XI CHRONICLES OF BRENT LEE SOHLDEN KOIVOPOLO JONES V

Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 23, 2021 10:35:39 GMT -6

11/23-
TUESDAY
                            Psalms 28:1-2
                            1 Unto thee will I cry, O Lord, my rock; be not silent to me; lest, if thou be silent to me, I become like them that go down into the pit.



2 Hear the voice of my supplications, when I cry unto thee, when I lift up my hands towards thy holy oracle.

                  10:37 PM CDT

I got up from my loveseat several minutes ago and immediately started my day with God, listening to an LDS General conference speech, sharing it on Twitter, and reading the Bible, and sharing it in my Diary and on Twitter, and now I will put my blanket and MyPillow away on my bed in my bedroom at 10:42 AM.

  Taking heed to the pure doctrine will lead you to True North, undeterred by the magnetic poles of the world.-LDS Conference speech.

 Take heed to thyself and the doctrine. Continue in them, for in doing so thou shalt save thyself and those who hear thee.-Scriptures.

       I also prayed for Joy, Seventy Ron, Shane, Maggie, and many who have fallen away from the Brazil work, that they would come back, including Brother Bob Moore, and that the Remnant, Jubyites, and as many of the Church of Christ (Temple Lot) and Church with the Elijah Message as would would unite with the Restructured Church, and that Mauricio Berger and Joseph F. Smith would not be deceived and that they would come back to the work. Amen!

 I am about to work on Diary 1, then read Black House, Billy Summers, Parson's Textbook (which, Parson's Textbook, not the Stephen King books, I will start typing), and The Wind Through The Keyhole,  then get started on those dishes. After all, they need to be done by Wednesday, not on Wednesday!

                   11:36 AM 
Today on the Tweeter, I retweeted Joni Lamb (RIP Marcus-BLSK 12/13/2021 AD) who asked, 'What are you thankful for today' and I replied 'Restored memories!!!!!!!'
Then I hearted Mike McClure, Jr's post, who said, Something magnificent is coming to you today!
Then I Followed the Star Wars The Old Republic Tweet feed.
Then I hearted and retweeted Rep. Jim Jordan who said 'Don't listen to (that guy). Enjoy your thanksgiving.'

I am going to really enjoy my Thanksgiving this year! I have the whole week off! I'm going to try to get a whole lot of reading and typing and website building done by typing and copypastaing and creativity, and being inspired by movies and writing parody scripts which I will make into satirical films--spoofs--later in life--this week. The week's still young, and NOW to hit the books. My adventure with Diary 1 (100% literally true, nonfiction) went fairly well! It is what I referred to when I said I was thankful to God for restored memories. My last two entries of this Diary I am writing as we speak, the one you are reading right now, established beyond a shadow of a reasonable doubt that it is possible to go back in time, and Einstein already proved that we are constantly moving forwards in it. Ciou!

             "40 days before conception (or when the soul enters the body, whether at conception or sometime after, but sometimes, yes, at conception -Embraced By The Light, Betty Jean Eadie) (But abortion is ALWAYS unnatural-Ibid), the soul is told he is going to be born."-Rabbi Manis Friedman

      Life is the only Energy that does not and indeed can not become Mass or Matter, though mass or matter often joins it to make a Soul.-Brent, enlightened by God through Friedman.

   Yesterday, I got a new YouTube Account, Brent Koivopolo, and indeed a new Google account, but my old Google Account is still active for things I use my old gmail account to access, such as TikTok.


On TikTok, I responded to a Muslim man who made a video called 'Why I could never be a Christian' thus, and these are backwards to the first comment starting at the last because this is the way the man will read them.





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Jesus was worshiped as a child in Egypt as a God as the traditions of the Koptic Christians will show if you study it

                 



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The Trinity is one God in many, one and three parts, which is the nature of all people and objects, as it says in Plato's Philebus



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You will see through your research if you ask for Christ in your heart and pray to Him and His Father that Christianity's foundatons are Firm.



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Actually, I would challenge you Sir to do more deep research as Lee Stroebel did (read his book The Case For Christ for Starters, then The Bk ofMormon

           12:51 PM CDT


    I tried calling my friend Colt and left a message, then prayed for a man at the gym I gave the Book of Mormon then later, the Sealed Book of Mormon to.





  Now, I will eat lunch (noodles and sauce) then hit those books! With ZERO distractions this time!




               1:04 PM
At 1:03 PM I Followed patriciaqueen_ on TikTok, the Third of the black haired dark skinned prophetesses of God, not satan, I hearkened to. The first one told me Jo was in heaven and one with her sister, the second one delivered me from the bondage of witchcraft. This one told me I needed to focus on God, stay in the Scriptures and fast more, and that there would be persecution for those pushing back against satan's plangenda. Let the reader understand.

We need to let the Scriptures be our social media, and get out of worldly relationships we should have never gotten into.

        1:15 PM CDT

Colt called. I told him that there is a scar on my right elbow so that he can always recognize me from Junk_bow (when I thought Junk_bow was my, not Maggie's Double. (and so can you, Mags (from my Double, who would later rip Steve's doorbell off once at least)) and about Maggie Kirkman in Colorado (her late grandparents were Victor and Pandora, and Maggie Kirkman has a sister named Shelly like my Mags and has children with her husband Ben), and about the Maggie Savoie in New Brunswick, and the Maggie Savoie in New York City, and about my Maggie in Bates City. I told him some of the stuff in my first journal, and he told me he's been studying the Bible about references to rocks, and he mentioned how they have souls according to the verse 'Even the rocks shall cry out', and we discussed Giants, Nephilim and the rainbow spectrum, how life is not black and white; how to get to black or white, he had the insight that you need to go through every color of the rainbow. I told him that Maggie is the Rainbow.

He is watching wrestling right now, the 'Survivor' series, is studying Masonry (how thought affects all life) on Facebook, declined a request to join Messenger so I could add him to the Down The Rabbit Hole Think Tank Messenger group, and is not entirely unchurched. I told him about my one week vacation, that I want to get a second job working at privates-Vees, my new glasses, and he got a job at a retirement home, and I may need to go back on Facebook to possibly accept his friend request so he can read my stuff, and we exchanged email addresses.

Now I'll send him an email, eat lunch finally and finally hit those books!

            
When I get money, I need to buy printer ink, laundry soap, and fabric softener sheets, get ten dollars' worth of quarters at WalGreens, and always do laundry on Tuesdays.

                      1:58 PM 

I'm eating dried fig pieces while I'm waiting for my elbow macaroni to cook for 6 minutes in the microwave.

                      2:44 PM 

During lunch I read from The Black House, then after I ate the noodles and sauce, I cleaned spaghetti sauce off of my loveseat cushions I had spilled, then made a big heaping bowl of instant mashed potatoes, which I am enjoying now. After I put the potatoes in the microwave to nuke, I began washing my dishes. Now I will read more Black House.


                          3:03 PM

  At 3:02 PM, Brent put his mashed potato bowl in the sink, and ran water into it, and wrote in his Diary and prepared to read Billy Summers while streaming RuneScape, then Albion  and transferring words he had written to his clone Brent 2, to his Diary 11, where the actual Maggie Marie May Savoie Sohlden Koivopolo VI & V could read them, who had become engaged to him in France and had hypothetically married him in 2002, making him the luckiest and happiest man on earth.

Discord: 9/10/2021 AD
Junk_bow or Maggie 2 had sent me a friend request in the name of my Maggie, calling herself Junk_bow, later pretending to be Maggie,using some of her phrases, but the real Maggie, I LOVE BRENT has a pic of me as her Avatar screenshotted off of one of  my YouTube videos, which Junk_bow later imitated.
I wrote to I LOVE BRENT, which you read, Mags,

Hello, is this Maggie?
[9:01 AM]
O please o please o please
[9:02 AM]
Unless its Mark
[9:02 AM]
He talked about wanting to connect with me on Paltalk
[9:02 AM]
But I'm betting its you Mags
[9:03 AM]
Anyway, its been 23 years, hasn't it
[9:03 AM]
I'm sure you still look beautiful as ever
[9:04 AM]
I take it you saw my YouTube video
[9:05 AM]
Oh, this is discord
[9:05 AM]
Cool, glad you do discord now
[9:05 AM]
Discord's a fun way to connect share and chat
[9:06 AM]
Mark don't even know about discord
[9:06 AM]
I talk too much, your turn.....
[9:07 AM]
Btw love your sceenname!
[9:08 AM]
I love you too
[9:09 AM]
<3 <3 <3
[9:09 AM]
I made those with < and 3
[9:10 AM]
N-E-Ways, I am currently waiting to clock in for work. I had a good breakfast
[9:11 AM]
I clock in at 10 AM. by the time you see this I'll probably be working. I usually break around 11 AM or so on a day with these hours. Hope to tty then Ciou! (edited)


On break that day, I wrote:
I'll be on break until 11:52 AM CDT.
[11:32 AM]
I get off work 'round 2 PM today. (edited)
[11:34 AM]
my email address is blsohlden@mail.com
[11:34 AM]
I am on Skype
[11:35 AM]
ttyl
[11:35 AM]
when you get back online, hopefully
[11:36 AM]
There are a few things I'd like to ask you, things only you'd know...

I tend to send very long multi-part messages to everyone on discord. It's not just you
[11:49 AM]
I just always seem to have more to say
[11:50 AM]
You remember all those long and rambling letters I gave you in school?
[11:51 AM]
And you would reply in short letters. Well, that one that ended with Ciou was probably your longest but its the one I remember the least
[11:52 AM]
Were to God I had kept all your letters.
[11:52 AM]
Now I have is the memory of them
[11:53 AM]
Well, I gotta go back to work now. ttyl

Then later that day I wrote:
I hope you can forgive me for being such a lousy communicator (edited)
[1:19 PM]
I must come across as a rude loudmouth to you
[1:19 PM]
I'll just shut up and let you talk
[1:21 PM]
I don't pick up on social cues well and I'm terrible at reading body language
[1:23 PM]
I'm willing to accept the real you for who you are, not the fantasy image I imagined you to be
[1:23 PM]
Please do the same for me. I'm not perfect; I don't pretend to be. I talk too much. I don't even mean to
[1:24 PM]
I'm willing to admit when I'm wrong and I own my mistakes (edited)

Please tell me your name.
[1:57 PM]
If you are not Maggie, then who??
[1:58 PM]
Maybe Maggie is married.
If you are Ashly, or Jenna or Naomi or Kaitlyn or Amanda or Priscilla or McKayla, or Jolissa, or someone I have not met that fell in love with me because she read my diaries, I will accept whatever God has for me; his best. That was NOT my attitude several minutes ago. It was Maggie or nothing and if itwasn't Maggie I threatened to leave God. Then I submitted and decided to accept God's best, listening to the prophetess rather than rejecting God's word (edited)
[2:07 PM]
Go(d) has not been cruel. He has been allowing me all my life to be in love with Maggie, when he always had someone better in mind (but if it IS you Maggie, which I still hope it is, then I am very glad of it) but if you truly love someone you should be able to let her go. So if you are not Maggie, then I will let Maggie go and accept your love. (edited)
[2:12 PM]
However, in all honesty, if Maggie is single, I would just say forget it, I'll just keep waiting for her
[2:12 PM]
But after all these years it seems very doubtful that she has not married and moved on already
[2:13 PM]
Who would create a discord called I LOVE BRENT and use a picture of me as an Avatar?
[2:14 PM]
It seems only Maggie would because she was the one yesternights YouTube stream was directed at
[2:15 PM]
But the Gopherwood Prophetess gave a message saying the "One" would be the one I( l)east expect.
[2:15 PM]
O PLEASE GOD LET IT BE MAGGIE
[2:16 PM]
Maybe Maggie IS who I'd least expect because of how ever(y)one but everyone has constantly tried(d)s discouraging me from pursuing her
[2:17 PM]
My Uncle Ken told me I'd never see her again in 2009
[2:17 PM]
But then in 2014, there she was at Meijer.
[2:17 PM]
But I turned away and ignored her
[2:18 PM]
Maybe by then she was already married
[2:18 PM]
Or maybe she wasn't
[2:19 PM]
Maybe she wanted to start a relationship with me
[2:19 PM]
Maybe since I turned away from her in 2014 she moved on and got married
[2:19 PM]
Or not.
[2:20 PM]
Maybe she kept waiting for me
[2:20 PM]
Wanting me to move back to michigan again from wherever I had gone
[2:20 PM]
But I am here in Mid=ssouri (Missouri) to stay.
[2:21 PM]
If you are seeking my love, you will have to come here, no matter who you are
[2:21 PM]
This is where God wants me
[2:24 PM]
I think it's best for me to stop talking now and let you tell me who you are, where you are and share your thoughts with me
[2:24 PM]
Please read all I have written, without skipping oer (or) skimming. I promise to treat all your words the samew(same)way.

 Later that day, after thinking about it, I decided it was you, Maggie, and I wrote:

Well, I've decided it must be you, Maggie. Because of all the negative stigma surrounding us getting together, you are of course the "one" I or anyone would least expect.
[2:45 PM]
However, once you get back online (you must be very busy because you've been offline since early trhis (this) morning and haven't had time to check your messages yet, but that's ok), I have at least two questions that only YOU can answer.
[2:46 PM]
When you get back online, read every ;(;)line I wrote. Then send me a message to let me know you are back online.
[2:46 PM]
lova (love) ya lots~Brently

I wish that I lived in the Kingdom, Maggie. This world is so messed up with no one thinking for themselves or standing up to oppression, that I would rather live in the future, in the Kingdom of God. I honestly don't think it would be wise to raise children in our current society
[11:56 PM]
If so, I would like them to be 100% homeschooled
[11:57 PM]
There is about to be a mighty move of God in my life
[11:58 PM]
Well, I'll play Eternal Fury and binge my Clone Soldiers and the Knights of Light show.
September 11, 2021

Then the next day, I wrote:

I'll probably be online until 4:00 AM tonight. God bless you, girl!
[12:08 AM]
I hope you'll be online soon to talk.
[12:09 AM]
LIfe has a practical side
[12:10 AM]
Some people who like to live like monks call anything practical or ordinary worldly. These people are too heavenly minded to be any earthly good
[12:10 AM]
The Bible ain't gona (gonna) tell you how to fix a car
[12:13 AM]
As much as I love the Lord and love to read and meditate upon his word, I'm not a man who is not as able to talk about the ordinary and the mundane as the high and the holy, and that can't readily transition from one to the other

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/11/2021
Nix that plan. I'm going straight to bed after flossing. I need to get plenty of sleep for work tomorrow.

Then my sweet girl, my Pearl, my Maggie May, wrote:

Hi Brent, I am the one that you would least expect...(according to the words of the satanic prophet-witches (but the first time she heard that phrase was from me, above) some known as Gopherwood, all copy-cats with no originality to them at all. Anyier.)

The next day, on 9/12, 2021, overjoyed and elated, I wrote back to Maggie and said, 


Gopherwood prophetesses got it right, though I misunderstood the message, (no I did not misunderstand their message, satan was using them to confuse me and make me rage against God the Son, which I did)  thought God had promised me one woman my whole life then pulled a bait and switch tactic on me, (which is what satan used his prophets intentionally to get me to think-12/13/2021 CE/AD) but He's not that kind of God.
The whole world has told me "you'll never see her again" "Deny your feelings for her" , etc. They are only thinking about my vain efforts to communicate with you in school that I bungled badly. However, because you are the one they are sure it can't be, I would not expect you to be it, when it could be a woman that "I would see, that was God's best for me" when it was always you all along. When an angel told me (I was marrying you), I disregarded the experience, thinking it was a demon, and forgot about it. Then later I remembered you again. But only because an evil man used a fake online persona that resembled you ("Maggie South" aka Scott Thomas Bilbrey (whom the fake persona Maggie South claimed was an uncle she was staying with in Odessa, Texas, though Bilbrey lived in another state, and the profile of "Maggie South" just said "Pampa" as her locale-BLSK), and when he found out I knew someone who looked like that, he decided to play pretend and make me think I was talking to you. I know who you are. Don't think I don't. I already said it.
[2:12 AM]
I was a real jerk in school
[2:12 AM]
Plus I was not even a Believer, not a true Believer, until 2019 AD
[2:14 AM]
The things Mike Thomas taught were liberal, but back then I didn't know the difference from liberal and conservative teaching when the liberalness was subtle and wrapped in a cloak of conservatism. I didn't have much discernment back then, if any.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/12/2021

When your friend scribbled (out) your number a boy wrote in my yearbook and I erased the scribble and called you from suffering a bout of pneumonia from the hospital, I should have had your permission first. 1816-933-7555. My phone is a little weird acting right now, blank screen and I can only talk on it on my laptop. I got an awesome HP laptop. It's silver. I think if you can't reach me, well I'm on Skype as Brent Sohlden Koivopolo V and you can email me at blsohlden@mail.com Shoot, I trust you so much that I will also give you my home address too 200 SW 10TH ST APT 4, OAK GROVE MO, 64075
I love you so much that, well puppy love don't last no 23 years, and neither does obsession. Actually, I completely forgot about you for many years mainly. --- ---- Yes, I remember the number well. I'd probably get a message saying 'this number is no longer in service'. Well, I know you must have a smartphone by now. Anyway, my website is maraandlukeforever.boards.net/ There is so much more than Star Wars stuff on it. You can talk about ANY subject and write nonfiction and fiction books and stories. Plus I'd like you to see my Chronicles, or my diaries, and I also have the Scriptures, some of them, posted. Please sign up and post things to my website, and help me get it off the ground and make it successful. I have two questions I want you to answer. It doesn't matter if the answer is yes or no to both questions, because no matter what the answers, it changes nothing. But since you are the only one who knows, I will ask you

 Seems like I can never catch you when you are online to chat
09/13/2021 I continued to write to you:
  You're already the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. You don't need any enhancement at all
[12:51 AM]
Give me a rough estimate of when you get on discord. I would love to chat with you. Paltalk is a free app. There I am Brent888 and my chatroom is home888. Really, being on my ProBoards site and discord is enough, but I want to give you options. Do you have a YouTube channel? A blog? Do you Tweet?
[12:53 AM]
On Twitter my Twitterverse can be found on @blsohlden
[12:55 AM]
You know, we'd have never got out of Ludington alive if they had not trained us to be able to escape. Actually I was the only one that was recaptured, but Grandma Marge smuggled me out. She died in 2011.
[12:56 AM]
If you don't know what I'm talking about then I suffer from False Belief Syndrome. (edited)
[12:58 AM]
Your love would be better to me than if the entire past I think we shared never happened. If it didn't, it's ok because I have your love. (edited)

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/13/2021
Only you know whether or not we became a Unit in 2002 or not. I keep thinking it happened and my background check I did on myself claims that I am a man that became a Unit with someone, but they could have made an error in the record..is that possible? Where does my belief that something happened between us to make us a Unit in 2002 even come from? If it is one of Satan's lies, then it doesn't matter at all, because we'll take care of that detail and make us official later. But if we are not that related yet, then of course we'll have to live in separate places until the day when we become that related, become a Unit. How many more euphenisms for Marriage can you cram into a paragraph?\ (edited)
[1:10 AM]
An angel came to me in 2019 AD and said "You're not marrying Heather (a girl I was enamoured with and was sure I'd marry at the time), you''re marrying Maggie. Or was he just trying to tell me in his way that it would be impossible to marry someone when I was already someone's lawful spouse? Either way, it don't matter because we'll get hitched if we're not) N-E-Ways when the angel told me that, I disregarded the experience for I didn't believe it. After all everyone was telling me, no, anyone but Maggie (edited)
[1:13 AM]
Then a few weeks ago every prophetess on YouTube was suddenly telling me I would be married soon. (This was not true, because these were satanic kingdom marriage prophecies that confused people) and God would lead her to me. (Had I continued to listen to these people I'd be much further away from having Maggie back in my life than I am now), Called it a Kingdom Marriage, Kingdom Spouse, said she'd be pure, (yes, a broken clock is right sometimes, she is a pure woman) and the prophetesses were suddenly confirming everything God had been telling me...about YOU, Maggie (edited)(This was subjective on my part)0
[1:15 AM]
So by faith I made a YouTube stream in which I proclaimed my love for you. I had done this before but had taken them down because of my doubt and unbelief in God's promises to me
[1:18 AM]
And the very next day, you make an entire Discord account devoted to me and your love for me, and to make sure its you I suggest a screenname only Maggie would be qualified to use on my Proboards site, then today, who but the very screename I suggested to you signs up for my website and sends me a very special private message. I knew it REALLY WAS THE MAGGIE SAVOIE the moment i saw your screenname had registered. I was overjoyed! (edited)
[1:18 AM]
I thanked God over and over!
[1:20 AM]
Now, Maggie, in a roundabout sort of way I have asked both of my questions. Both questions may or may not be based on false beliefs satan gave me, or on the Revelations of God, or faint and vague memories of this and that that refuse to die, or both of the latter two, but,only YOU know both answers because you never forgot a thing. (edited)
[1:23 AM]
There was oh, so much you couldn't say in school. but you dropped many many hints that I didn't pick up on because by then I had just forgotten nearly EVERYTHING! Including who you were, but I did know one thing: I was totally in love with this jet black haired olive skinned girl and I just didn't know why (edited)
[1:25 AM]
Now, even if the first time we ever met was in Mr. Stine's eighth Grade English class, I would be 100% content (edited)
[1:25 AM]
But only you know. (edited)
[1:27 AM]
Or maybe I know too, but I need to hear it from you because if I hear it from God I can't be 100% sure its not just me talking to myself in my head or the devil's deception.
[1:28 AM]
And if the answer is no to both questions, then please forgive me for believing those things.
[1:29 AM]
If you tell me both are not true, I will never believe them again, because you settled the matter for me for good
[1:35 AM]
Autistic people like me tend to build up unhealthy worlds of fantasy around themselves and the ones they love. The narrative makes for a good fiction story that makes perfect sense even if it never happened to us.
[1:36 AM]
I don't need any of my delusions to go along with your love, Maggie.
[1:39 AM]
Well, I'll play more Eternal Fury and Type more Diary 6 now. Please tell me what's on your mind and heart that you are allowed to share, even if its just that I'm crazy but you love me. I'll accept that. (edited)
[1:40 AM]
Love Always, Brent
[1:41 AM]
Hey, if they are true. not only am I then not crazy, but I am completely vindicated.
[1:42 AM]
But it is pretty far out stuff, even if it is all 100% plausible. (edited)
[1:42 AM]
Ciou! Love Brently

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/13/2021
If I said the wrong thing, either here or on my Proboards site, to make you feel uncomfortable, I am sorry. We can take our time over many months getting to know each other. Some of my words were based on the the assumption that we knew each other already better than we do. I'm sure, that we only know each other a little, only from our relatively few interactions in Jr. High and High School, and for me to suddenly put so much upon you and ask you such dumb questions that were not based on reality is my fault and I apologize. I hope you can still love me. I trip over my own dumb words and I proposed way too soon assuming we knew each other way better than we actually did. I can be far too impatient. Will you forgive me? My rash words to you may make me seem like the dumbest dumb person in the world. When I first started thinking of you again I actually tried resisting the idea of trying to start a romance with you (internet or otherwise) tooth and nail because of our past. Although I can never truly stop loving you, or anymore deny my feelings for you, I ought to give you way more space and stop being so blamed PUSHY. It is an evil tendency of mine I thought I had rid myself of. Let's start back on the right foot. God bless. (edited)
[8:24 AM]
Let's take things super slow.
[8:24 AM]
Let's not rush things, that was me being an idiot
[8:25 AM]
I know you do love me (your discord screenname and willingness to use the proboards screenname I suggested shows it) so let's try getting to know each other. (edited)
[8:28 AM]
I will also send these exact words in a proboards private message in case you check your messages there first. (edited)
September 16, 2021

Maggie, God blesses me every day, but if he were to give me EVERY BLESSING IMAGINABLE but you were lacking, I would not be able to delight in ANY of it.
[12:38 AM]
I don't WANT my delusions to be true.
[12:38 AM]
I only want you
[12:39 AM]
You are the ONLY woman that God could give me that I could EVER be satisfied with
[12:39 AM]
I love Maggie
[12:39 AM]
I love you
[12:40 AM]
I want to get to know you for who you really are
[12:41 AM]
I want to get to know the real you

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/16/2021
So, please, tell me about yourself. Tell me about Maggie (edited)
[1:14 AM]
What is your favorite color.
[1:14 AM]
What movies and TV shows do you like?
[1:14 AM]
Tell me your life story
[1:15 AM]
And I will tell you mine--the NONdelusional one.

Dearest Maggie, it is difficult for me to ascertain what side of the fence I should land on, whether to believe in the things I feel I have evidence and proof for, or to deny them but never again deny my eternal and endless love for you or your love for me. I feel if I should land on either side, you may be driven away from me in utter disgust no matter which side of the fence is the true and pure one, if I choose the wrong side. I hope you understand this. I asked God for a sign. His sign was that I need to taste and see that the Lord ids Good and that with God all things are possible and that I should jump into the water and walk on it. However, this could be interpreted to mean , and only to mean that you, Maggie, are INDEED back in my life, and may not even mean that those twomquestions I asked you even have a possible 'yes' answer. I cannot rely on God's voice because the things I tell myself, the thyings God tells me and the lies of the Adversary ALL can seem very reasonable to me because I don't have enough discernment yet to tell the difference Maggie, though I have prayed for discernment for years and haves sought diligently and even read an entire book and something from a book and seen things on TV to try to help me to disguish these three True and false revelation giving voices from each other. Also, reading the Word does not help either, because of my tendency to misinterpret what I read, so I hope you can see, Dear one, where I am. Just say the word, and my delusions or true beliefs will be either completely gone and all my Diaries
[6:16 PM]
corrected, or completely confirmed in every particular. Please do not take me for an ignorant fool. If Satan, whose guts I hate, can deceive an entire generation into thinking they need a "medicine" that will destroy and damn their souls, or if Satan, that Monster, can deceive an entire Church, and God's true Church at that, into thinking that suddenly God's word is wrong and its now ok to practice open communion and allow women and himostimulatings and atheists into God's holy Priesthood, or if Satan, thst Ugly, Corrupt Beast, can deceive the purest Church on earth into thinking their Prophet is infallible and that the Word of God brought forth in this generation contains words of Mauricio and is corrupt when he did not even know English and could not possibly added anything of his own making to the Sealed Book (see Diary 22, toward the end, the Revelations section) and if Satan could deceive the Entire Evengelical World into believing in a pretribulation Rapture and the imminence of Christ's return, when the ONLY imminent event is Obama the AntiChrist pretending to be Jesus, looking just like him and even possibly speaking like our Savior in a fake Rapture event made possible by Project Bluebeam that will
[6:16 PM]
deceive the very elect of God, then it would not be difficult to deceive one as simple-minded (though I am very wise, knowledgeable, understanding, spiritual, prophetically minded and progressively thinking in a good way) and undiscerning as myself.

To prove I am serious about giving up porn and self abuse, after I upload all my best or good ir both files to my Proboards site for others to read and learn from and be entertained, enlightened and uplifted by, I will give my laptop away as a 100% free gift to my neighbors Mattthew and Nicole Shaver, asking him to please read allt the files on it and to follow all the bookmarks on my browser, so he and his household may be saved. I am finally getting that infernal lizard off of my back once and for all that whispers in my ear telling me I need it.

I, however, will not be unable to contact you. I can access the internet at the local library. You may write me a personal letter by snail mail (a wonderful thing that seems to have fallen out of vogue these days, or send me an email, discord mesage or reply to me here. Do not attempt a phone call or text because I am currently without a phone.

Also, do not try Skype because really you can't do that at the libtrary. You may try sending me a MeWe contact request on www.MeWe.com an awesome versatile and fun and free and free speech zone social media platform that has by now grown almost as popular as Facebook. Do not write me on Facebook, for it is now pure evil because it is too easy soon to send and receive soul damning Quantum tattoos on it purely by accident. I saw this actually taking place on television. A female Facebook executive had a prototype of a Quantum tattoo.
[6:16 PM]
You may talk to me on twitter also, at @blsohlden. You may also leve me comments on YouTube, The Brent Lee Sohlden Koivoplolo V YouTube Channel. Start every comment with 'This is your Pearl' and I will know who you are. On MeWe, call yourself PearlofGreatValue86 or I LOVE BRENT and I will know immediately that it is you.

Until the day comes that God can trust me with another laptop, I will be without one, period.

With all my love, your Brently.




Ciou

Then Junk_bow sent me the message in Maggie's name at the top of this Eleventh Diary in the entry for Sunday, 11/07/2021, to which I replied, thinking it was Mags,on 09/17/2021:

You know, you don't how happy I am to finally hear back from you Maggie
[9:06 AM]
I got a copyright claim t=for trying to make a movie commentary but as soon as I can sterem again, I will more videos just for you. Just tell me what games I stream thatb you like to see Brent play the most. And I know all my delusions and so called proof of them can fall apart witha single pin-prick. Ohn, please tell me more about yourself so i can grt to know youn for who you really are because i was only really bafrely acquainterd with you in school. I relly look forward to ta;lking with theREAL you more and much more often my deares Pearl, Claiming falsey thAat im alresy married to you because some jerk decided to falsify my background check was werong. Forgive me. But I know you are not mad at me.
[9:06 AM]
Love, always, your Brently

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/17/2021
Let me tell you the story of Brent and Maggie

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/17/2021
One Day, the Nice Mister Sun was shining on the Ground Below, But Brent was in Jr. High. In eighth grade he laid eyes on the most beautiful woman he had ever seen and was completely smitten. But the love was unrequited and she only wanted friendship. But he decided he would be dumb and spend his whole grade school carreer trying to push himself on her.
Well, later in lifd, he regretted his unkind actions toward her and but realized he just couldnt forget her. Meanwhile for some odd reason she remained single and unmarried for 23m whole years, and so did he.
In 2021 AD when he was absolutely praying to God thathe would bring this sweet woman back into hias life, she contacted him on discord and created an account that said I LOVE BRENT, and he found out that it was, at laong last, Maggie, the girl he couldn't have imagined would actually come back into his life but DID. I am weeping TEARS OF JOY as I write this to you my dearest Pearl!
[9:44 AM]
Your Brently

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/17/2021
Today as I was changing an outside trash can at work, a swarm of yellow jackets were buzzing all around it. It was very scary work as I changed the trash trying not to get stucng as they swarmed around me and the trash can.
[12:39 PM]
So how was your day? Do you work? Do you still live in Michigan?

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/17/2021
Last night satan tempted me to add something very evil to my Diary, which I have just now deleted. If you already saw it, I apologize for putting it in there for it was pure wickedness and evilness that led me to write the trash that I added to diary 65
[3:40 PM]
I'm actually not sure if you have read any of my diaries
[3:41 PM]
I am about to make a bunch of youTube videos for you, all dedicated to you, plus I will make videos about our situation like you asked me to do.
[3:42 PM]
Do you like the game Eternal Fury? (edited)
[3:44 PM]
That's the one i was streaming on the video in which I apologized to you and said many things to you

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/17/2021
Maggie, Maggie,

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/17/2021
According to the Gopherwood Prophetess, I need to walk out my faith seed or I could lose out on everything.
Really it does not even take but a tiny leap of faith to believe the things I ought to know are true, because of all the proof and evidence I have for it, which I delineated to you in my letter to you and in my Diaries.
(There is more evidence and proof to back up my assertions than there is evidence now extant for the existence of Julius Caesar!!!!-BLSKJV&VI)
I have waffled (been double minded) on every major theological subject which I now know to be true from my youth up.

I waffled on whether or not to believe in the God of the Bible, and in the Bible. I waffled on whether or not to believe in the Book of Mormon and the Restoration. I've waffled on Plurality of Gods, Lectures on Faith, Eternal Progression, the existence of Purgatory, the scripturality of the Song of Solomon, the inspiration of Sarah Young's Jesus Calling and also the two listener's God Calling, which Sarah Young has said she does not believe in at all though she herself is a listener who has had similar experiences to the listeners of God Calling. I have waffled on the Gospel of Thomas, Books of Macabees, the legitimacy of Heaven Is for Real, whether or not there be ANY truth to the false Filipino Record the Aklatan, and whether or not the Brazil work were true or whether George W. Bush was good or evil, and whether or not RLDS DC 156 was a false revelation. Finally I debated within myself many years whether or not I should just (edited)
[5:30 PM]
forget you and let you go or hold out for you and hope against hope that you had remained unmarried as I.
With the issue of whether or not the things God has reveled to me by various means have actually been the things that actually do fill in my 3 year memory gap from ages 4-6 accurately, fantastical as they seemed to me, I found today that I need to rely on the Word of God for vindication instead of relying on a woman for it, no matter how much I love and know her. I should not have assumed it all to be untrue just because you did not acknowledge it to me in so many words.

Love, always. Your Brently

P.S. It's true. All of it. Ludington, time travel, us being lovers without the sex, everything. I cannot deny it anymore. To do so would be to displease God.

Ciou (edited)

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/17/2021
"I never hear of a man damned for believing too much, but they are damned for their unbelief"- Joseph Smith, Jr, Prophet of the Restoration, 1831-1844 AD

I LOVE BRENT — 09/17/2021 (Junk_bow)(My Clone, Brent 2)
I'm watching your stream my Brently but I can't see you

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/17/2021
Uh, heh, the cam froze.....when I see you maybe you can get it working? I know you're very good with computers. (Now this is the day in which satan started playing tricks on my mind, dear Maggie, and I started hearing things-BLSKJV&VI)I heard you singing Btoken Hallelulia. Wow every note perfectly on key perfect pitch. See you soon. What ever you are doing it is important--when does Maggie ever do anything that is NOT important?? (edited)
On September 18, 2021, I wrote to him, to you,:

Maggie, Maggie, my Nephilm haunter was giving me a very seemingly real experience all last night and all day today.
While I was i bed I thought he was you being my wife when he materialized beside me in bed, I felt a hip exhuding seemingly womanly body heat against my leg, heard and felt breathing beside me and a feminine feeling hand on my privates. The Nephilim (or succubus, a daemon or devil that has hauted me since I was 16 years of age (second life) sang to me and with me all last night and all day, then led me on a long walk, and the police harassed me insisting I was on drugs because my pupils wrere dilated because of demonic possession. After I told them nothing but the truth, where I had come from, where i lived , what day and date it was what city i was in, where I was and where I was going, ran my ID and frisked me for weapons, then I insisted to him as his "husband" commanding him as "her" Stripe that now we were going home, and no more trapsing about everywher. I walked home, taking a nap and the Nephilim (or succubus)  grabbed my privates and would not let go no matter how many times I commanded it to leave and go in the name of Jesus, so told "Maggie" who was serenading me in a Voice 10-, 000X better than yours probably singing songs familiar to us in our experience, I insisted to "her" she come upstairs and fulfill our vows, so that since nephilim only came to Virgins "she" who I thought was you) come up
[4:51 PM]
immediately to replace him. After thinking I was telling you I needed you desperate NOW and you were torturing me by just singing and staying away from me for hours while continuing to stand there and sing and never come to me no matster how desperateratly long and pleading with it that I desperately needed it NOW to save me from what he himself was doing to me. Now a prophetess (satan's witch-prophet) had warned me today on YouTube to pay attention, that something was off. (Something satan had caused was off-it was just more confusion to an already confused mind) Suddenly i realized that the whole experience had been caused by the Nephilim from start to finish.
On 09/19/2021, I dreamed a dream:

I had a dream as I was napping where I ran into a woman I thought was you who looked just like you who claimed to be you. As we talked, she revealed that at 17 she had had a beer that resulted in the loss of her virginity and told me girls ought to lose their virginity at sixteen. I rejected her and ran away from her, then realized how much I loved you and went back to her. We were just about to be married and at the wedding the real you showed up and said "I OBJECT TO THIS MARRIAGE!" Then THE REAL YOU came back into my life for real. (edited)

The Nephilim almost tricked me into letting him ravish me again. He was counting on the fact that I was expecting you today.
[5:03 PM]
I heard him pray, not thinking I could hear him, thanking God for finally letting him seduce me. Then I rejected him completely before he could make the final move.
[5:04 PM]
Then he revealed that he was the Nephilim, not you, showing his true colors, and left me alone

On 9-20, I wrote: I would like to make you one of my Moderators on my ProBoards site? Will you accept?

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/20/2021
Maggie, last night on the stream I was not mad at you. I was frustrated that every time the Prophets said it was on the verge of happening I kept getting met with just more disappointment with no end in sight. Then the Nephilim tried seducing me again and I won again. Then I heard a voice that said "Now go get your Maggie, She's outside standing by the mailbox." I went out there barefoot without my housekeys. "She", invisibly gave me a set of instructions to follow, making me think "her" vehicles were parked invisibly and immaterially in the parking lot and to the world I must remain a single man but in our apartment we can be a married couple. "She" had me go upstairs, and lie down on my bed. Later, after I experienced pleasure with its hands, it made me promises, then asked me more than once if "she" was my Nephilim or my Maggie and said if I guessed right, I would get Maggie, and if I guessed wrong, ravishment and damnation. Remembering that God told me over and over again, "Maggie does not have the gift of invisibility", I guessed that it was my Nephilim again. When I guessed this, he said, I guessed correctly and "now I will get the f--- out of your life for good." (He did get out of my life, for the most part. I'm hardly bothered by the daemon-devil at all anymore, who used to be one of the "Pillars".-4:14 PM CDT 11/23/2021-BLSKJV&VI) But I still hear him. He's still hanging around. I really do love you.-Brently.
On 09/22/2021 I was starting to doubt Junk_bow was my Maggie, and I said,
I was probably assuming I knew who you were. I might not even know what your name means, or its origin. I assumed that you were a certain person, named above to excess, whom I was delusional about and obsessed with, and believed false things about, thinking I had evidence, which was false, on the surface only seeming true. I assumed you were her because you sent a love always symbol that she used to use which was only an imitation of the one I sent. I also assumed that you were a woman whose name meant pearl because I named you that and you accepted the name. Now that I a m no longer assuming that i know who you are, I will just simply ask you. Who are you?
September 23, 2021

I LOVE BRENT — 09/23/2021
My Brently, you know me. I'm Maggie Savoie
[2:15 PM]
Why would I do everything you've asked of me if I wasn't myself?(, which was a bald faced lie, because at this point the real Maggie hadn't done half the delusional nonsense that I had at this point asked I LOVE BRENT (Junk_bow) to do.-BLSKJV&VI)
On September 23, 2021, during the night, I took a trip to the Realm of the Dead, as described in the letter I have yet to publish to you Maggie, just after Moroni838's second RuneScape Experiences, above in an above Diary entry in this Diary that I will soon add to, if not today, then another day, I have a lot of streaming to do on discord today, honey.-BLSKJV&VI

The next day, september 24, 2021, I wrote to Junk_bow, which you are now seeing, Mags, for the first time, assuming you had come down there to rescue me, Mags,:

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/24/2021
My Pearl, A Thousand ,no, a,million thanks, no a trillion thasnks to you for coming to my rescue last night and getting me out of that evil Todash Dimension, it was no dream, it was our reality. My wife, I hope you can see that there is so much more to reality than just what is on the surfacer. May we never have to go to that awful place again--iut was way scarier than any hell I've been to.

Do you still live in Michigan?

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/25/2021
What is your current religious belief system?

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/25/2021
My Pearl, please read today's Diary Entry in Diary 66. You will find it most interesting.
~Your Brently
[7:57 PM]
Entry for September 25, 2021

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/25/2021
I started Diary 67.
[10:52 PM]
You will REALLY like it. -Brent
September 26, 2021

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/26/2021
How do I know you are THE Maggie?
[2:55 AM]
Prove it

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/26/2021
Sorry for doubting. I was going through a tough time and I was desperate to know.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/26/2021
I'm streaming, Pearl.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/26/2021
I am so glad to have gotten rest most of the night. i had oatmeal for breakfast.
[8:20 AM]
I hope you are soon to talk to me, I'd like to hear from you.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/26/2021
I'm sorrry for making any false assumptions based on satan's lies
[9:48 AM]
You can help me sort it all out.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/26/2021
Dear Maggie, please read today's Diary entry. I finally went back to Church.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/26/2021
I sent you a pm or private message on my proboards site. It is very important, as it gives you somewhat of an idea of my current struggles. Please check it out-Brently (That message no longer exists-BLSKJV&VI)

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/26/2021
I'm streaming; hope you like it, Pearlie!

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/26/2021
You have ton help clear up some confusion, Mags. There are some entities around here, one cursing God in your voice, another unprovoked promising to kill me.
[5:37 PM]
She may be talking about someone else and sounds like you
[5:38 PM]
You don't even live in Oak Grove. Satan is deceptive.
[5:38 PM]
If you were mad at me you'd have indicated such to me already on discord.
[5:39 PM]
I went up to that house satan led me to believe you lived at and they said no 'Maggie savoie ' lived there. (not the one in Bates City, but across the street from me-BLSKJV&VI)
[5:39 PM]
Please verify all this
[5:40 PM]
~Your Brently
[5:41 PM]
If you are upset by anything I post/stream, please let me know what it is and I'll correct it and ask God to change that about me.
[5:42 PM]
I hear these voices calling me retard and moron and demanding i take my clothes off and not drink the water and not put away the peanuts. I'm sure these voices will go away after I take some more doses of my medication, Mags
[5:43 PM]
I'm never going off my meds again as long as I live!
[5:43 PM]
I love you, Maggie May. Your Brently

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/26/2021
Hang in there, Love
September 27, 2021

I may be the king of false assumptions
[3:46 AM]
I am confident you've always been closer than i think
[3:49 AM]
The things I am experiencing are the result of a chemical imbalance like a man on an LSD trip. Dad showed me a movie and I saw a show or part of one illustrating what drug trips are like, but I do not tke drugs, not illegal ones, and never have (edited)
[3:51 AM]
I am back on my meds now so I am confident that very soon I will be able to get lots of rest and always be in my right mind. Love, your Brently

Excerpt from Diary 68-69

4:35 PM
My meds have kicked in more and I did a little experiment to ensure that I was wrong about Mags living closer than I think. Tomorrow morning (or later this morning) since I have gotten enough sleep, I will have a serious talk with my employer at work. I will tell her that I am now back on my meds after having been off them for a while and that people are already starting to notice a difference, and I bent the truth because I had had very frightening experiences at hospitals ans was deathly afraid of going back to them, and apologize. By tomorrow these phantasms should be all but gone, and by tomorrow's dose of medication, I am confident will be a thing of the past. I was wrong to assume that somehow Maggie had the solution to my problem. Satan wanted me to think that.

I have made arrangements for an RLDS Church friend to take me Thursday to get my labwork done at Quest Diagnostics, and to go shopping, which I may not even have to wait for (the shopping) for Joy told me she'll load up a gift card with money. I can buy Dynatap for my cold and cough, Neosporin or Triple Antibiotic Ointment for my sores, and all kinds of good groceries and a Wonderful Big Book for Diary 70! Hopefully, the RLDS Church friend can take me to T-Mobile to get a new 5-G phone to replace my broke one. Also I need to get my eyes checked (NOT the "eye'check " euphenism for thing unmentioned, NEVER!!!) so I can get new glasses. Well, I'll try to get some more shut-eye and set my alarm clock for 7:00 AM. 'Night!


Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/27/2021
I think you would really enjoy today's Diary entry, Maggie. I am back in my right mind even more than ever.
[4:31 PM]
Nothing in today's entry written today seems a tad bit delusional
[4:31 PM]
And isn't
[4:32 PM]
God has blessed me with an abundance of food and other necessary things

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 09/27/2021
I'm not who I was, By Brently.
The old me could never once avoid being arrested by or getting in trouble with the police. The new Brent cooperates with the police, never lies to them, never gert arrested or really gets in trouble with them.
[8:12 PM]
The old Brent couldn't go through a crisis without going to hell and back. The new Brent trusts God enough to deliver him from his troubles.
[8:13 PM]
The old Brent was obsessed with you. The new Brent forgot about you for years but later realized he still loves you-real , mature love.
[8:14 PM]
The old Brent didn't know how to treat a lady, and couldn't relate to them.
[8:15 PM]
The new Brent can be friends just as well as knows how to be more.
[8:15 PM]
The old
[8:16 PM]
Brent was rude, incondsiderate, mean, unkind and didn't really know God.
[8:16 PM]
The new Brent is the opposite of these things.
[8:17 PM]
The old Brent had delusions and could never defeat them
[8:18 PM]
The new Brent, although he had delusions, wants to doubt them and doesnt believe satan's lies
[8:19 PM]
Satan told me many untrue things that I have thrown out because they are untrue
[8:19 PM]
I only want to believe what is true. I hate lies
[8:20 PM]
I hope you will write back soon. (edited)
[8:20 PM]
Love, your Brently
10/06/2021 (To Brent 2, thinking he was Maggie's clone, thinking Junk_bow was a name for your Twinner, Maggie.)
are you junk_bow?
[10:12 PM]
Do you like the song God's not dead?
11/02/2021 (Let's bring this whole song and dance up to date)
Thank God, I've been praying and praying that you would give me a third chance
[10:15 PM]
I got some of my laundry done tonight, made myself a four egg omelette with diced tomatoes and spices in it-it turned out more like scrambled eggs, and had it with peanuts. I also tidied up my apartment a great deal and my case manager is coming over next Friday morning and I will be set up with an appointment with Traci to dispense my meds, and I did a lot of dishes today. So how are you? Please tell me you are not the Maggie May Savoie who owns a farm with her hubby Ben and lives in Colorado because I don't roll like that. She has the wrong face anyway. I know your face so well I can draw it almost by accident. (edited)
[10:19 PM]
Also, I apologize for blocking muting and deleting your account. Satan deceived and manipulated me into thinking you were either your twinner Junk_bow or a dead Maggie, one of thousands that have been haunting me.
[10:21 PM]
I don't want to assume anything and if I believe anything that is untrue please straighten me out.
[10:23 PM]
I love you, Maggie, so much that my love for you is like a fine note that is so sublime no instrument dare play it, but which only you my darling can hear.
[10:25 PM]
Oh, please sign up for my website again, www.maraandlukeforever.boards.net, under a slightly different name such as childoflight88 or something. or pearl88 or anything you wish. Love, your Brently

Do you by any chance have anything that belongs to me like say a record or a drawing or Diary? And do you still have the notes I wrote you in school? And what was that note you wrote me that ended with Ciou in highh school about?
[10:56 PM]
I lost all the notes you wrote me, sorry, but I have what you wrote me on discord up above scrolling up still


tell me when something is off the record and you dont want it in my diary. by the way and it wont be included
11/03
ok now you're unmuted...sorry I hadn't yet (edited)

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/03/2021
I cast all the haunting monsters out of my apartment, this Itime I feel for good.
[5:03 AM]
They all went out my window

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/03/2021
How are you tonight, Maggie?
[9:34 PM]
You came just in time Mags. Girls are seeming to throw themselves at me left and right now and I turned them all down because they were not you. (edited)
November 5, 2021
11/05
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/05/2021
Hey, what's up? I know I didn't like to use that phrase, but the phrase has grown on me.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/05/2021
You can use the username Pearlofgreatvalue867, because it is available. You being on the same IP address won't affect anything. I asked the Proboards admins if I could undelete two dieleted members which they said was impossible (I also deleted MonkeyMan under the same delusion as I was when i deleted you) but they said that deletion wasn't as good as banning because a deleted spammer could come back again and again under different usernames, as long as they were available names and different. So as long as you just add one more digit to your username, you can come back and I promise I'll never ban or delete you again, Maggie. I'll tell the same thing to the other person I deleted when I was delusionally deleting people.
[2:58 PM]
in case you lost the website URL its www.maraandlukeforever.boards.net and once you are on I wish to make you a moderator because your a fantastically smart, bright girl. Love, your Brently.
[2:59 PM]
sorry, thats not a clickable link on discord, maraandlukeforever.boards.net/


Hey, Maggie, let's really catch us up.


11/06

Maggie, I believe that Mike Thomas leaned Theologically Liberal but I want to know how you came to that conclusion. I was rather a dunce when it came to Theology in high school and didn't really know God then so I did not detect it like you did. Also, what did you do in the 23 or so years since you went to the King's College and Seminary in California? Do you still work at the Hill road Meijer? (edited)

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/06/2021
I know you don't think my chosen religion-Mormonism is that great, but it's better than delusions. Can we talk, like, you know, chat here?
[11:27 PM]
If not here, where on the internet can we talk, like have a one on one chat? (edited)
November 7, 2021

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/07/2021
Dear Maggie, I'd like to get to know you, but relationships require communication, and I know you know that, but, I would really like to be able to talk. Can you give me your phone number?
[8:10 AM]
-Brently
[8:14 AM]
I'd like to formally apologize to you for all wrongs that I did to you, for turning my back on you at Meijer, not responding to you at the police station, stalking you in grade school, and the time I took it upon myself to 'tell on you' that time I mistakenly thought you were cheating on a test, and for the 'where do you get off' line and for the delusions.
[8:15 AM]
Are we square now?
[8:17 AM]
You are certainly a Pearl of Great Value to me.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/07/2021
I fell asleep listening to a classic Sherlock Holmes audiobook
[9:00 AM]
I'm going to go back and rewind it a couple hours
[9:06 AM]
If you do live in Bates City then I will be at this church this morning. Maybe you can come with: 102 SW 9'th St. Oak Grove, MO 64075

From I-70, turn right onto Broadway or Main, then take a right onto 9'th. It's not a RLDS or Mormon Church. It's nondenominational. They don't believe in the Book of Mormon there.
[9:07 AM]
I'm going there now, at 9:07 AM
[9:11 AM]
My apartment is one block away from it, and we can sit on the front porch and talk or we can be in my apartment. I think we can trust ourselves enough to behave ourselves. If you or I get a certain feeling, apart and not together you and I can go outside and walk it off around the neighborhood then come back, and we have to have boundaries also.
[9:12 AM]
We need to make and set boundaries
[9:12 AM]
And never cross them
[9:14 AM]
See you at church, if you're coming. There are directions to my apartment and my phone number in my Diary on my star wars site Maraandlukeforever . I was desperate and delusional at the time I put them out there, but now I'm not, and I would love to see you again- Brently

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/07/2021
My number and address is in Diary X in the entry for October 10, 2021, at 11:16 AM

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/07/2021
In case you don't want to read it, it's 1.816.933.7555 or 1(816)933-7555 and 200 SW 10TH ST APT 4 OAK GROVE MO 64075

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/07/2021
Now Diary 10 is fixed

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/07/2021
Now I wrote my first entry in Diary ELEVEN or XI.
November 8, 2021

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/08/2021
My Pearl,
How are you today? I am planning on making some more YouTube videos sometime, but no more webcams for a while. I'm at the local library, and I have checked out a fantsy/horror boook by Stephen King and Peter Straub called Black House, both the Large Print and the Audiobook, so I should get the book done soon enough. I am using one of the computers in this librarie's computer bank to talk with you. I never gave my laptop away because I really do need it. I just need to drop my addiction. I went for an entire month without it, then I was tempted and fell again several times and every time * look at that stuff I feel awful. Sunday (yesterday) rededicated my life and heart to God at church. Speaking of church, what church do you go to? I hope I can persuade you to join me at my local RLDS Branch sometime. It's to the left coming off of I-70, past the yellow and green flags, on the right. It's called the Oak Grove Restoration Branch of Jesus Christ. I'll let you know at 6 AM or so on discord the mornings I go, or if I'm planning to attend the evening services.

I'm totally sane now as I've been back on my meds for a long time now and I don't have delusional thought processes anymore. As you can see by journal XI (My current one) I have dropped all illusions delusions craziness and insanity altogether, which were the result of being off my meds for so long. Now that I know where that can take you, as I said when I first went back on them (and I've been back on them ever since) I'll never go off them again.

But tell me about you. I want to know about you, and what your interests, hobbies, tastes likes and dislikes are. Like I said before, I never really got to know you in grade school.

-Your Brently




11/10

The fact is, Mags, I just don't remember much pre-Jr. High. Those memories were taken from me.
[4:51 AM]
But From Jr. High on I have known you to be sweet, Godly, have a quick wit, a good sense of humor, be a good voice imitator, an excellent singer, wise, intelligent and beautiful, and cute.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/10/2021
It's kinda like 50 First Dates, a lot of which I hated by the way, only I only need to be reminded of my past once. I believe that eventually I will get all my memories back but I never truly forgot you. You stood out to me like a Phoenix among a flock of Turkeys in Mr. Stine's class.
[2:34 PM]
It's like a combo of The Notebook, the animated Anastasia, The Bourne Identity series, Forrest Gump and John Rambo.
[2:34 PM]
Don't you just love the movies?

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/10/2021
Dearest Maggie, my Pearl,
Sorry for that 'she's making a fashion statement' line and for insisting you had a crush on Leo DiCaprio when you saw Titanic. Also, sorry for using Alison as a go-between between you and me when I should have had the guts to talk to you myself. And I was not trying to grab your arm in the library. I was trying to show you that you and I got the exact same copy of The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn in American Literature without talking to you, which I was forbidden to do. Since you just stood there, I tapped you on the shoulder and tried starting a conversation with you. The result of that was the most traumatic time of my life in high school where I had to bend over backwards so the back of my head was touching my heels not to violate the restraining order. I was told never to even make eye contact with you. Officer Rye was the Enforcer. One day my possessed Aunt Linda was having a demonic psych bout and the police were called to Grandma's house when I was living with Grandma Marjorie May Sohlden at her house with Linda as her ward. I saw that the officer sent was the Enforcer. It was a year after the Order ended in 2004, in 2005 I believe, but I had a picture (blown up to portrait size) of you I had xeroxed from the yearbook next to a similarly done pic of me. When I saw that it was Officer Rye I immediately tore the pic off my wall and crumpled it up and put it in the trash lest I earn his ire. He gave me a look when he saw me sitting at my computer desk, and the torn off corner of the pic, the tape on the wall, and the crumpled ball of computer paper in my trash. He was no fool. That look he gave me made me very nervous. For years I tried to forget you and tried several platonic relationships or potential relationships with women who were Godly and exhibited qualities I liked in women, and I threw away everything that
[2:58 PM]
reminded me of you more than once, but over the many years, Pearlie Pearl Pearl, I could just never really forget you. I already told you about the 2019 Scott Thomas Bilbrey/"Maggie South" incident and about the Angel Gabriel who had told me earlier that year that I was not marrying a girl I liked name Heather, but I was marrying you. And in 9'th Grade Algebra George Hwang, who I last had seen at Ludington, told me I'll marry you someday. He told me that with a smile and with confidence. I don't think the time is right for me to make a formal proposal until we have been actually seeing each other instead of this hit and miss internet chatting, though more than once on the internet, both on my website and on streams, I have asked for your hand, and there was that time with the pizza halves in France. I love you and I hope you write me a personal letter sent to my mailing address. I know that's not really in vogue much anymore, but I think people overly rely on email and texting and chat and social media these days anymore, and last I checked snail mail is much more private, so please do drop me a line or give me your address so I can be the first to write you, or you can send me one of my old records or something else of mine you might be keeping safe for me..Ciou! Your Brently. -LOVE, ALWAYS- <3  (edited)

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/11/2021
What's up? (lol) Will you sign a petition to eradicate the terms 'hello' and goodbye? Instead we can say marshmallow for hello and mushu for goodbye, just because we can . Hey if we get enough signatures we can get rid of hello and goodbye which are really useless and pointless phrases because they are so common. J/k LOLOL I was such a sillybrain back then. (edited)
[3:29 PM]
(Sigh) I was banned from theforce.net AGAIN for a supposed or imagened or minor but overblown rules violation. I seem to be a pariah everywhere I go. They make me a Jedi Grand Master and treat me like a Jedi poopoohead.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/11/2021
Details in my diary, dear Pearl. Today's entry. I need to choose to have the correct right and righteous and positive attitude when a mod contacts me telling me if or when I will be unbanned and the nature of my offense(s). I think it's just persecution for having such lofty aspirations dreams and goals for the Star Wars material I write and help write and compile and edit Mags. Btw this commucation, while not private cuz its being streamed LIVE, will not go into my Diary. If someone didn't read it on the stream I am making today, it will not be seen. But your letters to me you send in the snail mailbox I will neither read aloud in a video or type in a Diary. However what I can share of any records of mine you can send my way, I will share, for it is my record to share and I already told in public what I did at Ludington and my bosses agt work probably by now know every detail it is their business to know, but i told them I am now a peacemaker and wouldn't harm a flea. When I doubted, I told the detail about our war with the Dr's of Ludington as a joke, like a tall tale and saying, Can you believe I actually believed that?? LOL But I knew in my heart that I couldn't doubt, had no room left to doubt ever since the day I read the letter by poor donald Marshall from a different Dumb concerning his plight, which he paid dearly in pain for sending, his SOS to Donald trump, who he can free and also poor Leonard Peltier at Leavenworth in KC, with his Marines and a well played coup to take back his rightful seat. Repeat, What you say in a paper and ink or pencil, marker or even coded letter (you need to also send the letter's key or else I am now (no longer able, Mags, typo) inable to crack codes like I used to be able to easily) stays private, and will only be public maybe years and years from now when it don't matter nomore because we're in the Kingdom of Christ.
[3:45 PM]
-Your Brently  ---<3 ALWAYS---

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/13/2021
hello, Mags what's on your mind?

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/13/2021
Dearest Pearl, Can we at least chat? (edited)
[1:22 PM]
Do you even live ion Bates City MO or was that your clone I saw, or one of them. The other lives in Colorado
[1:23 PM]
What do I have to do or say or give up in order for you to talk to me one on one? Dropping each other notes is what kids do ion high school. We're adults now. Adults talk one on one
[1:24 PM]
I know you are Maggie. (I thought that my clone was definitely you at this point, Mags) I have no more doubt at all about that
[1:26 PM]
Was there a Ludington ans time travel, a reeducation center at CAHS in the dfuture, an engagement in France, was I a project paperclip child whose mind was erased in a red room or all these just dreams and fantasies I made up and is satan deceiving me? Only ou can tell me, Maggie. What ever ou say, mua believeth. It has to come from your mouth, and youn HAVE to have done your own research, not fearing what the results may be
[1:27 PM]
I'm putting this fragte in my Diary. I will only put your response in my Diary if you wish it. Love, your Brently
[1:28 PM]
- ALWAYS-
[1:30 PM]
P.S. What are your honest opinions of the thingas mentioned in my Diaries? Have you read them.
[1:30 PM]
<3 Brent


Now, Maggie, let's us get down to the real question, the elephant in the room:

I need you, period. And I want you
[10:18 PM]
And I truly love you
[10:19 PM]
I watched A Free Man today
[10:19 PM]
They really really distort reality in the movies, don't they honey?
[10:19 PM]
God bless you
[10:22 PM]
I love you so much I'll wait til we're married before I show you my want and need. Until then I desire and love you, and I will always show you my love. I am not streaming nor will that line go into my diary. (But it did because you need to see it and Junk_bow will not be the one to show it to you, dear) It is between us. Oh, Maggie, I have waited 23 years for you but I will wait a little longer.
[10:23 PM]
Now I am about to stream for many hours on Twitch. BrentKoivopolo888
[10:23 PM]
See you there, Maggie my love
[10:24 PM]
- ALWAYS- Your Brently
[10:25 PM]
If I believe anything false I WANT to be corrected. Only you can correct me Mags. See you on Twitch
November 14, 2021

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/14/2021
Because of about 13 quarantined PUP viruses on my laptop I can't go online on my laptop anymore. I have no one to blame for that but myself. I first found out the internet was offline around 2am last night. Comcast couldn't do anything about the problem
[12:34 PM]
I got them because of my porn addiction Maggie. I hate my addiction with a passion
[12:35 PM]
I feel so awful and ashamed every time I do it.
[12:36 PM]
Your good with computers. You can get rid of the viruses and fix my computer
[12:39 PM]
Porn degrades women and is disgusting and supports the human trafficking industry
[12:40 PM]
Why am I so stupid
[12:41 PM]
I'm a real jerk for looking at that stuff (edited)
[12:42 PM]
Sorry jerk autocorrected to hero
[12:45 PM]
Do you forgive me
[12:46 PM]
You haven't said a word to me since you sent me the third friend request
[12:46 PM]
You must be extremely busy

I'll just shut up and let you talk now

At this point I called me and made a personal stream I thought you were watching, on discord with my phone.

It lasted 6 hours and Clyde the hang-up bot did not hang up on me and me2 the whole time.

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/15/2021
None of my organizations companies buildings or churches will be 501(c) 3. We'll just pays ours taxes
[2:45 AM]
That way we can say and preach whatever God tells us to
[2:46 AM]
You see my screen. Could you hear Paltalk? Can you hear YouTube?
[2:47 AM]
Can you see me?
[2:52 AM]
That gave me chills
[2:54 AM]
There must be a good reason a very good reason that the Centerpiece of Zion is the Greater Independence area and not Cleveland Tennessee
[2:57 AM]
Now there is a major move of God with its center at Cleveland Tennessee but also at Baton Rouge and in a place in California
[2:57 AM]
And in Africa and in Japan and in Israel pic/Israeli Flag/pic

Sleeping with autoplay on streaming exclusively to and for my Pearl
Next sw something then some good movie
[3:12 AM]
Ten cities deca decathlon oof you know that your seminary trained
[3:12 AM]
Decapolis
[3:13 AM]
Autocorrected to decathlon
[3:14 AM]
Amen stop depending on everyone else's word from God
[3:15 AM]
If you haven't read behind Lester Sumrall Andrew Murray or Katherine Ruonala you need to

You can fix almost anything with duct tape they say
[3:54 AM]
That break dancing is pure evil and demonic
[3:54 AM]
Secret society signs

Good night
[4:39 AM]
Love you
11/16
Enjoying my stream, love?
[2:15 PM]
I'm going to Walmart later to get spaghetti sauce and more chocolate milk. I'll go on my bike. I should be able to fit both in my backpack, no problem.

11/17-
WEDNESDAY

1:06 AM CDT
I got my third copyright strike on YouTube and my account was terminated and all the videos on my Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo Jones V account taken down, leaving me with only 3 videos on my Brent Sohlden Channel left. I appealed the termination and the third strike.

Currently I am streaming the rest of Outline of History and Fahrenheit 9/11 on Twitch, and pleaded with the Twitch people to leave my videos up forever from now on rather than taking them down as soon as they are finished being made and to allow people to play them back.

At the exact same time almost, Fahrenheit 9/11 ended and H.G. Wells' Outline Of History Volume One switched to Volume Two.
Now we are on the "prehistory" and early History and civilization of China. They sure do get a long (lot) wrong.

I'm about to play Albion. The first thing I will do, Maggie, is found the Guild 'Jedi Warriors', for 9 hours flies fast and it is even longer away from last time I played than that. Come join me in home888 in the free PalTalk App, Mags. Call yourself Pearlofgreatvalue86887, and I will know it's you. You don't have to turn your cam on. we can chat. Love, your Brently.

I will also post this on discord because I doubt you are aware that I'm on Twitch streaming right now.
[1:24 AM]
I tried to be careful not to get copyright slammed on YouTube but to no avail. My account was terminated
[1:28 AM]
So how are you, Maggie?
[1:28 AM]
Still, there's Twitch
[1:25 AM]
But my account isnt high enough tiered up for them to keep any of my streams around
[1:26 AM]
So my only internet footprint now is on MeWe, Twitter, Proboards, discord and a few other places including if I'm careful theforce.net
[1:27 AM]
My YouTube account was terminated
[1:27 AM]
I got copyright slammed
[1:27 AM]
I appealed it
[1:29 AM]
(I posted that to ot(h)ers)
[1:29 AM]
others

11/17
Do you play Runescape?

I called him(M's hellspawn imitator, Luscernuvus, or J_b on her I LOVE BRENT account) again, but Clyde hung up on he(r) and me after five minutes.

Stupid Clyde she was watching my stream
[4:44 PM]
Twitch doesn't let me stream videogames even anymore Clyde
[4:44 PM]
Clyde said It appears you've been by yourself in this call for more than five minutes. The bandwidth patrol has asked me to disconnect you to save bandwidth. That stuff doesn't grow on trees!
[4:44 PM]
He is a mindlesss (mindless) Bot
[4:45 PM]
Do you know of some uninhibited streaming service Maggie?
[4:45 PM]
Send me a link
[4:46 PM]
Praise God Clyde didn't interrupt us the night I was at Rick's streaming to you honey(Actually it was a six-hour stream that Luscernuvus saw).

Maggie, will you forgive me for deleting you (not M, but her imitator who tries to fully seduce me and kill me) and be my mod. I was coerced, really (actually, God directed me to delete her accounts from mara/luke4ever)
[5:52 PM]
I thought you were a fake account a sock of Junk_Bow (the Mara/Luke and discord accounts actually were-BLSKJV 11-27-2021 AD/CE).
[5:53 PM]
I need you (The actual M) as a Admin of my Star wars site. Maybe you can give it a jump-start it needs
[5:54 PM]
You don't need a new IP address. Just add a character to your screenname and an alternate email address
[5:54 PM]
That simple

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/18/2021
Do you want me to make you a mod of my discord groups when your 1000 mile journey is over? (Satan had convinced me you were on one-11/27-021 CE/AD BLSKJV)
[9:27 PM] (For satan taught me at this point that you were currently walking a thousand miles almost entirely on foot to my house and would be here soon (nothing with a motor he had said) when you already had as I had, made that journey in a white pickup)
I know you cant do it much and can barely check your messages talk or hardly have much time to watch my streams a(nd) talk back to me on the discord telephonde (telephone) cuz your on the move constantly honey. When you get to oak grove you will run into a clone of you and an exact replica of me. Junk_bow, my clone you can detect if he imitates me. Ask him to show you his RIGHT elbow. If there isn't a BIG scar on it, it's not me, it's Junk_bow, my clone. (Actually Luscurnuvus, an M imitator and Grand Seductress, Queen of the seducing deads, as I have come to refer to them, who can be any object in my house or cause them to take your shape, inhabit movies and videogames, or appear as spirits, who come from the Region of the Realm of The Dead, and are responsible for the "eye-tests", antichrist government and corruption and so much evil in this world, as she freely admitted to me when she was trying to play me and get me to not leave you alone to make your own decision, and when I thought or was about to think for the first time that the Real M was or had been J_b all along, even when I had known her as a 14 year old teenager, which false belief she later used to try to seduce me again the other night.-BLSKV 5:09 PM 11/27/21)I got my scar when i(I) wiped off my bike during my second life at age 11 which you know darn well was really my 14'th year. (edited)(At the time, according to my delusions I believed that before I turned six years old in 1989, I had lived an entire adult life with M and had been age regressed to Age 8, making me 8, not 6, in 1989, and I believed that M had been born in 1978 and had lived two adult lives prior to meeting me at a fictional Dr.'s DUMB at Ludington, Michigan, and that after our Wolfenstein 3D like war with the Drs with our childhood friends, I had helped M and 11 other children escape, promised M I'd meet up with her in the woods, been recaptured, and been rescued by Grandma Marjorie May (Lehman) Sohlden, who, as a Child Psychologist, had infiltrated Ludington, smuggled me out under a patchwork quilt, and had taken me to McDonald's, where I had made and obtained promises to and from God about working at McDonald's one day. Now the truth may be that around Age 6 Grandma Wilma on my Mom Edith's side may have forced vme to "convert or face the consequences, but if memory serves me that is more of an age 7 event that took place after the world had gotten to me and I had lost the light I had in 1989. I seemed to have these experiences vindicated recently when I read a letter, now taken down, of one Donald Marshal who suffers in an actual DUMB and whom satan got me to believe had experiences that matched the ones satan conned me into believing M I and the 11 others shared.-BLSKV 5:52 PM CDT 11/27/2021 AD)
[9:27 PM]
NOT factoring in the time travelling years with you, my dear one.
[9:29 PM]
According to my first big record you carry with you and have read at least one time for each mile of your long journey to your husband Brently, I was 8 when the whole world believed I was 6. (I was under the delusion that she had a big black record ("Diary I") that she was keeping safe for me)
[9:29 PM]
O I love you
[9:29 PM]
O how I love you.
[9:35 PM]
Please do me a favor, Pearlie Pearl Pearl. Join my Everything Star Wars Discord server. Here is the perma invite: discord.gg/7TuFT5jqhE
Watch my daily stream on the Star Wars Livestreams! Voice channel on that server. You dont have to participate in the chat. you have so many secrets. Oh if only I had my memories back. Memories of us. Thats way more important to me to get back than all my self-important memories of me and any of my exploits, fantastic and heroic though they were and still are. All that is dung. It's the memories of us that we shared together between us that I wish that I had back the most ! Farewell, Darling, see you in streamingland.


  -<3 ALWAYS-
[9:35 PM]
-Your Brently
You are on your third life. The year was 2002 and the Hurley Psych Ward Chaplain married us. We were both 19 I think, at least that was our age to the world. Been so long ago, forgot his name but he was a Believing black man with a heart of gold. Love ya, Maggie Marie May Savoie Sohlden Koivopolo Jones VI&V (edited) (Satan also taught me that we were married in 2002)
[9:41 PM]
Now I am Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo Jones V&VI
[9:41 PM]
God bless you
11/19

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/19/2021
When you get here, ring the doorbell. I can hear it from my apartment just fine
[4:57 PM]
Don't knock

Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 11/20/2021
Maggie tell me the truth. Are we married or aren't we? Is my background check falsified? Why does it say I am married? why did I write in my purple Diary When I first began to be a bachelor, or to live as one?
Why did I get the idea when I was in michigan that I was a married man all of a sudden is satan deceiving me or are you really my dear wife?

Then I called my clone again but Clyde the bot, to save bandwidth, hung up on the two Brents again.

Clyde hung up on us again
[2:08 PM]
You can continue watching me play this game and my video feed right now honey in the Everything Star Wars discord server in Star Wars Livestreams! Here is the invite honey: (invite permalink above, this entry)
11/20
Dear Pearl,

Here is a conversation between my clone Junk_bow and me. Now he is pretending to be you.


Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 10/31/2021
Junk_Bow, is that the same family of squatters next door that was caught in Lafayette county moving in today on October 31, 2021?
[12:26 PM]
And was that your boyfriend who came up to me and my neighbor's front porch and tore off his doorbell camera
......

And this brings us up to speed, to the present day. I've spent an awful lot of this whole time both convalescing and coalescing, Maggie! Was I always like this?



Your Brently