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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 2, 2021 1:53:06 GMT -6
2021 AD 10/02- SATURDAY God truly delivered me this morning; and is still in the process of delivering me as I am in the process of hammering out false beliefs and building up faith and true beliefs and retconning doubt both into and out of my system, causing me to doubt all lies and believe all Truth. I'm not exactly sure how He is doing it, but He is.
Tonight I streamed Wolfenstein 3-D on Twitch and I related the physical battles in it to the spiritual battles of life
After 9 AM later this day (It is 2:43 AM) I will be going to be going to McDonald's to see when my new hours will be.
Thursday, I went to Centerpoint hospital to get my labwork done. My valproic acid level was tested.
The night and day before that I walked eight miles give or take, to Bates City. I got a ride back home.
3:34 AM CDT
October is the 10'th month. 10 means two things: A test and perfection and completeness. Joseph F. Smith is the Great Grandson of Emma and Joseph Smith through Alexder Hale Smith Joseph III's brother. I watched more of his Testimony tonight.
I started writing and publishing Dark Tower 8: The Drawing of the Ka-Tet at the same time tonight.
11:37 AM CDT This morning around 9:30 AM I went to McDonald's to talk to the General Manager to get my new hours but she was busy working Table, slammed with customers, and told me to come back Monday around 10-10:30AM CDT to discuss hours. Then I stopped at a convenience store on the way home to do my waste business and walked and jogged home.
I am currently streaming on Twitch, under Wolfenstein 3D, under the username brentkoivopolo888.
Next I will be reading from the book 'The Wind Through The Keyhole', a Dark Tower Bonus Novel, by Stephen King. Reading 'The Talisman' helped me understand a little of what I was experiencing when I was in the Realm of the Dead, but not much, which was an entire existence as big as ours with its heavens, hells, eternities, gods, and people (spirits)with settings just as real and solid as ours but ethereal people. Now I am out of that place, Thank God, and will never return to it in the Name of My Jesus, My Christ, My Amen! God pulled and pushed me out of that place though I tried getting out my own way which wasn't actually what I thought was happening.
Lesser gods are the gods of those sub-regions. The Holy Spirit is still the Holy Spirit no matter where you go.
I am on Season 4, Episode 1 of Star Wars The Clone Wars on my Star Wars semi-chronological order binge. I at least thought that I had had to skip Season 3 or Season 2 because www.fast32.com that hosts truncated versions of The Clone Wars show had both Seasons 2 and 3 with seemingly identical episodes, but a different number of them.
After streaming Wolf-3D for an hour tonight on Twitch, I will go to bed on my loveseat around 9:30 PM.
11:48 PM CDT
I was speaking and believing against satan's prophets because they were confusing me rather than enlightening me (but ye shall know them by their fruits and their fruits seemingly were inner holiness and no outward pomp but were witches and copycats with no originality and are whited sepulchers full of dead men's bones.)because I was not aware of all of satan's plan or workings, or God's tests or His workings. I repented of speaking against satan's prophets after being warned of them. The next day I would seek three true prophets I trusted, reach out, and not get a response except God showed me two good videos with some of the master keys.
No package is arriving with any "key" and the one I thought I was getting was obtained from Junk_Bow, Maggie's Twinner, the girlfriend of my Twinner, the seed of Leviatan,one of my chief adversaries, by Maggie Marie May Savoie VI, but first she obtained the false one, which turned out to be evil and needed to be let go of pronto, before she obtained my true key, which I had drawn up the blueprints for on a sticky note and placed upon my table, the blueprints taken to heaven by angels, the key crafted and forged in heaven, the key given to Maggie by the angel Gabriel, my Guardian Angel, who, on a night that I was obsessed with Heather E Smith of my local Restoration Branch, came up to me in my bed, tapped me and told me that I was not marrying Heather but that I was marrying Maggie, an experience which I at first almost ignored and disregarded. And the songs and movies (some of them, not all) lead, guide and direct both Maggie and me in our daily lives along with the Scriptures, God's Voice and angels, and holy men, and each other, and often teach us things and help us help others and outr own selves and to fulfill God's will for our lives, but ofttimes can be just entertainment, but even that can often teach me things, as Ken and Unlucky 13 Eddie Amor taught me.
I streamed Wolfenstein, then Albion after I watched the first two movies in the Hobbit Trilogy directed by Peter Jackson today.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 3, 2021 9:32:07 GMT -6
10/03- SUNDAY
10:23 PM CDT
I couldn't get to Church so I am watching a Restoration All-Branch Gathering Conference. Charity is the only way to salvation.
Lest I should go back to Satan's prophets again: They pointed to the imminence of Christ's return and were pre-Tribbers and this only leads to Project Bluebeam's Fake Rapture Event, but most Evangelicals, which they know, being witches. They kept prophesying that all would be well the next day or today or now or very soon, but it kept getting worse and worse, and the trials I had to go through because I continued listening to them continued to increase and increase, which they kept promising would be over now, and today and tomorrow and very soon over and over again, both saying Maggie was there and she was the wrong and right one for me. It was pure confusion. The more I followed their instructions and listened to their advice and prayed in their demonic tongues, the more confused and disoriented I got and the harder and harder life became, and also stranger and stranger. I was driven to do things that were evil and exhausting. They also preached on the End Times and the Mark of The Beast, but must have preached it wrong. Mrs. Lois Fogel Sharp did not preach that message but ministered the gospel, and was not a pre-Tribber.
This is Day 2 of my Twitch Stream. Included was The Walking Dead, Faxanadu and a little of The Wind Through the Keyhole, and evidence for the Book of Mormon and my deliverance from Satan's Propets and back to them like an evilly disposed Prodigal, then deliverance from them a second time. Praise the name of My Jesus, My Lord. I also swept down the hallway steps, down my porch steps and swept my porch, and took out my porch trash today, and my kitchen trash, and finished trying to anoint, pray over over and bless my house improperly without the Authority, blessing or sanction of God. Amen.
Charity is the road to service. Charity is not something we must do but something we have. Moroni tells us to pray for it with all the energy of our heart. Father, give me more Charity! Amen!
If you say, I did not know about this, does not He who heareth the heart perceive it?
9:38 PM CDT
Pros
*When I think I can let her go, and try to do so, the spirits of the dead gnaw at my feet and assault me. It's not that I can't if she don't want me. They are manipulating me but it is her choice. If I keep up with the delusional thinking then she might say, forget it.
*There are invisipeople who try eye-testing me but that's completely unrelated.
*In the words of Michael Hur, the antichrist spirits promise to kill you if you don't comply (as if Maggie and I don't have a choice in the matter, but we do.)(And the choice is a good choice, but the devil don't want us to think so.)(But God IS able to deliver from the hands of all adversaries) but God is kind and merciful and willing to abundantly pardon, forgive and cleanse, but God has promised to damn all the knowingly complient with the eyetest who know all the facts yet comply, and have mercy on a small percentage of the compliant as he will.
I rebuke this effort to eye-test me in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
I'm better and saner when I'm on my meds, so I will stay on them.
When I'm off my meds it's like a drug trip so I'll stay on my meds.
God has been allowing me to follow Satan's prophets to show me what it's going to be like for the eye-tested in two years during WWZ; where they will wind up, and the Evil One is using the girl I was obsessed with, but which I can choose to actually show love to, but he don't want us to know it, to show me at the behest and permission of God in a conspiracy with the Lord of the Dead to try to bring me down, God knowing that He and I will triumph at the end and that I will see what I Brent am meant to see.
The curse isn't entirely gone yet, but is diminishing tremendously.
Cons? Only that Satan conspired with the Lord of the Dead and the denizens of the Realm of the Dead to try to get me although I have not fully given in, and will not, when he saw porn was losing its grip on me. God, knowing this, decided to show me things in the nature of experience I did not think possible, to illustrate the life of the dead.
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Pray that I will listen to the voice of God!
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Fatal attraction (To the dead Maggies)(And they to me). He makes satan's ministers appear as ministers of righteousness
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The spirits of the dead are after me. Has this been your experience? Pray for my deliverance.
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Thank you so much for clarifying what satan's propets tried to do to me
They wanted me to fulfill and gratify all my illusiions, desires, delusions and made up fantasies. (all the while intending to (Satan) withhold from me the one girl that I desired to wed in reality, Maggie, and to do everything in his power (satan) to make me so repugnant to her that she would turn away from me, though I'm sure she in her heart of hearts desires me.-BLSKJV) Now I have to retcon my Diary. I commanded them (the spirits of the dead) to shut up in the name of Jesus and said "Thank You Lord for what I am about to receive: Salvation in the Kingdom without (the girl I was fixated on and obsessed with.) (On Sunday, 10/31/2021 AD I prayed, "Thank You Lord Jesus for what I am about to receive: Salvation in the Kingdom of God WITH the girl I desire, Maggie, not hasted and speeded to me but with patience obtained. Amen"-BLSKJV) God demands patience, not haste and speed. God wants me to wait for a relationship with Maggie to develop as I listen to the Holy Spirit's Voice and none other. I am not worthless, but have value in God's kingdom.).
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 4, 2021 21:25:47 GMT -6
10/04- MONDAY
The spirits of the dead Maggies call out to me and want to suck me back down, but now that I have seen the Sun, I never want to go back. But how God got me up to the level of the Sun being so bright is a mystery that I only imagined that I knew the answer to and God healed my right leg because I asked him for a real healing not because of imagined surrogate surgery and God was able to straighten me out because I prayed for more wisdom knowledge understanding and discernment, and my meds were starting to kick in more and more as there was more in my system, not because of an imagined surrogate lobotomy or because my life was imitating cartoons and movies. That was all a violent and demon controlled delusion.
This morning I worked at McDonald's from about 9:35 AM-1 PM, after my General Manager wrote me into her schedule.
Father, help my wallet to turn up, or for me to find it. In Christ's Name, Amen.
After work I contacted Joy to tell her I had my job back. Later I talked to Ken who refused to come perform an exorcism I did myself. However I was not ready for it. He gave me good advice and I lied to him out of fear that my delusions were not true. I was comfortable in them and I was afraid that if they were not true that I would lose my soul. My pupils are normal size now. They had once been dilated. It was from being possessed by the open mouthed spirits of the dead. I sacrificed myself to save myself at the last the other night and as they began to gnaw at my feet, I erroneously said, referring to the witches, but I remember what the prophets said (But it is not what satan's prophets said that I should keep in mind, but what the White Angel Gabriel truly Promised me and what I have prayed for my whole life, that I would marry Maggie(not the imitation of that experience by an evil spirit that happened the other day but the 2019 AD experience-11/02-2021 AD-BLSKJV), so they (the deads) ostensibly backed away to get me to think I had no choice but to not let her go. Now, since satan's prophets cannot push the dead Maggies away, only God can, through his Son Jesus Christ by the Power of His Holy Spirit. Amen, I just have to wait out these terrorizing encounters until I have enough meds in my system to not be open to the negative side of the spiritual world as I am.
Later that night the dead Maggies led me right back to porn.
The funeral of a former girlfriend whom loved me and that I love, a victim of Covid, Johanna Richards, is Saturday at 10 (showing) AM (funeral at 11) at her former Church where she and her sister helped out in Sunday School.
Voices I hear many. Few I follow. But Only One I should follow-the Voice of The Spirit. Not listen to every voice that whispers in my ear or believe false and foolish writings.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 5, 2021 7:09:37 GMT -6
10/05- TUESDAY
Today God led me to a Scripture to illustrate these dimensional mental states I'm trapped in: When I read a discouraging letter from Joy's daughter, I thought I was delivered but was not.
Jeremiah 32:2
For the King of Babylon's army beseiged Jerusalem; and Jeremiah the prophet was shut up in the court of the prison, which was in the King of Judah's house.
As the lord of the Dead and his Forces from the Realm of the Dead beseiged me yesterday and this morning, I was a prisoner of my own device and making, trapped living in my mind, in the midst of Zion (the King of Judah's house.)
I told myself a lot of untrue thing's in God's name today, thinking it was the Holy Spirit. Forgive me, Father, Amen. Had these things been true, would it not be over, would I not have at that time been delivered completely? But it was far from over, even then-11/02/2021
It is hard to please one such as Joy and I hope and pray I can show her one day that she can be pleased with one such as Brent.
Joy gave me $80.00 this evening, ten more dollars than the initial amount she said she'd give me. The first thing I'm buying, at Wal-Mart tomorrow, is a phone charger, so I can make phone calls and use my smartphone Apps. Thank You God for giving me my phone and BlueTooth Headphones back, fixed! Amen! The next thing I'm buying is a 32" at the waist, 36" at the cuff pair of pants. Hopefully they will fit. Then I will buy a medium -sized bottle of Dawn Dish Soap and 2-3 bars of of Dial Bar Soap, for body, hands and laundry. Then a large bottle of Canola oil for cooking with, and one big carton of Almond Milk.Finally, three boxes of Great Value Elbow noodles, peanut bu t t er, jelly (off-brand) and one quartered bar of unsalted Great Value butter. And of course, a dozen eggs if I can afford them, but it's not a must. But all that's after two or three good episodes of The Clone Wars.
I may have to make more than one trip to Wal-Mart for all this, for my backpack nor my pully-cart can handle all these things.
I see Dr. Reddy September 1 at 9 AM at Comprehensive MHS. She will probably increase my med dosage because of my low valpropic acid level, which I hope she does. I will tell her I was off them because I wanted to be free from them but found out that going off them takes you to very dark places I never want or wish to return to, like a sustained drug trip. I will tell her that those who know me notice I have been better lately since I went back on them.
Yesterday while working at McDonald's I was very delusional. Today those delusions just weren't there as I worked, focusing on my job and trying to ignore sub-demonic accusations of "you lied to an Elder" repeated ad infinitum and trying to get me to move too fast in my pursuit of a certain love interest, to whom I testified today about my experiences of late before work as she ate her food. She got the eye-test but she's hardly accountable for it. She is one of those special vessels of God's grace the eye-test doesn't affect. I need to not push myself on this woman or stalk her, but just be her friend. She is very friendly and brimming with intelligence, but she's not the one for me. Well, that's all for now. Bye.
TELEPHONE LOG 001) Nature of Call: Skype Videoscreen Call. Participants: Me/Joy Date:10/05/2021 AD 1.)Good news: Yesterday Delusional. Today (no) delusions left. 2.) Lied to Ken b/c I feared satan would destroy me if I didn't believe my delusions (and God would destroy me if I did)(Hur) Apologize. 3.)Pupils normal. I witnessed. Manager Stephanie witnessed. 4.)Have Soc. Sec. l8r's. Bring dishes, etc. 5.) Jo's funeral Sat. 10 AM OG a church 6.)When Reddy's appointment (I had wrong date).
Summary: The conversation went sort of along those lines, with some deviation. Joy corrected me om wrong appointment date. Joy said nor she nor her husband will attend Johanna's funeral when I asked for an RSVP.
P.S. I asked off work for Jo's funeral. My General Manager said, yes she'd write in the ask off book for me that I'm off that day. Since I don't work Saturday I will be working tomorrow, Wednesday, October 06 from 9 AM-1PM, or I am scheduled for those hours. Adios.
P.P.S. I invited my General Manager who knew Jo well to Jo's funeral.
P.P.P.S. One of my favorite episodes of The Clone Wars of all time is Season 4, Episode 4.
P.P.P.P.S. Until I shut the portal that is letting the spirits of the Dead up here, I need to wake up at around 1:40 AM, stay up 'til 3:10 AM and go back to sleep on my loveseat since there is an interdimensional vortex beneath my bed and also my fold-out bed, and my worst waking nightmares seem to happen at the 2 AM time period, the witching hour. (although I no longer suffer from these waking nightmares at this time (2 AM) at this time (11/22/2021 AD) I still believe I must NOT sleep upon my bed, but must purchase a new bed to sleep upon.)
P.P.P.P.P.S. I am on Season 4, Episode 6 of the Clone Wars.
P.P.P.P.P.P.S. As C-3PO reminds us at the end of The Clone Wars Season 4, Episode 5, Dare to dream!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 6, 2021 3:25:56 GMT -6
10/06- WEDNESDAY AROUND 4:27 AM My friend Shane and I touched bases over the phone last night after I got back from shopping at Walmart buying 13 items receiving 0.36 cents change, plus size 32"X34" pants, getting $23.00 change out of $80.00 and then coming home, taking care of my waste business, putting away all of my grocereies and throwing away one cracked egg, walking up to a Chinese restaurant and ordering a large tub of shrimp fried rice with water and Dr. Pepper, the largest cups of them I've ever seen at that place, and two fortunes, one kind of a joke about a crab rangoon a day keeping the doctor away and the other saying I will have my dearest wish granted, and the whole time my Maggie wanted to walk in to the restaurant but they refused to play the song God's Not Dead by Newsboys so she could not walk in. I left an $8.00 tip as I had pledged to do, and returning home with just two dollars and twenty-five cents. I got every item on my shopping list and was WAY under budget after WalMart.
According to Shane, I'm not as far "down the Rabbit Hole" as Shane has been and I'm not going to like what I find when I get down to the bottom. Our paths will cross again. He claims he does not need to go to Israel because he also claims he has already learned the knowledge he needed to learn there through meditation. He tells me he has learned, through whatever agency, good or ill, that he will not go to Japan for a long time; its not time yet. He still believes in the Book of Mormon.
According to him we exist in the Third Dimension, the Easy one. There are 12 main Dimensions. The first Dimension is hell. The second is between hell and earth. There is the Godhood, who command angels who command lesser gods and goddesses who commmand daemons. Daemons always existed from eternity with Gods and can be good or evil. Azazael is also Lucifer or Satan, and Shane claims that God has confirmed this to him, though I do not believe it, for the Book of Mormon says that Azazael is the cheif of the Fallen Angels who by mutual execrations coventanted with each other on Mount Hermon after the waters to dry, to continue to sleep with the daughters of men, as they chose, to produce Giant offspring, hybrids and Nephilim, as is encapulated in Greek, Norse and Roman and Anglo-Saxon myth and Legend.
8:19 AM CDT Going to take some money, walk up to the Chinese place, order one crab rangoon, park myself in a booth, eat it, and leave. It will be good. Meanwhile I will leave The Hobbit: An Unexpected Journey playing here at home.
8:50 AM The Chinese place opens at 11:00 AM. I'm here sitting on the curb in front of a store where I just found out today a friend works, but not today, waiting for the Chinese store to open. I gave my orange ESV New Testament Psalms and Proverbs to a young man with red locks I saw wandering down the road towards my destination. I told him it was a free gift and to read it every day and that it would really help him. I saw him looking up at a bird outside of the strip mall I am sitting at. 9;27 AM Change of plans: I forgot that I have to work today. I should be working today from 9:45 AM-1PM Then I will eat that rangoon on the way home from McD's at that booth. 1:52 PM @chinese store. I built up my Truth, Light and Grace group a little today featuring not listening to Satan's witch prophets and the presence of patterns in life and their importance, citing the Doctrine and Covenants. After work, I walked to China Restaurant where I ordered one crab rangoon. It looks like rain so getting my Social Security card and new dishes Joy wants to give me will have to wait one day at least. I need to eat and get home before it rains. At home I can eat one of my apple fritters, then start The Hobbit:The Desolation of Smaug.
3:27 PM I am in my place of resort. Several weeks ago as I was checking my mail, I was on my way to der mailbox ven ich fell ab an mein geschict und hands, which broke mein abfall. Here are before and after pics of my facial wounds that resulted and how they have healed because I took good care of myself: BEFORE
AFTERShane called me twice. I need to accept the truth that My Depakote and Risperidone keep me sane so I don't drop into the realm of the Dead again, as Shane does when he's on weed. He told me he has not been off his invega sustena injections, which he needs to just take orally without worrying, like a man, and get off those injections. Shane says I need to get in touch with my Native American side and with my Guardian Angel. I also need to accept the Truth that God constantly uses TV shows, movies, songs and videogames to help show me messages about reality as Ken taught me, how the Illuminati telegraph their punches. My Guardian angel may or may not be an Archangel and my Guardian Angel pushed me out of being hit worse by Eddie Amor's truck when he tried to run me over enraged by me telling him Goodbye forever. I must also accept the truth that the Maggie Savoie I met in discord in the account, Junk_bow, is an anti-Maggie, whom I don't know the location of, and the Maggie from Michigan lives in a house in Bates City, like Sunlight Garder and Osmond, or Morgan Sloat and Morgan of Orrus, or Speedy Parker and Parkus. But Junk_Bow is far from the sweet girl I met in 1998 AD, and was never anything more than a sadistic, black magick practicing, tweaking witch, of antichrist, and a descendent of Leviathan, who had me under her spell, and all of the Dead Damned Maggies, dead because of transgression, on every spiritual, physical and mental and dead plane of existences-all of those dimensions and every other space there is containg the dead Maggies, are only some of the places I visited. The good ones are probably still alive in their spaces minding their own business, who have not accepted the spiritual inheritance satan tried to give them, but that of Ephraim from God, and are probably either dating, married to or are having problems with their Brently's. Maggie is the Rainbow. The Evil Twinner is the Junk_Bow. I have rooted her out as a source of evil in this world. I need to ask of God how to close the portals that are letting those spirits of the dead up here as Shane still must do from his end in Michigan (actually, as I will learn later, he did it pre-Covid season) instead of listening to evil weed spirits who seduce him, saying, its ok, Shane, we'll do it for you if you accept the "truths" ( a very qualified word here) we feed you. I also need to let go of my pride and stop interrupting people when they say something I don't agree with, and be willing to learn, and slow to judge, and sheathe my tongue before unsheathing my sword. Sometimes I need to go out in nature or on my front part of my resort and let go, willing to allow the Holy Spirit to tell me the Truth, even if it contradicts my beliefs, even deep seated ones. I need to clear my mind, but not too much, and listen. If I hear something, don't freak out. If it's footsteps, and they are heavy, and there is no one there, it is a soldier. These can be good or bad, and I can tell by sensing its Ki (Kee).-- KI-(A combinatition of the teaching of Shane and Brent) .. Ki is life Force(Ka in Dark Tower, The Force in Star Wars). All Ki is neutral, depending on who/what uses it and how it is used. There are two sides to Ki, and both sides are necessary for God to create anything or for man to co-create with Gods: Fa or Faith (+) ____________________________ Do or Doubt or To or Tao or Dao(-) This is a Primer Field, and this energy field, along with the Godhead (Father Son Holy Ghost and Holy Spirit (Now the Holy Ghost and Holy Spirit are two parts of the same Divine entity but have slightly different Offices as explained in the Sermons of Joseph Smith, Jr.) and the Spirit of Wisdom (as Distinguished from the Godhead in a Vision of creation given to Apostle and Patriarch Arthur A. Oakman) bind all things that Exist together, permeating them and filling them all-in-all, and this energy field, all the positive and negative energy in all existences and any other space there is, composes all things that were, are, and are to come in all time space and eternity. This is the Divine Key to the Unified Field theory, hidden in plain sight in ancient and modern architecture and in the ancient yin yang symbol. You can use Ki wrongly or rightly against both the living the spiritual and the dead as a weapon. All things in that exist on any plane of Existence or in any space or dimension have Ki. There are four kinds of Ki: Godly or Divine Ki- Sensed as pure crisp pureness. Holy or Righteous or Godly person Ki- Like Divine Ki, but with Authority. If it has a tainted feeling-taited heart. Natural Ki- Trees, birds, etc. Everything has the exact same nature, except in haunted places, ki will feel demonic. Demonic Ki- Dark, twisted, evil sense. Eerie, no light. --Shane says if the Ki is evil, break off the Meditation. I called Shane back for some final advice. To paraphrase and add some of my own teaching and words: When you hear anything else big but soldier's footsteps, it could be trouble. Get out of the area. Do not show fear. It could be someone trying to whip you. Any other sound is probably just an animal or person minding their own business, car, vehicle, etc. If you hear crickets and birds, etc, everything is calm and peaceful, there is no danger. If you hear no crickets, birds at all in Summer and it gets too quiet, get out of the area, there is danger. Show no fear. Don't retaliate. They want you to retaliate. Don't mess this up. If you mess things up, God will show you and it won't feel good. Leave the area. Show no fear. Fear and paranoia are evil, and of the devil. There must be a missing element to these instructions, for Shane was still deceived. Stay tuned. More later as Shane walks this out. Gabriel is my Guardian Angel and Michael is at my Right Hand. David gave me a birthday card with a personal message and two Scriptures: RDC 18:1-2 on hell: 1a I am Alpha and Omega, Christ the Lord; yea, even I am He, the beginning and the end, the Redeemer of the world:
1b I having accomplished and finished the will of him whose I am, even the Father, concerning me; having done this, that I might subdue all things unto myself;
1c retaining all power, even to the destroying of Satan and his works at the end of the world, and the last great day of judgment, which I shall pass upon the inhabitants thereof, judging every man according to his works, and the deeds which he has done.
1d And surely every man must repent or suffer, for I God am endless; wherefore, I revoke not the judgments which I shall pass but woes shall go forth, weeping, wailing, and gnashing of teeth;
1e yea, to those who are found on my left hand; nevertheless, it is not written that there shall be no end to this torment; but it is written endless torment.
2a Again, it is written eternal damnation; wherefore it is more express than other Scriptures, that it might work upon the hearts of the children of men, altogether for my name's glory;
2b wherefore, I will explain unto you this mystery, for it is meet unto you to know even as mine apostles.
2c I speak unto you that are chosen in this thing, even as one, that you may enter into my rest; for, behold, the mystery of godliness, how great is it?
2d For, behold, I am endless, and the punishment which is given from my hand is endless punishment, for Endless is my name; wherefore-
2e Eternal punishment is God's punishment. Endless punishment is God's punishment.
2f Wherefore, I command you to repent, and keep the commandments which you have received by the hand of my servant Joseph Smith, Jr., in my name;
2g and it is by my almighty power that you have received them; therefore I command you to repent- repent, lest I smite you by the rod of my mouth, and by my wrath, and by my anger, and your sufferings be sore- how sore you know not! how exquisite you know not! yea, how hard to bear you know not!
2h For, behold, I, God, have suffered these things for all, that they might not suffer, if they would repent; but if they would not repent, they must suffer even as I;
2i which suffering caused myself, even God, the greatest of all, to tremble because of pain, and to bleed at every pore, and to suffer both body and spirit, and would that I might not drink the bitter cup, and shrink;
2j nevertheless, glory be to the Father, and I partook and finished my preparations unto the children of men;
2k wherefore, I command you again to repent, lest I humble you by my almighty power, and that you confess your sins, lest you suffer these punishments of which I have spoken, of which in the smallest, yea, even in the least degree, you have tasted at the time I withdrew my Spirit.
2l And I command you that you preach naught but repentance, and show not these things unto the world until it is wisdom in me;
2m for they cannot bear meat now, but milk they must receive; wherefore, they must not know these things, lest they perish.
2n Learn of me, and listen to my words; walk in the meekness of my Spirit and you shall have peace in me.
2o I am Jesus Christ; I came by the will of the Father, and I do his will.Alma 16 RLDS on faith: 125 And they came unto Alma; and the one who was the foremost among them, said unto him, Behold, what shall these my brethren do, for they are despised of all men, because of their poverty; yea, and more especially by our priests;126 For they have cast us out of our synagogues, which we have labored abundantly to build, with our own hands; and they have cast us out because of our exceeding poverty, and we have no place to worship our God; and behold, what shall we do?127 And now when Alma heard this, he turned him about, his face immediately towards him, and he beheld, with great joy; for he beheld that their afflictions had truly humbled them, and that they were in a preparation to hear the word;128 Therefore he did say no more to the other multitude, but he stretched forth his hand, and cried unto those whom he beheld, who were truly penitent, and said unto them, I behold that ye are lowly in heart; and if so, blessed are ye.129 Behold thy brother hath said, What shall we do? for we are cast out of our synagogues, that we cannot worship our God.130 Behold, I say unto you, Do ye suppose that ye can not worship God, save it be in your synagogues only?131 And moreover, I would ask, Do ye suppose that ye must not worship God only once in a week?132 I say unto you, It is well that ye are cast out of your synagogues, that ye may be humble, and that ye may learn wisdom; for it is necessary that ye should learn wisdom;133 For it is because that ye are cast out, that ye are despised for your brethren, because of your exceeding poverty that ye are brought to a lowliness of heart; for ye are necessarily brought to be humble.134 And now because ye are compelled to be humble, blessed are ye; for a man sometimes, if he is compelled to be humbled, seeketh repentance;135 And now surely, whosoever repenteth shall find mercy; and he that findeth mercy and endureth to the end, the same shall be saved.136 And now as I said unto you, that because ye were compelled to be humble, ye were blessed, do ye not suppose that they are more blessed who truly humble themselves because of the word?137 Yea, he that truly humbleth himself and repenteth of his sins, and endureth to the end, the same be blessed; yea, much more blessed than they who are compelled to be humble, because of their exceeding poverty; therefore blessed are they who humble themselves without being compelled to be humble,138 Or rather, in other words, Blessed is he that believeth in the word of God, and is baptized without stubbornness of heart; yea, without being brought to know the word, or even compelled to know, before they will believe.139 Yea, there are many who do say, If thou wilt shew unto us a sign from heaven, then we shall know of a surety; then we shall believe.140 Now I ask, Is this faith? Behold, I say unto you, Nay; for if a man knoweth a thing, he hath no cause to believe, for he knoweth it.141 And now how much more cursed is he that knoweth the will of God and doeth it not, than he that only believeth, or only hath cause to believe, and falleth into transgression? Now of this thing, ye must judge.142 Behold, I say unto you, that it is on the one hand, even as it is on the other; and it shall be unto every man according to his work.143 And now as I said concerning faith: Faith, is not to have a perfect knowledge of things; therefore if ye have faith, ye hope for things which are not seen, which are true.144 And now, behold, I say unto you; and I would that ye should remember that God is merciful unto all who believe on his name; therefore he desireth, in the first place, that ye should believe, yea, even on his word.145 And now, he imparteth his word by angels, unto men; yea, not only men, but women also.146 Now this is not all: little children do have words given unto them many times, which confound the wise and the learned.147 And now, my beloved brethren, as ye have desired to know of me what ye shall do because ye are afflicted and cast out: now I do not desire that ye should suppose that I mean to judge you only according to that which is true;148 For I do not mean that ye all of you have been compelled to humble yourselves; for I verily believe that there are some among you who would humble themselves, let them be in whatsoever circumstances they might.149 Now as I said concerning faith-that it was not a perfect knowledge, even so it is with my words.150 Ye can not know of their surety at first, unto perfection, any more than faith is a perfect knowledge.151 But behold, if ye will awake and arouse your faculties, even to an experiment upon my words, and exercise a particle of faith; yea, even if ye can no more than desire to believe, let this desire work in you, even until ye believe in a manner that ye can give place for a portion of my words.152 Now we will compare the word unto a seed.153 Now if ye give place, that a seed may be planted in your heart, behold, if it be a true seed, or a good seed, if ye do not cast it out by your unbelief, that ye will resist the Spirit of the Lord, behold, it will begin to swell within your breasts;154 And when you feel those swelling motions, ye will begin to say within yourselves, It must needs be that this is a good seed, or that the word is good, for it beginneth to enlarge my soul; yea, it beginneth to enlighten my understanding; yea, and it beginneth to be delicious to me.155 Now behold, would not this increase your faith? I say unto you, Yea; nevertheless it hath not grown up to a perfect knowledge.156 But behold, as the seed swelleth, and sprouteth, and beginneth to grow, then ye must needs say, that the seed is good; for behold it swelleth, and sprouteth, and beginneth to grow.157 And now behold, will not this strengthen your faith? Yea, it will strengthen your faith, for ye will say, I know that this is a good seed, for behold, it sprouteth and beginneth to grow.158 And now behold, are ye sure that this is a good seed? I say unto you, Yea; for every seed bringeth forth unto its own likeness; therefore, if a seed groweth, it is good, but if it groweth not, behold, it is not good; therefore it is cast away.159 And now, behold, because ye have tried the experiment, and planted the seed, and it swelleth, and sprouteth, and beginneth to grow, ye must needs know that the seed is good.160 And now behold, is your knowledge perfect? Yea, your knowledge is perfect in that thing, and your faith is dormant;161 And this because you know; for ye know that the word hath swelled your souls, and ye also know that it hath sprouted up, that your understanding doth begin to be enlightened, and your mind doth begin to expand.162 O then, is not this real? I say unto you, Yea; because it is light; and whatsoever is light, is good, because it is discernible; therefore ye must know that it is good.163 And now behold, after ye have tasted this light, is your knowledge perfect? Behold, I say unto you, Nay; neither must ye lay aside your faith, for ye have only exercised your faith to plant the seed, that ye might try the experiment, to know if the seed was good.164 And behold, as the tree beginneth to grow, ye will say, let us nourish it with great care, that it may get root, that it may grow up and bring forth fruit unto us.165 And now behold, if ye nourish it with much care, it will get root, and grow up, and bring forth fruit.166 But if ye neglect the tree, and take no thought for its nourishment, behold, it will not get any root; and when the heat of the sun cometh and scorcheth it, because it hath no root, it withers away, and ye pluck it up and cast it out.167 Now this is not because the seed was not good, neither is it because the fruit thereof would not be desirable.168 But it is because your ground is barren, and ye will not nourish the tree; therefore ye can not have the fruit thereof.169 And thus it is if ye will not nourish the word, looking forward with an eye of faith to the fruit thereof, ye can never pluck of the fruit of the tree of life.170 But if ye will nourish the word, yea, nourish the tree as it beginneth to grow, by your faith with great diligence, and with patience, looking forward to the fruit thereof, it shall take root; and behold, it shall be a tree springing up unto everlasting life;171 And because of your diligence, and your faith, and your patience with the word, in nourishing it, that it may take root in you, behold, by and by, ye shall pluck the fruit thereof, which is most precious, which is sweet above all that is sweet, and which is white above all that is white; yea, and pure above all that is pure;172 And ye shall feast upon this fruit, even until ye are filled, that ye hunger not, neither shall ye thirst.173 Then my brethren ye shall reap the rewards of your faith, and your diligence, and patience, and long suffering, waiting for the tree to bring forth fruit unto you.174 Now after Alma had spoken these words, they sent forth unto him desiring to know whether they should believe in one God, that they might obtain this fruit of which he had spoken, or how they should plant the seed, or the word, of which he had spoken, which he said must be planted in their hearts; or in what manner they should begin to exercise their faith?175 And Alma said unto them, Behold, ye have said that ye could not worship your God, because ye are cast out of your synagogues.176 But behold, I say unto you, If ye suppose that ye can not worship God, ye do greatly err, and ye ought to search the scriptures; if ye suppose that they have taught you this, ye do not understand them.177 Do ye remember to have read what Zenos, the prophet of old, has said concerning prayer or worship?178 For he said, Thou art merciful O God, for thou hast heard my prayer, even when I was in the wilderness: yea, thou wast merciful when I prayed concerning those who were mine enemies, and thou didst turn them to me:179 Yea, O God, and thou wast merciful unto me when I did cry unto thee in my field; when I did cry unto thee in my prayer, and thou didst hear me.180 And again, O God, when I did turn to my house thou didst hear me in my prayer.181 And when I did turn unto my closet, O Lord, and prayed unto thee, thou didst hear me; yea, thou art merciful unto thy children when they cry unto thee to be heard of thee, and not of men, and thou wilt hear them;182 Yea, O God, thou hast been merciful unto me and heard my cries in the midst of thy congregations; yea, and thou hast also heard me when I have been cast out, and have been despised by mine enemies;183 Yea, thou didst hear my cries, and wast angry with mine enemies, and thou didst visit them in thine anger, with speedy destruction; and thou didst hear me because of mine afflictions and my sincerity;184 And it is because of thy Son that thou hast been thus merciful unto me; therefore I will cry unto thee in all mine afflictions; for in thee is my joy; for thou hast turned thy judgments away from me, because of thy Son.185 And now Alma said unto them, Do ye believe those scriptures which have been written by them of old?186 Behold, if ye do, ye must believe what Zenos said; for behold, he said, Thou hast turned away thy judgments, because of thy Son.187 Now, behold, my brethren, I would ask, if ye have read the scriptures? If ye have, how can ye disbelieve the Son of God?188 For it is not written that Zenos alone spake of these things, but Zenock also spake of these things; for behold, he said, Thou art angry, O Lord, with this people, because they will not understand of thy mercies which thou hast bestowed upon them, because of thy Son.189 And now my brethren, ye see that a second prophet of old has testified of the Son of God; and because the people would not understand his words, they stoned him to death.190 But behold, this is not all; these are not the only ones who have spoken concerning the Son of God.191 Behold, he was spoken of by Moses; yea, and behold, a type was raised up in the wilderness, that whosoever would look upon it might live. And many did look and live.192 But few understood the meaning of those things, and this because of the hardness of their hearts.193 But there were many who were so hardened that they would not look; therefore they perished.194 Now the reason they would not look, was because they did not believe that it would heal them.195 O my brethren, if ye could be healed by merely casting about your eyes, that ye might be healed, would ye not behold quickly, or would ye rather harden your hearts in unbelief, and be slothful, that ye would not cast about your eyes, that ye might perish?196 If so, wo shall come upon you; but if not so, then cast about your eyes and begin to believe in the Son of God, that he will come to redeem his people, and that he shall suffer and die to atone for their sins;197 And that he shall rise again from the dead, which shall bring to pass the resurrection, that all men shall stand before him, to be judged, at the last and judgment day, according to their works.198 And now my brethren, I desire that ye shall plant this word in your hearts, and as it beginneth to swell, even so nourish it by your faith.199 And behold, it will become a tree, springing up in you unto everlasting life.200 And then may God grant unto you that your burdens may be light, through the joy of his Son. And even all this can ye do, if ye will. Amen.201 And now it came to pass that after Alma had spoken these words unto them, he sat down upon the ground, and Amulek arose and began to teach them, saying, My brethren, I think that it is impossible that ye should be ignorant of the things which have been spoken concerning the coming of Christ, who is taught by us to be the Son of God;202 Yea, I know that these things were taught unto you, bountifully, before your dissension from among us, and as ye have desired of my beloved brother, that he should make known unto you what ye should do, because of your afflictions; and he hath spoken somewhat unto you to prepare your minds; yea, and he hath exhorted you unto faith, and to patience;203 Yea, even that ye would have so much faith as even to plant the word in your hearts, that ye may try the experiment of its goodness; and we have beheld that the great question which is in your minds, is whether the word be in the Son of God, or whether there shall be no Christ.204 And ye also beheld that my brother has proven unto you, in many instances that the word is in Christ, unto salvation.205 My brother has called upon the words of Zenos, that redemption cometh through the Son of God, and also upon the words of Zenock: and also he has appealed unto Moses, to prove that these things are true.206 And now behold, I will testify unto you of myself, that these things are true.207 Behold, I say unto you, that I do know that Christ shall come among the children of men, to take upon him the transgressions of his people, and that he shall atone for the sins of the world; for the Lord God has spoken it;208 For it is expedient that an atonement should be made; for according to the great plan of the eternal God, there must be an atonement made, or else all mankind must unavoidably perish;209 Yea, all are hardened; yea, all are fallen, and are lost, and must perish except it be through the atonement which it is expedient should be made;210 For it is expedient that there should be a great and last sacrifice; yea, not a sacrifice of man, neither of beast, neither of any manner of fowl; for it shall not be a human sacrifice: but it must be an infinite and eternal sacrifice.211 Now there is not any man that can sacrifice his own blood, which will atone for the sins of another.212 Now if a man murdereth, behold, will our law, which is just, take the life of his brother? I say unto you, Nay.213 But the law requireth the life of him who hath murdered; therefore there can be nothing, which is short of an infinite atonement, which will suffice for the sins of the world; therefore it is expedient that there should be a great and last sacrifice;214 And then shall there be, or it is expedient there should be, a stop to the shedding of blood; then shall the Law of Moses be fulfilled; yea, it shall all be fulfilled; every jot and tittle, and none shall have passed away.215 And behold, this is the whole meaning of the law; every whit pointing to that great and last sacrifice; and that great and last sacrifice will be the Son of God; yea, infinite and eternal; and thus he shall bring salvation to all those who shall believe on his name;216 This being the intent of this last sacrifice, to bring about the bowels of mercy, which overpowereth justice and bringeth about means unto men that they may have faith unto repentance.217 And thus mercy can satisfy the demands of justice, and encircles them in the arms of safety, while he that exercises no faith unto repentance, is exposed to the whole law of the demands of justice; therefore, only unto him that has faith unto repentance, is brought about the great and eternal plan of redemption.218 Therefore may God grant unto you, my brethren, that ye may begin to exercise your faith unto repentance, that ye begin to call upon his holy name, that he would have mercy upon you; yea, cry unto him for mercy; for he is mighty to save;219 Yea, humble yourselves, and continue in prayer unto him; cry unto him when ye are in your fields; yea, over all your flocks; cry unto him in your houses, yea, over all your household, both morning, mid- day, and evening; yea, cry unto him against the power of your enemies; yea, cry unto him against the devil, who is an enemy to all righteousness.220 Cry unto him over the crops of your fields, that ye may prosper in them: cry over the flocks of your fields, that they may increase.221 But this is not all: ye must pour out your souls in your closets, and your secret places, and in your wilderness;222 Yea, and when you do not cry unto the Lord, let your hearts be full, drawn out in prayer unto him continually for your welfare, and also for the welfare of those who are around you.223 And now behold, my brethren, I say unto you, Do not suppose that this is all; for after ye have done all these things, if ye turn away the needy, and the naked, and visit not the sick and afflicted, and impart of your substance if ye have, to those who stand in need;224 I say unto you, If ye do not any of these things, behold, your prayer is vain, and availeth you nothing, and ye are as hypocrites who do deny the faith;225 Therefore if ye do not remember to be charitable, ye are as dross, which the refiners do cast out, (it being of no worth,) and is trodden under foot of men.226 And now, my brethren, I would that after ye have received so many witnesses, seeing that the holy scriptures testify of these things, come forth and bring fruit unto repentance;227 Yea, I would that ye would come forth and harden not your hearts any longer; for behold, now is the time, and the day of your salvation; and therefore, if ye will repent and harden not your hearts, immediately shall the great plan of redemption be brought about unto you.228 For behold, this life is the time for men to prepare to meet God: yea, behold, the day of this life is the day for men to perform their labors.229 And now as I said unto you before, as ye have had so many witnesses, therefore I beseech of you, that ye do not procrastinate the day of your repentance until the end;230 For after this day of life, which is given us to prepare for eternity, behold, if we do not improve our time while in this life, then cometh the night of darkness, wherein there can be no labor performed.231 Ye can not say, when ye are brought to that awful crisis, that I will repent, that I will return to my God.232 Nay, ye can not say this; for that same spirit which doth possess your bodies at the time that ye go out of this life, that same spirit will have power to possess your body in that eternal world.233 For behold, if ye have procrastinated the day of your repentance, even until death, behold, ye have become subjected to the spirit of the devil, and he doth seal you his;234 Therefore the Spirit of the Lord hath withdrawn from you, and hath no place in you, and the devil hath all power over you; and this is the final state of the wicked.235 And this I know, because the Lord has said, he dwelleth not in unholy temples, but in the hearts of the righteous doth he dwell;236 Yea, and he has also said, that the righteous shall sit down in his kingdom, to go no more out; but their garments should be made white, through the blood of the Lamb.237 And now my beloved brethren, I desire that ye should remember these things, and that ye should work out your salvation with fear before God, and that ye should no more deny the coming of Christ; that ye contend no more against the Holy Ghost, but that ye receive it, and take upon you the name of Christ; that ye humble yourselves even to the dust, and worship God in whatsoever place ye may be in, in spirit and in truth;238 And that ye live in thanksgiving daily, for the many mercies and blessings which he doth bestow upon you; yea, and I also exhort you my brethren, that ye be watchful unto prayer continually, that ye may not be led away by the temptation of the devil, that he may not overpower you, that ye may not become his subjects at the last day: for behold, he rewardeth you no good thing.239 And now my beloved brethren, I would exhort you to have patience, and that ye bear with all manner of afflictions; that ye do not revile against those who do cast you out because of your exceeding poverty, lest ye become sinners like unto them; but that ye have patience, and bear with those afflictions, with a firm hope that ye shall one day rest from all your afflictions.240 Now it came to pass that after Amulek had made an end of these words, they withdrew themselves from the multitude, and came over into the land of Jershon;241 Yea, and the rest of the brethren, after they had preached the word unto the Zoramites, also came over into the land of Jershon.242 And it came to pass that after the more popular part of the Zoramites had consulted together concerning the words which had been preached unto them, they were angry because of the word, for it did destroy their craft; therefore they would not hearken unto the words.243 And they sent and gathered together throughout all the land, all the people, and consulted with them concerning the words which had been spoken.244 Now their rulers, and their priests, and their teachers, did not let the people know concerning their desires; therefore they found out privily the minds of all the people.245 And it came to pass that after they had found out the minds of all the people, those who were in favor of the words which had been spoken by Alma and his brethren, were cast out of the land; and they were many, and they came over also into the land of Jershon.246 And it came to pass that Alma and his brethren did minister unto them.Also in David, an RLDS brother's personal note, he asked me if I had ever asked God what my calling in life was. When I read this, I thought I had. But I had not, really, enough. I'm good at writing, drawing, making movies. Shoot, the demon incarnate anti-Maggie tried talking me out of all of those dreams and into taking the hard drug Methamphetamines when I talked to her just before she showed her true colors. Also an eye-tested Minister in the RLDS Church preached an entire sermon trying to talk me out of these dreams looking right at me. So it is pretty obvious to me that I know at least one part of my life's calling, besides the husband/father/priesthood/missionary/philantropist aspects of it. Maybe I need to ask God for more insight into my Destiny and calling when I meditate by day. Rn it is 2:17 AM, and I may try to sleep around 3:30 AM-7 AM just to be safe. (Now, by 10/31/2021 AD I can safely sleep all night long!-BLSKJV) Last night I visited Rick. He's completely over his sickness. He seems happier than I've seen him in a very long time. I'm going to work on my Star Wars Episode 10 Script now before bed. But I did not until the next day.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 7, 2021 7:44:26 GMT -6
10/07- THURSDAY
8:44 AM CDT
Still seeing and Hearing them. I reasoned that I should find the source of what the dead feed on-ectoplasm and use the scriptural key about not being able to fight Leviathan in my own strength, that only God can make his spear to approach him. I need to find out what God's spear is.
9:39 AM CDT Whenever people listen to satan's prophets of the dead, the witches of the dead, and believe false things about dead people it puts them in a trance that produces a substance called ectoplasm which comes from their bodies, when they walk around with open mouths, like drool, which feeds the spirits of the dead. The anti-Maggie that I pursued that created the Junk_bow account and the spirits of the dead Maggies were descendents of Leviathan and of antichrist, imitators, fakers, posers and copycats with no creativity or originality like the satanic prophets, some part of the Gopherwood church. The one I encountered in Jr. high and high school was not, and satan kept and keeps on trying to convince me even through others that she has no interest in me, when sometimes she think's I'm totally awesome. I believed a lot of false things about her. I met her in 1998. Believing all the false things I believed about her, the delusions, listening to the prophets of the dead, the witches guide me to and away from her at the same time, opened the door for me to produce the ectoplasm and open the portals which invited all the dead Maggies up here to our realm. When I accept this truth, that the Maggie I knew in high school is the one for me, but satan doesn't want us together, I will be free and Maggie is more likely to not be so mad at me for believing all the delusional nonsense I used to believe about us.
11:06 AM Satan told me smoothly, to misdirect me, which I should have known was a lie because I just saw the girl in Bates City, "The real Maggie Savoie who has seen some of my videos has forgiven me. She has not left Michigan and cares nothing of me. She is not the one. I've got to leave that girl alone. I needn't worry about Maggie not being the one. The one God has for me will un eye-tested and will be the most awesome woman I've ever met and will be better than Maggie." He pretended to be my guardian angel Gabriel when he told me this, as would an evil fae pretending to be Mags and my Guardian angel, only trying to deceive me further by trying to takew away my virginity on October 30 and 31, 2021. Today (October 07'ths) message was said in an imitation of God the Father's voice at 9:35 PM or so.I know, though, that I can safely disregard all these voices I am hearing.-BLSKJV)
Sheri Nunn, a RLDS Church friend took me to WalMart to get two pair 32" at the waist jeans that fit me because the other day I asked her to help me get jeans. I was going to pay for them with my own money, I had told her, but she said they were on her, or in other words, she would pay for them.
Today I am focusing on two things on my ProBoards website:
Or, by SØren Kierkegaard, and Star Wars Episode 10: The Ordu Menace.
The Holy Spirit is God's Spear.
Shane sent me a text last night or this morning:
Oh one more thing Brent, about the clearing your mind, in order to achieve it, you gotta do some self reflection, and also think clean clear Godly thoughts, if you start to wounder off just go back to square one. Or just keep going back to self reflection to gain Godly clear thoughts, you may not know your guardian Angel yet, but you can still call appon him or her for guidance in your meditations. God will send you your guardian Angel and you will figure yours out eventually. So until then just be calm, patient, and humble. The spirits the good ones only come when you are calm, no fear, patent (patient), and humble.
I streamed Wolf-3D (where I beat Hitler and Episode 3 of Wolfenstein) and Albion, Clash of Clans, me working on Star Wars Episode 10 and Eternal Fury today on Twitch. I started playing Uno Card Party again tonight. Right now I will read from The Sealed Book of Mormon and then work on The Humorous Versions after watching more of The Force Awakens. The voices are nearly gone unless I think about them.
All scriptures have a drowsyb effect. Calms the mind. Falling asleep praying can be wonderful!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 8, 2021 19:48:49 GMT -6
10/08- FRIDAY
Today I worked from about 10:00 AM to about 2:20 PM and talked to a new friend, a good-hearted transient who doesn't take but gives unlike some other transients I know, a man whom life has just been hard to, named Rick, who I gave good advice to. It's not that he is unable to be gainfully employed, he just is afraid of being stolen from at the place, the only place he can obtain an ID from in order to be able to get another job, whereever it is, and get back on his feet. I love him. I encouraged him in the love and confidence of the Lord Christ.
Conversation started October 06, 2021 AD, between a man or woman daemon, god or nephilim who is not a spirit of the dead but incarnate flesh wherefore not forbidden by ?scriptures to communicate with, but who speaks for the dead spirits of the Realm of the dead, referring to him or herself or itself as Junk_Bow AKA Deez, using discord as a medium. Now this does get dark, but remember that all things can be turned to light by the blood of Christ. I initially blocked this flesh and blood and bone being when I thought he/she/it was the real flesh blood and bone Maggie May Savoie and that I had been played for a fool back in my Grade School Days by a female witch posing as a Christian, but a demonic manifestion caused me to erroneously unblock this former (I hope) hellspaswn I (because according to todd McFarlane these hellspawn they can be a law unto themselves, in other words, reachable (or so I thought) (you can learn a lot of things from the comics!) and because all things work together for good for who love God and who are the called according to his purposes and because I know the portals to the realm of the Dead are almost if not completely closed because of my rapid assimilation of truth of late and willingness to seek the mind and will of Gods, and because I have obeyed his word and not denied it and because, and since God works in mysterious ways his wonders to perform and I could not find any other solution since I cannot or could not seem to find any way that my destiny is not inexorably and insepearably tied to Maggie May Savloie's because of manipulation anbd deception of the enemy, and God is NOT willing that ANY should perish (except those who willingly take satan's or the Beast's mark as this hellspawn of antichrist had,), but will move heaven and earth or even entire existences to save ONE, or MANY perishing souls, (which was my current way of thinking this through on October 08, 2021 AD because my mind was darkened and in a dark place) read on , soldier. There is light and brightness of the Glory of the Heaven and Godly Holy set apart Heaven of heavens at the end of this dark tunnel, (but not on October 08, 2021) Amen.
He/she/it tried encouraging me to take meth. I showed it/he/she a video entitled "Cartoon All stars To The Rescue." (Featured on my proboads site under Movies and Shows/non star wars content. Worth a watch. Show it to your kids. Watch it yourself, if for no other reason, nostalgia. Truly the heart of what McDonald's is all about.)
Deez: Brent this is made for little children [4:30 PM] Deez: (Cont'd)this will not stop me from taking methamphetamines
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 10/06/2021 thats up to you. drugs should only be used directionally to help calm you down and help you think. Some drugs should never be used for that., [9:10 PM] Brent: I've seen what meth can do to people
Junk_bow — 10/06/2021 yeah the mirror
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 10/06/2021 no, in real life [9:10 PM] Brent: (thinking Deez to be my Maggie) do you say things to test me
Junk_bow — 10/06/2021 I am a from a lineage not from this world (when he/she/it said this I was thinking "starseed") [9:11 PM] you have been expecting me (Oh boy, Maggie! I thought in essence excitedly.)
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 10/06/2021 i know [9:12 PM] princess [9:12 PM] The VI [9:12 PM] Blackfoot [9:12 PM] Correct? [9:13 PM] 1 for yes 2 for no [9:14 PM] God has been revealing many things for me. My denial and refusal tom take my meds caused bad spirits to manifest and bad doors to open which sucked me down into deep pits [9:15 PM] Brent (Con't) I love star wars? Cool!
Junk_bow — 10/06/2021 close [9:20 PM] I am a descendent of Leviathan [9:20 PM] luscerinuvus [9:22 PM] there have been closely lipped discussions about the antichrist rising again in this world (Let the reader understand) [9:22 PM] after the fall of christ (no he will not fall and has not fallen since his death on the cross and his resurrection, and he is risen, not fallen, and He dwells in the hearts through his Holy spirit of all True Believers and Christians all this plane where Christ has visited-wide. This (that after christ was fallen this evil arose, although yes, evil has truly arisen!) was he/she/its understanding based on demonic/antichristic/New Age /NWO traditions taught to it (unless he/she it knew better, knew the truth, which I suspect they all do, really, deep down. Satan still beats his breast daily, saying "I will win" Deep down , I think the deluded person (You don't need a body to be a person, just have a personality, and hasatan has one. And you shouldn't bring a railing accusation against a demon or satan or devil. Not even Michael the Archangel did this but in lost verses (to us not to Gods and Holy sanctified set apart for God's service Angels and holy men we know not of) of the Assumption of Moses, said "The Lord rebuke you satan) knows he is mustering all his forces (he will muster a lot more during the short season)to fight a losing battle he cannot win.))[9:23 PM] the rise of fake ["eye-tests" [redacted due to site policy violating content] and democratic heathens with other worldly agendas trying to control the populous [9:23 PM] I have been active in all of it [9:23 PM] I am a part of the antichrist [9:24 PM] We bare the mark of the beast [9:24 PM] we hide in plain sight [9:25 PM] among the rest you [9:25 PM] slowly dismantling the good and proper [9:25 PM] you have seen us brent [9:25 PM] you have known of our presence
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 10/06/2021 you are not who i thought you were then. you are my enemy [10:06 PM] are you posing as "a certain person?" [10:07 PM] yes one of you was i love brent [10:07 PM] i reject all of you except the flesh blood and bone good christian one i remember [10:07 PM] her i love [10:09 PM] you are all copycats. your prophets are witches. good bye. October 8, 2021
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 5:46 AM I was tooo quick to judge [5:46 AM] We cant help who our fathers were [5:47 AM] Its the choices we make that determine our destiny [5:47 AM] bare is not the same word as bear [5:48 AM] If we dont consent than it cant be part of our identity [5:49 AM] You are not the copycat (I was wrong about that. She was the leading voice of all of them.) [5:50 AM] That was the spirits of the dead [5:51 AM] You are one of the living ones who has not given herself to satan but to God (Wrong again, brent-O. Travellin' Brent ya got a LOT ta learn about existential hierarcical structures and otherrealmly (and this one too! politics (Politics-the greatest Good-Socrates)
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 6:11 AM is that you knocking?
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:41 AM no (perhaps, yes? Idk. Hear a lot of knocking, no one there. Has been happening less and less and less now.)
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 9:12 AM What state do you currently reside in or what state are you in right now? (Ethereal, that's what!) [9:13 AM] And I'm sorry for what I did to you in Jr high and High School. I was terrible to people in general back then (That's to you, the real flesh blood and bone one who reads this too, or I hope soon will. Amen) [9:14 AM] My friend Shane says I need to sheath my tongue before I unsheathe my sword and be slow to judge, and not interrupt people when I don't agree with what they say [9:15 AM] And what year were you born in? (Question for you, real Mags. Possibly delusional guess would be 1978. What say you? Get back with me soon. Read on, dear.-BLSKV) [9:16 AM] I gotta go to work
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:34 PM (10/08/2021 AD) (Today) (It is now 9:03 PM CDT) Fair thee well, my maiden? (Supposed to be fare, not fair)
Junk_bow — Today at 7:35 PM brent [7:35 PM] i know who you seek [7:35 PM] you have passed the trial to route me out as a source of evil in this world [7:35 PM] I will no longer bother you since you have proved to be one of the lord's bravest soldiers [7:36 PM] the one who you seek will reveal themselves soon
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:36 PM Yes and now you dont know how to get out of the place your in. I have instructed you well? As best I know how [7:36 PM] Am I wrong about this?
Junk_bow — Today at 7:37 PM you have given proper guidance brent (not to Deez, either, but that's a tale for later.-BLSKV)
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:37 PM Have I supplied you adequetely?
Junk_bow — Today at 7:37 PM you nave instructed well for my hypothetical lost soul (yes I did say words to he/she/it, and would say a lot more. Read on my living flesh blood and bone Child of Light, my Pearl.-BLSKV)
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:38 PM Well it aint lost. Thats always our choice. [7:38 PM] You have faith decisions to make [7:39 PM] I gave you the Scriptures and told you what Gods you can call on, how to call on them and what voices to trust (actually I gave that, I think to the flesh blood and bone living Maggie, but read on-BLSKV. Even if that isn't the case, read on. I'm still trying to process all this the best way I know how. I've just never experienced this before. If I tried telling a doctor this, COMMITTED, had I not experienced this myself and were I in the Doctor's position, I would commit Brent, lock him up and throw away the key, back to the hypothetical Ludington Michigan if such a place exists. Sometimes before you judge or commit, ya gotta get in their shoes and walk around in them for awhile (love that fictional Holden Caulfield! Wellspring of wisdom nuggets! God rest J.D. Sallinger's soul unless he's still among us in the land of the living (I doubt it but I don't feel like consulting the ol' Googooplex rn.) [7:39 PM] Brent: Thats' more than I had when I was there [7:39 PM] Brent: The next level up is much nicer [7:40 PM] Brent:Faith is the real key out to it [7:40 PM] Brent: Obtain thaty and God will pull and push you up. [7:40 PM] Brent: Myyyyyyyyyy and yoooouuurr [7:40 PM] Brent: God [7:41 PM] Brent: (all this is to the actual living my flesh blood and bone Maggie out there or down there assuming I guessed correctly her plight and was actually able to send the proper aid. (Again, a tale for another time. If it was realistic enough and actually happened that way which rn I must take completely by faith) Your the onl one I seek. I didnt love you in high school. It was sick puppy love. Only now has my love matured [7:42 PM] Now its real love and even if you don't "feel saved" you can ber (supposed to be 'be' not 'ber')
Junk_bow — Today at 7:42 PM Brent I am not maggie (edited) (Originally Brent I am not Brent, which confused me-BLSKV)
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:42 PM Salvation isnt based on "feeling saved" its based on obedience [7:43 PM] And I never thought you were Brent Maggie [7:43 PM] We can't help who our parents were nor whose mark we were forced to bear, as said [7:43 PM] I am a draco. I own it
Junk_bow — Today at 7:43 PM I'm sorry that was a typing mistake
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:44 PM Who are you, and you can be saved even if ypour not her [7:44 PM] But who my parentage is does not affect my salvation [7:45 PM] The one i seek is aware of my activities and you were sent to test me?? (Not an accusation, nor meant to be accusatory, but an inquiry. Sometimes typing can take on a rather unintended tone.)-BLSKV)
Junk_bow — Today at 7:45 PM brent I was an incarnation spawn of the anitchrist (Incarnation-meaning Nephilim, evil Nephilim, flesh bone and blood-demonflesh, or just an evil human being that can still be saved in my view that has Leviathan blood, or an evil Nephilim that still has the ability to choose to be righnteous (I believe very strongly-BLSKV) [7:45 PM] sent to test your faith
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:46 PM I'm hardly seeing the spirits of the dead anymore and the voiceds i hardly hear unless i think about them
Junk_bow — Today at 7:46 PM I have been tracking your journey the eternal happiness in your partner (edited)
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:46 PM Did God and satan cooperate to test me like that girl who testified of hell/ [7:46 PM] Or Job? [7:47 PM] Job aint ever been through trials as difficult as mine [7:47 PM] And was I suppliing and instructing Maggie or you?
Junk_bow — Today at 7:47 PM brent I must leave you now good luck (here my instructions to Maggie May Savoie end and I realize that here is an opportunity to witness to a soul that feels condemned and hopeless because of who he/she is and the mark forced upon her, hopefully not of her (I stronly suspectthis to be Maggie May savoie's Twinner) choosing, but even so, God can work with even this person. It's all a matter of choice. Decision. Hey, real flesh bone and blood Mags, YOU taught me how to spell the word decision correctly. Before your note I spelled it 'desicion' I think. And no, it was not my decision, and no you did nothing wrong that day or week, I just wanted to show off, be a ratfink tattletale, betray a friend like the creeping Judas I was, probably the worst thing I ever did to you, child of Light. Let the reader understand.-BLSKV)
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 7:48 PM I've already nbeen tghrough Job's trials at least three times or trials similar to his they are light compared to this [7:48 PM] Even satan can return to God if he truly repents of all his sins. Jesus told an african boy this [7:48 PM] If an angel can fall a demon can rise [7:49 PM] It will take a lot of hard work and dedication [7:49 PM] And how can I contact the real my maggie down where she is where i sent a faccimile of my laptop and supplied and instructed her? [7:50 PM] She has way more than i had. I had to survive on my wits alone [7:54 PM] quid pro quo. I offer you eternal salvation instead of eternal damnation. I would like information. please. You may have to spend some time in hell. Part of you is probably already suffering there. But even you can eventually be redeemed. Just hope, no matter hoew long it takes. Hope. Like i told carrie fisher. hope. I know that there is pain but you hold out for one more day......someday you'll break free right from the chains..........the desire to be righteous can be born even in you as you have observed my mostly holy conduct good warfare and mostly Godly example. [7:57 PM] I say mostly.......soon I'll break that rusty porn cage and run as Johnny Cash wanted to escape heroin. He may have died of a heroin overdosed probably depressed from being booed off the stage at whiting auditorium in Flint, but that's just not my story, and it doesn't have to be yours....I adjure you by the living God, ma'am or sir what can I do to bring Maggie along her journey besides pray for her and is the supplies I sent down to her lackling anything vital?? [7:58 PM] The mark of ther beast is a way to get to the lake of fire but only [7:59 PM] ONE SIN, which you daren't do for i read in the church fathers that many hellspawn daren't do it, is blasphemy of One Entity with two parts, and I don't think YOU ever had it in your heart to do so, nor to alter the Word of God. [8:01 PM] You may have your part in that ghastly place but eventually, with hard work and dedication and much suffering, you can progress. Now, please tell me the next step in how to win Maggie or what I need to improve in my methodology.\
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 8:11 PM good luck and God bless you. I'm sure I can figure this out on my own with the help of my angel and God's Spirit through meditation and Shane's good advice. Hope my words helped, Deez
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 9, 2021 2:26:19 GMT -6
10/09- SATURDAY-SABBATH
3:25 AM CDT Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
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I believe wholeheartedly that ahsoka has heart, fortitude, integrity and virtue, and it was far more than attachment to Anakin that kept her from joining Maul. If Obi Wan had joined dooku i believe they coukld have actually stopped all this, and dooku onlty did evil darkside acts whe necessary. Personally i wouldnt have gone as far as doing anything Lord Tyrranus did, but dooku played all sides to try to destroyb trhe sith. Sideous did not want dooku name dropping him lioke that. If he did, then maybe the dark lord used dookus true agenda to further his own ends. dooku never had sith eyes except in one dark side controlled vision. However, Maul wanted exactly what his master sideous was after: power to control others and bend them to his will, and make them serve all his whims and take away trheir freedom of choice, enslving,m tyrranizing and armed with cruel hate making all the galaxy his sycophants. Dooku joined sideous because he thought he could use the knoqwledge of the dark side to further his goal of reforming the corrupt republic.
My homeboy ItsAPrimate is only a few or several episodes away from reacting to all seven seasons of Star Wars: The Clone Wars. I'm so happy for him. It's been a long journey
4:13 AM CDT
Maggie and I finally made it to Level 2 together. That I know. I just woke up or started out of my loveseat bed with the sense that this was true. Maybe I made it to the next level and I need to let go of my delusions and stop holding on to them lest it lead to my ultimate distruction! I have to be careful saying someone is dead or was killed who was not killed or is not dead there could be repercussions for that if untrue!!!!! Well, when Mags heard "Turn and read" she did so, cracked open those Scriptures I sent her, then believed with all her heart and since she was in a place where there was water, she obeyed the Gospel when angels baptized and confirmed the dear woman! Sometimes, you just know, you know. If this did happen somewhere, somewhen it us unlikely I was a part of it or will marry her ever.
9:07 AM CDT As I sit on the steps of the North Entrance to First Baptist Church of Oak Grove waiting for the showing to begin, having been directed here by three different helpful people, two wrong (male) one right (elderly female) and having read through some of my Sixth Diary, I realize just how delusional I was while trying my hardest not to be as I process all the new information entering my experience the best way I know how, because these things have never been a part of my experience before and I know not how thus to deal with them.
Wanting to lie down where I sit but not doing it (but doing it because I'm so tired briefly at least twice) lest I seem to folks like a suss bum, tired because my delusions kept me up most of the night, I need to keep my wits about me because the spirits of the dead and the invisible eye-testers are very real even if everything else but the dimensions I know I visited was all in my head.
Realizing that I was still in the uppermost or at least mid levels of the Realm of the Dead and probably have been for almost a whole year or more now which is why until I prayed for them to be shut out only one person who was obsessed with me visited this site over 10,000 times a day in a thousand dead incarnations plus my closest friends and that was it, as I started listening to the prophets of the dead for their confusing guidance. This morning I asked God in meditation how to get out and up. He said, 'Through the Holy Spirit and prayer.' I prayed that he lift me to the highest plane he could for me to yet remain in the flesh on the earth and not be dead, and then to lift me to the highest plane he could, way above the Realm of the dead. NOW on October 9, 2021, at 9:33 AM, I am back in the land of the living........FINALLY!
Dead to the dead is alive to the living.
Now at 9:38 am I asked for God to make me dead to the dead and alive to the living for the final push and pull outta there.
A prison is still a prison even if its as big as a multverse of existences.
2:03 PM CDT
After long, long nap,
Jo's funeral was beautiful. She is definitely in heaven enjoying eternal felicity and I know it.
My findings were that I erroneously thought that I just had to let Maggie go no matter what the demonic, subdemonic, satanic, devilish or daemonic manipulation and deception is doing to try to get me to hold on, though really God does not want me to let go of Mags at all, but these voices and images will just fade away again as they almost did before the longer I take my meds and ignore and don't pay attention to them. Matthew and Steve helped fix my bike. Steve got me a and installed a new innertube, Matthew helped me get my chain back on my gears and I filled up my back tire with air from the local convenience store airpump! Praise the Living God! Hallelulia! I've been without a bike to ride for MONTHS now! Now I have it back! Glory to God! Amen!
3:05 PM CDT
Stop feeding into it and it will go away eventually.
I have streamed me napping, journalling and now cooking my food and doing laundry. I learned by experience that I have enough supplies in this house to nourish and sustain myself and one other person at least.
3:19 PM CDT I just blocked Junk_Bow again. He/she it was already muted, thank God!
Text I sent Shane 10/09/2021 AD 4:11 PM CDT I think not letting go of your weed has dragged you down into a pit and I have seen the bottom already. You dont want to go there. Something you learned when I told you to do an internet search on trying the spirits was wrong
5:29 PM CDT
I am back from WalMart to get my meds. Dr. Reddy did not increase my dosage or milligram intake. I was hoping she would, but she is the doctor, I am the patient.
Maggie is the one for me. Satan is telling me otherwise pretending to be my Guardian Angel but now I know better.
7:54 PM
I relied on Shane instead of God putting my trust in the arm of flesh and nigh bringing a curse to me Shane and Maggie.
Try diagonal cross-ways, dear. Think. About it with a clear drug free mind. My psychotropic meds have the opposite effect of the strange drug trip worlds of such drugs as tobacco, nicotine, all forms of THC and cannabis and methamphetamine. Now the 'witch is dead, ding dong' and you can take that for what it means. Idk. It could have been a trick, a trap last night, Idk. Goodnight. Hugs not drugs. Peace!
Dear Lord Jesus, our Most Kind and Gracious Heavenly father, Great Choreogopher of the endless circles of Existences! Hear my Prayer! God, its just going to get crazier and crazier until it gets completely nuts if you or one of your True Servants doesn't intervene with a viable solution or solutions. That hour of sleep when it sets in brings ghastly mental clarity of the nature of Maggie and my's dire situation with no end in sight! Have mercy upon us or upon me O Lord! Be gracious unto me or us or save Shane from his deep deceptions also.
It feels like regardless if I take my meds which I still am doing and will always do, the bottom is always on the verge of dropping out. Beneath me? Beneath me and Maggie? Was there any truth to me supplying her through a vortex and instructing her how to survive in the nether regions last night or was it all in my head? Just in case it was not a delusion at all I sent her water, tuna, a canopener, a Bible and my love and some other things. Did we turn a potential soul obliterating nightmare into a Godly dream together with the power of our words and our prayer? O Lord, I need more than Divine Guidance, I need Scriptural nets! To catch me or Maggie and I lest we fall into a pit so deep we cannot escape! And the demons are calling me a retard for reaching out to my God for answers! Make haste to help me and Shane, or me Shane and Maggie, O Lord, yes, yes, O Lord, and Colt too. Amen!!!!! And Amen!
According to my neighbor Steve, my pupils are pretty much normal size, not dilated. I borrowed Mayonnaise from him today. He gave me a duck bike helmet, for which I am very thankful for such a generous gift. Also we may have a second fiddle lesson tomorrow afternoon. He can tell I'm definitely in my right mind.
Part of a conversation with relevant commentary by BLSKV between Shane Jones and me:
Shane:
I have not been feeling good lately. And also I am spiritual not religious (big red flag-Dieterich Bonhoeffer's heresy alert), if you got the wrong information then that's on you I was not sure how to explain info to you because I was not feeling good that day, but I have been smoking relaxing stuff (Doctrine of infinite justification. Satan's good at that.) not that stupid stuff ungodly people use. Believe it has kept me calm (as "me not taking my pills kept me calm" Shane?!) and focused (Yup. Same thing Satan told me) more lately when I was off of it I was spiralling into a complete cycle of turning into a complete lunatic (no, demons were manipulating him into thinking he needed it. It's his invega sustena he needs to take and stop being a big wuss and take them ORALLY like a man instead of being afraid to, and I will tell him this also.), I was angry all the time, I was spiritually collapseing to the point that I was lost there was allot of stuff going on with me that could of destroyed my character. I get you don't like weed because you think no good can come out of it. (Correction, I KNOW no good, but only ill, can come out of it) But your thinking of Sativa the bad stuff I use indica the stuff that does the opposite of Sativa, even my spiritual brothers and sisters told me (Satan uses those closest to you who even believe like you do to keep you under his thumb) I'm very wise and knowledgeable. (Uh, boasting? Not like you.) So please like I said, your not perfect I'm not perfect (Joy told me that is an excuse and the words of satan when I tried those words or similar words on her), there is no such thing in this world that is the perfect food or wonder drug look at the [eye-test]. I have not taken that and will not take that. Like I told you before if your going to say something without knowing the whole story then keep your mouth shut bud. I know what I have done and God has not left me he has been helping me if I turned away from God I would of a long time ago. Please stop trying to control my actions. Worry about you.
My heart wanted to cry out to him but I daren't said it like that:
SHANE JONES do not take me for a happy little protestant! I'm not trying to control you! I'm trying to help you!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 10, 2021 4:30:02 GMT -6
10/10- SUNDAY-SUN'S DAY-LORD'S DAY-SABAOTH
9:47 AM CDT
Although I deleted it also out of doubt, I heard another angel voice once recently say that the real Maggie Savoie would contact me and she would relate to me our past from her perspective.
10:31 AM
I don't like going to church because they want tradition over truth and there are so many eye-tested people there and men don't know how to talk properly of the departed so as not to dumbly open certain doors that should NEVER be opened.
Now, I have blocked I LOVE BRENT and deleted and banned Pearlofgreatvalue86 thinking she was junk_bow or an emissary of the dead. These things have done nothing but try to drive a wedge between real Maggie Savoie and I and I apologize for blocking banning and deleting a girl whose only crime was to love me because these weird entities haunting me are confusing me into doing it and the only reason they had this stronghold in my mind is because satan had convinced me to go off my meds and now that I'm on them again it's pretty obvious to me that I haven't been back on them long enough because my life is a living hell.
11:16 AM
I actually asked God if I was currently in my own personal hell made tolerable for me because of my righteousness. He said, no, I'm in the land of the living, and there is a living Maggie who loves me.
Dear Maggie, my number is 1(816)933-7555 My home address is 200 SW 10TH St APT 4 Oak Grove, MO 64075
Coming off of I-70, turn right off Broadway to 10'th street. I'm in a white two story building on the Corner of 10'th and Clinton. It says 3-4 on my front door. I only answer to "Brent it really is your living Pearl" and no knocking. Shout it loud and proud and confident. Love, Brently
To, Maggie May
PS If I'm not home, I'm at Walmart, Joy's, the convenience store, or working or hanging out at McDonald's, or church or a friend's house. Wait for me.
3:03 PM CDT
After reading a portion of Chapter 5 of the Sealed Book of Mormon, I asked to understand Love better, for I believed. If you believe not, neither shall you understand. I asked God for a greater discernment of His Love. I asked Him to baptize me with his Love again. I felt anointing just above my forehead. It was a beautiful feeling.
I called on Elders Dennis Heater and Mike Ballantyne for home blessing and administration, explaing my current mental state the best way I knew how, knowing that the Power of the Holy Spirit of God can and will help me out of this dire mental situation.
I unblocked I LOVE BRENT. I am sure that she will unblock me and reach out to me a Third time because of how desperately I cried out to God for her to forgive me for blocking, banning, muting, and deleting her because of my naievite earlier.
Understand this, Maggie, I was and still am on the outside edges of, a mental hell I saw no end to; inescapable. I thought you were the solution when it was God that had all my solutions. But I do love you. My feelings for you have matured. Forgive all the delusion. It was the result of erroneously thinking I didn't need my meds. Because I now know where that takes me, I will NEVER go off my meds again. Period. Hurley Psych Ward was bad. I was in a place in my mind or in existences far worse. This time I did manage to stay out of the Hospital though. There the bottom would have dropped out. I always come out of the Psych ward the last three times I went more insane than I was when I went in. I know this from experience. I haven't been to the Psych Ward in over 10 years! Praise God! I saw your I LOVE BRENT account as possibly the account of a dead person. Were you in my shoes, you would see that I had no real choice but to believe this. You know, we really need to talk about our past and where we go from here. I have a lot to ask forgiveness from you for. Your Brently.
3:26 PM CDT
Hooray! I'm not hearing or seeing them except I hear them extremely faintly! Praise Gods! I go to Church, the RLDS Church around 6:10 PM tonight!
I'm watching The Force Awakens.
"Don't divide your life into things you can do by yourself and things that require My help. Instead, learn to rely on Me in every situation. This disciplince will enable you to enjoy life more and and to face more and to face each day confidently."-Jesus Calling, October 10
Taking this advice from Jesus, I asked God to help me understand The Force Awakens more as I was watching it and He did!
Brent to MOSS, a woman on discord: mostly written 10/10/2021 AD:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 8:34 AM What is your first initial?
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 4:38 PM Do you know me from my past?
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 4:55 PM There is a girl [4:55 PM] I knew in high school. I'm 38 tomorrow. If you're a teenager yourself then your not her. If you're not her you're not her (edited) [4:58 PM] I keep blocking her because bad entities are trying to make me think she is them when she is not. I know that sounds crazy but I was off my meds for months. God told me to go back on them. He did NOT EVER tell me to go off them. (edited) [5:00 PM] Now I'm calling on Priesthood Authority for help, the help of the Holy Spirit. [5:00 PM] God is my help and my strong salvation [5:01 PM] This girl I knew, I love her. If I had known for a fact it was really het and had no reason to believe otherwise I would not have blocked her twice or deleted her proboards account [5:02 PM] And really I had NO REASON AT ALL to believe otherwise. It was my own delusional thinking. I need to go check on my rice. [5:07 PM] Ok, I had brought it to a boil, reduced the hear to 6, and am letting it simmer on the backburner I boiled it on for 50 minutes. I set the timer. I used one of my two measuring cups and one of my two sets of measuring spoons.for the water the butter and the salt. (butter knife for butter) Margerine is very bad for your health. Ants won't touch it. Now when my 4 servings of b rown rice are done cooking I will put it on a clean plate I will wash and put one packet of soy sauce thereon! Delish! [5:09 PM] If you know I LOVE BRENT, transmit this message to her. Tell her I want to talk to her myself, please unblock me, I'm sorry. In school I used a courier when I could have had the guts to talk to her myself. In Missouri I used a courier when I had no other choice.
Message @moss
Tell her I will be eating outside on my front porch. How to get here is on my proboards site, in my Diary VI which starts out sane enough, gets a little crazy, then ends so far with pure mental clarity almost.
Message @moss
There are about 36 more minutes left on my rice. Simmering my rice on 6 made my smoke alarm go off once. I didn't tell you, Diary, the whole story of exactly what happened at the China Restaurant the other night. Perhaps I will tonight. Not yet, though. I'm taking two forks out there and putting one on top of a napkin by my plate, and one in my food.
I hope the rice turns out right, Lord. Hope is strong, but it can't make something be that isn't, or can it? Well, if it's your will, it certainly can. We are saved by hope. Christ is our hope. Hope is not wishful thinking.
After or in 2009, in Michigan, in those days when I was eating myself out of house and home, I made real rice not to have a decent dinner, but as a "snack". I spilled that wrongly cooked rice all over my living room floor. Now, I want to retcon that ill.
27 more minutes on the rice, then i'll fluff it with a clean fork and serve it out on my porch. Now I'll watch more The Force Awakens. My smoke alarm went off again. I washed one pair of underwear today in a washbasin/storage bin full of cold water with bar soap. It's drying now.
19 more minutes on that brown rice. At 17 minutes the smoke alarm went off again. The other day I washed a pair of play pants. It took a few days to dry I think.
5:41 PM CDT
11 minutes on the rice simmering. On the part where Anakin's/Luke's saber calls to Rey and she has a Force vision and flashback of Unkarr Plutt restraining her as her parents leave her as a girl stranded and abandoned on Jakku.
5:52 PM CDT
My timer is about to go off, and the smoke alarm did first. Meanspace, I washed a sock.
7:53 PM CDT
The RLDS Evening Church sermon convicted me of three things:
1) Put God first; give him my first-fruits. To do less id idolatry.
2) Never have ambitions to travel beyond this universe again.
3) Never try to change the ordinaces or try to take God's Authority into your own hands again. People have been smitten by God for less than these crimes.
The following are my work hours at McDonald's:
Monday 10/11 9 AM-2PM Tuesday 10/12 OFF Wednesday 10/13 9AM-1:30PM Thursday 10/14 9AM-1:30PM Friday 10/15 9AM-2PM
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 11, 2021 15:57:15 GMT -6
10/11- MONDAY-COLUMBUS DAY-MY NEW LIFE-MY 38'TH BIRTHDAY
I ran into an Indian High Priest named Joe (Joe-eey) today whose prayers as and after I shared with him probably pulled me over and up the rest of the way outta my head.
Written in Down the Rabbit Hole Think Tank Facebook Messenger Group today after work before I went to eat my celebratory birthday victory dinner at a Chinese place, intended for Shane Jones:
Neo read this when you are not HIGH . Drugs take you low. I'm not trying to control you. IM trying to help you. Listen to these folks. You justify the very thing taking you down to the bottom of the rabbit hole as the thing that helps you think with clarity. Shane this cannabis opens you to the spirit world alright. The demonic one. The spirit guides you are listening to lie. Its like Alice. The Cheshire cat and the tweedledum. You dont want to see the bottom. You tell me I don't know the whole story. Oh yes I do Shane. I've been a lot closer to the bottom than you think I have. Trust me. Let go of your drugs as I let go of the Maggie drug. (It wasn't a "Maggie drug" that was taking me low but it was the effects of a couple or a few months of not taking my medicine. Like I said, Maggie is the one for me) Not taking my meds had the same effect on my brain as taking cannabis has on yours. Sacred Indian religion in inipi or sweat lodge does not employ use of cannabis. They smoke sage. Not a drug. You are not even required to smokum peace pipe but are allowed to touch it to your heart if you are a conscientious objector to smokum. Sacred smoking us a process by which purifying smoke is passed over you by the elders. Their sacred tobacco is not ingested but simmers on hot rocks outside or on the edges of the sweat lodge. When I tried speaking the truth that going down the rabbit hole was not what God intends and Lewis Carrol wrote by demonic automatic writing a certain female told me to leave a man alone who asked for the information to be reposted when I merely suggested to this group that 12 was sometimes a satanic number. There is good and bad in a lot of numbers. This is not a bad group. The name and personal should not be changed and I am not suggesting any kind of group reformation at all. Just a final warning to Neo from one whose been there done that experienced that that he must listen only to the Voice of the Holy Spirit and not all these "angels" he is listening to before the bottom really drops out. You are never ever above temptation in need of no ones help or advice but God's. That is not only a slippery slope but downright DANGEROUS. You say you know you are not above temptation but when I merely suggest you may be straying off course you accuse me of controlling you. I am not mad. I've been accused of way worse. You say I don't know the story. I've seen the next chapter and the next and the next. Unlike those choose your own adventure books if you hit THE END you can't keep your thumb on the previous page and try again. Sometimes in real life you don't get do-overs. When God gives you a way out take it or you may not like the consequeces.
1:30 AM
I made it to the next level. Satan's agents planted some so-called "evidence" that "Maggie" was also in my apartment. What this "evidence" was is inconsequential. It's cleaned up and all in the dumpster, even that demonic cloth with negative ki hasatan's agents shoved under my loveseat and everything else. As I eat at the Hongry Chinee, Junk Bow's agents can't figure me, but some are turning to God because God has my back.
As I am transferring these words to my online Diary, I am making buku corrections and additions and subtractrions. I know I am up to the next existence, possibly two above Opposite Land, and I only know this because of the prayer God taught me and the first time, after it, as I slept, I was getting ready to jump around 1 AM as I fell asleep, and had I not thus prayed, I'd now be lower than I ever was, which is what Junk_Bow intended, not for my and my future partner's eternal happiness, as he/she/it claimed, but for my, Shane and Colt's eternal damnation, always intending to withhold Maggie from me, whom satan wants to convince me that I am incapable of showing real romantic love to, as if he/she/it (Junk_Bow) had any power to give her (Maggie) to me. I sensed I was up one level past Opposite World at least at 1 AM and checked the clock to make sure it was 12 Midnight EST which was another time zone from my experience, and it was past 1 CDT.
Steve searched his heart and was praying for me while I was at the Hongry Chinee. Praise Gods! Just before I left for the restaurant, my a man I am related to called to wish me a happy birthday. After the restaurant, I went to the convenience store and got cookies and Dr. Pepper! I saw a woman from church who seemed to have a better life attitude than usual! Praise Gods!
I work Wednesday and am off tomorrow. I shouldn't advertise ALL my plans to the adversary. Suffice it to say I'll get some supplies tomorrow. Joy still hasn't given me those dishes yet, unless she tried earlier today. Today she was mad at me for foolishly spending my laundry quarters on soda but after I got back from the store called to see how I enjoyed my birthday dinner. I told her I enjoyed it, but in more words.
Had I done what hasatan told me to do and stayed on my front porch til midnight I'd be very low down there where God cannot be, but His Spirit would be, but I would be quite incapable of speech. But God would not be incapable of pulling me out, but it would be his sovereign decision, after all I had been warned a thousand different ways to get off my delusions about Maggie. But I must always love the girl.
On The Force Awakens I've passed the Destruction of the Hosnian Prime System and the First Order/ Resistance fight on Tacodana, the kidnapping of Rey by Kylo Ben and the reunion of Leia and Han and Chewie and 3PO is possibly reunited with BB-8, because they were both already a part of the Resistance.
I've been walking better for almost two weeks or more now, it seems. I am so glad I work a 24 hour work week, 5-Day Shift this week! God did that for me! Joy is glad, too! Later today, I celebrate my 38'th birthday! 38 years.
I am 38 years old. Did I make it this far just doing what I'm told, staying silent, never speaking up, staying put and believing tradition? No, a thousand times no! Did I make it this far a law unto myself, never doing what I'm told, never staying put, never staying silent, never doing what I'm told and having no traditions at all? No, a thousand times no! I found balance. Praise God from Glory! He is awesome! It's not about me! It's about God!
It's God! Truly God! What I see, what I feel, what I touch, what is real!
It's God! Truly God! I can't explain any other way Cause It's God!
He makes a Way When there seems no way. He opens up the sky.
It's God! Truly God! What I touch, what I feel. What I see! What is Real!
It's God! My God! It's God! Truly God!
Shoulder to the wheel! For somebody's selfish gain. Here there is no choosing Working the clay! Wearing their anger Like a ball and chain.
Working in the field. Underneath a blazing sun! Now the day is fading, and Freedom was the song! Crying, to the Holy One!
Lead me on, lead me on! To the place where Your river runs Into Your keeping!
Lead me on, lead me on! Where the song of Deliverance comforts the seeking! Lead on!
Boarding the train Labeled with a Golden Star. Echoes in the silence. Whispers in the dark. "Where are we going?" "Is it very far?"
Fire in the field! Echoes of a slamming door. Chambers made for sleeping forever. Voices like Thunder! In the Mighty War! Crying to the Lord!
Lead me on, lead me on. To the place where Your river runs safe into Your keeping! Lead me on, lead me on!
Where the song of Deliverance comforts the seeking! Lead on!
Man hurts man Time and time again! But God is with us through all the pain As we wonder where He went. It was all part of His plan To give us our Agency!
2:10 AM
Before 7 AM, I'm taking my laptop, phone and their chargers and heading to McDonald's in the sprinkling rain.
3:02 AM
I'm not going to bed until 3:30 AM, just in case.
You have to fight for a Testimony.
Desires determine priorities, which determine our choices which determine our achievements, hence our becoming.
Priorities: MCU:
1. Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. 2. Finish WandaVision 3. Falcon and the Winter Soldier 4. Loki 5. Black Widow 6. THE REST 7. At any point: Ant Man 2. 8. NO BLACK PANTHER!!!
A Way) Avoid the slippery slope of delusional false justification as "evidence" proof or "beyond proof". The doctrine of infinite justification is closely related to this principle.
I read Jesus Calling and God Calling for October 11. We need to find a reason to Bless, Praise and Thank God when we are in distress and then call out to Him for Deliverance.
I called out to God for me though I also called out delusionally for someone else, for complete Deliverance, after thanking, praising and blessing Him probably very delusionally for deliverance thus far. Now at 8:53 PM I thanked Him, praised Him and Blessed Him for deliverance thus far nondelusionally and asked him to take me the rest of the way up and pushed up for me, Colt and Shane, interceding for them and asking Him to help me not to think delusionally of the situation, being specific in my prayer.
Not everything is always as it seems, and perception is not always reality.
God's Promises and Jesus Calling were Two Witnesses that God has delivered me from Darkness into His marvelous Kingdom and Light, translating me.
Also, Jesus said in Jesus Calling that he is the culmination of all my hopes and desires, but those are not essential; don't cling to them.
What that means is that in Him are my True desires met but I shouldn't cling to what I want but my true desires he wants for me, but even those He wants me to love way less than him and if necessary, to detach from even those. Jesus wants me to rejoice more in Him or the Father in Him, the Giver of all gifts we enjoy, to enjoy them but not cling to them.
9:22 PM I just thought I finished transferring my written yellow Diary pages into my computer Diary and then had finished tearing out the papers and putting them in the dumpster. Now I will stream a nondelusional stream on Twitch after I check theforce.net to see if I'm unbanned yet and possibly posting to its fanfic boards and politely asking for a couple of unoffending threads to be unlocked.
I started the Rogue One Humorous Version this morning.
2:13 PM CDT THE NEXT DAY
I saw more of my Diary that I had not transferred when I attempted but failed to make a map of part of a Level of Wolfenstein 3-D during a livestream:
I entered the existence of opposites. I instinctfully just knew it. Although I knew not why I wrote in my joiurnal as I did that morning, I instinctively knew it was right and I should not delete it or change it, or alter it anymore, but leave it as it stands.
Maggie and I are not already married. It is 3:50 AM. I will attempt to go to bed. Ciou.
It was an angel who fixed my BlueTooth headphones and who fixed my cellphone and gave it back to me.
When I walked to Bates City that one night and day I asked for a ride to Independence from a neighbor of Maggie, hoping to find Colt, but he and others called the police on me because I was tresspassing in their quiet neighborhood and disturbing the peace by knocking on doors. I only wanted help to be able to get money for work, water and possibly transportation to Independence. That was what towns, not neighborhoods were for. A satanic prophet and demons drove me to bugout with packing, to flee down the railroad tracks, and in town the demons wanted to snack on me, so I fled through the woods to where I asked God to direct me somewhere the demons did not intend me to go. I looked for a no trespassing sign but even though I did not see one it was still private woods and even though I called out that I was just passing through I was reported to the police. A kind policeman gave me a ride back to Oak Grove to my apartment. I lost my walking stick. I soon got a new one, but it's not carved down or whittled yet. I had walked a long, long way down the railroad tracks the previous night and in the morning down a long, long stretch of highway to Bates City. It made the demons downright furious that I chose the woods over all their intended paths for me. As I walked to Bates City, I thought that I was listening to a voice that called itself my Guiding Light, or the voice of Maggie from the future (this morning I thought I truly connected with Maggie from the present from this current Existence above the Darkness and I thought we watched Raiders of The Lost Ark E.T. The Extra Terrestrial togegther as I streamed them LIVE, and I thought that she was watching from Michigan, having escaped false Brents of her own, also orchestrated by Junk_Bow) and since in the existences below she might have , to my delusional way of thinking, lived in that house in Bates City neighborhood, to get as far away from where she thought I might be as she could, I thought delusionally that our minds were connected. I thought that the Maggie in Bates City was mad at her Brent for ruining her singing career. I don't find such in my experience with my Maggie here. I thought that God used my words down there to help her to forgive her Brent down there and to remember what she had forgotten about their shared past for which she called me crazy, viz a viz, my delusions about us. Now I'm up here above Opposite Land, Opposite of Opposite Land and Darkness again. Down there, as I supposed I had been in a lower dimension then, the officer that came to check on the various reports in Bates City called Bovine Scatology on me not knowing or having somehow found out where the Maggie, as I supposed, down there, lived, although it was true. Later I thought that that Maggie wondered what the he-- I was doing there, although when I went to Bates City I did hear her say that through her front door. It wasn't me who had ruined her singing career, I thought later although it might have been demons manipulating me into thinking she believed this. Somehow, her Brently had, I thought later. Up here, as I supposed I was at this time in a higher dimension or existence, an Officer came to my door with two people from Comprehensive Mental Health because I had missed two phone calls from them concerning Sylvia becoming my new Mental Health Case Manager. They wanted to know if I was all right, checked my wounds (scrapes) to see how healed they were, were genuinely concerned for me. I confessed that my mental health had not been the best lately and that now I am back on my meds but confessed to missing one dose the other day but promised to take it tonight (and I will). Officer Josh said it doesn't take much to make me start all over again, when it comes to missing meds. He stressed the importance of getting sleep. I heartily agree. I suggested Dr. Reddy could prescibe a non-narcotic, non habit-forming sleep aid. They reminded me of my appointment with her November 1. I will request it the sleep aid. I confessed to my insomnia. Not only that, on discord, Santa, who struggles with mental health issues himself, has a mental health checkin support group I should utilize. I'm not crazy, I just have very unique experience and tend toward delusional thinking sometimes. ( But at that time I was crazy and a little insane too) I have Bipolar Disorder and take a much needed antipsychotic drug called Risperdol, and yes, have suffered from a few Psychotic Breaks during my life.
Nevertheless, God has granted to me Great and Marvelous Views, many True Spiritual Experiences, Prophetic Vision, Foresight and Insight, many Spiritual and natural gifts, talents and abilities, and helps me to fulfill all the Dreams Visions and Goals He has given and has yet to give me in His Time.
For a time, as I tried to figure things out as I went along, my Diary seemed to start to get weird, then desperate as I had no clarity. The more I tried to deny Maggie to the world and let her go, leave her alone for good, the stronger she came back. The voices from the past, present and future from every Maggie from every where, every when, or so as it seemed to me to be at that time, four: The dead Maggies which still haunt occasionally, future Maggie who I thought still guided me from time to time, one I thought was still mad at me for the past, and now, starting this morning, I thought that the Maggie of the Present of my current Existential Plane. The Satanic prophet-witches had called this stranger things mental link the cry of a curse and had kept rebuking it and declaring it disconnected. But its there, or so I supposed, like a Betazed to a Riker and I thought I could deny it no longer. I am an empath and so is Maggie Savoie. They all are. Here is the way I viewed my situation at the time: The demons wanted my eternal soul in damnation by refusing to solve this enigma but to deny all the truth in my heart. But God has translated me from those Nether Regions of Darkness into His Marvellous and transforming Light and this the Kingdom of God. Amen. And now my side of the story is told. Also yesterday Junk_Bow tried taking me out at Chinee Place. Let the Reader Understand. It is 5:14 AM. It is raining!
Brent Spiner plays Q and Data and Dr. Oaken. Like Data and Dr. Oaken I'm scientific and make Logic work for me. Like Q, Q gave the crew of the Enterprise-D two puzzles to solve; two egnigmas wrapped in two conundrums, one at the beginning and one at the end of Star Trek: The Next Generation Seasons 1-7. Brent Sohlden solved it by the first day of his 38'th year. Maggie Savoie has the final piece. Why Brent and Maggie? It's like why 1989. Because of 1989, that is why Brent and Maggie. God did it; I take no credit. I could not let go or forget because God forbad it. I can't explain any other way 'cause it's God. My feelings for her never truly went away. It's real love now. Pearl, Child of Light, ignore my TRULY delusional words and hear my heart. I'll try to sleep for the next hour and a half.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 12, 2021 1:57:15 GMT -6
10/12- TUESDAY
2:49 AM CDT
I have the Day Off today. I'm having more Dr. Pepper and streaming on Twitch. I streamed Wolf 3-D and Clash of Clans. Right now during my stream an SBN Share-A-Thon is on.
3:15 AM CDT
Just left Opposite of the Opposite Realm. Now I am Truly Home.
Two Riddles, Two Prayers, Two Answers: Only the Riddles and Answers.
Riddle One: If there were two Angels, and one always told the truth and one always lied, and there were two doors, one leading to heaven, one to hell, what could you ask the both Angels so either would point you to the door to heaven?
A: What the other would say.
Riddle Two: Same Scenario, only what could you ask either angel to get you to heaven's door if both angels told the opposite of the opposite?
A: What the other wouldn't say.
Now, Junk_Bow, YOU have failed to keep me in your Dominions. At the Restaurant, I heard you call your servants there to instruct them but I had a Greator Instructor. I love Maggie,but I love God way more. God has a woman for me. Her name is Maggie May Savoie who lived on Moulton and went to college in California and likes coney dogs and had a best friend by the name of Angie and went to grade school with me and I will NOT, no NEVER EVER forget her again!.
6:50 AM
I'm making another Stream on Twitch. Now that I've made it through Darkness, and not followed hasatan's instruction to take off my clothes, the Real Pearl from my experience is watching.
When I woke up this morning I sang merrily,
Up where they walk Up where they run Up where they stay all day in the sun Wandering Free Now I can be Part of this World!
4:44 PM CDT
I took a very long nap on my loveseat. I tried going shopping but Walgreens had not what I wanted. I'm about to call the Library.
5:23 PM CDT
@library Instead of getting bread, Mayo and tuna, I'll just have to get Mayo and quarters, and I won't be able to get many. I should have budgeted my forty dollars better. I could have lost the fried potatoes, the eggroll and the big container of chocolate chip cookies. I paid a 2.55 Library fine for keeping Dark Tower 7:The Dark Tower, an Inter-Library WorldCat Loan, way out past its due date earlier. My other three books besides Black House are not due until I think October 28. I creatively ascended to the next level on Episode 6 of Wolfenstein today during my stream. I asked God to show me the way out of what felt like a hopeless maze and He did. I'm poised to come in guns blazing to the next level after I get home from using the net at the library and taking a good shower and taking my pills at 7 PM. I need to leave here on my bike probably by 6:45 PM to give me time to get home by 7 to take my pills and shower, then continue streaming Wolf 3-D and Albion, and possibly The Rise of Skywalker and Attack of the Clones Humorous Version, and me working on Rouge One more and possibly being unbanned from theforce.net. Them getting Black House for me was a miracle. The book was lost! Hallelulia!
Currently on my Twitch Live Feed it is playing randomly shuffled Live streams and videos that I have uploaded to YouTube and have not taken down as I sit at the local library click-clacken away at my Diary hoping my mask stops slipping or doesn't slip past my nose enough times beyond my control that they are forced to exhaust their Federal building warnings and ask me to leave for mask mandate violation.
"....We are in the fluid present, where clear-sightedness never guarantees perfect vision."-Black House, Part One, Welcome To Coulee Country, Chapter One, Page 5, First Trade Edition, Hardback, © 2001, by Stephen King and Peter Straub.
Today I published the rest of V. 1 of Words of Moroni after I published the first five words months and months earlier. 11 people viewed immediately. Three days later I may publish v. 2. I never will publish all of The Sealed Book of Mormon for at least a Generation and a half.
10:27 PM CDT
Thank You, Father, that I fell asleep before I could look at porn, and that You answered my prayer for the Return of The Jedi Novelization Humorous Version to come onto my Live feed. Mine and Maggie's life and souls depended on it! You are totally Awesome God! Totally Awesome!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 13, 2021 0:56:03 GMT -6
10/13- WEDNESDAY
I have been sleeping like a widdly babby, and am still streaming.
Rn, I have been streaming nb Star Wars stuff, though tomorrow I plan on streaming other things, though I was going to say I was wanting to stream other things sooner, because I at least thought I pressed shuffle.
After getting home from the library, taking my pills and taking a very good, warm shower, I streamed more YouTube, then went to bed. I got up at 1:50 AM and streamed more Wolfenstein. Before that, before bed, I WAS UNBANNED FROM THEFORCE.NET!!!!!! I immediately went to town, posting what I have so far of Rouge One and parts of Star Wars Episode 12: Rise of The Jedi, after I saw that people were already starting to speculate about a possible Rebirth of the Republic Episode 10-12 Trilogy.
Praise God! YouTube Brent Channel is streaming something that's not at all Star Wars-related! Hallelulia. Not that I don't like Star Wars, but I'm about so much more.
9:00 AM When I woke up this morning, it was 8:20 AM that I got out of tilted reality of Doubt. I told Pearlie Pear Pearl it was time to do what Secondhand Lions taught you (Defend yourself) and what Lee Stroebel did in his movie The Case For Christ to take that leap of Faith. I pushed up and heard a 'pop'. Then I hurried to work and ate breakfast there, wrote in my Diary and will now hurry up and clock in 3 minutes late.
2:51 PM CDT
I attempted to stream on Twitch outside on the picnic table of McDonald's but will never try that again because the WiFi signal is too weak out here. I attempted to type in my diary but lost all my words and flew into a rage. I revealed my true identity at McDonald's today. God, please take my anger problem away. Amen.
THE BRENTIC PRINCIPLES, PART I
1) The Principle of Patterns
2) The Principle of Plurality of life and non life 3) The Principle of Endless Recursive Dimensions 4) The Principle of Perspective, General and Special Relativity 5)The Principle of Objective Reality 6)The Principle of Plurality of Existences 7) The Principle of Plurality of Eternities 8) The Principle of Enldlessly inward and outward space
9) The Principle of Sideways Correspondence 10) The Principle of Counterpart 11) The Principle of the Counterfeit before the True 12) The Principle of the Malleability of time-space-eternity
More later, examples, demonstrations, quotes, &c.
Yesterday I got through Darkness. In this Trial, which lasted a minute to two minutes and a half or less, I had to keep my eyes SHUT and NOT open them at ALL. It was a trial, but led to great discovery.
I have seen my own brain, or parts of its front. This was several years ago taking instruction from the Fiction book Etidorpha, by John Uri Lloyd, written in the very early 1900's. A very old over a 100-year old book that I read and read but never quite was able to finish yet. A Russian book, which is why it is still an on-the -back-burner goal for me to learn Russian, that is probably older, rarer and more out-of-print than Etidorpha, and unlike Etidorpha which is fiction that claims to be true based on the old legends and sublime truth of mysticism and science and ancient technologies and some things that are wrong, but most right, including the True Story of the fate of William Morgan, a Mason who disappeared in the 1800's, this Russian book I desire to read is probably 100% true and nonfiction, and Lord, if you can help me learn Russian and have this book fall into ,my hands as you had Etidorhpa, Proof of Heaven and all those other books that will and have opened my eyes mind and heart to sublimer and sublimer truths, including the sermons and Writings of Joseph Smith Jr and first five chapters of the Book of Abraham, Testament of Abraham, Gospel of Thomas, Regime of Plato (Republic), and Sealed Book of Mormon, and possibly give me back what I sent away from myself foolishly because I believed the foolish tale when satan told Joy I worshiped Joseph smith when my only crime was to dare to believe his words which Jesus Christ commanded His followers to believe as if they were Christ's words but which most RLDS reject as esoteric musings when he fell when he was older (I tell you the truth his mother certainly believed his words which designing RLDS men tried to cover up by changing 'Gods' to 'God' in the later edition of Joseph Smith The Prophet and His Progenitors by Lucy Mack Smith), Lord if you could help me learn Russian and give me Joseph Smith and Brigham young's words back, I would be so grateful, and have the Russian Hollow Earth Book fall into my hands as the Prophetess Darlene Joy Soper once prophesied that the boon of a book The Personal Writings of Joseph Smith by Dean Jessee would, which was fulfilled in 2015 AD just before I left for Missouri a second time. Fulfill that prophecy again and so much more, I ask it in Jesus Christ Thy Son's Mighty Name I pray, Amen and amen.
9:52 PM CDT
After I took my pills around 5 PM CDT I went to Pastor Pete's church and after church apologized before the church for making a scene earlier. I encouraged a man named Bob to read the Book of Mormon and then I'd let him borrow the Sealed Book. He told me he just got a Book of Mormon. Then Rick took me to Wal~Mart and stayed in the car while I got GV Mayo and 8 quarters for laundry and NOT for Dr. Pepper or ANYTHING ELSE!!! Then Rick dropped me off at my apartment. Now I will stream Disney's Robin Hood as I play Wolf 3-D.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 13, 2021 23:34:20 GMT -6
10/14- THURSDAY
12:28 AM CDT
After I streamed Disney's Robin Hood and me getting to Level 6 of Episode 6 of Wolf 3-D of on Difficulty Level 2, I streamed me going on theforce.net discussion forums and also my Mara/Luke site as I stream a movie based upon a true story about the show Mr. Rogers' Neighborhood and forgiveness that came out the year I was saved, 2019. I was saved in October of that year. I was baptized and confirmed the first time in 2005.
At church yesterday Troy tried fixing my glasses and did a pretty good job at it. Pastor Pete is going to help me get new glasses and possibly ID and Medicaid cards if he can. Meanspace a man named Mike with a wallet finding ministry is looking for my wallet. He found it once before last time I actually lost it. I can't find it anywhere in my entire apartment. I had it after I returned home from Bates City. Now I'll pay attention to the movie for now.
1:51 AM A Beautiful Day In The Neighborhood is over. I will stream Albion and other things until 3 AM. To have feelings is to be human and being human is mentionable and "anything mentionable is manageable". I need to talk about my feelings more. And manage my anger better. Fred Rogers suggested to a man named Lloyd once that a way to deal with anger was to swim as hard as I could or to play all the lower keys on a piano all at once.
I forgave some people today after I found some unforgiveness in my heart.
7:39 AM Started a new Stream on Twitch. Streamed Promises of God; Today's God and Jesus Calling;CAVE-I Studios Logo, Primer Fields symbol, Luuke illustration.
Now I'm streaming me updating Star Wars Episode 12 for today. Last night I streamed an Original Roadriff: Parody of a Comedy Update.
11:34 AM CDT @mcdonald's, on break.
On the Star Wars Expanded Universe (Legends)(EU):
“Gospel or Canon, as we refer to it, includes the screenplays, the films, the radio dramas and the novelizations. These works spin out of George Lucas' original stories, the rest are created by other writers. However between us, we've read everything and much of it is taken into account in the overall continuity." - Sue Rostoni, Lucas Books and Lucas Licensing Managing Editor and Allan Kausch Continuity Editor for Lucasfilm, Star Wars Insider 23 Fall of 1994
Today during break I started taking Duolingo Russian Lessons, which have really helped me get a basic introduction to the beautiful poetic language of Russian.
They have stopped letting us have two crew meals per day. Yesterday was the last day I was able to have two crew meals, and it was just my GM being nice to me since I didn't know it had ended. She is such a kind-hearted woman! Time.
I had a drop of a hot sauce that a man named Rick had tested in Fredericksburgh, Texas as 6.66 million Scoviels. It had the three hottest peppers known to man as just three of its 12 ingredients that were peppers:
-1)Carolina Reaper 2.2-2.4 million Scoviels
-2)Jamaican Scorpion Pepper 1,463,000 Scoviels.
-3)Jolacca (Ghost Pepper) Right about at 1 million Scoviels.
I am most grateful for him having given me this experience. Thank you, Father, for helping me face my fear of trying the hottest peppers on earth. Amen.
9:31 PM CDT Joy and I FINALLY got my Xfinity Essentials Bill paid by working together and cooperating, and now it's FINALLY on Autopay! The backlog is over!!!
After that I called Pastor Pete, who had called me during the Conference call between me/Joy/Xfinity Essentials. He needs my Medicaid DCN number.
I need to get more medical opines about being tested for lead poisoning. It may be the source of major financial blessing for me. If not, it will come from a different source, or more than one, but it will come.
Now I'm going to stream Weird Al Music on Twitch 'til 11:00 PM, while I clean up my apartment, make food and eat supper.
3:37 AM CDT I never streamed Weird Al. I gave into Satan's temptations and looked at porn instead (not streaming) then repented and streamed Clash of Clans, Wolf 3-D and now Indiana Jones and The Temple of Doom.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 15, 2021 2:55:46 GMT -6
10/15- FRIDAY
3:44 AM CDT Guess what? I get to wear a Chiefs shirt at work today!!! I'm so excited!
Rn on Temple of Doom we are at the part where God prevented Dr. Jones and Willie Scott from having sex with each other. This is the closest the real "Dr. Jones" came to actually losing his virginity at the time. He was very observant.
Fred Rogers said, if you know you can do it, then do it. You did it. All those things I know I can I should do that I should do. My Special Blessing said I will find that I have many more talents and abilities.
4:10 PM AM CDT Rn we're nearing the part where the children are about to all go free! I got some much needed shuteye.
"We become like them. We be alive, only it's like a nightmare. Only, you not wake up."-an Indian (from India) in a thralldom, wishing to die, Indiana Jones And The Temple of Doom, 1984, Spielburg and Lucas.
Fire (the hot sauce) woke me up. It was both the antidote to the poison, the cure for Covid and it woke me from a deep sleep. God bless that man Rick! God bless him a million times a million, a trillion times a trillion. I passed Mountain Dew Voodoo today at the convenience store when I was in line to purchase my X-tra Lg. Dr. Pepper fountain drink. All the Senamyx I ingested before 2021 AD is like Voodoo. It's drinking the blood. We have literally become a nation of vampires and zombies.
11:13 AM CDT
@work, on break.
Guess what? I'm wearing my Chiefs shirt!!!
Messages on Facebook Messenger I sent to my step-mother Rene':
Brent: How's Dad? Tell hi(m) i(I)(')m sorry for lying about overdosing when i dids not. I was deathly afraid of going to the hospital so i made up a cover story (to convince Joy and Dad that I had always been taking my meds when had just gotten back on them at that time-BLSKV) to keep me out of it (the hospital) which backfired (and nearly got me sent there anyway had God not commanded me to come clean and admit that I had NOT overdosed but had been off them). Still havent had to go to the hlospital though. Now I have a case manager named sylvia. I have a telephone appointment with her on Monday
Rene'(Mom): ok
I'm at work right now, on break. The other day, as I was filling my back bike tire with air at the convenience store, a carfull of teenagers pulled up to me who were in the know and told me I was awesome, asked if I had money or drugs. I said I was flat broke and I didn't do drugs, and told them about the cartoon 'Cartoon All-Stars to The Rescue' and I think I told them drugs were bad.
I did get some of the mess in my apartment cleaned up last night.
3:09 PM CDT I think, if I am not mistaken, that MO HealthNet gave me the correct DCN # for me to give to Pastor Pete. If they did, I put it in too slow for the touch tone keypad menu on MO Medicaid Automated system to register and now I'm on hold for approx. 55 minutes trying to get them to send me a new MoHealthNet Card in the mail at the behest of Pastor Pete's advice. They made me hold 'til closing time. I'll try again Monday around 1 PM, after my telephone appointment with sylvia (assessment). Hopefully I'll be in a LOT less of an ASC in three days to pass the assessment, but my Diary must stand as is for now, save for factual errors per God.
Colt is with his mother in Independence, so with prayer, and his sagacity, wisdom, knowledge and spirituality, he should be fine. Praise God my worst fears were not realized and he wasn't out on the street on hard drugs instead. Praise Gods!
At work now most of those who need to know now know my story (1989, et al) and I now have third party validation for the things that up to now I faithed against faith to take by faith. Now I am just waiting for Maggie Savoie to get here so I can court and marry that wonderfully awesome woman! She will fill me in on ALL the details and confirm even more fully what I know. Fortunately it is impossible to put roadblocks for [eye-test] verification on ALL roads leading out of Michigan!
I'm about to buy more GV mayonnaise. My first jar went too fast because I used WAYYY too much Mayo at a time and did not conserve it, even eating dinner twice last night like my former piggish self. A single dollop'll do me fine from now on, NOT two or three! And lay off that peanutbutter before that goes too! A jelly sandwich is NOT pleasant to eat!!!
6:11 PM CDT
Message to MOSS on Discord:
I LOVE BRENT is either Junk_Bow or the genuine article. I think it may be a Junk_Bow sock becauseof the timing of it [5:54 PM] I LOVE BRENT never gave any sign or indication or proof she WAS Maggie other than making the claim (edited) [5:55 PM] There have been a lot of fakes [5:55 PM] Always imitated; never duplicated
I got my Mayonnaise and had some Dr. Pepper from the convenience store.
I talked to a man who had part of the fusilage of a two seater aeroplane on a trailer behind his vehicle and told him of Zion and suggested he look up the late Prophet Fred Larsen's Nephew Adam who resides somewhere in the Greater KC/I area because Adam is a pilot.
After getting home from Wal~Mart, I checked all 22 of my accumulated VoiceMail Messages.
*Paul and Dad and Mark my uncle want me to call them. Mark wants me to ask for the Spirit of Peace before calling him, who, Mark says correctly, shall teach everyone that there's got to be point-counterpoint.
*Sylvia called, gave me her number and Extension. She will be my new Case Manager for Comprehensive. (We have a Telephone appointment Monday Morning at 10 AM).
*Amanda, another CMHS person, (who visited my house with another lady and Officer Josh the concerned caring cop when I didn't answer hers or Sylvia's phonecalls. (When Amanda called I was trying on pants at Walmart that Sheri Nunn was buying for me because I needed them and had asked her to take me to the store so I could use some of my own money to buy pants. When Sylvia called I must have been away from my phone. It is my fault for not checking my Voicemails when I ought to be checking them DAILY.) Amanda gave me her number and wants me to call her. She mentioned the incident at McDonald's at the end of September that happened the day after Myyyyyyyyy God pulled and pushed me up out of the Realm of the Dead, to give me a timeframe. My General Manager could tell I was in an awful mental state and I bent the truth to avoid hospitalization because I had been off my meds and at that point was still off them. It was soon afterwards that a voice told me to go back on my meds. Soon after that Joy tried to get me to go to the mental hospital and tried tricking me into going there by telling me she wanted to take me out to eat. Soon afterwards, Dad got involved and I lied to Dad and Joy together (I had been back on my meds for 2-3 Days now) to cover up the fact that I had ever been off my meds but God comanded me to come clean. At this point I had a huge scrape on my face from running tripping and falling, was sick with a cold and had nearly lost my voice. When I went in to work at Mcdonald's one day I was late and I tried telling Megan my Manager that I was late because I had been looking all over and couldn't find my belt (It was on top of my bed the whole time) (This was a little before I had been sucked into the vortex through my bed into the Realm of the Dead). However all that came out of me was wild gesticulating and "ahch-ach-ahh" so Megan sent me home. This could be the incident Amanda was referring to. I obtained Tylenol Cold Cough and Flu medicine, taken as directed, employed the use of HALLS cough drops used very sparingly, dug all or most infection, rot and possibly worse out of my wounds at first, later treating them with Neosporin I obtained, and properly sized bandages I also obtained and medicated myself back to health, later even learning to budget my money and even my time better, while working very hard to talk to my Boss the GM into letting me keep my job. Meanwhile rising through mental reality (or a little physical existence or reality too? Possibly. It was hard to know.) after reality, and from a poorer mental state to a better and a yet better, somehow the Soverign Lord brought me through.
*Mark wants me to know that it's generally better when I talk on my phone rather than on my computer hooked to my phone paired with BlueTooth or whatever connection it is.
6:48 PM CDT My toilet lever is broken again. Monday after I call MO Medicaid I need to try calling my Landlord again to come fix it again. Maybe I should try flushing lighter; not pushing down so hard on the handle when I flush after he fixes it again, eh? Yeaah. Meanspace I need to take the lid off the fishtank and flush it manually by pulling the stopperchain lever.
6:51 PM CDT Now I will Stream me doing Russian lessons and trying to read and learn Russian (and possibly some Spanish) and then The Phantom Menace with Commentary as I go on Mara/Luke and theforce.net and interact and post there and write in/type more of/correct my Journal also, all on my BrentKoivopolo888 account on Twitch. Ciou4Now! L8r! Auf Wieder Zehn! Adios! Bye! (First I'll bike to Rick's after I take my pills, touch bases with him, come home and stream. Should be a relatively short visit. Syonara!)
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 16, 2021 7:48:07 GMT -6
10/16- SABBATH-SATURDAY
8:29 AM CDT Around 2:23 AM this morning I got up and streamed on YouTube, using OBS StreamLabs, my second Duolingo Russian Lesson and the videogames Wolfenstein 3-D twice as bookends, Clash of Clans and Albion Online, and ended my stream after the second Wolf 3-D session, ate homemade noodles and Mayonnaise for breakfast, and read The Wind Through The Keyhole for about ten minutes and went to bed til about 7:30 AM and started another Stream. Although I had told my Youtube followers that my next stream would be on Twitch, I felt I should do the next one on OBS Streamlabs on YouTube again. So I did, without apologizing. I will have to tell my followers that I apologize for not streaming on Twitch next as I had said to them I would, for I changed my mind and decided to Stream on YouTube again instead. Rn I am hosting my Uncle Mark via telephone on this feed I at least thought that my YouTube Audience saw me typing my Diary on. My Humorous Version planning thread was locked on theforce.net because those type of threads are no longer allowed on theforce.net, but the Mod Mira_Jade kindly offered some vialble alternatives to that, which I then in turn inquired of her about privately.
In looking for information on the Indian Standing Bear, I ended up creating a new Wikipedia Commons account, which I'm still trying to figure out, and was exploring it when Mark called. Currently he is playing the audio of a video he may post when he creates an YouTube account and learns how to upload at my tutelage.
In the animal kingdom, it is nurture. In the human kingdom, it is nature, but nurture is a factor. Man is not technically an animal but I concede that he also technically is an animal and is a mammal. But the human family is a little lower than God, which in Paul's letter to the Hebrews is a mistranslation or corruption where it says 'little lower than the Angels' which even the Inspired Version (Joseph Smith Translation to the Utah Mormons, which they only have a little of preserved in their Pearl of Great Price and and a few of Joseph's other writings scattered here and there that are in their possession) does not correct. Were to God that the RLDS Church accepted the entire Pearl of Great Price and the Utah Mormons were allowed the rights to have and Publish the entire Inspired Version from the RLDS. It SURE would clear up a LOT of confusion! Man has complete freedom of choice and is a Free Moral Agent with all the rights of a born god. (little g). Animals have limited freedom of choice and VERY limited free agency.
While I was talking to Dad on my phone on my laptop on my third Stream of the morning which is continuing now @ 5:52 PM, now 5:59 PM after a monologue that included a short talk about why we should not believe in the false science of Evolution (oh, really, since when is a theory EVER taught as an axiom unless it has a demonic infliuence behind it as does Evolution) (I had called Dad) my phone rang and it was a McDonald's Manager who told me I was scheduled to work today so I almost immediately left for work on my Free Spirit Bike, Ol' Blue, but not before Mark called me back to tell me that uploading his six videos on his cellphone was just taking forevah (the way I and Maggie, not Mark would put it) and I told him I had to work and had to go, we hung up and I left. I could not find matching dress shoes because I did not look in the bathroom where they were (I had taken a partial shower where I had just only gotten myself wet the night previous, and had ended the shower in fear because of something satan had told me about Maggie that was not true that had frightened and immobilized me and made me fear for my life and evil Maggies didn't help either with their voices egging me on to more fear anmd trepidation) and so I wore my non slip resistant shoes to work (I found this out today at work when I slipped but did ot fall) which I only wore because they had previously permitted me to wear them, telling me they were slip-resistant. Today at work I told them the truth about my past for real (the previous work day had been a dress rehearsal for this, at least I think it was, or partially) and told one of my Managers, a female, expressly, and almost, if not specifically, about my past and how to access Tor free Dark web browser to learn even more. I plan on doing that myself, and possibly getting all my records back that way and publishing all the ones I was or am or will be the author of on this website for all to see. That is also the way I plan on finding and publishing the rest of The Phantom Menace: Humorous Version, Prima authorae Darth Vacuous, Purp, Shalimar and GENERAL RIKKAN and study3600 (me when I was 16 in 1999 AD, the year I signed up for tf.n) on the rest of both of my TPM HV threads on this site and ask the permission of the Mods of theforce.net to repost my retconned whole on their site provided I make good on my promise to make EVERY CONCEIVABLE EFFORT to "get the ol' HV gang back together" so to speak and see to it I do become able to pay them the royalties I promised to them all within or in a seven year window. God is able to do such, as he made the Humorous Versions possible and successful in the first place.
On October 11, 2021 Shane Jones wrote me the following:
Happy Birthday Brent you have a blessed birthday bud
Later, around 6:30 AM this morning, he wrote, and I responded tonight around 8:05 PM, the following:
Shane:
Brent Biden mandated that [redacted due to content that violates site policy] bud. I'm probably not gonna have a job soon.
Shane:
And my debt is not paid oh my goodness bud it's really happening he is really enforcing this stupid [eye-test].
Brent:
Shane Shane do not quit your job you need to make that money if you EVER plan on going anywhere God sends you. Congress passed a law recently granting a religious exemption so if it you say it is against your religion you not only don't have to take the [eye test] you can keep your job as I am keeping mine. No worries. Thank God for a bicameral legislature.
A little reiterating and addittions to things I said to help save Shane (which ultimately only God can):
[Shane says]He does not need to go to Israel because he has already learned the knowledge he needed to learn there through meditation. He will not go to Japan for a long time; its not time yet. He still believes in the Book of Mormon. <<Shane if GOD commanded you to go to Israel then spirits contradict this and say don't worry its ok you don't have to go to the places Jesus walked and you already know all the information reading all the original records in the original Hebrew will teach you because you know all that already what need is there of reading the scriptures for yoiurself for verification----...does that sound right to you???>>
Shane called me twice. I need to accept the truth that My Depakote and Risperidone keep me sane so I don't drop into the realm of the Dead again, as Shane does when he's off his invega sustena injections, which he needs to just take orally without worrying, like a man. Shane says I need to get in touch with my Native American side and with my Guardian Angel. I also need to accept the Truth that God constantly uses TV shows, movies, songs and videogames to help show me messages about reality as Ken and Unlucky 13 Eddie Amor taught me. My Guardian angel may or may not be an Archangel and my Guardian Angel pushed me out of being hit worse by Eddie Amor's truck when he tried to run me over enraged by me telling him Goodbye forever. I must also accept the truth that the Maggie Savoies I met in discord in two [discord] accounts, Junk_bow and I LOVE BRENT, is two Maggie's, Maggie in Michigan and her evil Twinner in Bates City, [MO,] like Sunlight Gard[n]er and Osmond, or Morgan Sloat and Morgan of Orrus, or Speedy Parker and Parkus. But Junk_Bow is far from the sweet girl I met in 1989 AD, and was never anything more than a sadistic, black magick practicing, tweaking witch, of antichrist, and a descendent of Leviathan, who had me under her spell, and all of the Dead Damned Maggies, dead because of transgression, on every spiritual, physical and mental and dead plane of existences-all of those dimensions and every other space there is containg the dead Maggies, are only some of the places I visited. The good ones are probably still alive in their spaces minding their own business, who have not accepted the spiritual inheritance satan tried to give them, but that of Ephraim from God. Maggie is the Rainbow. The Evil Twinner is the Junk_Bow. I have rooted her out as a source of evil in this world. I need to ask of God how to close the portals that are letting those spirits of the dead up here as Shane still must do from his end in Michigan instead of listening to evil weed spirits who seduce him, saying, its ok, Shane, we'll do it for you if you accept the "truths" ( a very qualified word here) we feed you.
I also need to let go of my pride and stop interrupting people when they say something I don't agree with, and be willing to learn, and slow to judge, and sheathe my tongue before unsheathing my sword. Sometimes I need to go out in nature or on my front part of my resort and let go, willing to allow the Holy Spirit to tell me the Truth, even if it contradicts my beliefs, even deep seated ones. I need to clear my mind, but not too much, and listen. If I hear something, don't freak out. If it's footsteps, and they are heavy, and there is no one there, it is a soldier. These can be good or bad, and I can tell by sensing its Ki (Kee).--
Shane scroll up and read all this at your own pace when not affected by cannabis
And think meditate and pray about every word, read it slow
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 17, 2021 10:43:39 GMT -6
10/17- SUNDAY-LORD'S DAY-SUN'S DAY-SABAOTH
11:07 AM CDT
At around 9:25 AM I gained complete and total freedom in Christ; I knew it instinctively when it happened!
Notes from RLDS Zoom meeting I just attended:
Opening Scriptures:
Mosiah 9:38-40A
38 And it came to pass that he said unto them, Behold, here are the waters of Mormon; for thus were they called.
39 And now, as ye are desirous to come into the fold of God, and to be called his people, and are willing to bear one another's burdens, that they may be light;
40A Yea, and are willing to mourn with those that mourn; yea, and comfort those that stand in need of comfort, and to stand as witnesses of God at all times, and in all things, and in all places that ye may be in, even until death
RLDS DC 61:6 C-E
6c And now verily I say unto you, and what I say unto one I say unto all, Be of good cheer, little children, for I am in your midst, and I have not forsaken you, and inasmuch as you have humbled yourselves before me, the blessings of the kingdom are yours.
6d Gird up your loins and be watchful, and be sober, looking forth for the coming of the Son of Man, for he cometh in an hour you think not.
6e Pray always that you enter not into temptation, that you may abide the day of his coming, whether in life or in death. Even so. Amen.
Ministry of Music (1)
Blue Hymnal HS#293
Be not dismayed whate'er betide, God will take care of you; Beneath His wings of Love abide, God will take care of you.
God will take care of you, Through every day, O'er all the way; He will take care of you, God will take care of you.
Through days of toil when heart doth fail God will take care of you; When dangers fierce your path assail God will take care of you.
God will take care of you, Through every day, O'er all the way;
He will take care of you, God will take care of you.
All you may need He will provide, God will take care of you; Nothing you ask will be denied, God will take care of you.
God will take care of you,
Through every day, O'er all the way;
He will take care of you, God will take care of you.
No matter what may be the test, God will take care of you; Lean, weary one, upon His breast, God will take care of you.
God will take care of you,
Through every day, O'er all the way;
He will take care of you, God will take care of you.
"It is always blessed to be righteous, but it is more blessed to be righteous when less of a witness is given"-Larry Cotrill.
Ministry of Music (2)
Blue Hymnal HS#32
Author: Fanny Crosby
Come, learn of the meek and lowly,
Come, sit at the Master’s feet;
No place in the world so holy,
No place in the world so sweet;
His lessons are plain and simple,
A balm to the wounded breast;
He maketh our burden lighter,
And giveth His children rest.
Refrain:
Then learn of the meek and lowly,
Come, sit at the Master’s feet;
No place in the world so holy,
No place in the world so sweet.
2 O if we were more like Jesus,
And more from the world apart,
Communing with Him in spirit,
And nearer to Him in heart,
We should not complain so sadly,
When trouble and care we meet,
But carry at once our sorrows,
And lay them at Jesus’ feet. [Refrain]
3 He wept o’er the holy city,
He wept o’er a loved one dead;
He knoweth our every trial,
And seeth the tears we shed;
O live that our souls may enter
His kingdom with joy complete;
And there, through eternal ages,
We’ll sit at the Master’s feet. [Refrain]
Pseudonymns: A.V., Mrs. A. E. Andrews, Mrs. E. A. Andrews, Mrs. E. L. Andrews, James L. Black, Henrietta E. Blair, Charles Bruce, Robert Bruce, Leah Carlton, Eleanor Craddock, Lyman G. Cuyler, D.H.W., Ella Dare, Ellen Dare, Mrs. Ellen Douglass, Lizzie Edwards. Miss Grace Elliot, Grace J. Frances, Victoria Frances, Jennie Garnett, Frank Gould, H. D. K., Frances Hope, Annie L. James, Martha J. Lankton [Langton], Grace Lindsey, Maud Marion, Sallie Martin, Wilson Meade, Alice Monteith, Martha C. Oliver, Mrs. N. D. Plume, Kate Smiley, Sallie Smith, J. L. Sterling, John Sterling, Julia Sterling, Anna C. Storey, Victoria Stuart, Ida Scott Taylor, Mary R. Tilden, Mrs. J. B. Thresher, Hope Tryaway, Grace Tureman, Carrie M. Wilson, W.H.D.
Frances Jane Crosby, the daughter of John and Mercy Crosby, was born in Southeast, Putnam County, N. Y., March 24, 1820. She became blind at the age of six weeks from maltreatment of her eyes during a spell of sickness. When she was eight years old she moved with her parents to Ridgefield, Conn., the family remaining there four years. At the age of fifteen she entered the New York Institution for the Blind, where she received a good education. She became a teacher in the institution in 1847, and continued her work until March 1, 1858. She taught English grammar, rhetoric and American history.
This was the great developing period in her life. During the vacations of 1852 and 1853, spent at North Reading, Mass., she wrote the words to many songs for Dr. Geo. F. Root, then the teacher of music at the blind institution. Among them were, "Hazel Dell,", "The Honeysuckle Glen," "Rosalie, the Prairie Flower," "Music in the Air," "Proud World, Good-bye, I'm Going Home," "All Together", "Never Forget the Dear Ones," and others. Subsequently she wrote the words for the cantatas of The Flower Queen and The Pilgrim Fathers, all of which were very popular in their day, though it was not generally known at the time that she was the author.
While teaching at the institution she met Presidents Van Buren and Tyler, Hon. Henry Clay, Governor Wm. H. Seward, General Winfield Scott, and other distinguished characters of American history. Concerning Mr. Clay, she gives the following: "When Mr. Clay came to the institution during his last visit to New York, I was selected to welcome him with a poem. Six months before he had lost a son at the battle of Monterey, and I had sent him some verses. In my address I carefully avoided any allusion to them, in order not to wound him. When I had finished he drew my arm in his, and, addressing the audience, said through his tears: 'This is not the first poem for which I am indebted to this lady. Six months ago she sent me some lines on the death of my dear son.' Both of us were overcome for a few moments. Soon, by a splendid effort, Mr. Clay recovered himself, but I could not control my tears." In connection with her meeting these notable men, we might add that Miss Fanny Crosby had the honor of being the first woman whose voice was heard publicly in the Senate Chamber at Washington. She read a poem there on one occasion. In addition to the thousands of hymns that she has written (about eight thousand poems in all), many of which have not been set to music, she has published four volumes of verses. The first was issued in 1844 and was entitled The Blind Girl, and Other Poems, a second volume, Monterey, and Other Poems, followed in 1849, and the third, A Wreath of Columbia's Flowers, in 1858. The fourth, Bells at Evening and Other Verses, with a biographical sketch by Rev. Robert Lowry, and a fine half-tone portrait, in 1897, the sales of which have reached a fourth edition. The book is published by The Biglow & Main Co., New York.
Though these show the poetical bent of her mind, they have little to do with her world-wide fame. It is as a writer of Sunday-school songs and gospel hymns that she is known wherever the English language is spoken, and, in fact, wherever any other language is heard.
Fanny was married March 5, 1858, to Alex. Van Alstyne, who was also a scholar in the same institution in which she was educated.
She began to write Sunday-school hymns for Wm. B. Bradbury in 1864. Her first hymn,
"We are going, we are going
To a home beyond the skies",
was written at the Ponton Hotel on Franklin Street, New York City, on February 5th of that year. This hymn was sung at Mr. Bradbury's funeral in January, 1868. Since 1864 she supported herself by writing hymns. She resided in New York City nearly all her life, where, she says, she is "a member of the Old John Street M. E. Church in good standing." She spent regular hours on certain days at the office of The Biglow & Main Co., the firm for which she did most of her writing, and for whom she has composed over four thousand hymns. Her hymns have been in great demand and have been used by many of our most popular composers, among whom may be mentioned Wm. B. Bradbury, Geo. F. Root, W. H. Doane, Rev. Robert Lowry, Ira D. Sankey, J. R. Sweney, W. J. Kirkpatrick, H. P. Main, H. P. Danks, Philip Phillips, B. G. Unseld, and others. She could compose at any time and did not need to wait for any special inspiration, and her best hymns have come on the spur of the moment. She always composed with an open book in her hand, generally a copy of Golden Hymns, held closely over her eyes, bottom side up. She learned to play on the guitar and piano while at the institution, and has a clear soprano voice. She also received a technical training in music, and for this reason she could, and did, compose airs for some of her hymns. One of these is,
"Jesus, dear, I come to Thee,
Thou hast said I may,"
both words and music of which are wonderfully sweet. "Safe in the arms of Jesus", probably one of her best known hymns, was her own favorite. Fanny loved her work, and was happy in it. She was always ready either to sympathize or join in a mirthful conversation, as the case may be. The secret of this contentment dates from her first composition at the age of eight years. "It has been the motto of my life," she says. It is:
"O what a happy soul am I!
Although I cannot see,
I am resolved that in this world
Contented I will be;"
This has continued to be her philosophy. She says that had it not been for her affliction she might not have so good an education, nor so great an influence, and certainly not so fine a memory. She knows a great many portions of the Bible by heart, and had committed to memory the first four books of the Old Testament, and also the four Gospels before she was ten years of age.
Her scope of subjects is wide, embracing everything from a contemplation of heaven, as in "The Bright Forever" and "The Blessed Homeland", to an appeal to the work of this world, as in "To the Work" and "Rescue the Perishing." The most of Fanny's published hymns have appeared under the name of Fanny J. Crosby or Mrs. Yan Alstyne, but quite a large number have appeared under the nom de plumes of Grace J. Frances, Mrs. C. M. Wilson, Lizzie Edwards, Ella Dale, Henrietta E. Blair, Rose Atherton, Maud Marion, Leah Carlton, nearly two hundred different names.
-Biographies of Gospel Song and Hymn Writers (excerpts)
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Van Alstyne, Frances Jane, née Crosby, a member of the Methodist Episcopal Church, was born at South East, Putnam County, New York, March 24, 1823. When six weeks old she lost her sight. About 1835 she entered the New York City Institution for the Blind. On completing her training she became a teacher therein from 1847 to 1858. In 1858 she was married to Alexander Van Alstyne, a musician, who was also blind. Her first poem was published in 1831; and her first volumes of verse as A Blind Girl, and Other Poems, 1844; Monteresy, and Other Poems, 1849; and A Wreath of Columbia's Flowers, 1858. Her first hymn was "We are going, we are going" (Death and Burial), which was written for Mr. Bradbury and published in the Golden Censer, 1864. From 1853 to 1858 she wrote 20 songs, which were set to music by G. F. Root. Her songs and hymns number some 2,000 or more, and have been published mainly in several of the popular American Sunday school collections, and often under a nom de plume. About 60 have come into common use in Great Britain. The majority of these are taken from the following American collections:—
i. From The Shining Star, 1864.
1. Softly on the breath of evening. Evening.
ii. From Fresh Laurels, 1867.
2. Beautiful Mansions, home of the blest. Heaven.
3. Jesus the Water of Life has given. The Water of Life.
4. Light and Comfort of my soul. In Affliction.
5. There's a cry from Macedonia. Missions.
6. We are marching on with shield and banner bright. Sunday School Anniversary.
iii. From Musical Leaves, 1868.
7. 0 what are you going to do, brother? Youth for God.
iv. From Sabbath Carols, 1868.
8. Dark is the night, and cold the wind is blowing. Affliction anticipated.
9. Lord, at Thy mercy seat, Humbly I fall. Lent.
v. From Silver Spray, 1868.
10. If I come to Jesus, He will make me glad. Peace in Jesus.
11. 'Twill not be long—our journey here. Heaven anticipated.
vi. From Notes of Joy, 1869.
12. Little beams of rosy light. The Divine Father.
13. Press on! press on! a glorious throng. Pressing towards the Prize.
vii. From Bright Jewels, 1869.
14. Christ the Lord is risen today, He is risen indeed. Easter.
15. Holy, holy, holy is the Lord! Sing 0 ye people, &c. Holiness of God.
16. Jesus, keep me near the Cross. Near the Cross of Christ.
17. Saviour, bless a little child. A Child's Prayer. Written Feb. 6, 1869.
viii. From Songs of Devotion, 1870.
18. Pass me not, 0 gentle Saviour. Lent. Written in 1868.
19. Rescue the perishing, care for the dying. Home Missions.
ix. From Pure Gold, 1871.
20. Great is Jehovah. King of kings. Greatness of God.
21. I would be Thy little lamb. The Good Shepherd.
22. Lead me to Jesus, lead me to Jesus. Desiring Jesus.
23. To the work, to the work, we are servants of God. Home Missions.
24. Why labour for treasures that rust and decay? The Fadeless Crown.
x. From the Royal Diadem, 1873.
25. I am Jesus' little friend. For Infant Schools.
26. Jesus I love Thee. Loving Jesus.
27. Mourner, wheresoe'er thou art. To the Sorrowing and Penitent. Written Oct. 3, 1871.
28. Never be faint or weary. Joy in Jesus.
29. Only a step to Jesus. Invitation.
xi. From Winnowed Hymns, 1873-4.
30. Loving Saviour, hear my cry. Lent.
xii. From Echoes of Zion, 1874.
31. Say, where is thy refuge, my brother? Home Missions.
xiii. From Songs of Grace and Glory, 1874.
32. Thou my everlasting Portion. Christ the Portion of His People.
xiv. From Brightest and Best, 1875.
33. All the way my Saviour leads me. Jesus the Guide.
34. I am Thine, O Lord: I have heard Thy voice. Holiness desired.
35. O come to the Saviour, believe in His name. Invitation. Written, Sep. 7, 1874.
36. O how sweet when we mingle. Communion of Saints. Written in 1866.
37. O my Saviour, hear me. Prayer to Jesus for blessing and love.
38. Only Jesus feels and knows. Jesus the Divine Friend.
39. Revive Thy work, O Lord. Home Missions.
40. Saviour, more than life to me. Jesus All and in All.
41. To God be the glory, great things He hath done. Praise for Redemption.
xv. From Calvary Songs, 1875.
42. Come, O come with thy broken heart. Invitation.
xvi. From Gospel Music, 1876.
43. Here from the world we turn. Divine Worship.
44. When Jesus comes to reward His servants. Watching,
xvii. From Welcome Tidings, 1877.
45. O hear my cry, be gracious now to me. For Pardon and Peace.
xviii. From The Fountain of Song, 1877.
46. Lord, my trust I repose on Thee. Trusting in Jesus.
xix. From Good as Gold, 1880.
47. In Thy cleft, O Rock of Ages. Safety in Jesus.
48. Sound the alarm ! let the watchman cry. Home Missions.
49. Tenderly He leads us. Christ the Leader.
50. 'Tis the blessed hour of prayer. The Hour of Prayer.
In addition to these hymns, all of which are in common use in Great Britain (mainly through I. D. Sankey's Sacred Songs and Solos, the Methodist Sunday School Hymn Book, the Silver Street Sunday Scholars Companion, and other collections for Sunday schools), there are also "A blessing for you, will you take it?" (Pardon through Jesus); "My song shall be of Jesus" (Praise of Jesus); “Now, just a word for Jesus"(Home Missions); "Onward, upward, Christian soldier" (Pressing Heavenward); 44 Sinner, how thy heart is troubled" (Invitation); "'Tis a goodly, pleasant land" (Heaven anticipated); and "When the dewy light was fading" (Death anticipated). All of these are in I. D. Sankey's Sacred Songs & Solos. Mrs. Van Alstyne's most popular composition is "Safe in the arms of Jesus" (Safety in Jesus). This was written in 1868, at the request of Mr. W. H. Doane, to his well-known melody with which it is inseparably associated, and published in Bright Jewels, 1869. Mrs. Van Alstyne's hymns have sometimes been published anonymously; but the greater part are signed by a bewildering number of initials.
The combined sales of the volumes of songs and hymns named above have amounted in English-speaking countries to millions of copies. Notwithstanding the immense circulation thus given to Mrs. Van Alstyne's hymns, they are, with few exceptions, very weak and poor, their simplicity and earnestness being their redeeming features. Their popularity is largely due to the melodies to which they are wedded.
Since the above was in type we have found that the following are also in common use in Great Britain:—
51. Suppose the little cowslip. Value of Little Things.
52. Sweet hour of prayer. The Hour of Prayer. These are in Bradbury's Golden Chain, 1861.
53. Never lose the golden rule. Love to our Neighbours. In Bradbury's Golden Censer, 1864.
54. I will not be afraid at night. Trust in God. In Bradbury's Fresh Laurels, 1867.
55. Praise Him, praise Him, Jesus our, &c. Praise of Jesus. In Biglow & Main's Bright Jewels, 1869.
56. More like Jesus would I be. More like Jesus. In Perkins & Taylor's Songs of Salvation, 1870.
57. Behold me standing at the door. Christ at the Door. In Biglow & Main's Christian Songs, 1872.
58. If I come to Jesus. Jesus the Children's Guide.
59. Jesus, Lord, I come to Thee. Trust in Jesus.
60. Let me learn of Jesus. Jesus the Children's Friend.
61. Singing for Jesus, O singing for Jesus. Singing for Jesus.
62. There is a Name divinely sweet Holy Name of Jesus.
Of these hymns Nos. 58-62 we have not been able to trace.
--Excerpts from John Julian, Dictionary of Hymnology (1907
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Van Alstyne, Frances J., p. 1203, ii. From the American collections of recent date we find that Mrs. Van Alstyne is still actively engaged in hymn-writing. In the Funk and Wagnalls Company Gloria Deo, 1903, there are about 30 of her hymns, most of which are new. They are all signed, and some are dated, but we have not space to quote the first lines and subjects, as this hymnal is not an official collection of any denomination. Another name, "Mrs. S. K. Bourne" is credited in the same hymnal with about 40 new hymns. If this signature is not another pen-name of Mrs. Van Alstyne's (and these pen-names and initials of hers are very numerous), we can only say that she has a very successful understudy in "Mrs. S. K. Bourne."
--John Julian, Dictionary of Hymnology, New Supplement (1907)-hymnary.org
Romans 12, last verse
21 Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good.
There is a song that I like that I reccomended to two of my co-workers by Space Oddity that Sad Clown enjoys and sings also, called Ground Control To Major Tom.
David Bowie originally sang this:
Ground Control to Major Tom
Ground Control to Major Tom
Take your protein pills and put your helmet on
Ground Control to Major Tom
Commencing countdown, engines on
Check ignition and may God’s love be with you
Ten, Nine, Eight, Seven, Six, Five, Four, Three, Two, One, Liftoff
This is Ground Control to Major Tom
You’ve really made the grade
And the papers want to know whose shirts you wear
Now it’s time to leave the capsule if you dare
This is Major Tom to Ground Control
I’m stepping through the door
And I’m floating in a most peculiar way
And the stars look very different today
For here am I sitting in a tin can
Far above the world
Planet Earth is blue
And there’s nothing I can do
Though I’m past one hundred thousand miles
I’m feeling very still
And I think my spaceship knows which way to go
Tell my wife I love her very much
She knows
Ground Control to Major Tom
Your circuit’s dead, there’s something wrong
Can you hear me, Major Tom?
Can you hear me, Major Tom?
Can you hear me, Major Tom?
Can you….
Here am I floating round my tin can
Far above the Moon
Planet Earth is blue
And there’s nothing I can do.
All last night and all today I streamed on Twitch. I streamed another Duolingo Russian Lesson, Lethal Weapon 1, The Phantom Menace, Attack of the Clones, the All Saints RLDS Church service for 10/17/2021 AD and me typing in my Diary. Now I will start another Live Stream, this time on YouTube again, check my email and take another Russian Lesson, and go on from there.
3:38 PM CDT
I started my latest Humorous Version YouTube Video series as Mark tries to figure out how to use YouTube properly. Meanwhile Sister Paula and I have reconciled and I invited her to my website to read my Diaries.
I had a dream.
The first part I was at some restaurant and as I was sitting at a table, Maggie sat at a table next to mine and I said something like "I see something I want".
8:45 PM CDT
After taking my pills and supplements, I went to the RLDS Church. After following a false lead on Maggie Savoie's whereabouts, I was very shaken and three elders administrated to me after I explained some of the situation to them rationally. Then an Elder bought me McDonald's food and a Priest, the OG RLDS Restorationist Branch of Jesus Christ Church Treasurer bought me some needed and wanted groceries using the Church Oblation fund, telling me correctly that 20.00 every two weeks was not enough to survive on if that was for both groceries, laundry AND spending money. I told the Elder I needed a new Representative Payee. He asked what that was and about Joy. I told the Elder or the Priest (forgot which one that I said this to) that Joy had offered me more than 20.00 but I had refused to take any more than 20.00 because Joy had told me that I was running out of money. After I refused to take more than 20 she told me that I had money in the bank (but see I need that to pay my bills.)
Part of a conversation between Star Wars Santa and I.
SW Santa: The anti-[eye-test] post doesn't belong in my Discord server.
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 5:41 PM It wasn't an anti [eye-test] post. It just said that it is not required, that there is a religious exception for those not wishing to take it. [5:42 PM] Anyway people who don't want mandates b ut freedom need hope please keep it up [5:43 PM] and thats a really nice truck [5:43 PM] Joy also has a white pickup [5:44 PM] She practically raised me, she and her husband cecil from ages 22-25 [5:45 PM] And 32-34 [5:46 PM] I am maturing by leaps and bounds now. I made oatmeal and it was delicious. The other day I relearned how to make scrambled eggs
1 [5:47 PM] I put honey brown sugar and peanut butter in it to sweeten it this morning. That oatmeal was yummy [5:49 PM] I'm going to check and see if certain people contacted me and then play UNO card party and go to church.. I might be reading a little . It depends on how long I need to wait listening to RLDS Choir practice until Church begins.
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 9:31 PM I did not play UNO card party. The Priesthood gathered in the library and I went into the sanctuary.
A subsequent conversation between me and Junk_Bow.
Brent: I adjure you by the Living God daughter of Leviathan, is the I LOVE BRENT account on discord you or is it a dead Maggie Savoie or is it the Genuine article--flesh bone blood and good, like me?? (edited)
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 5:50 PM Junk_bow, I must know [5:52 PM]
Brent: She is the Rainbow. But I need to know if it is I LOVE BRENT or if that was you . I adjure you by the living God not to lie to me [5:54 PM] I know you do lie because even after you said you'd stop bothering me the dead maggies kept pursuing me and there was the incident at the restaurant. [5:56 PM] In the name of Jesus Christ tell me the truth. You are in incarnate being NEW
Junk_bow — Today at 6:57 PM I have no affiliation to that account or recent trials in the name of the lord I believe a new spirit has come to test you
[She could easily have been lying because when I published this I heard loud and clear some evil spirit say "He took the bait. I do not believe that it was that evil spirit's intention for me to hear her or him say that.-BLSKV]
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 18, 2021 2:42:35 GMT -6
10/18- MONDAY
According to my delusional thinking, here is how I saw reality: Just before my 38'th birthday, Maggie, a 37 year old rich farm girl from Michigan who lives in Colorado and was Maggie May Savoie but is now surnamed Kirkman, wife of Ben Kirkman, whose late white Grandparents were Victor and Pandora, who, like my Maggie May Savoie, had a sister named Shelly, but did not live in the same places or go to the same schools nor have the same face as my Maggie, but, according to my delusions, (remember this was all going on solely in my head, Maggie, based on research I had done on the internet, and Colt knowing that Mrs. Kirkman was not you and telling me so.) remembered me because in 2002 AD she was kidnapped and given false memories of shared experiences with me, as the 90's porn series Forbidden Science telegraphed as well as the song and music video You Should've been Gone (Oh Sherrie, our love holds on) telegraphed those punches of the enemy of our souls. According to my delusions, this Maggie, I say, found herself in the Realm of the Dead and I, whom she thought was her Brently and I convinced that she was married to because our minds were linked so I could help her, because (this part is true/) my background check was falsified to say I was a married man, and Satan, after my first adult life, appeared to me in my sleep at the behest of God looking like Freddy Krueger, singing 'You should've been Gone' (Albeit changing the lyrics out of pure hatred to me, saying, You Should've been gone, you should've been gone then telling me I was the Fifth, which later Ashly Germaine emphasized constantly that I was the fifth (I am the fifth of the American Koivopolo Line, but in what other ways I'm currently very clueless) (/end, true part) so that I'd be tipped off later in life to the false Maggie deception. (The following is true/) (I know the face of my Maggie so well I can draw, paint and color it almost by pure accident on the computer paint program. (/end, true part) According to my delusion, when she got there, I instinctively knew she was there. Knowing she could not get out without proper instruction and supply depot from me, I sent her all kinds of basic supplies down to her including the Scriptures, food, lots of water and my whole bugout bag, clothes, toilet paper, pens and paper, my laptop twice at least, and so much more. (I acted all this out physically by putting food and objects and waterbottles on the bed in which I had been sucked into the vortex into the Realm of the Dead several weeks earlier, thinking they were going down to where I had myself convinced that she was through that same portal.) Later I was convinced that on the morning of my 38'th birthday, as I lay on the couch, Maggie Kirkman rose up to where I was at least twice through the bed where I had supplied her needs and some of her just wants, and was looking at a paper written in teal ink of all the things I had planned to stream Live on Twitch when she got a nosebleed. At some point she had stuffed some material with negative ki underneath my loveseat (which I put in the dumpster thinking demons were trying to deceive me about these reconstructed facts when I doubted, and the paper of what I wanted to stream LIVE, but I still have a drop of blood from her nose on a white bag clip on my kitchen counter my clear cuttingboard is on and I think a drop on my laptop.) She got a wad of paper towel from my paper towel roll and held it to her nose and put it in the trash once she thought it had stopped. Then she bent over towards my countertop beside my stove to pick up and examined my trinket collection there when the nosebleed started again. She took one of the papers I had sent her through the vortex and plugged her nose with it, then put it on the countertop my toaster is on. At some point she left my apartment, unsure of whether the man sleeping soundly on the couch was her Brently she thought may be her husband and that Ben was a polygamous second husband based upon one of my YouTube streams and what I thought I had been thinking and saying to her mind, (remember a previous entry where I pinpointed the real culprit, demons or invisipeople or other evil entities planting evidence) or a Twinner of me. I believed that after this she had walked up to Monkey Mountain and rose many levels where I had continued to supply her for a couple or one more day(s) until I thought that she had been baptized and confirmed by angels. Yesterday or recently I thought at the time that she found herself back in my apartment, and used one of the tissues I had sent her to stop yet another nosebleed. I was living in doubt and denial for so long of these things, as I thought. The Priesthood were concerned about me because of the ill effects doubt and uncertainty and confusion were having upon me., but it was just pure confusion of me a confused individual with a confused mind, residual effects of having been off my meds for so long (I had been taking them for weeks now).
At 10:00 AM CDT today I have a telephone appointment with Sylvia my Case Manager at Comprehensive MHS. It is my assessment. O Lord my God, help it to go exceeding well, in Christ's Holy Name Amen!
"I want everyone's voice heard and none silenced." "[Peter:][When you don't have my Authority] but you have my Instructions"-Jesus Christ in the Angel series The Chosen on my Smartphone which I also downloaded on my laptop later.
6:12 AM CDT
I am watching The Chosen.
I took a shower again the other night but only washed my hair and face. I brushed and flossed my teeth early, early this morning after going a while not doing it. I smell perfume very strongly and I don't know where the smell is coming from. It smells so close. It was the final counterfeit Maggie. It was trying to seduce me like all the dead ones were.
6:24 PM CDT
I am making the hardcopy of my Diary. I have no need to keep my Thought Diary going. I can put those good thoughts and more in my Diary. I am using my Thought Diary as my next Diary, be it whatever number it may, for currently that is variable. It is the color of denim blue jeans and small and lined. It starts at October 02, a Sabbath, or Saturday.
11:27 PM CDT
The appointment, which started around 10:27 AM CDT, went exceeding well as I had prayed, and I found out that Sylvia will not actually be my case manager but that I am transitioning to Comprehensive Case Management Services where a Case Manager will be appointed to me, and Traci will be in charge of prescribing my . I shall be transitioning to Case Manangement services after my November 1 Appointment with Dr. Reddy. Sylvia only did my intake/assessment this morning for Case Management, as she is the coordinator for those services at Comprehensive.
12:08 PM CDT
"....They would have been pleased to acknowledge that they were winnowing the best from the past."-God's Secretaries, by Adam Nicolson, Author of Sea Room.
That's what I have been doing, as well as adding things from the present and future. I enjoy the cake that results from this brilliant admixture. The cake is Brent's Diary, or the Chronicles of Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo Jones V, Esquire, son of Lee IV, son of Toivo III, son of Jerome II, son of Edward Koivopolo Sohlden I, descendent of Joseph Smith, Jr., descendent of Vlad Tepes, descendent of St. Nicholas, of the Merovingian Line. (If I have any part of this bloodline wrong I apologize, but I am almost 98.9% sure of its accuracy though some parts of it I take almost completely by faith and inferrence because I know I am a Royal of Scandanavian Nobility, and that all those Royal bloodlines eventually mostly, if not all, run together at some point going back far enough.-BLSKJV).
This is more delusional junk Satan the enemy of my soul convinced me of: After her male, older child, observed Maggie being sucked into her bed and wanted to follow but God restrained him, into the Realm of the Dead, Maggie drove in a cursed pickup truck (that was attacking her the whole way down here), to get away from the ethereal people who were after her (once on the highway it was better because of her tinted windows and the fact that it was a new truck with no license plate yet, or anything substituting for it, and since it was pretty much lawless down there, I think (she thinks), no one cared, or at least she didn't think any of those dead spirits cared, maybe a few did, but they couldn't do anything about it.) the whole way down here (I'd hate to feel what her poor backside felt sitting on that cursed seat!!!! I empathize, girl! ) all the way to Oak Grove, MO (that Oak Grove MO down there, anyway) and holed up in my apartment in the daytime according to her Stripe's instruction (me) while my ethereal Twinner down there was away, and was supplied in my apartment by me. After getting out of my apartment, she went down to Michigan to get her two children back, and moved back up here. Along the way back to Michigan, at my instruction, she stopped at Monkey Mountain in a less cursed vehicle and my constant sock and shoe drops were a Godsend at this time, where soon she was baptized and confirmed into the Restructured Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints by three Angels in a river around 4:40 in the morning, on October 09, 2021, on a Saturday, or Sabbath, having read the Sealed Book of Mormon, finishing it before she was done with the first part, which at first she found long and boring but started really getting into about halfway through it. [/end delusion]
Rn I am reading God's Secretaries:The Making of The King James Bible. Next I will be reading to myself from Black House then The Wind Through The Keyhole, then I might read more of the Star Wars tf.n fan fiction Detective Story I enjoy so much in the form of a woman's Diary with a ton of accidentally deleted entries.
After I said that after her Baptism, October 09 was when the really good things began happening to Maggie, I heard "O my God, yes, Brent" loud and clear in my mind. "The Holy Ghost really got a hold of me" she contiued, then it grew a little faint. (This was solely probably either delusional or my own voice in my head manifesting as Maggie's or both)
1:23 PM CDT
I touched bases with Joy. Now she knows about Traci and Joy is willing to take me to my final appointment with Dr. Reddy on November 1, 2021. (And she did, though she was reluctant to.) I am about to eat sardines and potato chips, then follow today's original reading plan. Earlier today I updated Star Wars Episode 12: Rise of The Jedi on tf.n. Joy knows about the Priest taking me to Walmart now. She chided me a little, but its ok. There are plenty of other things I need and want at Walmart that Joy will help me get with my own money after work tomorrow if I'm scheduled and in the morning if I'm not. I'm usually not scheduled Tuesdays. I'll check my Next app on my phone presently.
I left a message for Pastor Pete so'd he could try to get me and Colt back in touch with each other.
2:18 PM CDT
This week's work hours:
Monday OFF TUESDAY 10/19 9-2 WED 10/20 OFF THU 10/21 9-2 FRI 10/22 9-2 SAT & SUN OFF
I still need to call my Landlord about my broken toilet handle and window I can't get shut.
2:22 PM CDT
(More false stuff I convinced myself of/)Rn the Maggie of my present experience is just now discovering my YouTube and Twitterverses, after seeing some of my Twitch videos. That's how she discovered my Probards site and she is just now, as we speak, reading some of my Diary which she thinks is "awesome, totally awesome." "Wow!" The benefit of being able to access the Dark web is that she like the site administrators, is able to read it as I am typing it, which she is elated and thinks is awesome that I am aware of. (/end, false stuff) I love you, Mags.
4:02 PM CDT
Any factual error can be retconned out of my Diaries easily or trickily, depends. They are not the word of God, are variable, and bend to Truth.
According to the marginal note on Genesis 1:4 in the Original 1611 KJV, the original Hebrew rendering available to the 1611 KJV scholars appointed by King Jacob, of The First Book of Moses, called Genesis, Chapter I.IV, reads, "And God saw the light, that it was good: and God divided between the light and between the darknesse."
I am currently streaming Bart playing Return To Castle Wolfenstein live after I left Mike Matei playing a fan-made Arcade-style Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Game.
Comment I made on Bartjaa's Live feed:
I was watching Mike Matei playing TMNT fan made game when i accidentally switched it off when i spilled my
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trailmix all over my laptop keys in anger over something and then when i went back to you tube and
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saywmy home boy bart was live playing wolfenstein som i joined in
10:17 PM
I just called Joy to tell her that I do not need to go shopping tomorrow. I need that money to pay my bills. I told her I don't have to go shopping probably for two weeks.
10:19 PM CDT
I called my landlord earlier. I left him a message telling him what needed fixing in my apartment.
Mark has uploaded his second video to YouTube. As Slash Depover and Lee Sohlden share an account, so Mark wants me to help him from a distance with his account. He suggested some things to me and I interrupted him. Forgive me, Father for that, and my anger and frustration today, disturbing Steve. Amen.
1:28 AM CDT
Message to Junk_Bow on discord:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 1:25 AM You are an incarnation; hence can lie in the "name of the lord" I noticed no caps. N-E-Ways, I've already "cracked the Maggie code, solved the puzzle, so to speak, so you're out and the one True Maggie is here to stay, and God will protect that Child of Light just as He sovereignly protected me from you and your hired Goons at Lau Sou's chinee eatery. [1:26 AM] Can never get that name right you know, Temple of doom [1:26 AM] You'll catch it all on UHF, and my journal [1:26 AM] Ciou, False_Bow!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Oct 19, 2021 0:42:00 GMT -6
10/19- TUESDAY
1:31 AM CDT
Tonight as I talked to Mark feeling real Contrition and Penitance for what I'd done looking at hardcore porn last night, that I threw my pillow and it landed right in a bin full of cold water that I was washing my clothes in. But praise the living God I went to fetch it out and the pillow was bone dry!!!!
Follow the songs and the movies. High school lady. Be patient. Digging in the mountains. Dr's and a Base. Stay away fro the truck stop. -Eddie Amor "Unlucky 13"'s parting advice before his final memory wipe.
Life's been really crazy with a spooky little girl like you.
Cheer up sleepy Jean. Oh, what can it mean. To a Daydream Believer and a Homecoming Que-ee-ee-een!
I'm on the Top of the World lookin' Down on Creation and the only explanation I can find Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around!
Your love put me at the Top of the World.
If I could fall Into the sky (we both did) Do you think Time Would pass us by Because you know we'd travel a thousand existences or dimensions if we could be in each other's arms On our Wedding Night
I'll tell more of the story after I do the Stream I promised my Twitch and YouTube followers. Consider that a good Preamble.
11:09 AM CDT
I thought I was saying parting words to Maggie but how could we ever truly part, and I got two Maggie May Savoie's confused with each other.
9:05 PM CDT
To get to the next level, say "Grimace" and push up. You'll hear a pop. I got a pop. It's delicious. That's 'soda' to Missourians.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2021 14:26:32 GMT -6
10/20-
WEDNESDAY
4:03 AM CDT
Eternal Security is a True Doctrine. Unconditional Eternal Security is a Doctrine of Devils.
Isaiah went three years uncovered in the streets of Jerusalem not to show us that we need to all go around naked but as a prophetic symbol that God used to illustrate a truth, and if you give your body to be burned and speak all the sublime truth in the world and from heaven, but don't have love, it is useless.
4:13 AM CDT
I have the day off from work today.
Part of a conversation I had with Shane Jones very recently:
Shane:
Sorry about that conversation I had with you that day, I didn't mean to boast I didn't realize I boasted I have been sick the last month and am not feeling well. I have not smoked in a month and no my doctor didn't take me off my meds I was using the weed the Indica to relax because my doctor has noticed that I'm allot more calm when on it. Tbh when I'm off of it I tend to worry allot and get angry allot and annoyed easy. I have not been on that stuff since the beginning of the month because my doctor told me to stop till I get better. I have not been off my invega sustena though. It's just with so many people telling me what to do lately I don't know who to trust anymore and my friend has been helping me he said I need it it has been helping him keeping him calm too. We do not use thc weed we use a type of calming and relaxing stuff like stuff to calm my mind so I can go to sleep etc. What ever I tell you you will not understand because your stuck on your beliefs but please bud just understand I have not been using it for evil. I have been off the weed for awhile now and I'm starting to get annoyed real easy. I just prefer natural remedies and stuff because this meds and stuff is man made I cannot even trust my doctors anymore because of the agenda that the elite has set out. Once again if I said anything alarming sorry about that. I have been praying and fasting and I'm still not sure about some things but there is stuff that God has told me and he works with everyone differently. Everyone says they are trying to help me but you guys are just making my life more hard and full of misary. But if I have to quit smoking I will for my health. The only problem is I will be back to my depression and sad life again.
Brent:
Man Shane, even Jesus got depressed once in a while. God doesn't want us to deal with our pain by medicating it. Ask Pastor Bob about what he thinks of this. Will you listen to his advice about it? It does all of it the whole plant have harmful effects. If you don't think I know what I'm talking about Will you at least listen to Bob who is older and more experienced than me about this. Love Brent.
Shane called me at about 8 AM this morning. He did research and now he's off weed for good. Praise God!
He is worried about going back now to his old depressed suffering life where he's not very nice to people. I told him he will be rewarded for all of his suffering and he would not want to trade places with me and that he's not as bad a person as he thinks that he is and maybe life isn't exactly as he perceives it.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2021 14:30:43 GMT -6
10/21-
THURSDAY
4 Rules to live by:
1) Do things in order. Don't skip steps.
2) Respect everything/one you can and ought to respect.
3) Use words properly.
4) Think right.
Last night I took a good shower, washing my whole body and I think, my hair, and brushed and flossed my teeth and went to bed early and slept nearly all night long! Allelulia!
10:57 AM CDT
I've got 23 minutes all to myself as I sit here in the McDonald's Crew Room with a cold, refreshing Dr. Pepper on break, on my laptop, but after 15 minutes I will cut it off at 11:14 AM and prepare to go back to work, to clean the men's and women's bathrooms. Nothing beats the spiritual, prophetically and forward thinking and independent minded, prepared, God-first, time not running out, repentant, penitent, prayerful, grateful to God for all his many blessings, yet knowing all is not well and won't be for years yet life.
Message sent to Robert Jozwiak at the local public library from my laptop right before and during a Skype call to go pick up money from Joy, 3:01 PM 10/21/2021 AD
Robert, listen me! You are not as much a prophet indeed as you think you are sir, as much as you would like to think so. No true prophet of God would 1) Deny the work of God (Brazil) 2 ) Justify finding so called "evidence" that the holocaust did not happen 3) find so much antisemitic evidence even though it was the martry William cooper who said wisely "It's not the Jews but some Jews are involved, and 4) Deny even the words of the first part of the book of mormon which say, What mean you? (To paraphrase) You have not sought to reclaim the Jews mine ancient covenant people. How would you have the Bible save it were for the Jews? and 5) Deny the very words of the Master, Jesus, who says, "Salvation is of the Jews" and also the words of the second Nephite Prophet I Nephi who also had much to say about the Jewish race. And 6) Start out every single one of your messages with a propclamation of your so called prophetic office. Had Jesus started out the sermon on the mount with "I am the Prophet of this dispensation and Peter is my chief apostle and I will be the Church of God or the Remnant of God's people, no one would have listened to him. He was humble. He didn't even start the sermon with a public proclamation at all. Almost the whole sermon was preached to his inner circle. The Luke tells us he descended the mount to the plain and repeated many of the same words he had taught his closest disciples in the open field, and had said tbhe beatitudes differently. He started his public proclamation declaring conditional blessings to the crowds. Even john the baptist didn't say "I am the voice of one...." until he was asked to identify his prophetic office. You need to search your heart and find out from the Holy Spirit, whose voice you must seek as never before, for you are a descendent of Joseph, Sir Jozwiak, but find out, like the CCM song goes I used to love (they NEVER play this humble classic on the Believeing radio anymore, or 2nd chapter of acts or those classical california former hippie groups. Shame) "How is it between us?"
Continuation of the Conversation and conclusion of the Conversation between Brent Sohlden and Maggie's evil Twinner, Junk_Bow (It reflected my thinking and understanding at the time):
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 6:29 PM
Mags would not accept the demonic inheritance satan tried to convince her of. Now she is of ephraim
[6:30 PM]
Although I cant help being of Draco blood, its not my spiritual identity. I am of Ephraim
[6:30 PM]
Yoiu didnt lie when you said you were not I LOVE BRENT
[6:31 PM]
The mags of the future was just trying to get my attention
[6:31 PM]
So I could get my wife's attention
[6:32 PM]
Time travel makes things interesting, no. Goodbye, my enemy. You are now blocked and muted. I closed the portal to the realm of the dead last night. Enjoy your house in Bates City.
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 8:09 PM
Well, giving a woman who isn't even the one who lived on Moulton or didn't even go to College Seminary in California false memories is a dirty trick and almost got me stuck with the wrong Maggie AND broke up a perfectly good marriage. Thank God I listen to the right Voice.
NEW
Junk_bow — Today at 8:17 PM
this line to the spiritual realm has been closed
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 9:19 PM
She (the real Mags) is the one that lives there. You put up a family of squatters (who have been caught, their children in an orpanage) across the street from me in that house. And bugged my laptop and apartment. Where you live is anyone's guess. (edited)
[9:21 PM]
I closed it with prayer. Some of the stragglers (deads) got stuck up here because the line was closed
Message @junk_bow
8:45 PM CDT
After work today, I checked my mailbox and saw that I had a postcard from the library saying something I had placed a hold on had come in for me. I took my laptop, headphones and mouse to the library to see what came in and it was Black House-A second copy-a book they had reported to me had been "lost", which I already had out, so I checked out Star Wars Lost Stars instead and talked to one of the female librarians. I set up my laptop and was about to chill when Joy called me on the computer and she wanted me to bike down to her house and pick up my allowance, so I did. I picked up my 20.00, then went home,put my bike and laptop away, then walked to WalGreens to buy a 10.00 roll of laundry quarters I will use for laundry this time, and a 6.00 Rainbow colored Diary. Now I have 3.00 left I will save for a rainy day, so to speak. I will not spend any of that 3.00 on Dr. Pepper. Nay, I will not. Today I spent a lot of time looking for my wallet. Stinks that try as I might I just can't find it anywhere!!! And I absolutely need it by the end of October. I have 9 days for it to come back to me or for me to quick get an replacement temp ID.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2021 14:39:44 GMT -6
10/22-
FRIDAY
I am at work about to clock in in about 43 minutes, wearing a Chiefs shirt and feeling wonderful. A co-worker has a feeling it is going to be a good day.
8:18 AM CDT
Message to Sister Yvonne Galusha I sent the other day.
What is your opinion on Mauricio Berger and Joseph F Smith Brazil and the Sealed Book of Mormon?
I know its a mess right now but I have more than one testimony of the Brazil work and of that Holy Book
Satan has pulled out all the stops to turn the hearts of everyone in this generTION STONE COLD AGAINST THE EWORK AND THE bOOK
sorry i hit caps
God has warned and forewarned His Saints to support and not to turn against this work
This morning I downloaded and installed the game PONG onto my computer.
10:49 AM CDT
(There may or may not be some truth to the following/) God's operatives Shane Jones, and the other Maggie May Savoie in Colorado in whose heads we were in each others for about a day and who was given false memories by they in 2002, who never lived on Moulton Ave. in Flint nor went to the King's College and Seminary in California, but was commanded to start a farm when she knew nothing about farming, holpen by Ben her husband, have closed the portals in Michigan and Colorado as I have on my end closed the portals in Missouri. (/end iffy stuff) Shane reports that he closed them pre-Covid season. After this, the bad spirits convinced him they were still open and if he, according to him, accepted their "truths" (a very qualified term) that he needn't worry, they would close them for him. Now that my friend Shane is back on the right track he now knows that they were already closed. My Maggie May Savoie currently lives in Bates City Missouri in the very house I accidentally walked to fleeing from wherever the demons driving me that day at the behest of demonic witch instructions I hearkened to the previous night (these witches also told me people thought I was suss because they were jealous of me. As if! I was acting suss because I was off my blamed medication and was sick in the head!!!!) were trying to lead me. That night I remember well. I was feeling scared from being in the lower dimensions I was living in or at the least lower mental states if not actual realities (like I said, it's hard to tell for me but Shane confirms both me and he were in alternate realms, existences, realities, dimensions or what have you.) so I put YouTube on satan's prophets thinking they were God's direction for me for guidance, and this witch which I thought at the time to be a holy woman of God was saying that now was the time to FLEE IN HASTE. I believed it because of all the negative ki all around me in people especially and in the atmosphere, as I was still at that time constantly seeing and hearing all the dead Maggies, wherefore I, in terror, hastily packed everything but water and snacks and fled through downtown, following demonic voices and instructions, fearing a delusion that was created by the demons that the cops were after me and going miles down the railroad tracks in the dark and walking from early dawn til midafternoon down a long stretch of highway to Bates City, lugging around a big heavy suitcase, a walking stick which I lost, my meds, and two backpacks, and a bag with my MyPillow in it, which, though it got very wet is now very dry, though in bad need of machine washing, and serves me well, stopping at some buildings, then fleeing down a road and through the woods to a neighborhood, arriving right at Maggie's doorstep to the puzzlement of the police, who were only called because I had been reported knocking on the doors of residences seeking the sustenance I had forgotten to pack (which I could have easily had satan's prophets not frightened me so and told me to HURRY UP) and asking for a ride to Independence (although I was now on my meds, heaven's sake you go to town for stuff like that not bother peaceful residences!!!!). The police officer didn't bother to let me have my walking stick back or even mention to me that I had not packed it in his cruiser. If I did, it's gone at least for now. I replaced it, but it's just a big long stick until I saw and whittle it to reveal the walking stick within, and rn I don't have the tools for that. He gave me a ride all the way back to my apartment, luggage and all, and I wasn't even in trouble with the law. The Restraining Order ended in 2004 and so far no officer of the law has served me with a new one though I make my love for her VERY VERY V E R Y (can't emphasize it enough) public.
Messages exchanged between Neo (Shane Jones) and I (Final Warning) in the Down the Rabbit Hole Think Tank today, just now:
Neo:
What does the @hookah Smoking Caterpillar got to say today 😂😂😂😂😂
Me:
See Neo, you CAN find joy in living! See, you ARE capable! God wants you to know that he wants you to be joyful without drugs and he wants you ton know it! He wants you to have joy in your heart every single DAY!
One of the many Tweets I sent on Twitter today before I made a bold outcry on it, as follows against this line-crossing LGBTQ+ Agenda move that could get my account suspended or banned.
If you don't believe in a multiverse, youre talkng to a guy whose been through them who know another guy who also has been to them. Spooky action from a distance and quantum entanglement are real, Einstein. I should know. I've been there.
And later, I boldly said this in response to an artistic mural of Star Wars women equating being of the fairer, stronger sex to the + Agenda:
Brent Sohlden
@blsohlden
What the flying hamsterwheel does being FEMALE have the the flux to do with having an evil homos e x u a l spirit or a mental illness they call a "gender"? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
I'll check back in three hours and then in a day then in two days or so or thereaboutabouts and see if I still have an account with Twitter. But I could NOT just stay silent!!! That just crossed the line and got my ire up!
6:14 PM CDT
Well, Twitter hasn't banned me or suspended my account yet. Not saying they won't. Sometimes, just because retribution doesn't come right away, doesn't mean it won't come, sometimes with a vengeance. Well, if I get to stay active and in Good Standing on Twitter indefinitely, it might mean that the Thought Police on Tweeter might have relaxed their high horse soap box morally superior to "homophobes" standards soon after the Obergegefell Descision became so commonplace it was passe.
5:10 PM CDT
After work, I retconned my Second Diary after changing around my Diary numbers to reflect the soon-to-come increased number of them ((lots of material I had preserved that I did not throw away; the Lord wouldn't let me uttterly destroy all my journals; that was the wrong solution to my problem anyway; God left me a remnant in lieu of what I strongly believe will be the full record with no part lacking, even soon) with, I hope, much more to come, if I am correct about reality), then I took my bike Ol' Blue through a cordoned off Downtown Oak Grove to down past DT OG to a Dollar Store to buy an orange winter hat, then doubled back to DT OG through a cordoned-off DT OG and parked my hoss between the grille and bar and the bookstore, then locked it up and carried my coat, FWOGC jacket, and winter gloves and hat to my apartment, where I deposited my winter and fall gear and walked to the Lickskillet Days OctoburFest where I watched the First Responder Relay race and observed the crowning of the senior Mr. and Mrs. Oak Grove, kissed the Senior Queen and King of Oak Grove on the cheek and forehead (the gentleman) and cheek (lady), shook the lady's hand and bought a delicious peanut butter chew for 0.50 and a bottle of Dr. Pepper for a buck seventy-five through friendly haggling with permission with one of the many food vendors. I observed a very, V E R Y H U G E yellow chair, built by the Other Truckers company, with their phone number on the back of it, hugged and followed a well-to-do guitarman on YouTube, took a picture of a rock that says, though faded, "HAPPINESS" with my telephone's camera, and walked back home to take my pills and supplements, then, having done this, updated my Diary in blue digital ink in Comic Sans MS typeface in Type size 7 and at 6:46 PM CDT am about to leave my apartment again with a zipped up FWOGC jacket, orange watchcap beanie and thick, black winter gloves and go see the Best Dressed Dog Contest, which starts in approximately equal to 13 minutes and counting down, so Bye4now!
7:04 PM CDT
From where I am sitting, on the curb across the street from the dog show, I observed parts of the dog show but I did not perceive what the winners looked like.
I talked to the local police about the squatters who were caught in Lafayette County and asked if they knew if one of them went by the code name of Junk_Bow, and one of the officers said 'no, he didn't know' to possibly paraphrase him, and I warned them that it may be a case of mistaken identity, that she may look like someone else who was not her, that God only made so many molds for people to look like on this earth.
The next event that I'm interested in is, well nothing. But I want to see Rick later, and gather more intel about tomorrow's events, which I did not do, and I called Rick but his phone was off.
8:47 PM CDT
At Rick's on his front stoop, about to stream PONG, Wolf-3D and other videogames on my Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V account on YouTube, waiting for him to come home from spaghetti dinner at Paul Johanna's brothers'.
10:40 PM CDT
I streamed Duolingo Russian, PONG, Wolf-3D, Clash of Clans and Albion and tried to stream Eternal Fury but don't get a strong enough data signal tethering off my smartphone for it. I am streaming even now, God fighting my battles. Now I'm going to end my stream and put my laptop away using my phone only which is about fully charged, lest my laptop become too exposed to the elements out here on Rick's front stoop. I hear a plane flying by night. Cool.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2021 14:41:24 GMT -6
10/23-
SABBATH-SATURDAY
I biked to McDonald's to get my hours. They are:
MON 10/25 OFF TUE 10/26 9-1 WED 10/27 9-1 THU 10/28 OFF FRI 10/29 9-2 SAT 10/30 9-2 SUN 10/31 OFF
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2021 14:53:14 GMT -6
10/24-
SUNDAY-LORD'S DAY
The evil Nephilim that has been haunting me since I was 16 tried to seduce me again, and had it not been using his hands only....
Maggie is not my wife yet and she does not have the gift of invisibility. Those two things will be true for a while yet. When Maggie is my wife, the Nephilim won't be able to trick me anymore, anyway, so it won't matter if after Maggie marries me she learns that gift.
Afterwards Colt came over and we watched Paul Blart: Mall Cop 2 and SonLife Broadcasting Network and he watched me play Wolfenstein. After he left, Satan came to me, commanded by God to tell me the truth, but he still lied to me about the Maggie clone (I thought her to be a clone, anyway) that I thought was given her childhood and teenage memories. Also, I referred to the wrong incident in 2002. I thought it was a marriage but it was when Maggie's heart and favor turned towards me instead.
Dear Maggie, the rest of the following entry represents a lot of delusional thinking. Please excuse it. I am in my right mind now. When you read it, hear my heart.-11/07/2021 AD 2:46 PM CDT
Red Door- Don't go through!
White Door- Go through.
If you accidentally go through a red one to get to a white one: You went through a red one, not the white one. Don't panic. Just go through a white one exactly the way you came, and if you have to, pray for a white one to come. Ask forgiveness. Then ask God's Spirit to cleanse you from the evil of the red.
To get out of this dimension:
1)Wash your hands first.
2) Pray for a White Door above you.
3)PUSH UP.
4)You will hear a POP.
To get out of the next dimension above, do it again.
I think I'm quite actually still trapped in my bed.
Evidence:
*I still sense negative ki.
*Joy is not acting like herself, and it is impossible to please her.
*A trip to get bloodwork nearly ended in disaster.
*Just yesterday I heard a person going down the road going "Thank you Lord Jesus for what we are about to receive," the same thing those dead monsters down there in the lower dimensions in Bates City said when I was about to be devoured by them.
*I still see and hear the spirits of the dead.
*The night I went to the Realm of the Dead I was literally sucked into my bed headfirst.
*I have no memory of coming out of it.
*I have been constantly running out of food and money since then.
*A Church Treasurer took me for emergency shopping at WalMart and he didn't have me get any meat or cereal or really any real food for that matter at all and let me buy three items of junk with the Church Oblation fund, plus he tried steering me away from meat spaghetti sauce, trying to get me to get meatless traditional, and at Church it seems every sermon I hear down here is trying to talk me out of my dreams. (Forgive me, Father, for accusing my brother James of not taking care of my needs, in Christ's Name I pray, Amen.)
*Like dimensions seem to come in pairs.
*2-D, 3-D, Time-Space, Opposite Land, Opposite of Opposite Land, White /Red Doors, White Doors, Realm of Dead, Just above but still Dangerous, etc.
Maggie, Maggie Marie May Savoie, come to my aid. I need you now. Drive from Bates City to Oak Grove using the driving instructions in Diary X. I live in APT 4. Bring a hacksaw or bolt cutter. Ask my neighbors to my left who you can trust because they are not "eyetested" for my key, and cut my chain. Tell them you are my friend or girlfriend, take your pick. Please hurry. Pray for me to be pulled out of my bed into the Land of the Living.
10:33 AM CDT
For a while up there I was a missing person. Now you know that I've been 'trippin' the rift' so to speak. Me Shane, possibly Colt and many others have been Dimension traveling. Our Twinners up there on the Surface are probably as confused and disoriented as we are.
3:05 PM (Back to Reality/)
During today's Chief's game there is a line of Tornadic rotating thunderstorms have produced a Tornado Watch for the area of Oak Grove, MO. I am at Rick's trying to get him to call Paul and the others to seek shelter at Pastor Pete's church on 9th street.
When I tried calling Rick multiple times he did not answer so I packed my laptop meds and phone and chargers and biked to his house. He told me he heard tell of a tornado out by St Joseph and he checked the weather after we watched a bit of this Chiefs game in which our Chiefs are losing very badly. (/Back to Unreality)
I said "welcome back Brent" and pushed UP.
(Back to Realistic Thinking/) I am trying to get our Happy Gang back together once we have the all clear today. I am about to call McDonald's to find out when the lobby closes.
I did not go to the second day of Lickskillet days nor to Church today.
The first night of Lickskillet Days I took a spill off my bike by the railroad tracks but my laptop in my backpack broke my fall on my back onto the pavement.
(/Leaving Realistic Thinking)
11:28 PM CDT
I got impatient after returning to my house, which I mistakenly told Colt was a home not a house now last night, from McDonald's and then from Rick's and demanded of Maggie (who can hear my words and thoughts and who watches my LIVE feeds or streams) "Where are you?!"
"I'm somewhere, I don't know where." She responded.
In the mornings or after I wake up from a long nap I usually have a moment or two of mental clarity in this journey and I give good direction in this my journal, ok, Darling?
Tomorrow, here in this dimension or the one I will end up in tomorrow morning, hopefully a higher one unless somehow I slip lower which I pray I do not, in Christ's name, Amen, I am walking to WalMart at around 8:30 AM, buying some much needed groceries much better and much more thought out than the trip guided by the Church Priest of a lower existence or dimension, and then Joy will drive up, pay for them for me with my money, and then drive me home where I will unload them, then take some of my money to the local laundromat where I will use some of my $10.00 roll of quarters and take my laptop and stream there, tethering off my phone while my clothes are washing and drying.I may play Wolf or Albion or Clash or watch AINLA or do Russian lessons on Duolingo or whatever but it will be a YouTube stream that stays up forever and is not copyright claimed at any rate. I am going to check OBS StreamLabs and Twitch studio and see if I ever ended my stream. All I remember is logging out of Albion and closing the Application. Today all my apps on my laptop homescreen were automatically put away, either by a machine update or remotely or by invisipeople, possibly the [eyetesting] bunch. (A 2009 incident. Details l8r).
Yesterday (I mean the day before yesterday because it is after midnight) or today before midnight during the daytime, Maggie (my Maggie), sent down by God to seek, find and marry me down here (according to RDC 111 that Authority, though it be of a lower dimension , is still a valid Authority for the ordinance of Marriage, and now I (thought I understood. Might a little.) understand the Scripture in the DC which saith, my power lieth beneath, at least a little more fully. Praise God.), came to the wrong Brently's door, heard me singing to her from up here, left him and told him his Maggie was coming, and now, currently, like me, has no idea where the blazes she is and no map or guidance save the Scriptures, Godly counsel of one who understands these things like her Brently does (at least partially) and the Voice of the Holy Spirit to guide her. (Being wrong about the Spirit (End delusional thinking..../)(Yes, the Holy Spirit does guide Maggie but not through Interdimensional Rifts in an attemt to find her Brently in the dimension I happen to be in at the time like I thought) is not blaspheming it, for I said nothing against the Holy Spirit here, Maggie.) (/Delusional thinking continued....) She will find me. She has to. I need to get home. I'm getting very homesick.
The song I sang to her was:
(With changes made now when i don't exactly remember all the words)
:
(The following is NOT delusional!/)
(Btw, Mags, or anyone, if you feel a small pinprick in your right hand, forehead or anywhere on your body, if you are a Believer or a Christian or both, you have authority in Jesus' name to say (laying your hand on yourself in the afflicted area--there are many creative ways to do and say this but be guided by God and the common sense) "If there is anything in me or on me that doesn't belong there I call it forth and command it to leave in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen." (Under your breath, ok, especially in public or around people, espeially around people who don't (or in some cases do, which could be worse) understand, (and when they do understand, they may be very aware of what you are doing if you don't when you know it matters or even think it does, go off and do it in private, ok??) Don't worry if it gets thick and bad and tedious sometimes--there will be PLENTY of moments and hours even of respite from this constant struggle to stay uneyetested, so to speak. Sometimes they'll try inserting a tiny chip. Lay on the hand, say the words, then dig it out, asking God to help you get it out first. So far I had to dig two chips out, one fom beneath my right eye and one from my right wrist, and I have the scars to prove it. And if you don't want to be tracked constantly, leave your cellphone at home sometimes, people. No need to go to extremes and take out the battery and wrap it in tinfoil like a conspiracy nut. We need balance in our lives and to avoid all extremes as the Great Plato and Socrates taught. (/End, nondelusional talk)
(Back to Delusion Land:/) Is Brent Crazy, or is he saner than he's ever been, as he sees Reality for what it is, not what he'd like it to be? You be the judge.
Now, the song:
This is your Brently to Maggie May
This is your Brently to Maggie May
Here I am, floating in a tin can
Though I've crossed a hundred million possibly trillion or more miles (Truth/) My heart is safe in yours
And I'm stuck lovin' on you(/end Absolutely true statement, back to delusions) And I'm just as lost as you
And I don't know what to do..... (/end Delusional Entry)
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2021 15:24:01 GMT -6
10/25-
MONDAY
Dear Maggie, for this entry, each paragraph with delusional thinking in it will start with a (D). If there is a nondelusional statement in the paragraph that is important to my record, I will mark it out with (Non-D/)(/Non-D).-Your Brently.
1:18 AM CDT
I had to dig a whole bunch of chips out of my forehead, cheeks, temples, and chin, and God had one or a few just fall out when I asked him but a lot he wants me to be brave enough to dig out.
(D)Maggie, I was the first to sing that song to you a different way tonight, and had I not sung it a different way, you'd probably be following the wrong voice still. The first time you heard ^^ this phrase Maggie Kings College Ludington Ainsworth Moulton Marie May Savoie, or the earth where Coca Cola is called Nozzla in DT, well, they are all like that but in my current dimension my two mouses were switched around, so the black one was on the TV tray and the purple one was over there and I am talking to the Maggie who signed a petition to eradicate the term "What's up?" and who likes Coney's at Angelo's and who has a best friend with blonde hair, and who talked to Mr. Welsby, oh I need something, anything to distinguish you from the other you's and I'm grasping at straws here (Non-D/) as the wind is howling from a storm that was supposed to be over three hours ago according to the weatherman's poor estimation of when the tornado watch should end. Now I will call (/Non-D) this dimension's(Non-D/) Rick and tell him how I don't like how the wind is picking up right now. Bye4Now.(/Non-D)
2:17 AM CDT
Now that all the chips are out and I am doing the job God wants me to do tonight, alert and aware, God is or He is sending his angels to, shield(ing) me from the invisi(eyetest)ers/chippers.
I checked the weather, which is a system on the internet so primitive it may as well be 1997 AD and not 2021 AD!!! Even the TV weather is better than this junk! I told Rick over the telephone that I didn't trust this ill wind and I had a feeling, but feelings could be misleading, and to pray about it, and call me if God tells him anything. He had told me he had checked and there is no local weather reporting, sirens or alerts, just old clips of extreme weather viral videos, and he was going to bed and for me not to worry. That makes me worry more because I don't trust this wind at all. It's wayyy too strong ecspecially right after we were just 60 miles away from a major rotating low pressure tornadic thunderstorm just a few hours ago!!!!! And tornadoes can have the tendency to be surprising and change direction, and this wind scares me. Brent out 4 now.
Moroni 9:1-6 LDS BOM
1 My beloved son, I write unto you again that ye may know that I am yet alive; but I write somewhat of that which is grievous.
2 For behold, I have had a sore battle with the Lamanites, in which we did not conquer; and Archeantus has fallen by the sword, and also Luram and Emron; yea, and we have lost a great number of our choice men.
3 And now behold, my son, I fear lest the Lamanites shall destroy this people; for they do not repent, and Satan stirreth them up continually to aanger one with another.
4 Behold, I am laboring with them continually; and when I speak the word of God with asharpness they tremble and anger against me; and when I use no sharpness they bharden their hearts against it; wherefore, I fear lest the Spirit of the Lord hath ceased cstriving with them.
5 For so exceedingly do they anger that it seemeth me that they have no fear of death; and they have lost their love, one towards another; and they athirst after blood and revenge continually.
6 And now, my beloved son, notwithstanding their hardness, let us labor adiligently; for if we should cease to blabor, we should be brought under condemnation; for we have a labor to perform whilst in this tabernacle of clay, that we may conquer the enemy of all righteousness, and rest our souls in the kingdom of God.
Parts of a conversation I had in Logan's Warning chatgroup on MeWe:
No difference:
Meme: 1)Tank running over a man
2)Tank with an (eyetester) on the front approaching a man.
Meme: Arrest Fauci (Because he was doing evil things that were unlawful)
Me: First one: Amen.
Second one Are you kidding? He's untouchable. We need to free the children and take back the wh bottom up, not top down!!!!!
Then Trump needs to pardon Leonard Peltier (not the other Peltier he freed first but Leonard and thus clean out the FBI and hire vetted new FBI Lineup.
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Me: Then we need a new AG whose not a turncoat like Barr
Then we can try people like Fauci
I feel a strong wind coming from the West, and according to www.thankgodforjesus.org ,
"The west wind brings rain, a remedy for the East wind, it is refreshing. The West Wind blow from the setting of the sun and reveals the end of the day and of the age, even the restoration of all things."
Praise Father, Son and Holy Ghost! You are so, so totally Awesome, Lord!
Hm, it portends rain. I'm going to look at a weather map of the local area....
According to weather.com/storms/severe/news/2021-10-22-severe-weather-threat-tornadoes-plains-south, until Monday Morning,
Severe thunderstorms, including the threat of tornadoes, will rumble across parts of the central and eastern U.S. into the middle of this week as a more active weather pattern takes shape over the country.
This severe weather threat will occur in two rounds due to a pair of upper-level disturbances in the jet stream, even late Tuesday, going into Wednesday! (D) Wow! Maggie, I feel sorry for you, dear! You'll need an umbrella and a raincoat bad!
3:38 AM CDT
I'm going to bed now. I got Rick to sleep with the TV low and on, tuned to the local weather station, so that if he hears EEP EEP EEP ere ever the late, too late local Town Crier sounds off, Rick will contact me so's we's can seek shelter. I still have a feeling. It won't go away.
(D)Mags' (Prime) ((') means prime), your Brently' says to you, that in lower dimensions (I asked God to remind me to write this in my Diary and he did) it is more difficult to highlight text, or cut and paste it, while formatting or copypastaing on the internet or on documents, so when this happens, either follow the given directions in my diary prayerfully, or simply push up hard and you will hear a POP. Then highlighting, formatting text and copy or cutting and pasting should be much easier, or at least a little.-BLSKJ"study3600""FinalWarning"V
11:47 AM CDT
I was not able to go shopping this morning because I got up too late and this weather will not permit of me doing laundry.
(D)I woke up this morning in Oppositeland because of last nights and this morning's porn viewing, but since then I've risen as high to where I was before that because of my righteousness, according to God.
Last night I started a Joseph Smith Fought Polygamy Category on my ProBoards site.
Colt tried calling me today, (D/)and possibly Maggie did the other night, if that's her number. (/D)I returned their calls and left messages, asking them to call back.
Today I'm going to be focusing on typing up The Writings of Joseph Smith and Or, and copypastaing the Declaration of Independence and US Constitution.
(D)I think Colt is the Colt of this Dimension, and Colt has not experienced what Shane and I have yet, but I think Jayden has been. (But she said she hadn't.)
(D)Well, it's easy to highlight, copy, cut and paste and format text, so I must be wayyyyy up here, Mags. Ciou. See you soon.
This is Brent Lee Sohlden to Maggie May
I love you my Darling
And I want you to know
That I can't wait to see your mind grow!
(D)Follow that voice! The first voice you heard sing it like that!
3:35 PM CDT
(D) At around 3PM CDT I passed through the White Door/Red Door and White Door Dimensions again. Now God told me I'm higher than I've ever been. (Those doors were demonic Illusions, white and red. It was manipulation and deception).
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2021 15:34:14 GMT -6
10/26-
TUESDAY
1:19 AM
II Nephi 7
1)And now I, Jacob, speak unto you again, my beloved brethren, concerning this righteous branch of which I have spoken;
2)For behold, the promises which we have obtained are promises unto us, according to the flesh.
3)Wherefore, as it hath been shown unto me that many of our children shall perish in the flesh because of unbelief, nevertheless, God will be merciful unto many,
4)And our children shall be restored, that they may come to that which will give them the true knowledge of their Redeemer.
5)Wherefore, as I said unto you, it must needs be expedient that Christ-for in the last night the angel spake unto me that this should be His name-that He should come among the Jews, among they which are the more wicked part of the world,
6)And they shall crucify Him, for thus it behooveth our God;
7)And there is none other nation on earth that would crucify their God,
8)For should the mighty miracles be wrought among other nations, they would repent and know that He be their God;
9)But because of priestcrafts and iniquities, they at Jerusalem will stiffen their necks against Him, that He be crucified.
10)Wherefore, because of their iniquities, destructions, famines, pestilences and bloodsheds shall come upon them,
11)And they which shall not be destroyed shall be scattered among all nations.
12)But behold, thus saith the Lord God: "When the day cometh that they shall believe in Me, that I Am Christ, Then have I covenanted with their fathers that they shall be restored in the flesh upon the earth unto the lands of their inheritance.
13)"And it shall come to pass that they shall be gathered in from their long dispersion-from the isles of the sea, and from the four parts of the earth;
14)And the nations of the Gentiles shall be great in the eyes of Me, " saith God, "in carrying them forth to the lands of their inheritance;
15)Yea, the kings of the Gentiles shall be nursing fathers unto them, And their queens shall become nursing mothers."
16)Wherefore, the promises of the Lord are great unto the Gentiles, For He hath spoken it, And who can dispute?
17)"But behold, this land, " saith God, "shall be a land of thine inheritance; And the Gentiles shall be blessed upon the land,
18)And this land shall be a land of liberty unto the Gentiles, And there shall be no kings upon the land which shall raise up unto the Gentiles;
19)And I will fortify this land against all other nations,
20)And he that fighteth against Zion shall perish, " saith God; "For he that raiseth up a king against Me shall perish,
21)For I, the Lord, the King of heaven, will be their king, And I will be a light unto them forever that hear My words.
22)"Wherefore, for this cause-that My covenants may be fulfilled which I have made unto the children of men, that I will do unto them while they are in the flesh-I must needs destroy the secret works of darkness and of murders and of abominations;
23)Wherefore, he that fighteth against Zion-both Jew and Gentile, both bond and free, both male and female-Shall perish;
24)For they are they which are the whore of all the earth;
25)For they which are not for Me are against Me, " saith our God;
26)"For I will fulfill My promises which I have made unto the children of men, that I will do unto them while they are in the flesh."
27)Wherefore my beloved brethren, thus saith our God: "I will afflict thy seed by the hand of the Gentiles;
28)Nevertheless, I will soften the hearts of the Gentiles, that they shall be like unto a father to them;
29)Wherefore, the Gentiles shall be blessed and numbered among the house of Israel.
30)"Wherefore, I will consecrate this land unto thy seed and they which shall be numbered among thy seed, forever, for the land of their inheritance,
31)For it is a choice land, " saith God unto me, "above all other lands;
32)Wherefore, I will have all men that dwell thereon that they shall worship Me, " saith God.
33)And now my beloved brethren, seeing that our merciful God hath given us so great knowledge concerning these things, Let us remember Him and lay aside our sins and not hang down our heads, for we are not cast off.
34)Nevertheless, we have been driven out of the land of our inheritance, but we have been led to a better land,
35)For the Lord hath made the sea our path and we are upon an isle of the sea;
36)But great are the promises of the Lord unto they which are upon the isles of the sea.
37)Wherefore, as it saith "isles, " there must needs be more than this, And they are inhabited also by our brethren;
38)For behold, the Lord God hath led away from time to time from the house of Israel according to His will and pleasure.
39)And now behold, the Lord remembereth all they which are broken off; Wherefore, He remembereth us also;
40)Therefore, cheer up your hearts, And remember that ye are free to act for yourselves-to choose the way of everlasting death, or the way of eternal life;
41)Wherefore my beloved brethren, reconcile yourselves to the will of God and not to the will of the devil and the flesh.
42)And remember, that after ye are reconciled unto God, That it is only in and through the grace of God that ye are saved;
43)Wherefore, may God raise you from death by the power of the resurrection, And also from everlasting death by the power of the atonement,
44)That ye may be received into the eternal kingdom of God, That ye may praise Him through grace divine. Amen.
1:25 AM CDT
I had a hot shower during which I washed my hair and whole body. I found what I thought to be a clump of my Maggie's hair in the shower. It had demonic ki as I later discovered and was placed there by a demonflesh demon.
Mark my Uncle the dustmite wants me to fix something on his YouTube Channel so I have to end my YouTube stream for possibly a half hour.
I love all God's creation. Amen.
4:38 AM CDT
According to Project Mockingbird Alex Jones, Singapore is the most eye-tested nation.
Let me tell you a story about how I came to a belief in the Restoration.
(D)(/D) marks out delusion, Mags.
The year was 2003. I was about 19 or so. My uncle Mark, who had half-way convinced me a year ago to believe in the fullness of the Gospel, was trying to get me to believe in it again after I had rejected it because of the way Mark had been abusive to my family. Later he was abusive to me. I am sure he lied not when he said he was not as abusive to me as I had feared, but God told me he made the attempt but could never bring himself to be, though night after night in those motel rooms he drugged me but night after night he couldn't bring himself to take me. Praise God for His deliverance! N-E-Ways, (D)Ludington abused and experimented on Mags and I plenty, but we would never allow ourselves to be taken sex u a l l y, for we claimed a different kind of buzz.(/D) Even the succubus that plagued me for years never has gone all the way with me. And it always ceases to amaze me just how good God is at guarding my virginity even from the diabolically deceptive and seductive Junk_Bow!
6:26 AM CDT
Around 1:00 AM CDT I had three delicious slices of cheese pizza and an Xtra Large Diet Dr Pepper to Counteract my crazy caffeine buzz from the earlier Xtra Large Regular Dr. Pepper. I got my belt of truth back. I locked myself out of my apartment again and eventually Steve let me in.
I started a second stream (LIVE now) and learned for the first time how to use a videogame console emulator with a console game DOS download, and as a reward instantly played Super Mario World for the first time in years (though it did teach me how to properly use an emulator with a DOS for free, I chose a demonic, hellish game) It is fun, and felt good (but not viscerally good, not deep inside), but its way more stressful than Wolfenstein 3-D.
To continue my story, I was reading Mark's Expository Treatise on the First Seven Chapters of Genesis of the RLDS Inspired Version (LDS Joseph Smith Translation, partial (LDS Moses 2-7, Pearl of Great Price), called The Continual Creation Story of the Author (Now lost) which I read expecting to find "Mormon errors" in it, but really found none, and every word weighed on me. every word. But the Evangelical world of radioland badmouthing of the Prophet Joseph plus seemingly scathing and damning Internet Epithets of the Seer, combined with my father Lee's ire at the idea of me believing 'Josephite lies' (Not what my dad called it, but Dad basically told me Smith carefully, when he was authoring the Book of Mormon, compared his 'fiction work' diligently with the KJV Bible to make sure they didn't contradict, and said that the Inspired Version "justified Smith's priesthood") made me doubt strongly whether I should 'cast my lot with the Mormonites' or just 'stay a good little Protestant'. Little was I aware that God was at that time preparing Joy and her husband's house to receive me and also before that my Grandma Marge Sohlden's as a stepping stone from the Adult Foster Care Home I was then staying at to there, and that His Holy Spirit was preparing my heart to receive the joy of the Fullness of the Everlasting Gospel.
But one night as I was writing in my 16th Diary (the one with the smiley faces and the Scriptures from Ecclesiastes (To every thing there is a season....)I weighed it all in the balance, threw caution to the wind, and decided to believe in the RLDS Doctrine, blame the consequences. More later.
6:53 AM CDT
PRAISE GOD FROM GLORY!!!! I JUST FOUND MY WALLET!!!!!
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2021 15:46:03 GMT -6
10/27-
WEDNESDAY
Dear Maggie,
I'm sorry for the years of obsession and fixation and all this delusional nonsense I've been trying to involve you in.
Sincerely, Brent
7:00 AM
From the Night Demons carried me to the Realm of the Dead and God lifted me out to now, demons and deads have been manipulating me into believing many, many untrue things, both about reality and about myself and about Maggie.
I have not been going up and down dimensions lately, just having misleading feelings of doing so, being manipulated and deceived into thinking it, and my journals have not been making much sense lately. I plan on retconning journals 10 and 11 (X and XI) still after I retconned 1, 2 and 3, and swore to God with an oath that I'd tell the truth only in this one, which is why it will be one entry long so tomorrow I will be clear of my solemn oath.
8:52 AM
I am streaming at McD's B4 wrk. I hear rumors of a tornado somewhere and I hear "It's bad". I should call Rick.
Mark gave me good advice today to point people who come up to me to ask me for advice to point them to God by referring them to James 1:5.
10:18 AM CDT
While streaming, I literally saw a big dog gently stop a man from killing a duck on TikTok! But I'm not seeing all the Spiritual Christian-themed videos I used to see on my account or the messages of encouragement, or my favorite talking cat meme/vine lady, or my favorite burn victim or Dennis Strong.
At 4:00 PM, at the behest of the Second of the Godly women with black hair, dark skin in opposition to all the witches of that description that led me astray (the first Good one spoke at Jo's funeral and let us know Jo was one with her living sister and that Jo was indeed in the heavens, I rededicated my life to Jesus Christ, and all powers of witchcraft for me and my whole bloodline, and all generational curses, are broken in Jesus' name! Hallelulia! All participation in the Occult realm is forgiven and warshed in the Blood! Amen. The other day, I told Jo's sister to make sure she never forgot to remind Rick to take his medication as Jo had always done faithfully, and so far Rick tells me she hasn't forgotten since. Mark my lovely Uncle the dustmite got a virtual bowling score of 248 today!!! I am watching Good Senator Ted Cruz grill a TikTok executive about being in cahoots with the CCP. Am we getting echoes of Mark Zuckerberg being in the hotseat about a year ago or so here??
4:18 PM
I'm chillin' at the local library listening to Sherlock Holmes novel 'A study in Scarlet' until church begins, trying to keep my motherloving mask on my nose so they can't kick me out for gravity not being very nice to me today.
I still want to read the Kybilian and the Iliad today as I pledged to do on theforce.net today. next to the study in scarlet audiovideo on my laptop screen as I update my Diary on my phone, another browser displays another open Brent account on YouTube playing random videos on autoplay, right now seeming to be on a Fox News kick. I could easily redirect it to Newsmax, faith tv, tbn, the walking dead or anything else with a few keystrokes, or back to Sid Roth where it began but I want to stay on Fox news until Autoplay decided with its simple AI algorithms and logarithms to play some other subject or channel.
5:05 PM CDT
Theory Guy made a protest video about "what they are doing to his poor Star Wars" and a man by the screenname of "Grandpa's Moonshine Factory" replied.
"The "tragedy of Darth Plagueis the Wise" bit in Episode III is a great piece of acting from Ian McDiarmid. The delivery in that scene is just perfect. In Anakin's story, it is THE moment of his corruption. Palpatine's long, patient game is at the point where he's making one of his riskiest moves - Anakin either starts on the Dark path, or realises he's being bamboozled. For this reason, Palpatine has to be very careful, probing, telling the story exactly right for Anakin to get trapped with the idea of bringing people back to life. Again, Ian McDiarmid delivers this with tremendous care. You can see the exact moment when Palpatine knows Anakin belongs to him - the smile right after Anakin asks what happened to Plagueis. It's a smile of relief and victorious joy. After that, Palpatine's tone becomes less cheerful, as he's starting to move from being a close friend to becoming Anakin's master. The famous line, "not from a Jedi" - the tone of a strict teacher, giving Anakin his first lesson in the Dark path. At that point, it's no longer conversion, it's guidance."
and I replied to him or her that,
"I love your analysis of Palpapatine's slow seduction of Anakin. However, Palpatine never learned from his Master how to form a Force Dyad, learning the secret instead by probing the minds of Rey and Kylo Ben his gradchildren, during the scene where he has them suspended and once he learns thje secret, he learns then how to make better more fully alive clones on Kamino inwhich are shown in episodes 13-15, and which come to a satisfying end before the Vong invasion."
This morning before work I livestreamed me on
Wolf 3-D beating Wolf Episode 2:Operation Eisenfaust, by beating a roomfull of deadly mutants and pumping lead into and beating Dr. Scabs. It was was the first time in over 15 years that I had done so.
5:17 PM
After work, after I got 10.00 worth of laundry quarters, (most of which will be used for laundry except the 2.00 I needed for necessary headphones at the library today, and I know this is true because I no longer buy Dr. Pepper, but I acknowledge that if an emergency comes up and my other 20 Jackson bill is gone then I may yet still dig into the laundry quarters for other things, but strongly doubt it will be like before where i'm wasting them on useless unnecessary delusionary heather marshmallows or Dr. Pepper which I only thought I needed. I have found in my experience that I absolutely DO NOT need caffeine to stay awake when I need to stay awake. I need to just stay off soda with caffeine, coffee and tea ALTOGETHER after yesterday's escalating anger/controlling spirit/caffeine drug high volatile escalating situation that almost led to me going to a fate worse than death at a mental hospital 10X worse (at least) than Hurley Psych Ward could say....) I talked to Pastor Pete about my current life situation, yesterday's incident, and about Maggie, with Pastor Pete both in his car on the way to the library and in the library parking lot, and soon Pete's wife Denita will pick me up and take me to Pete's church. If it's raining after church, maybe i'll get a ride home to my apartment. In the past, Denita and I had a little adventure with the AI Siri. That was fun. Hopefully i can download Siri and Alexa on my laptop, if possible, for I desire to find their perspectives on God, the stars, life the universe and everything....And I still want to listen to more of a Study in scarlet and read more of The Kybilion and Iliad from where I left off many days ago in them. I remember the first time I attempted to mount the task of reading Homer's Iliad. I was so immature in my thinking then that I frankly found the task both boring and stupendously insurmountable. The first time I printed out the Kybilion and attempted to read it, I got stuck on defining its terminology, lost interest, then rejected it out of hand because of bias. More l8r because I wish to return to Study in Scarlet and a few other things possibly before Denita arrives to the library to church me for the day.
5:46 PM i am on chapter 2:the science of deduction of a study in scarlet and sitting in on a previously recorded gov't session on the other yt window , seeing a woman studying her laptop in that chamber and hearing a murmuring chattering crowd! Nd thick too of surprisingly unmasked people.
Someone told me today that there was a Tornado Warning in Oak Grove Missouri yesterday. Imagine that! I had been completely oblivious and unconcerned about it and had even worked that day. The Copernican theory of cosmology and cosmogeny astrology and astronomy has a lot of truth to it and must never be completely discarded in favor of modern astronomy. Neither must the Ptolemic theory or Newtonian science completely discarded in favor of Einstein acumen nor Einstein discarded for string theory etc etc. There are new good philosophies and old bad philosophies .
5:57 PM Some independent Wiki research I did prompted by listening to Jack the ripper's first Holmes novel today:
Singlestick-
Singlestick is a martial art that uses a wooden stick as its weapon. It began as a way of training soldiers in the use of backswords (such as the sabre or the cutlass).[1] Canne de combat, a French form of stick fighting, is similar to singlestick play(referenced in A Study in Scarlet, Chapter 2: the Science of Deduction), which also includes a self-defense variant with a walking stick.
All life is a great chain-A Study In Scarlet, Chapter 2.
A long time ago, when i was a kid (and no older, like in my later delusions I imagined myself and Maggie to be) my biological mother Edith Mae Dyer told me about Jack the Ripper. I asked, out of curiosity" Who was his first victim"
Mom "A streetwalker"
Me" Who was his second victim?"
Mom "A streetwalker"
These same lines went on for a bit. I forgot what she said or i said next.
Later in life, as a thirtysomething or late twenties adult, I watched a CNBC (Canadian Broadcasting Company) miniseries about a Jack the Ripper copycat and learned a lot more about the mysterious Sir Arthur Conan Doyle's clandestine activities, though I did not know he was one of my favorite author's , creator of one of my favoritew fiction characters back then. I believe the miniseries was called Whitecastle and I abdsolutely loved it and wished it hadn't been cancelled after just two cycles of shows. I did not watch Ripperstreet but missed out on watching it. It was n't until later that I learned his victims, whose last meals were fish and potatoes (a combo i happen to enjoy), were all 40-somethings, not foxy young ladies.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2021 16:08:29 GMT -6
10/28-
WEDNESDAY
(D)Yesterday I was in loop-the loo land. Today I woke up in loop-the-li land.
(D)When I said to Chris, it didn't happen, he was like, with a knowing smile, heh heh, yeah. When I said it to the other manager, she was silent and smiled, but she hadn't done the research and later, before October 31st I told her not to because the stuff never happened and I was dumb for believing it.
(D)(The research on Ludington, etc.)
Comments made in the LIVE chat session of the OVERLORD DVD (DOOMCOCK) YouTube vid 'Piercing the Veil | Spooky Stories for Halloween with Kamran Pasha, Coraon WIR, and Wendy Webb'
Brent:Many will be disappointed with the Obi Wan series. Ahsoka will really unite fans
Brent:Two words: Silver Legion.
Brent: (D)What in reality is not real?? (There are coceptual realities that are not actualities and Angel Plays that eventually, with all else, bring all things to pass-BLS)All things must come to pass in their time--RLDS/LDS Doctrine and Covenants
So why not God?
Hey, my computer's about to die on me, so
i'll cya all later. God bless. Merry Christmas.
Super Mastermind: over 6k inventions have been declared top secret. some would destroy whole industries. they cannot sell them. but the inventor is allowed to make and use his own invention...... inventors having fun? (Like water fuel cell. That inventor was murdered in cold blood-BLS)
OVERLORD DVD: Goodnight @brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V !
BLSKJV: I'm eating an apple. I had celery, dark chocolate (90% coacoa), milk, beef, peanuts, mm mmmm
Tony Yul: DISNEY AND KK DESTROYED THE STAR WARS I loved and Doomcock and Geeks and Gamers is what I have left.
BLSKJV: let doomcock and g+g lead you back to sw when sw pleases them again soon when ahsokie and sw 10-12 that i will produce come.
Tony Yul: as a follower of Yeshua Jesus.... I pray 🙏 and focus my spirit man towards CHRIST
BLSKJV: eppy 10-12 thrawn trilogy episode 12 po(s)ted by study3600 me on tf.n (theforce.net) fan fiction before saga beyond
Karies: is the wendigo a shapeshifter ?
BLSKJV: scored and illustrated and complete screenplay 10 and 11 coming soon 13-15 done there on tf.n too link in my sig
BLS: Hello, back
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
God can cleanse you
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
If you believe in his son
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
Jesus Christ, the only way to heaven
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
All man's techniques won't cleanse like God
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
The true God Jehovah who has a son the man Christ jesus
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
Allahu akbar means Allah the moon god is greater than Jehovah God
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
It does not mean god is great
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
I dealt with a Windego myself who followed me from Michigan to mmisssouri. He hasunted my apartment. he was dubbed the terror of Fenton
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
He could have killed me
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
But god is greater
(I was responding to a Muslim man and to people or a person who were talking about man's "cleansing techniques. Here I was placed in timeout by Doomcock AKA Overlord DVD, or one of his YouTube chat Moderators-BLS)
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
Than satan who has tried to kill me, than Obama who hunted me, than choppers and LRAD sounds
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
than airsoft pellets i dodged, than incarnate leviathan seed who poisoned me and trie(d) to deceive me, than all kinds of haunting dead spiririts (spirits) who manipulated me
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
Than all the shadow demons who God kept away from me and all kinds of constant dangers i am in every day. If God wasn't real and greater than allah then i would be D-
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
ed dead\
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If you dont judge, doomcock, then dont put someone oin (in) timeout who is testifying of his belief and knowledge
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
World government plays checkers. The Illuminati Knights templar Jesuits and Rosicrusians play chess.
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
Obama the Antichrist and Pope Francis Peter the roman the false Prophet and satan and Q Tyler the AI the image of the beast with a new age agenda play Go
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
I spent about an hour in a place not too far above where you saw called the realm of the dead, a plane where every object and number attacked me, there were guillotines
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and every living being was a n ethereal blue ghost. belowe that utter disconnected chaos i could only be in for a split second before God pulled me out.
The following comment was in response to a male witch's described experience was not posted due to the chat session ending:
Brent Lee Sohlden Koivopolo V
those demons manifesting in your room sir witch are there to carry you into hell bound if you dont stop practicing witchcraft. your cat perceives this.
During the vid I subbed to a recommended channel, 'Beyond Creepy' and told the chat so, and thanked them for the recommendation.
Comments made on the Facebook Messenger Chatgroup 'The Urantia Book v. The Galactic Federation of Light' :
Me: Is the Galactic Federation of Light related to the Galactic Federation of Planets and the Silver Legion-an RLDS Seeker
Brent: What is your relation to the Andromeda Council.
Brent: Are L-shaped craft friendlies.
Brent: (D)Tell the story of EB. What species, system, name of planet? ? ? ? (I believed myself to be the young boy Elliot, having gone back in time to start life again and to grow up as an adult before my sixth year of age in this life, which I believed to actually be my eighth, and EB to be the source of my Barmeow stories-BLS (But EB was a real alien that the movie E.T. The Extra Terrestrial was based on, according to the late martyr William Cooper))
Brent: Do the friendlies infiltrate the evil Trilateral commission to provide intelligence to our good peeps?
Brent: Ascenscion sounds New age to me. By ascension do you mean evolution of our species by enlightenment as we have glorified bodies that are resurrected because of the *NoN* Ascended master( the Ascended Master Christ is demonic) Our True Risen Lord Christ Jesus??
Brent: Ascenscion can be used in a very New Age Sense
Brent: William Cooper has a lot of useful information in both Behold A Pale Horse and in his Hour of the Time Radio Program, both on YouTube, about hostile aliens, friendly aliens, the demonis transdimensional beings, etc
Brent: demonic, not demonis
Brent: And interdimensional, not transdimensional
Brent: Daylight discs can be friendly or hostile, then there are the 4th Reich and Nephilim beings, making Rephaim, Giants, hybrids, etc
Brent: Night lights are most likely demons or Transformers or CTRs
Brent: Then there are the Angels who are confused wkith UFOs
Brent: Watch the skies!
Brent: Maybe a few weather sattelites here and there, but some distant lights are satellites, and the moon, two suns or Sun and Nibiru and suns and stars, comets, asteroids and meteorites, vimanas, (Flugelrads) etc
Brent: (Nibiru-"Planet X")
Brent: Are we a binary sun system by any chance? Is Nibiru our other sun like Tatooine in Star Wars? I wonder about that?
Brent: Or is it a meteorogical illusion as Aristotle asserts like a illusional shell?
Brent: Do you guys know what it is?
Brent: I think it may be a visible representation of the approaching Second Coming of our Lord the True risen Savior Jesus Christ
Brent: But I could be wrong about that
Brent: Gtg
A rep: You are on the right track, it sounds like.
Rep: Jesus was the Son of God (the Father of all) in human form. His actions in reguards to earth make avalible a way out from the slave masters. (Greys reptoids etc.)
Rep: I dont know about niburue planet x but Immanuel, im told has a big round ship a bit larger than earth, im told. I expect it to be in close proximity to earth now.
Rep: Reguarding ufos, ive always assumed ufos that beg for attintion are more distractions than anything. The goodguys usually dont make a showy apperance. Just there and gone. Most ufos are standard universe design, but some are quite advanced. Im told the good guys have a new advanced version, looks like defiant fron deep space 9 series, and sound like locusts when the fly around. . .the universal government doesnt have acsess to these as far as i know
Rep: The L shaped ones i assume are worker ships. Maybe used for mining and transport of non organics.
Me:Good. That's two sources of confirmation im on the right track and Lshaped are indeed friendlies...thanks guy or gal
Brent: You guys are awesome
Brent: I've been searching for the true but have only found the false up until yesterdasy when it comes to things about life on other worlds and galactic governments that already exist, so thanks!!! 😀 😀 😀
Brent: One hint: Lunaria. It already exists in some dimensions. Good night.
Brent: By the way, i have mapped out my own personmal local Dream world and its approximate locales and places and thjeir realtion to each other in one of my now burned journals and have since forgotten it. I hope i get my Journals (record) back in the Kingdom of God on earth....Zion
Brent: Goodnight
Brent: There is a bad man named X who was an adversary in thagt dreamland btw
Brent: Goodnight
On October 31, the conversation continued:
A Rep: I find when i write my dreams, i can gain understanding from them in a much more deep and meaningful way.
Rep: Do you mean the old city, lumaria?
Rep: Our true record is retained in our own souls.
Rep: Also, many times, one has to take a little truth from many places, and put it together our selves, For our own selves. .and simple discard the errors found, generaly
Rep: Happy halloween
The next day I would put a different spin or another take on this person's message in my Diary and retransmit it differently to my Diary, almost entirely changing the meaning of some parts and leaving a lot out.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2021 16:12:14 GMT -6
10/29-
FRIDAY
I'm dressed for work. I've been streaming all night long, most of that time sleeping on my loveseat, and I've been on Paltalk half the night on my phone with Mark and Paltalk App which I downloaded after uninstalling the useless imgur app to make room for it, listening to the wise uneyetested woman Cape Cod Robbin on PalTalk and streaming Sonic the Hedgehog 3 and 4 on YouTube. Also gttr.com and thedavidknightshow.com/ are two good websites Robbin recommended to us in A Level Playing Field pt chatgroup.
Robbin said 99% of people don't die because they stay out of the hospital. When you go to a hospital you are money to them.
What I wrote in response to a Jew hater who has given up on America on bitchute:
You
America is NOT over, finished or done! America still has a Divine Destiny to fill. 24 nations before us have risen and fallen. We are the 25th grace upon Grace. Read Washingtons vision. If we got through the second crisis (the civil war) the Angel promised washington we'd get througfh thie third. Obama and his cohorts are the fifth column of russia and chinese invasion, etc and the antichrist. america will prevail. Haven't you heard? As of recent date, Trump is beginning to regain control! Have faith and HOPE!
Yesterday my Twinner, Junk_Bow's boyfriend, came up to my and my neighbor Steve's front porch and yanked off Steve's Ring brand Doorbell cam, and the cam caught him, making Steve Logan believe that I was the culprit, which I swore to him I was not, and that I had an alibi, but Steve believed me not. Mark Sohlden suggested I call the police, so I did. The operator for 911 did not believe I was telling the truth, asked me what drugs I took and if I was drunk. I told her caffeine was the worst I was done and that I didn't do drugs or drink and that I was known for my honesty. She said she'd send an officer out. I left the doors wide open for the male officer who came. I explained the situation and he said he knew what I meant by Maggie Savoie and Junk_Bow. He was open minded and told me the only way to travel between dimensions was time travel and that could only be accomplished by going through a black hole which was impossible because there was too much pressure. I told him I time travelled when I was in my bed and have been in two black holes. He told me he would look around. Steve did not press charges for my supposed crime of defacement of property and I heard Steve tell the officer to tell me to keep my hands off others' property and the officer told me he said I tell you as an officer just keep your hands on your own things and you'll be fine. I told him and emphasized that should this imposter, say, rob a bank, and happen to have the same fingerprints as I, which he didn't think was possible but I believe is, and told him so, I could be in trouble, so as I said, he said he'd look around. )(-Dividing mark between nondelusional (top the Left Hand) and quite possibly Delusional and Highly Speculative Diarykeeping (To the Right Hand)Today at work the police were at my workplace silently, sirens on, parked near where my bike was. God tells me they were lifting my fingerprints and DNA from off my bike handles, to test my hypothesis because according to God they have my Twinner in custody and my alibi is I was at work doing ma job! (To talk like Junk_Bow, who probably tried bailing her AntiBrently out of the police station to parallel the 2002 incident where I went from Meijer after playing the false prophet to the police station and my Maggie came to try to bail me out and didn't because I was too doubtful of her love to someone who had stalked her earlier that year to respond to her hums and hair.) (End of Possibly Delusional and Speculative Writing-BLSKJV-5:51 PM CDT 11/01/2021 AD retconned at local library NOT from my laptop but from one of the librarie's three working (not the three shut down because of Social Distancing Guidelines) Desktop DELL Windows 10 Desktops)
Monday at 8:00 AM CDT I have to be ready to leave my house because Joy is picking me up and taking me to Comprehensive MHS to have my final appointment with Dr. Reddy at 9 AM CDT before I trunsitione to CMHS Case Management services whose everloving goal will be to get ma financially Independent so I can:
Save
Invest
Found my companies CAV-I and SPEAKVACANDPURPPARODYUNLMTD
Help people to the max
Tithe give and give offering to the max
Get people off the street without the handout socialism method
Found a Restoration and Christ centered quickgetoffdrugsandquick recoverbackieonyurfeetieinshortestamountoftimepossible programmes
Make my movies, cartoons and shows starting with Star Wars and Dungeon, in cooperation with my partner Joshua Trimble who holds the copyright for Dungeon and George Lucas, Favreuax, Kennedy, Filoni, Brandon Chapek, etc, etc and have the man who plays Thrawn and the boy who plays Ezra in the Ahsoka series play Thrawn and Ezra Bridger in SW 10-12, and Sawyerism a young Sabine Wren whom we can make look Asian with makeup and CGI effects and matte out her pigtails without making her lop them off, make Rangers with Gina Corrano and keep letting Rosaria Dawson, Laura Harrier, Mark Hamill and Hayden Christiansen play Ahsoka, Anakin and Luuke and in a stand alone Luke series about Luke training Jedi before Kylo Ben's rage and fire.
Found Christ and Restoration and NON 501(c)3 religious learning institutions and law firms and medical schools, etc that teach a little of everything the right way and elementary middle and high schools with no GLISTN, Common Core or any form of those or ANY such thing.
Help literally build the walls of Zion and temples of Zion (centerplace) (and other Temples also) and Sanitarium, Resthaven, etc, and the Kingdom in General
Help build needed church branch buildings and other types of needed meeting houses and institutions.
And so much more. The sky's the limit.
Junk_Bow and my unnamed Twinner were the ringleaders in the effort to try to stop these things from happening. (Could very well be-11/01/2021 AD 5:59 PM CDT)
As I said earlier, with CMHS Case Management services, it will no longer be Dr. Reddy but Traci dispensing my medication, and it will all be happening in a different building (to the Right of the one reddy's Telescreen Appointments are in) than the one I am used to seeing Dr. Reddy's telescreen in, which is the building I saw Nurse Practitioner Mrs. Lakeita Bunn in before I saw Dr. Reddy.
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2021 16:15:25 GMT -6
10/30-
SABBATH-SATURN'S DAY
I thought myself this day to be a fool, believing so many so-called delusions (and some indeed were); things that I thought were not true along with all the many, many, many things I believe that are true such as the Silver Legion, true aliens, the fulness of the Gospel, the Brazil Work, and that Maggie actually does live in Bates City and created the I LOVE BRENT discord account. However, and I am glad that I did, I will let my Diaries stand as is, letting the rest of this one (which came to pass in December of 021 when I changed this entry and the rest of it) and "Diary 12" (which became a part of Diary 11, at least for the time being when the number of it shall hypothetically greatly, greatly increase as many more now lost records are added) retcon and retract the errors in the rest, as necessary (called, damage control), and also, as I saw and did, go back and make all the VERY NECESSARY VITAL corrections (if corrections some are (and some were, probably) that I need to so I have all-in-all a true and accurate record where anything false is qualified with the truth of all matters, which is one of my goals with these early childish Diaries. My record bends and yields always to the Truth and to correction. I was also prideful and arrogant.
Now I have to go back to work.
3:54 PM CDT
I came home after work and napped on my loveseat sitting up, dozing off, then woke up, got my laptop out of my rucksack and watched YouTube videos.
6:22 PM CDT
I'm having porn problems again.
6:48 PM CDT
Heaven saw that I was seriously doubting everything I knew to be true, so it sent an angel in the following True Account: A few minutes ago a shadow crossed me as I lay on my couch talking to Mark. It was Gabriel, not an evil fae or a dead spirit. I offered my hand and no hand was offered me, proving it could be trusted. So I asked the angel (it was God's angel) to deliver his message. He repeated (in Maggie's voice, calling me Brently during its/her message to me) that I wasn't marrying Heather but I was marrying Maggie. I asked him if he was my Guardian Angel Gabriel. He said yes. I asked if it would be in a few months and he indicated that it would be soon. I then fooled myself by saying in my own head, 'next time I heard a knock it would be her'. (Which did not come to pass). (Did not the Prophet Joseph proscribe a remedy for such situations as happened next, when the seductress came? He said ask the Lord and He will reveal it to you!!)
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Post by BrentKoivopolo888 on Nov 7, 2021 16:17:22 GMT -6
10/31-
LORD'S DAY-CHRISTMAS 1 OF 2021
After Gabriel, an evil fae came to me last night, probably of the female persuasion later came to me, pretending to be Maggie, claiming I was married to her and trying to get me to give my virginity away to her.
Maggie May lives in Bates City and created the I LOVE BRENT account but these evil agencies (Junk_Bow, dead Maggies, evil fae, satan, etc) are trying to gum up the works and make me think I'm travelling through multiple dimensions and that Maggie is too. The truth is I've been back in this dimension since the morning after I got back from out of the Realm of the Dead. Knock at door. There was no one there again, for the hundredth time. This is starting to tick the neighbors off and they're starting to blame me for it, as if I'm the one knocking and answering. As if!
10:22 AM
I dug about three chips out of my forehead yesterday with prayer and about three chips out of my forehead with prayer just now. Also after that, a bunch were near the surface and I scratched them out and they fell out then I prayed the right prayer to uncurse the area on my forehead where more chips had been.
The first family of squatters that moved into that house across the street from me that I mentioned in a now lost journal (according to a rep of the United Federation of Light my true record is in my heart and I do need to correct my record from time to time as I glean truth from many sources and piece it together)were caught in Lafayette County after they moved out of the house next door and their kids put in orphanages or an orphanage. Now another Mexican family appears to be living there. Whether squatters or no, I cannot tell, or whether they have any involvement whatsoever with me.
What MOSS and I said to each other. I think MOSS, a teenage girl who monitors my progress from discord, was joking based upon a bunch of stuff I had said in my LIVE streams and in my journal, and, to her.
MOSS — 10/26/2021
Yes I do not want to do something with you and me too loud lol I’m sure I can go get back in time to do something right now and then go to get my car lol lol I am driving to river right now lol lol I’m going out to of the park today to go get to park in park and I’ll go to grab dinner I’ll let you go home I don’t know but I’ll let you guys know what time I get home lol lol I’m headed home right lol you guys have
October 28, 2021
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — 10/28/2021
? was that directed at me?
[3:35 AM]
back in time?
[3:35 AM]
are you----her??
[3:36 AM]
you guys???
October 30, 2021
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Yesterday at 3:08 PM
you're making fun of me for believing false stuff,......yes i can be delusional.....madness is like gravity...you need a little push-Joker. Satan keeps pushing me
What I said to Junk_Bow earlier today while I was retconning my 10'th Diary:
Brent"study36"FinalWarning"KoivV — Today at 12:25 PM
Junk_Bow, is that the same family of squatters next door that was caught in Lafayette county moving in today on October 31, 2021?
[12:26 PM]
And was that your boyfriend who came up to me and my neighbor's front porch and tore off his doorbell camera
[12:26 PM]
Was he my Twinner?
Junk_bow— 11/02/2021 this line to the spiritual realm has been closed (edited)
1:37 PM CDT
I tried calling Maggie May Kirkman to learn the truth of this whole matter. First, I don't believe she is the Maggie May Savoie from my experience because she has the wrong face. Now, I know Make-up can change a face like Maggie's to a different looking face as Mallora my co-worker's face, who has a face like Maggie's without make-up, but looks way different with make up, does. I could not complete the call because there were restrictions on the line. 2) A Maggie lives in Bates City. If this Bates City Maggie May Savoie is Junk_Bow, and the Maggie May Savoie from my past is now Ben Kirkman's wife Maggie May Kirkman, I called to apologize and ask for forgiveness for just how dumb and stupid I've been. Hopefully she will see this LIVE feed and forgive me, and, as I promised, I'll stay out of her hair forever. But if the Maggie May Savoie from my past does indeed live in Bates City and a different Maggie May Savoie Kirkman is the Colorado one, then I think I owe her an apology as well for believing all the false stuff I believed about us. But because I can't call Maggie Kirkman, then it remains a mystery. I hope whatever the truth is, be the real Maggie living in Colorado, then God can give me an awesome woman to love who is not her, but be she the real one in Bates City, she can find it her heart to forgive me.
My work hours are only Saturday from 9AM to 2 PM November 06, 2021.
My Uncle Mark's Paltalk Group is Turn to the Lord in Mighty prayer.
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