to be way too quiet, though I could hear insects, and I was being surrounded by demons. Plus I had to go to the bathroom. Maybe I'll try going to Rick's house later tonight.
11:17 PM Having a 'can of refried beans' but it's not my supper.
11:37 PM I had tuna, spaghetti sauce and macaroni and cheese-style noodles for supper.
The only alkaline thing that I had today was a can of pears earlier:, much earlier.
I'm going to bed. 'Night.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 18, 2022 18:59:50 GMT -6
04/18--
MONDAY
4:44 AM Funny how I neither spent last night at Rick's nor reading, but just went to bed.
Most of last night was devoted to spiritual warfare, some of it physical.
I think I will go with last night's reading plan this morning (but I did not).
A History of the Christian Church, Williston Walker, ix, Reviser's Preface, Period One, Chapter 1, pp. 3-4, 4, paragraph 1.
I can't find three of my books, but they'll turn up later.
I finally found my flash drive: It was in the back pocket of my backpack.
2:25 PM At library. I found my Music History book and all my Aristotle. I'm at the Library. A man gave me two Baby Ruth Bars, with no Senomyx or Yeast in them, and my hunger was satisfied. I typed from Diary 40, PART I, The Reagan Diaries, and 570 AD. The first thing I did on the Internet today was go on discord.
My time on the Internet was now kindly extended to 72 minutes!
3:11:35 PM CDT I just read the Book Phonics Pack 2 Book 10 01/0Y "Droids", from Scholastic Books by Quinlan B. Lee
I watched Part One of my Humorous Versions Box Set Series, testing it, and I realized that I made an unnecessary video accidentally when I redid it earlier, thinking erroneously that it needed to be redone.
(PAGE 413.)
3:36 PM I just finished the book In Jabba's Chains by Quinlan B. Lee from Scolastic Books, Phonics Pack 2, Book 3 CH-(beginning sound).
I've been playing Hero Wars.
4:03 PM They kindly extended my time to 69 minutes!
4:26 PM I finished the book 'Shoot The Death Star' by Quinlan B. Lee. (Phonics Pack 2 Book 1 (SH- beginning sound)
I need to call Joy and ask her if there's anything she needs, and call Pastor Pete and ask him for my phone so that I can stay in touch with Haley and reschedule our missed appointment, call Haley to reschedule and call Larry Green to see if I can get RLDS Church History Vols. 5-8 back. Leaving library now. I got to Level 47 in the Dungeon in Hero Wars.
@ home going out to Rick's. Third time . . . .
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 18, 2022 19:28:47 GMT -6
04/19--
TUESDAY
Today I got my phone back, and played Hero Wars on it for a bit, then turned my phone off to conserve battery, for I do not have my charger. Steve charged it for me. That was very nice of him.
I called Mark Stryhacz, and he will be picking me up for Church tomorrow at 6:40. Tomorrow I should be getting some spending money from Joy.
I took my trash out today. I'm having a breadless hamburger for supper. I'm taking my pills right now.
..I ate a can of green beans and a can of peaches. I'm taking a shower and going to bed. Goodnight.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 18, 2022 19:42:35 GMT -6
04/20--
WEDNESDAY
The day before yesterday, my next door neighbor, the female young woman who moved in not long ago, suddenly moved out.
5:13 PM I have 19.00---------------------------------------------------------
I went to Joy's, Dollar General, the local Library, the local Bookstore, and home. I bought my 41'st Diary, a Sketch Diary.
When I go in my house after Church, I need to figure today's expenses in my Budget Book, ask Steve to charge my phone again, and read Scriptures. If there's time, I can type some of my 40'th Diary Part I using my phone.
6:31 PM I have my laptop back.
I made a legalistic "plan of action" which didn't really pan out or help anything.
Going to Church.
9:53 PM I have $8.00. I am streaming. I went to Casey's, home, Rick's, then home.
I've been playing a lot of Hero Wars today.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 18, 2022 19:52:06 GMT -6
04/21-- THURSDAY  Although I messed up last night, the dream I had this morning more than made up for it, as I was let know (my name means God Bless You With Wine and Run and Run) by the JCRB that my streams (and my sister's streams) were appreciated and loved worldwide. God told me, 'What, you didn't think you were being noticed?' So I will maintain ownership of my machine and stream and stream. 10:42 AM I have $5.00. I went to the local Bookstore, then to Casey's, then home. I watched the movie 'Sonic The Hedgehog 2'. 3:28 PM CDT Colt may be able to go to his next court date! Pastor Pete found my charger! I think the LORD is dealing with my heart about giving up soda (he wants moderation). Pastor Pete prayed with me about my porn problem. Matt Rissman of Echo Base Network complimented me on putting a lot of time on all my Star Wars material, but he has not gotten to it. I told him how do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time. At China Buffet today, Joy taught me two secrets: The secret of not being contentious and the secret of getting over an addiction. 1.) Plant seeds, don't drive down stakes. 2.) Do the next right thing, and God will show you the next right thing to do. That's it. It's that simple. When you want to teach or tell someone something 1) Don't say it just to be contentious and 2) say it once and only speak further on it if someone asks you questions. Do that for everyone in the world. It's not going to be easy. But it will take me from being a pushy person everyone hates to being a person people can learn from. The moment it starts to be an argument, shut up. In the dream I had this morning, I was given a book of Revelations to people and the Churches of Christ. I saw visual representations of the first few Revelations, and was in the picture myself of one of them, experiencing it. When you do what you want to do instead of the next right one thing, you are more likely to get into trouble. The wakeup call was when Pastor Pete started to doubt that I was even saved! Drink water and add fruit juice to it.
You can put put frozen blueberries in water to flavor it.
Ok, now I'm all set. I was sitting out on my front porch. Time to go in. I am streaming.
Don't go after the mysteries of God until God makes us ready for them. If we put the cart before the horse, we might be getting into things we ought not to be getting into.
I told Joy I taught Shane how to try the spirits properly; that he is led by angels and now rejects the false ones.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 20, 2022 3:02:58 GMT -6
04/22--
FRIDAY
I wait patiently for a letter from Maggie.
Before work I watch part of The Return of Revan Episode III: Master of the the Throne. I pause the film. I go to work. God is good.
.....Watching Star Wars: Episode III Revenge of the Sith;
I watched The Chosen Season 2 finale about the Sermon on the Mount earlier, and I read Chapter 5 and the first part of Matthew Chapter 6 in the Inspired Version of the Bible, then listened to the song 'Let the Devil Know Not Today', on Life 88.5, then turned the radio off.
God revealed to me in Meditation that a lot of MMORPG's, especially the ones based upon Dungeons & Dragons, are mind-cloning, mind erasers that leave you as a vegetable after playing them for years, so I deleted them from my phone and laptop. He told me Star Wars: The Old Republic was good.
I notice I have developed trust issues because of my experiences with abusive men; namely, Maek Sohlden, Steve Bock and Eddie Amor, and have misgivings about whether I should trust Ernest Jones.
Am I inviting abuse by trusting him? Or am I silly to worry? He never seemed to me at work like a man who is abusive. He works an honest living, Master Mechanic, wife, Gospel Blue Grass Band, and seems good-natured and responsible.
I am reminded how that Anakin implicitly trusting Palpatine was Anakin's downfall. Palpatine never showed Anakin his true colors until Anakin was completely at his mercy.
I really need to prove this man, to know if he is a trustworthy person.
Colt and Rick have never betrayed my confidence or my trust. Neither has Shane, but Shane was so pliable at first. The onus was on me not to betray Shane's trust or confidence in that situation, not the other way around. Now Shane I feel is on the correct path again.
..If I can show God and Pastor Pete and Joy that I can 'sing the night into the morning' and 'tell the devil not today' every single night, a hundred times a night if I have to, then I can win and God will get the Glory!
Praise God! Cold showers wouldn't hurt, either, if I can force myself to put my devices away for the night and take them instead of giving into the flesh.
I eat less now.
*One thing at a time.
My dishes still aren't done, but I did a lot of them yesterday, and I cleaned up my house to a great degree yesterday also.
The 'so love has blinded you' scene is on.
I'm pausing the movie here and I'm going to watch more of The Return of Revan Episode III.
There are two empresses- Vaylin, daughter of Valkorian, the former Emperor before Archonn, and sister of Archonn, and the Empress of The Sith Empire, Alina. Both Revan and Valkorian have both dark and light in them, doing good and bad things, thinking right and wrong thoughts and saying good and bad things. Vaylin is clearly evil. Archonn is conflicted, and I believe there will be a redemption arc for him.
I ran into Mark Griffin at the store. I was complaining about the high price of a Baby Ruth bar to a woman when a man said 'give me that candy-bar; I'll pay for it for you' and then I noticed that it was Mark Griffin from the Oak Grove RLDS Church. He gave me a ride home.
I started watching Revenge of the Sith today but the new Windows OS 10 has the pesky habit of opening every single browser window right on top of the ones you are using and I lost my place in the film.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 20, 2022 1:34:10 GMT -6
04/23--
SABBATH-SATURDAY
I got up this morning; put my uniform on.
8:05 AM My heart is desperately wicked and deceitful above all things. God told me Maggie knows the Truth and I don't, earlier, and if my heart, one voice last night, and one dream are contradicting everything God has told me and every dream God has given me my whole life, then I shouldn't listen to them.
Satan wanted me back on Facebook.
I'm having a Dr. Pepper because Gordon said although overuse of soda is wrong, it's ok to have a "Pepsi" once in a while. At 11:00 AM today, I'll be having about 9.00 worth of french fries. I could have a salad too (but I didn't) , maybe, if they even sell those anymore.
8:44 AM I talked to Shane. He is on the right path. He told me I'm worried about nothing. He read my diaries, led to them by angels. He said I'm right about most things, but wrong about some things. His brother is a Knight of Columbus, which is not a good thing. O Father, deliver Shane from having to take shots! Allow him to take his meds orally! Amen. If you hear ringing in your ears, if you heafr it in your right ear or left ear, it's angels talking to you; remove yourself from all distractions. Left ear: Either an angel is warning you, or telling you something bad is happening, or that someone in the world is talking bad about you. Right ear: either an angel is telling you something good is happening or someone in heaven is talking about you. The Great Spirit and Angels protect Shane.
The angels I thought were deceiving me, 90% of them were true, 10 % were false.
My "delusions" are past lives lived out on other earths and somehow the Illuminati (Pronounced Illuminat-Eye) knows this. So on every earth me and Maggie have been to it has always been Brent and Maggie, but I have known many other loves.
We are all old souls here.
Law of Conservation of energy.
On the way home, God told me, in blessing he will bless me, and in multiplying he will multiply me, blessed shall I be in my downsitting and in my uprising, and in me and in my seed shall the whole world; the whole universe; the whole multiverse be blessed; kings shall come of me, and nations, and planets.
The Rise of Skywalker is most of the way over.
3:43 PM I talked to Steve Logan for a while. We're on friendly terms. Now he pretty much knows my living situation.
Monday I need to call Joy and ask her for money for an innertube for my back bike tire and light bulbs-the hallway light went out.
Shane said that I may think I'm running out of time, but I'm on God's timetable, not mine.
CNN+ was a failed experiment that lasted only one month.
3:55 PM I'm watching some more of Revan III on my ProBoards site.
Can energy be corrupted?
Can corrupt energy be uncorrupted?
Ponder this.
As I was making my Daily Schedule, I remembered that Shane had told me, emphasized greatly in fact, right at the time I had heard the rushed voice to make a Daily schedule in the first place, NOT to rush my alone time with God and soul-searching, that it took him 3 months of deep soul-searching, and he warned me that if I rushed it I will let the enemy in. So I don't have it right yet. I MAJORLY rushed it, and definitely let the enemy in. A daily schedule, rigid as it is, may not be the answer though I will surely publish the one I came up with, and I'm on God's clock, not mine.
I must remember not to be hasty and if I don't find the answer soon, my heart will be sincere in due time. He told me this warning was a sign from God right after I rushed it and started making my rigid schedule.
Now I remember the words to that song, because NOW is the time for it. It came to me this morning on the way to work:
"Busy, busy bee,
full of self-sufficiency"
That's me! or would have been had I started to continue to follow that rigid schedule and put myself on my own clock, not God's.
But in all this rigidity I managed to get my piano/keyboard out from under my bed and set it up in preparation for practice. Praise Gods!
Shane told me to 'do my best okay'.
5:00 PM Well, I did practice the piano for almost 30 minutes, but it was because I wanted to, NOT because it was on my schedule.
Around 2014, the Ukrainian people, a'la Black Lives Matter, rebelled against righteous (I called it) Ukranian President Viktor Yanukovych and installed a pro-EU, pro-NATO government (and might I add, with Nazi ties.).
I was led by a train of thought and research involving YouTube, breitbart and Gettr, terminating in being led to watching the Oliver Stone Documentary 'Ukraine On Fire', in my dig or search for the Truth behind the recent Ukraine-Russia crisis.
Shane to me: .....and since my buddies respect me they will not tempt or pressure me into weed again no more he said he respects my decision and everyone else is understandable, tbh I just learned a valuable lesson and figured out God let this happen for a reason I don't know why yet, but he will tell me in due time, though.....
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 20, 2022 1:56:34 GMT -6
04/24--
SUNDAY-LORD'S DAY
My imagined day, conceived of yesterday....
7:30 AM WAKEUP Get ready for Church
9 AM-11 AM Church.
11:30 AM Scripture time
11:45 AM Good book time.
12 PM A good lunch.
Tuna on Pumpernickel. (Unless we have a potluck at Church.
12:30 PM Alone time with God. No distractions.
1:00 PM Good book time. Edge of Divine.
1:15 PM Rest. Nap.
3:00 PM Scripture time.
1:00 PM-4:00 PM SW Movie time.
Revenge of The Sith
A New Hope
4:00 PM Piano Practice.
4:30 PM Scripture time.
4:45 PM Good book time. Edge of Divine.
5:00 PM A Good supper. Listen to Radio/CD's. Beef stew.
Snack: Pistachios
5:45 PM Listen to radio/CD's.
6:00 PM Write in Diary.
6:15 PM Scripture time.
6:45 PM Read Maths book.
7:00 PM Work on website
7:45 PM Write fiction.
8:00 PM Scripture time.
8:15 PM Music book.
8:30 PM Social Media Time.
9 PM Write in Diary
9:15 PM Meds. Teeth. Bed.
My actual day....
Yesterday, with full conviction that I truly needed salvation, without the need to follow a formula as I had in 2019 and 2021, I asked the Father and Jesus to Truly Save me last night.
Shane grieved me last night because he has not kept anchored to his scriptural moorings, but has followed pure experience, erroneously thinking that the powers-that-be or elites, created both religion, and the church and even the Bible, and that the Bible is full of contradictions and can't be relied upon. Even after I tried reasoning with him he said I was pushy and we were no longer buddies and that this is where we part ways. I was devastated, furious, and cried out to God desperately for Shane's salvation.
Last night I had a dream where I was at the Bema seat; the pleasing bar of Christ. Jesus opened my book, looked through it, smiled -absolutely beamed- at what he read, and I was let into the Kingdom!
7:41 PM I took a long nap all day, arising only to eat a large package of chili, and had a couple of daydreams, the first totally unrealistic and the second with a little more thought given to it. In the second daydream, I learned a lot in heaven, married Maggie and used my knowledge to make enough money in one day to remove myself from Social Security, open a bank account, buy a car, and build a starship, taking Maggie through Hyperspace to another planet for a couple of weeks, then returning to earth to work full time at McDonald's: But this was only a daydream. I stayed home from the RLDS Church today and I'm glad I did because the man who preached this morning was a former Book of Mormon Plates Witness who reneged and his sermon was antifaith.
I read the Sealed Book of Mormon before Mark Strycacz picked me up for PM Church this evening, and got to Sealed Moses Chapter 1.
The evening class, taught by Paul Ludy, was on the Resurrection, with homework. I will eventually, maybe next January 2023, add many pages to Paul's Scriptural findings, with focus on the dispensation of the fulness of times, the Restitution of all things since the world began, the Resurrection, the baptism for the dead and eternal judgment.
On the way home I talked to Paul Ludy about the Sealed Book of Mormon.
Words of Moroni 1:33-45
Sealed Book of Moses 1
After joining X-Wing's The Hangar discord server, my friend Rick had his phone on mute accidentally and his other friends Paul and Beverly were concerned for him because they couldn't contact him so Beverly called me and I ran/walked to Rick's house to check on him, and now I am visiting him.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 20, 2022 2:15:30 GMT -6
04/25--
MONDAY
My imagined day, conceived of two days ago....
7:30 AM Wake Up! Get ready for work!
9-11 AM Work.
11 AM Lunch at McD's.
12 PM Call Shane.
12:30 PM Alone time with God.
1:00 PM-4:00 PM SW Time.
-1 The Mandalorian Season 1 Episode 2
-2 The Bad Batch Season 1 Episode 3
-3-4 The Clone Wars Season 4 from where I left off.
4:00 PM Piano Practice
4:30 PM Scripture time.
4:45 PM Good book time. Edge of Divine
5 PM Supper - Fish Sticks. Listen to Radio/CD's.
6:00 PM Write in Diary.
6:15 PM Scripture time.
6:45 PM Read Maths book.
7:00 PM Work on website.
7:45 PM Write fiction.
8:00 PM Scripture time.
8:15 PM Read Music book.
8:30 PM Social Media Time
9 PM Write in Diary.
9:15 PM Meds. Teeth. Bed.
My actual day....
*Haley called me on the way home from work! She rescheduled our appointment to tomorrow @ 9 AM and said she'll work both to find out who my new Psych Dr. will be and to get me set up with an appointment with him/her.
*Joy called me at work this morning before work. She is pleased that I was clean last night and with the activities of talking on the X-Wing voice chat and streaming and going to bed that I chose and told me that I now had my tax return of $1,000.00 in the bank now!
Today is a cold, sunny windy Spring day.
3:01 PM Twitter will soon be under new management! Elon Musk is going to buy it for 44 billion dollars!
4:41 PM Good news! Haley called again. My new Psych Dr. is Audrey Brooks and I see her on May 11 @ 10:40 AM, and I have one more meds refill until then!!
Can't wait to see Haley tomorrow morning at 9 AM! It will be fun!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 20, 2022 4:34:05 GMT -6
04/26--
TUESDAY
My appointment with Haley this morning at 9 AM I did not enjoy.
Haley asked a few questions about my mental health and then left, then I went to bed until 3:06 PM.
I got junk in the mail.
...Good news! Joy is going to get me a good gaming computer with my money! This will be a real blessing to me now that I know mostly what games its ok for me to play.
.....I ate fishsticks for supper and slept all day, daydreaming about married survivalist life during a Zombie Apocalypse. Now I will type a lot of Diary 40
I had Vienna sausages and Pretzel Twists for supper.
A Tale of Two Cities pp. 10-11, to the end of Chapter One.
The Purpose of the Sealed Book of Mormon:
5 Behold, the time has come for you to tear this veil that leads you to remain in this terrible state of iniquity and hardness of heart and blindness of mind, for the words that come from this record, The Sealed Book of Mormon, are like the hard tip of a mallet that shatters the hardness of the rock that covers your hearts hardened by your traditions and as the fire of the refiner who refines and purifies the filth of his thoughts stained by the precepts of men.
6 In those days the Lord will stretch out His hand a second time in order to reclaim His people, who are of the House of Israel, and to do a marvelous work among them for the purpose of remembering the covenants which He made with the sons of men, and to fulfill the promises made to Nephi concerning the descendants of Lehi, his father, in order to recover the remnants of his seed and so that the words of this book, written by the seed of Nephi, come to the seed of his father in the last days and to the knowledge of the house of Israel.
-Words of Moroni 1:5-6.
...11 PM or past Midnight.
Garbage came, emptied dumpster. Train came twice.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 20, 2022 5:11:35 GMT -6
04/27--
WEDNESDAY
I am writing on my loveseat.
I'm going to try going back to sleep now.
Shane texted me telling me Haniel and Michael told him to unblock me and that my prayers was answered.
12:15:16 CDT We're on our way to pick up Colt for his court date.
1:26 PM Colt is here at my apartment. I took a nap until 3:16 PM. Colt is lying on my couch watching funny Internet compilations on his phone.
4:03 PM I'm feeding Colt and I fish sticks and I gave Colt his mail I got -- an overdue notice, and told him the fine will be no more than 2.00 and he could check books out while the fine was still on his account, and told him about the Food For Fines Program.
4:05 PM Colt's fishsticks are almost cooked. Pastor Pete should be here around 5 PM to take Colt to his court date.
..As Colt did stuff on his phone, we listened to Life 88.5 and Bott Radio Network. Anthony Fauci claims Covid is no longer at Pandemic status. He said it on PBS.
After 8:33 PM Colt is going down to the convenience store to get some cigarettes. He'll walk back. His court date went great. He only has to pay a fine.
Colt experienced a Wednesday Evening prayer meeting for the first time today. He gave a Testimony after I did. Colt also learned what administration was and witnessed an administration for the first time. John and Von administered to me for my lust addiction and the spirit of lust was cast out of me.
Dee said she can help with my music education. She wants me to bring Alfred's Basic Piano Course-Book A with me to Church one Sunday.
We dropped Colt off in Kansas City and I handed him his bedroll and Pastor Pete prayed for him and we left. Pastor Pete prayed for me when he dropped me off at my apartment tonight.
I did quite a bit of my dishes today and yesterday, or the day before. Getting that huge frying pan washed after it was so filthy was not easy that day.
I'm nabout to eat a baked potato with Mayonnaise.
I practiced the piano a little today.
..No mail today.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 20, 2022 5:22:21 GMT -6
04/28--
THURSDAY
4:04 AM I'm taking a shower and going back to bed.
5:56 AM CDT I asked the Father if having an original thought was automatically heresy. He pointed me to Einstein, Tesla, Edison, George Lucas and even my own original thoughts Kolap Hu and the Luck of the Draw as examples of Original Thought, and told me without some of these examples of Original Thought we culdnot live without them today. He reminded me of such things as popsicles and McDonald's French Fries also.
I spent a great deal of time just now typing Diary 4-Part 1 on Mara/Luke4ever.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 27, 2022 22:28:38 GMT -6
04-29--
FRIDAY
Yesterday was a VERY special day for me! Today Joy gave me 60.00! Yesterday I worked on Mark Strycaczs' farm helping him clean his barn. It took about 4 hours, was very fun, and we got the job done, hallelulia.
Then I took Pastor Pete out to Chick-Fill-A as I tried it for the first time! It was excellent and good; and the people were Believers!
I got a laptop that's good for gaming today (and I am typing these words on it on 12/27/022, two days after Christmas Day 2022 CE/AD), with 8 Gigabytes of System Memory and a 512 Gigs Solid State Hard Drive inside, perfect for playing Star Wars The Old Republic, which I am downloading right now, after I spent about an hour talking to Shane to see how he is doing and setting my new laptop up.
Shane has completely stopped smoking weed! Hallelulia!
While I am downloading 'Republic' I will type more of Diary 40 on my Mara/Luke4ever site.
A pad came off of my glasses yesterday and I had them fixed at Walmart, and got a scant amount of groceries and milk and my meds and Rick gave me a ride home from Walmart and I updated him on how things were going.
I'm eagerly awaiting my Second Excursion into the World of SW:TOR. Right now I have a lot of waiting to do as the game sets up.
At 3:12 PM The Wait Is Over!
After playing Star Wars: The Old Republic for several hours, I called Rick, who told me there had been some tornadoes spotted on the Kansas side and a big storm is coming around 10:30 PM tonight (as I type this on 12/27/022 AD it is 10:23 PM). I'm nabout to go to Casey's for a little pick-me-up. (Dr. Pepper and pizza) . Rick will keep me posted on the storm.
....I walked down to Casey's, came home, tried to use my new laptop, and, no internet. At first I wailed; complained bitterly, now I'm resigned to it. The internet connection right now is extremely spotty.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 27, 2022 22:50:12 GMT -6
04-30--
SABBATH-SATURDAY
Last night my phone got wet in the pouring rain in my sopping wet pants pocket and today I got the Black Screen of Death. Joy and I may take the phone down to UBREAKIFIX down in Blue Springs to get it working again. I don't care at this point if I lose all my App Data. My life is way more precious than it.
Steve my neighbor got my new computer's Internet working by changing a setting on it, for which I am very thankful, both to him and to God.
Brent and Santa: Today: 2-56 PM
Brent: Well, I got a brand new HP8GB, 512 GB SSD Internal Drive laptop suitable for gaming and all other lawful pursuits, Santa
And my neighbor Steve got it working for me! He a good man.
But I think I need a new phone too. Mine got wet and I got the black screen of death.
SW Santa: That's great Brent, but fyi: that laptop will start lagging on you on livestreams. My laptop has 12 GB, 1 TB and can't keep up with livestreaming.
All laptops have integrated graphics cards, and ALL laptops will start lagging if you use OBS and any type of streaming video. Gaming type laptops have faster processors, which will help, but the issue is always the integrated graphics cards.
Brent: I don't need to stream anyway
I'll just make and post long non-live videos (which I did not do, I streamed and stream a lot--Joy made sure she got the correct kind of laptop computer for me)
I don't want to act narcissistic and stream about Brent, Brent Brent anymore
I can play SW TOR now and I am happy with that
Besides, my old laptop, which I still have can still stream well, just not play videos
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 27, 2022 23:25:31 GMT -6
05/01--
LORD'S DAY-SUNDAY
Yesterday I streamed SW: The Old Republic twice, and the video was somehow miraculously fixed on my old laptop.
Since my phone doesn't work, I can't call for a ride to the Bates City RLDS Church, so I'm visiting Pastor Pete's church today.
Yesterday I donated 1.00 to Donald Trump's campaign.
Revelation 1:3 (NIV)
Blessed is the one who reads the words of this prophecy, and blessed are those who hear it and take to heart what is written in it, because the time is near.
At the Bates City Restoration Branch, there's two Ordinations and a Confirmation today, which I'll miss.
We're just scratching the surface- we're using human terms to describe something indescribable and unimaginable- aren't enough words in Dictionary (Paraphrased).
Jesus is the Way.
"I Am the Way the Truth and the Life, no one comes to the Father except by Me."
"The glorious nature of the sunshine- it has a joy in it"-Pastor Pete.
Well, now I have two fully-functioning laptops!
Yesterday I got what looked like a letter in the mail but was actually a Mass Ministry Mailing and not a personal letter at all. I had thought for sure I had gotten a letter from Maggie, but it was a wrong thought.
After church, I napped 'til 4:00 PM.
11:13 PM CDT Woke up to my new computer doing an HP BIOS Update. A pure white cloth with a single small brown stain in the corner magically appeared on my counter.
(By now I've thrown it away 12/27/2022, written before that).
Now I'll watch YouTube videos as I continue to type Diary 40-Part 1.
At 11:44 PM I went back to bed.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 27, 2022 23:56:43 GMT -6
05/02--
MONDAY
I slept from 11:44 PM-6:50 AM about.
I called McDonald's on the Globphone Internet Phone and Megan told me I don't work 'til Friday from 9-11 AM, which is the answer to my prayer.
My Virus Scanner on my old computer found 4 pUp virus threats, which it Quarantined and removed from my computer.
At 12:53 PM, I FINALLY finished Attack of The Clones Humorous Version, on Monday, May 2, 2022 CE/AD.
11:07 PM CDT Today Steve started to help me fix my bicycle, and Pastor Pete took me up to Walmart to get the correct innertube for my bike tire.
This morning God told me I never have to look at porn again if I don't want to. Pastor Pete confirmed that was a good thought.
I called Colt today, who is doing fine in Kansas City.
Today I discovered a free Internet phone; however I only get 14 free Minutes of calling time per day.
For the last couple or few hours I have been streaming Star Wars and Star Wars Humorous Version-related things.
I have gotten a lot of work done on the Star Wars Humorous Versions tonight.
11:37 PM I asked Imagic Maker, one of my co-Admins, to keep my Star Wars News and Information Board Updated from time to time and to please help me with the huge job of formatting the Humorous Versions.
As I watch a video of myself playing Star Wars: The Old Republic, I ponder, Why does every alien species have to look so unnatural? Why can't there be more alien species that look like they belong on earth?
11:53 PM CDT As I sit reviewing what my YouTube Audience missed two nights ago (I was clean last night), and showing the recording of it to tonight's and all future audience(s), I wait for my chance to continue the game from where I left off two nights ago.
Some of my best Jr. High and High-School Projects were the most Creative ones.
I may sell my old laptop to Steve for $50.00 about or his best offer over 50 bucks.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 28, 2022 0:18:29 GMT -6
05/03-
TUESDAY
After staying up all night playing The Old Republic and becoming a Jedi Knight, I tried taking a nap but was relentlessly attacked by Succubi, crossing myself and praying and rebuking constantly, never giving them an inch. So I got up. I'll get all the rest I need tonight.
Steve will probably fix my rear bike tire sometime today. He told me to drop my new innertube off with him.
When faced with your own mortality, shown your better nature and shown your possible future, you can change.
7:37 PM I just watched Season 1 Episode 1 of Loki. It was a good show.
8:27 PM I finished S1X2 This is getting GOOD!
Mobius said something false that Loki refuted: "It's real because I believe it is real." No, I refute that. It's real because it's real. God is not real because we believe we believe in him but He is real because He is real. The Bible is not true because I believe in it, or even because I trust in His Word. It's true because it's true.
9:38 Finished S1X3.
10:26 PM Finished S1X4
I'll watch the last two episodes another day or tomorrow and go to bed now.
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N-E-Ways, to continue my longo talo, or my story