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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 8, 2022 13:51:24 GMT -6
02/08-
TUESDAY
Excerpt from The Science of Star Wars Ⓒ 2016 by Mark Brake and Jon Chase, I claim FAIR USE for informational purposes:
"The Walt Disney Company acquired Lucasfilm in November 2012. On April 25, 2014, Disney announced that all previously released expanded universe media would be rebranded as Star Wars Legends.
..A new Disney division, Lucasfilm Story Group, would in future warrant that all forthcoming media were non-contradictory to the films, each other, and works written since the announcement. Given they are part of a similar story, however, content and characters based on Legends media may appear in the new "storytelling approach." On June 16, 2016, it was announced that Legends content would be included as downloadable content in the video game Star Wars: Battlefront."
Me to a person or entity claiming to be Shelly Savoie, Maggie's sister, that was not her, today:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 9:42 AM
Today I looked at Junk_bow in the eye and told her goodbye forever because I didn't need that junk she offered anymore. The Father forgave me for all my sins. The Junk_Bow offered temporary pleasures for no gain. Your sister the Rainbow is the fulfilment of my hopes and dreams in God, for she is the Rainbow.
12:30 PM @ Hardees. Colt just came here from his interview @ Hyvees. I am writing to you, my Diary, from a Blue 3-Subject OMNI notebook, talking to Colt.
We ordered a couple of cheeseburgers and some curly fries and are having a good time eating and talking.
Now we will leave and go to my apartment for a while. Pastor Pete dropped Colt off this morning. Currently, Colt is staying with Pastor Pete.
1:57 PM Colt followed what he thought he had to do to a friend's house, suddenly cutting out on hanging out with me. Pastor Pete called just after he left and told me not to pursue Colt, for Colt may be just visiting a friend. Colt and I were given a ride part of the way home from Hardees by one of Colt's friends who is a Believer, who gave him some advice. Pastor Pete asked me for Colt's phone he's usings' number, so they can stay in touch.
I pray, Father, that, You Bless and keep Colt, in Your Everlasting Arms. Amen.
Colt and I discussed the Eternal nature of Christ's Sacrifice earlier.
Will there be a Book of Boba Fett Season 2?
Colt read a few parts of my Diary and saw his name in it, and "a bunch of religious [things?]".
Was every last deliverance, every last struggle, every last battle, every last Divine Intervention, every last Victory, every last uphill climb, leading to my destruction? No. I refuse to believe that.
My faith holds firm.
Colt is God knows where, doing God knows what.
He had a good thing going with staying at Pastor Pete's, but he cut and run to follow the voices in his head to go do stupid again, in the words of Pastor Pete. I pray that wherever he is, whatever he is doing, Thy mercy finds him.
Joy wants to trust in the arm of flesh because of her impatience.
"Just call me. I'll take care of everything," says the demonic voice of Dr. Reddy, who has two options: Option A: Eyetest. Option B: Eyetest. And wants to take me back out of the protective dove's nest of Case Management Services. I'm trying to get out of bondage, not go back into it.
I'm supposed to be being trained how to budget my money and be self-sustaining, because right now I can't even make forty dollars last three days; and on top of that, I'm not allowed to save my money.
I'm trying to break free, and Satan doesn't like it, so he's setting up situations where it appeared that I was yelling at the neighbors' daughter when I wasn't, but Fred will believe anything negative anyone says about me.
O God Intervene. I have laid my case out before You, civilly, without my previous yelling at you or my previous fit I just had. Amen.
4:28 PM Pastor Pete called. We discussed Colt and the Neighbor's daughter situation and Pastor Pete agreed with me that the Neighbor's daughter situation doesn't seem too serious, and I told him with Colt I'd hope for the best, for he could be just doing business with friends.
Years ago, I read a comic, and here was the plot of the comic:
A man and a woman from two different dimensional realities shared the same apartment. In the end, she left her reality to be with him. Could the same type of thing be going on with Maggie and I? Could her house in Bates City be on a separate dimensional plane than my apartment, a way station to get to my enraptured self?
I could almost be certain I was just talking to Maggie, who was out on my front porch, albeit in another dimensional plane, and invisible to me, and I to her. Maybe that's the missing element. Maybe that's why discord is so unique, because it can connect us, and she blocked me for my own safety.
Maggie, if this is wrong information and untrue, then I want to know it. Only you can tell me.
5:14 PM CDT Maybe the person I thought was Maggie was another spirit sent to test me and the real Maggie was dead and I just now resurrected her fully in the name of Jesus Christ.
A voice asked me "You could have resurrected Johanna. Why didn't you?" I said "Because I love Maggie more."
I remember at a Mexican restaurant, as Pastor Pete and I were discussing Maggie, and I heard people taking about us (our conversation) and saying, clearly "A Dead Woman."
"And bring my Maggie up, all the way up to where I am, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen."
And maybe I saw the spirit of a Dead Maggie go out of and into the house in Bates City, and heard its voice.
At any rate, she'll be here soon, for I brought her to me, and no power in the second heaven or earth or hell can keep that woman from me and I will marry her. Mark. My. Words. All that stuff satan tried convincing me was true about us is not. Some dreams were violent, leading to confusion, but the True Dreams were from God.
I finally put 2+2 together, and completed the equation.
Praise God! I solved the puzzle. Thank You, Father, for this! For all this! Bring my Maggie to me! Amen!
Me to Shelly Savoie:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 6:00 PM
I just had two major delusions today. I can self correct but my Diaries stand as is. Ask your sister to unblock me and copy and paste portions of my diary or what ive said to you that she takes issue with to my discord dm chat with her so we can discuss them civilly, and not get into blocking wars. I tried letting go of your sister today, too, but the feelings all came back like an avalance, even stronger.
I made myself elbow macaroni and cream of mushroom soup (Not name brand) for supper. It's delicious!
Good news! Colt came in, and he hadn't drunken a drop! Pastor Pete is proud of Colt. Colt just went out to clear his head and visit friends.
I showed him three YouTube Videos and then Colt can show me three he likes. Pastor Pete should pick him up later and bring him to his house. Colt found a cellphone that was abandoned and wet. He put it in rice. He hasn't turned it on yet.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 9, 2022 21:26:00 GMT -6
02/09- WEDNESDAY Soon, I will look around my apartment for an appropriate charger for the cellphone Colt found yesterday. Twice it was taken out of the riss, first by me, then put back in by me, then taken out by him after Colt and I came to my house after church. At church we studied Revelations 18. Today, for the main part of it, I had a righteous, upright, selfless all-day, productive daydream, as I mounted up my imagination with wings as eagles, expressing my heartfelt desires before my God after a godly sort. It was basically a fiction story I made up in my mind and heart about how God may orchestrate parts of my future. Then Colt called me as I was about to get on my laptop and told me that today was Wednesday when I asked him what day it was, and when he said he was at church, I told him at least twice that "I had to get my b u t t to church." He asked "I thought you couldn't join with this church." I replied "No, not join, but I can visit" and reminded him that currently I was kicked out of the RLDS Branch I am a member of until the Elder there can invite me to his house to determine if he thinks I am ready to go back, and told him it was because I had warned them not to take the "eye test". I also told Colt that I called the Elder a Pharisee, but, Lord forgive me for this, for in doing so I disobeyed the Scriptural injunction to "rebuke not an Elder". Amen. At church I showed Bob, who was raised RLDS, the website 3scriptures.com.8:43 PM I was not aware of it, but Colt took the phone when he suddenly took a walk, not coming back to my apartment, but walking, eventually, to Pastor Pete's church for Pete to pick him up and take him back to his house, showing up precisely when Pastor Pete called me to ask me where Colt was. Colt told me over the phone that he found a charger for it. It remains to be seen whether Colt scored with a new phone, or a phoneless soul will be lucky enough to get his/her phone back after losing it. It depends on whether the phone is empty of data or id, or has an assigned person attached. If it belongs to someone, Pete, the Chaplain of the Police, can give it to the police, and they can help its owner and it to be reunited. I played Mozart for Colt like, Bach better. I like Mozart better. Next time he is here, I'll play a Bach Stream just for him. Ciou. Bye! P.S. Rn I'm listening to Mozart and Disc 7 of Catalyst: A Rogue One Story. Right now the Force and the interconnectiveness of all life is being discussed. Mozart is helping What i am hearing in the Book become part of my psyche more easily, as I more easily learn Star Wars, as the flow of the music helps the Star Wars Information Slip into my mind and heart. Mozart is music from and for the heart, and builds up the mind. Mozart's music was totally inspired by God. Bach's tones are more discordant, like Thunder and Earthquake, in the words of Colt, but I believe, no less Inspired. Anier. Ciou. Bye! Love, Always, Brent Koivopolo V If Rogue One explains a plothole, Catalyst explains a Superweapon. P.P.S. Tomorrow I will to make the YouTube Video, An Ordinary Stream-Part 6, then play Albion, probably during the stream, and these after a video call with Star Wars Santa after Colt and I go to the library. I may still owe Colt Bach the next day after all that.
Later I will take my pills tonight, then take my supplements I'm taking tonight, Apple Cider Vinegar, Vitamin D, B and Centrum Men's. I don't take all my supplements every day, but stagger them, sometimes (most of the time) very widely. My pills I take nightly. Anier. Ciou. Bye!
Love Always, Brent V.
In Star Wars, the Emporer is using the Dark Side of an entity that is always working against him, and the Jedi are using the Light Side of an entity that is always working for them.
Good always wins.
God wins always. Anier. Bye!
Ciou!P.P.P.S. Everyone likes to see the Death Star blow up. But keep in mind that there were billions of people in there, many, many of them innocents who had just made the wrong career choice. If you want an idea of the heart of God, look at David. David was thirsty; he was famished with thirst. Some of his strong men broke through the enemy lines and got him a drink of water, but David was like, "People DIED for this water! I'm not drinking this!" and he poured the water on the ground. Ciou! Bye! I love Mozart's music! And muted trumpets are just cool. David and Goliath was in the 11'th Century BCE.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 10, 2022 17:25:27 GMT -6
02/10-
THURSDAY
I tried that, I tried, I tried that, I didn't like that, or that, or that. I will follow these things and these things. I should flee this and that. I have developed principles, I will never contravene. I find the opening of doors cathartic, especially good doors. Some doors should never be opened. Some doors are holy. Some doors are only for the Gods and forbidden to us mortals. Some doors are very frightening. some doors are very neutral. Some doors it is very sad when you do not walk through. And some doors I am grateful to God I either did or did not walk through.
I checked my email accounts and found a counterfeit email that said 'Pending Application' in the subject line but when I clicked it, it said it was from the uk and had nothing to do with HyVees. Now Colt had told me yesterday that while he had had his interview with Faith she had mentioned that she had sent me an email. I checked my email again today and it was so buried in my mail.com account that I had no access to it, so i called HyVees just before 2 pm to have them resend the email or call (or both). The first time I checked my email was after 1:00 AM, my time zone, while I was watching an interview with two time cancer survivor and award winning actress Kathy Bates on her role as the Psychotic Nurse Annie Wilkes in the Rob Reiner movie Misery.
5:33 PM @ Local Library, with Colt. He got another library account and cyard todayt, when heh came in width mer, to the library after we drank Dr. Pepper, ate donuts and stopped at the post office where we discussed the plot of the Toy Story movies and said we would watch Wall-E, Toy Story 4, he told me he didn't get into the Cars series, and later at the library I told him we needed to watch Gulliver's Travels-the full book based live action version. All this can easily be accomplished by fast32. Also at the Post, I asked what was current with the Post as far as Forever Stamps, and she said, 58 ¢. At the library I checked in then out 'Black House:The Audiobook', 'Black House: The Large Print Edition', 'The Science of Star Wars', 'Star Wars: Lost Stars', 'The Dark Tower: The Wind Through The Keyhole', 'The Science of Star Wars', found a big cool hubcap/car tire part on the way up here I put in my bag, and checked out 'Where I End and You Begin' by Preston Norton (Colt recommended it to me), 'Dewey Defeats Truman', 'Star Trek: The Children of Kings: A TOS Novel' by David Stern, and the two Star Wars comic books, The Legends of Luke Skywalker The Manga by Himekawa, Fukaya, Kisaki, Haruichi, Subaru and Liu and 'Darth Vader: The Burning Seas, got out mein laptop and checked out The Dark Tower 7: The Dark Tower yet again and continued listening to it from where I left off, and typed my Diary. Now its is 5's:54's PM's CDTimes, according to our time zone of Central Continent, and me and Colt are are about to head to me home, for me to zoom or discord with Santa and play Bach for Colt if there be time, and await fer Pete ta pik Colt uppy, round 7 o' da 3oity P o' da m's.
Ciou4now.
Love, Always.
Conversation between me and Star Wars Santa:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 12:27 PM
Star Wars: The High Republic Adventures FCBD 2021 by Daniel Jose' Older is very good. It is free on Kindle AFAIK.
[12:27 PM]
Can we do a discord or zoom call SW Santa?
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 12:35 PM
Purpose: To report some good news to you, ask an important question and possibly troubleshoot OBS Streamlabs issues
Star Wars Santa — Today at 1:01 PM
just grabbing some lunch... I can Zoom call with you a bit later if that's ok
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 1:13 PM
yes that's good
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:35 PM
I may have to wait til tonight for the call as I'm at the library with my friend Colt right now.
[3:36 PM]
I'm listening to The Dark Tower 7: The Dark Tower
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Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:29 PM
Ok, I'm home, all my library books are put away, I owe a 14.00 fine, I done writ in my diary when I was at the library, prayed for my bbq vienna sausage, ham and swiss sub, strawberry kiwi snapple and the double stuff oreos Colt and I will probably be sharing, and I'm ready to do the call if you can. You may see Colt
Star Wars Santa — Today at 7:34 PM
I can't call this late. Maybe sometime tomorrow??
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:47 PM
Set a time? I work saturday from 9-1
Star Wars Santa — Today at 7:48 PM
Tomorrow morning, 9am??
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:50 PM
I'll be up at 8, ready at 9.
8:48 PM I called Rick who may call me later to let me know if I can visit him tonight. I talked to him about Pastor Pete putting Colt up at his house and about Colt not being allowed to drink there.
I asked, Colt earlier tonight how it felt not having been drinking for so long. He said, not bad.
Now, colt has been picken up by Pete and taken back to where he is staying, and I am streaming after I talked to God. He really wants me to give up porn. Nothing's going to change unless I change.
Colt may be open to Cottage meetings from Elder Donnie Cutshall. Colt and I talked a great deal about many things today, reality, existence, salvation, the gospel, Christianity, life being a wheel, Universes and galaxies, and I showed him the Book of Ether was not in the Bible but only found in the Book of Mormon, which until today he did not believe, for Colt had taken once a small 1830 facsimile BOM I had given to him up to McDonald's and spent time reading the Book of Ether out loud to all who heard that day, thinking he was reading the Bible.
Today was the first day I heard Colt ask the Father for forgiveness for anything, for he previously believed that wasn't necessary, for it was all taken care of on the Cross. And now these days he acknowledges that he hears the Voice of God, when previously recently he was very averse to that idea.
I invited Dawson Turner, my former McDonald's co-worker who now is married to a woman named Emma and working a job with much more responsibility after having taken some college courses and built and tested out some concepts from old US patents (at least I assume they were all US patents and all old) and studied extensively history Philosophy and religion, especially Stoicism, to be another Administrator on my Mara/Luke4ever website. I hope and pray that he, an upright, righteous godly just good man as he, my friend, takes the job. I'm thinking of employing him when I open CAVE-I studios. He'll be paid for that job. Handsomely.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 11, 2022 16:36:42 GMT -6
02/11- FRIDAY Conversation I had in an exclusive private SW Santa Channel after an exclusive SW Santa paid Club Zoom call:Brent: Hey,are they actually going to crossover LOTR with SW Ahsoka? SkywalkersAcademy — Today at 4:24 PM I hope you find a way, Brent Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 4:24 PM Might as well throw in Terminator, Star Trek and Marvel too SkywalkersAcademy — Today at 4:24 PM Not really a crossover… Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 4:24 PM Make a big uncompatable mess SkywalkersAcademy — Today at 4:24 PM Parallels??? Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 4:25 PM There needs to be boundary lines that should be held sancrosanct and uncrossable in fictions SkywalkersAcademy — Today at 4:26 PM Parallels don’t really cross lines, per se. Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 4:27 PM I think its ok for noncanonical crossovers, don't get me wrong but not for canon [4:27 PM] Even No War Home was a stretch [4:27 PM] If they tried pulling a No Way Home with Star Wars it would be too unrealistic for my tastes [4:29 PM] You could say, take for example, that the middle ages of, say, Tython were the plot of LOTR with the Simalirion beiong their bible and the sacred flame being the Force, but then you have the month of October to deal with which is mentioned in Fellowship of the Ring [4:30 PM] It just wouldn't work [4:31 PM] Well, it was one of our gregorian months anyhow Star Wars Santa: @brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV Jon & Dave have been playing with some LOTR themes. - Grogu & the Beskar Shirt is very similar to Hobbits & Mithril armor. - The battle in TBOBF Ep#7 has very similar vibes to LOTR Helms Deep. - Musical themes between the two can be heard. - Some cinematic parallels between scenes in both. - Space Wizards / Wizards (edited) [5:00 PM] The working title for Ahsoka is borrowed from LOTR. [5:00 PM] And then there's this: (A cartoon of Ahsoka the White talking with Gandalf the White)
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 11:44 PM
Oh, NOW I know what you mean. That's just fine.
[11:46 PM]
There are parralels between Return of the Jedi and Return of the King: Theoden says You already have when Eowyn says I've got to save you and Theoden dies. Eowyn is Theoden's daughter
4:38 PM Central I made part 1 of the first part of my Star Wars Supermovie and Supercommentary today just before my third Zoom meeting of the day, the first two being with Star Wars Santa to get my Audio on Streamlabs OBS working, and the third with the club of Star Wars fans associated with Star Wars Santa, and, of course, Star Wars Santa too.
I'm hoping Pastor Pete brings Colt here to my house to visit soon. My day has been productive. I called the Tax place and left a message earlier.
Earlier today, I beat a green dungeon (called Avalon Roads or Ava runs for short (applies to all Dungeons of whatever type) with some Albion acquaintances, and several days ago I went into a Full Loot Black Zone, with some acquaintences for quite a while, beat a boss, looted a Gold Chest and Survived all the way in and all the way out, never getting full looted or Ganked once, with their help! It was my third ever Black Zone experience.
And to top it off, I streamed for all to see the entire Third Black Zone experience, which is very dangerous to do, because people watching your stream can see where you are and come gank you. Now I can watch that experience over and over at my leisure. It was scary and fun, like the demon drop, the Patriot or riding on back of a motorcycle.
Almost AS SOON as I typed about hoping Colt would come over soon, Pastor Pete called to say they were leaving their house and would be over soon. Praise God!
5:14 PM Colt is going down to the store. He will be back soon. I called the library to see if my ChromeBook is in. It is not. My ChromeBook will increase exponentially the productivity of my Creativity. Before I turn it in, I have to back everything up on it onto a flash drive.
I'm going to go clean my glasses, then open YouTube for Brent V's commentary and Colt's Alter horror shorts he chooses.
6:22 PM I took my pills and cleaned my glasses. Colt and I watched a lot of my stream I made today (the commentary) and now he's gone to do something and will be back.
I found out today that I am not a descendant of Saint Nicholas (aka Santa Claus) because Star Wars Santa did research during my first Zoom meeting of the day on my first YouTube Stream of the day and found out that Saint Nicholas never had any children.
Focus on three projects or books or a combination of those two equaling three, only, by day, and three by night, plus writing in my diary, internet research, reading periodicals, articles and Scriptures, and watching videos and movies, streaming and playing games, and and I will be way more productive. Put things away when I am finished with them.
Colt and I got into an argument and he left when Pastor Pete came to get him. At the grocery store he insisted on buying alcohol and I put my foot down and said "Pastor Pete said No" and grabbed the Fireball-type bottles of Jack and deposited them somewhere incongruously in the alcohol section in the back of the store, but after Colt purchased our groceries, he told me he was going back to buy the alcohol and I was not going to be able to stop him. As he started down the aisle, I called to him that if he didn't want a place to stay tonight, and wanted to fend for himself and stay on the street all night, for he could not stay with me for my landlord forbid it, then buy it, otherwise, come with me because I'm going home, and left the grocery store, walked home, put our groceries away and left Pastor Pete a voicemail. Then I turned on a stream of SW Santa and SW Meg discussing BOBF 1X7 and Bach when Colt walked in. God told me not to ask him if he was drunk, but to tell him the food was in the fridge, so I told him the food was in the fridge. We ate supper and watched more of my SW Supercommentary and Supermovie, then he got belligerent with me insisting I was lying about not knowing what I had said that he was talking about that he told me I shouldn't have said, and when I asked him what it was he kept saying I knew as if I was supposed to know and we argued and ate until Pastor Pete's wife called and told us she was outside with Pete ready to pick Colt up, and he quickfinished his food, then, we forgave each other, he left after I told him to talk to Pete about the things we were arguing about and to tell Pete what I had said wrong so Pete could then tell me.
Tonight I am doing three projects as I Make An Ordinary Stream-Part 8:
*Writing more of Diary 16 into my hardcopy of Diary 16.
*Typing more of Star Wars Episode 17: Edge of Victory for the Public.
*Typing more of my Research Diary, Started in 2019 AD for the Public, as more of Diary 7-B.
11:48 PM I spent about a little more than an hour or so cleaning my apartment from top to bottom, and only really have my dishes to do, my bathroom to clean, my floors to sweep, my stove and microwave to clean, and my laundry to do. I have mountains of dishes--need to ascend to the summit of Mount Dishus, and have a mountain pile of dirty clothes-mount Clothesus.
Haven't started my projects yet.
I made a new Scriptures set in my Scriptures bag, to take to churches with me.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 12, 2022 0:48:42 GMT -6
02/12-
SABBATH-SATURN'S DAY-SATURDAY
I found a whole bunch of untyped Diary material today as I cleaned house.
THE STORY OF MY LIFE
(CONT'D FROM DIARY XVI (16) 01/17/2022 AD)
Question 003: What events happened in history the year you were born?
Research the details, and write them down.
A./1 9 8 3
Hurricane Alicia. Hurricane Alicia hits the Texas coast, killing 21.
United States invades Grenada.
Space -- NASA's STS-7 Mission.
President Ronald Reagan proposes the Strategic Defense Initiative (SDI).
Mario Bros.
The US deploys Cruise Missiles in Europe at the Greenham Common Air Force Base in England
Brinks Mat warehouse robbery at Heathrow Airport making off with three tons of gold bars valued at $37.5 million
IRA Bomb Exploded outside Harrods on December 17th during the pre Christmas Shopping Season
The first mobile phones, are introduced to the public by the Motorola Company.
NASA's STS-8 Mission.
Fraggle Rock.
Return of the Jedi
ARPANET officially changes to use the Internet Protocol, creating the Internet.
Final Episode of M*A*S*H airs record 125 million watch
Cabbage Patch Dolls are sold in shops and become a success
Top 100 songs:
"Every Breath You Take" The Police
2 "Billie Jean" Michael Jackson
3 "Flashdance... What a Feeling" Irene Cara
4 "Down Under" Men at Work
5 "Beat It" Michael Jackson
6 "Total Eclipse of the Heart" Bonnie Tyler
7 "Maneater" Hall & Oates
8 "Baby, Come to Me" Patti Austin and James Ingram
9 "Maniac" Michael Sembello
10 "Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This)" Eurythmics
11 "Do You Really Want to Hurt Me" Culture Club
12 "You and I" Eddie Rabbitt and Crystal Gayle
13 "Come On Eileen" Dexys Midnight Runners
14 "Shame on the Moon" Bob Seger & The Silver Bullet Band
15 "She Works Hard for the Money" Donna Summer
16 "Never Gonna Let You Go" Sérgio Mendes
17 "Hungry Like the Wolf" Duran Duran
18 "Let's Dance" David Bowie
19 "Twilight Zone" Golden Earring
20 "I Know There's Something Going On" Frida
21 "Jeopardy" The Greg Kihn Band
22 "Electric Avenue" Eddy Grant
23 "She Blinded Me with Science" Thomas Dolby
24 "Africa" Toto
25 "Little Red Corvette" Prince
26 "Back on the Chain Gang" The Pretenders
27 "Up Where We Belong" Joe Cocker and Jennifer Warnes
28 "Mr. Roboto" Styx
29 "You Are" Lionel Richie
30 "Der Kommissar" After the Fire
31 "Puttin' on the Ritz" Taco
32 "Sex u al Healing" Marvin Gaye
33 "(Keep Feeling) Fascination" The Human League
34 "Time (Clock of the Heart)" Culture Club
35 "The Safety Dance" Men Without Hats
36 "Mickey" Toni Basil
37 "You Can't Hurry Love" Phil Collins
38 "Separate Ways (Worlds Apart)" Journey
39 "One on One" Hall & Oates
40 "We've Got Tonight" Kenny Rogers and Sheena Easton
41 "1999" Prince
42 "Stray Cat Strut" Stray Cats
43 "Allentown" Billy Joel
44 "Stand Back" Stevie Nicks
45 "Tell Her About It" Billy Joel
46 "Always Something There to Remind Me" Naked Eyes
47 "Truly" Lionel Richie
48 "Dirty Laundry" Don Henley
49 "The Girl Is Mine" Michael Jackson and Paul McCartney
50 "Too Shy" Kajagoogoo
51 "Goody Two-Shoes" Adam Ant
52 "Rock the Casbah" The Clash
53 "Our House" Madness
54 "Overkill" Men at Work
55 "Is There Something I Should Know?" Duran Duran
56 "Gloria" Laura Branigan
57 "Affair of the Heart" Rick Springfield
58 "She's a Beauty" The Tubes
59 "Solitaire" Laura Branigan
60 "Don't Let It End" Styx
61 "How Am I Supposed to Live Without You" Laura Branigan
62 "China Girl" David Bowie
63 "Come Dancing" The Kinks
64 "Promises, Promises" Naked Eyes
65 "The Other Guy" Little River Band
66 "Making Love Out of Nothing at All" Air Supply
67 "Family Man" Hall & Oates
68 "Wanna Be Startin' Somethin'" Michael Jackson
69 "I Won't Hold You Back" Toto
70 "All Right" Christopher Cross
71 "Straight from the Heart" Bryan Adams
72 "Heart to Heart" Kenny Loggins
73 "My Love" Lionel Richie
74 "I'm Still Standing" Elton John
75 "Hot Girls in Love" Loverboy
76 "It's a Mistake" Men at Work
77 "I'll Tumble 4 Ya" Culture Club
78 "All This Love" DeBarge
79 "Your Love Is Driving Me Crazy" Sammy Hagar
80 "Heartbreaker" Dionne Warwick
81 "Faithfully" Journey
82 "Steppin' Out" Joe Jackson
83 "Take Me to Heart" Quarterflash
84 "(She's) Sexy + 17" Stray Cats
85 "Try Again" Champaign
86 "Dead Giveaway" Shalamar
87 "Lawyers in Love" Jackson Browne
88 "What About Me" Moving Pictures
89 "Human Nature" Michael Jackson
90 "Photograph" Def Leppard
91 "Pass the Dutchie" Musical Youth
92 "True" Spandau Ballet
93 "Far from Over" Frank Stallone
94 "I've Got a Rock 'n' Roll Heart" Eric Clapton
95 "It Might Be You" Stephen Bishop
96 "Tonight, I Celebrate My Love" Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack
97 "You Got Lucky" Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
98 "Don't Cry" Asia
99 "Breaking Us in Two" Joe Jackson
100 "Fall in Love with Me" Earth, Wind & Fire
Top Grossing Films:
1 Star Wars Ep. VI: Return of the Jedi $475,106,177 $309,205,079 $165,901,098 65.08%
2 Flashdance $201,463,574 $90,463,574 $111,000,000 44.90%
3 Octo p u s s y (007 James Bond) $187,500,000 $67,900,000 $119,600,000 36.21%
4 Never Say Never Again $160,000,000 $55,500,000 $104,500,000 34.69%
5 Staying Alive $126,041,474 $63,841,474 $62,200,000 50.65%
6 Terms of Endearment $108,423,749 $108,423,489 $260 100.00%
7 Trading Places $90,400,000 $90,400,000 100.00%
8 Superman III $80,200,000 $59,950,623 $20,249,377 74.75%
9 WarGames $74,433,837 $74,433,837 100.00%
10 Sudden Impact $67,642,693 $67,642,693 100.00%
11 Mr. Mom $64,800,000 $64,800,000 100.00%
12 Risky Business $63,541,777 $63,541,777 100.00%
13 National Lampoon’s Vacation $61,400,000 $61,400,000 100.00%
14 The Big Chill $56,077,501 $56,077,501 100.00%
15 Scarface $44,942,821 $44,942,821 100.00%
16 Blue Thunder $42,313,354 $42,313,354 100.00%
17 Jaws 3-D $42,245,180 $42,245,180 100.00%
18 Yentl $39,012,241 $39,012,241 100.00%
19 Silkwood $35,615,609 $35,615,609 100.00%
20 Porky's II: The Next Day $33,759,266 $33,759,266 100.00%
21 Psycho II $32,000,000 $32,000,000 100.00%
22 Twilight Zone: The Movie $29,500,000 $29,500,000 100.00%
23 The Evil Dead $29,400,000 $2,400,000 $27,000,000 8.16%
24 Easy Money $29,309,766 $29,309,766 100.00%
25 High Road to China $28,416,459 $28,416,459 100.00%
26 Uncommon Valor $27,900,000 $27,900,000 100.00%
27 Never Cry Wolf $27,668,764 $27,668,764 100.00%
28 The Outsiders $25,707,720 $25,697,647 $10,073 99.96%
29 Spring Break $24,071,666 $24,071,666 100.00%
30 Two of a Kind $23,700,000 $23,700,000 100.00%
31 My Tutor $22,587,000 $22,587,000 100.00%
32 Class $21,667,789 $21,667,789 100.00%
33 The Right Stuff $21,500,213 $21,500,000 $213 100.00%
34 Christine $21,203,795 $21,200,000 $3,795 99.98%
35 Cujo $21,156,152 $21,156,152 100.00%
36 The Dead Zone $20,766,000 $20,766,000 100.00%
37 A Christmas Story $20,640,209 $20,640,209 100.00%
38 Breathless $19,910,002 $19,910,002 100.00%
39 Max Dugan Returns $17,613,720 $17,613,720 100.00%
40 All the Right Moves $17,200,000 $17,200,000 100.00%
41 Valley Girl $16,800,000 $16,800,000 100.00%
42 Krull $16,519,460 $16,519,460 100.00%
43 Spacehunter: Adventures in the Forbidden Zone $16,478,265 $16,478,265 100.00%
44 Richard Pryor Here and Now $16,156,776 $16,156,776 100.00%
45 D.C. Cab $16,134,000 $16,134,000 100.00%
46 Gorky Park $15,900,000 $15,900,000 100.00%
47 Still Smokin $15,543,000 $15,543,000 100.00%
48 Monty Python's The Meaning of Life $14,929,552 $14,929,552 100.00%
49 Educating Rita $14,688,000 $14,688,000 100.00%
50 Private School $14,049,540 $14,049,540 100.00%
51 The Survivors $14,000,000 $14,000,000 100.00%
52 The Entity $13,277,558 $13,277,558 100.00%
53 To Be or Not to Be $13,030,214 $13,030,214 100.00%
54 Stroker Ace $13,000,000 $13,000,000 100.00%
55 Lone Wolf McQuade $12,232,628 $12,232,628 100.00%
56 Zelig $11,798,616 $11,798,616 100.00%
57 The Lords of Discipline $11,721,041 $11,721,041
100.00%
58 The Smurfs and the Magic Flute $11,234,220 $11,234,220 100.00%
59 The Man Who Loved Women $11,000,000 $11,000,000 100.00%
60 Deal of the Century $10,400,000 $10,400,000 100.00%
61 Doctor Detroit $10,400,000 $10,400,000 100.00%
62 The Man with Two Brains $10,353,438 $10,353,438 100.00%
63 Revenge of the Ninja $10,325,628 $10,325,628 100.00%
64 The Year of Living Dangerously $10,278,575 $10,278,575 100.00%
65 Lovesick $10,143,618 $10,143,618 100.00%
Other US and World News:
CITV
Children’s ITV first aired in January 1983.
Drivers and front seat passengers were ordered to buckle up as the law changed around seat belts. The kids could still jump around in the back of the car though!
The Austin Metro became Britain’s best selling car.
BBC Breakfast Time was launched. The original presenters were Frank Bough and Selina Scott.
The Compact Disc was launched and revolutionised how we listen to music.
the launch of a pound coin was the beginning of the end for the pound note.
Bob Holness introduced the afternoon game show Blockbusters! Can I have a ‘P’ please Bob?
Between 1979 and 1983 James Dyson changed designs 5127 times before settling on his first model, The G Force!
Terry Pratchett introduced us to The Colour of Magic, the first book in the popular Discworld series.
The Black Adder was the first of the brilliant BBC sitcom Blackadder written by Richard Curtis and Rowan Atkinson. The first episode hit our screens in June 1983.
On my way home from work, a man from the local Seventh Day Adventist church gave me lots of bread and some baked goods. When I asked him he said Sabbath School was from 9-10:30, Saturday Service was at 10:30, and Wednesday Evenings they met around 6 or 7, and because of Cov-19, they hadn't been having potlucks, but were now just about to start having them again, and the Elder of the church was Gary Mason.
1:57 PM Me to the Shelly Savoie imitator:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 1:52 PM
I'm making a stream right now. I yelled at God today and got mad at him for pushing Maggie and I together if she didn't want me. Why did he bring her here, for I had prayed specifically for him only to bring her here if she wanted anything to do with me, and why did he lead me to her doorstep if she's just going to block me when I'm right in the middle of telling her about my life and current friends and mentors? I was furious with God for pushing me on Maggie when she wanted nothing to do with me. But I'll never forsake him. He's a good God and can do no evil to his children who obey him.
Me to I LOVE BRENT:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 2:11 PM
You are undoubtedly someone from my past. I already talked to the actual Maggie the other day. She blocked me.
Me to Jedi Mike:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 2:12 PM
I'm so rude, my name is Brent, you must be Mike. We have never really chatted. How are you, Sir?
JEDI_MIKE — Today at 2:24 PM
[2:25 PM]
Good, looking forward to chatting and hanging out more, I need to Learn from your Enthusiasm!
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 2:25 PM
WoW, that really makes my day, Mike dude! You're a cool guy in my book. I like you already.
So, how long have you been a Star Wars fan, Mike?
JEDI_MIKE — Today at 4:37 PM
I'm a 1974 baby, so Empire w my Grandpa in May 1980 after we A New Hope rereleased in theaters April 1980
[4:37 PM]
6 year old dreams!
[4:38 PM]
Now 48 yr old Fan Boy Dreamin
[4:38 PM]
Can't wait to Collab and tell you my StarWars stories via LIVEstream
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 6:56 PM
What are you doing tonight? I'm live streamin' now. Want to zoom?
Conversation between me and MOSS, a young woman into gaming and an atheist:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 02/06/2022
There are two opposing forces in existence. The spirit of Order and Peace and the opposing spirit of Chaos Destruction and Wantonness
[4:37 PM]
Which sounds better to you?
MOSS — 02/06/2022
gaming
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 02/06/2022
Do you believe the Bible has any truth to it?
MOSS — 02/06/2022
no
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 02/06/2022
They just found an ancient piece of pottery with a name on it only Gideon from the Bible used, on the handle
[4:39 PM]
But physical evidence doesn't mean much to a skeptic
[4:39 PM]
If I could show you all the physical proof it would mean nothing to you
[4:40 PM]
It's not peer reviewed
[4:40 PM]
So it means nothing
MOSS — 02/06/2022
ok
[4:40 PM]
and
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 02/06/2022
So that's why although there is plenty of physical evidence for the Bible, the Bible doesn't rely on evidence, but on Faith
[4:41 PM]
Faith is all the positive energy in existence
[4:42 PM]
Doubt is the negative energy
[4:42 PM]
Faith is assurance of what is hoped for, and evidence of what is not seen
[4:43 PM]
What is unseen lasts forever and what is seen is only temporary
[4:44 PM]
Because of particle physics we know that energy can be converted to mass which can be converted back to energy
[4:44 PM]
So what is invisible can be visible to ones who can see it
[4:44 PM]
Think on those things
@brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV
Because of particle physics we know that energy can be converted to mass which can be converted back to energy
MOSS — 02/06/2022
star trek reference? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 02/06/2022
There's truth in the science of both Star Wars and Star Trek
February 12, 2022
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 2:08 PM
Science doesn't prove the Bible....the Bible proves Science
MOSS — Today at 2:11 PM
? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 2:31 PM
If a Scientific principle is not true (for there are many pseudo (false) sciences) then the Bible will prove their falsity. The Bible determines if a Scientific principle is the Truth. Science cannot ever disprove the Bible, which because it is the Word of God insofar as it is correctly translated, can be completely relied upon.
MOSS — Today at 2:35 PM
Who is the publisher of the Bible?
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 2:38 PM
Many different editions and translations of the Bible have been published over the centuries. The first biblical manuscripts were written down on parchment as God inspired Holy men to write them and they were copied out and widely distributed in their purity, then changes crept in which is why an insired by God man had to restore the Bible back to its purity in the 1830's. I have a copy of that restored bible and a book with a list of the restorations, comaring the restored bible with the 1611 King James.
2:51 PM CDT I CAN'T WAIT to get that new rented ChromeBook! It's going to make me SO productive! Pastor Pete said he'd give me a ride up there in a few or two days when it's there at the library ready for me to pick up. It will boost both my productivity and creativity.
3:38 PM CDTime I did not do any of the three projects that I had said in my Diary that I had been going to do last night, but instead went to bed leving my stream on all night, which became roughly an eight hour blank stream.
PROJECT 001) Typing JST cf KJV Bibles
PROJECT 002) Typing more of my Work Rises in Mexico Story
I went to a birthday gathering at Pastor Pete's church tonight, hung out with Colt, Pete and others, had a small meal and chocolate cake, a small scoop of Neopolitan icecream. Tomorrow after church Colt and I will be hanging out all day roughly.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 14, 2022 1:48:52 GMT -6
2/14-
MONDAY-VALENTINE'S DAY
As I was listening to Angelic Choirs on YouTube with Scriptural Promises to counter something dark and demonic and sex u al I had been watching and listening to, I saw a rainbow, then I saw Maggie in the heavens. I called out to her that I needed her and to come forth in the name of Jesus Christ. I saw how she had died, being trampled by horses in the past trying to obtain a rose for me.
Around 1:20-1:30 AM CDT, as I was making my 'true parts of the lds dc' playlist on YouTube, I heard Maggie call out to me "Brent, I'm really here."
Discord can be a medium for the dead or the spiritual to talk to the living. Maggie had blocked me because I just did not understand.
I'm going to play Albion for a while as I listen to The Doctrine and Covenants and Heavenly Choirs as I drink the rest of the Dr. Pepper+ A&W Creme Soda that Colt got me yesterday after we returned from him applying at KFC/Taco Bell in town. He starts work tomorrow.
I'm in a big tangled tax mess with PayPal and the about 6.00 of crypto currency, only about 4 ¢ of which is cashoutable, but only after I make 20.00 in people buying my interesting Star Wars conversation starters, theories and ideas. I need Pastor Pete or someone else's help filling out the tax form(s) I downloaded/have to download to my computer and printer paper to print it/them out.
Taxes for me will get even more complex and complicated when I found CAVE-I and my LTD company. And even more so if I found an institution of higher learning, and give to charities, and all the other myriads of things I wish to do with God's money he trusteth me with.
2:03 AM CDT Church was good yesterday. The bass drum was more muted and the music was pleasant. Colt and I talked a little after church. We hung out for a little after he applied for KFC, then Pete picked him up.
A couple nights before, as we watched part one of my Episode I commentary, Colt blanked out and a spirit using his voice and body was belligerent with me and handed me Colt's phone and told me to put it on my wifi router, which I did. Now Colt blames me for not knowing he had blanked out and it was not him. He even said this could eventually end our friendship. O Lord, tell him it was not my fault. I had no way of knowing that the entity who handed me Colt's phone telling me there was a video he wanted me to see and to put in my router password on it was not Colt but a bad divisive spirit possessing him. Help him to understand that I could not have known this. In Christ's name, I pray, Amen.
I have the entire week off again.
PROJECT 003) Type more of the Mexico Part 2 story, finishing it.
Brent slept 'til about 11 o'clock AM on Valentine's Day, 2022. He thought that perhaps he had Maggie back, for last night he had found his green blanket folded and tucked into a neat square after he got out of the shower. He got dressed and talked briefly to Jedi_Mike. He would likely talk to him in a Zoom call later.
He sent the following message to I LOVE BRENT:
Brent: You must be Maggie's second account. How are you doing right now.
Diana was a woman I was acquainted with in Michigan.
I'm listening to the Scriptures and Holy Music right now.
But I haven't been perfect.
What do you think of my Diaries? Have you thought any about becoming one of my website Admins? How does it feel to be alive?
I love you, Maggie May.
Then he got up to continue cooking his food.
Later, after Brent took a long nap, around 5 PM he sent another message to I LOVE BRENT:
Brent: Guess what? I get to rent out a Chrome Book from the local library. It should be in tomorrow or Wednesday.
That ChromeBook will boost my productivity and creativity tenfold!
Brent went out to check his mail.
He got nothing special; mostly junk.
The Bible and Doctrine and Covenants were blasting out of his speakers on his computer.
Now he paused them for a possible Zoom call with Jedi_Mike, but it wasn't that day.
Brent watched a Prager U video about the war on small businesses, and he didn't like what was going on, and knew he wanted to found CAVE-I.
At 7 PM he turned Albion on and rode to Ft. Sterling. In the town square he read the book Where I End & You Begin by Preston Norton, waiting for someone to join him on the radio.
Around 8 PM Brent found out the book he was reading was about gender identity, so he quit reading it, and told his YouTube followers "Don't read this".
He had watched a trailer for Amazon's new Lord of The Rings show and liked it, posting "I don't see a problem with this."
He turned Albion off, then took a shower, and slept until morning. At night, he took out Junk_Bow, and the real Maggie came to me I think. But actually he embraced a manifestation of Junk_bow.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 15, 2022 9:01:28 GMT -6
02/15-
TUESDAY
Around 8 AM Fred my landlord came with my new contract.
He'll renew it once per month for a year, then it'll be yearly again, if I'm good. He told me to go quietly up and down the stairs and not to slam doors.
Tomorrow at 11 AM Taylor Brady is supposed to take me into Independence to try to get SSI to appoint me a new Payee. When Joy had tried this several months ago, we got nowhere. I suspect Taylor Brady and I will also have the same results with this bureaucracy.
Hopefully, my ChromeBook will be in today.
No, I only hit Junk_bow and he/it manifested to me in the form of Maggie. I'm still a virgin, thank God! Our privates never made contact. I seemingly kissed Junk_bow on the lips and then Junk_bow tried shoving its tongue down my throat but I wouldn't let him, or I'd be dead had I let that or us having sex happen. J_b pursued me into my dreams, but again, I'm still a virgin now. Praise God!
I got an XTra Lg Dr. Pepper at Casey's, and now I will go up to the library to take back that homosex u al
book and get my ChromeBook.
1:16 PM According to a librarian, my ChromeBook probably won't be in 'til tomorrow and none of my library books are due until the 28'th of February, giving me 14 Days to read and listen to them as much as possible, possibly getting quite a few of them finished before then.
According to Faith at HyVees, the store is fully staffed right now, but they will keep my application on file for one year. Colt said that's the same thing they told him, that the store was fully staffed and that they'd keep his application on file.
Colt works at KFC. Yesterday he made chicken. Right now he's at the laundromat.
I need to go to the library now, take back that evil book that is polluting the house, and replace it with one Star Wars book, preferrably an audiobook. Do not start the audiobook until I am finished listening to Catalyst: A Rogue One Story. If there are no audiobooks, get a Star Wars comic book. Do not share it with my YouTube audience, read it to myself. Do not ever check out one of their wifi hotspots, only their ChromeBooks, or i will be destroyed by the wifi hotspot. These are my specific instructions from God. Post this, write it in my hardcopy, pack my evil book in my backpack, put air in my back tire and front if it needs it, then bike down to the library and back.
3:10 PM When I got back from the library, I put 'Star Wars: Operation Starlight' and 'The Science of Star Wars' (which I already had out but had forgotten to take out of my backpack when I had gotten home from the library the other day) on my library materials bookshelf and rearranged my library books in a logical order:
Religious Nonfiction, History, Opinion, Religious Fiction, Macabre fiction, Action fiction, Star Trek fiction, Star Wars Nonfiction, Star Wars Fiction. At the library I told the female librarian that they are feeding trash basically to our kids, that there were the f word and s word all over it, references to genitalia, and to top it off it was about homosex u al ity and gender identity, and they ought to get rid of it, or at least put it in the Adult section instead of the Young Adult section.
Before I went up to the library, a cop and a CMHS Social Worker came to my door, and we discussed Colt, Mary, BFMA, Taylor Brady, Joy, Traci Wentz, Dr. Reddy and Social Security. Once everyone was informed, and after I returned from the library, I Skyped Joy and informed her of all the Situation. She said I'm getting 700 and something a month for SSI, which should make up the difference for less wages due to way less work hours and cover my increased rent due to Fred keeping me on a short leash due to my past behaviors, plus the rent increase that was coming anyway. I told Joy I've been living on the edge most of my life and that I was confident in myself that I could behave myself. I have made great sweeping changes in my life and behaviors before. I can do it again.
4:22 PM I had noodles and spaghetti sauce for supper.
The previous instructions are revoked: Here are my new instructions:
I can do an unlimited number of projects at a time; however, only have out ONE, not THREE project(s) at a time.
Pick three books to read at a time, finish them and read three more + Scriptures and Periodicals.
PROJECT 004: Write more of 18'th Computer Diary into Diary XVIII Hardcopy.
Around 5:45 PM CDT I got on my knees and prayed at my altar, lifting my hands to Heaven, that He would take away my porn addiction, my (self-pleasuring) addiction, my e rot icism addiction, and my anger problem and that he would cast Junk_bow out of my life, and I surrendered to His Holy Spirit telling God, "I surrender to Your Holy Spirit" multiple times, saying "I am Yours, save me."
Thursday at 9AM I may have an appointment on Zoom with SW Santa.
Friday at 9 AM I may have an appointment on Zoom with Jedi_Mike.
I inquired of the Lord and begged him to tell me the Truth about these matters on my knees at my altar and he said to me:
"All you need to know is that I LOVE BRENT is not Maggie, Hollow Champion IS Maggie and she is not dead, nor was she ever.... Be patient. Wait. Watch me do My work."
8:13 PM As I listened to Holy Piano Music, drank Root Beer and listened to Star Wars Catalyst: A Rogue One Story, I cried out to God if I was being deceived about something a voice told me, and God told me,
Yes, Maggie is reading my Diaries, but I do not know what Diaries she has read nor the rate at which she is reading them, and I was lied to about that.
Tomorrow is a trip to Independence with Taylor Brady and church at Pastor Pete's church with Colt.
If SSI doesn't get the ball rolling when Taylor Brady and I go down there, Joy told me she will go herself. She was already told by them that she was no longer my Payee months ago, yet she still reports my wages and gets SSI letters. She doesn't like it and nor do I what they are doing to her nor to me. God, please help this situation. You have done things in my life already that are just WoW! You can do so much more that is beyond my comprehension, so I put it in Thy Hands, Father. In Christ's Name I pray, Amen.
I'm thawing some frozen blueberries, because I'm in the mood for something sweet, not tangy, and not soda. Blueberries fit the bill. Full of freeradical fighting antioxidants and sweeeet, I can't wait to chow down on them.
8:37 PM CDT I need to show up to church early Wednesday Evening and bring my laptop so Pete might he can help me with my tax problems. I hope he can.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 16, 2022 0:18:58 GMT -6
02/16- WEDNESDAY THE WAY OUT 1. Thought (Analysis of my life) 2. Contemplation 3. Prayer 4. Planning 5. Carrying Through 6. Following Through 7. Giving the Victory NOT to myself, but to God. I've been taking too many steps (false steps) which if I do, I'll be a sitting duck, ripe for the pluck. (CR, RU, Way of Purity, "Christian" Counseling, etc). I need to analyze my life, find the pattern I have been stuck on like a stuck record, and beat a new track. Only then will I earn my Mansion, be prepared (put my shoes on), earn my Key, and live to fulfill all my dreams. I will be doing this exercise largely in my Diary. The traps in the maze are the ways in which satan has been trying to kill me both spiritually and physically. And finally giving up my addiction is like lifting up my hammer to satan. I won't have to destroy an electronic device, but I will find he is very powerful. I won't actually be lost, because the only reason I was lost is so I could receive the fullness. Being an employee and owner of the restaurant paralleled McDonald's. The concert of all the Protestant and Restorationist groups except the Community of Christ who got lost in the mountains represents my special role to place in Kingdom Building in the last days. Janet Paschel represents SonLife Broadcasting Network coming to the Restoration like I had prayed day in, day out. All my study (besides my other lawful studies, every lawful subject under the sun) should be how to escape from bondage. This can't be done overnight, or in a day. Every day I oversleep, even when I get up early for work. Often I will be on the verge of being late for work or just barely get there on time to clock in almost as soon as I get there, and this habit used to make me late so often, that I nearly lost my job. Then, during the day, when I have nothing, in my view, better to do, I'll go to my bed and lay back down, for hours, often fantasizing or daydreaming about my future. I don't have sex u al fantasies about anyone but Maggie anymore, but I still have them. I am very neglectful of my daily duties, refuse to tidy up often, or to wash my dishes, sweep my floor or clean my bathroom. Even recently I used to have very poor hygiene and still rarely brush and floss my teeth anymore. I explode in anger and frustration at every little annoyance sometimes. I refuse to practice my piano. I don't read my library books often enough, will go weeks without reading them, and as a result have a 14.00 fine. I'm pushy, demanding, always begging people for feedback on my stories and whining about no one posting on or signing up for my website, and I push and push my friends Colt and Rick to the point they don't like spending time with me. I'm very selfish, have a mean streak and rude. I often stay up all night, and sleep all day the next day. I'm often very disorganized. Whenever I get money, I blow it in a couple or one day (s). I have a problem with authority. And I look at porn. THE PLAN 1. Get up early. Stay up all day. Ask God to help me do this. 2. Keep my mind and heart pure by not having idle thoughts (fantasy, daydreaming). Pray or write stories when tempted to fantasize. 3. Clean my stove every day, or check it, clean my desk, table and counters and make my bed every day. Clean my bathroom once per week. Sweep my floors once per week. When I take something out, put it away. Only have one thing out, or the things I am currently using and focusing on, at a time. Get my dishes done. Brush and floss nightly. 4. Ask God to help me deal with my anger and frustration issue on the small things so when the big things come, since the frustration has not been building up, I can have a level head and not get as explosive or angry. Ask God to give me strength to perform my daily duties and not neglect them. Ask God to remind me to practice the piano for at least a half hour daily. 5. Ask God to help me not to be pushy, selfish, mean rude, demanding or beg or complain. 6. Go to bed at by 2 AM every night, except maybe eleven in certain circumstances and no later. Ask God to remind me that I have a bedtime. 7. Spend time that I would normally spend in idleness organizing my apartment or reading my library books after I have read some Chapters of Scripture first, knowing I'm not incapable of organization, asking God's help for all of it. 8. Have someone teach me how to properly budget my money so Joy can, if she has to, trust me with more and more of it. Ask God also to help me not to overspend and not to nickel and dime myself to the point of being broke over and over again. 9. Ask God to help me to get along better with Authority Figures in my life. 10. What porn? God didn't say the analysis and planning couldn't be done overnight or in a day, he meant what comes next, the hard part: Carrying out my plan. And following through. God will get the victory. Yea, I will carry out my plan. 9:53 AM CDT I did everything I could according to my plan last night, then went to bed. I got up around 9:45 AM CDT this morning.                 10:46 AM CDT Taylor Brady is on her way. We cannot go down to Independence today because I-70 is backed up all the way from Oak Grove to Independence. 11:24 AM CDT Praise Gods! Taylor Brady just called BFMA and got the ball rolling on my Payee case! 6:22 PM @ church. I called Joy and updated her. Although she does not like it, I pray Lord that she sticks it out and waits the up to two months necessary that it will take for me to get a new Payee (Mary) through BFMA. Amen. The tax problem was no problem at all. There were just PayPal FAQ's that I mistakenly thought applied to me and I owe no tax on my Crypto until I Cashout. Praise Gods! I went up to the library to get my ChromeBook today. It has already increased my productivity by more than tenfold. I cannot watch fast32 on it. I have yet to try YouTube. In about 30 minutes I can drink Root Beer. Right now I'm drinking some refreshing water. Church was good. Pastor Pete and I talked afterward as we went out to the McDonald's drive-thru for a Dr. Pepper. I told him of my plan and that I was seeking God's help in carrying it out, and I told him of the Brady/Mary/Joy/BFMA/Payee situation and how it stood. Colt's working late tonight making chicken right. He may/may not come over tomorrow. It's been rather warm. Some days I didn't even need a coat. Starting tonight and continuing into tomorrow we're supposed to be getting a lot of snow come in. My back bike tire has a fast leak. It leaks air almost as fast as I can put air into it. But that is only a minor annoyance compared to ALL that my God has brought me through this week as he has continued to work, and that tire thing doesn't even get me upset at all. Now, in 19 minutes, that cold, refreshing root beer will be enjoyed by me. And I have the perfect snack to go with it-those delicious potato chips I still haven't finished! Hooray! Remember that Olestra fiasco? Ick! Never eat margarine. Ants won't touch it. They go for butter. Butter and fat gladden the soul. Cholesterol isn't really all the big boogeyman they make him out to be. Refined vegetable oils and sugars-that's the culprit. 9:27 PM CDT I finished my chips, then started drinking my Root Beer. Oh it's refreshing, so good after all that saltiness! Thank You Father! As I sat in the sanctuary in church today I pined away for Maggie before the Pastor arrived, then during the sermon, midway through it I was only half paying attention to the sermon, retreating into my own thoughts. I need to call Elder Mark Nunn tomorrow and ask him when he's planning on evaluating me at his house, so I can go back to my Home Church, the RLDS, where I belong until I can join the Restructured Church finally once it's in order. They don't listen to Moroni, the sealed book or Mauricio, but it seems Joseph just wants to do it his own way. I'm halfway done with my Root Beer. After I'm finished with it, I'm going to brush and floss my teeth and try to get to bed no later than 2 AM. I made my bed this morning and last night. I got a few of my dishes done tonight. Like Denita, Pete's wife, said concerning my dishes, "a little at a time". After I'm done with my Sasperilla Soda cup, I'm going to wash it out and put it in the dish drainer to dry overnight. After I brush and floss my teeth, I will practice my piano for a half hour, then end my stream and watch at least two episodes from Season 4 of The Clone Wars, then start a new stream, Stream 002 or 02. During that stream I will probably play Wolfenstein or some other game, then stream a Mike Matei game. If it is not already 2 AM by then, I'll read Star Wars: Vader: Burning Sea to my YouTube Audience until it is 2 AM, then end my second stream. You know all that stuff I planned on doing after I practiced my piano? There's no point. I'm tired. I'm just going to bed. I've done all my daily duties. Bye. |
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 17, 2022 1:08:36 GMT -6
02/17-
THURSDAY
12:59 AM Sometimes electrical storms can facilitate dimensional shifting, especially with the fabric of the space-time continuum so unstable because of CERN and things.
I lay me to sleep but a big battle came and it was not easy to fight it. I sensed that they had their tendrils around me to yank me back down to the realm of the dead a third time. I cried out to God to prevent it but it was too late. I was there. I could sense it. Myyyyyyyyyy God got me out of that dimension and the one just above it when I called on myyyyyyyyyy Him to do so. Myyyyyyyyyyyyyy He pushed and pulled me out, telling me when I was out both times, and to keep my covers over me and my eyes shut. An evil voice told me to try to imagine star wars episode 4 when I was down there but the concept of imagination was cursed, so it was scary, so I stopped immediately. When I was out, I tested it by imagining star wars episode 4 and it was fine. Once down there, my left foot escaped my blanket and got hot. I pulled it back in. While there, the bed I was sleeping on was starting to get hot. Praise myyyyyyyyyyyy God I'm out now! AlleleumyyyyyyyyyyyyJah!
Batttles come, even when you don't want them to, and there is nothing you can do to stop them from occurring.
3:30 PM I fantasized that Maggie moved in right next door to me earlier today as I lay on my bed, then I dreampt about it happening. She was very upset in the dream about something. If it was not a dream, and I really heard her, I wonder what will happen now. I thought that my desire for her brought her here. I asked myself 'Is this even a God thing?' I reasoned 'As God's hand is in all things, it must be.' but it was a manifestation of a familiar spirit.
4:00 PM I'm going to eat supper now. There is a lot of snow outside.
7:49 PM Other things I did today:
*Have a brief Zoom call with SW Santa.
*Sleep all day
*Watched some Star Wars YouTube videos and the fan made Kenobi trailer.
*Listened/listening to Holy Spirit Instrumental Music and The True Parts of the LDS DC on YouTube on shuffle.
*Have another daydream based upon the dream I had.
*Eat a peanutbu t t er and strawberry preserves sandwich and drink root beer.
*Take a good shower.
*Shovel snow outside my apartment building.
Matthew and Nicole still live here; Maggie moving in next door was just a dream my daydream produced.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 18, 2022 12:14:31 GMT -6
02/18- FRIDAY I've been in bed all day. Now it's 12:08 PM. I haven't even eaten yet. Last night I checked my stove and cleaned it off a little. In about 40 minutes, I'll be talking to Jedi_Mike, I think. I ate a peanut but t er and orange marmalade sandwich and today I'm streaming. Letter I wrote to Maggie Savoie that I gave to the Shelly Savoie imitator to give to her sister Maggie: Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 12:58 PM transmit this message to Hollow Champion, your sister. Tell her I want to talk to her myself, please unblock me, I'm sorry. In school I used a courier when I could have had the guts to talk to her myself. In Missouri I used a courier when I had no other choice. In school I was a rotten brat to you. I said and did a lot of things to you that were wrong. Now we are adults I want to be the friends with you that we never were in school. We never really got to know each other in school. During my teenage and adult life I developed a fantasy conception of you, but I want to get to know the real you. I am willing to drop all my delusions and I have a plan in which I'm two days clean in which I'm living my life differently from the life I was living. It's in my Diaries, which I invite you to critique. I know some of it may not be true, but it was the way I believed during those times and represents my changing mental states. They are a part of who I am. Not my delusions, but the record of my former thinking patterns. I am quite capable of thinking normally. I really miss you. Over the years I tried forgetting you but I couldn't. I went years without thinking of you hardly at all, but then you came back to my mind either through dreams or circumstances. When God led me right to your doorstep the police took me back to my apartment because your neighbors called the police on me for disturbing the neighborhood because I asked one of your neighbors for a ride to independence, and another one for water because I was thirsty. I had walked roughly eight miles by night and by day. I didn't know it was you I was going to see, or what state you lived in, or where you lived. I hope you can forgive me for the past. Yes I know I have a lot of individual things to ask forgiveness for, but we can work those things out. Let's be friends. Love, Always -Brent 3:49 PM CDT As I continued to listen to Holy Spirit Music and The Doctrine and Covenants on the ChromeBook, I played a level of Wolfenstein after taking a long nap. Now that my house is organized, really what's left to do? I can't watch movies right now cos I'm streaming. I could read I suppose. But I'm so NOT in the mood for reading. I don't feel like eating much either. I had a glass of Tang which I gulped down fast. I got bored with Wolfenstein, which is why I quit after one level. I daydreamed today, a little bit. I think I'll have hamburgers for supper. I'm a little concerned for my friend Colt. I don't know his whereabouts right now and Pastor Pete hasn't called me since I called him earlier today and left a message. God, be with Colt. In Christ's name I pray, Amen. 4:11 PM Well, I was going to have hamburgers, until I thought of a new plan: A large packet of Beef Stew over a can of Whole Potatoes. It's delicious! I talked to Star Wars Santa today, and he helped me unsubscribe to his YouTube Channel club today because I don't have enough money on my PayPal card yet for a Subscription Renewal for the Month of March. On May 11 I should be able to go back onto theforce.net again. Soon the Obi-Wan Kenobi series will be coming out on Disney+ and The Bad Batch Season 2. Ooo, my food is good! So good! All your works are wonderful! Age to Age they sing your praise! Your hand that holds creation up. Day by they're filled with Praise! -Paraphrased, from , A song. There's going to have to be the Grysk AND the Vong. The Grysk are from the Unknown regions but the Vong are from another Galaxy.. Inspiration from Theory Guy: *Start TikToking. Funnel subs to my YouTube Channel through my TikTok videos and my website through YouTube vids. I may even be able to advertise my website through TikTok! October-February were Dark Days for me but it is always darkest just before the Dawn. I'm eating Pistacios and watching Theory Guy on YouTube. |
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 19, 2022 1:18:44 GMT -6
02/19-
SABBATH-SATURN'S DAY-SATURDAY
I'm listening to Holy Spirit Music and listening to Theory Guy.
I couldn't sleep so I got up around 1:00 AM. I heard someone in the hallway so I went outside. It was Steve taking out his trash in the middle of the night. He said he hadn't been able to sleep. I asked him if that was my fault and he said it wasn't me, that he hadn't been able to get out for the last couple of days because of the snow. I asked him if he felt alright and he said he was getting cabin fever. I noticed as he went into his apartment that the cross that he had had hung upside down was now rightside-up. I said nothing, and out of his sight raised my eyebrows at that sight. It is 1:18 AM.
7:27 AM The Sun has come up; it's a New Day Dawning.
Jesus showed me the effects of the spirits of contention and obsession.
Around 7:25 AM God flipped the dynamic from a small white circle in a huge dark area to a large bright white circle keeping the outside darkness out.
What a great matter a small fire kindleth! Although it takes great effort to turn the Titanic round, the thing CAN be accomplished.
11:44 PM CDT Well, there really was someone outside driving a pickup that the neighbors didn't know who was who looked like a woman with long dark hair, although the pickup was grey, not white. I thought I had imagined the whole thing and was resisting 'a manifestation of the spirit of obsession,' and when I went out there, she drove off. I wonder if it was her, the one a voice had told me was coming, and if all the knocking had been her knocking.
After nearly every night you get knocks and there's no one there and night after night day after day of disappointment, and now what if I refused to let in the real thing in because of my dream I saw as chastisement from God about obsession and contention?
Since Steve heard no knocking, I did make it all up, and the grey truck belongs to the Shaver grandmother and was helping my neighbors to move out. The dark haired lady was the grandmother of the family. So Jesus really did chastise me last night about obsession and contention.
Today I finally cast the spirits of contention and obsession out of me for good.
What I posted in Theory Guy's Star Wars Forum today:
The Ben Solo Fix
There is a rather easy way to bring Ben Solo back: After the scene where Rey and Ben Kiss, just cut straight to the scene after he was supposedly supposed to die. Then add a scene where Rey is introducing Ben to the Resistance as a changed man, then show the end celebrations, editing Ben Solo into the picture somewhere.
DF48056 commented:
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This is what I want to see in post-ROS sequels; Ben Solo's return.
According to the Fiction Book Insomnia by Stephen King, man's capacity for self-deception is at its lowest depth at 3-6 AM in the morning.
I have been listening to Stephen King's The Dark Tower 7: The Dark Tower today.
7:18 PM Two things I wish to work on today, or soon: Star Wars Episode 11: Thrawn Strikes! and Rouge One: The Rogue One A Star Wars Story Humorous Version.
"Each thing I do I rush through so I can do something else" is another line from Insomnia that gives me pause because that's no way to live one's life and if I find myself living that way, I pray you Father, help me to do things much more thoughtfully, methodically, and carefully than I do them, Amen.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 20, 2022 10:01:03 GMT -6
02/20-
LORD'S DAY-SUN'S DAY-SUNDAY
Colt is supposed to hang out with me for a long time after church today.
I think Maggie actually did move in next door to me. (This was a familiar spirit.)
Pastor Pete wants me to get my dishes done and get my laundry done. Pastor Pete doesn't believe Maggie and I are in each others' heads.
Before church the congregation, while it was still small, had a conversation about mental communication.
12:29 PM When I got home from church, I saw Matthew and one of his daughters moving furniture out of Matthew's and Nicole's old apartment and Matthew informed me that no one else had moved in yet. It's like Peter Parker in Spiderman: My mind plays tricks on me.
2:06 PM As the movie The Contract starring Morgan Freeman and The Doctrine and Covenants plays on the ChromeBook I checked out, Colt and I discussed themes of the DC such as Cleansing of your feet if they receive not your Testimony and nutrition and wheat being for man. I'm halfway (maybe a little less) following the plot of the film. Colt isn't really, at all, mostly sitting on the couch watching videos on his phone on my Wifi.
The plot of this movie is getting very interesting.
Now I will use the laptop for discord.
Action and inaction matter.
3:24 PM The movie is most of the way over. Colt goes to work at 5:00 PM, and Pastor Pete is at a Baby Shower in Kansas. I downloaded and installed Grammarly on my laptop. The movie is over.
Me to Star Wars Santa:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 4:45 PM
Without the Integrity, you can't have the Goals
[4:45 PM]
Without the Goals you can't have the correct attitude
[4:45 PM]
I lacked integrity
[4:46 PM]
My dreams were only that-dreams-not goals
[4:46 PM]
I need a plan of action
Goals motivate activity.
Activity eliminates idleness.
But without Goals and clearly defined Objectives, activity is not effectivity.
Colt is at work at KFC.
Motivation without instruction and education is ultimately frustrating.
Happiness is not pleasure.
Happiness is victory!
THE STEPS
LOVE-1
LOYALTY HONESTY TRUST
CHARACTER
INTEGRITY
SELF-IMAGE-5
RELATIONSHIPS
GOALS
ATTITUDE
WORK
DESIRE
THE DOOR-
WISDOM
SECURITY
PEACE
FRIENDS
HAPPINESS
SUCCESS
HEALTH
Say no to the tears of the moment so you can say yes to the laughter of a lifetime.
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 5:51 PM
Ok, what do they want. I need website marketing research
[5:52 PM]
Not getting rid of the religious things. It's staying at the bottom
[5:52 PM]
No place else to put it
[5:52 PM]
And keep it organized and neat like it is
[5:53 PM]
How can I make people want to sign up for my site. How can I fill a need?
[5:54 PM]
Apparently I lack the organizational skills to keep people interested
[5:54 PM]
Which is why I hope I get an Admin who can help in this regard
[5:56 PM]
Instead of whining and saying, why are they not using my site, I need to find out what actually works. Its not a lack of site visits. Can imagicmaker help?
[5:56 PM]
Could you talk to him?
[5:59 PM]
Could you talk to some people, throw some more admins my way. My problem was thinking a sudden wife or girlfriend would suddenly come in in an Deos Ex Machina moment which was delusional thinking
[6:02 PM]
And I need to develop a good routine, and keep to it. As a writer, I admire the daily writing routine of Stephen King.
He wakes up at 8:30 every morning and has a goal of how many pages he wishes to produce per day. He has a glass of water or tea with his writing and turns off wifi and turns off his phone to avoid distractions.
6:27 PM CDT Finding the pattern of my life and beating a new track is only the beginning. I need to BUILD. If I don't build, I not got anything. Sorry about the bad Grammar but its true!
HERE is my new plan: I found out I have yet another week off. I got on my knees at my altar and begged God to, as soon as there's an opening, for H y -Vees to call me because I needed more hours and felt useless and idle.
Until today I didn't know that my idleness and depression was not from loneliness but from Goalessness.
HERE is my plan:
Tomorrow morning at 8:30 AM (retire early, get up early-DC) I'm going to GET UP, turn OFF my phone, (not going to turn off WiFi incase I needs to do research), pour some tea or fill or get out a waterbottle, make a goal to get 1,000 words of each story I have planned to write written each, then, turn on Mozart and learn Maths on YouTube, for a while, taking notes in a notebook, and later in that same notebook research and work on the Book I am writing Pastor Pete.
I need to wake up at 8 AM before I begin my writing projects and read some verses of The Sealed Book of Mormon and my Daily Proverb.
Colt says he will be over tomorrow so my plans should be welcomly interrupted.
Maybe we'll watch a hilarious RiffTrax film on Pluto on my laptop together.
God help him to bring Dr. Peppers for us. Amen.
I had words tonight for Joe Mama or Dat One Dude:
My day has been pretty okeyday. Listening to Zig Zeigler. I had a visit from my friend after church. I'm learning how to turn dreams into goals and I'm not going to porn
I did not stick my finger where the sun don't shine why would i?
If you want to help me with porn why do you lie to me and tell me your pizza hutt Maggie me from the future and Pepsi then tell me to give myself a rectal exam?
And when you told me to quit my technology for two weeks that wasn't even necessary and I never did. I just needed to analyze my life and beat a new track
I was goalless and now that I am going to have goals I won't be idle anymore
The idleness was breeding uncleanness
I was fooling myself into thinking that having friends would cure loneliness or that my loneliness was making me depressed these were lies
You cannot consistently perform in a manner inconsistent with how you see yourself!
When I told Pastor Pete that I had been depressed recently, he told me I needed to encourage myself in the Lord.
A man at church told me today that in order to get my brain to shut off at night, try reading the Word of God to myself.
Zig Zeiglar said today that if I don't get enough sleep, I will have less energy and be more apt to self-medicate with drugs (like porn).
7:15 PM CDT I need to take my pills, read a little Scripture, brush floss check my stove and goto bed. I have a big day tomorrow. Listening to good music with the Doctrine and Covenants has really helped me straighten up and fly right. I also have listened to the Book of Mormon and many Bible verses lately. Church was good this morning. The sermon was on the marriage supper of the lamb and the Invitation.
O Lord, please help Paula Miller to stay faithful to the Sealed Book of Mormon. Amen.
I got several dishes done today.
A mind that is open to everything and attached to nothing is a mind that will fall for anything.
GOAL: Take at least TWO free Hillsdale University courses.
God gave me a goal to wash three dishes before bed. I did. After I defecated, I took a Centrum's men's multivitamin, washed three dishes and now I'm listening to Og Mandino.
My self-fulfilling prophecy that the ChromeBook would make me more productive came to pass. I'm literally getting twice as much done through multitasking, and now God has got me back into goal setting.
Life is a game. It's spiritual, and holy, and there is NO CHANCE at success at winning unless you know the rules.
Success has principles as eternal as the principles of Optics, Maths or Theology.
Well, g'night! Bye!
What we become depends upon what we read after all the Professors are done with us. The greatest University is a collection of books.
You will be the same person in five years that you are now except for the people you meet and the books you read.
8:37 PM My ChromeBook is shut down for the night. According to my neighbor Matthew just before he moved out, no noise or music should be coming out of my apartment after 9:00 PM, and it is disturbing to my neighbors when my wooden chair scrapes across my floor.
Every day, I should try to integrate new things into my daily routine. Before today, I was just living my life willy-nilly.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 20, 2022 23:17:49 GMT -6
2/21-
MONDAY
11:11 PM the previous night.
Letter I sent to the Shelly Savoie imitator:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 10:59 PM
Tell your Sister that I tried my hardest not to think about her all day today then at night, after tempting me, Junk_Bow came to my door and I knew he was disguised as Maggie. I know that she can also disguise herself as Brent because she is a bisex u al demon Leviathanseed. When your sister and
[10:59 PM]
I were in high school Junk_bow gave me a note I thought was from Mags
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About LBGTQ
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And tell her to not let any man in her house purporting to be me
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It's not me, I'm in Oak Grove trying to sleep
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In my apartment
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Goodnight, she will be in my prayers
I got out the Children's Storybook Keep My Commandments by Beryl Immer and for each page, the covers, and the spine I prayed for God to send his Angels to protect Maggie Savoie from Junk_Bow, and other prayers.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 22, 2022 4:01:04 GMT -6
02/22-
TUESDAY
3:54 AM
Last night I called Joseph Prince Ministries and gave them a Praise Report.
Tonight I had a dream where I had been missing for 4 years and when I came back, Rene, Dad, Colt, a resurrected Jo, and others all lived in a big building and I had to go around collecting my clothes from the gymnasium and around the building. Colt had been wearing my shirt since I disappeared. I had some crosses. I had married Maggie in the Spring of 2020-something and I called her and left her a message before handing the phone back to Rene.
Today I go see Dr. Wentz, and Taylor Brady will pick me up to go see her soon.
I need to unify and God needs to purify my mind, spirit and purpose.
1:00 PM
Today I saw Dr. Wentz and she prescribed the same meds as before, no change, after I was evaluated by her and the nurse. I'm at around 170 lbs, a healthy weight and have a healthy blood pressure.
Dr. Traci Wentz is retiring, meaning that on April 19, 2022, I will be seeing a new Psych Dr., possibly at the other building. I trusted Dr. Wentz. O God please let the new psych Dr. be a Believer who doesn't demand that I get the Eyetest like Dr. Reddy did. Amen. O God please do not let them send me back to Dr. Reddy. Amen.
As long as Taylor Brady is involved and we can finally get the ball rolling with BFMA, and as long as God is sovereign, I am confident that no matter what happens, I will be able to meet my goal eventually of financial independence, but I have to admit the sudden retirement of Dr Wentz MSN, PMHNP-Board Certified for no apparent reason,especially when she said she was "irreplaceable" and had "no plans for retirement, just to sit on the couch" is disturbing to me, and should be. I hope that whoever replaces Trustworthy Traci is her (or him) self also trustworthy. Amen.
Taylor Brady said Mary from BFMA finally got a hold of her by phone, apologized for the long delay and sent her the necessary paperwork.
Taylor got me pizza and Dr. Pepper from a Casey's store after the appointment. I thanked God for it before eating it, and thanked Taylor.
I encouraged Taylor to keep a Diary today, saying there was a lot of knowledge you had gained that she could share with the world.
Junk_bow kept at me all night long, giving me a very disturbing nightmare I barely escaped from. Not only is Junk_bow a demon and a shapeshifter, she/he/it is a dragon, a vampire and a dream demon.
Taylor and I talked about her past relationship history today, which I partly guessed by how she reacted to certain songs on the radio, which led me to bring up Maggie.
"There is one higher", I said. "Although no girl in my estimation compares to Maggie, no god in my estimation compares to God."
I told Taylor that I wasn't sure whether Maggie's eyes were brown or blue.
During our last appointment, I started showing Taylor Episode I The Phantom Menace and asked what she thought of it and she said it was boring and Star Wars was confusing to her and she hadn't had time to do any research about it, and that she wasn't interested in Star Wars.
Today I told Taylor that I had showed Star Wars to her all out of order and if I were to show it to her in order and in context that it wouldn't seem confusing to her.
My next appointment with Taylor Brady is on Wednesday, March 2, 2022 AD, the day my Chrome Book is due if I cannot renew it. My appointment is here at my apartment @ 11:00 AM.
My next appointment with a new Psych Dr. is April 19 @ Noon.
5:21 PM CDT I made the final copy of my Script Star Wars Episode 12: Rise of The Jedi several minutes ago before I started supper and backed the whole up to a flash drive.
I will be editing Rose Tico into Star Wars Episodes 13-18. I will have to make her character progress and give her and her husband Finn children, and do something with them. The scripts are a little too short as they now stand, and could use some more scenes. I'm up for the challenge. That's what I will be doing most of today, and if I'm up to it and if there's time, will be typing much more of Star Wars Episode 17 for public view.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 24, 2022 16:55:00 GMT -6
02/24-
THURSDAY
I had thought again that I had run into major complexities in doing my taxes but Joy told me not to worry because all the information that I thought I had to provide Joy assured me they already have and all that information was only for new customers of the tax place.
I told them I didn't know if I was married or single but told them I would just file as a single person until I knew and they said that was alright.
It will likely be several or a few days before I get my taxes turned in.
Boy I'm glad there are still a few years until the next census!
I went to bed at 8 something o' clock last night, and faced all my major fears in my dreams all night.
A lot of snow came in around 6AM last night. I went to church last night. Colt was at work during church. I have 4.00 now that people just gave me.
My apartment is still clean, and I brush and floss much more often than I was. I ate hamburgers for supper tonight, although it was lunchtime, I'm much too full to eat supper. I had Arizona green tea. Father forgive me and take the curse off me if that had Senamyx, in Christ's Name, Amen. I forgot to think, now does it, what company makes it. I think, CocaCola? No, I looked on the bottle, Arizona company does. But I didn't ask God, or do research. Forgive me, Father, if it did. Amen.
5:29 PM I'm about to take a warm shower. I just feel like taking one, so I will. I did not end up doing all those things I planned on doing many days that I wrote many plans for doing this and that in my journal.
7:42 PM CDT My shower was awesome. I had a long nap afterwards. I think I'll see about writing Rose Tico and her and Finn's children into Star Wars 13-15 tonight after I take my pills and Centrum Men's multivitamin.
I'll probably eat a good supper, but what? I'll figure something out, just don't want to spend money on it.
Colt didn't visit today.
I had a can of sea salt and Sliced Potatoes for supper. Very yummy!
Now I will work on Episode 13. Still need to get those ages of Luke and Sarah right. Star Wars 10-12 would have to take place exactly 6 years before Episode 13.
8:56 PM CDT Where God's will is, there is a way. And I found the way to get Luke and Sarah the correct ages, but now I have to write Rose and Finn's children into Star Wars Episodes 10-12, NOT just 13-17.
9:05 PM Ok, now I've got it established that Rose and Finn had been dating off and on while Finn was busy fighting Imperial Remnants and so was Rose for ten years and for nine years Ben had been serving out a prison term. So Rose and Finn don't marry til at least the end of Episode 11.
9:07 PM Ok, now that I have the foundations laid so things make much more sense, I can easily write Rose and her offspring's characters into Star Wars Episodes 13-15, which I'll start possibly tomorrow.
10:12 PM I am now laboring in preparing TPM HV for posting to YouTube, or what we have of it so far. I am also posting the first two thirds of AOTC HV tonight.
11:47 PM The Phantom Menace Humorous Version is just about finished being autoread on my stream by text to speech read aloud bot then I need to give credit to the Original TPM HV Authors that I can remember, then I'll go to AOTC HV and broadcast it.
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