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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 22, 2022 17:10:39 GMT -6
2022 CE CONT'D
01/23-
LORD'S DAY-SUN'S DAY
Around 4:40 AM, a big, tall muscular male demon with a huge sword swung his sword to the floor threateningly in the bottom right hand corner of my room by my bathroom. I went and grabbed my staff and told it I was a servant of the Lord Jesus Christ, and I asked God to anoint my staff, consecrate it and set it apart to be a Spiritual weapon, to be able to strike down any enemy that would have malice toward me physically. Then I struck the demon down, holding the staff the way the Tuskens taught Boba Fett to hold his staff in The Book of Boba Fett.
Church was great! Although Colt did not show up this morning, the bass was not on, whereas before it had been so loud it hurt my ears. Most of our music was acapella with good live drums. After church, Pastor Pete took me out to a Mexican restaurant in town, where we discussed Colt, Maggie, and Joy getting over her sickness.
I just watched The Clone Wars Season 3, Episode 16, which is about where I am on my Star Wars Saga Binge. After Clone Wars is Revenge of The Sith, and after that is The Bad Batch, Rebels, Solo Part One, Rogue One and A New Hope, The Holiday Special and The Empire Strikes Back, etc., etc.
Text message I sent Pastor Pete just now at 3:11 PM:
www.maraandlukeforever.boards.net I would really appreciate feedback from the ordinary average Joe you who is not that into Star Wars on what you and they think of my new Star Wars scripts on the Movies and Shows board on my site and since My website is now about a year old and I have few supporters and members and none of them or even my admins and mods do much (at least yet NEways) I would appreciate it if you or people in your families and friends signed up and posted on my site...its so more than Star Wars. In General Discussion you can talk about almost any topic under the sun and you can count to a million and share thousands if your favorite music and video selection on some boards. God bless Pastor Pete and May the Force Be With You! Live long and prosper 🖖 🖖
I'm listening to the Hardy Boys Book What Happened At Midnight tonight, followed by 'In Our Time' by Ernest Hemingway as I write more of my Seventh Diary, a love letter to Maggie, continuing from where I left off in the video that preserved quite a bit of the first part of Diary 07 based on 'New Diary 6' where the Original Love Letter started that I started writing last year before foolishly deleting and throwing all my (or most of my) Diaries and my two flash drives away and getting rid of certain pictures, and changing Ahsoka's Dialogue in a scene in Episode 12: Rise of The Jedi. 'New Diary 6' was a compilation of the end of 'New Diary 1' and the beginning of 'New Diary 2'. Part 2 of Diary 7 (there is no division, however, in the work except a several day date gap and a dedicatory and consecratory prayer in the beginning of the first entry of Part 2) is the whole of 'New Diary 3' insofar as there are not a few pages or more missing from the text.
Colt was here for a few or several hours and we talked a lot about quite a few things and played Uno. We listened together also to Josh and Theory Guy talking Star Wars on YouTube on Colt's machine. We got about halfway to 400, with Colt with way less points, way in the lead, with agreement to possibly continue the game on another day.
I am liking this Hardy book. When have I not liked anything Nancy Drew or Hardy Boys. It's all satisfying to read, listen to and watch, just like Sherlock Holmes is and John Grisham usually is. Cool! The narrator of this audiobook said she was a Ham Radio operator! That's awesome! Ciou4now. I took my pills around 7 PM and a half hour later, I will be able to finish the last few swallows of my delicious Dr. Pepper.
Proverbs 23
II Chronicles 15-16 IV
John 12:27-50 IV
II Peter 1:1-11 IV
II Peter 1:3 NIV
The General Epistle of Barnabus 5:18-24
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 24, 2022 14:12:28 GMT -6
01/24-
MONDAY
2:10 PM CDT
I have an interview with HyVee store today at 3 PM, which I'll walk to once I finish lunch. After my Interview, if I get the job, I will look in the back of the building for a place I can park my bicycle in the future.
3:09 PM CDT
The Interview went very well. I believe I will get the job. Faith said she will call me in a few days.
4:15 PM CDT
I just watched The Book of Boba Fett Season 1 Episode 4 for really the first time on my telephone. I am about to Start the Mandalorian 1X1 on my computer.
Steve told me a lot of people at H y -Vee quit because they had to get eye-tested. I said, Are you sure? He answered in the affirmative. I may have to get a religious exemption.
5:04 PM CDT
That was the first time I had really seen any episode of The Mandalorian
straight through and it was excellente par excellance! ! ! ! Now I will watch Clone Wars Season 3X17.
If it's the Second Battle of Geonosis Arcs, I will skip them to what is after them.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 25, 2022 9:08:34 GMT -6
01/25-
TUESDAY
What if carrying around a "Religious Exemption" Card is just as "hazardous to my health" as the eye- test? What if it's the equivalent of 'The Number of his name'? Well, during my interview, Faith never once said I needed to be eye-tested nor asked me if I was, so for now I'm not going to worry about it.
The next times I work at McDonald's are Thursday from 10-1 PM, and Friday and Saturday from 10-1 PM.
12:55 PM Colt's visiting.
I think I've asked them about it before, and they require neither eye-test nor glasses, since they're local and possibly not corporate, and the SCOTUS struck down the Eye-test Beta or Eye-test v. 2.0 requirement the other day, so I can still work at McDonald's also.
4:18 PM Colt and I are nabout to go up to the Laundromat. I will be taking my laptop. There may be enough money leftover for Little Caesar's Pizza for dinner. We won't have money for crazy bread, though. After all, Colt says jokingly that we're both crazy enough without it. 
4:56 PM At Keep It Klean Laundromat. After we are done washing our clothes, I have budgeted my money so we may have enough money for pizza, crazy bread and a 2-Liter of Soda.
A shirt a customer was wearing and Colt introduced me to a rapper whose music I can relate to in a lot of ways named NF.
The CoC man named Ken who helps with laundry will be here next on February 8, then the 22nd. He comes the Second and Fourth Tuesdays of the month, and he is there from 6PM-8PM.
9:09 PM Colt just left my apartment. We enjoyed dinner, watched YouTube videos and an episode of Family Guy, and ate Fruit By The Foot. I joined Theory Guy's website last night and so far have earned about 1.80 of cryptocurrency which I may be be able to cash out either on PayPal or CashApp once Theory Guy has his cashouting set up on his site, which is coming soon.
Although a step down from the Mark of the Beast system, having some crypto or bitcoin assets without having the actual Mark of the Beast is almost unavoidable these days on the internet and can cashout into actual money that I can spend. God kind of pushed me into it because I was opposed to the idea. Also, Clyde Lewis of Ground Zero has some bitcoin in his portfolio, and it may be a wise investment in today's market.
After I threw my pizza box in the dumpster and put Catalyst: A Rogue One Story on my radio, and took my pills and Apple Cider Vinegar tab, I put on www.fast32.com and put on A Simpsons Parody of Star Wars Episode I starring Maggie Simpson and the Unibrow Baby.
11:07 PM ......which was no longer available (as Clone Wars Season 3: Episode 17 would not play the other day) so instead I watched The Simpsons Season 33: Episode 6&7: A Serious Flanders, a parody of a big budget Hollywood Movie, that was excellent, funny, and had an excellent and satisfying ending. I also watched about 2/3 of Season 33: Episode 5 before that.
12:42 AM I read Part 2 of my Star Wars Storybook Video Series, finishing the First Book of the Series. Because of a Community Guidelines Strike, I am currently not allowed to upload anything to YouTube or stream anything on YouTube. I am planning now on Streaming Albion on Twitch and Discord on my machine as I watch Family Guy on Colt's machine. Ciou. The next entry begins not too long from now seeing it's the midnight hour. Bye!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 26, 2022 1:00:22 GMT -6
01/26-
Today Book of Boba Fett 1X5 came out, and later today I can show Blind Wave's reaction to it to my Case Manager Taylor Brady as a further intro to Star Wars if she has time today. Hopefully she has done a little bit (or a lot) of her own independent research by now, but if she hasn't, that's fine. Watching bits and pieces of BOBF 1X5 shouldn't give anything major away to her, and I will question her about the results of any if at all research she may have found time to do since she watched a little of Revenge of the Sith with me during our last appointment. Today I should find out if she ever got a hold of Mary or visa versa. I should also find out if Dr. Wentz was able to send the letter to the Jackson County Jury Board that may excuse me from having to lie one way or the other when I have to choose: Am I married or single? And because I am not mentally competent to serve on a jury, it would be great if I was excused again. Don't know why in the round world my name comes up so often.
Taylor Brady is sick yet again and couldn't come to my appointment, so once again everything is put on hold.
STAR WARS LIVESTREAMS! SCHEDULE
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 12:00 PM
I deleted all previous schedules because I am starting afresh.
[12:03 PM]
01/26-
WEDNESDAY
THESE ARE APPROXIMATE TIMES:
12:15 PM Book of Boba Fett Blind Wave 1X5
12:35 PM The Mandalorian 1X1
1:30 PM Break. Open chat. Others may stream music and videos.
[12:04 PM]
2:30 PM Clone Wars 2003 Volume 1
3:30 Mike Matei plays a videogame of your choice
[12:04 PM]
4:30 PM Clone Wars 2003 Volume 2
[12:05 PM]
5:30 PM The Holiday Special-Part One
[12:05 PM]
6:00 PM Church
[12:06 PM]
7:30 PM The Holiday Special-Part Two
Brent had recently been reminded of a part of his Diary that was now seemingly lost. He sat down to retype what he could recall of that part of his story which he felt took place around 2020 AD.
Brent was depressed. He lay in bed for days, getting up at every knock or supposed knock, pining for his Maggie to come back into his life. Suddenly God told him something and he was filled with faith. For days he faithed against faith and hoped against hope and believed against belief that the things he believed to be true about his and Maggie's past were true and accurate. Then his friend Shane accidentally put him in a Truther FaceBook Messenger Group, and Brent stumbled across a letter by one Donald Marshall which gave him all the proof he needed that he,like Donald, had been to a DUMB, for his and Donald's experriences, the way Brent remembered them in his visions, dreams and revelations, bore many similarities and his faith was no longer faith but knowledge, ah but Brent would doubt again. The last time Brent had written this, it had been much longer, but he had shortened it this time.
He had just watched parts of The Book of Boba Fett Season 1:Episode 5 and Colt was no longer staying overnight at his place. He longed for Maggie, needed her to face what was coming upon earth and upon America and upon Zion. He had gone to hell and back for her sake, had walked eight whole miles and shown up at her very doorstep, only to be disappointed by complaining neighbors, who drove him away before Maggie could get to him. He had given his number and address to Maggie's sister and six people in his life had pretended to be Maggie, one to try to seduce him, one to try to convert him to Catholicism (and he was a man), one who loved him but didn't want to disappoint him by revealing that she was not actually Maggie, one who was possessed by demons, and some goofy kids who had forged letters claiming they were from Maggie. Brent was tired of waiting for he had waited for more than 20 years.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 27, 2022 16:26:31 GMT -6
01/27-
THURSDAY
LET IT BE KNOWN THAT I BRENT SOLEMNLY SWEAR AND TESTIFY THIS DAY BY THE LIVING GOD that this morning Google MAPS said I was in Bates City at the time I walked there but when I opened it to show my friend to prove it to him, all record and data that proved I had walked about eight miles to Maggie's doorstep in Bates City Missouri had been completely erased as if my phone had never been to Bates City last year. The powers that be want to make me believe the whole thing never happened and they don't want anyone else to believe it, either. That record of my walk to Bates City on Google Maps on my phone had been there for many months previous since I got my phone back after my walk to Bates City around October of 2021. This I swear and set my seal to and Testify in the Name of My God Jesus Christ, for there is None Greater, Amen and Amen.
6:50 PM I am talking to you from Colt's Machine as I am listening to a full breakdown of BOBF 1X5 on it. Colt was here earlier today and we made stuffing with ground hamburger meat in it for dinner.
Two videos are uploading to YouTube on my machine, Parts 1 and 2 of my reading to my Audience of a Star Wars StoryBook.
Today I was overjoyed when I heard rumors that Lucasfilm was going to bring Ben back to life for Episodes 10-12 and that it may be a Thrawn Trilogy as I desired (and I asked God for more power to change the Star Wars narrative and told publicly of my Star Wars ideas, Scripts and original characters) but disheartened when a deleted record that was right there on my phone's email this morning was deleted, presumably by Google or whoever is above them, before I was able to use the Google record to prove to my friend that I was in Bates City around October of last year when God led me to Maggie's house.
Me to Shelly Savoie tonight:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 11:39 PM
Guess what, shelly? The powers that be erased the record that I have ever walked to Bates City to see your sister
[11:41 PM]
It was there on Google Maps this morning, and when I tried to show Colt to prove to him that I had walked up to Bates City down the railroad tracks not knowing what state or city she lived in, being led straight to her doorstep,
I say when I tried to show Colt my best friend in missouri the proof of this, the data had been completely erased
[11:42 PM]
I think some people don't want us together and they don't have either of our (mine nor Maggie's) (tell Maggie Brent said "or, nor", she'll laugh, trust me) best interests at heart.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 28, 2022 6:35:49 GMT -6
01/28-
FRIDAY
If I am serious about the dream God has given me, then I must prepare a place in my Day to seek His Direction.
"There are many obstacles I am going to face and many roads from which to choose to get to my dream. I'm going to need God's help in navigating the path to it. Regular quiet time with God is imperitive"-The book I am reading.
I feel a little under the weather-sick to my stomach and nauseous. But I'll survive. I'm streaming HALO Infinite. Colt was over earlier today. My landlord met him. I sent Joy my paycheck stubs today. I need to give Joy my W-2's, Apartment Inspection Notice and new Lease Contract tomorrow. Joy is still sick. I prayed for her today. Star Wars Santa told me people were turned off by the religious things on my website and my journals which is why people didn't participate so I put all those things down at the bottom of my website today, because I can't in good conscience delete them.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 30, 2022 0:08:22 GMT -6
01/29-
SATURDAY
I am at Rick's, visiting with him, and earlier today I hung out with Colt at my apartment. We ate popcorn and hamburgers and had a lot of debates and conversations. Out on the front porch I read him Proverbs 29. I am about to finally watch The Clone Wars 3X17. It is 12:08 AM.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 30, 2022 0:31:09 GMT -6
01/30-
LORD'S DAY-SUN'S DAY
TWO NIGHT'S AGO. as I was streaming HALO Infinite, I fell asleep during the feed on my bedroom bed around the time in the game that I am watching right now at 12:28 AM CDT, and my dreaming mind made up an ending to the story, and I wasn't aware of it, and now I am watching what really happened.
I am about to finally watch Clone Wars 3X17 on my telephone.
Yeaah! Some Hondo! And while I watched a very short six-minute documentary of why The Empire Strikes Back works as a film with the perfect structure.
No matter what side he's on, bad guy, good guy, Hondo is a survivor.
"Speak softly and drive a big tank"-Hondo
Some Jack Nicholson/Ted Roosevelt in there!
If he can hold his own against a direct assault by Anakin Skywalker, Hondo's doing pretty good.
....Hondo did try killing Anakin by pushing him in front of the tank's laser blast, but he did make good on his word to call off his men after Anakin spared his life.
"Choose what is right, not what is easy."-CW08S3X18: The Doomsday Device, starring Mace Windu.
I am about to work on Diary 07 on my Mara/Luke4ever website.
10:46 AM I returned from Pastor Pete's church to get away from that loud constant bass drum. I had a serious talk with Pastor Pete about my porn problem then I lay prostrate facing East casting dust on my head in the prayer room with the door shut, confessing my sins to God, then in the sanctuary I searched the Scriptures in my mind and found that they can't justify me in my sin nowhere in them, so as I walked home I reasoned with myself how that I wasn't even fighting, I was just telling satan, ok, let's go. I have not resisted unto blood. I ought to be fighting my addiction 'til there's no fight left in me. If I didn't fight, and if I didn't have a laptop or phone, Pete agreed that I'd just find another way to get porn, and I know I would from experience. Pastor Pete told me I should not get to a point where I am complacent and ok with my sin, or like I implied to him today, satan's lie that God was ok with it and understood. I need to see the reality of it; the abomination of it; how I crucify Christ afresh each time I do it. Pastor Pete told me I need to get serious with God and my desire to serve God should be greater than my desire to do my sin. I won't be free 'til that happens. Pastor Pete prayed for me.
2:53 PM CDT Colt left, leaving his green coat here, after I left with Pastor Pete in his truck to help him move a refrigerator he bought from a woman at a house in Blue Springs. When Pete dropped me off at home, Colt was gone. I left the doors unlocked for him in case he returns. He took the keys so he will be back today.
3:05 PM CDT Earlier God let me know that I am clean and pure and free now that I have made things right with Him and up until now I had not been truly forgiven. When I told Pastor Pete this he said I have the Victory but really, God, You have the Victory which you have granted. Lest I should go back to my old ways, I must remember that God doesn't forgive unless you are willing to repent fully, and you can't play games with God, serve two masters or two gods--and God had told Gina that I needed to get on the ark or stay off it.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 31, 2022 19:15:21 GMT -6
01/31-
MONDAY
Satan is trying to make everyone think I'm crazy, trying to make me myself think I'm crazy, and pushing my buttons for me to get myself so upset and so loud and frustrated and angry by messing with my computer that the neighbors want to call the police on me and if that happens, I will NEVER get out of Ludington EVER, my spirit will be cooked, I will lose my virtue and my very soul will be damned. Hope dies with the slamming behind me of a prison door. I was joyful earlier as I set up a timer app with Star Wars Santa, which was very complicated and complex to do and I could not have done without him, and then some entity I believe satan sent or satan himself deleted and uninstalled completely the timer app from my computer in an eyeblink, and when this fact dawned on me that all that work me and Santa did was for nothing, I raged and swore, daring the neighbors (Nicole and Matthew) to call the cops on me so I would be committed in a mental hospital, hellhole, torture chamber the rest of my life. I was more upset that Nicole had threatened calling the cops on me when I was arguing loudly with Uncle Mark the other day, treating me like a second class citizen who has no right to exist, (and not knowing the stakes involved if I should ever get back in the clutches of the Dr's or the law again) (people always, always have the fact that I, a harmless dove of a man who has never once committed a crime or even been a danger to myself or others, unless of course they were the bad guys or my captors (those were bad too), but in those cases they were righteous battles of self defense and defending others' rights of life and liberty), was beforetimes in mental wards, to hold over my head as a threat if I dare 'not to have good hygeine? ? ?' if I dare make one mistake taking my meds? ? ? Last time I made a mistake on my meds I wasn't locked up-I simply worked it off and drank plenty of water--there are solutions that don't involve locking you up and throwing away the key! Last time I went off my meds, I stabilized myself on them again and never went to the hospital once except outpatient to get a blood draw, though at least three people that I know of conspired at that time to try to get me committed. Eventually I was stabilized. Satan would love nothing better than to take away my freedom, life and soul. Ludington would be my ultimate destination if I were again the victim of any arrest, even though it is illegal to extradite anyone to any state from the State of Missouri, these people are above the law. Their law is Mahan. Their order is Illuminati, Knights Templar, Jesuit, High Level Freemason, Satanist, Witch. Their functionaries are evil Nazi kkk Dr's and politicians and others. They have their tendrils in the Military. Their head is Obama. their prophet, Pope Francis, their religion Chrislam, and their Agenda the Georgia Guidestones. Their medical program is MHS, the head, Michigan, USA. Their war is peace. Their freedom is slavery. Their knowledge is ignorance. Their Constitution is the PATRIOT ACT, Machiaveli's The Prince and Saul Alinsky's Rules For Radicals, and Mien Kampf, and The Communist Manifesto. I am for peace. They are for war. Their religion is temporary until Obama declares himself the god in the 3rd Jewish temple, at which time the religion will be rent in pieces. I have spoken.
McDonald's, or at least some of them, if not all, uses human meat in their hamburgers. This is documented and there are pictures that have been circulated on the internet to prove it. They may change this evil practice at any time and thus be redeemed.
Also, before 1990 AD, McDonald's used beef tallow to cook their golden fries in, which was healthy. Now they use refined vegetable oil which in excess causes hypertension, and evil dr's prescribe bad medicine to treat the symptoms of, not cure hypertension, some of which medicines can potentially stop your heart in some cases, along with a whole plethora of other terrible and sometimes potentially fatal side effects. The best solution for lowering your blood pressure is not not eating fat or cholesterol, but cutting back on refined salts, sugars and vegetable oils, eating fish, beets and leafy greens, and simple exercises.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 1, 2022 0:15:14 GMT -6
02/01-
TUESDAY
MIDNIGHT CDT
YESTERDAY, I BOUGHT FOR 0 DOLLARS AND 0 CENTS much very good Jewish Literature on my Amazon Kindle Telephone App.
Yesterday I spent a lot of time with Pastor Pete, helping him with a little light work and talking to him and a man from his church and that man's wife.
I have the week off.
Colt visited me for about 45 minutes give or take yesterday. While he was here he voluntarily typed a little of my seventh Diary as I dictated it to him, then he went to visit a friend.
Me, Colt, and an older woman named Malinda Kay may soon have a religious discussion/Bible study.
Today I started writing a book for Pastor Pete to show him what the KJV Bible says about the teachings of my Church.
I went to the library and turned in the books Star Wars Galactic Adventures, Dark Apprentice by Kevin J Anderson and Dewey Defeats Truman, and rechecked out God's Secretaries: The Making of the KJV Bible yesterday. I put another hold on the middle two books.
I ate two toaster scramblers from Pillsbury for lunch and a Large Dr Pepper no ice and a Large Fry from McDonald's (most of one) for supper yesterday.
I did a lot of spiritual warfare yesterday.
Today, at 12:13 AM CDT I finally start my Star Wars Supercommentary simulcast on discord and Youtube. And here...we...go...3...2...1....
Action!
Some SW ideas:
The death of Luke's snowspeeder gunner Dak led to his discouragement, echoed in SW Episode 8, Santa. Before the Battle of Hoth, Dak had said, Right now I feel like I could take on the whole Empire myself, and Luke replied, I know what you mean....then tons of tragic things happened to Luke, losing his nephew to the Dark Side, his temple, his academy, his students, daughter Jane, Son Jace to the Dark Side and then to Ahsoka's blade, son Anakin off into exile secretly to take the Barish Oath, and also Luke losing his wife Mara to Kylo Ben's wrath, losing his nephew Dennis by Ben accidentally impaling him with a saber, he exiled himself on Achch-To and cut himself off from the Force, knowing the Jedi Order would die with him, and then, in the Last Jedi, Luke, discouraged, told Rey, do you think I can just face down the Entire First Order with a lightsaber, recalling the words of his snowspeeder gunner so many years ago on Hoth.
More ideas, and a comment by Messr EmperorsWrath endorsing them:
(PAGE 1) The plot is perhaps during Mando, Gideon is Qi'ra's apprentice, as Qi'ra's the Maul Clone's. The Maul clone steps in and turns Jace Skywalker to be Lord Cadeus, who attempts to sacrifice young Anakin Skywalker to the god of the
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dark side, rescued by Ahsoka, who loses her left hand in the duel, in which she defeats Cadeus.
She replaces her left hand by a light blue crystalline, beautiful hand she constructs herself.
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Maul's Clone's first apprentice is a sexy Twi'lek female Sith Lord named Darth Talon whom Jane Skywalker slays while Ben Solo Luke's nephew is a preteen. The Maul Clone's soldiers give rise to a resurrected Imperial remnant, explaining the Zabrok tribal markings on First Order stormtrooper helmets. Eventually Snoke trains an apprentice, then when he is defeated, he seduces Ben Solo. The Maul Clone is defeated by Luke.
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Maul's Clone soldiers and remnants combine with Snoke's command of the Imperial remnants giving rise to the First Order. Grogu is secreted away in exile to fight another day. After Episode 9, episodes 10-12 are the Thrawn Trilogy where Rey is Lady Palpatine.
Yoda's secret wife was Yaddle and he always knew about Anakin/Padme. Their legitimate child was Grogu.
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Comment: Emperor's Wrath 7 minutes: This is a very well-thought out narrative. I think this actually might work with the ST and Disney should definitely consider using it. Great work.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 2, 2022 14:56:26 GMT -6
02/02-
WEDNESDAY
2:53 PM CDT
Good news! My Case Manager Tested Negative for Covid and feels better so we will have an appointment tomorrow at my apartment starting around 12-12:15 PM CDT. We just touched bases over the phone.
I spent the day in bed.
Tomorrow I have to give Taylor Brady my Jury Duty papers and she has something for me to sign and she should be able to get that Jury exemption letter in.
5:46 PM
There is a HUGE Storm in the USA that started in the Rockies..MAJOR rain and snow!
There are FEET of SNOW outside. My STREET was plowed and my sidewalk was shoveled. Joy CALLED to tell me my LANDLORD told her he was pretty UPSET that I had disobeyed him earlier when I had put COLT up in my house all those days he had no place else to stay in the WINTER and that I had ARGUED with my LANDLORD about it when he told me COLT couldn't stay anymore. He told JOY today that I was on the VERGE of being kicked out, and JOY told me to be on my BEST BEHAVIOR from now on. I need to CONTROL myself and not yell and scream or swear loudly anymore.
COLT was here yesterday night but left before 7 or 8 PM, and I slept all night and day. Jesus just assured me that everything would work out the way it is supposed to.
There was a Thus Saith The Spirit, directed at me at Pastor Pete's church Sunday:
"Thus Saith the Spirit, seek first the Kingdom of God and all these things shall be added to you, in their time, in their place and in their manner."
That is to my best recollection and the way I remember it, and could be paraphrasing, either slightly or a lot.
Satan tried hard at least twice to get me to blaspheme the Holy Ghost today, and Junk_Bow assaulted me yesterday, and also satan filled my head with doubts and worries today. Before I could fully give in to or be ravished by Junk_Bow though yesterday, Colt suddenly came over to visit.
6:35 PM CDT
PRETENDNG to be the Voice of Jesus, Junk_Bow tried discouraging me from pursuing my wife Maggie, telling me she just wasn't interested in me that way and never was, and that if I didn't let her go, give her up, my life would become crazier than it ever has been, and my past didn't happen. J_b also tried telling me that once I gave up Maggie all my porn would be gone.
Then Jesus Christ encouraged me, telling me I LOVE BRENT is a woman I loved from my past and if I found out who it would be heartache, and that I didn't have a chance with her because I was married to Maggie. God also told me I LOVE BRENT was NOT Maggie.
There are two kinds of lizard people in this world, who have souls, one from another planet and one from a completely different reality, each with their own agendas.
Some of the lizard people look like the Maggie Savoie body and facial type. One is the Queen of England.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 3, 2022 12:54:32 GMT -6
02/03-
THURSDAY
I had an appointment with Taylor Brady today and talked to Pastor Pete today.
I showed Taylor Brady the latest Episode of The Book of Boba Fett: Season 1X6.
It was her first time seeing Grogu or Ahsoka. Or Din D'Jarin.
Message I sent to Shellly Savoie today:
Shelly, there's got to be something your sister can do. My landlord believed all kinds of false accusations and half truths and truths blown way out of proportion against me and now he has given me a notice to vacate by the end of February from my place of greatest security. My apartment is a fortress, at the center of a cross on a map, given to me by God in answer to my prayers and heartfelt desires. Joy my spiritual mother told me that my two apartment doors are my first and second line of defense against any attack and nothing gets through that second door as long as it is locked. My landlord tricked me into signing my notice to vacate. He knew that I thought I was signing my contract and he covered the notice to vacate up so I wouldn't know what I was signing. Isn't that illegal?
[12:26 PM]
Your sister only lives about eight miles away from me.
Taylor Brady echoed the words of Jesus that he had said to me last night, the exact words, "Everything will work out the way it's supposed to. If you can't stay here, perhaps you can stay somewhere that's better."
I take that, although that last part may be paraphrased, as a message of comfort from Jesus Christ.
My jury exemption letter was signed by me, and I told Taylor all about my belief that I was Maggie's husband, and gave her more details about where Maggie lived, and about that October night and day that I had walked there, and more details on what had happened that day.
Pastor Pete says he'll call around to see if there's a place I can stay.
I'm not talking to Joy about this (Fred my landlord will tell her anyway) because her first solution would be to send me packing back to Michigan, where my life and soul would be forfeit.
I just got to sit back and let things play out, as Cad Bane said to Cob Vanth in yesterday's Star Wars Episode. Also, in yesterday's Episode Grogu was given some of his childhood memories back.
3:54 PM CDT I completely submitted to the will of the Father, laying my Isaac down, Dying to my own self, as I lay on my bed. God blessed me, saying blessed shall I be in my coming, blessed shall I be in my going, blessed shall I be in my downsitting, and blessed shall I be in my uprising, and my seed shall occupy the heaven. Junk_bow's Acolytes also tempted me as I lay on my bed.
I told Matthew I forgave him and he said 'Why?' and I told him he's moving out and Fred's evicting me because of him, and he told me yes they were moving out but he never discussed me with Fred. I said it was Nicole then, and I forgive her, and that that day their daughter thought that I was yelling at her, I was not.
As I was eating noodles that were looking like dead Maggies (J_b's Acolytes) I desperately cried for God to push and pull me out of those lower dimensions and to fight my battles and to change my eviction notice into a contract renewal in the name of Jesus Christ.
Before this happened I called and left Pastor Pete a message asking him about legal options, telling him about the way Fred tricked me into signing the notice to vacate.
I don't know what is going to happen now. I'm scared but God has assured me over and over again that all will work out the way it's supposed to.
4:33 PM CDT It feels like the flames are already at char broil temperature! Junk_bow's minions are after me all over my apartment, even now. They promise if I have to leave here they will have all power over me. Pastor Pete says after a couple of days he will talk to my landlord and he has an application for another place. The deads are presenting themselves to me all over the place, as they did when they dragged me into the Realm of the Dead. I will fight them until there is no fight left in me!
They've let up, now that I've exposed them to the light. Focusing on my laptop helps. Keep on praying. They're manifesting again-in color. I covet your mighty prayers.
5:40 PM CDT Sometimes it is not what you are doing, it is where you are.
I called Pastor Pete who told me to read the Scriptures, so I opened them and the KJV did not help, even when I read parts of the last chapters of Revelation out loud and the deads still manifested to me in the Bible's pages, so I called Pastor Pete back and he told me I needed to get out of the house and I reminded him of the time I was walking around Bates City and everywhere I went the demon spirits were trying to devour me, and he told me to go to Rick's for fellowship, which I did after stopping at Casey's to buy a xlarge Dr. Pepper.Pastor Pete had prayed for me. We had plead the blood of Jesus Christ.
When I got to Rick's I thought it had worked but when I started pecking away at my journal, the dead Maggie minions started manifesting themselves to me. After finishing The Return of the Jedi Radio Drama, I'm going to try a new tactic. There is secular sometimes sex u al music on Rick's TV right now from the 80's which may be attracting the deads, so I'll do something new.
The song "We Got the Beat" by The Go-Go's doesn't seem to attract the deads. When the song "Tainted Love" started to come on, I asked Rick's permission to turn the TV channel so I turned it first to DayStar, then to Trinity Broadcasting Network. Now I will put praise music on YouTube and read the Book of Mormon on
3Scriptures.com .
Conversation I have been having with Shane Mykel Jones for the past several days:
Brent: Shane, I need your advice
I LOVE BRENT — Today at 9:09 PM
Who is Diana?
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 9:53 PM
An angel told me that if I found out who you were I would experience heartache and told me to be careful. You don't have to be Maggie. Please don't pretend to be.
[9:53 PM]
You're someone else.
[9:54 PM]
I was shown a picture of you wearing a green facemask creme.
[9:54 PM]
I thought you looked like Diana
[9:55 PM]
Maggie lives here, in Missouri. I don't know who you are but you cannot be her. If you were, the angel would not have warned me
Conversation between me and I LOVE BRENT
And the person who showed me the woman with the green crème on her face claims (and I believe strongly that she is, I have no reason to doubt it) Maggie's Sister Shelly
What does your angel recommend I do in this situation?
Scroll up for all my messages
Shane: Idk right now Brent, I'll have to pray about this and it will require time and fasting bud. Just be patient and wait okay.
You also do the same.
Brent: I believe God told me that I LOVE BRENT is a woman from my past that I don't have a chance with and if I knew who she was it would be heartache but its not Maggie. Also my background check says I'm married and I believe that I married Maggie then that memory of marrying her was erased from my memory along with other memories erased earlier.
She lives about 8 miles away. I walked to her house in October
Hmm something is going on here🤔
I'll look more into this a little later right now I gotta get my life and everything together I just lost everything but what I have in my room everything I'm back to my life before FWOGC just with a few perks and differences I lost it all in 5 months bud. All I got now is what's in my room that's it I only have a hand full of friends now also. I don't know what God has planned for my life but it cost me my job etc.
You have a great day Brent
It may seem like the end but that's when the miracle may happen I hope
Jesus assured me that everything would happen the way it was supposed to and told me in church through a man that seek first the kingdom of God and all these things will be added unto you in their time in their place and in their manner
Please take time and read my diaries there is so much more there than I can say here www.maraandlukeforever.boards.net
My next appointment with my Case Manager is two Wednesdays from now at 11 AM. Taylor plans on giving me a ride out to Independence in order to talk to the Social Security office directly because Mary still hasn't been able to contact her or she Mary and they don't seem to be doing anything about my Social Security case. I really must rely 100% on Jesus at this juncture because awaiting me at my home may be more Junk_bow minions and what hey of it get worse than it was last time it was home. Here at Rick's it was miniscule, and it's a race against time because I'm to be out of doors by midnight at the end of the Month of February and the cops are of the belief that I'm on a downward spiral and I don't think neither Taylor Brady nor Shelly nor Pastor Pete believeth my story fully nor even Colt about Maggie, true as it may be.
When I turned my praise music in a loop on YouTube, Let The Glory Fall (Not the same version as in my Maggie dream, which I couldn't find), and played Alma Chapters 11 and 12 aloud on my machine, and turned the TV on Daystar and TBN, it lifted me up, and up, and up, and up according to God, and now the food Rick is feeding me, El Montery Burritos, will nourish and sustain me, instead of the opposite. Selah.
8:26 PM CDT I'm talking to you from my telephone web browser 4G data plan on TMobile. EWTN news is on TV. I watched a video about Cad Bane's live action appearance in yesterday's Star Wars episode, having put God first, before I got the idea to have Rick turn the TV to EWTN. Then Rick changed the channel and I learned that the WWF wrestler from the 1990s The Million Dollar Man became a Believer in Christ and we discussed abortion legislation and "spiritual snakehandlers" and now we're watching a special on anti-Semitism. Earlier I walked around Rick's house praying and praying for no evil things to encroach upon these premises again. My laptop is charging in the room Colt used to sleep in.
According to Jonathan Cahn the world is returning to paganism and conversely the church must reciprocate and return to the way it was in the Book of Acts: Revival and I added Restoration.
According to a Revelation of the Holy Spirit to Jimmy Swaggart there are about to be many who will be accepting Jesus as their Savior. This great soul harvest is in conjunction with great revival and great Restoration. I believe the Brazil work is the crux of all this. And the Restoration needs the Message of the Cross just as Jimmy Swaggart Ministries needs the Restoration.
An LDS Man inqired of the Lord concerning the True Book of Lehi:
The Book of Lehi
Posted on February 4, 2018 by Pure Revelations
Many have wondered what is contained in the 116 page manuscript that was lost to Martin Harris. I have inquired of the Lord about this on two occasions. I look forward to reading Lehi’s witness. These journal entries were recorded last year:
“I asked the Lord why Lehi’s record had to be the unfortunate part of the Book of Mormon to not be included because of Martin Harris’ losing the manuscript. The Lord said that the record would be shared some day. It contained some information like what I had seen, but also an added portion from Moroni announcing that the words of the prophets are to teach us how we can come to the Lord and know him and be saved. That He will lead all those that hear His voice to a land of promise and we can know Him and see His face. There were some portions of Lehi’s writings that quoted Isaiah and also another prophet, Zenos I think. Also a couple of his visions of what would transpire in Jerusalem when it was destroyed.”
“I asked about the Lehi manuscript, the 116 pages that were taken by Martin Harris and lost. The Lord said they would have added about 35 pages to the Book of Mormon. He said that Martin’s wife knew where he had placed them and made arrangements for wicked men to come into her home and take them. She denied any involvement to her husband, although she knew full well what happened. It was a plan of the Adversary. Today, the documents are hidden up in a box somewhere out east. When the translating begins, these plates will be retranslated and the record will be restored. At that point, it will not matter if the original manuscript is revealed.”
Part of a conversation in the Down The Rabbit Hole Think Tank fb Messenger Group after 11:00 PM CDT
King of Hearts: Do many of you on here actually care about waking the masses up
Brent: I do
King of Hearts: you know it's impossible right
unless they want to wake up
Brent: I want people to be saved
King of Hearts: from what
The rapture?
tribulation I mean
Brent: Jesus came not to condemn the world but to save the world
King of Hearts: the bible is mostly controlled opp it seems
n I was born again Christian
Brent: Mormons have the smallest hell and the biggest heaven
King of Hearts: Mormons is totally bs
Brent: Many will be redeemed from hell
King of Hearts: you not awake if you a Mormon bro
Brent: I'm not a Utah Mormon
King of Hearts:
anyways yea the masses are blind
It's all bs
all religious
Brent: Yes they are they love lies
King of Hearts: I miss some of the lies
Since don't want wake up
Brent: No they are controlled by satanists
Satan wants to take away freedom to choose from all
Satan control this cosmos this world system
He offered all the kingdoms of the world to Jesus
He refused
Do you like Star Wars? I wrote episodes 10-17 but 10 11 and 16 aren't complete yet. 17 is written but not all typed. I published some religious things and my diaries are pretty wild. www.maraandlukeforever.boards.net humorous versions of sw are a little pg13
1877 901 4300 Joseph Prince tell him I was restored in the following week as Prince did prophecy
I heard Joel Olsteen give his testimony of how God brought his wife Victoria into his life tonight and I prayed for Joel Soul, that he would find his foundation again, and I got a word from God from Joel that I was on the verge of God's timing being my time for the fulfillment of all my dreams and opportunities, contracts and blessings, better than I thought, as Jesus had afore prophecied to me. Earlier T.D. Jakes had talked in an interview with Matt Crouch about our wildernesses and said if I admitted I was in a wilderness, God would work.
There are four levels of imagination
1)Dreams at night
2) Making up fiction stories in your head
3)Your third imagination involved with your third eye the realm of your fantasies and daydreams
4) The realm of the purely demonic, such as automatic writing or purely demonic inspiration.
Most of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle's stories came from his third imagination except for the one he wrote at the end of his life, which was from his second imagination, which is where the grand majority of Star Wars is from, the second level of imagination.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 4, 2022 14:21:54 GMT -6
02/04-
FRIDAY
2:21 PM CDT
I returned home round midnight and the Emissaries of the Dead still continued to and continue to bother me even after I tried casting them out and played praise music and the audio Book of Mormon all night, but God told me to just ignore them because they can't harm me if I don't allow them to. 'I rebuke you all, you monsters, by the power of the Holy Spirit' I said them. 'Go away in the name of Jesus Christ'.
They are diminished now.
Pastor Pete is talking to Fred my landlord and Rick my friend exploring options. Taylor Brady told me she would 'do research'. I presume about me being married to Maggie. I told Colt, whom Fred forbids to visit me anymore at all because he believes that Colt was still spending the night when he was not (and he believed also that I was currently off my medicine), and told Colt that I would talk to Pastor Pete and that I would put all of Colt's stuff, from his laptop to his suitcase, to his personal records, at Pastor Pete's church where Colt could pick it up. Lord, I pray that Pastor Pete agrees to this. It was Rick's idea. Maybe if I tell Pastor Pete that it was Rick's idea, he will agree to it.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 5, 2022 9:37:27 GMT -6
02/05-
SABBATH-SATURN'S DAY
Two Important Responses to the Documentary This Changed Everything on YouTube:
Blood Covenant
3 months ago (edited)
This was a really good history lesson and supports my theology that the Church should stay out of politics. Every time the Church gets control of and tries to bring the kingdom of God to earth through human governments, it always goes horribly bad.
Karen Robinson
3 months ago
If Anyone decide to listen this is the SAMETHING going on in 0ur Country today , how such a nation so free and yet so divided can fail this test.We have just elected a catholic president willing to do the bidding of his puppet master ( he will unite the church and the state. All catholic on Supreme Courts. Pope visited Our halls of congress with standing 0vation. We have been losing freedoms after freedoms. Each President will tell you.about A new world order (a great reset) no one is hiding this stuff/ please 🙏 and give your hearts to Jesus !!!!! Come out of these false churches. Jesus is coming back.
Today I accomplished two things:
Sleeping.
Eating.
6:06 PM CDT I took a good shower, napped more, then took my pills. I will play Albion on YouTube Live feed now.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 6, 2022 13:01:48 GMT -6
02/06-
LORD'S DAY-SUN'S DAY-SUNDAY
1:00 PM CDT I took all of Colt's stuff and put it in Pastor Pete's church and left Colt a message telling him it was there.
[12:58 PM]
Keep praying for me this new application for an apartment that takes me into an unfamiliar area where I have to stay on Social Security to live there and I can't have pets, or easily get to McDonald's Pastor Pete's church Joy's or HyVees's or WalMart or the laundromat because I don't drive and where I will be miles away from Colt or where Rick lives, I say this application just feels wrong and I believe God is telling me to wait on it, and Pete is going to plea to my landlord Fred for mercy.
Meanwhile I will fast and pray today.
I listened to most of the Book of Mormon as I slept and napped, from I Nephi 1 to Moroni 10, then a lot of historical documentaries about early Christendom, along with lots of praise music.
Satan tempted me sore as I made my lunch today (I'm fasting snacks today). The temptations continued as I tried laying on my bed. I'm going to call Rick and find out if I can go over there for a while to escape these foul fiends.
I'm glad I did not chase that 750 dollar rabbit down that hole. It took months to even complete two deals, the second one I didn't even complete and would have taken even more time to complete and I found out you have to complete 20 deals to get enough credits to earn 750.00. I probably couldn't in good conscience do most of what it required.
After trying to tempt me somemore with its bodies, Junk_bow told me its biggest lie yet: that it was God and Satan, and at the final judgment the Saints would go to hell and the sinners would be exalted to heaven. I fought this lie with all my fighting, fighting it's twisted logic until there was no fight left in me. Then God talked to me about the opposing spirits in all existences and beyond that were always at war, the spirit of Order and Peace, and the spirit of Chaos, Destruction and Wantonness.
Then Junk_bow told me "Now that he's done blathering..." and I said to him/it "That proves that there IS someone you don't like up there" which, after it tried denying, it tried tempting me with its bodies again, which I resisted, then Junk_bow left me, and I slept for about an hour and a half before getting up to report on what happened to you the world of people.
4:28 PM CDT
I am not, nor ever have been, nor ever shall be, a monster. All my life I believed, and was told, I was, by many people. And Maggie has believed she was too. But God told me today that I am not a monster, but a Child of God, created in His image, by Jesus
Christ, who is the Great Creator under His Father in Heaven.
Rick is at an antiques store by Bates City Barbeque today with some of his friends, and when he gets home, he will be hitting the sack because he didn't sleep much last night.
6:51 PM CDT I have good news. God had oh so much mercy on me today and he woke me up
I was faced with eviction and Fred my landlord granted the next two months' grace period on the condition that my friend Colt never visits when he is drinking and that I stay quiet and never lose my temper or stomp around like I had before, disturbing the neighbors
Plus, God had the victory over me and my porn use today as I resisted the devil and his temptations
To God be all the Glory
And now, as Paul Harvey would say, The Rest of The Story:
Pastor Pete prayed that God would prepare Fred's heart and that Fred would have mercy on me, and that God would have mercy on me, before calling my landlord Fred and talking with him. The first person I told the good news to was Colt, via a message, then all my truest Internet friends on discord, Shane included. Thank You Father for Fred's and your mercy, and for my friend Pastor Pete's intervention and prayers. Amen.
Someone stole my FaceBook account. But now that means that this day, am I Brent, completely off of and free from, FaceBook.
After 7 PM CDT and before 11 AM CDT I'm using headphones and if I talk I talk LOW.
7:54 PM I have Catalyst: A Rogue One Story on a CD on my radio listened to by headphones, and am watching Clone Wars Season 3, on very low, in my living room. I am about to type more of Diary 07 as I do these things. The Episode I am watching is a Boba Fett episode where he tried to kill Mace Windu.
Adversity is friendship's truest test.
8:51 PM I just finished the Clone Wars Season 3 finale, Season 3 Episode 22, and listened to Disc 6 of Catalyst: A Rogue One Story. I typed a lot of January 21'st's entry for 2018 in Diary 07. Now I'm going to take my pills and use headphones to watch some of Clone Wars Season 04.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 7, 2022 11:55:32 GMT -6
02/07-
MONDAY
I believe I have apologized to Maggie, and indirectly asked her if the things I believe about us are true, and also told her I'm willing to just be friends if that's what she desires. I also invited her to sign up and be an administrator on my site.
I can only hope it is her. She meets all the parameters. I asked her some specific questions concerning identification and she answered correctly to all of them.
I ended the first part of our conversation with some things to remind her of her grade school days. I'm hoping that we can at least be friends for friendship with her is better than a thousand marriages to other women.
My next hours at McDonald's are not until Saturday February 12, 2022 AD from 9-1 PM.
Colt has an interview with HyVee's on Tuesday, February 8, 2022 AD @ 12 PM CDT.
I told Maggie happy birthday, and that I love her.
As I was telling Maggie about me and some things about my life, she suddenly blocked me. I literally wanted to die, and told her sister all my dreams were crushed (that's not the words I used). I went sullenly to Sonic from the library, having gone to the library from Joy's, having been to Joy's to get spending money. At Sonic, as I sullenly sipped on a peanutbutter shake I wasn't really delighting in, God comforted me and cheered me up. I tried eating then at a Mexican restaurant which only lets you order with their app and does not wait on tables with menus like they used to, then tried Hardees, but though the restaurant was open, there was literally no one inside, not even behind the front counter, so after going to the bathroom at QuickTrip, I ate supper-a ten piece McNugget-at McDonald's where I am now, sipping on a Large Dr. Pepper, no ice. I
literally have 29.00 and some odd cents.
Make that 26.00 and some odd cents. I bought a medium fry. It is hot, golden, fresh and delicious!
Me to Shane Mykel Jones, written as I make the YouTube video, An Ordinary Stream-Part 2, Part 1 made at McDonald's:
Well, pray for me. The real one talked to me, at least a little, and when I was telling her about my lifestyle and my friends she suddenly blocked me
[7:30 PM]
All my dreams came true, then were literally dashed to pieces
[7:30 PM]
That's what it seemed like to me at the time
[7:30 PM]
Then I ate my sorrows away
[7:32 PM]
God comforted me, but I must have said SOMETHING to really tick her off. I don't know what it was. I told her she could correct my Diaries if there were untruths that satan told me in them. Perhaps one or more of those untruths was intolerable to her.
[7:34 PM]
I even told her that I was willing to be friends with her if thats all she wanted but just from a cursory reading of my diaries anyone can see that I can't live without the girl
[7:34 PM]
I've been through so many trials like you wouldn't believe for her sake
[7:35 PM]
I wish I knew what her religious beliefs were, or whether she went to any more colleges after the one she went to in California
[7:36 PM]
But I don't think, Shane, that she wants anything to do with me because I did some horrible things in my past to her and said some evil words to her as well back then.
[7:38 PM]
Six people or entities have pretended they were her and now the seventh, actually her, and will it be just more disappointment? You don't know the great lengths I went to just to find out that she was still single and living in Missouri. I had to walk eight miles, cross a tall train track bridge, walk all night and half the day, carrying heavy, heavy luggage the whole way
[7:39 PM]
I also had to go through woods and avoid being consumed by evil sub demons who were trying to lead me everywhere but where she was, in order to destroy me
[7:42 PM]
Then I faced eviction, but God had mercy on me and brought me through that crisis, and losing my health and sanity, avoiding the mental hospital, an attempted poisoning, all kinds of temptations and manifold seductions of demon seed, and the Jury Duty Crisis which would not have ended well had it not been for the intervention of some unknown party
[7:42 PM]
Satan's thrown everything he can throw at me at this time that God will allow me to throw, kitchen sink inclusive
[7:44 PM]
And now that I'm in contact with first her sister, then her, she flat out rejects me as if I'm nothing to her. We may have had bitter moments in grade school, but were plenty of good moments between us too and at times she let her feelings for me back then show, Shane. There were times I rejectd her, or rejected her friends efforts to get us together.
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