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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 13, 2021 16:06:01 GMT -6
2018 AD
01/06-
SABBATH-SATURDAY
(Source: VI CHRONICLES OF BRENT LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO V)
Great Father in Heaven, thank you for Jo's friendship. Amen.
It is of note that one of the Main Diaries in this compilation in appearance resembles quite remarkably, but not exactly, the Diary of the hero of George Orwell's '1984' , Winston Smith-B.L.S.
I've been here one week! The excitement of being in my first apartment on my own, independent, made me positively ecstatic with joy. Praise God! Allelujah!
....This is so awesome, Lord! After a three day weekend, just two short workdays and now I have started another glorious three-day weekend! Praise God from Glory.
This morning I ate cereal (didn't mix it this time, 'cause that's wrong and wastes food) which used up all of my milk. Then I got all ready for work, remembering everything except deodorant, and headed out the door. At work, I did toast and bake, dropped a racks of hashbrowns into the vat (deep fryer), made pies, cleaned ketchup off of a wall, loaded the fry hopper and got hash browns and cookies out of the freezer, among other things.
My pants came in. I had lost one pair and they told me not to worry about it. Today they came.
After work, I had a sausage egg McMuffin w/cheese and a hash brown for lunch, then saw a Church Brother sitting at McDonald's. I talked to him briefly and invited him to my apartment (though he never came). He was on the way to the airport and had stopped in for breakfast. On the way home, I ran too fast crossing the busy street and took a dive onto the frozen grass. I was ok. I got up, and walked on to my apartment singing 'I could sing of Your Love forever by Dilerious? and prayed for my church Brothers' protection as he traveled at the airport and in a plane. He knows how to fly small planes and is also a licensed electrician.
At my apartment, I changed into Civilian Clothes and Joy picked me up to get water. After getting three loads of water, Joy cut my hair on the back of my neck after cutting her husband's hair. I learned about steam devils (like dust devils or waterspouts, only they are caused by a reaction between heat and water) on TV, and also about Super lightning bolts. It seems I keep on learning new things about lightning every year. From Joy's I walked to the gym, where I talked to my acquaintences there, watched Food Network (Diners, Drive-Ins and Dives) and worked out on the exercise equipment). Then I went to the library, where I turned in two DVD's, checked out two more,and checked my email (Right now, at this moment, I am half-way paying attention to a Toy Story 2 Videogame Walkthrough on my Smartphone on YouTube, sitting at my Desktop (and as I type this a second time after I rewrote it in a book I have a good laptop and the Desktop is destroyed), which is sitting on my desk (which is no, as I retype this Diary, cluttered with stuff and papers, and I also own a Printer) with my Discord Server (A Free Exchange of Ideas, with another discord server made later, Everything Star Wars) open. God has blessed me big and I've come a long way. I have also written three Star Wars Scripts and am working on two others (Now I have five written and am working on three other main episodes and two other Scripts for Stand Alone Star Wars Stories. Part of what I wrote for yet Two Main Episode Scripts are at this time lost. (As of December, 2021 CE/AD) and a major Star Wars Novel about the early colonization of Tatooine.-BLSK 7:46 PM CDT 4/14/2021 AD)
It is a shame and a disappointment to me that the Apostles commissioned by the Lord, and supposed to be our spiritual leaders could fast and pray for only two days and make such a rash decision against the Great and Marvelous Work in Brazil. Still the JCRB is still just as much a work of God as the Second Invitation so I will still support it. Those who were bidden to the feast, supper, all with one accord made excuse. I have confidence in Apostle Vick, but cannot trust in the arm of flesh nor make flesh my arm. Father, I pray you reveal to Brother Vick that the Work in Brazil is of You and Your Son Jesus Christ, in Christ's Name I pray, Amen.
From the library I walked to a store. Then I went to a convenience store and asked if it were a certain convenience store. They told me it was the other convenience store I sought. Then I walked to the convenience store I sought. One of the men working there told me my neighbor to my right was still on vacation, so I left and walked to my apartment, where I had a cup of Pero and some nuts. Continued later.
...I will send my tithing to support the Brazil-USA Alliance. I just talked to Brother Bob Moore. After dinner, I watched an episode of Duck Dynasty and started another. When Brother Bob called in response to the text message I left him. I still have faith that the new converts will walk in the East Doors, sleeves rolled up, and the conference will continue. But according to Joseph Smith III I need to be sending my tithes where the Kingdom is being built, viz, the Work in Brazil. (The JCRB Apostles and 70 also build up the Kingdom (but they have rejected the Work-BLSK) (And now, by December or 021, the Workers that are supposed to be doing the Work, most of them have now also rejected the Work!-BLSKJV)
Now I will eat my potato and watch more Duck Dynasty.
..Finished Duck Dynasty, Disc One, Season One. Revised Tithing Statement, both copies. Put World Mission Ministries into my address book. I have tried texting all three of Naomi's (my old Roman Catholic (Latin Rite) crush I had the second time I lived in Michigan, whom I was good friends with) but haven't gotten a response. On three different nonconsecutive days, I tried one of the numbers. I texted Johanna and Shane today. For the second time I sent Johanna a Bible reference (Book:Chapter:Verse) and today I also asked if she would like to visit my apartment by text. No response yet. (Eventually, Jo did come to my apartment, once, with her brother, Paul) Johanna Ditsch Richards had long dark hair (brown), was a Melancholy personality type (I am Sanguine, attracted to Melancholies), religious, showed interest in me, and loved me the first time she saw me.)
I just called Jo. She doesn't live too far from my apartment! She told me she lives not too far from her church (which is not too far from my apartment). I invited her to visit my apartment sometime. I told her she could call me and I would give her directions to get here. (It always seems like when I'm reading or typing a Diary parallel things to what is in that Diary are happening currently. I just can't figure out why that is. Today I took a spill and scraped up my face and hands. Then when I start Diary 06, I write about taking (Rn, at 5:31 AM CDT on 12/14/2021 CE, I learned that Isaiah prophesied during the time of King Uzziah around 700 BCE/BC and Lehi or Elasah lived 600 BC/BCE. That really puts things in perspective for me. I learned about the 700 BC timeframe of Uzzajah and Isajah from The JSM/SBN Media Church Periodical The Evangelist how cool is that! (And as I retype this Diary a third time, it is 5:29 AM on a Thursday, 12/16/2021 AD/CE.) another spill years ago, that happened the exact same way, in which I was not injured at all! Life is strange! Life is strange)
....Watched 'The Hunger Games'. Will brush my teeth (I did that, both watched The Hunger Games recently AND brushed my teeth tonight for the first time in a VERY long time! Life is strange, yes sir! Strange indeed!) and go to bed. Thank you so much Dear Heavenly Father for so many blessings today, for the shows and many blessings today, for this beautiful, blessed day!
In Christ's name I pray, Amen.
God blesses everyone in the world constantly, both the just and the unjust, the good and the bad. God constantly just SHOWERS blessings on EVERYONE just because that's his nature.That is because He is such a Good God! I made the mistake (and still make it all the time) of mistaking God's blessing for God's Divine Favor. Now I have both.-2-2-2023 AD I adore my God for it! He has made me (Machine Dual same person video Bipolarity is a term I coined at 5:53 AM to represent when two videos are playing of yourself at the same time on one machine or two machines in one room that express opposite emotions (such as solemnity and jocularity) at the exact or almost the exact same time, on 12/14/2021 AD-BLSKV) happy beyond my wildest imaginations! Now I not only am a recipient of the Blessings of the Gods, but of their Favor as well! Praise God!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 25, 2021 18:03:39 GMT -6
01/07-
LORD'S DAY-SABAOTH-SUN'S DAY-SUNDAY
This morning I got up at 4:30 AM or so, ate a beef pot pie, bread w/peanut bu t t er and honey and a banana (Don't worry, Saints, I don't usually gorge my gullet like that anymore, that was the old Brent. The new Brent, dear Saints, loses weight (until I lost too much weight that I couldn't keep my pants up and I intentionally stuffed myself to get some meat back on my bones) (That is a bipolar recordial parallelism for now, at this time I am gaining weight!-12/14/2021 7:25 AM Tuesday (And I have been overeating a lot lately, so it's a double bipolar recordial parallelism!)) watched about half of 'Catching Fire,' the sequel to 'The Hunger Games' (And the Hungover Games was an absolutely perfect tit for tat parody of the first Hunger Games movie! It was so blamed Hilarious! If you don't mind off color humor, language and nudity, then you may like The Hungover Games, and if you haven't seen The Hunger Games Trilogy yet, when you get time, go watch it- -it is a must see! But don't watch The Hungover Games until you've seen The Hunger Games Trilogy at least once, or read the books.) took a shower, then watched the other half. Then I went to Church at Israel's Gathering and an Elder (At 7:34 AM on 12/14/021, I witnessed a Machine Dual same person Monopolarity as me and me both atnearly the exact same time, addressed someone I used to be writing to but no longer am, directly, in two YouTube videos about two different subjects) preached. Also, another Elder who is Joy's husband and a young boy named Joseph III and I took up offering for which I am very thankful to Thee O Lord, that you had me take up offering today. Also, at the end of service the Holy Spirit prompted our Pastor to ask a Church Sister if she needed administration, and she was administered to. I made plans with a Priest today.
At my apartment, I texted Jo Psalm 4:33 and told her good afternoon and asked her how church was.
Now I will take out my trash (A Monopolar Recordial parallelism, for I recorded taking out the trash last night in today's
Diary, during which I recorded some of the Vital Details of my experience in the Realm of the Dead, which was confirmed to me by Matthew Shaver today when he told me he did not take my picture or see me naked ever)-BLSK 12/14/021 7:56 AM (Referring to experiences recorded in Diaries (current) X-XIII, more especially in XIII)). for the first time. (Need I talk, dear Saints, about natural to unnatural Mimicry, or unnatural to natural Mimicry? It really goes on, like Art Imitating Life Imitating Art!
Also, a well-meaning but misguided Elder, Buddy, counseled me, wrongly, to make plans with the Priest Mike his son, which is the main reason I did. (At 8:05 AM I witnessed a Machine Dual same person Monopolar Recordial parallelism as two videos are of me at the same time, one paused, one playing, one in which I'm reading and one in which I'm typing essentially
(Pastor Pete Winstead wrote (Jan 1-21,2021
1/1 I have hidden your word in my heart that I may/might not sin against you Ps. 119:11
1/2 Ps 121:12 I will lift up my eyes to the hills-where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD the Maker of heaven and earth.
God is our helper, protector, our watch for against all enemies, physical or spiritual.
1/4 Ps. 122 & 123
Praying For peace, security, & prosperity of Jerusalem
Praying for mercy For America
Would you have me teach through Rev.?
1/5 Ps.125:2
As the mountains surround Jerusalem, so the LORD surrounds His people both and & forevermore.
1/6 Ps 126:56 Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy. He who goes out weeping, carrying seed to sow, will return with song of joy, carrying sheaves with him.
On the return of Is. from captivity, the work was going to be hard & toilsome but if they worked hard sowing in tears, they would reap w/ joy. It is the principle of labor for God.
1/7 Ps 127:1
Unless the LORD builds the house, it's builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchman stand guard in vain.
(/) In vain you rise early and stay up late, toiling for food to eat-for he grants sleep to those he loves
Da worry-trust in God w/ all, building..protection food.
1/8 Ps 130:3 If you O LORD, kept a record of sins, O LORD, who should stand
1/9 Ps 131:2 But I have stilled and my quieted my soul; like a weaned child w/ its mother, like a weaned child is my soul within me..There is that time to be weaned that we may grow on. Even in adulthood we must wean or be weaned from things to grow (or God may wean us like (Josep, Abraham etc)
1/13 Ps 136:25 and who gives food to every creature, His love endures forever.
1/15
Ps 141:10
Let the wicked fall into their own nets, while I pass by.
great prayer concerning the wicked
1/21
Proverbs 1:33 "but whosoever listens to me will live in safety and be at ease, without fear of harm."
Lord help me to listen to your wisdom.) the exact same Record, which just gives me another term to coin. I wonder if these terms can be made into a branch of science with hypotheses and controls, and methodology, dear Saints? That would be so cool. There are 50 ₵ sitting atop my black tray table with a red stick pen, purple mouse and silver laptop. The deceased woman, Annie Josephine Hoyniles was someone whose funeral Pastor Pete officiated at once.
*Name of deceased: Annie Josephine Hoynile
Her first born child was 26, she had two kids, Suzan and Mike, 4 Grandkids and
*8 Great Grandkids
She was married to her Husband Richard for 31 years
Annie was *72 at her death.
She was an *LPN & sigh
*Loved animal, dogs, horses
*dance outgoing, outside working
tracker
Wedg w/ mommy, cut wood
*Sweet kind, treated all well
*Rich never new what love was until he met her
*One liners, old saying
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Hymn: Go Rest Higher
Amazing Grace
? You Raise me up
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Me and God
..Jo said 'good how was your Church,' and I texted her back basically what I wrote in my diary about Church today with a parenthetical explanation of what administration was (anointing with consecrated oil and prayer for healing).
..Played a little Scrabble by (there's more hope for atheists than there is for some Christians) myself.
....Still waiting for Mike's call. I called his wife, then a Church Sister, Mike's mother, and she gave the phone to the Priest (Mike). He says he will call me when he gets to his home. I guess I was just impatient. Forgive me, Lord. I am so excited about going to Mike's house! It will be the beginning of me surrounding myself with the Saints (or so I thought!-BLSK 4/15/2021 AD 5:29 PM CDT) and not allowing myself to be driven away by their imperfections.
I texted a Church Brother (the one I saw at McDonald's yesterday who flies planes) and sent him and some others some new and old pictures of my apartment.
Listening to The Complete Story with Richard B o t t on B o t t Radio Network. A speech about religious liberty is on by Joshua Hawley, an elected government official of Kansas City. I am so excited about spending time with the Priest (Temption House or Temptation City-BLSK 5:29 PM CD 4/5/2021 AD) which I always enjoy. Once, I rode on the back of Joy's Daughter's Old yellow and black motorcycle that was destroyed in the tornado of 2016 and replaced, just so I could go visit him at his house. It is there that I first met my landlord's ex-wife. She was married to him then. She was Mike's wife's mother, who, as of 01/07/2018, was one of my landlords, but now, as of 12/14/021 is not. So I am so excited! (When a divorce happens, it don't break even. Divorce is ugly-BLSK) Plus Mike will be able to see my apartment! (Which he already had earlier.)
....Still waiting for Mike's call.
I got impatient again Father. Please forgive me. I called Mike and his wife's phone-By the way I'm never going to divorce my wife or ever be tempted to, ever!-which is at Mike's house and left a poorly-thought out message that maybe he can take me to Men's Class tonight, then we can hang out afterwards (So late?) Then I called the Church Sister again (his Mother) and learned that he is on his way home. He has his daughter's phone, so I asked his Mother-(AUGUGH! Idiocy! Idiot!)-for the number of her son Mike's daughter. (I had NO BUSINESS asking for a little 14-year-old girl's NUMBER! (Which I just now repented of--) like a creeper-BLSK 5:29 PM CDT 4/15/2021 AD) so I could reach him before he got to his home, but the Church Sister didn't have it (Praise Gods!) I'm just impatient (When you're impatient, you feel too important to wait, so it is prideful and selfish to be impatient) and Joy is disappointed in me because I told her I had plans with Mike today because I did not think we had men's class. I just hope (wishful thinking-BLSKV) and pray everything works out today. I watched 'Finding Faith In Christ' in (See, I was such an IMMATURE BRAT back then. I'm supposed to be a grown man. I HATE READING this! (Not the 'Finding Faith In Christ' part, though.)) Spanish.
....I guess I won't be able to make it to men's class after all (That's NOT what I really wanted, tho. I WANTED BADLY to hang out at Temptation City, or with Mike, at Temptation Park, or Temptation Island-BLSK). The weather seems to be adverse where Mike is but my Uncle Ken did not (Oy, yeled I'm so DENSE! It's a plus that I watched 'Finding Faith In Christ') seem to encounter any freezing rain on the way to Church. I still have plans with Mike, (I never gave into those temptations, but whenever I went to Mike's, or anywhere with him, or hung out with him, I was tempted constantly.) but not for today.
....After din-din I wrote in my Knowledge and Belief Book and watched 'Hunger Games: Mocking Jay Parts 1 & 2. I got to bed rather late..Thank You Father for the food, (the one good thing Mike did for me, that made it all worth it, was help bless my house, tell me I had an Aaronic Priesthood call but could not tell me what office, but knew, and read me his Patriarchal Blessing.) movies, testimonies, and Church today. Thank You so much for this marvelous, interesting day, Father (sigh) You are such a good, good Father. Amen Amen Amen and Amen! ! !
The girl I loved who was the most attached to me, Ashly, one day told me she wasn't the one for me, kissed me on the cheek, and walked away. The first one I ever dated, Kristina when I was 19 and she was 15, turned out to be a witch.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 12, 2022 17:10:32 GMT -6
01/08-
MOON'S DAY-YOM SHENI-DAY OF FIRST NATIONAL AMERICAN ELECTION, 01/08/1789
Woke up at 7 AM, ate oatmeal, bread, and a banana, and texted Johanna Psalms 36:9, and said 'good morning' Later, I watched a train go by from my kitchen window, from engine to final car.
This is the second time I have watched a train go by in daylight here. I love it so much, Lord!
....Made plans with Mike over the phone, but not for today..Read Scriptures for a while.
....I am resolved to send some of my offering to the JCRB, for they too, are building the Kingdom, but my tithes shall go to World Mission Ministries, Joseph F. Smith's organization.
....After watching a couple episodes of Duck Dynasty after lunch, I walked to Sonic, where a Patriarch picked me up and we talked briefly about his health and his wife's former position at the local library and about her Master's Degree in Psychology and how she doesn't use it now because she takes care of him..His health problems are mostly his heart. He dropped me off at the library, where I turned in five DVD's and checked my email.
Apostle Randy Vick is disheartened because he thinks I falsely accused him of dismissing the Work in Brazil out of hand. Well, he and the other 8 fasted and prayed 2 days (a minimal effort) and made a unanimous decision without talking to Joseph F. Smith or Bob Moore personally. Their (the JCRB Apostles) 42-page reaction was not even as good as Gamaliel's acknowledgement that it at least may be of God, although the 9 Apostles said at the end that we must choose for ourselves what to believe, they make a pretty good (in their view) case for it all being a deception. Brother Vick figured out without me telling him that I did not read the entire 42 pages (Nor should I have- BLSK).
Today I begged God for my own testimony of the Work in Brazil so that instead of arguing with Brother Vick, which will not serve to build the Kingdom, I will be able to bear Testimony of what I know to be true.
So far, I have not gotten my own testimony (now I have at least 4 Testimonies of the Work in Brazil so I know that it's True now. Back then I didn't. There is no witness until the Trial of your Faith- Ether, Book of Mormon) yet, for God has not yet seen fit in His Wisdom, His Infinite Wisdom, to give me one. From the library, I walked to Joy's, where I helped Joy's husband Cecil get in Firewood, picked up my Tomorrow's World Magazine, and some food from Joy's other daughter Pam, and a Power Strip (Surge Protector) for plugging my Ham Radio into, and picked up a couple of dog messes, then, after the firewood was in, I helped Joy get two loads of water, then Joy dropped me (I believe in Platonic Realism and am an eclectic Philosopher in that I believe Every True Philosophical, Theological, Doctrinal and Dogmatic, Theoretical and Factial and Axiomatic Principle in All Existences and Beyond the Existences to Greater Planes of Being than Those, Way Beyond the Endless Circles of Eternities and Existences, places no one on this Earth can conceive of and lesser Gods have only dreamt of but the Holy Spirit and Holy Ghost are there in those spaces as well telling the lesser Gods (Kings and Ens and Greater than Ens and Lords) about the Wonders of the Higher Things (Both Endlessly Outward and Endlessly Inward in every point at every point of every point and every point of those points, etc in every space everywhere the Holy Spirit is, which is Everywhere, Period. We just live in a tiny little Universe, in a tinier Galaxy, on a tiny, tiny speck of dust called earth and within the space between my two pinched fingers exist Infinite spaces containing even Wonders Greater Than These.-Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo Jones V, 5:51 PM, Staturday, Sabbath 1/22/22)  Google Laminin. True Demonology and True angelology. Primer Fields. Evolution not a factor. Suns are not stars. Man has power to create suns and stars, but they are created differently. Michael Hur Miguel Jimenez Shield of the Son Meet Charles Darwin YouTube video Plato Aristotle Socrates String Theory Quanta and all True Theology. Opposition. True Hermeticism True Aliens, CERN, Biology, AI, Zombieism, Reanimation of Dead Tissue, The Greek Poets and Bards, Old Legends, Norse Nine Worlds, Arthurian Legend, all the True Scriptures, Archaeology, The Flood and True Geology and True Anthropology, All Things Must Come To Pass In Their Time, Holy Men That We Know Not Of, Shamba'la, Truths scattered in Every World Religion, Earth is a Simulation, yet real, Heavens, Hells, Glories, Perdition (you may not know its location), This is the Fifth iteration of Gaia or Planet Earth, Millions of Earths just like this one, The Force or the Kee, Giants and Nephilim, Cryptozoology, Hybrids, Bigfoot, Loch Ness, Human Cloning is Real, Mandela Effect, Multiverse, Temporal Causality or Time Travel, Zoo Musicology, Sound effects on water physically and certain stimuli effects on water molecules, Hollow Earths and Moons, God is at the center of Every Star Earth and Moon, Earth Has an Inner Brass Sun, A Smoky God, with Jehovah reigning within, we ourselves are hotter inch for inch pound for pound than the Sun and we are ourselves Stars, and our hearts are Stars, and the Galactic Federation of Light =UNIFIED FIELD THEORY-BLSKJV) (Hope this helped  Have a good Day! ! !-6:08 PM CDT, same day. Written on my hp laptop in my home, an apartment. Revised 6:12 PM, same day, and Revised again at 6:20 PM CDT, same day as before, and again, same day, at 7:14 PM CDT, written in Oak Grove, Missouri, USA,
North America) off at my (A distracted mind is a productive mind)
apartment where I made a bowl of popcorn, which Joy's other Daughter Pam had just given me today. (I made my first box of popcorn last 3, 4, 5 years!)
...Watched about two episodes of Duck Dynasty and watched two trains going in two directions about 70 minutes apart from each other.
Tried re-writing the sloppy (sniffs) parts of my journal neat but just wrote sloppy again. Thank You, Father for showing me my weakness today. Amen.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 22, 2022 18:59:02 GMT -6
01/09-TUESDAY-YOM SHLISHI
GREAT waves of spiritual deception are flooding the earth and people are having both false and true NDE's (near-death experience) and false and true miracles, signs and wonders. Joseph Smith, Jr. was right (Next is what made me doubt the Brazil Work for a time. Either I gave myself, Satan gave me, or Doubt gave me or the Evil gave me or demon(s) gave me (or a combination of two or more of these gave me, or God gave me because I already knew the answer was that it was True), a bad feeling about the Brazil Work-BLSK 9:56 PM CDT 04/15/2021 AD)
-"For the Work in Brazil, I got a bad (you can get bad feelings for good things and seemingly good feelings for bad things Saints(Two Atheistic proofs: "This is so wrong but it feels so right-Common saying"
"There were things we'd never do again but then they'd always seemed right"-Celine Dion, A Long Time Ago.) (Because discernment is not easy to come by, most people are deceived. "The whole world is lies and deception"-Teresa of Jesus, also known as Teresa of Avila-Castile Interior. Wonderful book. I enjoyed reading it.) feeling the first day I asked and got a bad feeling tonight. (It was because I already knew that it was true-BLSKV) The same way, Dear Mark, Dear Randy Vick, Dear Saints, that Joy got a bad feeling for Joseph Smith's teaching on how to discern angels which later turned out to be True, and claims God told her the Book of Abraham was not of the Lord when the Sealed Book of Mormon makes two references to it, and Joseph Smith has absolutely nothing bad but only positive things to say about the Book of Abraham over and over in many places in his Personal Diary, and how Joy doubted the Jubyite Revelations and had me throw them away (actually she did tell me to stop reading them and told me that not telling her I was reading then but claiming I was reading the Doctrine and Covenants was dishonest(but it was not a lie because it is a part of it),(and I suspected Joy would not let me read it if she knew and I was right)(and it was me who decided to throw them away myself after doubting and sign seeking), which ALSO later turned out to be True. I have also gotten good feelings for things which were False.
There are many checks and balances for escaping deception, Dear one.
Having one good or bad feeling for something is usually no real proof for or against anything, except in some cases.
(The following negativity and falsehood I said in Doubt-BLSKV 10:17 PM (I learned the hard way. Brent Lee Sohlden refused to believe that what he said in the last paragraph was true. He refused to believe why the Brazil Work was true. He feels he already has his answer. Well, if he keeps on believing that he can HAVE his answer that he thinks he's got, and he will take it to hell. Cause if he doesn't accept the Sealed Book of Mormon then he'll lose everything he thinks he had before! It's the same way with the Book of Mormon and with the Bible.))
"For the Work in Brazil is a deception" a (False) peace came over me.
(The following is genuine, though-BLSKV) When God told me "Salvation is a process, just so you know." I felt a burning in my bosom (He told me that truth because part of the process of salvation is experiencing periodic periods of doubt, as I then was-BLSK)
(And then, Dear Saints, I again returned to Writing in Tao. (Doubt) (Or Expressing the Dao)And for the second thing about the Work in Brazil being a deception I asked in my heart if that were true (They can read your thoughts and tell the HaSatan and his demonic Agents your thoughts in this modern age because of Project Blasphemy, which, contrary to what is thought to be known, was never shut down.-BLSKV)in the name of Jesus Christ that it was a deception (And because of Project Blasphemy, Saints, (which was not shut down as they claim), Satan could hear me in my mind, or I told myself a deceptive answer or I could give myself a deceptive feeling in response to my own inquiry.-10:34 PM CDT 04/15/2021 AD, 9:04 CDT 1/22/2022 CE/AD)
(The following, dear Saints, I said in Doubt based on faulty intel either from below or from my self-deception-BLSK)
Why? It contradicts the Doctrine and Covenants (No, it doesn't. Moroni says we can have our Church back- BLSK in 2018 AD) the Bible and the Book of Mormon. In all three the Church is an organized, just association. (See 2018 note above, about what Moroni told us-BLSK in 2021 AD) is disjunctive (!) and also contradicts half of Joseph Smith's sermons (which was not true at all- 9/13/2021 AD 7:49 PM CDT).
I offended Brother Vick, Lord, and for that I am truly sorry and ask for Your forgiveness. Amen. (overrepentance-BLSK in 2021 AD.)
From now on, I will only write my Spiritual Experiences (not being Creative or myself anymore.)
(Now,back to expressing the Fe, or Writing In Faith)Process salvation is described in the Bible as 'were saved', 'are being saved' and 'might be saved'.
These three things are true:
*I have met her.
*It doesn't matter if she's fat or thin.
*We won't have sex until marriage.
(Again,we return to the Tao rearing its head to express itself, turning its Darkside energy into Words and Expression-BLSKV)I asked God again in the name of Jesus Christ, facing East, in my heart, if the Work in Brazil was of God. I got (a feeling I had used to call 'the confusion manifestation' but which invariably always means "'the answer is 'yes' and you already know in your heart that that is so'"-BLSK 2021, 2022 CE)
Moritio (sic) never claimed to see God, only angels. Numbers 12:6-8 says, "And he said, Hear now my words, If there be a prophet among you, I the Lord will make myself known unto him in a vision (and Mauricio has had MANY, and also visits from John and the Three Nephites!) , and will speak to him in a dream.
7 My servant Moses is not so, who is faithful in all mine house.
8 With him will I speak mouth to mouth, even apparently, and not in (O Saints, I love you, Saints of Latter Days, so much that my love for you is like a fine note that is so sublime no instrument dare play it, but which only you my Brethren can hear. Such too is my love for the God.)dark speeches; and the similitude of the Lord shall he behold; wherefore then were ye not afraid to speak against my servant Moses? (Were you not afraid to speak against My servant Mauricio? Were you not afraid to speak against my servant Joseph F. Smith?)
(So? He will see God face to face, if he hasn't already-2/20/2018 AD and 4/15/2021 AD)
If Moritio (sic) were a Moses and Joseph F. Smith his spokesman, the Lord would have (or will if he hasn't already-BLSK) spoken with him mouth to mouth and he would have beheld the similitude of the Lord.
For, 'I ask You in the Name of Jesus Christ whether there be any good use for the Marijuana plant, I got the same "confusion manifestation" because rope, paper and Kevlar armor are made out of hemp. (Got a light version of the same feeling 10:36 PM CDT 1/22/022, when I asked God if the Kevlar, rope, paper, you know materials, was the only thing God meant, which means, it is, and you know it.)
I had a booklet telling the truth about marijuana. I lost it or gave it away, got a second copy and lost it twice and found it twice.
Alma 17:32 RLDS Engraving, not etching (there is both engraving and etching on the Plates, plus the grooves on a CD (Compact Disc) can be said to be both etched and engraved according to Joy). Bob Moore and Joseph Frederick Smith testified that the words on the plates were etched.
The Book of Mormon and the Book of Mormon testators claim they were engraved (Later the Book of Mormon Witnesses to the Sealed Record said some of the words were engraved also).
Alma 17:34 RLDS And now behold, if they are kept, they must retain their brightness. Yea and also shall all the plates which contain that which is holy writ.
According to Bob Moore and Joseph F. Smith (you can't have a single objection to the Word of God that God don't have an answer for!), the BOM plates did not retain their brightness (not true), but were covered in black sludge (because they had to be buried in order to preserve them from being stolen) and had to be cleaned with acetone. As Brother Randy Vick said, "they were bright and shiny when Joseph took them out of the ground after hundreds of years (because they were in a stone box) (The BOM has retained its brightness, sludge notwithstanding, and was "bright and shiny" even while it was covered with the sludge.-B.L.S.K. 2018 AD and 2021 AD)
....Got up late again this morning. (I thought I had said I was only going to write my Spiritual Experiences? Even on the day I said it I knew tht it was not the way to go-
B.L.S.K. 12:21 AM CDT 04/16/2021 AD (probably because I stayed up so late last night.)
Priest Mike and his wife came over and they had a Bible study with me convincing me that it was still scripturally wrong to eat shellfish. They and Gina who also believes that and Joy are wrong but I try not to eat shrimp around Joy anymore so I don't offend her, but found that to be deceit, so I do. I'm not destroying her liberty. I don't think she cares anymore.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 23, 2022 15:36:27 GMT -6
01/16-
TUESDAY
This morning I got up at 4:00 AM and ate breakfast cereal and bread and butter. Later I watched a train go by-it never quite loses its excitement, Lord, to see a train go by! Thank You so much Father!
Lord, I dedicate and consecrate this faithful stewardship accounting and record of my beautiful new life unto Thee, in Christ's Holy Name Amen.
There is so much before me, Lord. (But most of it wasn't the will of God for me and never panned out, so I will only mention the thing(s) that did pan out for me), for a limited time spending time with Johanna and seeing Pastor Pete Minister at the nursing home, but these activities ended, and I did Helper's Hands for a little bit before God moved me out of it, and he led me also out of Paradise Outfitter Ministries. I ought to text her now and let her know I am thinking of her.
The Spring and Summertime will be so awesome Lord! I just must wait! Thank You, Father, that I have the day off today and tomorrow. In Christ's name I pray, Amen.
Jo texted me back and said she's been thinking about me too! And her day is going well.
..I hung a calendar, my caricature and my baptism and confirmation certificate up just now.
..For the first time since I moved here I talked to a friend in Michigan. He doesn't have cancer. Dear Heavenly Father, please help the doctors to find out what is wrong with him. In Christ's Holy Name I pray, Amen.
I told him about my job, my apartment and my "girlfriend" Johanna. She is my girlfriend, but these are just the beginning stages of our relationship. We need to move slow.
I told my friend from Michigan Johanna is 40. Years ago, I gave him all kinds of reasons why I would not date a 40-year old. Johanna is young for her age. She has aged gracefully. She still seems 33 to me, as she was in 2007, the first time we dated. She has lost nearly half her weight, it seems to me, since 2007. Johanna was born in 1977 AD and Saved in 2007 AD, according to her own Testimony. I was born in 1983 AD. I accepted and received Christ as my Savior and into my heart the first real time in 2019 AD.
I graduated in 2002 AD from high school. I was baptized and confirmed the first time in 2005 AD. In 2015 AD the Lord gathered me to Zion for the second. Now in 2017 AD I got a job at McDonald's, met Jo a second time and moved into an apartment by myself on the 30'th of December, and bell-rang faithfully for five years for the Salvation Army from 2017-2022 AD.
My Dad met my mom at McDonald's. He used to order coffee so he wouldn't be loitering and watch my mom, Edith Mae Dyer, work.
My mom was older than Dad. I really loved my mom.
Johanna (may she Rest
In Peace) went to Oak Grove high shool. I went to Carman-Ainsworth High School in Flint Michigan with Maggie May Savoie. I was not aware Maggie went to my Jr. High School in the same school system until I met her in eighth Grade.
In Michigan, between 2009 and 2015, I told myself more than once that if I ever saw Jo again that I would give her a hug. On December 24'th, 2017, I did, and said, "I love you, sister." This was at the end of the candlelight service. She said, "I love you, too."
....I talked to Shane. He says the Book of Mormon (which, as of 1/23/2022 he now fully believes in, and the Sealed Book of Mormon too) is "off the wall, doesn't feel right to him" and he gets "bored with it." He also claims to smoke weed and drink alcohol in moderation. Well there's the problem, Lord! O, Lord, help Shane to read the entire Book of Mormon before he judges it again. Amen.
People are telling him to stay away from the Book of Mormon because "it will brainwash him". I feel so sorry for him, Lord. He is led by too many people and is deceived by his own heart. I told him my experiences with the Book of Mormon (how its Testimony helped me stay sane, and how I knew by experience that all weed and Cannabis Oil was bad. I warned him over three times about alcohol and weed then said I was done. He makes excuses and even uses the Bible to justify it because he wants to do it. Before I hung up I told him to think about the things that I said.
On the positive side, Shane has changed a lot of things about his life for the better.
At 3:30, I listened to Ed Taylor preach on Romans 8:28 on 107.9 The Fountain. It was good! I also listened to Air One.
....They say if you love something, set it free; and if it comes back to you, then it was really yours to begin with. A girl named Jennifer, a co-worker who rode the van with me at Freedom Work in Flushing, Michigan the second time I lived in Flint, told me that once. Now I read it presently in the book '7' by Jen Hatmaker (now a divorced LBGTQ+ supporting liberal who needs prayer, not condemnation), only she said it differently: "if it comes back to you, then it was truly addicted to you in the first place," as in Paul's letter saying, "you have addicted yourself to the ministry." A good kind of addiction. I really loved Jo, not in the physical sense, but emotionally and spiritually. In 2007, I set her free. In 2017 she came back to me. In 2021 she died. But since I should not have abandoned you, Maggie, it was still wrong. I love you, Lord, infinitely more than I love Maggie. Every time that I let Maggie go during the years, God brought her back to me in many, many, many different ways. Once, in 2007, I wrote Johanna in a letter to her that she had a beautiful soul. Now in Heaven, she still does.
..I have been reading '7' and I just called Johanna. We talked for about 15 minutes. I told her some of the things I knew about maths during one part of our conversation. In high school she studied spelling, math and that's all I remember. She said she is so-so at math. I told her I liked math but I am not good at it.
....Pastor Bob, of Dayton Heights Missionary Community Church, talked to Shane about everything I said to him tonight, and during the Bible study Shane felt convicted. Shane called me afterwards while I was reading '7' and listening to something on talk radio about the history of the General Electric Company and he apologized to me for earlier, saying he was with his friend and stubborn and prideful and didn't want to listen. He said he was going to give up weed and drinking and we talked about some other things. He thanked me for being a good influence on him and I gave all the glory, honor and credit to God. Shane also told me that I am the only one of his friends who is a good influence on him. Thank You, Praise You and Bless You so much for this Dear Heavenly Father. Amen.
Back to '7' now!
....Starting the movie 'Apocalypse: Caught in the Eye of the Storm.'
....Jo watches things like Walker Texas Ranger, Judge Judy and Hallmark movies. She also likes football.
..'Apocalypse' was an excellent Jack Van Impe film, and the ending was superb! I am watching the second part of the 'Fugitive' episode I started yesterday, a two-part episode. Good night, Father! Amen. Thank You for this day. Amen.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 30, 2022 1:14:12 GMT -6
01/17-
WEDNESDAY-BENJAMIN FRANKLIN'S BIRTHDAY
Today is the first day that I was in Helper's Hands (There was nothing wrong with the organization, but while I was in it things in it never panned out so I left it and things were fine in it. I was the problem. Later I participated in a Helper's Hands Bible Study relating to my Identity.)
This morning I got up at 4:00 AM and made oatmeal and I stayed up for a change. I spent over six hours gathering the first part of my Diary, which was scattered all over the place, into one binder. Organizing my writings, basically. Then I ate lunch. After dishes, I made popcorn-which, several hours later I am still eating, because Gina picked me up to get three loads of water and take me along on some errands. Now I am back at my apartment and my laundry will be dropped off here later like Dad used to do when I lived in Grandma/Dad's house in Michigan from 2009-2015. I have to finish my popcorn after church because I have to be there soon. I read almost a half-hour of Scripture in Luke and Jesus Calling combined before Gina picked me up earlier to get water. Now I'm going to walk to Jo's church (Pastor Pete's church)
....I have something to memorize called 'Jesus Throughout the Whole Bible' for Helper's Hands (This never panned out. It was good, and not Theologically incorrect, but God didn't let it work out as planned as long as I was a part of the Organization of Helper's Hands.)
and a workbook to work on with Jo called 'Becoming A Contagious Christian'(Which, with the help of Johanna and her brother Paul, I completed).
I spent 1 hour in that good book 'Contagious Christian' today.
(PAGE N309)
Commitments, good commitments to be a faithful and a just steward I need to keep commitments, have boundaries, and make rules and give ultimatums.
Jo will help me work on the book because I don't usually go to Wednesday class at Pastor Pete's church and work on it, because of my prior commitment to my solemn covenants, or my commitment to Israel's Gathering, or the Restoration, or Christ's true Church. So to keep 'Contagious Christian' I have promised to work on it with Jo during the coming weeks/months outside of Jo's church, which I will. (Needless to say, I did.)
My other commitment (the one that never panned out as long as I was involved with Helper's Hands)
is memorizing 'Christ throughout the Bible.' This will ultimately lead to participating in making a Gospel presentation and invitation to Come to Christ (which I never did), which can only build up the kingdom.
The book will help me with witnessing and prayer, and to work on areas of witnessing I am deficient in, and will ultimately be a blessing to Jo and I.
I am finished with my popcorn now.
Joy, Cecil Ken and Gina are in all likelihood now on their way home from Israel's Gathering. Soon, Lord Willing, Joy or Gina will drop off my laundry. I hope Gina does. (This is me being impatient again.)Maybe she can visit me. Dear Lord, Heavenly Father, help her to be able to tonight. Amen.(His answer was a flat 'NO'). Heavenly Father, may You cause depth and trust to grow between Johanna and I.
Jo and I worked together, ate together and talked a lot, and sat together during church.
There was a birthday party put on by Pam from Helper's Hands for Pam's husband, and Jo's sister. Then Jo and I walked together up the stairs from the basement, through the main church hallway, and into the sanctuary where Pastor Pete taught us from the book I mentioned and showed us a video that gave instructions on how to use the book and discussed it. It is a very good book. I took copious (abundant or many) notes in it.
The first piece of mail I received at this apartment was today. It was a bill, I thought it to be an electric bill but it was only a KCPL newsletter. I gave it to Gina, who gave it to Joy.
Gina did not come visit me, oh well. On the way home from church, Ken (who was driving), Joy, Cecil and Gina stopped at my apartment and dropped my laundry off. I just put it all away and organized everything hanging up in my closet. I also organized all my magazines today and changed the location of my family altar, from my bedroom to the living room and moved my stereo and CD's and moved my ham radio closer to the front room window. Oh, Praise You Lord! I can't put the recent text conversation between Jo and I in better words:
Jo: Did you have fun at the party tonight i love you
Me: I had a blast! Not only can we work on that book together but we can work on memorizing 'Christ through the Whole Bible' together. I love you too, Johanna. You have a beautiful first name.
Last night or yesterday, Jo started keeping a diary for the first time. Without me asking today, she mentioned it to me. She asked me if I wrote about her in mine. I said yes, especially lately.
Going to take a shower now, then call Jo.
..Called Joy. That was not a bill-"it was just a little newsletter"-Joy.
..Alright, then. Off to the shower.
.. Done with shower. Calling Jo. Have to talk low.
Recent Texts:
Jo: What did you think of the party tonight and church tonight
Me: Through church and the party God opened new doors for me. Both church and the party were excellent. I was blessed by the Spirit of fellowship, by good teaching and food and by Spending time with you. I watched a very long train go by and washed dishes and prayed at my prayer altar and finally called Jo at 10:47 pm. She usually stays up pretty late.
Johanna's favorite color is purple I learned today at church. Her second favoret color is pink. If she could go anywhere in the word tomorrow she would choose Australia. I bet right now she's up there in heaven, walking around in a place just like Australia playing with and talking with the Koalas.
Jo has a Golden Retriver/Rotweiler mix named Shadow Midnight, and he is a big dog, and he died the exact same day as Johanna died. She used to have a dog named Scooby, she told me the other day.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jan 31, 2022 17:06:19 GMT -6
01/18-
THURSDAY
THIS morning, Jo texted me and asked if I thought of her as a girlfriend (which was rebellious of her against her mother because her mother was adamant at the time that we just be friends for now). I said 'yes'. (Forgive me, Father, for supporting her in this rebellion. Amen.
At work I baked 6 cookies, bagged and labeled nine cookies and dropped hashbrowns into the deep fryer and bagged them and did a lot of sweeping and mopping. I also learned how to change out the clean towel water, and finally I swept and mopped the men's bathroom and the lobby, and cleaned most of the tables. The other thing I did today was roll a lot of burritos, and put stickers on them and label the bins of burritos we filled.
....After work, I went over to Jo's. We worked briefly on the 'Contagious Christian' Workbook and on memorizing 'Christ thru the Bible' together. Then she read my third diary (this one) up to the end of yesterday's entry and I read her diary. Then we practiced on Christ thru the Whole Bible more, then I went home and soon Joy picked me up and took me shopping at Walmart.
What mine looks like.
I got 16 things.
We got one load of water, then Joy dropped me off at home.
Home is where your story begins.
What Johanna's looked like.
After I got home, I intended to go drop my two library materials off, and I did, but I made a small detour-I went to other nondenominational church in town closer to Joy's house's food pantry, which church the former local Salvation Army coordinator goes to (former as of 2022 AD). I got a lot of good food. God, you really blessed me! Thank You so much, Heavenly Father! Amen. While I was there, Jo sent me a text saying she loves me and misses me with a pic of her and her dog at Christmastime, 2017. The Salvation Army Coordinator who retired at the end of 2021 AD gave me a ride home. Back home I ate dinner, then Jo invited me to spend time with her, Rick and Jo's sister at McDonald's. So I left home again and now am sitting at McDonald's at a table next to Johanna, whom I love (now as a sister and nothing more, ever).
4/27/2018 This is a fleur-de-lis.
..At the pantry I was #80.
..Today Jo watched 'Tangled' 'Tyler Perry's Madea Goes To Jail' and some TV while I was off on my little adventures.
Thank You so much Heavenly Father so much for all my food! Amen.
Rick bought each of us, Jo, him and Jo's sister one of those burritos that I spent so much time rolling every workday almost.
....Jo doesn't really like beets but she does like saurkraut.
I am home. Johanna sent me a text asking when I wanted to start holding hands. I replied 'two weeks from now.'
Jo, her sister and Rick visited my apartment.
Jo looked through my 'friends' photo album and I showed them the light-up multi-colored black spinning Globe Aunt Gina got me. Then they left. I hugged Jo goodbye. It was a good visit.
Thank You my Heavenly Father and my Lord Jesus Christ for this day. In Your marvelous Name I pray, Amen.
P.S. I let Johanna borrow my first two diaries earlier today, told her she was the only one who could read them, gave her permission to write notes in them (Which she never did.) and charged her to take good care of them. She read most of today's entry at McDonald's tonight. Also tonight she listened to a little of the music on my MP3 player, including 'Grace Alone', 'Big, Big House' by Audio Adrenaline and 'Circle of Life'
P.P.S. She likes the song 'Circle of Life' as do I.
P.P.P.S. She wears hats in Summer.
P.P.P.P.S. She wears a one-piece bathing suit. And she is learning to read my handwriting.
P.P.P.P.P.S. We are going to start writing letters to each other.
Also, she does not have an email address, nor a Facebook account. (Which she told me in ignorance because she had both)
1/20/2019 She used to have a Facebook account. She does have messenger.
(I no longer have FaceBook Messenger or Facebook-2-2-2023 AD-BLSKV"study3600""Anakin77"
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 4, 2022 2:38:52 GMT -6
01/19-
FRIDAY
1-22-2018 Johanna and I are just friends for now.
At 8:30 AM Joy took me to an appointment at Comprehensive MHS in Independence. It went well.
After the appointment, I took most of the sweets-the ones I hadn't already eaten-to Jo's and visited Jo for a while. She returned my Diaries. She read them. She also has read the Book of Mormon I gave her in 2007 to read but later I found out that this side of heaven she had believed it to be a fiction story, which she finally admitted to me when I talked to her about it later the next four or so years from 2017. She had also read the Lectures of Faith and a lot of the Doctrine and Covenants and claimed she believed the testimonies that I had written in the Diaries her superiors had allowed her to read before they stopped allowing her to think or choose for herself and forbid us fully grown adults with fully developed minds from reading each others' diaries as if they ever had that right.
After I got back from Johannah's house, I watched two episodes of The Fugitive (which series I eventually watched all of and finished fully after a long hiatus in which I got strong enough to watch it without lusting after every little thing to lust after in it.) after eating Oatmeal for lunch-the same thing Johanna was having at that time at her place for lunch. That was around 2p.m.
Now I am eating a beef pot pie, or will be soon, and drinking juice.
Father, I seem to be doing just what ever I want to do at this apartment. You don't seem to be in control of me, and I want You to be. I haven't taken time to study Emergency Preparedness, ham radio or Morse Code and have taken very little time on Spanish.
..The pot pie was delicious. Now I have to wash my dishes.
...I finally got my dishes done a couple of hours after I last wrote. Going to take a shower now.
..Jo and I have been texting each other back and forth all day since about 6:19 this morning.
I wrote Johanna a letter this evening.
Jo got a false peace for me like I did for her when we asked God about each other.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 4, 2022 3:13:39 GMT -6
01/20-
SATURDAY-SABBATH
I HAD a crisis, which I just now figured out (In Feb 22 during a crisis) during which I wrote with Feb 022 notes and much crossed out, so not typed because of irrelevance):
Maybe I can't rely on bad feelings or good ones. Maybe the peace on my head and shoulders wasn't a true manifestation.
Maybe the Work in Brazil is true.
Maybe Johanna isn't the one for me.
Now I had had a vision from God showing me my clean life had I married Naomi, and He later revealed to me that I lost my faith because I would have fallen away to Roman Catholicism for Naomi's sake, wanting to add my Theological discoveries to the Fathers which were rejected and me thus disaffected and fallen away and lost. When I asked God whether Naomi was the one he gave me an answer that meant Common Sense told me that since He had warned me not to go for Naomi, I couldn't safely marry her, Latin Rite (Roman) Catholic or not.
When I got a manifestation similar to the false Robin Vickrey manifestation for these things in the Vision would happen when we did get married, later God made it clear to me that that was a false positive.
Jo and I were infatuated with each other. It was puppy love. We were in love with the idea of being in love.
There was no opposition to Jo and I's relationship at all. Everyone was encouraging it. They even tried pushing us into marriage.
1:34p.m. I sent Jo a text that said: Let's cool it a while. Let's just be good friends for now.
See you at 5:30.
You can give yourself a burning in your bosom for something you want, Dear Saints.
I asked God to give me a bad feeling for the Brazil Work and he did, but that doesn't make it false. I also got a burning in my bosom for it. So is it false and true? God forbid!
I sent Jo another text:
It's just that I was doubting if you were the one for me (but then I wrote, and actually believed it at the time) but now i think you could be.
Then: But we're moving a little too fast.
Then: I love you.
AT WORK they kept me really busy, but I didn't have to sweep and I got to make cookies, and box and bag and label cookies and pies at the end of the day and those things made me happy. I took the trash out twice there today, and cleaned ketchup from the floor and wall, did toast & bake briefly and dropped in hashbrowns. I rolled one or two burritos also. I also stocked butter from the four-door fridge, got ice, re-stocked hash browns and filled the fry hopper. Jo was on my mind a lot during work and she saw me work around 7 AM. She saw me in the back.
Since I got off work I have been journaling and texting and calling Jo.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 6, 2022 20:44:50 GMT -6
01/21-
LORD'S DAY-SUN'S DAY-STONEWALL JACKSON'S BIRTHDAY
Yesterday Paul, Jo's brother picked me up and took Johannah and I to Grace Baptist church where we watched the excellent Christian film 'October Baby'. Before the movie, I let Johanna read yesterday's diary entry. (Which is a lot different from what I typed back there.) During the movie I asked Jo's forgiveness (For having doubts about her being the one for me, I know it was stupid for now).
....This morning at Church I helped take up offering. Gina did early morning worship, reading Alma 5:46-108A (RLDS) stopping at the word 'church' at the end of the first sentence of verse 108.
An Elder gave the sermon. When Ken gave the ofertory remarks, I felt the Holy Spirit very strongly. Thank You so much Father for letting me help take up offering today. Amen.
After I was dropped off at home, I walked my dirty laundry to Joy's and started it.
Cecil helped me. Then I started walking home and halfway home Paul picked me up and took me to Pastor Pete's church to pick Jo up. Jo gave me a letter and I hugged her and told her I loved her. Jo's sister said "as a friend" I said "More than that" But Paul said that Jo's mother said that she (Jo's mother) wants Jo and I to just be friends for now.
I sent Jo a text that said, after I walked home from Pastor Pete's church where Jo went,
Me: We may be just friends for now but i want to spend a lot of time with you and lets keep writing to each other."
Then I took a nap after I caught up on a big pile of dishes from two days, and making and eating fried potatoes and eggs. Then I was picked up by Ken, Gina and Joy for Priesthood Class (Men's Class for me.) The women met tonight also for their class. We studied The Spiritual Life by Andrew Murray and Romans 6 and also 5. This morning in Sunday School we studied Matthew 13.
On the way home we got a load of water and they gave me my clean laundry. At home I made dinner-a turkey wrap, cottage cheese, honest tea and black bean habanero Harvest Snaps.
I am about to eat, watch 3 episodes of The Fugitive and write a letter to Johanna. My radio is on, tuned to Life 88.5 and has been on all day. I am about to take my pills.
Thank You Heavenly Father for this glory-filled day. Amen.
P.S. Jo asked me in a text if I still loved her just now. I texted back: "Yes. That han't changed."
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Feb 7, 2022 11:08:31 GMT -6
01/22-
MONDAY
I asked God in my heart whether I could rely on my bad feelings as well as confusion manifestations. From my belly I heard almost audibly two or three times "There's only one truth".
2-20-2018 In other words, no, because they are contradictory.
Texts sum up my day:
2:21 p.m. Jo: How was work today
2:24 p.m. Jo: How do you feel about me
2:33 p.m. Me: They had me do a lot of things at work today. It went fast and slow at the same time. I got to make some hamburgers and quarter pounders and box and label pies. I also got to bake bag and label cookies. I did toast and bake. I swept, mopped and took out trash. I love you.
2:35 p.m. Jo: I love you too
3:04 p.m. Me: Guess what Johanna! I have the next three days off from work!
3:06 p.m. Jo: Have you been thinking about me and how bad do you miss me
3:14 p.m. Me: Oh yes i have been thinking about you all day. I want to see you today.
3:55 p.m. Jo: How much do you love me be honest
4:28 p.m. Me: With all my heart. You are very special to me. Are you home?
Jo has been working at her friend Cory's all day cleaning house. They are paying her.
Before work I read Scriptures and watched an episode of The Fugitive. I went into Work at 10AM this morning and got off at 2p.m.
....After I took a nap, Jo got home to her place and I went over there to visit her. I let her read today's and yesterday's journal entry, let her borrow two books, The Light and The Glory by Peter Marshall and David Manuel (which she read all of) and Dying To Self by William Law (Not sure if she finished it), with commentary by Reverend Andrew Murray. I also gave her the letter I wrote last night and she read it. When she was finished, she looked over at me and smiled. We practiced 'Jesus Through The Whole Bible' and watched TV also. Specifically we watched Fox4 News at 6p.m. and Wheel of Fortune.
At 6:45p.m. I hugged Johanna good-bye, told her I loved her, and walked home in the snowy rain..
From my apartment, Aunt Gina picked me up and we got two loads of water. Then she dropped me off back here and I turned Life 88.5 on. I'm about to change it to Bott Radio Network when the song 'The Cross has made you Flawless' is over.
Johanna's birthday is February 12, 1977.
..I ended up listening to something good on NPR about how rich people tend to be less giving than poor people unless they are nudged or reminded of the plight of the poor, then they tend to be just as giving as poor people are.
Then I listened to the Marriage song 'lead me' on a Christian music station, then turned it to Bott Radio Network. Chuck Swindoll, a good man although he is a cessationist, is on.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Mar 3, 2022 17:36:36 GMT -6
01/23-
TEU'S DAY-TUESDAY
This morning I ate oatmeal, then later Gina took me to get three loads of water. (As I type these words for the first time on the eve of the projected Dawn of the New Republic (March 3, 2022 CE, a warm Thursday, Sun shinin' and smilin', happy birds chirpin' (Though I admittedly don't hear them right now because I'm in my living room), Saints, I am watching my bot Jabez watch Theory Guy play Star Wars:The Old Republic on my laptop on YouTube as I type this Diary out on my ChromeBook for you my dear. Niatus (Theory) is a Canadian Star Wars fan, that produces wonderful content, that I admire greatly.
He, Star Wars Santa, and Star Wars Meg (a Brit) are my top three favorite Star Wars YouTube Content Creators.) Star Wars Santa's RL name is Brian Miller.) Afterwards, I helped Bobbie take out her trash and checked my mail. I got a phone book. Bobbie gave me some beef stew she had made, which I ate for lunch. I read 'Jesus Calling' the Sermons of Joseph Smith, then Proverbs 23. Later, after a turkey sandwich with Miracle Whip (This was before I learned that most Kraft foods contain the additive Senamyx) and mustard on it, sweet potato sunchips and Progresso (Another no-no Senamyx-laden food choice, dear Saints) Tomato and Penne Pasta Soup for dinner, I took a nap, then went to the library, where I checked my e-mail (Because I had no access to the Internets at my apartment during this time), watched TBN, SBN, and read some of Anti-Nicene Fathers. I checked out The Light And The Glory: Revised and Expanded Edition and Living the Spirit-Formed Life by Pastor Jack Hayford (The first book I finished; I still need to finish the second) I also returned The Flying Nun, MythBusters and How The West Was Won (How The West Was Won I never popped into my DVD player and watched(But I watched a lot of it on Tubi TV App years later but have not finished it yet-9:24 AM CDT 2-2-2023 AD-BLSKV) . I have not finished them but can some other time. They were not due.
I got home and took my pills with Propell Fitness Water (earlier I drank a small bottle of V-8 Caribbean Greens juice), made popcorn, listened to Mark Levin and CD's and John Batchelor and watched one episode of The Fugitive.
I talked to my friend Aaron for a little while today. I told him about my job, my apartment and Johanna.
He is moving closer to where I am in Missouri at the end of February, Lord willing.
Jo went to the movies with Denita Pastor Pete Winstead's wife to see the new Jumanji MMORPG movie at the theatre.
Thank You Heavenly Father for this day. Amen.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Mar 8, 2022 17:04:16 GMT -6
01/24-
WEDNESDAY
THIS MORNING, Gina picked me up and took me to
Joy and Cecil's house, where I picked up dog messes and then Joy attempted to change my address online but it was a scam site posing as the official US postal service website. So we went to the post office and it had just opened. The woman inside let us in and Joy and I changed my address. She was a Believer. Then Joy picked up Cecil and they went to the local Tax place and from there, I walked to my apartment. Then I walked to Jo's after lunch. She gave me a letter and we watched the first 15 minutes or so of The Neverending Story II: The Next Chapter. We had to stop because Jo had to go to church. As I left, we practiced 'Christ Thru The Bible' for a few minutes. Then I walked home and wrote Jo a letter in response to hers and ran to her church to give it to her, then hugged her, told her I loved her, and went home; I then read The Light and The Glory for a while until Ken, Joy, Cecil and Gina picked me up for Church. At Israel's Gathering, Ken presided and read from Matthew 13 and talked about the foolish virgins and wheat and tares. He testified that Israel's Gathering is going in the right direction, sitting at the feet of Jesus like Mary. I agree (Or I agreed back then. The direction Israel's Gathering has taken since then is, I'm sad to say, far from the path Jesus intended for it.-BLSKV). A Church Sister was administered to also.
After Church, Pam from Helper's Hands called me, Jo texted me and I called Jo. Pam and Jo were letting me know when the next two Helper's Hands meetings were. When I called Jo, I found out that they were all at McDonald's, so I walked there. Linda gave me 5.00 and I bought Jo and I each a cheeseburger and we split a large fry. Jo let me catch up on 'The Contagious Christian' Workbook. Pam and Jo and I discussed the next two events. Paul, Jo's brother, took me home. As I got out of the white truck and Jo got into the front (she had been in the back and I was in the front) I hugged her for the fourth time today and for the third time told her, in person, that I love her.
Praise You, Father, Thank You and Bless You for this Wonderful Day! Amen and Amen.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Mar 8, 2022 17:20:12 GMT -6
01/25-
THURSDAY
RICK WARREN convicted me today when he used the word 'invitation' to describe those who were bidden to the supper and made excuse with one accord and did not come.
Is this not the time period of the 2'nd invitation? Are not the objections to the 2'nd Invitation mere scruples?
I need to have faith and choose to rely not on my feelings but on the testimony of two men of God (In time I would get several Testimonies for the Brazil Work of my own).
The Lord has set his Hand the Second Time to recover His people!
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two letters, one to a friend in Michigan, and one to Wallace Smith of the Worldwide Church of God, a Herbert W. Armstrong offshoot, and after that, mailed a proof of address to Karen Neumann, Financial Resource Specialist of Comprehensive Mental Health Services.
Then I ate a large potato with butter, read Johannah's letter she gave me at the library tonight, and clipped my fingernails, shaved, and took my pills. I am about to take a shower and go to bed. Thank You, Father, for this day. Amen.
P.S. I also spent about 10 minutes reading The Light And The Glory: Revised and Updated Edition.
P.P.S. I also had a text conversation earlier with Ben. He is not convinced one way or the other.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Mar 8, 2022 17:53:49 GMT -6
01/26-
FRIDAY
11:58p.m. Work was good. It went smoothly because I texted Jo before it began and asked her to pray for my work and she did.
After work, Joy picked up my laundry and I went over to Jo's, where I've finished The Neverending Story II, played the Shrek Forever After videogame together, watched Perry Mason and Psych. 'Psych' was on when Joy called and I had 10 minutes to run from 7th St. to 10'th St. and home to pick up my laundry. At Jo's before this, Jo and I read ea.other's diaries and I read Jo a prophecy of the Second Coming in Jeremiah
At my apartment, I read 'The Light And The Glory' for a long time and 'Jesus Calling' and Proverbs. Then I went to bed but I need to take a shower for work tomorrow.
Goodnight, Father. I love You Heavenly Father, and Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost! Praise You so much! Thank You and bless you for Jo's friendship and for bringing her back into my life. Amen. (As God full knew that Jo would die of Covid and be resurrected(I now strongly suspect that Junk_bow falsified the background check record and then played a trick on my memory as a method to be able to try to seduce me by making me think I was a married man, and married to Maggie, which I now KNOW is a bald faced lie of the devil, and that she is married to a man with kids currently,actually the other one is, the one I know is still single. ), still, I believe God will give me a good woman to love and make my life work out because my feelings don't matter as much as my faith unless my feelings align with my faith.I am way more mature than I used to be even a week ago. Satan seemed to be throwing me circumstances that tried to tear down my faith and play with my emotions, either because I desired it so strongly, or because I was obsessed or both, then He also knew that I would not be able to marry Johanna Richards. God has me covered and I am trusting Him now.-2-2-2023 AD-BLSKV)
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Mar 8, 2022 18:00:25 GMT -6
01/27-
SATURDAY
TODAY WAS A good day!
Work went by really fast. They kept me busy with little odd jobs such as getting ice, changing trash and sweeping and mopping the lobby.
After Work, Joy picked me up and we got a load of water. She dropped me off at my apartment to change my clothes, then I ate lunch and she picked me up and took me shopping. Then we got another load of water, then she dropped me off at home. I walked to Wal-Greens and bought a notebook and a binder, then walked home. I then went to Jo's for three hours. We watched TV and played the same video game we played yesterday.
Then I walked home. It was cold and I had no coat or jacket, yet I braved the weather and walked the three blocks home to the comfort and warmth of my apartment. Then I ate dinner. After dinner and dishes, I read Jo's letter to me she gave me today and wrote her a response.
Love You Heavenly Father. Thank You for this day. Praise You! Bless You! Amen.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Mar 14, 2022 2:04:02 GMT -6
01-28-
LORD'S DAY
THIS MORNING at Israel's Gathering Restoration Branch it was Led By The Spirit Day. Don McKenzie, then Ken, then Mike Spicer, then Alex spoke. Ken spoke about repentance.
At Jo's church (Pastor Pete Winstead's church), Johanna said Pastor Pete preached a sermon on judging.
After church, I ran to Jo's church to give Jo her letter. I said 'hi' to some people, and hugged Jo and Pastor Pete.
After a long nap, I went back to Israel's Gathering to study The Spiritual Life. There were also two administrations. Mike Spicer and a Church Sister got administered to. At home I read the Light and the Glory for about an hour.
I talked to Joey Hammonds, who is skeptical about the work in Brazil. I admonished him to keep an open heart and mind.
Jo texted me, asking if she was the only one for me. I said I believed she was. She texted back and said she believed I was the only one for her, too.
She has written me eight letters as of today. I have written her seven.
Thank You for this day, Father!
P.S. Buddy asked me to help take up offering today. Thank You, Father!
P.P.S. In Early Morning Worship Pam Joy's daughter played Christian music and we wrote our sins down on sticky notes and put them on a cross and left them there. In Sunday School we studied Matthew 14.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 5, 2022 18:23:15 GMT -6
01/29--
YOM SHANI
(2022- Apostle Albert Fike Why were Peter P and Samuel S Gould silenced? Mauricio say they still Apostles, )
After Midnight.
Wow! One month gone already!
I spent 7 hours with Jo today, watching 5 hours of TV with her. We watched 'Wall-E', she read my purple notebook (Apartment book), we played 'Connect 4', watched 'Judge Judy', she looked at my sketch pad.
From her house we went we went to the library, where we signed up to participate in the read 5 books and get a coffee mug program.
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I checked my email to find pictures of Raphael, other angels and the Sword of Laban! Praise God! So Amazing!
From the library, we went to McDonald's. Rick and Paul bought us drinks and food. Paul dropped me off at my apartment after dropping Jo and her sister off.
I felt sick from drinking too much fluid so I took a hot shower and the pain subsided, and I rested myself afterwards as I listened to Disk One of an audiobook called 'Against All Enemies' by Tom Clancy.
I am about to read A book about Paul the Apostle soon.
Thank You for this day Father. Amen.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 6, 2022 20:51:02 GMT -6
01/30--
YOM SHLISHI
After midnight.
Spent the day reading, listening to music and my audiobook, talking to and reading to Jo over the phone, watching an episode of Perry Mason (old) (new are bad. I know this because I saw one in Michigan) and making something. (a collage for Jo-5/6/18 2:01 a.m.)
I swept my floor today and for the first time since I moved here had a total of two cups of Pero, one in the AM and 1 in the PM. This will be a rare occurance.
Thank You Father for this day. Amen.
P.S. Yesterday and today Jo and I prayed together. Praise You Father!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 6, 2022 21:36:19 GMT -6
01/31--
WEDNESDAY
I worked from 7:00 AM-10:15 AM today. I did some new things - Got up front behind the counter and got a bag of orange juice from the walk-in fridge and brought it behind the cooler up front. I did toast and bake for a bit before clocking out. I baked and boxed and labeled a lot of pies today, both cherry and apple. I also baked McGriddles and biscuits.
For lunch I had a Happy Meal.
Joy did not feel like taking me to get water today because she is not feeling well. so I walked home and listened to 'Against All Enemies' for hours on end, then Ken and Gina took me to Church.
A Brother, an Elder, presided and he testified that Jesus told him not to worry about missing the mark because Jesus is the Mark and the Brother knows Him. He read Psalm 23.
After Church I hung out with Johanna, Rick, Pastor Pete, Jo's sister, Beverly and Pam Buesing (Helper's Hands) at McDonald's. Jo and I (not for the first time) listened to my MP3 player together. Jo's sister got me some water.
Afterwards, Rick dropped me off at my apartment and I went upstairs after saying 'hi' to Bobbie who came out of her apartment, and then I got some notebook paper from my new yellow notebook (1/27/18 stewardship) and came downstairs, gave Jo the paper and hugged her goodbye. Then I said 'bye' to Bobbie and went upstairs to my apartment, where I listened to the last two tracks of Disc 10 of 'Against All Enemies' and opened and used my new toaster and cannisters, which I also thanked the Lord for.
Then the Lord had a talk with me. He doesn't want me reading 'Against All Enemies' 'Paul: His Story' or 'Seekers: The Quest Begins'. He doesn't approve of them. So I will make better selections.
P.S. I took a shower and changed after work.
P.P.S. Johanna has German in her, Blackfoot Indian and she thinks she has Irish in her. Like me.
P.P.P.S. Thank You so much, Father, for this wonderful day!
P.P.P.P.S. I brushed my teeth finally this morning and shaved finally after work.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 9, 2022 1:08:07 GMT -6
02/01--
THURSDAY
SEE p. -287- of my Second Sixth Diary:
According to Alma 17:32, Alma 17:34 is talking about the Brass Plates, not the Plates of Nephi, or the Book of Mormon (It is talking about all Scriptures written on plates, but the Book of Mormon Plates in Brazil did maintain their brightness, even when covered in sludge.)
....On January 18, I bought Johanna the Book 'Jesus Calling' for a birthday gift.
This morning I got up after 8 a.m.
..After breakfast I walked to Faith In Christ Fellowship to give them my Proof of Address (a copy of my
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lease) and then from there took my dirty laundry to Joy and Cecil's. Cecil helped me start it. Then I picked up dog messes and talked to Noah. I hugged him goodbye. Then I walked to the library. It was very cold and windy. On the way to the library, with my back to the wind, walking slowly backward, I replied to a text Jo sent me, asking me how my day was.
Me: "My day is going good. Getting my laundry done and turned in a proof of address to Faith In Christ food pantry now going to the library."
Then I turned away around and ran part of the rest of the way to the library.
At the library I found out that I am still number 2 on the list for having a hold on '7' by Jen Hatmaker. Also I checked out 'The Fugitive Season 1, Volume Two' and I cancelled my hold on another copy of 'Against All Enemies' by Tom Clancy that presumably was not messed up or scratched. Then I turned in 'Against All Enemies', 'Paul: His Story' and 'Seekers: The Quest Begins' and went on the internet, doing research on catfish and the LG Company and checking my email. From my email I watched a Zarahemla Branch Service led by Joseph F. Smith and Bob Moore that Joy and Ken had gone to about four days ago.
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As I was watching that, Jo and Beverly and Jo's sister came in to the library. Jo listened to a little of Joseph F. Smith with me. I hugged her and told her I loved her and we each said "see you tonight", as Jo left.
Then, after the service was over, I checked out 'God, Israel and You', 'The Edge of The Divine' by Sandi Patty, and 'Seven Wonders' by Glenn Beck and walked to my apartment.
I took a shower, shaved, put on deodorant, changed my clothes, put on my gold cross, ate lunch, washed dishes, went downstairs to get my laundry from Joy's truck, got $10.00 from her and gave her Cecil's birthday card and the coloring page for Joy and Cecil, got Jo's birthday gift, put my clean clothes away, not in that order.
Then I went downstairs again and waited for Beverly. Beverly and Cindy picked me up and took me to China Buffet and many other people were there and showed up for Jo's and her sister's birthday party, which was fun. A Believing man, a member of Pastor Pete's church, prayed and Pete got a lot of people to sing 'Happy Birthday.' Lastly, Jo and her sister opened their presents. They got a lot of good presents. I sat with Johanna as she opened hers, and before that, as we ate. Jo likes Egg Drop Soup.
She got a diary for sermon notes and a drawing pad and colored pencils and markers, and many other things, including movies. Inside my present to Johanna was a drawing of her, which people complimented me on. All glory goes
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to You Father who gave me the gift to draw! Amen.
The bag was also decorated with lots of purple, pink gift paper inside and she really liked her gift of 'Jesus Calling'. When she got to her house she read February 1'st's devotional. After I paid the bill and ate half a fortune cookie, Pam and Linda and Pam's husband took me to my home. I read Jesus Calling, texted Johanna and read Jacob 1, 2 and a little of 3, and Proverbs 1. Then I made a cup of Pero, watched an episode of Perry Mason and wrote in my journal. I took my pills earlier, soon after I got home. Joy paid my rent and electric bill today with my money. The temperature in my apartment is almost 70 degrees F.
P.S. I talked to Pastor Bob Phillips again for the first time in a while. Bob Lane is dead. His mother, Wineta, just turned 100. I know these people from Michigan, from Dayton Heights Community Missionary Church, which branched from the Mennonites, which I attended regularly with Shane Mykel Jones.
P.P.S. I had a conversation today with one of my neighbors, Nicole Shaver, Matthew's wife. She is leaning towards believing in the Restoration, believes in Elohim the way I do, is visited regularly by Utah Mormons, shares the beliefs of her husband, has read some of the Book of Mormon and regularly worships with and receives counseling from John Johnson, Pastor of Faith In Christ Fellowship, the local Salvation Army Coordinator's father.
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However, she and her husband attend no church. I said to her, do you know they have the Book of Mormon Plates in Brazil?
She said she did not know that.
She agrees we as Christians need to lay down our divisions and differences and unite as one. Father, help Matthew and Nicole to find an RLDS Church to attend where they live now that they have moved away. Amen.
Goodnight, Father! Thank You for this wonderful, beautiful day! Amen.
P.P.P.S. Joy and Cecil could not make it to the party because Joy is not feeling well.
P.P.P.P.S. Yesterday night at the beginning of prayer meeting I felt a drop of oil on my head. Later, Ron read 'he anointeth my head with oil. My cup runneth over.'.
P.P.P.P.P.S. Keep your fork. Dessert is coming. Keep your faith, Brent, the best is yet to come!!!!!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 9, 2022 6:39:27 GMT -6
02/02--
FRIDAY
Twelve minutes after midnight.
I'm still up.
I want to, partly for Jo's benefit (because, Maggie, she read these words), partly for Maggie's benefit, and partly for mine, reflect upon my life.
This is Friday Night. Four or five years ago at this very time I would have likely on this night (02/20/2018-Actually late Thursday night, but I'm glad I thought of Friday Nights on the RU Van) (Friday) been on my way from Reformers Unanimous International (RUI) (Founded by the late Steve Curington), talking to Mark Berberich, my most recent RU van driver. (Actually Brian Bradshaw was after him) We would likely be heatedly discussing, arguing about or simply having a conversation about our beliefs, either his in TULIP (Total Depravity of Man, Unconditional Eternal Security, Limited Atonement, Irresistible Grace and Perseverance (The last two heresies Augustine of Hippo taught in City of God and Confessions) Calvinism (though his brand of the Baptist Faith (Independent) believed in Agency (Free Will) and I believe in Limited Atonement, or that Jesus only died for those who would be saved yet bore the damnation pains of the whole world for it was an Eternal Great and Last Sacrifice since the future is not set in stone but only those who ultimately believe on Christ or in Christ will receive any of the benefits of the eternal atonement, so it is not really Limited Atonement at all. Limited Atonement is a heresy that teaches Christ only died for a fraction of the human population of the earth.) or mine in the Restoration (everything to do with Jo Smith, gold plates, angels, visions and continuing revelation and other anathemas to Evangelicals and Protestants and Catholics, and to a great degree most Pentecostals.) The reason I was going to Reformers Unanimous was because of two things: Porn and Darrel Copeland.
I had been addicted to porn since I was about 12 years old. I walked right into Satan's trap. I will spare you the gory details, but I got free in 2017 by CLAIMING EVERY VICTORY. I am also addicted to food and am doing the same thing to get over it. (Now, in July 2022 I have been under bondage to sin since February of 2018 AFTER my home was blessed because after my home was blessed satan tried even harder to pull me down and SINCE FEBRUARY OF 2018 WHEN I FELL AGAIN THE FIRST TIME TEMPTED BY AN AD ON A FUGITIVE SERIES DVD I STOPPED CLAIMING THE VICTORIES which is why in addition to my bondage to SIN I picked up a familiar spirit which has been tormenting me for over two years. FIRST I NEED TO CLAIM EACH VICTORY and I will hear the VOICE of that evil familiar spirit LESS and LESS and then once free of my porn addiction I can be delivered from that foul evil spirit. I originally threw away this Diary in the Dumpster, but a kind woman got it out of the dumpster for me and put it back on my shelf because it was her favorite and contained the secret and KEE to VICTORY and FREEDOM!!!!!!! Amen! 7/9/2022, 06/2018-BLSKV)
In Michigan on Tuesday nights I typically went to Tuesday Night Meal and Bible Studies at Dayton Heights. We spent a long time studying Daniel and Hebrews, and had just started Acts when I left the Second time for Zion. (Missouri).
Back to story. Now Darrel Copeland was a co-worker at Freedom Work Opportunities of Genessee County, Incorporated, when Mark Weeks was my Supervisor and I was receiving commensurate pay at a Work training program rolling along with Robert Tricker trying in vain to find job opportunities when Robert tried getting me to lie about the wages I made at FWOGC, and I was hitting on Jolissa O'Leary then when David Gallagher horned in on her and stole her heart, I hit on Naomi Sue Schmult, although for a time I had tried in vain to win Jolissa away from David and to the RLDS Church..it was at FWOGC that I met Shane Jones in 2012.
I was looking for a church to go on Sundays because since Grandma Marge Sohlden had died in 2011 I could no longer go to the Otter Lake or Oakwood Restoration Branches that often because Dad was rarely willing to take me, so I lived too far from a Restoration Branch to be able to attend regularly, and one day, Darrel suggested Trinity Baptist Church. So I called them (this was after the Associate Pastor (I can say this about him: he preached VERY interesting, enlightening and progressive, stirring sermons and the church North Baptist was VERY truth-filled, having a corner on many hunger-satiating truths about many relevant topics and supported Israel) at North Baptist had rejected me for being Mormon) and a bus from Trinity Baptist came and picked me up. I met Pastor Ron Scott (A pleasant and amiable, jolly and jovial, upright upstanding fellow, tall and of a good tall Godly stature, glasses, curly brown hair, thickish) who came to my front porch and my front door at my Grandma's and Dad's house I was renting from my Dad for 300 USD/month+cable/internet/phone/heat electricity and water+trash pickup (Dad painted the front porch with a ramp for grandma's wheel chair green about twice or three times a year, and we would have to mow the lawn, shovel the driveway and porch, take care of the dogs Red then soon after Red passed, Buster, who is safely in the care of Lee and Rene Sohlden my ineffable parents as we speak (Sabbath- Day after Friday- Shabbat 7/9/2022 CE/AD) plus we did other kinds of yardwork and roofing) and talked with me a few times to get to know what sort of a person I was. I learned about Reformer's Unanimous, a faith-based addictions program, from him, though I had seen the sign for it before. After my first RU meeting I was put in Larnell's group. Soon afterward, I was put in Al Walsh's group. Al Walsh and I became friends and during a big thunderstorm one night, as both the basements of mine and Dad's houses were flooding because the power was out, Dad asked me if I could call someone who could help us. I called Dan Browder, who had been my first RU van driver but he couldn't help. Then I got the idea to try calling Al Walsh. He was able to help by letting us borrow a generator, which helped us tremendously. It's so amazing, Maggie, how God works! He took my addiction and used it to help not only my Dad's and my houses to get unflooded that night, but to keep them unflooded forever because the incident inspired Dad to buy his own generator! Praise ye Gods! After being in Al's group for a while I was finally transferred to Robert Jennings' Group, where I stayed until I left Michigan. I probably learned the most from Robert, although I did learn a lot from Al Walsh. and when Shane joined RUI, he too, at my behest, although technically it was against the rules, was put in Robert's group. Robert had been raised RLDS or Mormon because he still carried in his heart an ineffable testimony of the truth of Genesis 3:1-5, 7B (IV), which he shared with Shane once before Robert's death (Robert's wife Katherine drew mine and my aunt Linda's blood at Quest Diagnostics. Small world):
And I, the Lord God, spake unto Moses, saying, That Satan whom thou hast commanded in the name of mine Only Begotten, is the same which was from the beginning; And he came before me saying, Behold I, send me, I will be thy Son, and I will redeem all mankind, that one soul shall not be lost, and surely I will do it; wherefore give me thine honour. But behold, my beloved Son, which was my beloved and chosen from the beginning, said unto me; Father, thy will be done, and the glory be thine for ever.
Wherefore, because that Satan rebelled against me, and sought to destroy the agency of man, which I, the Lord God, had given him; and also that I should give unto him mine own power; by the power of mine Only Begotten I caused that he should be cast down, and he became Satan; Yea, even the devil, the father of all lies, to deceive, and to blind men, and to lead them captive at his will, even as many as would not hearken unto my voice.....for he knew not the mind of God; wherefore, he sought to destroy the world. (SEE ALSO Sealed Moses 17:19; Book of Abraham 3:27)
It was through Reformer's Unanimous that I met Eric Massey. One night, a night like this one (more appropriately, a night like tomorrow night), riding home on the RU van, I struck up a conversation with him and he asked me what I thought of the Book of Mormon. I told him I believed in it wholeheartedly. After that night, we hung out together a lot. Sometimes he would take me to bookstores where he would buy us books. Once he came to my house and I gave him a lot of the books off of my bookshelf including the presumptuous though accurate Commandments and Covenants by Rick Donovan Leonard who fell by the shaft of death for trying to steady the ark of God. I really wish now in 20 Aught 22, that Eric could find the book and send it back to me because I can't find another copy of it anywhere and it has very vital information in it. I gave him both a BoM RCE and a SBOM. (I sent him the SBOM in the mail at the same time I sent Shane one around the time I sent the Hawaiian man Pilgrims of the Pacific. I think his name was Ray Salmon but I could be mistaken. He was not a believer in the RLDS Church at the time but he did major missionary work for the RLDS Church by digitizing the book I sent him and spreading it around Hawaii.) Eventually I met his former roommate, an atheist. Now Eric is married to Kori Massey, and they have moved to Ludington, Michigan, which is across the state of Michigan from Flushing, where Trinity Baptist is. He works at an ice cream factory there. And eventually, Mark Berberich moved to White Lake, Michigan, also far from Flushing, with his new bride Emily Berberich (who used to be a Monungahala, Pennsylvania Latter Day Sect whose Priesthood is not valid because their priesthood is organized wrongly, so it is not a valid sect of the Restoration). After Mark, my RU van driver was Brian Bradshaw. I am good friends with his son, Nick Fierro, though we haven't talked since 2015 or 2016 and it was on Skype that we last talked.
Goodnight. I will resume later today. I need to brush my teeth, floss and go to bed.
....1:59 a.m. I'm still up.
Around 1:00a.m. Gina called me. She needed me to go with her to Wal~Mart and help her push her bike to the charger so she could hook it up. It took about a half-hour. I was glad to help.
Now I am going to bed. Goodnight, God, my dear Heavenly Father! I love you!
...Text conversation between me and Johanna:
12:43p.m. Me: How was your day today Jo?
12:44p.m. Jo: It was good how was your day today?
3:36p.m. Me: Good. I rolled burritos and baked mcriddles and biscuits for three hours then spent the last hour on toast and bake and boxed and labeled eight pies and got a lot of cheese out of the walk-in fridge before i clocked out. Then i ate lunch at home and and went with Joy to get get a few loads of water. At home I called some churches to find out if i can be picked up for Reformation Unanimous.
Today I talked to Robert Jennings for a few seconds and texted his wife Kathy. Robert is in the hospital with gall bladder and liver problems.
Today after a nap I called Mr. Nugent of a church and he prayed with me and told me, Maggie, he couldn't make any promises but he would see what he could do to get me to RU.
I made three hamburgers for dinner.
I called Mark Sohlden, Linda Sohlden and and Dad. Dad read me Spanish for a while as I looked up Spanish words in the Spanish dictionary.
Today Fred's current wife, one of my landlords, gave me a copy of the contract/lease. The copy of the paper I gave Faith In Christ Fellowship was not my lease but something else.
Today I poured a cup of water down the drain in my bathroom and yesterday Joy paid my rent, part of my security deposit, and my electric bill with my money. I have very little money left because of this and won't be able to buy groceries until I get my next paycheck next Friday.
I had two cups of Pero today and read Scriptures, and at the end of the day ate an apple. (My last Pink Lady apple.).
It is now 10:11 p.m. I will call Jo, brush my teeth, floss, change into my pajamas and go to bed, probably not in that order.
Thank You Father for this day!
P.S. Earlier I called Shane. One of his best friends, Tyler Dighnington, died after a car accident. Before he died, many people prayed for him, including Shane and I.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Jul 9, 2022 11:36:00 GMT -6
02/03--
SHABBAT-DAY NACH FREY'S DAY
Today after work, while I was waiting for Joy to pick me up, I had a major crisis of faith. I finally admitted that I knew nothing and began to question everything that I believed, even the existence of God. Then I said 'Holy Spirit help me,' then 'God help me'. When I said 'Holy Spirit help me, though I was unaware of it, His Spirit filled me and later at home God spoke peace to my heart.
During my crisis I told God I knew that He was real and that the Book of Mormon was true, not because of a feeling, but because of witnesses. But the experiences I had though, Lord, I cannot deny, nor dare I do it. It was one of the ways it feels to be truly immersed by and filled with the Spirit of God. I cannot rely on Joy's, Pam's and Ken's testimonies as witnesses, although their testimonies are true, my own testimony is true too, and I need to rely on it, for what Greater Witness can ye have than that which is from God??
Although feelings, even strong feelings, can play tricks on me, that was way more than a feeling, Lord, for the Scriptures.
Lord, I need You! Amen.
.....THIS morning Jo called me and tried to wake me up but I didn't get up 'til 15 minutes after my alarm went off, then ate breakfast and took a shower, then went to work. I forgot my hat and had to wear a paper hat during work.
After work, Joy picked me up. She was going to take me to get water but she forgot to have Cecil put the water tank in the truck, so she took me from McDonald's to home. I had eaten two hamburgers and a large fry for lunch.
After work, I took a shower and changed and put on deodorant and walked to Wal-Greens where I bought my next Journal, or Diary.
Then I walked to Jo's, where we watched Beauty And The Beast and exchanged letters, and other writings. We also watched an episode of Touched By an Angel, although she watched more of them than I did.
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When I got home, I talked to Matthew Shaver (earlier I had had Nicole check out a whining noise. It was a fan.) Matthew told me that he fixed the fan with a special kind of WD-40. I told him also about the new dumpster and mail boxes (which we still haven't gotten hide nor hair of to this date -BLSKV 12:16 PM 7-9-022 CE) we are getting soon. (06/9/2018 The dumpster arrived, not the mailboxes yet.)
W.H. Murray said,
"The moment one definitely commits oneself, then Providence moves too...."
The only things I know are what can be proved by Scriptures, has witnesses, or that I have a Testimony equal to or greater than my Testimony of the Book Mormon for.
To You Father be all the Honor, the Glory and the Praise, in the Beautiful name of the Son Jesus Christ, Amen!
And now, as Paul Harvey would say, here is the rest of the story.
Johanna and I didn't stay together long after that. Eventually, probably because of her mother, she stopped seeing me and her other friends started monopolizing 100% of all of her time. When I confronted her about this, she got mad at me. We spent time together one more time, then out of the blue someone in her name sent me a text saying, leave me alone, it's over, which I thought was from her, but was probably Paul either joking or serious because they had discussed the Mormon influence I had on her and did not want us hanging out lest she become converted by me, and plus Paul had played such a joke before. So we stopped seeing each other but did not stop hanging out through mutual friends until the day she died of Covid, and I went to her funeral. During her life we two had hastily signed a contract together I had written in 2007 promising to see each other and only each other exclusively which now I know was wrong, but now that she lives no more, I am clear of that oath and free to date others.
Subscribed to you this Ninth Day of the Month of July, Shabbat Shalom, day after Friday, in the Year of Our Lord Anno Domini Two Thousand Aught Twenty-Two Common Era, yours truly, Brently Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V, with all my love and affection, to Mark E Sohlden, Randy Vick, all my Constant Readers, Joy Soper and the Saints of the Most High God, written in the month of my Grandmother Marjorie May Sohlden's illustrious birth, February. Amen. Amended February, Anno Domini Two Thousand Twenty-Three at nine fifty-three in the morning central daylight time.
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Have a good Day! ! !-6:08 PM CDT, same day. Written on my hp laptop in my home, an apartment. Revised 6:12 PM, same day, and Revised again at 6:20 PM CDT, same day as before, and again, same day, at 7:14 PM CDT, written in Oak Grove, Missouri, USA,