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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 30, 2021 15:34:18 GMT -6
11/30-
TUESDAY
"Maggie" (Dat One Dude) and I-
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 11:37 AM
Maybe you can help me.....I'm trying to use Opentoonz animation software and I can't make heads nor tails out out how to get a project started
[11:37 AM]
Can we start a zoom call? I'd love to see your face again
[11:38 AM]
Zoom is a free download.
[11:38 AM]
Wait, I don't think your mic works
Maggie or a hack, not sure yet.... (It's Dat One Dude) — Today at 12:12 PM
Wanna see my (breasts)?
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 12:16 PM
No you're not my wife
[12:16 PM]
Send me a pic of your FACE
[12:16 PM]
Wait, did we get married in 2002?
[12:16 PM]
Probably not
[12:16 PM]
It was a delusion
[12:17 PM]
But if you were to send a pic of your breasts it would become a pornagraphic digital image and the whole world would have access to it and discord would own it
[12:18 PM]
So please if you ever do marry me please I want to wait until then
[12:18 PM]
Even if somehow we are already married I'd rather see them in person
[12:19 PM]
But I won't believe it until I see a copy of our marriage license
[12:19 PM]
Like if you was to think you were my wife and werent and I believed it it would be fornication
[12:20 PM]
So no liscense, no marital relations
[12:21 PM]
But we are just starting to get to know each other, so we shouldn't talk about marriage yet
[12:23 PM]
If we are married and you remember the ceremony, then show me the marriage license and then we can talk for a while before we just jump into marital relations, ease into it
[12:25 PM]
Even in marriage, I want to be tender, gentle with you. I'm still a virgin. I'm pretty sure you saved yourself too
[12:26 PM]
If a man who is a pig can wait 23 years for sex, so can a woman who is virtuous
[12:26 PM]
Especially if she is married to him, otherwise it would have been affairs
[12:27 PM]
We were separated if we are married
[12:27 PM]
My background check says I'm married but that can be falsified
[12:28 PM]
I need to see a copy of our marriage license
[12:28 PM]
Before I will touch you that way
[12:28 PM]
Or at least a certificate of marriage
[12:29 PM]
Darn, I signed an agreement that I could not witness to you, but must let you witness to me, didn't I. That's the standard Catholic-noncatholic wedding agreement (edited)
[12:30 PM]
Show me that
[12:31 PM]
You know where I live. Just drive over and we can talk and watch movies together.
[12:31 PM]
I'm not walking 8 miles to your house again
[12:32 PM]
You have a white truck, would only take you about 10 minutes to get here on I-70
[12:33 PM]
Please ring the doorbell. If we're married please bring the certificate, license or wedding tape or any combination of these or there will be no nudity or adult situations
[12:33 PM]
And if we're not married, then we need to set boundaries and stay within them, and never cross them
[12:34 PM]
We can talk about our dreams, our hopes, our desires, our goals, our future, likes, dislikes, our present, our past
[12:36 PM]
I love you
[12:37 PM]
If you can ask if I want to see your breasts then I have the right to tell you I love you
[12:37 PM]
See you soon
[12:37 PM]
Please ring the doorbell.
[12:37 PM]
Don't knock
[12:38 PM]
My door says 3-4
[12:38 PM]
I live in a big white apt bldg
[12:38 PM]
Off I-70 turn right, then make another right on 10'th St.
[12:39 PM]
I live on the corner of 10'th and Clinton.
[12:39 PM]
Bring pizza if we're married. If we're not, bring chips
[12:41 PM]
I'll know by what food you bring (pizza being intimate, sex afterward, chips meaning we have to keep it sorta platonic for now) what our marital or nonmarital status is but you still need the proofs
[12:41 PM]
If we're married and you don't have the proofs or can't show me the proof on the internet, bring chips
[12:43 PM]
We've waited 23 years, we can at least wait until the end of the day when we can fully establish ourselves as a married couple in Oak Grove and Bates City and obtain the records, even if we have to wait several days or weeks for those records to arrive in the mail.
[12:43 PM]
Waiting is the spice that makes sex sweeter
[12:44 PM]
If you have a GPS on your phone just plug in the address 200 SW 10TH ST OAK GROVE MO 64075
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 1:00 PM
Sorry, if someone is hacking your account, Maggie, that someone sent "wanna see my b***ies" in your name
[1:00 PM]
I responded to that
[1:02 PM]
He or she is trying to push us, and I don't appreciate it
[1:03 PM]
We're trying to just start to be friends and someone hacks your account and sends a text like that in your name and I said words that I should have saved for many months, some I should not have said at all. Do you forgive me?
[1:04 PM]
Kim Ferris pretended to be you
[1:05 PM]
Scott Bilbrey pretended to be you
[1:05 PM]
Luscernuvus or Junk_bow pretended to be you
[1:05 PM]
If this is just another disappointment I'm going to be mortified
[1:06 PM]
dishearted
[1:07 PM]
My heart will be in a hundred trillion googleplex pieces all over every existence and dimension, scattered everywhere in time space and eternity, and if the real Maggie ever does come, then it will all snap back together and will be brim with joy
"Maggie" — Today at 1:07 PM
I the real one ok? Don’t worry
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 1:08 PM
Was it you who offered a peep show?
[1:08 PM]
Or was that a hacker
[1:08 PM]
I didn't take you for a s l u t
[1:08 PM]
Unless you are my wife
[1:09 PM]
But you won't say yes or no
[1:09 PM]
Are you or aren't you
[1:10 PM]
And if you're not, I definately wouldn't want to see those until after we ever hypothetically tied the knot
[1:11 PM]
Show me a pic of your face. Theres got to be one you can upload from your computer
[1:11 PM]
I need all doubts settled in my mind
[1:12 PM]
Your eyes will let me know its you more than anything
[1:12 PM]
But also it will be other things because your face is so uniquely yours
[1:13 PM]
Junk_bow may be able to match your facial features tit for tat but not your eyes
[1:14 PM]
So are you coming over/
[1:14 PM]
?
[1:14 PM]
You live so close to me
"Maggie" — Today at 1:15 PM
Hey I’m studying the Bible would you mind not messaging me for a couple hours? Thanks, Maggie
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 1:15 PM
I will let you study. I have things I need to do myself-Brently
NOW I need to call Taylor Brady, reschedule our appointment, and see about Quest forwarding those labs to Traci, then high-tail it to Wal~Mart to purchase those batteries plus lawn and leaf bags and get home ere Mags finishes her Bible studies. Dieser Morgen Joy arrived with Cecil and Beth their Choodle dog in her white truck to give me the a copy of my Social Security Card and two paycheck stubs from Mik-Di and Ebek. If Maggie and I do need to establish any documentation as a Unit here in the KC/I area, then we will surely need those as proof of wages and Social Security status. I'm so excited for the future, and so glad that my appointment with Taylor Brady was delayed, so by the time we do meet I will be able to report on my own marital or nonmarital status as only Maggie can tell me. Praise God for the Principle of Delay.
3:30 PM I'm back from WalMart. They didn't have the kind of lawn and leaf bags that I wanted, nor could I afford the paper ones they had in the quantities I needed, so I will have to find a way to either go to Lowe's or Home Depot to get some plastic lawn and leaf bags, and to Cabela's for a laptop charger and back to WalMart for a Digital Camcorder.
Brent at 3:22 PM How was your Bible Study? [3:23 PM] I went to Walmart, got a Diary and batteries [3:23 PM] Diary 13 is about to begin. [3:24 PM] Is ?? your MeWe account
DatOneDude — Today at 3:29 PM I’m really sorry man I can’t do this to you anymore. I’m not Maggie and maggie has never existed. Please for the love of your sanity turn too Catholicism it is beautiful and has helped me through the worst of times.
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:36 PM That was a very mean thing you did to me playing with my heart like like that. I forgive you but you need to repent. [3:36 PM] And she is real. She lives in Bates City [3:36 PM] I walked to her house. She came out. I saw her. [3:37 PM] When I went to her door I heard her voice. [3:37 PM] And we went to school together. [3:38 PM] Now my heart is shattered once more. [3:38 PM] I'm devastated
DatOneDude — Today at 3:38 PM Why was your heart shattered
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:38 PM Three times I can handle. 4 is the straw that broke the camels back [3:39 PM] because once more its just disappointment [3:39 PM] Your just a lying catholic pretender
DatOneDude — Today at 3:39 PM I am actually catholic
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:39 PM And to add insult to injury you claimed a girl I know to be real never existed but I forgive you [3:40 PM] But your not Maggie
DatOneDude — Today at 3:40 PM Dude get over her she probably doesn’t like you that way
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:40 PM I was willing to just be friends [3:41 PM] I even told her that but then you pushed me with that breast remark to speak ahead of myself [3:41 PM] You lied to deceive to catch me in a lie [3:42 PM] That is a sin [3:42 PM] I never lied about my true feelings or intentions but just before you sent 'I miss you' I truly had let her go [3:44 PM] I was going to give up on her but you went and got it all going again, being used by the adversary to write more things in my Public diary to bug her which I had already promised her I would not do [3:45 PM] I was going to try forgetting her again but then I thought I could be friends with her then you pushed with the breast line
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:45 PM You did something very sinful in the name of your religion and our God (edited) [3:46 PM] And its not something you need to tell a Priest in the confession booth. That wont wipe it clean. You need to repent personally before God and show true contrition [3:47 PM] You know God will talk to you if you listen
DatOneDude — Today at 3:47 PM Dude confession cleanses you of all sin (except original) [3:47 PM] It’s the first ultimate cleans
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:48 PM Only Jesus and his true Apostles can remit sin. Your intermediary man-priest cannot absolve sin. You are mistaken
DatOneDude — Today at 3:48 PM Ok buddy
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:49 PM Nor can indulgences get anyone free of Purgatory
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:49 PM Money can't absolve guilt
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:50 PM Jesus Blood can wash all your sin away without the need for an intermediary man-priest or a confession booth
DatOneDude — Today at 3:50 PM What religion are you [3:51 PM] Oh btw do you have chungal cream?
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:54 PM You know. You've read my Diaries. You've seen my videos. And www.maraandlukeforever.boards.net is where you can find them if you have not read them. You can learn O so much from them. [3:58 PM] No I don't have that
What I said to (I think) the real Maggie Savoie, I LOVE BRENT, whom I feel may have been the real Maggie all along:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 4:11 PM Junk_bow is your doppleganger not mine [4:11 PM] I have some splainin to do, Maggie [4:12 PM] I meant every word I said to DatOneDude thinking she was you [4:13 PM] Please forgive me for being too pushy with my words but DatOneDude pushed me with hers and played with my heart, and I thought you were Junk_bow. [4:14 PM] I'm such a goofball [4:14 PM] Please talk to me again. [4:16 PM] Tell me you are not a member of the LBGTQ+ Community or another evil spirit sent to test me, because you see my heart can't take one more person pretending to be you. five times it has happened. a sixth and I will die of a broken heart. [4:17 PM] Are you Junk_bow? If you are, quit playing games with my fragile heart, more fragile than bone China now [4:18 PM] Are you the REAL Maggie Savoie? If you are, speak up [4:18 PM] I NEED you [4:19 PM] Of late I have tried letting you go again but then a Catholic girl named DatOne Dude decided to pretend she was you to try to convert me to Roman or latin rite catholicism.
Please say and mean that you are really her. Otherwise, identify yourself. [4:23 PM] I can't stand the silent treatment any more. My poor heart can't take it.
THE STORY OF MY LIFE
Every life is packed with stories worth telling, and no one can tell them better than the person who lived them. But when you sit down to put it all into writing, where do you begin? The blank page is the most intimidating and procrastination-inspiring part of any writing project. Luckily, this notebook clears that hurdle for you. In its pages, you'll find prompts and exercises, written by a published writer, to help you bring your stories to life.
A good memoir is more than an autobiography that chronicles your existence; it's a life on a page full of description and dialog, a window into your past. If you're not a writer, even if you've never written before, don't worry: these prompts and exercises are designed to coax out your inner storyteller with specific, guiding questions. This book will create a record of your life, but it will also help you express who you are as a person, and how you became who you are today. Whether you're writing down your life story for yourself, your close family, or for a wider audience, this book will guide you through the project and make your life story a joy to write and a pleasure to read.
Once you've done all the prompts, you'll have a wealth of memories, anecdotes, and personal knowledge to work with. The question is, what will you do with it?
Question 001:Make a basic timeline of your life. List the years of your life in increments of (Approx.) 5 (give or take), and write one (or more, or a summation of life events that happened during that period of your life) short sentence that describes a major event that happened in each year. Fill in any major events in the gaps, like moves, births and deaths. If any question in this book doesn't apply to you, (skip it, at least for now, or you may) refer back to this list and write about something else.
A./ 0-5 years old: I was born in Charleston, South Carolina. Before age one Dad, Mom and I moved to Flint, Michigan.
1 year old: No real memory. This may have been the year that my mom was smoking and I asked her, though she didn't understand me, because to her it was babyspeak, I asked her, can I try that. Not knowing what I was about to do, she lowered her cigarette by her side and I put my mouth on it. Seeing this, she quickly pulled it away. It was disgusting. That was my only experience with smoking. I remember seeing Spaceballs and Return of the Jedi playing on the TV at a young age. I thought Bib Fortuna was scary, and he reminded me of a vampire. I thought Spaceballs was Star Wars, and I thought it was a serious program.
Age 2: I have no real memories. I remember Grandma Marge Sohlden's house, playing with my toys, the house I lived at with my parents on 4030 Keyes Street which was brown. I remember a little black neighbor girl at that house I used to play with and inventing Barmeow and the Dungeon cartoon series. The purple Brachiosaur I falsely was taught was the nonexistant type of dinosaur known as a "Brontosaurus" and the grey fighter plane with the split front end. Taking showers with mom.
Age 3: Dad taught me how to read, bribing me with trips to ShowBiz Pizza, now Chuck-E-Cheese's.
Age 4: Here is where it gets fuzzy. So fuzzy, in fact, that I draw a complete blank. Age 5: Same. Age 6: Grandma Marge always took me to McDonald's on Saginaw Rd, where there was a huge outdoor playplace in the shapes of all the old McDonald's friends cartoon characters from a bygone era. I suddenly lived at Livingston in Flint in a white house with mom and Viola's apartment house, then another apartment, then the house on 3394 W Dayton with dad and Mom, and a trailer park with my Biological mom edith after we moved away from the house on livingston. The first time I learned to ride a bike I sprained my leg. I could not get the hang of using crutches. Had two childhood friends, brothers. They both bullied and befriended me. I went to Flint Schools. Learned ropes of life. Tried to fight gangs by throwing sports balls at suspected gang members. Met a white girl with red locks and glasses named Margaret who taught me how to trudge-shuffle through snowdrifts. Met a boy named Carlos who I ate boogers with. I think I ate one of his boogers. At HomeDale School a black woman told me she ate Barmeow and said she was going to hang me with something she showed me that could do the job, but a teacher walked in. The teacher did not believe my story. A bully named Oca claimed if I had the moonstone and the rabbits' foot I could summon Barmeow. Challenge accepted, I found a way to obtain both, wrestling them from Oca then said acting out He-Man cartoons because i confused fantasy with reality, by the Power of Dungeon, Barmeow come out of subspace or whatever because I played a lot of Super Mario Bros 2 which has subspace zones, or that's what my friends told me they were called and other friends convinced me that such places existed, but to my great disappointment, Barmeow didn't materialize. A young boy named Neil dressed up in a blue Barmeow costume to cheer me up and we got our pic taken together.
5:42 PM CDT
I had two Hebrew National Beef mess Hotdogs on Ballpark White bread buns, one with Dijon mustard on it and the other with Dijon mustard and Ketchup (Catsup). Dee-licious! I started typing the main part of Diary 13, which is expected to be, the prognosis is that it will be quite a lengthy Diary, perhaps the last for a few or several years, spanning many Forum Board Thread pages. When I have answered ALL the questions I possibly can in it, then I will move on to Diary 14, whenever that is in the future. I do not have to, nor am I obligated to answer 'a question per day' nor 'only one question per day' nor all of a single question in a day, but will do it at my own pace, taking my sweet time.
A New Development: Maggie's Sister
I am wondering because I know her. She is my sister [6:00 PM] @brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV [6:00 PM] What does she look like
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 6:13 PM Shelly? [6:13 PM] Are you shelly Savoie
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 6:21 PM Ask her for me if she created the I LOVE BRENT Discord account [6:21 PM] Olive skin. Jet black hair [6:22 PM] Wore a Got Dirt? Shirt [6:27 PM] Because 5 people have pretended to be her over time to me [6:27 PM] And it broke my heart every time
I am taking a two week technology break, only using tech when absolutely necessary.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 1, 2021 23:12:46 GMT -6
12/01- WEDNESDAY
Andrew Jennings told the MeWe Group Learn and Study Hebrew an important Truth about Modern Judaism:
60 sects at least of Judaism , not all are good or even able to say they are Jewish , Semitic Jews follow the Torah not the Talmud.
My YouTube Video expounding the Tribulation Period elements of the Book of Revelation, things everyone on YouTube including myself is saying and never once got taken down or banned, I just happened to put it all together in one video and Youtube took it down for a supposed "Community Guidelines Violation" and banned me from uploading or streaming vids for a WEEK, and I appealed it threatening to sue, saying I didn't violate squat, I would get a settlement, they would lose out, I would get a good lawyer, I knew my rights and it could go all the way to the Supreme Court if they take that video down again next time I upload it, that video is now processing on bitchute. I'm going to, once I come into money, explore my legal options and go over Google's and Youtube's TOS and examine their "Community Guidelines" for legal soundness with a fine toothed comb with some good Believing lawyers, and then reupload my video to YouTube. If it and I get the same treatment, I will make good on my promise. Thank God for a 5-4 court Conservative. O'Biden, just try to pack that court I dare you. The American people will revolt. There are more Independent Thinkers who won't take your eye test or be shackled by your corrective eyeglasses if they can help it and will rebel than you know. The American people won't take this until 2028 like you desire us to. We are Americans. You were born in Kenya. Your Grandmother testified to it and there was even a marker in Kenya saying it was your birthplace. Someone needs to dig that original birth record in Kenyan root dark web computers up and expose it to the light and calculate the Gemmatria of his real name. It will be 666. Right now I'm listening to Phil, Jace and Willie Robertson talk, three free men. There will be an Association of Free Men who will have NOTHING to do with either high level mid level or base Freemasonry or any Dark covernment and I'm puttinig you on notice O'Biden that at least in this nation we will defeat you and drive you out of our homeland and you can go rule the UN like you aspire to. Get out of our country and our White House. Your puppet Biden did not win that election and neither did that Vampire Bush Jr who did 9/11. He claimed in his book Decision Points that when the event happened he was reading his Bible, when actually he was reading a book about goats (Can anyone say Bathshemat?) upside down to a group of children in a classroom speaking Dark Sentences in backwards blackmasking, and we have it on tape!
I watched Dragnet and Adam 12 while waiting for my video to process. Now I will see if Maggie's half sister has responded to me. She and Mags have a LOT to discuss and a lot of information to process. There's a certain other somethingness, a Genose Pa, if you will, about seeing copisman's at work, or reading about them, which is why I like Sherlock Holmes, Law & Order, Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, Stephen King and Peter Straub's Black House, John Grisham, Matlock, Murder, she wrote, and I also love law, I love Latin, Law, Judge shows, especially Judges Judy and Marilyn millyoung, and Divorce Court (she's awesome) and fictional shows like Ms. Marple and Perry Mason. I got an A in Mr. Cole's You And the Law Class.
I also like physic, or doctoring, which is why I liked an RLDS novel about a doctor who fell in love with a dark haired Mexican Señorita so much, and why I want to listen to the audiobook Arrowsmith by Sinclair Lewis, after listening to An Innocent Man byJohn Grisham, on YouTube. Then I will finish The Sign of the Four by Jack The Ripper, aka Sir Arthur Conan Doyle (The thought of a Knighted Serial Killer.........WOW).
Last night Rick took me out to eat at a Mexican Restaurant. I had fried shrimps and rice. I came home, wrote in my Diary, wrote to Shelly and said good-by for two weeks on many or a few internet platforms, left instructions for my Mods and Admins on Mara/Luke, and told my friends bye.
Also I did a very important Administrative Action in my Learn and Study Hebrew Group on MeWe.com. A man named Andrew Jennings was spreading antisemitism by #memespamming antijewish and holocaust denying propaganda, but I threatened to ban him and by 8PM he seemed to change his tune.
Here is what I said to Shelly:
7:23 PM Shelly: Well I can assure you I am not her, but she is indeed my step sister
11:10 PM Brent:
So you ARE white Who are her grandparents And yours. Is she married? The one in Colorado, the Kirkman one with a similar name, she has the wrong face......I know her face and that face on Instagram ain't her face
There are a lot of maggie Savoie's, one in New York, New Brunswick, one on Youtube who into gangsta rap......
11:18 PM Brent: The one I would like to talk to sometime lives in a house in Bates City. I walked down train tracks, down a long stretch of high way and an interminably long stretch of endless ashphalt roads and thrrough some woods and showed up at her doorstep not knowing where she lived or even what state she lived in. The cop didn't believe my story. I disturbed the neighborhood so they called the cops. I got a free ride back to my apartment with no penalty. I said a few words to Mags through her closed front door twice once I correctly guessed it was her house I was at.
Hey' I'm taking a two week break from technology. I'm sure you and your half-sis have a LOT to discuss. Talk to you on the other side of those two weeks. Have her contact me on discord if she's so minded
I only want what she wants. If friendship is all she wants then that's what I'll be, etc. But I have.....questions only she can answer, and if she forgot some things like I may have, she mayhave to do some digging for the answers
I'm not the same rat fink jerk i was in school, and Maggie would know this if she read my diaries too
In school I didn't know God Now he's all I know
11:59 AM
I did towel buckets, then took out trash and boxes and cleaned trash off the field. I still have more of that to do. I have not been using my Diary for creativity much as of late, so I will.
STAR WARS EPISODE XI
INT CHIMERA-BRIDGE CONT'D
THRAWN: Report.
NOGHRI: I have done as you have ordered, Admiral. The Rebel dissenters on Chandrilla are dead. My hit squad was thorough -there were no survivors.
THRAWN: How many more adjacent Rebel Cells exist on Chandrilla.
NOGHRI: Our spy network count seven more. We are hunting them down as we speak.
THRAWN: Good. The Core Worlds are the last bastion of Rebel government that remains after the destruction of Hosnian Prime. The taking of the Core worlds by the Rebels and reelection of Mon Mothma as Rebel leader after the death of Leia Organa was a shocking development, even to me. When they sought peace with the Empire, we signed the Accords, which I always intended to break, as I did five months ago when I began my siege of the Outer Rim worlds with my fleet of Katana Dreadnoughts. Now the Mid-Rim Worlds are ripe for the pluck. Our forces are driving the enemy to distraction but the real target is Coruscant, our prize jewel. Take that, and the Rebels end.
NOGHRI: Noted. There are many other Rebel Cells scattered throughout the Galaxy. They shall be dealt with.
THRAWN: Between you, my Honor Guard and my Death Squads all Resistance to Imperial Authority shall be snuffed out.
VOICE FROM BEHIND THRAWN: ADMIRAL THRAWN!
THRAWN does not even turn to look.
THRAWN: What is it, C'baoth?
JORUUS C'BAOTH: Why do you not promote my Apprentice Luuke to Vice-Admiral and Lord of Imperial Forces, and involve him in your efforts to snuff out this insignificant Rebellion? (He almost spits out the term 'Rebellion).
THRAWN: There is no need for such a position in our forces. Our ranks are quite filled. You are sufficient for our purposes.
C'BAOTH: This is my Empire, not yours, Admiral! You are the one fulfilling my purposes. You are expendable. My Apprentice should have the position of Darth Vader or Kylo Ren. That is his right!
THRAWN: We shall take up this argument another time. Are due preparations made for our Sullustian assault?
C'BAOTH: (Through gritted teeth) They are prepared, Admiral. There are sufficient Clones for the operation to be a success with my guidance, and Clone Commander Klorriss' expertise.
THRAWN: (Steeples fingers) Splendid. Make the final preparations. Captain Pelleon.
PELLEON: Sir?
THRAWN: Alert all Katana Commands that our Operation starts in twenty minutes. Tell them to make all final preparations. Sullust will fall. Without it, our wider operations will fail.
PALLEON: Right away, Sir.
SC 11 INT. SULLUST-DINER-DAY
NIEN NUNB is having a cup of caff with POE DAMERON. D-0 and C-3P0 are by his side.
DIO: Detecting hostile transmissions from space Sector 7-G.
POE: Specify.
DIO: (Makes code transmission sounds).
C-3PO: This is certainly an Imperial code, Sir. We are being invaded.
POE: Damn! I knew those intelligence reports saying the Brentaal System was about to be invaded were phony! Sound the alarm.
SC 12 EXT SPACE
The planetary shield of Sullust starts to go up around the planet, but before it does, a Katana Dreadnought takes out two of the planetary shield's Orbital Generators.
SC 13 EXT HILLTOP IN SULLUSTIAN CITY-DAY
POE, NUNB, the DROIDS and SEVERAL OTHERS watch the sky ablaze as the Generators explode and the shield goes down. POE takes out macrobinoculars.
SC 14 SHOT OF MACROBINOCULARS' POV
A Dreadnought and two Super Star Destroyers, several smaller Star Destroyers and some Bulk Imperial Cruisers and Frigates are invading the planet. The Sullustian Defenders are making a counterattack, but are losing.
SC 15 EXT SPACE
Flying out of the exosphere, POE DAMERON, with a BLUE BB UNIT, BB-12, in his X-WING'S MECHANIC'S SEAT, joins the battle.
INT. POE'S X-WING-COCKPIT
(V.O): Commander Dameron, you are now our designated Parukit Leader.
POE: Parukit?
(V.O.): It's a Sullustian cultural thing.
POE: Oh. Alright boys and girls, follow me!
SC 16 EXT SPACE
As a unit, the Sullustian fighters all do a half-corkscrew maneuver with POE in the lead, and they follow him around and through enemy positions, courage renewed.
The Sullustian Cruisers and Frigates form a Perimeter around the fighters to protect them, as dogfighting ensues, POE emboldening the Sullustians, including Nien Nunb, to many acts of heroism and sacrifice. The Dreadnought AMBIVALENCE is taken out boldly by POE's X-WING and TWO SULLUSTIAN BOMBERS. One Cruiser does a Holdo Maneuver on a Super Star Destroyer.
SC 17 INT POE'S X-WING-COCKPIT
POE raises his eyebrows in shock.
POE: I didn't see that coming.
The remaining fighters do a pincer maneuver around the remaining Imperial ships, hemming them in on all sides. Soon, the Imperials are decimated. None remain. Just then, Imperial reinforcements arrive, in overwhelming numbers. Two Dreadnoughts, and seven Super Star Destroyers.
POE: We need to save our strength, and call retreat. They win this round.
The fighters, led by POE, go back down to the planet, many picked off along the way by the Katana Dreadnoughts. The Imperials begin their Invasion.
SC 18 EXT SULLUST
POE docks his X-WING with the Millenium Falcon and C-3PO, CHEWIE and FINN and POE board it.
SC 19 INT MILLENIUM FALCON
FINN: I'm thinking of becoming a Jedi.
POE: You? A Jedi. C'mon, I've heard of Sith Lords turning to the Light Side, but a Stormtrooper becoming a Jedi? What qualifications do you have?
FINN: I'm good with a lightsaber.
POE: Uh, last I checked, being good at swordplay doesn't make a man a Jedi. Force use, like Rey, or Rose, does.
FINN: Is Rose aboard this ship?
POE: Yeah, she's deep in her studies, though. I wouldn't disturb her.
FINN: I'm not you, am I?
(Screenplay writer's note: Credit for the first part of the following scene goes to YouTube Content Creator Uniquenameosaurus, used with his permission-BLSKJV)
SC 20 INT MILLENNIUM FALCON-STUDY ROOM
FINN walks to the room Rose is in. ROSE has her nose in a book. Books are open by her feet, in front of the book she is reading and to the sides of it.
FINN: What are you reading there?
ROSE: (Looks up) Ancient texts from a hidden mountain archive on Ahch-To.
FINN: (Flipping through the pages of one of the books): So, what kind of other things does this archive have? (He accidentally rips one of the pages)
ROSE: Oh, many things, including 3,861 methods of assassination, 240 styles of martial arts, and 5,001 forms of torture.
FINN: (Seriously) Are you threatening me?
ROSE (Smiles): Agression is against the Jedi Code. But my Code is to protect it. Please put the book down.
FINN: Alright, already. Sheesh.
ROSE: So, interested in Jedi studies?
FINN: You bet I am. I want to learn the ways of the Force like you. I want to be a Jedi.
ROSE: (Pulls up a hoverchair beside her.) Sit. Read. I'll teach you what I know.
FINN: Really? Golly, thanks, Rose! This will be exciting.
ROSE: Heh, heh. A Jedi doesn't crave excitement. Or adventure. Not that those things don't happen, but we are at peace with god and the Universe, others and ourselves.
FINN: Are you at peace with those whose tails you're kicking?
ROSE: (Laughs) You can fight an enemy without hating it.
FINN: Teach me how. Can I have a Padawan Braid like yours?
ROSE: (Fingering her braid) Nope. You gotta earn it. Only certain people who show promise are selected by Masters and Knights as Padawan Learners. A Padawan like me can't take on a Padawan.
FINN: Oh. Can we spar later? I want to learn and practice saber techniques?
ROSE: Easy, big boy. Remember what I said about aggression. Study first. Then I'll teach you everything I know. I promise. But I cannot be your Master. If you ever become a Padawan, a good Master will train you further in the ways of the Force beyond what I can do. I see potential in you, Finn. you feel lively and full of colorful vibrancy and goodness in the Force. Just don't get ahead of yourself. Knowledge is the key to true power and self-mastery. And wisdom is the key that unlocks the potential for all your knowledge to be used to benefit others. Love is the key to Wisdom.
FINN: I think I understand. Well, I should do less talking and more reading. (He sits down beside ROSE)
POE: (V.O) This is your captain speaking. Strap in. We're making the jump to light speed.
ROSE and FINN lock down the books and other materials with magnetic CLAMPS and depress BUTTONS on their HOVERCHAIRS. Electronic ENERGY STRAPS strap over their waists and chests, crossing the CHAIRS.
INT MILLENNIUM FALCON-COCKPIT
POE and CHEWIE are WATCHING through the FRONT WIND SCREEN as the STARS go into STARLINES and are replaced by the CAVE-I enhanced MOTTLED SKY of Hyperspace.
6:42 PM
At 6:42 PM CDT, I uploaded my first video to bitchute.
At 5:09 PM CDT I Subscribed to Parapotatoes on my aol.com YouTube account.
At 5:24 PM I Subbed to YouTuber Uniquenameosaurus
At 9:42 PM I Subbed to Mark Noonan.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 2, 2021 1:53:06 GMT -6
12/02- THURSDAY
1:40 AM I have the day off today.
I am listening to The Innocent Man. I am reading The Black House. Yesterday, I read from Doctrine And Covenants during lunch break, then I wrote some of Thrawn Strikes! and I wrote more of it after I got home from work, rather than what I wanted to do which was bad. I channeled all the negative energy created by fantasy and daydreaming into positive Creative energy, pouring my heart mind and soul into creating a beautiful Star Wars script, collecting and organizing my Star Wars and Force thoughts and theories into something tremendously sublime, even Divine. Artfully done. Thank You, God, for the Inspiration. But the Episode 11 Script is far from over. Until my video finally finishes processing, I will drink 7-Up, play MMORPG's, listen to The Innocent Man and read The Black House. I'm done with my Diary for the night. I cannot get off my computer until my Video is through processing.
Words I spoke to Andrew Jennings:
Thanks for calming down there. You have a lot of light to share but should not go to the polar extremes of your truth Because both are lies, and the truth lies in between the polar extremes All Jews are good=lie All jews are fake=lie A small group of elite jews and nonjews are the synagogue of satan=truth The holocaust was way worse than the sanitized version in our history books Schindler's list only told a small part of the story and there wasn't just one pile of dead bodies. There were thousands of them and the burning bodies from the ovens of triblinka and other deathhouses could be smelt for miles over the places in europe where they resided Watch the movie Denial You will see how silly and fake your fake truth is when people deny the holocaust You can't say the Illuminati and Jews control everything. God gets in under the radar and he is the one who is realy in control. I love you man
I loved the book Runaway Jury by John Grisham but hated the movie adaptation of it and the way they sprung the surprise ending in the movie because the Book was AWESOME because it was anti-smoking but the movie STANK because they turned a strong anti-smoking message into a gun control lobby because the filmakers were bought and paid for by Almighty Tobacco and the Liberals.
Instead of what I said I'd do, which was read Black House and play games, Jabez put me on a Spanish learning website and I spent lots of time learning Spanish there and practicing Russian on Duolingo, which I was required to start from the beginning because it was one of the Apps I had used my old terminated Google account to sign in to the first time I had signed up, like TikTok and the journal site I had had my 1'st journal backed up on that I can probably not get to to continue reposting it on Mara/Luke, which I was having to do because I had deleted and thrown away all kinds of perfectly good Diaries because I thought erroneously that that would be the solution to getting rid of the Maggie voices and dead Maggie spirits, but it was not and the problem continued for at least another month and a half before my sanity returned to me and I was able to make sense of things and find balance and be less confused, and when I started to repost my first Diary I only got so far in posting it before I got lazy, stopped and now can probably never get it back realistically. Oh, well, the purity of the words I wrote are all recorded in heaven and I did retain a HUGE remnant of my words and one whole Diary I kept in a red notebook I accidentally forgot to throw away, and most of that I have not posted at all, ever. Expect it, after my two week break, I'll work on that project more, people. When I say peeps, I mean the people that read or watch behind my content on the internet and also the elements in the powers that be that are pulling for me, such as FBI, copismans and higher. So, stay tuned, peeps, there's a lot more coming. Tell people about this website I am keeping this Diary on, Mara/Luke4ever. This website is destined for greatness. I've read two of John Steinbeck's books in American Literature. I absolutely LOVED East of Eden. A Masterpiece. Artful. I absolutely HATED Of Mice and Men. A piece of trash of a book. Dadaism, art that pretends to be art but is just junk. I appreciate good art. But art can be in the eye of the beholder but some things and views are so intrinsically beautiful that it is iompossible for it to be merely "in the eye of the beholder". And that is the same about art. You can't call The Sistine Ceiling or the Art Work of Cellini or the Holy Grail "art that only some can appreciate but others would not. One would have to be utterly worse than a Knave of a foolhardy Fool who is basically a walking vegetable not to appreciate such art. Or a sunrise. I don't judge people who like Of Mice and Men. I do admit, the book has its merits. I want to read Catcher In The Rye again. Maybe I'll listen to it on YouTube.
Where do I fall on the Global Assessment of Functioning (GAF) Scale?
*100 to 91. Superior functioning with no symptoms that impair functioning.
*90 to 81. Absent minimal symptoms, such as anxiety before an exam.
*80 to 71. Slight impairment in work or school with occasional symptoms that are expected reactions to psychological stressors.
*70 to 61. Mild symptoms, such as mild insomnia or depressed mood or some difficulty in social, occupational, or home situations.
*60 to 51. Moderate symptoms, such as occasional panic attacks, or some difficulty in building meaningful social relationships.
*50 to 41. Serious symptoms, such as suicidal thoughts or severe, obsessive rituals. The person could also have severe impairment in work, such as being unable to keep a job.
*40 to 31. Some impairment in communication, psychosis (loss of touch with reality) or both, or major impairment in school, work, family life, judgment, thinking, or mood.
*30 to 21. A person experiences frequent delusions or hallucinations or features severely impaired communication or judgment. They’re unable to function in almost all areas, such as staying in bed all day, and have no meaningful relationships.
*20 to 11. A person is in danger of hurting themselves or others. They may have made suicide attempts, display frequent violent behaviors, or have major impairment in communication, such as muteness or speaking incoherently.
*10 to 1. A person is in almost constant danger of hurting themselves or others, has made a serious suicidal act with clear expectation of death, or both.
*0. There’s inadequate information to assess the person.
Quite honestly, I'm all over the scale, GABCDEFGEDCBAG, and have been all over it for most of my life. As I listen to An Innocent Man, I have learned about and understood my own Bipolar scizophrenic mental and physical state.
They say first you lose your health, then your sanity. I lost both, then God gave both back and I went to a dark alternate shadow reality worse than hell. And all the while God kept me out of the Mental Hospital and I kept my job at McDonald's. Blessed be the name of the Lord. Now how big are your problems? God is bigger. He can deliver, and is the Deliverer of deliverers.
Dennis Tate:
"Exodus USA" ....
is an idea that Messiah Yeshua - Jesus wants his relatives from the Tribes of Judah, Levi and Benjamin, who are living in the USA to move north to Canada for a while before they make full fledged Aliyah to Israel.
My guess is that this is a part of the twisting together of the stick of Judah with the stick of Joseph.
For the next ten or so years this could be done for economic reasons but eventually..... (perhaps by 2067 the next Jubilee year) .... this Exodus could be done in fear because as more and more and more of the Holy Spirit is poured out... there is also an increase of the darkness, (the gates of hell are opened as well).
Israel is about to become one of the safest places in all the world for Jews to live and the present mess is actually setting up something really good.
One of the best explanations of this begins after the seventeen minute mark of this video.
(video on YouTube) David Herzog on It's Supernatural with Sid Roth - Glory Zone
101,961 views
Jul 30, 2012
Jeremiah 16:14¶
Therefore, behold, the days come, saith the LORD, that it shall no more be said, The LORD liveth, that brought up the children of Israel out of the land of Egypt;
But, The LORD liveth, that brought up the children of Israel from the land of the north, and from all the lands whither he had driven them: and I will bring them again into their land that I gave unto their fathers."
Messiah Yeshua -Jesus is teaching all of us that when He causes Jeremiah to write the word "north" ... He really does mean north!
Near death experiencer Bob Jones stated that Winnipeg, Manitoba would be one of the areas that Jews fleeing from America would go to first.
"CHRISTIANS PREPARE TO HARBOR JEWS IN ANTICIPATION OF POTENTIAL ‘AMERICAN HOLOCAUST’ "
" Many Christians acknowledge that extensive preparations have been made in their churches and communities to shelter Jews in the event of an uptick in anti-Semitism, but very few are willing to speak openly about them.
Mindful of the fact that Christians who hid Jewish families during the Holocaust endangered their own lives and the lives of their family members, out of concern for the safety of those Christians involved, details are hard to pin down.
Breaking Israel News was able to speak to two people, Jeanette Kent (not her real name), a Christian from a state south of the Mason Dixon line and Rabbi Ari Abramowitz of The Land of Israel Network, about this hidden phenomenon.
Kent told Breaking Israel News, “We have been attending group preparations meetings for years, as well as meetings in Israel.
“[Among] the Nations, God has sovereignly called people all over the world to assist in hiding and moving Jews out. That includes varied and multifaceted areas [including] transportation (boats, cars, wagons, trains, etc), housing, food, medical assistance and security.
“There is a network,” she explained, which includes what she called “hubs” covering certain geographic regions. “Wherever God has placed you, you know your hub,” Kent asserted.
“Prophetically we have learned some of God’s plans and what is coming. There is much strategic prayer. We expect Nazi-type resistance from the government down, so most [people involved] maintain low profiles about specifics.
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“Four years ago,” he related, “I was on a speaking tour throughout the US and I was invited to speak to a community of Christians with a self-proclaimed love for Israel. The day before the event, I was invited to a closed-door meeting of the community leadership. They confided in me that they have established a secret shelter for Jews, to protect them in a future wave of anti-Semitism in America.
“They proceeded to show me a warehouse with well over 100 cots, mattresses and boxes of sealed food which they claimed were kosher. Soon thereafter, I met another community, disconnected and unaware of the first, that was preparing for the same scenario in nearly the same way.
“As you can imagine, I was shocked to encounter these groups, yet moved and comforted [to learn] that they exist and that there would be some refuge, should such a disastrous scenario occur.”
Speaking more generally, Abramowitz further explained, “As someone who considers myself a student of history, I think it is critical that Jews around the world remain vigilant and aware that anti-Semitism can rear its ugly head anywhere in the world, albeit wearing different masks and taking different forms.
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“In that spirit, there are times that I, and many others, feel responsible to sound the alarm when Jew hatred is getting particularly virulent,” he concluded.
Kent elaborated on the same theme. “I believe what we are seeing in the US today is only a small example of the anarchy, chaos and evil hatred we are going to see. We also expect a sudden tsunami (not a physical tsunami) to catapult aliyah (immigration of Jews to Israel), so we are ready in advance,” Kent said.
Yael Katsman, VP of PR & Communications for Nefesh b’Nefesh, the Jewish organization that coordinates aliyah from North America confirmed that her organization is “indeed seeing a tremendous rise in aliyah interest through inquiries to our call center as well as actual aliyah applications.” (Israel365news .com)
8:41 AM About the time that my bitchute video was FINALLY done processing, Taylor Brady finally called me back around 8:15 in the morning (I was up all night waiting for my video to process them heh heh and playing Albion) and we rescheduled my appointment with her for 9 AM next Monday morning. She gave me my future new Payee Mary's number, and I asked her and she said she would call Quest and try to have them forward those Valproic Acid labs to Rx Dr Traci, and to inform Traci that they are from two months ago and I've been on my meds all that time, and before that I had been off them for a long time, which is why the levels would be low.
The fool and his money shall soon part.
5:09 PM CDT
I got up around 4PM and checked my mail, and it was a Social Security letter which I called Joy and read to her telling her that five people in my life had led me on pretending to be Maggie and that finally her actual sister contacted me. This morning after my video was finished processing I finally sent the video to whom it was originally intended for before I decided that I would share it with the world, sending it to Maggie's half sister to forward to Maggie.
6:49 PM CDT I just love Martin Arrowsmith's character in the Book Arrowsmith by Sinclair Lewis! I made a list which I will use as a loose outline to follow:
12/2-2021
Arrowsmith The Sign of the Four Catcher In The Rye Bleak House-Charles D i c k ens The Similarion The Adventures of Tom Bombadill Hardy Boys Audiobooks Nancy Drew Hardy/Drew together More of those later The Gunslinger The Drawing of the Three The Waste Lands Wizard And Glass Wolves of The Calla The Song of Susannah It I, Robot Hardy Boys/Drew/Together Get Smart S1/Ep1-S last/Ep last Dragnet-TV Series Watch The Firm Free w/Ads Plato Aristotle Finish Iliad Audio Start Odyssey Hardy Boys Clone Wars Season 3 from where I left off A Tale of Two Cities The Old Man And The Sea In Our Time Martin Chuzzlewit East of Eden The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes The Phantom Menace-movie The Book Thief Watch the Hunger Games movies a second time. Attack of The Clones Clone Wars 2003 Star Wars Holiday Special Clone Wars Season 4 More Dragnet The Magnificent Seven Hidden Fortress Laurel and Hardy Buster Keaton The Marx Bros Insomnia by Stephen King The Bane Trilogy High Republic Motion Comics The Clone Wars Season 5 Clone Wars Movie 2008 Revenge of The Sith Solo: A Star Wars Story Rogue One: A Star Wars Story Perry Mason Episodes More Sherlock Holmes Short Story Anthologies Isaac Asimov's Foundation The First Chronicles of Thomas Covenant The Unbeliever Book 1: Lord Foul's Bane C.S. Lewis The Problem of Pain GK Chesterton Orthodoxy John Calvin's Institutes The Westminister Confession The Theological Works of Martin Luther The Theological Works of Isaac Newton The Theological and Scientific Works of Galileo Galilaeae Re-read Joseph Smith The Prophet and his Progenitors (hardcopy) Read Hardcopy of The Force Awakens (not til December of Next year because it is unlikely I'll obtain the book by its release date this year.) The Teachings of Joseph Smith (hardcopy) The Memoirs of Charles Finney The Works of Cellini (hardcopy) The rest of Stephen Reeder Donaldson's Thomas Covenant Series Foundation an Empire-Foundation and Earth Star Trek Novels Reread Dark Apprentice The Hobbit and The Lord of The Rings Books Re-listen To The Everlasting Man The Invisible Man, The Time Machine and The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll And Mr. Hyde by H.G.Wells and Robert Louis Stevenson Kidnapped and Treasure Island by Robert Lewis Stevenson Anne of Green Gables Anne of Avonlea The entire Little House on the Prairie Series by Laura Ingalls Wilder
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 3, 2021 20:50:44 GMT -6
12/03- FRIDAY
I WORE my Santa Hat to work today.
I THOUGHT THREE THINGS were stolen from me today, but actually only one, and I do not believe that it was STOLEN, but LOST:
1) Identification 2) Time 3) Records
The Records were the now lost (but not actually) first part of today's Diary entry:
Why do I believe that I am the husband of Maggie Marie May Savoie?
1) My background check says that I am a married man.
2) Three times God gave me rings or ring like objects to put on three times I either knew it or thought I knew it.
3)Although the world tells me to forget her, that she's dead, a ghost, doesn't exist, she'll get me thrown in jail, and I'll never see her again, I know better and saw her TWICE and she happens to now live eight miles away and God led me RIGHT TO HER DOORSTEP, and the Universe is working awfully hard to not let me forget her by constantly creating scenarios, situations and signs galore that half the time I'm not even looking for, making them legit, that remind me of the woman.
4) Faint, undying memories of the wedding ceremony and even of the songs and music employed in the wedding.
5) A supposed revelation from a god or God that we tied the knot in 2002.
6)Maggie actually liked me back then and just before the wedding in the Psych Ward of Hurley Hospital in Flint, MI, at the police station she had showed me her hair through a slat to my celled self, clucked her tongue twice at me and strummed her voice, humming seductively, telling me she was ready for a relationship, and had there never been anything between us, where in the world had that come from??
7) Mags is the only woman I would have married back then. I loved her and she loved me and if my dreams are any indication, and strong memories I never lost also, and revelation from God to bolster or expound on those, we were engaged in France (Paris, I think) the first time I was in the year CE 1997, and we were betrothed to each other, Mags dressed in her Indian Princess regalia best, dowry's paid, in a hogan at an Indian Reservation Mom (Edith) took me to secretly, Mags a twice grown woman in a little girls' body. This I remember distinctly, no vagary this. That ceremony happened definitely, but I was too "young" for me now to remember any of its details, but Maggie shined, beautiful as ever in that Indian Princess dress attire.
8) THE WORLD has only got a part, or an abridgement of my record and the rest of the world gets to see the whole thing because I can throw away and burn my writings but my true record resides in my mind and in my heart and is engraved in the center of my immortal spirit.
9)How ever did Edith able to tell me to try it again with Maggie save Grandma Marge knew of the girl from me yammering on about how great she was and how much I loved her all the way from Ludington to Flint and Grandma had told Edith, for I didn't so much as mention Maggie to Mom at all that I can tell or remember. I scoffed at Mom's sage advise, telling her off, reminding her of how she had gone to jail for stalking my gradeschool principal. Then the next thing I know my half brother walks in on her dead in Kentucky. Even at her funeral where I rode in a limousine, I refused to cry, even when I visited her very grave, because I believed falsely that she had faked her own death and that she was not buried there, and it wasn't until years later that I finally mourned, loudly over her death from congestive heart failure, because she had refused to stop smoking when her doctor had warned her and warned her to.
10) Joy jokingly told me my wife would have black hair, not red, but knew not she was prophesying over me.
11) When I summarily rejected the love of Kristina Irwin the witch master of Nikki Weiser her apprentice, and declared I wanted Maggie, we had motive and opportunity for being married in October 2002, and in a now lost record time did a funny thing as my mind seemed to be warped, there was a move of the Holy Ghost, and I seemed to repeat a day at that time. Plus there was a red room right next door at Mott Children's Hospital, where there was a red room. Just before Maggie and I were about to our marriage consummate, those evil kkk Nazi doctors, our eternal enemies (My first Diary is not fundamentally untrue in every detail, just from a false spiritual source that twisted things and intentionally got things wrong and truncated and added liberally to my original record, which I must patiently wait to reobtain, if it still exists somewhere hypothetically) tore us right out of each others' arms, and tried to cancel our vows, and erased our memories in the red room, deposited Mags destitute and "widowed" back at her place of dwelling, and Maggie Kirkman back to hers, haven given false memories shared by Mags and I to Maggie Kirkman, and me back to my cell of a hospital room, injecting a knockout drug directly into my bloodstream through a vein in my right hand (I drew a picture of the injection wound in my vein on my right hand to prove it) and I knew no more and was so disoriented from this experience I recorded an extra day, the same day as the day before.
The time stolen from me was my watch, right off of my left wrist. (But I had merely misplaced it.)
The identification stolen from me (or that fell out of my pocket somewhere) was my wallet, right out of my right pocket.
Also, recently, my keys were stolen, and I made new ones, then I got them back. (This happened twice)
Communication was stolen when my phone disappeared broken (I took it all the way to Bates City and lost it there because the Google Location GPS records show this to be true) and came back, appearing right there on my dining area table fixed and working.
My hearing was stolen when my BlueTooth Surround Sound HD Headphones were taken to be fixed twice, the first time not working at all and came back working excellently and the second time someone attempted to fix the detached earpiece, but it came off again and now is missing (12/16/2021 AD).
My health and sanity were stolen but were restored.
My position was displaced when I was sucked through a vortex that one night when I visited the Realm of the Dead. They also tried to take my life and my soul on October 11, 2021, and my freedom with the plandemic (all our freedoms) and over four different attempts to stir up circumstances to get me thrown in a mental hospital and committed for life, shipped back to Michigan to never leave the Marble Archways of the halls of the Ludington Medical DUMB facility again, to die there, wifeless, penniless, Star Wars dreams unfulfilled, destitute, "widowered" and utterly miserable and wasted of any and all joy, tortured, mutilated, abused and finally robbing me of my very innocence-my ever-guarded chastity-my very virtue itself, by what-Da Queen?, what, on the islands by the Tigers on a gold chain?, at the party, oh, I'm sorry, the pahty? What, in the hotel rooms? what, forcing drugs on me in the bathrooms so I could be a gold tooth or a grey goose like them? ? ? ? ?
This makes way more sense than being so blamed in denial!!!!!
Anyier!
Before break at work, I changed towel buckets, took out trash and boxes, and changed all the outside trashes. I went to break at 10:26 AM. After break, which went 3 minutes over, which was entirely my fault, (I was also four minutes late this morning, and fought verbally with my boss Megan all day, swearing and using the f word more than once, even after I got home), I rechecked the outside trashes, swept most of the parking lot and the gutter puddle with plastic grocery bags and other detritus in it, by QT, picked clean the trash at the front and just into and a little semi-deep into the woods (Hey, didn't I promise you Maggie that I'd catch up to you in the woods? I finally made good on and fulfilled that promise to you over 30 years later, dear!), did towel buckets twice more by merely ph testing and printout machine labeling them, learned from an ecolabs girl how to temp dishwater (A new skill, earned 50 Quest Points in the MMORPG called Life) and picking up quite a few fries.
I found my record. An angel had just rearranged the cards so I had only thought part of my record had been stolen, which ran along the lines of, but did not exactly say thus and so:
"12/03- FRIDAY
Back at the shop. I got two round eggs, and two hash browns and a Medium Dr. Pepper for breakfast.
10:26 AM
I'm on break. I'm on p." (Added information/)351 (/Added information of 'The Black House' by Stephen King and Peter Straub (O Travellin' Brent, those adventures yo had rescuin ya mudder as a chilt aftah ya got back from Lewdinton! Yuh little Babooed, remembuh who yuh are. You no coppiceman but yuh hep da coppiceman's do they job, yes suh! You are Indiana Jones, James Bond, Riggs fom Letha weppon, and so much MUH! You an inspuhration to us all. God told you you will find yuh have muh gifts talents and abilities if you look into your heart (Not his exact wuhds, but its true, and look to God above all) and in this journey, this Journey to the Past, courage will not desert you, Petuh Parker (How many men and women witnessed yuh ahms shootin out da webs at McDonald's, yuh know dey injected yuh width Spidah DNA/RNA at Lewdinton! You know it. It's right on dose Maggiedonald's camerahs. Dey all know you dah spidah of the webs on da one dollah bill, the one they CAN'T wipe out, even on Octobuh 11'th wen dere was a 51% chance it was your time to die, and satan tried cunvincin you you was Freddy Krueger, and dey made you into two cahtoon caracters, spongebob squarepants and Da Walmart cahrtoon dey tried hidin from you, but dat one man hahd da audacity to tell you existed, and dat you da retarded man dey was makin fun of, was da star. O he paid big time fa dat, Travelin' Brent-O. He paid big. And you know the time in Michigan ya saw the choppah in the daytime and dey tagged you with some kind of enahgy weapon. Yah know dey put a tracker on you, yah cant dodge a wheapon like that, yah kiddin me, boy!? Now, you just wait patiently fa ya woman Maggie now and don try ta rush things an ya can't believe all the voices in ya head, half o which you make up anyhow, an ya have such a fine imagernation on you. Listen to the Holy Spirit like Eldah Ken commanded you, and stop trying ta get ya first record by any means cept when ya get ya physical hardcopy and all ya lost rccods back, ok Brent-O. But don't delet what ya got, because it, like the False aklatan, has some value, as you said earlier. I love you an I have always guided you and made sure I stayed in contact, and often it was your own voice but I will always be your-
EB. PS Never be untrue to who YOU ARE AGAIN, Brent-O.)
Why didn't they want us together. It's pretty obvious. Our past history together, the guts and glory, our loverdom, fighting the kkk Nazi Dr's and timecoppicemans, our wowza kisses, all without sex, our lets take on the world attitude and the world is our burrito mentality. Brent+Maggie=nearly unstoppable, and "they" have tried nearly everything but the kitchen sink to make us hate/forget each other, blame each other, suspect each other (there was that time I fired the gun at her and spent a long time thinking I had killed her, and had at least one fling with another woman during that time) driving a wedge between us the second time (third? fourth?) time we went to grade school together (the 1998-2002 CE/AD time period, I mean), and pushed me into stalking her and pushed her into getting an Order out on me, until we got married the very year I was served, in the fall of that year. No wonder God gave me the vision of a man tearing that order in two. 4:27 PM
I need to be at HyVee's by 5PM, to bell ring for the Salvation Army. I lost my wallet again somewhere today and along the way to my appointment from home I stopped at the three points when I popped a wheelie on my bike to look for ma wallet then stopped in at Hardees, where I want to work sometime, for a bite to eat.
After reading Black House out on the McD's picanic tbl for about an hour, I hurried home to change ma pants because they'd gotten wet and I dar catch arthritis, after apologizing to Megan for getting mad at her, and telling her she was one of McD's best Mangers, and meaning it, but I did not end up changing my jeans because I got distracted from doing so by discovering that I had either misplaced or lost my wallet, and I raged and yelled and swore, at this discovery, shouting loudly that in this Police State one needed a wallet if stopped by the police to avoid spending the night in jail and I needed the wallet for work. Now, at 4:42 PM, having finished ma food,or Nahrung, I will head to ma bell-ringing appmnt. ."
And now here is, as Paul Harvey would say, The Rest Of The Story:
12:49 AM
As I watched a good movie, I listened to Arrowsmith by Sinclair Lewis and have been listening to it ever since I got home from the Mart. I launched a rantic tirade, a scathing rebuke at the powers that be not letting technology progress making the excuse that so many industries would then be destroyed if all the new tech that people have invented were not suppressed but utilized, and if they had not intentionally made Tesla Driverless Cars a catastrophic failure by arranging a few "happy traffic accidents", holding back the cure for cancer, allowing the 'Green pass' fiasco to throw dirt on the True Covid vaccine properly animal tested and safe non new RNA Vaccine from Israel and not allowing that miracle drug to be exported beyond her borders much, suppressing I-Tech, a Christian Company's flying cars, murdering the inventor of perpetual energy-the water fuel cell in cold blood, relegating perpetual motion machines which do exist to the stuff of fluff and fantasy, spinning news, faking newssources, generally lying to the populace about everything important, turning every college and university and public school into indoctrination centers, portraying fatherdom on TV as duncery and knavery and motherhood as first Victorian prudishness, then, busybody gossips, then loose forward women who let their kids tread all over them and can't keep order in their own households, then now glorifying promiscuous singleness as being far superior to settled down motherhood and fatherhood and oft portraying frequent shackups and hookups as the norm, and during the angry part of my loud , VERY LOUD tirade I shouted AT THE TOP OF MY POOR LUNGS (I could really use some water about now)during which I frequently used the f-word, upset because I had spent a long, long time typing a lot of words in this entry without saving my work and had made a keystroke accidentally which put me on imgur.com and I lost all my work, and I had started this tirade by saying loudly and swearing using the f word and even God's name in vain, for which I asked his forgiveness, that since it was 20-f ing 21 they ought to f ing have autosave on every word processor by now instead of making everyone remember to save their work, unless they liked everyone always losing their work, that if they could do it for videogames, they should have, by now, done it for videogames, and then later when I started writing a lot of my tirade out my anger left me, replaced by determination to try to change things by my words and actions, at least as it regards here, Zion. And thus ends my tirade. -Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo Jones Riggs Bond Kringle Tepes Merovingian V&VI"study3600""Final Warning", Indian Prince and Scandanavian King, of the Scandanavian Nobility, The man who would not be Antichrist or Freddy Krueger, or a false prophet, First Jedi Knight of Planet Gaia, having faced my trial and my mirror in the month of October, 2021, creator of the Star Wars in premortality and writer of the screenplays Star Wars Episodes X-XXI in mortality, director of films, cartoonist, creator of the Dungeon Television series, RLDS Latter Day Saint, Born Again Christian, Crew Worker at McDonald's, compiler and editor of the Star Wars Humorous Versions, succeeding Messrs. Purp and Jandor_Tarvin, husband of the woman who would not be Leviathan seed, Maggie Marie May Savoie Sohlden Koivopolo Jones Riggs Bond Kringle Tepes Merovingian VI & V, Indian Princess and Blackfoot
Love is sacrifice. Amen.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 4, 2021 3:53:28 GMT -6
12/04- SABBATH-SATURDAY
Keokuk is the Father of Gosh, who is the Father of Jehoida, who is the Father of Jove (NOT Jupiter), who is the Great Jehovah (YHVH) (Yad-Hey-Vav-Hey) (The Unpronounceable Name, the nearest approximation being, Breath In, Breathe Out).
3:52 AM
I am streaming LIVE on Twitch, and I started with my Diary and a game called Valheim.
AROUND 10:13 AM CDT
I LOOKED at porn last night after I prematurely ended my stream I made for Maggie and self-gratified, which was the result of doubting I was Maggie's husband and also the result of the fantasization I was doing for days which consisted of hours of pretending that I was talking to Maggie in my head (none of any of that led to any of the conclusions I drew yesterday, however). I'm on break.
ROTJ HV CONT'D
SC __ EXT CAREBEAR VILLAGE-DAY^5.
The walkway is deserted now. The windows of the little huts glow and flicker from large screen HDTV's and HD Desktop computers and laptops inside the huts. The sounds of the forest fill the soft breezy air. In the distance, the music of a hover ice cream truck, an emissary from Queen Frostine's Ice Cream Empire, can be heard. Several Carebears rush out to catch up to it, five dollar bills in hand and a pocketbook full of quarters for change, with their children, eager for a frosty treat. Some of them have Coupons signed and sealed by the Dairy Queen herself for free to half off all ice cream truck sales. Marcus has wandered away from the Chief's hut and leans over, head down over the rail and barfs his guts out thinking of seeing his sister in the Victoria's Secret Negligee on Patootie and seeing her in her bra, practically topless on the speeder here on Endorphin. Lee finds him puking.
LEE: Marcus, what's wrong? You can't be seasick-we're landlocked, and it can't be motion sickness-we're stationary. Was it something you ate?
MARCUS: (lying) That roast we ate--I think it was the woman who used to wear that dress you have on.
LEE: You're thinking of Ewoks. They're the cannibals that inhabit the Forest Moon of Endor in an alternate, Serious universe where humor is only employed to break up tense moments, or to move the story along somehow, or to give reality flavor. What's really the matter, Marcus. Tell me.
MARCUS: Would you mind buttoning up a few more buttons on your dress? I don't want to see......that.
LEE: What's wrong with my pretty, sexy womanly cleavage? Does it turn you on?
MARCUS: (Exasperatedly) Gah! Do you remember your mother, your real mother?
LEE: (Looks at camera) Now remember folks, this scene was filmed almost 30 years before Revenge of the Sith came out in 2005, so this dialogue won't make any sense to those of you who watched Episode III first. (Looks at Marcus) Just images really, feelings. She was kind, sweet, but sad. Why do you ask?
MARCUS: I have no memory of my mother. Darth Vacuous is my near uncle, the husband of my mother, but my father was Been-There McNobi. I sensed him up there on that Star Whacker. I must face him. Alone.
LEE: Marcus, no, if Vacuous is your near relation then leave this place. Run, run, far away, where he'll never find you. And take me with you. We can be lovers. Hands is a real do*****g, I'm sick of that nearsighted twerp. I want you. Oh, kiss me you fool! (She wildly embraces him and wraps her spindly legs around her brother's waist, kissing him all over his boyish face.
MARCUS: Stop! Stop! Stop already! You're my f****** sister, ok?! Get the hell off of me!!! (She does) Vacuous, Manakin impregnated Patme Ahmedalla and she had ou and mua and died in childbirth, ok. I know George Lucas won't figure that out til around 1999 or so, but it's true! But actually, Manakin only thought we were his children, for Ob-Ewan McNobi had been sleeping around with Patme behind Manakin's back, and we are his children.
LEE: You mean I-we--? Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
In a huff, Marcus turns on his heel and marches off screen. Hands off comes out, eating a chocolate eclaire Good Humor bar.
HANDS: What are you 'eeeeeewing' about, sweetie?
LEE: (Turning away from him, sobbing) I-
HANDS: Look, if it'll cheer you up I bought you your favorite, a Toll House Chip Burger! It's in Telemarchus' freezer and it's waiting for you to sink your gorgeous white teeth into.
LEE: Thanks, but I've suddenly lost my appetite. (The color drains from her face and her cheeks flush green)
Lee leans over the rail, her face over the edge, and barfs her guts out.
HANDS: Huh. I didn't know the thought of ice-cream on a hot summer's day would make you puke. Anyway, I'm done with my ice cream bar. Back to Yubnub! More Yubnub! Yub Nub! Yub Nub! Bring on the Yubnub! YiYiYiYi YUBNUB! (Tosses icecream stick in trash receptacle and throws arms in air and runs inside, squealing like a schoolboy going to recess.)
THE STORY OF MY LIFE (CONTINUED FROM 11/30/2021 CE)
Ages 6-10: It was all a blur. Mom. Dad. Trailer Park. Swinging in the back yard on the teeter totter on the swingset with my half-sister Destiny, and Heather, Miranda, Melanie, Stacy, Grandma Mary, Aunt Julie, Aunt Lois, Uncle Myron, Being Excited when Grandma Marge and Grandpa Wil's Buick Lesabres were parked at the white house in Livingston coming home from work, Brenda the one armed girl, walking down train tracks, Sugar, both of my black dogs, Spot my hamster and Critter my Gerbil, watching Full House and Step By Step and Family Matters endlessly. Ren and stimpy. Barney the Dinosaur. Ms. Latimer. Fighting verbally and sometimes physically with my half sister. Trips to Discovery Zone, the Mall, Arcades, King Par Put Put Golf, watching Christmas Programming Standard Fare like How The Grinch Stole Christmas and A Christmas Carol, Trick-or-Treating every Halloween, Christmas and birthday Presents, Al Rose, Seeing all the major modern 90's disney classics from The Little Mermaid-Toy Story in the theater. A big Wedding I was an observer of, maybe two of them, one later in my teenage years. Going to the Masonic Hall (Uncle Don, (Reva's husband) was a Mason) to have big feasts, homework, school, art projects, riding my bike, summer vacation, building snowmen, seeing my Great Grandma Chainey on TV graduate high school in her 90's, and Dad taking me to Sioux. St. Marie to see the Sioux Locks in the Upper Peninsula and to see my cousins in the U.P., and trips to Canada. Camping with Grandma and Grandpa Sohlden near Bluebell Beach. Pennywhistle Place. Playing Nintendo and Super Nintendo and Wolf 3D and other Computer Games. Hee Haw, Get Smart, F-Troop, Laugh-In, Nickelodeon, Rugrats, The Wild Thornbury's, Rocko's Modern Life, Beavis and B u t t head, Speed Racer, watching lots of VHS videos with Dad and Destiny, and also later in life, more mature ones, acting out and drawing Dungeon cartoons starring Barmeow and his friends, as well as several spinoff shows and films I acted out with stage blocking over and over again until I knew them by heart. The Real Ghostbusters and Ghostbusters. Playing with Monster In My Pockets and M.U.S.C.L.E. Men. POGs. Watching a lot of The Simpsons. Listening to 90's music. CARS 108, the Flint Soft Rock station and Oldies 96, the Flint station that had used to be an RLDS KMBC station as I later discovered. Watching Saturday Morning Cartoons like The Tick. G.I. Joe cartoons. Brave Star cartoons. He-Man. Rainbow Brite. The Smurfs, Flintstones, Jetsons, Garfield, Discovering Cartoon Network, Top Cat, Space Ghost, Space Ghost Coast To Coast, Kids, Inc. The Burger King Kids I.Q. and the rest, going to the Burger King store with the big kid's dine in Train I liked to sit in. Frosties from Wendy's-ONLY ONE FLAVOR-CHOCOLATE! My first McDonald's ice cream cone, someones leftover I gobbled it down and it was o so SWEET. I was so young.
8:43 PM CDT
I am on Clone Wars Season 3 Episode 12 now in my main Star Wars Binge. I had dates, raisins, water and milk after having noodles and mayonnaise.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 5, 2021 9:11:09 GMT -6
12/05- LORD'S DAY
11:35 AM
I worked on Return of the Jedi Humorous Version yesterday and Revenge of The Sith Humorous Version today. I do hope people start soon catching interest in the project and start to write them also and possibly even be creative and create new ones. I don't have to be the one to start The Rise of Skywalker HV, for example. Or Hands Off: A Stah Warz Story-Part 1. Or Stah Warz Revolution or Star Wars Rebelliousness. And we still have The McGuffin and Rouge One to do, which I have started.
I had Crispy Rice and Almond Milk this morning and am currently having hotdogs for lunch.
I took out my trash last night.
12:18 PM I finished Martin Arrowsmith the other day. My hotdogs are in my belly, and I had some water a little later. I worked on The Empire Strikes Back HV and satan fought me tooth and nail to prevent me from eliminating a redundant scene from the rough draft but I triumphed in the name of Jesus Christ repeatedly.
I hope imagicmaker and Grand Wizard Man start discussing moderation and administration things with me shortly. I'd like to know what their ideas are for how we can make my Mara/Luke Boards successful and what they suggest I or they can add to them to improve them. I also want to ask GWM what additional priveliges he has as a Moderator and I think imagicmaker my co-Admin can do anything I can do. I hope he can hire and make more Administrators and Moderators because we need a good Administration and Moderation team.
I decided to keep laptopping and phoning, obviously the porn cure guy was a scammer, because I haven't heard hide nor hair from him since his first call and message, asking me for INFORMATION when he promised me he'd check up on me, plus he never really talked about and seemed to dodge any really spiritual conversations
An Eternal Fury inquiry and answer:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Yesterday at 3:01 PM I'm level 40, how do I go become a Knight. Or is that Level 50/ [3:01 PM] ?
aquila — Yesterday at 4:03 PM do you mean changing your class to a knight? It's level 50, and located in dawn city. You should be able to find an npc called class change agent on the map.
Brent: Thanks, @aquila!
Advice from my co-administrator imagicmaker:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 2:07 PM . [2:09 PM] I decided to keep laptopping and phoning, oviously the porn cure guy was a scammer, because I haven't heard hide nor hair from him since his first call and ,message asking me for INFORMATION when he promised me he'd check up on me, plus he never really talked about and seemed to dodge any really spiritual conversations
imagic maker — Today at 5:24 PM Sorry to hear that. The best thing for porn is try to spread the distance between your weak periods. Gain strength through prayer and recognition that manhood is gained through self-control
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 5:29 PM Thanks [5:31 PM] Um, have you been helping out with my website? I would appreciate knowing some of the things you have done to help out. Please don't change anything, but you are welcome to add things
imagic maker — Today at 5:32 PM Honestly no. I haven’t even boing my stuff for the last 6 ni [5:32 PM] Months
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 5:34 PM Oh, did you know I made you not only a mod but a co administrator? I hope you can do what you can to help, perhaps help me network and advertise to get it off the ground? [5:35 PM] I hear tf.n discussion boards started out empty for months like mine did [5:36 PM] I'm streaming live right now Vader Comics in the StarWars Livestreams! voice channel [5:37 PM] In everything Star Wars server [5:37 PM] Schedule is listed on livestream announcements text channel [5:38 PM] I've been trying to get this stream off the ground for a couple weeks now NEW
imagic maker — Today at 5:46 PM When i get my stuff going again i will definitely plug you. And yes its very hard to get started. And a lot of work for very little feed back over many months and sometimes years
6:01 PM At 3 Y After Empire Day, King Lee Char and Commander Ackbar were introduced to the Inquisitorious, (The 9'th Siter) and Darth Vader. The losing battle for Mon Calamar began. Vader hunts a Jedi Master Bahr (Of the same species of the now dead Sisse Tinn)who resides there on Mon Calamar, helping the Mon Calamari, and he knows that Darth Vader is Anakin Skywalker, meaning that since that event, the now Admiral Ackbar has always known the Truth--that Darth Vader is Anakin Skywalker, a truth few know, including Yoda and Obi-Wan Kenobi, and Emperor Sheev Palpatine, and of course, which he knows himself.
7:33 PM CDT
Holiday Special is on now. It's sheer genius, and a lot of people disagree with me, even George Lucas doesn't like it, but I see it as a rare priceless sacred gem.
9:14 PM CDT
Now I'm playing The Stand.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 6, 2021 2:47:45 GMT -6
12/06- MONDAY
I got up at 2:30 AM to watch the end of The Stand. Junk_Bow tried, uninvited, to just go and rob me of my virginity outright but I cast her and all the deads out. The other day I apologized to God for talking to the deads, for communication with the dead is forbidden. The Stand is about to end. I had forgotten the best parts of the ending; Nick appearing as an angel to Tom Cullen, and a lot of other end scenes.
And it shall come to pass that the LORD shall make a man as precious as the Golden Wedge of Ophir.-Either a paraphrase of a verse or a verse in the Bible.
At 2:51 AM I Subbed to YouTuber Butternut Squirrel on my aol.com account.
The****in*oob
4 months ago
@kybelian Very, very, very, VERY FEW hospitals had high occupancy rates. In fact, the only ones that came close were in major cities and that's because the population in them is idiotic and doesn't know how to act.
Hell, Seattle and a few other towns brought in military make shift mobile hospitals and saw exactly ZERO patients. None. Stop believing Facebook memes, sweetie. 😂👍
Facts don't lie.
3:18 AM CDT
I dug some more chips out of me, one out of my scalp, some out of the back of my neck and one or two others after uncursing the areas in the name of Jesus Christ as described in an earlier journal.
3:22 AM At 3:21 AM I Subbed to Mike Q.
Last night I found out that I had not actually lost my Diary Site Diaries that I had used my deleted Google account to sign in to, and I hurriedly finished Diary III and created Diaries IV and V and transferred all that Diaric Information and Intel from the Diary Site to them before it did disappear. 4:17 AM I was lying down in bed when I got tempted and gave into porn again.
7:04 AM At 7:00 AM I got up after waking up from a nightmare of a maze of a dream where I had had multiple unauthorized surgeries on my nether parts, I was forced to answer questions I didn't have answers for about my past, and where Junk_bow continued to try to take my virginity.
8:40 AM I was woken up by Taylor Brady calling me. As I slept I had thought I was in a phone call with Joy, but it was a dream. I got up and cleaned my apartment up a bit to prepare for her arrival, picking all of the stuff off of my floors.
9:58 AM CDT
My appointment with Taylor Brady went very well. For the first time I told her about Maggie and being in contact with her half-sister and my 8 mile trek to Maggie's house. I introduced Mizz Brady to Star Wars with the beginning of Episode 12 right up until The Party of Eleven are granted an Audience with the 5th House of the Css Ascendency, then the Star Wars 1977 opening title crawl, then the 1977 Cantina Scene, then the SW ANH opening scenes, and introduction of Darth Vader, whose family she knows NOTHING about. She had almost NO context for Episode 12, having not seen ANY of Star Wars, She called Chewie when she first saw him 'Mufasa'. She knew who Darth Vader was but not C-3PO or R2-D2. It was so exciting to introduce a new person to Star Wars. She liked what she saw and heard. If Mary calls me, I am to call Taylor Brady and tell her so, and if Mary contacts Taylor Brady, Taylor Brady will contact me and tell me so. Our next appointment is on the 17'th at Noon, here in my apartment.
Taylor Brady went and got my lab results to give to Traci and I told her I appreciated that.
Yesterday I fed squirrels with shelled peanuts and shelled Almonds during the daytime.
10:37 AM
I wrote to I LOVE BRENT, whom I STRONGLY SUSPECT is Maggie:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 10:23 AM I know who you are, you're Maggie
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 10:32 AM Hey, if we're not married I can wait til we do. I'm still not 100% on that. [10:33 AM] You only live 8 miles away, wouldn't take you that long to get to my apartment. [10:33 AM] Please come visit me in your white truck [10:36 AM] You know how to get here because my journal on maraandlukeforever.boards.net/ says how in multiple places. My doors are unlocked and wide open just walk right in. see you soon, Maggie May. - <3 ALWAYS - YOUR BRENTLY
Maggie can help me correct all the errors in my Diaries.
10:53 AM I had Toasted Oats for breakfast and peanut b u t t er on a hotdog bun for lunch.
5:46 PM CDT I have the week off this week again, but tomorrow I bell ring from 3-4PM at Walmart. While there I need to pick up my Rx.
I ate a can of pork and beans for lunch today. Tomorrow I go to the Community Services League to get more food.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 7, 2021 14:41:38 GMT -6
12/07- TUE
2:07 PM CDT At 2:07 PM. I Subbed to Dr. Oherd 1994 YouTube Channel with my AOL account. I found out there is a game called Wolfenstein 3-D: The Second Encounter!
Earlier I relaxed with a warm cup of Pero as I watched Vader: End of Games Audio Comic. It was my second time seeing it. Then I listened to Joy Williams sing 'Ordinary World'. When I got back from getting food from the Community Services League, God set me straight about mental creations and that I'm not crazy when I talk about all my moving up and down dimensions, opposite land, opposite of opposite land, red/white door land, white door land, and others. He reminded me that just the other day I had heard more than once people saying 'Thank You Lord for what I am about to receive' and how one day, on my way to Joy's, I had heard Maggie call out to me from over by the subdivision nearby because she had misinterpreted God's instructions for her to get to me, and had I gone to her I would have gotten to her, and if I'd have just stayed on her front porch in Bates City she'd have come out to me.
People can see me moving and operating as I am now, in the dimension I am from, the one in which I was sucked into my bed through a vortex, but I'm not home yet and sometimes, when I hear knocks and a "ghostly" voice saying 'yes it's really me' it really is her but she is in a different dimension than me, which is why she appears invisible to me, and she also can not see me. And when I look at porn I go many dimensions down, sometimes hundreds, and when I do one righteous act or enjoy righteous pleasures, I go up, sometimes thousands of dimensions. And whatever I post on the Internet, transcends all nets and gets posted in some form on all dimensions' Internets. And God assures me she is close.
5:17 PM
I watched most of the Rifftrax riff on Star Wars The Holiday Special and stopped about when the Riff on the Sacred Parts began. I saw most of the ads that played during it in 1978 including a McDonald's Egg McMuffin ad and at least two Holiday Special scenes not included in YouTubes Nice Copy of the film. Now I will watch Firewall, then stream The Wild Geese, then the DareDevil Director's Cut on discord.
5:37 PM CDT
Three times now as I have been watching Firewall, Maggie has tried but failed to get to me. The first time, I told her to go buy a coat if she needed one. The second time, I told her to please ring the doorbell, which she did not the third time,but knocked, in which I said 'Wrong floor, try again'. The fourth time, just now, I said, 'Well, you're, still in the wrong dimension. Keep trying. I love you'. I heard another knock, and another and said to her, 'You're invisible to me now, and I can't see you, so keep trying'. In trying to unplug my desklamp so I could see to write in my Diary, I accidentally unplugged my router, and my movie stopped. It took a while to start it again. At 5:49:56, I got the movie playing again and started it from the beginning. What I flush, they flaunt. Maggie has apparently stopped trying to reach me for now. She must be very frustrated. I can imagine. There are untold millions of me's, Apartment 4's, Clinton's and 10'th's, but only one me me. And she is trying to find the one dimension I just happen to be in right now. Whenever I fall asleep either go up or down dimensions or a dimension depending on the types of dreams I have. If you are familiar with interger math, its like a number hat. Her journey must be tough, grueling. And she's only a woman. I have seen Firewall one time before. This time when she knocked, I said 'ok, I'll make it easy, my door is unlocked and should be unlocked in every dimension. Turn the doorknob and walk right in. To make sure it's me, well, God'll tell you'. Then I prayed out loud that God would tell her if it was me. I need to trim my moustache and shave my beard off. (It's 5:59 PM and it looks dark as pitch out. I just prayed for every Maggie to get to every Brent of their present experience, silently. It's 6:00 PM CDT) After shaving, I clipped my fingernails, then took my shoes and socks off to clip my toenails, and was barefoot the rest of the evening.
6:17 PM CDT
She's still knocking. She's very frustrated, probably. I accidentally locked the door, then unlocked it again and told her so. Firewall is a very good movie I first watched at Joy's house around 2006 when it first came out on DVD. I told Mags that I hoped she got here on time to watch Firewall with me. I heard Maggie open the front door and climb up the stairs earlier but it was in a different dimension. She knocked on the front door later after realizing it wasn't me. Hopefully, watching the movie Firewall with me her husband will be a good incentive for her to keep trying to find me.
7:32 PM CDT
Firewall is over. Now I'll write in my Diary on my website and stream.
8:23 PM CDT Now I will start my stream on discord, mentioned above. I took my pills, plunged my toilet and defecated in it, then transferred my Diary to the internet. It's streaming time!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 8, 2021 0:49:43 GMT -6
12/08- WEDNESDAY
Dear Maggie May, In my Dimension, just a few minutes ago, the garbage man dumped the garbage in its maw- -Your Brently
About eight times now I have heard a particular singular noise emitting from my laptop that I can not account for nor find out what exactly in particular it is. During the second half of The Wild Geese I took a nap as my stream played.
Ordinary World:
If I'm crazy, then how could My sublime truth be put so sublimely in sublimely beautiful poetry in a perfectly metered and popular song??
Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue
Thought I heard you talking softly
I turned on the lights, the TV, and the radio
Still I can't escape the ghost of you
What has happened to it all?
Crazy, some'd say
Where is the life that I recognize? (Gone away)
But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive
Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say
"Pride will tear us both apart"
Well, now pride's gone out the window
Cross the rooftops, run away
Left me in the vacuum of my heart
What is happening to me?
Crazy, some'd say
Where is my friend when I need you most? (Gone away)
But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ahh-ah-ahh
Away-ay, ay-ay-ay-ay
Oh, oh
Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and greed
Fear today, forgot tomorrow
Ooh-ooh
Here besides the news of holy war and holy need
Ours is just a little sorrowed talk
And I don't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive
I will learn to survive
(Any world is my world)
I will learn to survive
(Any world is my world)
(Every world is my world)
Lyrics attributed to Duran Duran Hebrews 11:6 6 But without faith it is impossible to please him; for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.
At least I know I'm out of those lower dimensions because I'm no longer in danger of being sucked into any vortices when I lay atop my bed, food doesn't eat me, I eat it, and when I sleep I no longer have those ghastly waking nightmares. I'm riding high right now, able to be not only reasonably comfortable where I truly exist, but to enjoy life. But, as Dorothy Gale once said as she tapped the heels of those Ruby Slippers, There's No Place Like Home. Here my money and food always seems to run out before I can make another grocery trip to get what I need, and I have to resort to extra food help, and that is either because I exist here on this lower plane or because God needs me to experience what it's like to do without for his purposes, or both.
Several minutes ago, I heard a knock at the door and told her, wrong garbage truck, wrong dimension.
The elements of existentialism (Covers all)
*Times *Spaces *Eternities *Dimensions *Being *Planes *Realities *Realms *Glories *Heavens above *Outer Space *Innerspace *Existents *Hells below
Mark 11:24 IV (11:22 KJV)
24 And Jesus spake and said unto him, Have faith in God. (Matthew 21:19 IV (21:21 KJV)
Mark 11:26 IV (11:24 KJV)
26 Therefore I say unto you, Whatsoever things ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive, and ye shall have whatsoever ye ask.
Dear Heavenly Father, O please let this be the very night that Maggie Marie May Savoie comes back into my life! Amen! If there's no Marie in her name, then let this be the very night that Maggie May Savoie comes back into my life! In Jesus Christ's Name I pray, Amen! And Amen!
It is 1:20 AM and I'm about to stream DareDevil Director's Cut, as promised, where a man who was totally blind (like a woman who had to rely on her wits alone without sight and only God's voice and a few other things to guide her) who fought crime and I think won love. It ought to be a good movie. It was made while Stan Lee, its creator, was still alive.
Jeremiah 32:27 27 Behold, I am the Lord, the God of all flesh; is there anything too hard for me?
The Lord just gave me this verse again to remind me of his faithfulness in this matter.
Years ago a black woman who taught me how to play a card game and was a prophetess was talking with me about Maggie and she gave me that very verse, and God has reminded me of that verse from time to time ever since.
Mark 9:20 (9:23 KJV) 20 Jesus said unto him, If thou wilt believe all things I shall say unto you, this is possible to him that believeth.
Luke 17:6 6 And the Lord said, If you had faith as a grain of mustard seed, you might say unto this sycamore tree, Be thou plucked up by the roots, and be thou planted in the sea; and it should obey you.
I commanded that Maggie be uprooted from where she was and hasted to be brought to me quick in the name of Jesus Christ and believe it to be so.
That final push, that final pull, to bring us together at last.
Revelation 21:7
7 He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son.
4:09 AM CDT
After sleeping and fantasizing during Wild Geese and DareDevil (DareDevil would not play, save the audio, on discord because its one of those "protected movies") I got up to see if I could find a movie that would play and was not protected on YouTube. Finding none immediately, I switched to Jim Nabors singing Dream The Impossible Dream and Silent Night, then shuffled my music playlist on YouTube and let it play. "When others see a shepherd boy, God may see a king, even though your life seems filled with ordinary things" came on first.
After that song, I sought another movie, one that would play on discord.
Jeremiah 33:3
3 Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not.
Around 9:28 AM CDT I prayed that prayer. The Scripture came on during Spontaneous Piano Worship Music that sounded very similar to 'Ordinary World'. Now just try to call that coincidence.
7:52 PM CDT
At 7:49:28 CDT I won my freedom from Castile Wulfonschteen, after beating Hans Grosse, my Giant, the Boss of This Level!
10:03 PM CDT
I gave into lust earlier before the second time I played Wolf-3D, and the second time is what I wrote about earlier. After beating Hans Grosse, I played Old School RuneScape, then RuneScape 3 and Clash of Clans twice. All this I streamed on YouTube. I'm still streaming on YouTube.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 9, 2021 16:07:50 GMT -6
12/09- THURSDAY
4:05 PM CDT
About an hour ago, I heard a knock and said to Mags, 'my door is unlocked. If the door is locked, you're in the wrong dimension.' I haven't heard any knocks since then.
Right now, I'm streaming Dark Tower 7 on discord, on Everything Star Wars discord server, on the Star Wars LiveStreams! voice channel.
Around 4:11 PM CDT, I heard another knock and I told Mags, with some neighbors nearby, who saw no one, and neither did I, that my door was unlocked and the door must be locked and if locked she's in the wrong dimension; it's unlocked in my dimension.
I'm on the part of The Dark Tower where Lamla was shot dead.
As I came to the part where the ka-tet was together again, when Eddie and Susannah were together again, white husband and his dark wife, having come from different worlds through a door, I heard a knock. 'Is it you, Maggie?' I called from upstairs' She answered in the affirmative. I heard her voice. I raced downstairs, but it was not so. I said, 'Remember (I think I said Remember) if my door is unlocked, its my dimension, and if its locked it's not mine, and if it's not locked and not my dimension, God will tell you it's not me.' I then prayed out loud in the name of Jesus Christ that God would tell Maggie if it wasn't me.
5:57 PM CDT
As Walter 'O Dark met his unfortunate end, I heard, in another world, Maggie turn a 3-4 doorknob, and when she found it unlocked, she knocked. Still it was the wrong world. She knocked again about a half minute later, trying again. I spoke gently to her, urging her to try again, telling her it was still unlocked. Now I need to change my Dark Tower Story, because I saw a body, and there's no way to magically bring The Walkin' Dude back from beyond the clearing at the end of the path.
6:14 PM CDT
As he listened to The Dark Tower 7, while streaming it, waiting patiently for his Maggie to finally get to him, he changed his Dark Tower story so that it was congruous with what had gone before, fixing a major continuity blunder. At 6:17 PM, Jake, Susannah and Eddie Dean, Roland and Oy made it to the next leg of their journey, going through a Door.
At 6:38 PM CDT Brent had just finished the Dark Tower story by Zara Hemla 'Aimless' which was slash but well-written and Brent commented on the site it was on that "It wasn't as good as It Follows the beam as I'm not a fan of slash but at least their dialogue was pretty in character for Cory (Autocorrected from Cort or a typo) and Alain". On the audiobook, the ka-tet were about to go through yet another door, to a place where Blue Heaven was, the place where a bunch of Taheen were trying to bring about the destruction of all worlds, kind of like Thanos in the MCU. And Brent thought of how Thanos was buddy-buddy with Death, and how the Taheen worked for the Crimson King, who is like satan in the DTverse, and he heard that magic occult number 300, because there are "300" breakers breaking the beams "307 to be exact". There are also Cantoi. Taheen and Cantoi. And Vampires. He hadn't heard any knocking since 5:57 PM. He found that he had 9 days to finish Return of The Jedi, until December 18, and he also had that long to obtain the hardcopy of The Force Awakens. He paused the audiobook and called the library, after researching who wrote the Adult reading level Novelization of the film.
Getting home at 8:13 PM CDT with The Force Awakens and several audiobooks, he defecated, then started up the Dark Tower stream again (the stream had been running while he had been away but the Book had been paused) and then contemplated taking some quarters from his laundry money and getting some stay awake juice- a large Dr. Pepper, from Casey's and only one and nothing else, because he wanted to burn the midnight oil reading and listening to audiobooks. Tomorrow he wanted to finally get his dishes done as he had mentioned to Sister Debbie Norman that night at the library. As he listened to Roland Deschain's long awaited reunion with his old friend Shimi, Brent started to tell details he had not slip about his life for anyone fearing his father's ire at doing what his father had commanded him not to do-but in his father's world he was dead. He had come to an entirely different plane and Maggie, knowing by an inner voice that he was not dead, just gone to a different place, followed, through outer space, plane and dimension, until she was very near him. She bought a house with her monies in Bates City as a Way Station to continue her search and Brent had gone down to the dimension she was in, climbing up from the Realm of the Dead, and found her. Since then Maggie had sought him, but had not found him yet. In the book he was listening to as he told his tale there had been three major reunions-Jake to Susannah, Susannah and Jake and Oy to Roland and Eddie, and Roland to Shimi. Brent hoped that since what he read generally acted itself out in his life, that this portended a long-awaited reunion between Brent and his Maggie soon. 'The Sooner the Better' he thought.
One year in the Michigan of a faraway earth, the when being some time between 2009-2015 AD, Brent Lee Sohlden found himself astrally projecting. This happened several times. His father had commanded him if he astrally projects to not go through the door at the end of ALL space. The first time he reached it, he didn't, for the head of Santa's Little Helper from the Simpsons Dimension came through to warn him wordlessly not to proceed further. But the next time Brent had astrally projected, he had gone through. Then another door. Then another. And another. Door, door, door, and many other doors one right after the other, but then he saw bright angels in the forms of hands making the STOP sigul. So he stopped. Brent only astrally projected twice more. To stop himself from going through yet another door, he went instead into black holes twice, both times. The first transported him to a universe where everyone looked like pigs wearing clothes and on two feet like men and women. He was pulled out of that universe after seeing himself in a mirror, then the second black hole was a dead end which seemed to absorb all sound. It was awfully noisy in there. He was also pulled out of this black hole, and he never again astrally projected.
After telling his tale, he gathered his monies and headed to Casey's to buy his large soda.
Brent got home from Casey's around 9:12 PM CDT, and had been given a free pop (soda to southerners, seltzer to the deep south, but the Northerners know it as 'pop') and had discovered among his quarters, which he had retained, a 1976 Bicentennial Quarter, which he always intended to keep. On the stream, goings on in Blue Heaven were being narrated in the crudity of everyday Taheen speech. A neighbor, although it was early in the evening relatively and he was quiet as a mouse except for his laptop, wanted him to keep it down. At first he yelled back saying he wasn't violating any rules, 'not stomping my feet, moving my furniture around or yelling and screaming', but nevertheless, to keep the peace he turned his laptop down to roughly half volume although it was only 9 in the evening. He didn't like being asked to keep it down when it wasn't that late at night. After he wrote that, his neighbor called him to inform him that he wanted him to stop making so much noise and described some 'distortion' noise that Brent obviously had not been making and Matthew had assumed was coming from Brent's upstairs apartment. Brent told him that he had turned his laptop down to roughly half-volume just in case. Tomorrow, Brent's paycheck would be issued, and he would be paid some spending money by his current Payee, Joy. He would no longer have any reason to make the attempt to dig into his laundry money again, or so he hoped. 'Is there hope for Finley Otego the Taheen?' Brent thought hopefully. He was about halfway done with his soda.
At 9:41 PM CDT Brent heard the magic Occult Number 33 in the story, "thirty-three fresh new Breakers brought in".
There are also Humes. Vampires, Taheens, Cantoi and Humes.
At 9:47 PM CDT a train went West on the tracks by his apartment house.
At 9:56 PM CDT he finished his pop.
Brent was satisfied that he had transferred about all that he could from his 2021 Record to his Public Diary, but he wanted to check his phone's Writer+ App Record, and thought that he may want to put some 'Written on' Anachronisms in his existing 2021 Public record rather than rearranging all the entries again. At 10:07 PM, he heard that sound again twice, the one he couldn't place nor find out what on his laptop was making it. Earlier that day, he had said "Jabez, I need you.", but he had started hearing this new sound long before he had said it.
Now the ka-tet were in Blue Heaven, having arrived there not by a door, but by an electric three-wheeler, Roland having seen a card that served as a sigul that not only was Walter O'Dim dead, but that one of their Ka-tet was about to die, as in The Fellowship of the Ring Boromir died. In this book, Father Callahan was the first to break the Fellowship by dying. Outside the Ruin that was Thunderclap, the Ka-tet shared Keff. Ka-shum had come. They share water. Roland said, Drink, bondman, bondwoman, and drank and shared Keff with the Ka-Tet individually.
Kashum means Death.
Jake Chambers sensed Kashum for the both of them when he and Callahan had entered into the Place of the Vampires. The Dinh (Roland) said to each Member of the Ka-Tet, calls them by name, do you call me Dinh? When they answer in the affirmative, he drank water with each one and told them he loved them and gave them a dry kiss on the mouth. Then they linked hands. Brent was wowed at this Gunslinger Sacrament, showing that King was no stranger to Sacrament and Ordinances, for Satanists had them, though they were sick, demonic and twisted, but this Sacrament was not, for it was a parting ordinance, as Christ's cup of Communion had been, showing Christ's death til he came. But even the Freemasons have a Sacrament, though they defile it with salt.
At 10:20 PM CDT he heard the sound, he thought might be coming from discord, again and he paused the audiobook to defecate and take a good shower. He wrote a concluding sentence in his yellow notebook, then paused the book to get up and do just that. At 10:48 PM CDT, Brent said, "Woo-hoo! I feel so fresh and so clean." He was in clean pants, one of his cleanest dirty shirts, though it still smelled, recycled underpants and he had put on fresh socks, his digital watch, and his silver military cross necklace. He felt downright spiffy. He really felt the pain of his now-lost-for-about-a-week-and-a-half wallet, knowing that Joy would first insist that it must be somewhere in his house, and when he did not find it after searching his apartment top to bottom two, maybe three times and did not find it, she would blame him for its loss and tell him and others that he couldn't take care of himself again, citing teeth, laundry, dishes and any other example she could think of, ignoring any progress he had made and every positive. She had told him he couldn't take care of himself so many times, that sometimes he started believing it.
At 10:54 PM CDT he started his DT7 audiobook back up, but before he did he heard that sound again, even more insistent, twice in an instant now.
At 11:56 PM Brent found out that that sound indeed was coming from discord. Was it the sound of a notification, just any notification?, he thought.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 10, 2021 0:30:41 GMT -6
12/10- FRIDAY
After Midnight, I put discord onto a Russian Albion stream, paused DT7:TDT and chatted with some Russians, one who understands about 50% of my English, and was minded to soon stream on YouTube first some Russian, then some Spanish lessons, then me playing Albion, then possibly doing other things. I need to bookmark The Dark Tower for now, hoping I put in the right library card number, knowing that if I put in someone else's library card number accidentally, that I checked out the Dark Tower audiobook for him or her, and when I put in my own number I will have to check it out again and find my place in the audiobook tomorrow. Fortunately I don't work again until at least Monday. I will worship and work and play while I'm waiting for my Queen Bee. It's part of the Principle of Patience, a Fruit of the Spirit. It's the Principle of Delay at work. Eventually I'm sure my wallet will turn up. Maybe Mike the wallet finder will find it. Well, I'll go bookmark DT7:TDT audiobook rn, and then start my stay-online-forever YT stream, provided I don't goof up and get three copyright strikes again or two more Community Guidelines Strikes. Come to think of it, I'm glad I wasn't able to reupload my anachronistic Star Wars fanfilm 'Escape From Planet Korkymolo IV' on the chance that the Duel of the Fates soundtrack would earn me the aol account's first copyright slam. Father, I just pray that there is somewhere I can share that stop motion animation fanfilm that I worked so hard on for hours, some of my first Directational/Producerial/voice acting/stop motion animating experience, and really the first major CAVE-I production besides 'The World Turns On Our Desires' which I think to be lost. Now, without further ado, I'll urinate and start my stream. It is 12:29 AM CDT.
I wrote to my friend I met on YouTube Katuyasha the Cute:
Wouldn't it be awesome if you could be in two, three, five voice channels at once? It would be, like the Wild west of voice channel interconnectivity! It would be so totally awesome if all the voice channels through six degrees of separation could theoretically all be interconnected at once. Of course back in 2007, there was that failed attempt to get everyone in the same FaceBook group, but that was a sheer impossibility given people's radically different belief systems. They couldn't even get every believer to sign the Manhatten declaration because of differences in Christian belief, much less the wide variety of difference that would naturally prevent every Social Media user of any type from being in one single group. [12:41 AM] For one thing it was the photo uploads. [12:43 AM] Many worldly people posted photos of scantily clad women, and believers like me couldn't countenance that and were prevented from joining such a group. And there were also many other factors involved. [12:45 AM] If the world were reduced to one hundred persons, there would literally be five people joined in a circle, a couple more of those circles with varying numbers of people, a few groups of two, several groups of one, and also one very large circle of people. Getting everyone into one room is impossible which is why not everyone will be saved.
Now I will urinate, then stream. 1:54 AM I need to go to the laundromat on Tuesday after work if I work Tuesday, and in the morning if I don't, rain, snow or shine. I think I will spend four dollars of my laundry quarters on a gallon of chocolate milk tonight because I'm in the mood for it big-big. I'm going to do the Spanish and Russian lessons, then simulcast Albion on the discord Russian Albion voice channel and on YouTube, very soon, after I save the changes on my Diary.
At 2:41 AM, Brently finished his Spanish and Russian lessons for the night and began his Albion stream. 4:55 AM CDT What Brently wrote to Shelly, then to Maggie May after Albion went down for daily maintenance.
Tell me, Shelly, my thoughts are all over the place, aren't they. Whatever Maggie tells me I'll believe because she knows, she's Maggie. I'm just a daydream believer and delusional thinker. I could probably either take down or qualify half of my Diary once she sets me straight about a few things. I'd like to tell her that myself, but I'm not sure if she is I LOVE BRENT or not yet on discord. I LOVE BRENT claims to be her and I have no real evidence to prove she's not. I'll send this message to I LOVE BRENT and post it in my Diary as well to show where my current thinking is. I can retract and retcon my writings left and right if I'm wrong about anything. I am willing to admit when I'm wrong and when I make a mistake to own it. [4:53 AM] I posted that to your half sister [4:53 AM] I believe you ARE Maggie [4:53 AM] I hope you understand me a little better now
Conversation I had with "Joe Mama"
December 05 2021 CE Joe: When is the last time you watch the bad stuff
December 06 2021 CE Brently: Last night. Quite honestly I thought you weren't for real
Brently: This isn't some mafia type of deal like Quitters I corporated on Cats eye is it. If it is I don't want any part of it
You guys seem a little fishy to me
A catholic guy contacted me and said similar words that you said to me. He said he's never heard of Pepsi (He's the one, Maggie May, or she, that pretended to be you to try to convert me to Catholicism then tried to tell me you weren't even real.)
Or a catholic girl. Really its hard to tell. He or she pretended to be who he she was not to try to convert me to Catholicism
Joe Mama: I can assure you I work for no mafia or organization, so you are fine.
I am truly here to help
De ember 07 2021 AD Brently: I find it impossible to give up electronics even for a day because of my responsibilities on them. I need to communicate with Joy and I am a YouTube content creator and website administrator
If I could maybe use them less maybe...lik÷ put them up after a certain time
It seems to be mostly night time that I look at porn
December 08 2021 CE Brently: didn't look at porn last night but I fantasized about having sex with my wife
December10 2021 CE Brently: What do you recommend
Is there a middle way? A compromise?
I tried taking a two week break but couldn't even make it one day
We always want to compromise and make the com.andments of God easier to obey. That just makes it harder on us. Fortunately staying offline for two weeks isn't a commandment What I need to do is change my thinking patterns, 70 % meditating on the word works of God and my goals and responsibilities duty and calling and also singing and prayer and the rest of the time star wars and my significant other and relaxation and creativity and read the Scriptures more get things done be more productive let go and let God do it and maybe use the computer a little less.
Today I surrendered to the Holy Spirit, telling him that I just was messing things up, saying You do it. You were the author. You be the finisher
I wept
Joy my current payee had a talk with me. When I got home from the Chinese restaurant I tore into my huge two sinkfulls of dishes making a stream of me doing them on my Brent Koivopolo YouTube Channel, and when I am done with them I will reward myself with a pint of Blue Bell cookie two step ice cream and read a chapter of Scriptures then chill with some internet mmo games then end my stream and write in my Diary or write in my Diary and end my stream, put my laptop and phone away for the night brush and floss my teeth and go to bed.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 11, 2021 0:37:10 GMT -6
12/11- SATURN'S DAY-SABBATH
If this is even close to the way Maggie Savoie feels about me, the feeling is mutual, only without the smoking part: A short story I found on a website: Author's name I forgot. A woman.
Here is a short story I wrote taking on the persona of a mentally unstable woman who believes she is in love with a man called Robert. It is unsure whether the man really exists and whether the two ever met or if he is simply work of her imagination. This was a super interesting character perspective to work with. Enjoy!
The Truth And Nothing But
I craved him. A starving baby longing for milk. An addict crippled on the floor begging for opium. I needed him.
I would have died for him, you know, a knife to my neck or a bullet to my brain. For him, it just seemed easy. I would lie awake at night in his absence, staring out the window into darkness as loneliness’ maggots squirmed and gnawed in my guts. When I saw him they’d wriggle away to places unknown; they were scared of him. They knew he’d rip their heads off. Tear their heads of Ulrich; tear them, tear them off.
If I had three wishes, the first would be to shrink like Alice. I’d make a toast “To My Love!” and then I’d shrink. Shrink. Shrink. Shrink. I would be tiny, like a spider, crawling my way around. You wouldn’t even see me creeping up the walls. Maybe I could crawl through the drains and out of here. Maybe is a funny word, isn’t it? (I laugh)
The second wish would be for magic ladders. Ladders, so small that I could climb down them into his brain. Step. Step. Step. Down I would go and nobody could stop me. Carefully now; one foot after the other.
Then I would wish to learn to swim, so I could submerge myself in him – swimming in his blood-lagoon and floating on his feelings. I’d be his own personal brain nymph. I’d never drown if I could swim.
Dolores, Dr Phillips says, concerned.
What? I ask. But I know.
I think I wanted to become him; I wanted to be him. A sort of ravaging desperation – and it was choking me, flooding my veins and suffocating me from the inside out. I was dying and nobody batted an eyelid.
Nobody helps me, Doctor. How strange it is. (I pick at my nails and the index finger is bleeding now).
I am here to help you now, Dolores.
Yes, I reply.
His name was Robert, my Robert, and he was a pianist at the Savoy hotel. The first time I saw him play was at a ball that I attended with my family. Everyone was marvelling at him and I resented them for it. Once, my sister was throwing herself at him, flashing her long and stimulating eyelashes and being nothing but a whore. It was most retched. So I cursed her. I cursed her under my breath and wished she were dead. She deserved it. She said that she was going to catch him after the show. But she didn’t know that he spoke to nobody - nobody, except for me.
Is that true?
Yes, the truth and nothing but.
He did not discuss his shows with anybody. You see, he was a shy soul with a troubled past life and sought refuge from it. He had nothing, leaving behind his family, and was so very empty. It hurt me to see someone so hollowed out, doctor; sometimes it made my bones tremble. He said that he was desolate before me; that it is the exact word he used, and he was seeking love, for he had never had a woman. He was saving himself for me; he knew he would find me. He had seen me in his dreams, just as I had him. He was crafted by angels. I think he was the Son of God.
Jesus was the son of God, Dolores.
I know that. But I expect that Robert was his half brother.
I’m afraid that’s not true.
You know nothing of truth.
We met one evening, I walked out of the hotel lavatory after a show and whilst passing through the reception I saw him. I could spot him in any crowd. I suppose I was always looking for him, anywhere I went. He was slim, with tired eyes that made him look fragile. He had these delicate, feminine lips, so plump and tender. I always watched his lips when he spoke, in a desperate craving, urging to hear more and more words come out his mouth. His voice set me on fire. I miss his voice. I miss his voice more than anybody could possibly ever imagine. It was wet and sweet, a gentle and perfumed sort of voice that tattooed your skin with each word.
I remember the first time we kissed. We had sat in his small garden, outside the narrow town house, and lit up a cigarette and a conversation. I did not smoke until I met Robert. (I take a drag of a Chesterfield cigarette). I coughed the first time I had inhaled the smoke and he had laughed at me – the kind of laugh that was both charming and mocking at the same time. I want to hear it again. I will hear it again. Perhaps, once I return home, I may find him again.
Dolores, do you remember why you are here?
Oh, yes, because Mama’s insists on me working on my etiquette. She probably told you about my poor posture too, did she not? (Dr Phillips sighs, taking his pen to paper for the first time in the last twenty minutes.)
I dream of seeing him. I dream of kissing him. I want to kiss him, just like the first time, all over again. I have planned the kiss, revised and modelled it on him, on Robert. It is delicate, yet steady, passionate but gentle; the Robert kiss. My Robert kiss. My Robert.
I love him. I tell God, every night before I close my eyes, then I tell him again in my sleep. I have written to him, although I have not received a reply. I expect he does not have the money for stamps. The piano was his passion, but it did not pay well. He could never take me out to dinner; he could only afford to take out his sister, you see. Family always come first. Ask Mama, if you don’t believe me. (I waggle my finger at Doctor).
His sister? You said that he did not keep in touch with his family. He was running from his past was he not?
Not running, Doctor. Perhaps jogging.
And his sister?
(I hesitate) Sorry I am forgetful; forgive me. They weren’t close. Often she just stayed at the house or they went for dinner. I never met her. She was the only one he kept in contact with.
I see.
He did not like his sister too much, though. In truth, I was the only person who’s company he desired. How lucky? Although he did have this little ginger tabby cat. She was lovely. Robert found her wandering the streets when she was very small. He was always helping those who struggled. He prided himself on his charity. The cat’s name was Margit and I liked her very much. She was very soft. Margrit. I think that was her name.
Margrit, Margrit. He found her when she was very small. She was very small. Margrit the small tabby. The small grey tabby.
Margrit the tabby cat, with the soft fur.
Margrit, Margrit. No that wasn’t her name. Marjery, Maggie. Margrit. (I am picking my nails harder now and the shakes begin. Then the bulging of my eyes).
Dolores, calm yourself. Let us talk some more about your family.
I cannot remember. I cannot remember. I cannot remember.
Dolores, have some water.
I love him. I love him. I love him.
Nurse Winston, please call Dr Townsend to assist me.
I love him. I love him. I love him.
I love you, Robert.
Some things I said on discord yesterday, and the response:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Yesterday at 8:14 PM Yeah is it just another one of those star wars games that are open world where all the paths and adventures are predetermined and preset like tor or is it truly open world where you can just make your own road [8:14 PM] Thats what I want [8:15 PM] Evenn runescape and Albion are limited that way especially runescape [8:15 PM] In those games there's really only so much you can do [8:16 PM] Where is a galaxy where the skys the limit and you can do anything [8:18 PM] And free for all, not pay to play or pay to advance [8:20 PM] I tried getting a truly free mmo like that started on my proboards site but aside from reading the adventures of my character Grik Spiceminer no one showed any interest in having their own unlimited adventures thruout all sw time periods or having the first character interactions of the game or registering any sw of names. [8:21 PM] I took it all down for the wrong reasons but I can easily build it back up again like the Bruce's spider NEW
Star Wars Santa — Yesterday at 10:49 PM From what I've read, it's mostly scripted with players making decisions at various points during the game. Not open world at all.
What I wrote to I LOVE BRENT
I craved him. A starving baby longing for milk. An addict crippled on the floor begging for..........."
The whole thing is on my Diary at maraandlukeforever.boards.net/ (edited)
[12:47 AM]
I love you. I pinch myself. I'm real enough
[12:48 AM]
If I'm dead in the world you're from, come find me.
[12:48 AM]
I'm pretty sure God will guide you to me
[12:48 AM]
You know I'm not dead
[12:49 AM]
Here it is 2021 AD and I'm "38"
[12:49 AM]
I'm alive in the world I'm in.
[12:50 AM]
There's a little song by Duran Duran, Ordinary World. Joy Williams sings it. Let it become your song until you find me, lovebird
[12:51 AM]
Maggie, I only need the Maggie-you, not the deads that haunt me, but you. You can find me. God can take you all the way to me
[12:51 AM]
Do not rest until you have found me my love
[12:52 AM]
I am on an earth, not an eternity
[12:52 AM]
Six more years until the return of Jesus Christ where I'm at I believe if I'm not mistaken
[12:53 AM]
I know you're alive where you are, my dear Maggie May
[12:53 AM]
- <3 ALWAYS - Your Brently
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 1:46 AM Maggie, Maggie, I was just corrected by God. I'm on the same world as you are [1:47 AM] You live in Bates City [1:47 AM] I get so deloosional sometimes [1:47 AM] I hope to see you soon-Your Brently
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 11, 2021 16:57:28 GMT -6
12/11- SABBATH-SATURDAY
After a good night's rest during which Junk_bow slept beside me all night long making me think she was Maggie, I got up at 11:00 AM about, started a stream, played Clash of Clans, ate, drank chocolate milk and juice and sat beside Junk_bow on my loveseat, and she planned on seducing me then killing me. Here's what I wrote to Shelly today:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 3:01 PM I'm just confusing you arent I. I bet Maggie hasn't talked to me in years and probably doesnt even want to [3:01 PM] Well, its ok [3:03 PM] Satan is good at making me believe things that are way out there and if they happen to be true I likely have never even met the Maggie you know anyway [3:04 PM] My, my I've made a mess of things involving you in all this [3:07 PM] I LOVE BRENT, who claims to be Maggie, hasn't messaged me since September but the last discord friend request she sent me was last month
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 4:50 PM Ok, Junk_Bow was deceiving me yet again and I got a lot of JUNK in my Diary as a result. [4:51 PM] But I'm pretty sure I LOVE BRENT is your half sister
I re-created this forum's Roleplaying Section, making it far less complicated and a lot more fun.
Conversation between me and MonkeyMan:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 12/05/2021 Hello, I'm sorry for thinking you were Junk_Bow December 6, 2021
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 12/06/2021 (video) YouTube Brent Koivopolo Brent Goes live, RuneScape and more 12/06/2021 CE/AD
December 7, 2021
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 12/07/2021 I'm sorry most of the video was a blank wall [3:01 PM] I honestly forgot I was streaming as I took a long nap December 10, 2021
MonkeyMan— Yesterday at 12:10 AM I think the new guy KatyushaTheCute is a prime candidate to become a mod [12:11 AM] He seems very nice
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Yesterday at 1:05 AM Do you think he'd make a good co admin of my star wars site? [1:05 AM] Would you make one?
MonkeyMan— Yesterday at 1:05 AM I was thinking more on discord
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Yesterday at 1:05 AM I need agood admin team [1:05 AM] oh [1:06 AM] I hope you will at least sign up for my star wars site again. You only need to add another charater like a number. No new IP address needed (edited) [1:06 AM] I can ask Kauyusha if he wishes to be a mod [1:07 AM] for discord [1:07 AM] Sorry for thinking you were Junk_bow [1:09 AM] I need to take a certain line out of my Diary because I'm pretty sure the Holy Spirit did not tell me that you, I LOVE BRENT and Junk_bow were all the same person, it was just my own doubting thoughts [1:11 AM] First of all, I LOVE BRENT, you and J_b speak with entirely different voiceprints. Did you know that Junk_bow borrowed your And then Brent did something very Brent-y meme?
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Yesterday at 4:45 AM Ok, I'm going to ask him now. I just ate dinner after playing Albion. December 11, 2021
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 5:30 PM he said yes but he's at work right now [5:30 PM] can you stream you playing halo on melee? [5:31 PM] can you make a yt video of it?
MonkeyMan— Today at 5:32 PM I don't have the means to do so but I'm sure there are many videos online
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 6:05 PM Are you going to sign up for my website again? Please? I need signators [6:05 PM] registrars [6:05 PM] I need you [6:06 PM] You're amazing and you love Star Wars [6:06 PM] And please consider being a co-admin [6:07 PM] I can't be sorry enough for deleting your account and accusing you of being my constant attempted seductress [6:08 PM] Oh, by the way, forget all that, have you read my Star wars Episodes 10-12 yet, what I have of them [6:08 PM] The Thrawn Trilogy [6:08 PM] But reimagined [6:09 PM] Like 16-18 is the reimagined Vong trilogy [6:10 PM] 18-21 deviate majorly from all legends material as I strike off in a new direction [6:11 PM] Fortnite is too big for my laptop [6:11 PM] Well, it was too big for my hp stream [6:11 PM] Might not be too big for my hp silver laptop [6:12 PM] What's that game where guns and some people dress up as jigsaw from the saw movies [6:13 PM] 12 is 100% complete, illustrated and partially scored
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 12, 2021 3:07:05 GMT -6
12/12- LORD'S DAY
I watched a lot of a video my computer made in July of this year and got a few lost records back. I wrote them out in two Books, a Rainbow and white striped one and a pink one with a heart on the front cover. I made three streams yesterday and now, at 2:57 AM I am on that third (or "tird" as I accidentally named it) stream. I put a CIS Droid Walker from Clone Wars 2003 on the Thumbnail of the video. Rn on my stream I am playing the audio of a video I made of me reacting to me playing the tutorial of Old School Runescape without showing the game, which was accidental. I had needed privacy but had forgotten to revert back to screen display during the stream. This YouTube video I made last month I put on while I made walked to the store to purchase soda. I also am showing me writing this Diary entry. I need to run C-Cleaner once this stream hits 5 hours and I end it and begin an early morning December 12 stream. I need to run C-Cleaner before that first December 12 stream because it can't run while any other foreground app or program is running, nor some background apps. It's overdue time for me to run C-Cleaner. I need to finish my potato salad now, and have some more Nabisco Chips Ahoy cookies. After I run C-Cleaner I will run Avast b4 beginning my early morning stream. I just ran Malaware bytes the other day.
4:00 AM CDT
From watching my stream I made on November 27 of this year, I learned how to get back to Juliet's Mansion in Varrock to complete the rewarding Old School Runescape Romeo/Juliet Quest. I commented to myself that once I get strong (in the game) I will probably do every Quest that it is feasable for me to do. I am grateful for the character (Avatar) interactions that make MMO's with preset paths and quests interesting and fun and the ability of a lot of them to not need to go only where the Quests lead but anywhere at any time. To get to Juliet's, go South out of the Grand Exchange a little and immediately turn left, go into the big house with the ticking clock sound and you are there! I'm not playing Runescape rn tho, maybe l8r today, maybe. I'm more likely to play Albion or try Fortnite or Raid: Shadow Legends today than I am to play Runescape, old or new, today.
At 4:33 AM I subbed to YouTuber SHMUP Master, who is a game streamer like me, on my aol account.
At 4:37, I subscribed to Cinemassacre, a channel Matt Matei is often a guest on, or that Matt helps run, I don't know which or neither??? Maybe it has many, many guests and I just happened to sub to the Channel from a video Matt Matei just happened to be in.
I want to combine elements of the Star Wars despecialized editions, such as Han firing first, with elements of the Special Editions, such as combining the original Jabba's palace song just before Oola's death in 1983 with Jedi Rocks in 1997 and Yubnub song in 1983 with the End scene in 1997 music of Return of the Jedi, retaining Hayden instead of Sebastian Shaw in the Force Ghost scene but adding Liam as Qui-Gon, and also retain elements of the subsequent DVD editions, but removing 'NOOOOOO' in the Anakin destroys the Emperor scene because it is out of place and doesn't belong, and keep the Shistavenan Wolfman in the Cantina scene and make Shadows of the Empire, Splinter of the Minds' Eye, The Approaching Storm, Rogue Planet and The Holiday Special canon.
5:39 AM I ended the stream, ran the cleaner and antivirus scan, talked to Dr. Oherd, a discord contact, and listened at his behest to Bing Crosby sing part of "White Christmas", a beautiful song.
Now I have started the next stream and have big plans for this unique stream in the series of streams where I will be doing this to make people happy...I will write about it after, not before I have done it. I am very excited about what I am about to do.
5:48 AM
Boy o boy am I glad that I wanted to send a link to my current stream to I LOVE BRENT and Nerdhalla Network and Dr. Oherd and SW Santa and Para and H7 because had I not made the first attempt I would have forgotten that because I ran c-cleaner and updated Avast by restarting my computer so I could run avast that I interrupted my upload of my Diary-restoring stream from July 22, 2021, and now I had to delete the aborted upload and restart the upload of the video with the recorded stream on it. I took it in stride pretty much. Now I will proceed to do what I am so excited about doing live while at the same time I watch Matt Matei play and replay the Famicon Star Wars game until he presumably finally beats that ridiculous thing.
What I wrote to @cielo East
@cielo East two short generations in which we must build a spiritual then a physical temple in America on the temple lot in Independence Missouri for Jesus to come suddenly to and rapture his church and the dead in Christ not to bring peace(at least not at first) but to destroy those who destroy the earth. Get ready he will not delay his coming and he is coming very very soon. I tell you the truth we are right now in the beginning of the Tribulation period and Obama is the antiChrist and Trump is the Cyrus figure sent to protect Israel and the church as the Temples in Israel and America are built and if we will honor Trump God will honor us.- posted to YouTube video '50 nations affected by covid-19 unite to sing Amazing Grace in response to @cielo East asking when Christ shall return. Posted by Brent Sohlden on 07/19-2020 AD after midnight from a WiFi Hotspot in front of McDonalds and a gas station/convenience store in Missouri, USA in a small town where I live.
What I wrote to a woman who tried to use me to get money by trying to befriend me with her charms a couple years back, Sharon:
Hello Sharon.
I no longer play videogames and never will again but I still like movies.
I know that is not the best opening of a letter but I really don't know what to say for I don't know you very well. I hope you don't drink smoke or do drugs.
I find that many of the Latin rite Catholic traditions, but not all of them ,to be good and true and I believe in Purgatory. I also believe that there are many levels of both hell and heaven and many inhabited world's besides this one and many that have passed away and many that shall come. I want to know what your beliefs are and what your testimony of Jesus Christ is.
I also want to know if you watch Sid Roth or Jimmy Swaggart or Kenneth Copeland or if you would be willing to watch them if you don't. I also want to know what you think of my belief in the Book of Mormon.
Secondarily I would like to discuss your experiences with cinema and know what your favorite movies are. Do you consider yourself a charismatic Catholic? Do you believe that the gift of tongues and prophecy is for today? Write back. Your acquaintance Brent Sohlden
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Sent from my Android phone with mail.com Mail. Please excuse my brevity. ( I wrote this a couple years ago before I started pursuing Maggie again).
I am watching Matt Matei do a 9-hour stream. He is currently taking a break from the cruddy Star Wars Atari game that only very loosely follows the Story of A New Hope, and is now playing Metroid. He is very entertaining and funny. He can sing show tunes like no other, very talented. He is much older than he looks and has a lot of the same problems and psychoses as me.
To:bexanalrella@gmail.com Details
Brent Sohlden
brentsohlden@aol.com
Dear bexanalrella of the Dark Jedi Brotherhood,
I am Grik of the Correllian Clan Spiceminer. My freighter, the Firebird-10, has been used by me to transport both clandestine and legitimate goods for a number of years. I have been in my share of scrapes and have fought on the side of the Rebellion. I'm pretty good with a blaster. I have a pet Lothcat named Spot and my personal, and pretty darn accurate Gunnery Droid is named Chester. One thing about me is I am a Theist, and have studied the ancient Jedi Texts (many of them so old they were in dusty old books) and have become adept with Force powers as my Midichlorian count has increased, still I am a novice and have no lightsaber. I have not joined until now the Jedi Order or any Force using club or organization, though my chronicler Brent Sohlden in a distant galaxy and time from me is the administrator of many Facebook groups (he hired new admins for them, or one was hired for him for one of them), MeWe groups and two discord servers, and an RLDS Latter Day Saint, built many websites, has at least three blogs, has a Star Wars website, maraandlukeforever.boards.net, and used my character in a Star Wars roleplay he invented which he just reinvented, making it simpler but he has lost the record of my previous adventures. He, like me, contemplates the Force as he is a Force realist, having the existence of such confirmed to him in the ancient texts of his earth, and he considers himself a Jedi Knight, having faced his trials and his mirror in reality. That part is absolutely not fiction. I look like him, though my countenance is sterner, seriouser and a little older, in my early 40's than him, who is currently 38. On my front, on my double breasted jerkin, I bear the Symbol of the Rebellion, the three pronged symbol of Hope that Sabine Wren once spray-painted so beautifully, and which in the future, Resistance sympathizers will bear on rings. I hope to bring positivity and sacrifice and much good to the Brotherhood of which I have just been made an Apprentice after facing my Trial of Identity. I hope to excel at the Shadow Academy. If this text has been too wordy, my apologies. My counterpart Brent tends to ramble when he creates my dialogue. Myself, I like to make my words a little more sparse.
-Your friend and student, Grik, Clan Spiceminer of Correllia.
P.S. I never smuggle immoral goods. Used to. Gave it up when I found a Greater Tutor than all. I submit to the teachings and training of the Shadow Academy.
May the Force be with you.
Brent Sohlden
brentsohlden@aol.com
Oh, one more thing, I am also a currently banned (for promoting my fanfics which i will not do on your website at all if the rules do not permit of it) from being a longtime Member of theforce.net, study3600, with the recent rank of Force Ghost which was recently promoted to Jedi Grand Master, to be let back on on May 11 2022 or so, and I joined that in 1999 to work on the TPM Humorous Version, and have been helping to write them ever since, and I am the author of the Screenplays of the next several episodes of Star Wars (which can all be found (or what I have of them) on the link I sent you in my last email on the Movies and Shows board, which I plan to, some of them, direct and help produce after I found CAVE-I studios (Computer Animated Visual Effects-Innovations) and its subsidiary SpeakPurpandVacParody Unlmtd. working with Disney and Lucasfilm execs, including Filoni, Lucas, Favreau and Kennedy, as well as the necessary actors and actresses, (I will see too it that the original vision of Rangers of the republic is fulfilled and Gina Carano gets her job back and keeps playing the iconic Cara Dune) , and publish the HV's with all their living signatories, with royalties on the way for each author of them, plan on being a philanthropist and missionary, and am from a bloodline of Scandinavian Nobility and today joined the Boba Fett Fan Club, and plan today on joining many more Star Wars niches, clubs and Forums over the next time period of indefinite length. I would be remiss if i did not mention these things my RPG character alter ego left out.
So, it turns out that Matt Metei just gave up on playing that wacky Star Wars game and the YouTube's AutoPlay switched the video to Metroid and there I was thinkin' that Matt had taken a break and was playing Metroid on the same stream as Star Wars. Silly me, I just wasn't aware of the first stream's end because I was too busy either trying to get myself set up for two new Star Wars websites, or I was absorbed in that fantastically good Boba Fett fan fiction about the pregnant wife who gives birth in the Slave I to a boy. Regards, Brent
At 1:02 PM CDT I got posting privileges on The Boba Fett Fan Club! Praise God! Now I need to set a timer for one hour and interact with the website for at least that amount of time. I already did a survey on their site, before I got posting privileges.
Part of what I posted in Introduce Yourself on the Boba Fett Fan Club Boards:
My name is Brent. On tf.n I'm known as study3600.
I have been a Star Wars fan since 1997. I think Blue Milk Special is downright hilarious!
I like riding my bike around town, attending a good church (I'm RLDS and have a good Pastor friend who helps me, and an Elder friend who also helps me) and I like to read, write stories and Screenplays, draw, animate, and stream, play MMORPG videogames, and am the Admin of several Groups on social media and a website, and future director of movies, philanthropist, Missionary, husband and father and future founder of Computer Aided Visual Effects-Innovations (CAVE-I), who will cooperate with Lucasfilm and disney execs to get all my movies and network TV shows made.
I was a rapscallion in school and when I lived in Michigan had some trouble with the law, but in Missouri where I live in my own apartment, I cooperate with the police and am a law abiding crewperson at McDonald's.
I wish you all well and May The Force Be with you.
-Brent, Apprentice, Shadow Academy, Dark Jedi Brotherhood as Grik Spiceminer my Avatar, light side path, Jedi Knight and Force realist for real, having actually faced my trials and my mirror.
I never studied rhetoric but I'm good at it it because of all my excessive reasoning, justification of everything, knowledge of law and primae facea arguments, and because there's so much rhetoric in the Book of Mormon
Continuing conversation between myself and Reps of the Galactic Federation of Light:
I would figure alot of worlds from this AND other galaxies in this universe, and i dare say, beings representing other universes will be involved now in dealings with earth. I presume that because of the many high born/ranking beings that have incarnated/bestowed on earth. . out of the, no, WAY out the normal for like say the universal government mostly knows what its experianced/gruop think whatnot. . .it is currently reconfiguring. And i expect the ones hailing under the title, galactic federation to be involved here as well as the potentialy new universes, that are ready for population. Thus new universes will also need government, but it will begin as linked directly to the Father of All, or Great Spirit.. .the spawning point and source of all the existing universes we know, as they are. Talkin Big numbers there bro, and all eyes are on us. Do good, be good. Happy journey
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 13, 2021 9:17:03 GMT -6
12/13- MONDAY
Junk_bow tried seducing me again last night, and it was worse than ever, but I did not wholly give in.
But not before I made a stream that explained to Maggie, Pastor Pete, the Truthers in the Down the Rabbit Hole Think Tank and to Shane what I'm sure Maggie already knows about the evidence and proof and beyond proof I have about the things that are true about the past of Brently and Maggie May.
12:55 PM
As I was sleeping, I was listening to Holy Spirit music from my laptop in my sleep on my bed, and I dreampt that I was sitting in a backer row in a church and I heard Maggie singing, as the Music played, "He works out all things in his timing. Let the Glory fall upon you. Let the Glory fall." And as I woke up, I sang that as I raised my arms, and faintly, even now I can hear the angels sing, as the Holy Spirit Music continues to play, "Let the Glory fall upon you. Let the Glory fall."
Dark Jedi Brotherhood Member Aurora "Aura" Ta'var on email:
"For example as a society, we generally gave up communicating over email for instant communication long ago and gave it another role, that of official business and spam collecting."
And I say, why not do it all, use Telegram (TG), email, instant messaging AND snail mail for sending messages and communication, instead of disgarding all others in favor of one. I for one would LOVE to get a personal letter through snail mail from someone. It would make my day.
Now all I get is postcards and greeting cards for various occasions and business mail. Gone are the old days where the warmth of the format of a personal letter has not been replaced by the coldness of an email, which was replaced by the terseness of a convenient instant message. It lost its heart. It’s soul.
My introduction to the Dark Jedi Brotherhood forums:
My name’s Brent. I’m a website administrator and avid reader and prolific writer and Diarykeeper who lives in Missouri, and used to live in Michigan. I have been a huge Star Wars fan since my father took me to see the Special Editions in 1997. My character’s name is Grik because that’s the RPG character I created for my Star Wars website’s RPG boards. Have a good day all and may the Force be with you!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 14, 2021 1:48:28 GMT -6
12/14- TUESDAY
I think that the only Maggie May Savoie is the one that married Ben Kirkman, and she moved out here briefly to Bates City in response to my journals, where I saw her, then she wrote "I can't do this anymore" on the McDonald's picnic table, then "Back to the farm" then she moved back to Colorado and went back to her husband Ben and had my number restricted because it was in my journal. O forgive me Father for pursuing a married.
Junk_bow and the deads are trying to seduce me, making me think the actual Maggie Savoie is available.
I wrote this to Shelly Savoie, Maggie's half sister, minus the second paragraph, then wrote the following to her:
Confirm this.
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 2:24 AM 0therwise confirm that she is still single and living in Bates City [2:24 AM] And confirm whether or not she is @ I LOVE BRENT [2:25 AM] Please. I need to determine whether I should be overjoyed or heartbroken but willing to move on. If she is married and I continue to obsess over her it could destroy me [2:26 AM] This is important, Shelly
Yesterday evening, I think before 9 PM I subscribed to my Uncle Mark's YouTube Channel, Mark Sohlden.
At 3:14 AM, after a near winning and winning once streak, I re-achieved Knight's League on UNO Card Party. I am still in the process of installing Fortnite on my laptop computer for my Windows 10 64-bit PC. Later, after playing it, I wish to play RAID: Shadow Legends, which should be a much faster install. At 3:20 AM, after losing my first game back in the Knight's League, I went a league down, back to the Rollin' League.
At 3:43 AM I achieved Player Level 27 in UNO Card Party.
At 3:47 AM CDT I won another hand in Rollin' League. I had achieved Level 27 after a streak of major losses where all I gained was a lot of experience. It's like the Stock Market, which I was in briefly from 2007-2009 with Merryl-Lynch when I had my 401(k) investiture as an employee or Associate of Walmart, Inc., the Fortune goes up and down, especially in a completely random game like Uno. In regular gambling, if you don't walk away when you win, but keep on playing, the House always wins. But this is all pretend money, so.....yeah.
To prepare to play Blackout Bingo when the debitcard arrives, and earn money and prizes to achieve my goal of financial independence, the other day I set up a PayPal Account and today I applied to get a free PayPal DebitCard in the mail. When it arrives, I pray Father, that you will help me to only use what I gain from this method for my good, my just enjoyment and lawful entertainment, my needs, and the good and needs and just enjoyment and lawful entertainment of others. Amen.
At 4:23 AM I Subbed to Mark Sohlden's other YouTube Channel, MARK SOHLDEN.
5:03 AM
As I review the stream I finished a couple few hours ago and prepare to grab some more of "DIARY "6"(7 or "6-") off of a video screen recording made a month or two ago, I am in crunch time with finishing the Novel of Return Of The Jedi before December 18 at 12AM when I must begin The Force Awakens Novel. I was given ample time to read Jedi. I have no excuse not to finish it. (Facing East, on knees, silently, typing) Father, help me to be a more productive person. Amen.
When I begin The Force Awakens, I can also start Star Wars Dark Apprentice. On December 18, my Dark Jedi Brotherhood Clan of fellow mercenaries and smugglers, Odan-Urr, is having a Cards against Humanity event. I'll show up for it to see what it's about. I saw some Cards Against Humanity in the McDonald's or Walmart parkinglot (not sure which, it was a long time ago I saw them). They are interesting and a little funny.
Should I ever doubt that I have a chance with Maggie Savoie, I should reflect on yesterday morning's dream when the Holy Spirit Music played, Maggie sang to me, what she said and the angels singing 'Let the Glory Fall'.
She is not Kirkman. She is Savoie and there is another Shelly Savoie too, also from Michigan, sister of Maggie Kirkman.
"It's so hard, it's so hard because like anything that I'll ever read or see on the internet, I just want to just be like, 'You don't even know, you don't even know what's gonna go down!' All these guesses and people going down the wrong rabbit hole, it's funny to watch. But as soon as I get the green light, I might do a two-hour special talking about everything."- Ewan MacGregor, about rumors about the upcoming Obi-Wan Television series.
6:17 AM
Last night, just an hour or two it seems, or less, I FINALLY brushed and flossed my teeth again for the first time in, like, forever. The other day I charged my two electric shavers, the one for my beard, and the one to trim my moustache. I also have razors for really close shaves.
It has been a very, very long time since I have used any deodorant, hand lotion or hand sanitizer, but I just clipped my fingernails and toenails the other day and I took out my trash last night. Father, please give me big plastic lawn and leaf bags, enough to rake and bag all those leaves out front before cometh the schnee and eis, and a laptop charger for when the sun surge or EMP putteth all the land off the Grid. Amen. And a Faraday Cage. Amen.
I haven't been practicing my piano at all for a while now, nor doing ham radio because I made the mistake of thinking rough places on my Coaxial Cables were frays and I disconnected them and thought I had to buy replacements and I plum lost the small one that adapts my large one to my HT, so it's my fault. I lost it for pretending to send it through the vortex I went through on my bed, as discussed earlier. The book 'The Truth about Marijuana' is missing from my house, and I never took it out of here, not this copy. However, I pretended to send it
through a portal I imagined was open beneath my bed, and anything I was putting on my bed I was sending to some woman named Maggie, whether Junk_bow, Maggie Savoie or Maggie Kirkman (At times I believed it was one or the other or the other, never two or three at the same time in my beliefs), supplying her in my apartment's Twinner in the Realm of the Dead and Monkey Mountain's Twinner one or two or more Levels or Dimensions above the Realm of the Dead where I imagined I had been once (running to McDonald's, avoiding every shadow or dark space which all looked like Dead Maggies, staying off the grass which was hot and burned, not taking a donut hole from a man who offered it, lying to a woman I thought to be the lower dimension Twinner of my GM at McD's to avoid going to the Mental Hospital down there, having to take off my shoes and socks because they were turning to the stuff of that dimension, as my clothes, legs and body and my face had started to turn in the Realm of the Dead, etc, telling and proclaiming all praying people down there to put it all over social media that they all needed to pray that Maggie got to her Brent as I ran to McDonald's, feeling like time was getting very short, and having come from the local library "down there" which I felt strongly was quickly turning into a "hot zone", etc. And I felt that everything I put upon my bed was being sent through the vortex or portal beneath my bed (a'la "Little Monsters") to whichever Maggie I believed it was that hour, and imagined that at Monkey Mountain (once she was on a level where the water became safe and not consuming of its consumer, as all eatables are on lower levels) Maggie was Baptized by Angels in a river in Monkey mountain and confirmed by them. I sent her everything from the Scriptures to a chamber pot for when she had to, for lack of a better term, poop, and newspapers and other papers to line beneath the crate, and blankets to cover the "hot floor", lots and lots and lots of water, a canopener, canned goods up the yin yang, part of a sandwich, books to read, paper, pens, laptops, walking sticks, my laptop cord, and my entire bugout bag FULL of camping gear and even a tablet charger, batteries (I notice whereas I sent her a full package of AA batteries, most of that package, in fact all of it is now EMPTY!) and a TUB of water for sponge baths and washing clothes, soap and clothes (pants, socks, constant shoe drops periodically for when her shoes started "turning") toiletries including underarm and tooth care, and much more. If she did receive any of this, and she used it for their intended purpose (I also gave her lots of instruction for I believed and still do to a degree that she could hear my thoughts and words, and I hers) then she had it made down there, for I had to survive by my wits alone when I was down there with not a single luxury, and it was downright frightening. If she was down there, I'm glad that I made it reasonably comfortable for the girl. After all, some things I do remember putting on that bed are now nowhere to be found anywhere in my apartment, and I did not take them beyond the walls of this house.
I went down to the front porch mother naked when I was there and hid behind the trash barrel. The blue ghost of Matthew Shaver, the Twinner of my neighbor to my Left, took a picture of me crouching down hiding behind that barrel like that, a flesh and bone living person in the Realm of the Dead. When a Ghost Cop discovered me shining a light on me, I fled upstairs, remembering the Universal Principle, As Above, So Below, and remembering what the Joy Soper up here had told me, that Myyyyyyyy God had told heeeeeeer that no one gets through that door. Oh, the Ghost cop tried. I could lock it and throw the deadbolt easy enough, but I couldn't chain the door as an added measure of security because the chain was hot and zapped my hand with demonic ki. But I slept on that bed, that lower bed, and made it through the night and woke up in a slightly better place. I remember in the dimension just above that, or one higher, or one higher or more, eating that lower potato hash at that lower Waffle House and them looking like Dead Maggie Surprise and as I felt it eating my insides from the inside, I prayed to myyyyyyyyyyyy God and I was saved from certain death. Beware of free food sometimes, I swear. And when the Realm of the Dead is aware of thy presence, of a flesh and blood Human Being, sendeth guillotines. They're spiritual, but if you don't dodge them, you're dead, and you join them, I presume. I actually don't know, because I dodged every one they sent. Had I not, then I could not report this to you, I don't believe. Did I die there? Did they move upon me and "kill me" as I slept down there thinking I was relatively safe? After all, isn't dead to the dead alive to the living? Unless I find the answer to those questions, or God or one of His Holy Angels, Scriptures or a holy Man or good book or Christian TV show, movie or Documentary or some other reliable source tells me those answers, I'm not going to know. When I find out without dying to find out, and I am allowed to tell you those answers, I will, or I'm sure Maggie will if she knows, if she is allowed to tell it.
What I wrote to Sister Paula:
Randy Vick and the other Apostles prayed and fasted for two days thought woop we got our answer then told everyone else not to believe it either in 40 pages of rumormongering blather it was painful to wade through concluding with its your choice what to believe but listen to us we're right. And Bob Moore who verified the sword and had all his hopes and wishes verified by the image of the kingdom coming down from heaven on the plates and Joseph Smith Smith who felt the holy spirit so strong he couldn't get out of his seat hardly when he saw the plates have rejected the work and most if not all the Second Invitation Apostles have fallen away. Maybe Jesus knew what he was talking about Paula when he said when I return shall I find faith on the earth? You've read it twice. You saw the final verses if the last chapter and the dire warnings proscribed for those who reject it. Order another copy. There is no witness until after the trial of your faith it says in Ether which I have experienced time and time again with so many things. Do not skim or skip any of what I just said. Read what I said very carefully.
Then I heard the most wonderful news I've heard in a long time coupled with news that on the primary facea seems disheartening:
Bob Moore has repented so I talk to him quite a bit and do not hold anything against him. We all make mistakes. But Fred Greene who is a Patriarch here at the only Restoration branch in Dallas came up with this document that was almost word for word what someone else thought God revealed to them about ordaining Apostles. As soon as the JCRB whoever voted for it the conference fell apart. Not so much Randy Vick but Patrick McKay
The important thing is to still love these imperfect people
I said in response to this rather than a knee-jerk reaction:
I wouldnt just take that rumor at face value Paula. Question everything that appears calculated to bring even more division to an already fractured. Church. A Revelation was given in the 1830s that made the church split even in Smith II's day. Also a revelation pre 144 did that in the RLDS DC. But this document sounds fishy to me, I mean it is after the fact and I don't trust this
Shane Jones is going through a very tough time, and I am sympatetic, but I tried encouraging him:
I cannot write or copypasta his part of the conversation, for it is forbidden here on these boards, but here is what I typed to him in response:
I made a bold move. Do as I have done. We need to be pressed and shaken to make sweet juice for Jesus. The shaking happens to all believers. You have to put your trust and faith in the Lord, not in money and job security. Jesus showed your future to you. You cannot fail in your mission. Be bold like me and pray to the Father that everything in your life will be shaken except that which cannot be shaken. You think your life's been crazy. If you had to live the life I was living the last three or four month you'd think what you're going through is a cake walk. It's not going to get any easier and the persecution will get worse before things get better. There were times when I had nothing, zilch, and everyone was against me, and everyone had cut off all support, and my health was just awful and the police were harrassing me constantly, I hung onto my job by a thread, and I came a hair's breadth from going to a mental hospital, was poisoned and haunted by millions of ghosts on top f constant seduction attempts by a demonflesh Nephilim named Luscurrnuvus. Now I am not unsympathetic. I know what you're going through is tough, but Hang In There. There be many more with us than be with them (the world, your enemies and persecutors)
Shane: I figured out my purpose, it was revealed to me, but now Satan throw the whole tool box into my plans.
I got to January 2, 2022 to change course on my path or else it will get way worse for me.
A friend told me this.
He is a native American
Brent: Seek, really seek the Lord. Go to your secret place. Fast. Seek him early. Pour your heart out to him. Really *listen* .
Brent: He told me right now at at a crossroad in my life and that I need to figure it out which is the right path.
My guardian Angel did tell me though she is with me and that as long as I listion to her messages from God I'll be okay for she protects me that is why God gave me an Archangel to protect me for my mission is that important
Still though I don't want to fight my own loved one's
Brent: My faith, of course. You remember seventy Ron's lessons, your confiming witnesses of the BOM, the Holy Spirit shooting through you at the RLDS Church, what Seventy taught you about the Holy Spirit and the true Ordinances and sacraments, you witnessed us taking communion, heard our sacred hymns, the RLDS group i started on MeWe made you hunger, put that all together, not to mention what Pastor Bob said almost jokingly about Mormonism must be true and Shane, Shane Vick's not ready and the legend you heard or read about a city going to heaven and all the times you told me I've done research and i hate to say iot but your right and your dream about your church being dark, put all that together and you tell me, Shane, what do you got?
Shane: Yeah
Maybe your right, that's why I'm on guard constantly now
God told me last night that the time for me to leave is not nigh yet, but I will have to soon when things happen it will be when they come to take me out, I must fight the enemy
That's why I had those dreams, he was showing me what will happen so I will be ready to fight when it comes.
I've been to timid for to long.
I was sent into this world to protect her, to fight for the people that are left. To protect the rest that are up here to Escort them to Zion.
I'm gonna be a leader and my flag is not a country it is a legion to fight against the antichrist to get people safely to Zion.
Everything was not on accident
All my dreams were not accidental
It was prapering me for this.
Trump in my dream was my ally to help my legion of warriors against the antichrist.
I will be one of his enemies
When Jesus returns that's when my mission will be fulfilled
Satan has from day one tried to take me down.
The day I was born is when he tried to kill me.
but now I know.
I gotta make a stand.
Ty Brent God just typed these thoughts through me.
I had a dream last night I was deployed in the US Army I will be in the Military of all Allies Japan Israel. And my Lunarian Union will be the the great friend of these nations.
Yes there are other dimensions too but its no coincidence why Ived done what Ived done it all makes sinve now.
Ra devour of emperors was a warning to show me that if I lose my way God will not hasitate to take me out.
Lunaria is a country of God.
Remember that Flag God wanted me to make well its made its my flag.
My Guardian Angel was guiding me to do all this.
Without me realizing it.
Okay I'm dond now.
I said a country
The USA will still be here.
Mine will be like a what's the word a movement
a secret country for God against the antichrist.
okay now Im done 😅😇
Brent: That's awesome Shane! God is so awesome! I'm so proud of you!
42.72 GB of storage is needed for the Epic Games PC Game 'Fortnite'. On my C:/ Drive, 13.70 GB is available. I NEED to uninstall it. Oh, well.
Time for 'RAID: Shadow Legends'....
IG 4:05 PM RAID: Shadow Legends BrentKV888: My first six kills:
A big Dragon. 4 Castle Guards. After the Tutorial, I chose my first Champion, Galek, and The Arbiter said, So Be It. I liked Galek from the moment I saw him. He has character, presence, experience; he was bold; fearless! He was a good-natured green orc with heart and a lot of spirit and spunk. He was an easy choice. After all, who says all orcs have to be bad?
After choosing my first Champion, I learned that we are bound to fight a Being called the Dark one and his Shadow! And we swear by the Light! Awesome! I started out with 5/10 credits of gp. My cousins Moroni838 and his brother BrentMoroni both sent me a telegram this morning. Good news from across the Ocean: People are starting to distrust both the gods Saradomin and Zamorack. How cool is that! I have 10 red pens. I am designated as Player 1021***22 in this world. My Power is 1,045. ATK means Attack Type Champion, which is the next kind of Champion I (earned?) with my first Mystery sword. She is a Dark Elf and an archer. But she needs training.
I stormed a castle, taking out4 guards with my two champions in a once good, now corrupt Kingdom. For my victory I claimed XP, a artifact weapon, and 710 sp.
Galek and Sniper, my Archer have 320 XP each.
At 5:06 PM I reached Player Level 2 and logged out. I got 5 red gems.
Hooray! Galek has a helmet now!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Dec 16, 2021 4:07:09 GMT -6
12/16- THURSDAY
Dear Maggie,
Forgive me for all the evil thoughts I have had about you....and about other women and about aliens and alien women and all my evil and dark thoughts. I have had some pretty dark thoughts and demonic ones but I cannot unthink them now. They're already thought. Now all I can do is think better thoughts from now on. If you can ever love a guy like me maybe we can get to know one another. I'm pretty sure we're not married but after several months of us getting to know one another I may pop the question. Love, Brent.
My laptop's internet is out. According to Windows Diagnostics The Realtek RTL8822CE 802.11ac PCle Adapter adapter is experiencing driver- or hardware related problems and the SecureLine adapter is disabled.
12:25 PM CDT
My internet works now after I updated my computer, it restarted, updated and shut down, and I turned it back on. It probably stopped working because I left the machine on with the net running for too long, which is usually the case. It can also happen when I put my laptop on my writing desk, unless I left it on too long while it was on that desk and that's why it stopped working while it was on it. I will have to test that theory later.
THE STORY OF MY LIFE:
CONT'D FROM 12/04/2021 AD
Age 10- 11: I think ten was the year I entered 5th Grade at Carman Ainsworth School System. My teacher would have us do Current Events. I remember two articles I brought in. One my teacher censured me for because of it's topic : homo s e x ua ls. The other said: Galaxies meet HUBBLE eye. We did Where's Waldo as a class together. I had a schoolmate named Nathan whom I later reconnected with as an adult after he became a Believer. (As I type this, I am listening to Dark Tower Book Seven: The Dark Tower, and I am about 10 hours into it. 10 Hours and Thirty-Six Minutes to be exact.) I would go crazy shouting profanities and obscenities at the top of my lungs in the Time Out Room. My teacher had to restrain me physically. I would bang on the time out room walls and try to climb on them. Before then, when I was in Homedale Elementary, I would also go crazy in their Time Out room. I would also pretend that Barmeow had taken over my body. At Age 11 I got a permanent scar on my right elbow when I was riding my bike down a dirt road, or a road with a lot of gravel on it, and I wiped out, falling off my bike. Age 12: I got my glasses. This is the year I entered Carman Ainsworth Junior High School.
Age 13: I entered eighth grade and re-met Maggie Savoie, only I did not remember who she was, but knew that I loved her.
Age 14: I started stalking Maggie because I didn't know how to communicate with her properly. I was very immature. I entered Ninth Grade, became a Freshman in High School. I ran Cross Country and Track. I never won a race but I finished all but one, I think, but although I never won any of those three mile races over uneven terrain, I beat my father once in a four mile footrace over the roads during that time, encouraged by my Cross Country Coach at the last moments of the race. Age 15: I was in 9'th and 10'th Grades this year. Age 16: The year I started going to Pure Fire Bible Study and was taught by Mike Thomas the lawyer whom Maggie was kind enough to inform me leaned liberal in his Theology, and started to mentally assent to easy-Believism, thinking myself to be "saved" and finding justification for believing my soul was eternally secure when I lacked true conviction or salvation.
I thought Poor Shimi had died at about 11 Hours and 6 minutes into The Dark Tower 7: The Dark Tower, but he was really having a seizure. Three Gunslingers have Died so far of the Ka-tet after the Order of Arthur Eld: Alain, Cort, and Father Callahan. Jake Chambers had died once, but had come back as himself, and Cuthbert had also died, but had come back as Eddie Dean.
1:42 PM
I just found out that King James, commissioner of the 1611 KJ Bible, was the son of Mary, Queen of Scots: Bloody Mary!
3:42 PM
At Thirteen Hours and twenty-five Minutes into The Dark Tower, Book Seven: The Dark Tower the Fourth Gunslinger of the Ka-tet, after the Order of Arthur Eld, died: Eddie Dean, also known as Cuthbert.
I still have not eaten. I will eat now.
Some Hindu people speak in a dialect of Hindi with a bunch of English words mixed in here and there so that you can halfway understand what they are saying. I did not find this to be the case when I watched the Hindi-dubbed Episode of Marvel's DareDevil or other Hindi Bollywood Programs, so I know that this type of dialect is not always used. Once I wanted to learn Hindi but I gave up on that very fast. Now I'm trying to learn Russian and Spanish. I am taking a large break currently at this present time from listening to the audiobook of The Dark Tower 7. The Death of Eddie Dean was so sudden and unforseen! Now Susannah is half a person! It's so, so sad! I bought a box of noodles.
I feel to Praise the Everlasting God from the very depths of my soul! Praise Him! Praise Him! I love God and Jesus is my friend. He has been with me through all of my varied life's circumstances.
THE STORY OF MY LIFE:
CONT'D FROM THIS ENTRY, ABOVE:
And now I pass to the Seventeenth Year of my Age: 17. What significant happened to me then? I remember at some point trading Diaries with an atheist, possibly during my 16'th year, but mayhap it was my 17'th. I was trapped in an innocuous-seeming G-6 Facility. I remember the Med Passes. They got to the point of unbearability. But somehow I got out. I worked at Mike Mondelli's Ruggero's Restaurant and Bar as a Summer job. It was the first time I remember regularly wearing a baseball cap. The timeline would seem to fit. With my paycheck pay, I bought a $400.00 camcorder, which I took everywhere, making many home movies, and had it for a very long time.
Age 18: The year I graduated. Maggie was kind enough to let me graduate in the same place as her, which was her sovereign decision Officer Rye let her make. During the ceremony, Dad mysteriously kept my $400 camcorder trained upon Maggie Savoie the whole time, taking EVERY OPPORTUNITY to capture more footage of her, but, supposedly, he didn't even know who in the world she was. Before that, during that year of my life, 9-11 happened, in 2001 AD.
Age 19: I went to the Hurley Psych Ward. I was kicked out of Dad and Mom's house.
Age 20: Gulf War II started. I lived at an Adult Foster Care Home. I started believing in the Fullness of the Gospel again.
Age 21: I voted, wrongly, for George W. Bush. He won. I thought that God told me he would win. (Or was that in 2000?)
Age 22-25: I lived at Grandma Sohlden's house, then in Missouri. I worked at Walmart. I dated Johanna briefly.
Age 26-30: I moved back to Michigan. I worked at FWOGC, Inc. from 2010-2015 AD.
Age 30-Present
I moved back to Missouri because God called me there. I got an apartment and a job at McDonald's. I bought a keyboard. I created a Star Wars website. I now hope to rejoin the ranks of the Latter Day Saints, and soon, for I was first Baptized into the RLDS Church in 2005 AD.
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