Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Mar 10, 2022 5:10:13 GMT -6
03/10-
THURSDAY-A WAR TEST
Since several days ago, I have been riddled with tiny bullet holes.
I love God! O how I love God! He will never fail me.
5:03 AM My favorite image from Obi Wan trailer:
5:15 AM I have 2.00 left of my 5. Last night I bought a 20 oz of Dr. Pepper from WalMart. I need to make this last 2.00 last 'til Saturday. I'm putting it away.
6:34 AM
I need to journal about how the actual Maggie Savoie must feel about me. She must be fed up with my grandiose delusions. E.B. doesn't talk to me and I'm not some action superstar, and neither is she. She must be fed up with me saying so many untrue things about her in my writings I publish to the world. If she is reading, I hope she can find it in her heart to forgive me. She doesn't have my journals and she must be fed up with me saying I'm going to change my bad habits and give up my delusions, then going back to them less than a week later. She must hate, I mean HATE that.
Junk_Bow is in the pit. If I stop fantasizing and daydreaming of being married to Maggie or any kind of sex u al fantasy about her, full stop, then Junk_bow will stay there.
After some more mental struggles with Junk_bow, she tried coming back again but I refused to entertain her. "Feed me" she begged, but I refused.
3:15 PM I took a long nap. During the nap, or before it, God gave me a solution to my porn problem: I need to use the three most powerful weapons there are combined: The Spirit, prayer and the Word of God. So, during the nap, last time I was tempted, I first said, "I have the power within me to say 'no'." Then, I prayed that I would not enter into temptation. Then I recited apropos Scripture verses to myself. And it worked! That urge was gone! And it had been very strong!
Some helpful verses to recite:
"Quit yourselves like men"
"Flee fornication"
"Flee youthful lusts"
God's weapons really do work!
No, this is my favorite image from the Obi-Wan trailer. I just couldn't find it on Google Images so I screenshotted it off SW Santa:
I watched and participated in the chat of a Star Wars Santa Livestream and now I'm participating in the chat of a The Convor Call livestream supporting the people struggling in the Ukraine, while I watch "Star Wars: The Legacy Revealed" HD| Mythological Documentary published by .holonet. Channel that originally aired on The History Channel by Prometheus Entertainment.
5:19 PM I made noodles and mayonnaise, using the last of my three jars of mayo; but I still have lots of noodles. For lunch I had Wolf Chili over canned sliced potatoes.
5:30 PM The documentary is over.
Yesterday there was absolutely no snow on the ground. Today, it was COVERED with snow.
Alma 12:82-110 RLDS
THURSDAY-A WAR TEST
Since several days ago, I have been riddled with tiny bullet holes.
I love God! O how I love God! He will never fail me.
5:03 AM My favorite image from Obi Wan trailer:
5:15 AM I have 2.00 left of my 5. Last night I bought a 20 oz of Dr. Pepper from WalMart. I need to make this last 2.00 last 'til Saturday. I'm putting it away.
6:34 AM
I need to journal about how the actual Maggie Savoie must feel about me. She must be fed up with my grandiose delusions. E.B. doesn't talk to me and I'm not some action superstar, and neither is she. She must be fed up with me saying so many untrue things about her in my writings I publish to the world. If she is reading, I hope she can find it in her heart to forgive me. She doesn't have my journals and she must be fed up with me saying I'm going to change my bad habits and give up my delusions, then going back to them less than a week later. She must hate, I mean HATE that.
Junk_Bow is in the pit. If I stop fantasizing and daydreaming of being married to Maggie or any kind of sex u al fantasy about her, full stop, then Junk_bow will stay there.
After some more mental struggles with Junk_bow, she tried coming back again but I refused to entertain her. "Feed me" she begged, but I refused.
3:15 PM I took a long nap. During the nap, or before it, God gave me a solution to my porn problem: I need to use the three most powerful weapons there are combined: The Spirit, prayer and the Word of God. So, during the nap, last time I was tempted, I first said, "I have the power within me to say 'no'." Then, I prayed that I would not enter into temptation. Then I recited apropos Scripture verses to myself. And it worked! That urge was gone! And it had been very strong!
Some helpful verses to recite:
"Quit yourselves like men"
"Flee fornication"
"Flee youthful lusts"
God's weapons really do work!
No, this is my favorite image from the Obi-Wan trailer. I just couldn't find it on Google Images so I screenshotted it off SW Santa:
I watched and participated in the chat of a Star Wars Santa Livestream and now I'm participating in the chat of a The Convor Call livestream supporting the people struggling in the Ukraine, while I watch "Star Wars: The Legacy Revealed" HD| Mythological Documentary published by .holonet. Channel that originally aired on The History Channel by Prometheus Entertainment.
5:19 PM I made noodles and mayonnaise, using the last of my three jars of mayo; but I still have lots of noodles. For lunch I had Wolf Chili over canned sliced potatoes.
5:30 PM The documentary is over.
Yesterday there was absolutely no snow on the ground. Today, it was COVERED with snow.
Alma 12:82-110 RLDS